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<h2> CHAPTER III </h2>
<h3> YOUNG LADY ANSTRUTHERS </h3>
<p>When the marriage took place the event was accompanied by an ingenuously
elate flourish of trumpets. Miss Vanderpoel's frocks were multitudinous
and wonderful, as also her jewels purchased at Tiffany's. She carried a
thousand trunks—more or less—across the Atlantic. When the
ship steamed away from the dock, the wharf was like a flower garden in the
blaze of brilliant and delicate attire worn by the bevy of relatives and
intimates who stood waving their handkerchiefs and laughingly calling out
farewell good wishes.</p>
<p>Sir Nigel's mental attitude was not a sympathetic or admiring one as he
stood by his bride's side looking back. If Rosy's half happy, half tearful
excitement had left her the leisure to reflect on his expression, she
would not have felt it encouraging.</p>
<p>"What a deuce of a row Americans make," he said even before they were out
of hearing of the voices. "It will be a positive rest to be in a country
where the women do not cackle and shriek with laughter."</p>
<p>He said it with that simple rudeness which at times professed to be almost
impersonal, and which Rosalie had usually tried to believe was the outcome
of a kind of cool British humour. But this time she started a little at
his words.</p>
<p>"I suppose we do make more noise than English people," she admitted a
second or so later. "I wonder why?" And without waiting for an answer—somewhat
as if she had not expected or quite wanted one—she leaned a little
farther over the side to look back, waving her small, fluttering
handkerchief to the many still in tumult on the wharf. She was not
perceptive or quick enough to take offence, to realise that the remark was
significant and that Sir Nigel had already begun as he meant to go on. It
was far from being his intention to play the part of an American husband,
who was plainly a creature in whom no authority vested itself. Americans
let their women say and do anything, and were capable of fetching and
carrying for them. He had seen a man run upstairs for his wife's wrap,
cheerfully, without the least apparent sense that the service was the part
of a footman if there was one in the house, a parlour maid if there was
not. Sir Nigel had been brought up in the good Early Victorian days when
"a nice little woman to fetch your slippers for you" figured in certain
circles as domestic bliss. Girls were educated to fetch slippers as
retrievers were trained to go into the water after sticks, and terriers to
bring back balls thrown for them.</p>
<p>The new Lady Anstruthers had, it supervened, several opportunities to
obtain a new view of her bridegroom's character before their voyage across
the Atlantic was over. At this period of the slower and more cumbrous
weaving of the Shuttle, the world had not yet awakened even to the
possibilities of the ocean greyhound. An Atlantic voyage at times was
capable of offering to a bride and bridegroom days enough to begin to
glance into their future with a premonition of the waning of the
honeymoon, at least, and especially if they were not sea-proof, to wish
wearily that the first half of it were over. Rosalie was not weary, but
she began to be bewildered. As she had never been a clever girl or quick
to perceive, and had spent her life among women-indulging American men,
she was not prepared with any precedent which made her situation clear.
The first time Sir Nigel showed his temper to her she simply stared at
him, her eyes looking like those of a puzzled, questioning child. Then she
broke into her nervous little laugh, because she did not know what else to
do. At his second outbreak her stare was rather startled and she did not
laugh.</p>
<p>Her first awakening was to an anxious wonderment concerning certain moods
of gloom, or what seemed to be gloom, to which he seemed prone. As she lay
in her steamer chair he would at times march stiffly up and down the deck,
apparently aware of no other existence than his own, his features
expressing a certain clouded resentment of whose very unexplainableness
she secretly stood in awe. She was not astute enough, poor girl, to leave
him alone, and when with innocent questionings she endeavoured to discover
his trouble, the greatest mystification she encountered was that he had
the power to make her feel that she was in some way taking a liberty, and
showing her lack of tact and perspicuity.</p>
<p>"Is anything the matter, Nigel?" she asked at first, wondering if she were
guilty of silliness in trying to slip her hand into his. She was sure she
had been when he answered her.</p>
<p>"No," he said chillingly.</p>
<p>"I don't believe you are happy," she returned. "Somehow you seem so—so
different."</p>
<p>"I have reasons for being depressed," he replied, and it was with a stiff
finality which struck a note of warning to her, signifying that it would
be better taste in her to put an end to her simple efforts.</p>
<p>She vaguely felt herself put in the wrong, and he preferred that it should
be so. It was the best form of preparation for any mood he might see that
it might pay him to show her in the future. He was, in fact, confronting
disdainfully his position. He had her on his hands and he was returning to
his relations with no definite advantage to exhibit as the result of
having married her. She had been supplied with an income but he had no
control over it. It would not have been so if he had not been in such
straits that he had been afraid to risk his chance by making a stand. To
have a wife with money, a silly, sweet temper and no will of her own, was
of course better than to be penniless, head over heels in debt and hemmed
in by difficulties on every side. He had seen women trained to give in to
anything rather than be bullied in public, to accede in the end to any
demand rather than endure the shame of a certain kind of scene made before
servants, and a certain kind of insolence used to relatives and guests.
