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<h3> CHAPTER 30 </h3>
<p>At length the play came to an end, and Mr Isaac List rose the only
winner. Mat and the landlord bore their losses with professional
fortitude. Isaac pocketed his gains with the air of a man who had
quite made up his mind to win, all along, and was neither surprised nor
pleased.</p>
<p>Nell's little purse was exhausted; but although it lay empty by his
side, and the other players had now risen from the table, the old man
sat poring over the cards, dealing them as they had been dealt before,
and turning up the different hands to see what each man would have held
if they had still been playing. He was quite absorbed in this
occupation, when the child drew near and laid her hand upon his
shoulder, telling him it was near midnight.</p>
<p>'See the curse of poverty, Nell,' he said, pointing to the packs he had
spread out upon the table. 'If I could have gone on a little longer,
only a little longer, the luck would have turned on my side. Yes, it's
as plain as the marks upon the cards. See here—and there—and here
again.'</p>
<p>'Put them away,' urged the child. 'Try to forget them.'</p>
<p>'Try to forget them!' he rejoined, raising his haggard face to hers,
and regarding her with an incredulous stare. 'To forget them! How are
we ever to grow rich if I forget them?'</p>
<p>The child could only shake her head.</p>
<p>'No, no, Nell,' said the old man, patting her cheek; 'they must not be
forgotten. We must make amends for this as soon as we can.
Patience—patience, and we'll right thee yet, I promise thee. Lose
to-day, win to-morrow. And nothing can be won without anxiety and
care—nothing. Come, I am ready.'</p>
<p>'Do you know what the time is?' said Mr Groves, who was smoking with
his friends. 'Past twelve o'clock—'</p>
<p>'—And a rainy night,' added the stout man.</p>
<p>'The Valiant Soldier, by James Groves. Good beds. Cheap entertainment
for man and beast,' said Mr Groves, quoting his sign-board. 'Half-past
twelve o'clock.'</p>
<p>'It's very late,' said the uneasy child. 'I wish we had gone before.
What will they think of us! It will be two o'clock by the time we get
back. What would it cost, sir, if we stopped here?'</p>
<p>'Two good beds, one-and-sixpence; supper and beer one shilling; total
two shillings and sixpence,' replied the Valiant Soldier.</p>
<p>Now, Nell had still the piece of gold sewn in her dress; and when she
came to consider the lateness of the hour, and the somnolent habits of
Mrs Jarley, and to imagine the state of consternation in which they
would certainly throw that good lady by knocking her up in the middle
of the night—and when she reflected, on the other hand, that if they
remained where they were, and rose early in the morning, they might get
back before she awoke, and could plead the violence of the storm by
which they had been overtaken, as a good apology for their absence—she
decided, after a great deal of hesitation, to remain. She therefore
took her grandfather aside, and telling him that she had still enough
left to defray the cost of their lodging, proposed that they should
stay there for the night.</p>
<p>'If I had had but that money before—If I had only known of it a few
minutes ago!' muttered the old man.</p>
<p>'We will decide to stop here if you please,' said Nell, turning hastily
to the landlord.</p>
<p>'I think that's prudent,' returned Mr Groves. 'You shall have your
suppers directly.'</p>
<p>Accordingly, when Mr Groves had smoked his pipe out, knocked out the
ashes, and placed it carefully in a corner of the fire-place, with the
bowl downwards, he brought in the bread and cheese, and beer, with many
high encomiums upon their excellence, and bade his guests fall to, and
make themselves at home. Nell and her grandfather ate sparingly, for
both were occupied with their own reflections; the other gentlemen, for
whose constitutions beer was too weak and tame a liquid, consoled
themselves with spirits and tobacco.</p>
<p>As they would leave the house very early in the morning, the child was
anxious to pay for their entertainment before they retired to bed. But
as she felt the necessity of concealing her little hoard from her
grandfather, and had to change the piece of gold, she took it secretly
from its place of concealment, and embraced an opportunity of following
the landlord when he went out of the room, and tendered it to him in
the little bar.</p>
<p>'Will you give me the change here, if you please?' said the child.</p>
<p>Mr James Groves was evidently surprised, and looked at the money, and
rang it, and looked at the child, and at the money again, as though he
had a mind to inquire how she came by it. The coin being genuine,
however, and changed at his house, he probably felt, like a wise
landlord, that it was no business of his. At any rate, he counted out
the change, and gave it her. The child was returning to the room where
they had passed the evening, when she fancied she saw a figure just
gliding in at the door. There was nothing but a long dark passage
between this door and the place where she had changed the money, and,
being very certain that no person had passed in or out while she stood
there, the thought struck her that she had been watched.</p>
<p>But by whom? When she re-entered the room, she found its inmates
exactly as she had left them. The stout fellow lay upon two chairs,
resting his head on his hand, and the squinting man reposed in a
similar attitude on the opposite side of the table. Between them sat
her grandfather, looking intently at the winner with a kind of hungry
admiration, and hanging upon his words as if he were some superior
being. She was puzzled for a moment, and looked round to see if any
else were there. No. Then she asked her grandfather in a whisper
whether anybody had left the room while she was absent. 'No,' he said,
'nobody.'</p>
<p>It must have been her fancy then; and yet it was strange, that, without