The quality he found most maddeningly irritating in Rosalie was her
obviously absolute unconsciousness of the fact that it was entirely
natural and proper that her resources should be in her husband's hands. He
had, indeed, even in these early days, made a tentative effort or so in
the form of a suggestive speech; he had given her openings to give him an
opening to put things on a practical basis, but she had never had the
intelligence to see what he was aiming at, and he had found himself almost
floundering ungracefully in his remarks, while she had looked at him
without a sign of comprehension in her simple, anxious blue eyes. The
creature was actually trying to understand him and could not. That was the
worst of it, the blank wall of her unconsciousness, her childlike belief
that he was far too grand a personage to require anything. These were the
things he was thinking over when he walked up and down the deck in
unamiable solitariness. Rosy awakened to the amazed consciousness of the
fact that, instead of being pleased with the luxury and prettiness of her
wardrobe and appointments, he seemed to dislike and disdain them.</p>
<p>"You American women change your clothes too much and think too much of
them," was one of his first amiable criticisms. "You spend more than
well-bred women should spend on mere dresses and bonnets. In New York it
always strikes an Englishman that the women look endimanche at whatever
time of day you come across them."</p>
<p>"Oh, Nigel!" cried Rosy woefully. She could not think of anything more to
say than, "Oh, Nigel!"</p>
<p>"I am sorry to say it is true," he replied loftily. That she was an
American and a New Yorker was being impressed upon poor little Lady
Anstruthers in a new way—somehow as if the mere cold statement of
the fact put a fine edge of sarcasm to any remark. She was of too innocent
a loyalty to wish that she was neither the one nor the other, but she did
wish that Nigel was not so prejudiced against the places and people she
cared for so much.</p>
<p>She was sitting in her stateroom enfolded in a dressing gown covered with
cascades of lace, tied with knots of embroidered ribbon, and her maid,
Hannah, who admired her greatly, was brushing her fair long hair with a
gold-backed brush, ornamented with a monogram of jewels.</p>
<p>If she had been a French duchess of a piquant type, or an English one with
an aquiline nose, she would have been beyond criticism; if she had been a
plump, over-fed woman, or an ugly, ill-natured, gross one, she would have
looked vulgar, but she was a little, thin, fair New Yorker, and though she
was not beyond criticism—if one demanded high distinction—she
was pretty and nice to look at. But Nigel Anstruthers would not allow this
to her. His own tailors' bills being far in arrears and his pocket
disgustingly empty, the sight of her ingenuous sumptuousness and the gay,
accustomed simpleness of outlook with which she accepted it as her natural
right, irritated him and roused his venom. Bills would remain unpaid if
she was permitted to spend her money on this sort of thing without any
consideration for the requirements of other people.</p>
<p>He inhaled the air and made a gesture of distaste.</p>
<p>"This sachet business is rather overpowering," he said. "It is the sort of
thing a woman should be particularly discreet about."</p>
<p>"Oh, Nigel!" cried the poor girl agitatedly. "Hannah, do go and call the
steward to open the windows. Is it really strong?" she implored as Hannah
went out. "How dreadful. It's only orris and I didn't know Hannah had put
it in the trunks."</p>
<p>"My dear Rosalie," with a wave of the hand taking in both herself and her
dressing case, "it is all too strong."</p>
<p>"All—wh—what?" gaspingly.</p>
<p>"The whole thing. All that lace and love knot arrangement, the gold-backed
brushes and scent bottles with diamonds and rubies sticking in them."</p>
<p>"They—they were wedding presents. They came from Tiffany's. Everyone
thought them lovely."</p>
<p>"They look as if they belonged to the dressing table of a French woman of
the demi-monde. I feel as if I had actually walked into the apartment of
some notorious Parisian soubrette."</p>
<p>Rosalie Vanderpoel was a clean-minded little person, her people were of
the clean-minded type, therefore she did not understand all that this
ironic speech implied, but she gathered enough of its significance to
cause her to turn first red and then pale and then to burst into tears.