anything in her previous thoughts to lead to it, she should have
imagined this figure so very distinctly. She was still wondering and
thinking of it, when a girl came to light her to bed.</p>
<p>The old man took leave of the company at the same time, and they went
up stairs together. It was a great, rambling house, with dull
corridors and wide staircases which the flaring candles seemed to make
more gloomy. She left her grandfather in his chamber, and followed her
guide to another, which was at the end of a passage, and approached by
some half-dozen crazy steps. This was prepared for her. The girl
lingered a little while to talk, and tell her grievances. She had not
a good place, she said; the wages were low, and the work was hard. She
was going to leave it in a fortnight; the child couldn't recommend her
to another, she supposed? Instead she was afraid another would be
difficult to get after living there, for the house had a very
indifferent character; there was far too much card-playing, and such
like. She was very much mistaken if some of the people who came there
oftenest were quite as honest as they might be, but she wouldn't have
it known that she had said so, for the world. Then there were some
rambling allusions to a rejected sweetheart, who had threatened to go a
soldiering—a final promise of knocking at the door early in the
morning—and 'Good night.'</p>
<p>The child did not feel comfortable when she was left alone. She could
not help thinking of the figure stealing through the passage down
stairs; and what the girl had said did not tend to reassure her. The
men were very ill-looking. They might get their living by robbing and
murdering travellers. Who could tell?</p>
<p>Reasoning herself out of these fears, or losing sight of them for a
little while, there came the anxiety to which the adventures of the
night gave rise. Here was the old passion awakened again in her
grandfather's breast, and to what further distraction it might tempt
him Heaven only knew. What fears their absence might have occasioned
already! Persons might be seeking for them even then. Would they be
forgiven in the morning, or turned adrift again! Oh! why had they
stopped in that strange place? It would have been better, under any
circumstances, to have gone on!</p>
<p>At last, sleep gradually stole upon her—a broken, fitful sleep,
troubled by dreams of falling from high towers, and waking with a start
and in great terror. A deeper slumber followed this—and then—What!
That figure in the room.</p>
<p>A figure was there. Yes, she had drawn up the blind to admit the light
when it should be dawn, and there, between the foot of the bed and the
dark casement, it crouched and slunk along, groping its way with
noiseless hands, and stealing round the bed. She had no voice to cry
for help, no power to move, but lay still, watching it.</p>
<p>On it came—on, silently and stealthily, to the bed's head. The breath
so near her pillow, that she shrunk back into it, lest those wandering
hands should light upon her face. Back again it stole to the
window—then turned its head towards her.</p>
<p>The dark form was a mere blot upon the lighter darkness of the room,
but she saw the turning of the head, and felt and knew how the eyes
looked and the ears listened. There it remained, motionless as she.
At length, still keeping the face towards her, it busied its hands in
something, and she heard the chink of money.</p>
<p>Then, on it came again, silent and stealthy as before, and replacing
the garments it had taken from the bedside, dropped upon its hands and
knees, and crawled away. How slowly it seemed to move, now that she
could hear but not see it, creeping along the floor! It reached the
door at last, and stood upon its feet. The steps creaked beneath its
noiseless tread, and it was gone.</p>
<p>The first impulse of the child was to fly from the terror of being by
herself in that room—to have somebody by—not to be alone—and then
her power of speech would be restored. With no consciousness of having
moved, she gained the door.</p>
<p>There was the dreadful shadow, pausing at the bottom of the steps.</p>
<p>She could not pass it; she might have done so, perhaps, in the darkness
without being seized, but her blood curdled at the thought. The figure
stood quite still, and so did she; not boldly, but of necessity; for
going back into the room was hardly less terrible than going on.</p>
<p>The rain beat fast and furiously without, and ran down in plashing
streams from the thatched roof. Some summer insect, with no escape
into the air, flew blindly to and fro, beating its body against the
walls and ceiling, and filling the silent place with murmurs. The
figure moved again. The child involuntarily did the same. Once in her
grandfather's room, she would be safe.</p>
<p>It crept along the passage until it came to the very door she longed so
ardently to reach. The child, in the agony of being so near, had
almost darted forward with the design of bursting into the room and
closing it behind her, when the figure stopped again.</p>
<p>The idea flashed suddenly upon her—what if it entered there, and had a
design upon the old man's life! She turned faint and sick. It did.
It went in. There was a light inside. The figure was now within the
chamber, and she, still dumb—quite dumb, and almost senseless—stood
looking on.</p>
<p>The door was partly open. Not knowing what she meant to do, but
meaning to preserve him or be killed herself, she staggered forward and
looked in.</p>
<p>What sight was that which met her view!</p>
<p>The bed had not been lain on, but was smooth and empty. And at a table
sat the old man himself; the only living creature there; his white face
pinched and sharpened by the greediness which made his eyes unnaturally
bright—counting the money of which his hands had robbed her.</p>
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