She was crying and trying to conceal the fact when Hannah returned. She
bent her head and touched her eyes furtively while her toilette was
completed.</p>
<p>Sir Nigel had retired from the scene, but he had done so feeling that he
had planted a seed and bestowed a practical lesson. He had, it is true,
bestowed one, but again she had not understood its significance and was
only left bewildered and unhappy. She began to be nervous and uncertain
about herself and about his moods and points of view. She had never been
made to feel so at home. Everyone had been kind to her and lenient to her
lack of brilliancy. No one had expected her to be brilliant, and she had
been quite sweet-temperedly resigned to the fact that she was not the kind
of girl who shone either in society or elsewhere. She did not resent the
fact that she knew people said of her, "She isn't in the least bit bright,
Rosy Vanderpoel, but she's a nice, sweet little thing." She had tried to
be nice and sweet and had aspired to nothing higher.</p>
<p>But now that seemed so much less than enough. Perhaps Nigel ought to have
married one of the clever ones, someone who would have known how to
understand him and who would have been more entertaining than she could
be. Perhaps she was beginning to bore him, perhaps he was finding her out
and beginning to get tired. At this point the always too ready tears would
rise to her eyes and she would be overwhelmed by a sense of homesickness.
Often she cried herself silently to sleep, longing for her mother—her
nice, comfortable, ordinary mother, whom she had several times felt Nigel
had some difficulty in being unreservedly polite to—though he had
been polite on the surface.</p>
<p>By the time they landed she had been living under so much strain in her
effort to seem quite unchanged, that she had lost her nerve. She did not
feel well and was sometimes afraid that she might do something silly and
hysterical in spite of herself, begin to cry for instance when there was
really no explanation for her doing it. But when she reached London the
novelty of everything so excited her that she thought she was going to be
better, and then she said to herself it would be proved to her that all
her fears had been nonsense. This return of hope made her quite
light-spirited, and she was almost gay in her little outbursts of delight
and admiration as she drove about the streets with her husband. She did
not know that her ingenuous ignorance of things he had known all his life,
her rapture over common monuments of history, led him to say to himself
that he felt rather as if he were taking a housemaid to see a Lord Mayor's
Show.</p>
<p>Before going to Stornham Court they spent a few days in town. There had
been no intention of proclaiming their presence to the world, and they did
not do so, but unluckily certain tradesmen discovered the fact that Sir
Nigel Anstruthers had returned to England with the bride he had secured in
New York. The conclusion to be deduced from this circumstance was that the
particular moment was a good one at which to send in bills for "acct.
rendered." The tradesmen quite shared Anstruthers' point of view. Their
reasoning was delightfully simple and they were wholly unaware that it
might have been called gross. A man over his head and ears in debt
naturally expected his creditors would be paid by the young woman who had
married him. America had in these days been so little explored by the
thrifty impecunious well-born that its ingenuous sentimentality in certain
matters was by no means comprehended.</p>
<p>By each post Sir Nigel received numerous bills. Sometimes letters
accompanied them, and once or twice respectful but firm male persons
brought them by hand and demanded interviews which irritated Sir Nigel
extremely. Given time to arrange matters with Rosalie, to train her to
some sense of her duty, he believed that the "acct. rendered" could be
wiped off, but he saw he must have time. She was such a little fool. Again
and again he was furious at the fate which had forced him to take her.</p>
<p>The truth was that Rosalie knew nothing whatever about unpaid bills.
Reuben Vanderpoel's daughters had never encountered an indignant tradesman
in their lives. When they went into "stores" they were received with
unfeigned rapture. Everything was dragged forth to be displayed to them,
attendants waited to leap forth to supply their smallest behest. They knew
no other phase of existence than the one in which one could buy anything
one wanted and pay any price demanded for it.</p>
<p>Consequently Rosalie did not recognise signs which would have been
obviously recognisable by the initiated. If Sir Nigel Anstruthers had been
a nice young fellow who had loved her, and he had been honest enough to
make a clean breast of his difficulties, she would have thrown herself
into his arms and implored him effusively to make use of all her available
funds, and if the supply had been insufficient, would have immediately
written to her father for further donations, knowing that her appeal would
be responded to at once. But Sir Nigel Anstruthers cherished no sentiment
for any other individual than himself, and he had no intention of
explaining that his mere vanity had caused him to mislead her, that his
rank and estate counted for nothing and that he was in fact a pauper
loaded with dishonest debts. He wanted money, but he wanted it to be given
to him as if he conferred a favour by receiving it. It must be transferred
to him as though it were his by right. What did a man marry for? Therefore
his wife's unconsciousness that she was inflicting outrage upon him by her
mere mental attitude filled his being with slowly rising gall.</p>
<p>Poor Rosalie went joyfully forth shopping after the manner of all newly
arrived Americans. She bought new toilettes and gewgaws and presents for
her friends and relations in New York, and each package which was
delivered at the hotel added to Sir Nigel's rage.</p>
<p>That the little blockhead should be allowed to do what she liked with her
money and that he should not be able to forbid her! This he said to
himself at intervals of five minutes through the day—which led to
another small episode.</p>
<p>"You are spending a great deal of money," he said one morning in his
condemnatory manner. Rosalie looked up from the lace flounce which had
just been delivered and gave the little nervous laugh, which was becoming
entirely uncertain of propitiating.</p>
<p>"Am I?" she answered. "They say all Americans spend a good deal."</p>
<p>"Your money ought to be in proper hands and properly managed," he went on
with cold precision. "If you were an English woman, your husband would
control it."</p>
<p>"Would he?" The simple, sweet-tempered obtuseness of her tone was an
infuriating thing to him. There was the usual shade of troubled surprise
in her eyes as they met his. "I don't think men in America ever do that. I
don't believe the nice ones want to. You see they have such a pride about
always giving things to women, and taking care of them. I believe a nice
American man would break stones in the street rather than take money from
a woman—even his wife. I mean while he could work. Of course if he
was ill or had ill luck or anything like that, he wouldn't be so proud as
not to take it from the person who loved him most and wanted to help him.
You do sometimes hear of a man who won't work and lets his wife support
him, but it's very seldom, and they are always the low kind that other men
look down on."</p>
<p>"Wanted to help him." Sir Nigel selected the phrase and quoted it between
puffs of the cigar he held in his fine, rather cruel-looking hands, and
his voice expressed a not too subtle sneer. "A woman is not 'helping' her
husband when she gives him control of her fortune. She is only doing her
duty and accepting her proper position with regard to him. The law used to
settle the thing definitely."</p>
<p>"Did-did it?" Rosy faltered weakly. She knew he was offended again and
that she was once more somehow in the wrong. So many things about her
seemed to displease him, and when he was displeased he always reminded her
that she was stupidly, objectionably guilty of not being an English woman.</p>
<p>Whatsoever it happened to be, the fault she had committed out of her depth
of ignorance, he did not forget it. It was no habit of his to endeavour to
dismiss offences. He preferred to hold them in possession as if they were
treasures and to turn them over and over, in the mental seclusion which
nourishes the growth of injuries, since within its barriers there is no
chance of their being palliated by the apologies or explanations of the
offender.</p>
<p>During their journey to Stornham Court the next day he was in one of his
black moods. Once in the railway carriage he paid small attention to his
wife, but sat rigidly reading his Times, until about midway to their
destination he descended at a station and paid a visit to the buffet in
the small refreshment room, after which he settled himself to doze in an
exceedingly unbecoming attitude, his travelling cap pulled down, his
rather heavy face congested with the dark flush Rosalie had not yet
learned was due to the fact that he had hastily tossed off two or three
whiskies and sodas. Though he was never either thick of utterance or
unsteady on his feet, whisky and soda formed an important factor in his
existence. When he was annoyed or dull he at once took the necessary
precautions against being overcome by these feelings, and the effect upon
a constitutionally evil temper was to transform it into an infernal one.
The night had been a bad one for Rosy. Such floods of homesick longing had
overpowered her that she had not been able to sleep. She had risen feeling
shaky and hysterical and her nervousness had been added to by her fear
that Nigel might observe her and make comment. Of course she told herself
it was natural that he should not wish her to appear at Stornham Court
looking a pale, pink-nosed little fright. Her efforts to be cheerful had
indeed been somewhat touching, but they had met with small encouragement.</p>
<p>She thought the green-clothed country lovely as the train sped through it,
and a lump rose in her small throat because she knew she might have been
so happy if she had not been so frightened and miserable. The thing which
had been dawning upon her took clearer, more awful form. Incidents she had
tried to explain and excuse to herself, upon all sorts of futile, simple
grounds, began to loom up before her in something like their actual
proportions. She had heard of men who had changed their manner towards
girls after they had married them, but she did not know they had begun to
change so soon. This was so early in the honeymoon to be sitting in a
railway carriage, in a corner remote from that occupied by a bridegroom,
who read his paper in what was obviously intentional, resentful solitude.
Emily Soame's father, she remembered it against her will, had been obliged
to get a divorce for Emily after her two years of wretched married life.
But Alfred Soames had been quite nice for six months at least. It seemed
as if all this must be a dream, one of those nightmare things, in which
you suddenly find yourself married to someone you cannot bear, and you
don't know how it happened, because you yourself have had nothing to do
with the matter. She felt that presently she must waken with a start and
find herself breathing fast, and panting out, half laughing, half crying,
"Oh, I am so glad it's not true! I am so glad it's not true!"</p>
<p>But this was true, and there was Nigel. And she was in a new, unexplored
world. Her little trembling hands clutched each other. The happy, light
girlish days full of ease and friendliness and decency seemed gone
forever. It was not Rosalie Vanderpoel who pressed her colourless face
against the glass of the window, looking out at the flying trees; it was
the wife of Nigel Anstruthers, and suddenly, by some hideous magic, she
had been snatched from the world to which she belonged and was being
dragged by a gaoler to a prison from which she did not know how to escape.
Already Nigel had managed to convey to her that in England a woman who was
married could do nothing to defend herself against her husband, and that
to endeavour to do anything was the last impossible touch of vulgar
ignominy.</p>
<p>The vivid realisation of the situation seized upon her like a possession
as she glanced sideways at her bridegroom and hurriedly glanced away again
with a little hysterical shudder. New York, good-tempered, lenient, free
New York, was millions of miles away and Nigel was so loathly near and—and
so ugly. She had never known before that he was so ugly, that his face was
so heavy, his skin so thick and coarse and his expression so evilly
ill-tempered. She was not sufficiently analytical to be conscious that she
had with one bound leaped to the appalling point of feeling uncontrollable
physical abhorrence of the creature to whom she was chained for life. She
was terrified at finding herself forced to combat the realisation that
there were certain expressions of his countenance which made her feel sick
with repulsion. Her self-reproach also was as great as her terror. He was
her husband—her husband—and she was a wicked girl. She
repeated the words to herself again and again, but remotely she knew that
when she said, "He is my husband," that was the worst thing of all.</p>
<p>This inward struggle was a bad preparation for any added misery, and when
their railroad journey terminated at Stornham Station she was met by new
bewilderment.</p>
<p>The station itself was a rustic place where wild roses climbed down a bank
to meet the very train itself. The station master's cottage had roses and
clusters of lilies waving in its tiny garden. The station master, a
good-natured, red-faced man, came forward, baring his head, to open the
railroad carriage door with his own hand. Rosy thought him delightful and
bowed and smiled sweet-temperedly to him and to his wife and little girls,
who were curtseying at the garden gate. She was sufficiently homesick to
be actually grateful to them for their air of welcoming her. But as she
smiled she glanced furtively at Nigel to see if she was doing exactly the
right thing.</p>
<p>He himself was not smiling and did not unbend even when the station
master, who had known him from his boyhood, felt at liberty to offer a
deferential welcome.</p>
<p>"Happy to see you home with her ladyship, Sir Nigel," he said; "very
happy, if I may say so."</p>
<p>Sir Nigel responded to the respectful amiability with a half-military
lifting of his right hand, accompanied by a grunt.</p>
<p>"D'ye do, Wells," he said, and strode past him to speak to the footman who
had come from Stornham Court with the carriage.</p>
<p>The new and nervous little Lady Anstruthers, who was left to trot after
her husband, smiled again at the ruddy, kind-looking fellow, this time in
conscious deprecation. In the simplicity of her republican sympathy with a
well-meaning fellow creature who might feel himself snubbed, she could
have shaken him by the hand. She had even parted her lips to venture a
word of civility when she was startled by hearing Sir Nigel's voice raised
in angry rating.</p>
<p>"Damned bad management not to bring something else," she heard. "Kind of
thing you fellows are always doing."</p>
<p>She made her way to the carriage, flurried again by not knowing whether
she was doing right or wrong. Sir Nigel had given her no instructions and
she had not yet learned that when he was in a certain humour there was
equal fault in obeying or disobeying such orders as he gave.</p>
<p>The carriage from the Court—not in the least a new or smart equipage—was
drawn up before the entrance of the station and Sir Nigel was in a rage
because the vehicle brought for the luggage was too small to carry it all.</p>
<p>"Very sorry, Sir Nigel," said the coachman, touching his hat two or three
times in his agitation. "Very sorry. The omnibus was a little out of order—the
springs, Sir Nigel—and I thought——"</p>
<p>"You thought!" was the heated interruption. "What right had you to think,
damn it! You are not paid to think, you are paid to do your work properly.
Here are a lot of damned boxes which ought to go with us and—where's
your maid?" wheeling round upon his wife.</p>
<p>Rosalie turned towards the woman, who was approaching from the waiting
room.</p>
<p>"Hannah," she said timorously.</p>
<p>"Drop those confounded bundles," ordered Sir Nigel, "and show James the
boxes her ladyship is obliged to have this evening. Be quick about it and
don't pick out half a dozen. The cart can't take them."</p>
<p>Hannah looked frightened. This sort of thing was new to her, too. She
shuffled her packages on to a seat and followed the footman to the
luggage. Sir Nigel continued rating the coachman. Any form of violent
self-assertion was welcome to him at any time, and when he was irritated
he found it a distinct luxury to kick a dog or throw a boot at a cat. The
springs of the omnibus, he argued, had no right to be broken when it was
known that he was coming home. His anger was only added to by the
coachman's halting endeavours in his excuses to veil a fact he knew his
master was aware of, that everything at Stornham was more or less out of
order, and that dilapidations were the inevitable result of there being no
money to pay for repairs. The man leaned forward on his box and spoke at
last in a low tone.</p>
<p>"The bus has been broken some time," he said. "It's—it's an
expensive job, Sir Nigel. Her ladyship thought it better to——"
Sir Nigel turned white about the mouth.</p>
<p>"Hold your tongue," he commanded, and the coachman got red in the face,
saluted, biting his lips, and sat very stiff and upright on his box.</p>
<p>The station master edged away uneasily and tried to look as if he were not
listening. But Rosalie could see that he could not help hearing, nor could
the country people who had been passengers by the train and who were
collecting their belongings and getting into their traps.</p>
<p>Lady Anstruthers was ignored and remained standing while the scene went
on. She could not help recalling the manner in which she had been
invariably received in New York on her return from any journey, how she
was met by comfortable, merry people and taken care of at once. This was
so strange, it was so queer, so different.</p>
<p>"Oh, never mind, Nigel dear," she said at last, with innocent
indiscretion. "It doesn't really matter, you know."</p>
<p>Sir Nigel turned upon her a blaze of haughty indignation.</p>
<p>"If you'll pardon my saying so, it does matter," he said. "It matters
confoundedly. Be good enough to take your place in the carriage."</p>
<p>He moved to the carriage door, and not too civilly put her in. She gasped
a little for breath as she sat down. He had spoken to her as if she had
been an impertinent servant who had taken a liberty. The poor girl was
bewildered to the verge of panic. When he had ended his tirade and took
his place beside her he wore his most haughtily intolerant air.</p>
<p>"May I request that in future you will be good enough not to interfere
when I am reproving my servants," he remarked.</p>
<p>"I didn't mean to interfere," she apologised tremulously.</p>
<p>"I don't know what you meant. I only know what you did," was his response.
"You American women are too fond of cutting in. An Englishman can think
for himself without his wife's assistance."</p>
<p>The tears rose to her eyes. The introduction of the international question
overpowered her as always.</p>
<p>"Don't begin to be hysterical," was the ameliorating tenderness with which
he observed the two hot salt drops which fell despite her. "I should
scarcely wish to present you to my mother bathed in tears."</p>
<p>She wiped the salt drops hastily away and sat for a moment silent in the
corner of the carriage. Being wholly primitive and unanalytical, she was
ashamed and began to blame herself. He was right. She must not be silly
because she was unused to things. She ought not to be disturbed by
trifles. She must try to be nice and look cheerful. She made an effort and
did no speak for a few minutes. When she had recovered herself she tried
again.</p>
<p>"English country is so pretty," she said, when she thought she was quite
sure that her voice would not tremble. "I do so like the hedges and the
darling little red-roofed cottages."</p>
<p>It was an innocent tentative at saying something agreeable which might
propitiate him. She was beginning to realise that she was continually
making efforts to propitiate him. But one of the forms of unpleasantness
most enjoyable to him was the snubbing of any gentle effort at palliating
his mood. He condescended in this case no response whatever, but merely
continued staring contemptuously before him.</p>
<p>"It is so picturesque, and so unlike America," was the pathetic little
commonplace she ventured next. "Ain't it, Nigel?"</p>
<p>He turned his head slowly towards her, as if she had taken a new liberty
in disturbing his meditations.</p>
<p>"Wha—at?" he drawled.</p>
<p>It was almost too much for her to sustain herself under. Her courage
collapsed.</p>
<p>"I was only saying how pretty the cottages were," she faltered. "And that
there's nothing like this in America."</p>
<p>"You ended your remark by adding, 'ain't it,'" her husband condescended.
"There is nothing like that in England. I shall ask you to do me the
favour of leaving Americanisms out of your conversation when you are in
the society of English ladies and gentlemen. It won't do."</p>
<p>"I didn't know I said it," Rosy answered feebly.</p>
<p>"That is the difficulty," was his response. "You never know, but educated
people do."</p>
<p>There was nothing more to be said, at least for a girl who had never known
what it was to be bullied. This one felt like a beggar or a scullery maid,
who, being rated by her master, had not the refuge of being able to "give
warning." She could never give warning. The Atlantic Ocean was between her
and those who had loved and protected her all her short life, and the
carriage was bearing her onwards to the home in which she was to live
alone as this man's companion to the end of her existence.</p>
<p>She made no further propitiatory efforts, but sat and stared in simple
blankness at the country, which seemed to increase in loveliness at each
new point of view. Sometimes she saw sweet wooded, rolling lands made
lovelier by the homely farmhouses and cottages enclosed and sheltered by
thick hedges and trees; once or twice they drove past a park enfolding a
great house guarded by its huge sentinel oaks and beeches; once the
carriage passed through an adorable little village, where children played
on the green and a square-towered grey church seemed to watch over the
steep-roofed cottages and creeper-covered vicarage. If she had been a
happy American tourist travelling in company with impressionable friends,
she would have broken into ecstatic little exclamations of admiration
every five minutes, but it had been driven home to her that to her present
companion, to whom nothing was new, her rapture would merely represent the
crudeness which had existed in contentment in a brown-stone house on a
noisy thoroughfare, through a life which had been passed tramping up and
down numbered streets and avenues.</p>
<p>They approached at last a second village with a green, a grass-grown
street and the irregular red-tiled cottages, which to the unaccustomed eye
seemed rather to represent studies for sketches than absolute realities.
The bells in the church tower broke forth into a chime and people appeared
at the doors of the cottages. The men touched their foreheads as the
carriage passed, and the children made bobbing curtsies. Sir Nigel
condescended to straighten himself a trifle in his seat, and recognised
the greetings with the stiff, half-military salute. The poor girl at his
side felt that he put as little feeling as possible into the movement, and
that if she herself had been a bowing villager she would almost have
preferred to be wholly ignored. She looked at him questioningly.</p>
<p>"Are they—must <i>I</i>?" she began.</p>
<p>"Make some civil recognition," answered Sir Nigel, as if he were
instructing an ignorant child. "It is customary."</p>
<p>So she bowed and tried to smile, and the joyous clamour of the bells
brought the awful lump into her throat again. It reminded her of the
ringing of the chimes at the New York church on that day of her marriage,
which had been so full of gay, luxurious bustle, so crowded with wedding
presents, and flowers, and warm-hearted, affectionate congratulations, and
good wishes uttered in merry American voices.</p>
<p>The park at Stornham Court was large and beautiful and old. The trees were
magnificent, and the broad sweep of sward and rich dip of ferny dell all
that the imagination could desire. The Court itself was old, and
many-gabled and mellow-red and fine. Rosalie had learned from no precedent
as yet that houses of its kind may represent the apotheosis of discomfort
and dilapidation within, and only become more beautiful without.
Tumbled-down chimneys and broken tiles, being clambered over by tossing
ivy, are pictures to delight the soul.</p>
<p>As she descended from the carriage the girl was tremulous and uncertain of
herself and much overpowered by the unbending air of the man-servant who
received her as if she were a parcel in which it was no part of his duty
to take the smallest interest. As she mounted the stone steps she caught a
glimpse of broad gloom within the threshold, a big, square, dingy hall
where some other servants were drawn up in a row. She had read of
something of the sort in English novels, and she was suddenly embarrassed
afresh by her realisation of the fact that she did not know what to do and
that if she made a mistake Nigel would never forgive her.</p>
<p>An elderly woman came out of a room opening into the hall. She was an ugly
woman of a rigid carriage, which, with the obvious intention of being
severely majestic, was only antagonistic. She had a flaccid chin, and was
curiously like Nigel. She had also his expression when he intended to be
disagreeable. She was the Dowager Lady Anstruthers, and being an entirely
revolting old person at her best, she objected extremely to the
transatlantic bride who had made her a dowager, though she was
determinedly prepared to profit by any practical benefit likely to accrue.</p>
<p>"Well, Nigel," she said in a deep voice. "Here you are at last."</p>
<p>This was of course a statement not to be refuted. She held out a leathern
cheek, and as Sir Nigel also presented his, their caress of greeting was a
singular and not effusive one.</p>
<p>"Is this your wife?" she asked, giving Rosalie a bony hand. And as he did
not indignantly deny this to be the fact, she added, "How do you do?"</p>
<p>Rosalie murmured a reply and tried to control herself by making another
effort to swallow the lump in her throat. But she could not swallow it.
She had been keeping a desperate hold on herself too long. The bewildered
misery of her awakening, the awkwardness of the public row at the station,
the sulks which had filled the carriage to repletion through all the long
drive, and finally the jangling bells which had so recalled that last
joyous day at home—at home—had brought her to a point where
this meeting between mother and son—these two stony, unpleasant
creatures exchanging a reluctant rub of uninviting cheeks—as two
savages might have rubbed noses—proved the finishing impetus to
hysteria. They were so hideous, these two, and so ghastly comic and
fantastic in their unresponsive glumness, that the poor girl lost all hold
upon herself and broke into a trembling shriek of laughter.</p>
<p>"Oh!" she gasped in terror at what she felt to be her indecent madness.
"Oh! how—how——" And then seeing Nigel's furious start,
his mother's glare and all the servants' alarmed stare at her, she rushed
staggering to the only creature she felt she knew—her maid Hannah,
clutched her and broke down into wild sobbing.</p>
<p>"Oh, take me away!" she cried. "Oh, do! Oh, do! Oh, Hannah! Oh, mother—mother!"</p>
<p>"Take your mistress to her room," commanded Sir Nigel. "Go downstairs," he
called out to the servants. "Take her upstairs at once and throw water in
her face," to the excited Hannah.</p>
<p>And as the new Lady Anstruthers was half led, half dragged, in humiliated
hysteric disorder up the staircase, he took his mother by the elbow,
marched her into the nearest room and shut the door. There they stood and
stared at each other, breathing quick, enraged breaths and looking
particularly alike with their heavy-featured, thick-skinned, infuriated
faces.</p>
<p>It was the Dowager who spoke first, and her whole voice and manner
expressed all she intended that they should, all the derision, dislike and
scathing resignment to a grotesque fate.</p>
<p>"Well," said her ladyship. "So THIS is what you have brought home from
America!"</p>
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