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<h2> CHAPTER VII </h2>
<h3> ON BOARD THE "MERIDIANA" </h3>
<p>A large transatlantic steamer lying at the wharf on a brilliant, sunny
morning just before its departure is an interesting and suggestive object
to those who are fond of following suggestion to its end. One sometimes
wonders if it is possible that the excitement in the dock atmosphere could
ever become a thing to which one was sufficiently accustomed to be able to
regard it as among things commonplace. The rumbling and rattling of
waggons and carts, the loading and unloading of boxes and bales, the
people who are late, and the people who are early, the faces which are
excited, and the faces which are sad, the trunks and bales, and cranes
which creak and groan, the shouts and cries, the hurry and confusion of
movement, notwithstanding that every day has seen them all for years, have
a sort of perennial interest to the looker-on.</p>
<p>This is, perhaps, more especially the case when the looker-on is to be a
passenger on the outgoing ship; and the exhilaration of his point of view
may greatly depend upon the reason for his voyage and the class by which
he travels. Gaiety and youth usually appear upon the promenade deck,
having taken saloon passage. Dulness, commerce, and eld mingling with
them, it is true, but with a discretion which does not seem to dominate.
Second-class passengers wear a more practical aspect, and youth among them
is rarer and more grave. People who must travel second and third class
make voyages for utilitarian reasons. Their object is usually to better
themselves in one way or another. When they are going from Liverpool to
New York, it is usually to enter upon new efforts and new labours. When
they are returning from New York to Liverpool, it is often because the new
life has proved less to be depended upon than the old, and they are
bearing back with them bitterness of soul and discouragement of spirit.</p>
<p>On the brilliant spring morning when the huge liner Meridiana was to sail
for England a young man, who was a second-class passenger, leaned upon the
ship's rail and watched the turmoil on the wharf with a detached and not
at all buoyant air.</p>
<p>His air was detached because he had other things in his mind than those
merely passing before him, and he was not buoyant because they were not
cheerful or encouraging subjects for reflection. He was a big young man,
well hung together, and carrying himself well; his face was square-jawed
and rugged, and he had dark red hair restrained by its close cut from
waving strongly on his forehead. His eyes were red brown, and a few dark
freckles marked his clear skin. He was of the order of man one looks at
twice, having looked at him once, though one does not in the least know
why, unless one finally reaches some degree of intimacy.</p>
<p>He watched the vehicles, heavy and light, roll into the big shed-like
building and deposit their freight; he heard the voices and caught the
sentences of instruction and comment; he saw boxes and bales hauled from
the dock side to the deck and swung below with the rattling of machinery
and chains. But these formed merely a noisy background to his mood, which
was self-centred and gloomy. He was one of those who go back to their
native land knowing themselves conquered. He had left England two years
before, feeling obstinately determined to accomplish a certain difficult
thing, but forces of nature combining with the circumstances of previous
education and living had beaten him. He had lost two years and all the
money he had ventured. He was going back to the place he had come from,
and he was carrying with him a sense of having been used hardly by
fortune, and in a way he had not deserved.</p>
<p>He had gone out to the West with the intention of working hard and using
his hands as well as his brains; he had not been squeamish; he had, in
fact, laboured like a ploughman; and to be obliged to give in had been
galling and bitter. There are human beings into whose consciousness of
themselves the possibility of being beaten does not enter. This man was
one of them.</p>
<p>The ship was of the huge and luxuriously-fitted class by which the rich
and fortunate are transported from one continent to another. Passengers
could indulge themselves in suites of rooms and live sumptuously. As the
man leaning on the rail looked on, he saw messengers bearing baskets and
boxes of fruit and flowers with cards and notes attached, hurrying up the
gangway to deliver them to waiting stewards. These were the farewell
offerings to be placed in staterooms, or to await their owners on the
saloon tables. Salter—the second-class passenger's name was Salter—had
seen a few such offerings before on the first crossing. But there had not
been such lavishness at Liverpool. It was the New Yorkers who were
sumptuous in such matters, as he had been told. He had also heard casually
that the passenger list on this voyage was to record important names, the
names of multi-millionaire people who were going over for the London
season.</p>
<p>Two stewards talking near him, earlier in the morning, had been exulting
over the probable largesse such a list would result in at the end of the
passage.</p>
<p>"The Worthingtons and the Hirams and the John William Spayters," said one.
"They travel all right. They know what they want and they want a good
deal, and they're willing to pay for it."</p>
<p>"Yes. They're not school teachers going over to improve their minds and
contriving to cross in a big ship by economising in everything else. Miss
Vanderpoel's sailing with the Worthingtons. She's got the best suite all
to herself. She'll bring back a duke or one of those prince fellows. How
many millions has Vanderpoel?"</p>
<p>"How many millions. How many hundred millions!" said his companion,
gloating cheerfully over the vastness of unknown possibilities. "I've
crossed with Miss Vanderpoel often, two or three times when she was in
short frocks. She's the kind of girl you read about. And she's got money
enough to buy in half a dozen princes."</p>
<p>"There are New Yorkers who won't like it if she does," returned the other.
"There's been too much money going out of the country. Her suite is
crammed full of Jack roses, now, and there are boxes waiting outside."</p>
<p>Salter moved away and heard no more. He moved away, in fact, because he
was conscious that to a man in his case, this dwelling upon millions, this
plethora of wealth, was a little revolting. He had walked down Broadway
and seen the price of Jacqueminot roses, and he was not soothed or allured
at this particular moment by the picture of a girl whose half-dozen cabins
were crowded with them.</p>
<p>"Oh, the devil!" he said. "It sounds vulgar." And he walked up and down
fast, squaring his shoulders, with his hands in the pockets of his rough,
well-worn coat. He had seen in England something of the American young
woman with millionaire relatives. He had been scarcely more than a boy
when the American flood first began to rise. He had been old enough,
however, to hear people talk. As he had grown older, Salter had observed
its advance. Englishmen had married American beauties. American fortunes
had built up English houses, which otherwise threatened to fall into
decay. Then the American faculty of adaptability came into play.
Anglo-American wives became sometimes more English than their husbands.
They proceeded to Anglicise their relations, their relations' clothes,
even, in time, their speech. They carried or sent English conventions to
the States, their brothers ordered their clothes from West End tailors,
their sisters began to wear walking dresses, to play out-of-door games and
take active exercise. Their mothers tentatively took houses in London or
Paris, there came a period when their fathers or uncles, serious or
anxious business men, the most unsporting of human beings, rented castles
or manors with huge moors and covers attached and entertained large
parties of shooters or fishers who could be lured to any quarter by the
promise of the particular form of slaughter for which they burned.</p>
<p>"Sheer American business perspicacity, that," said Salter, as he marched
up and down, thinking of a particular case of this order. "There's
something admirable in the practical way they make for what they want.
They want to amalgamate with English people, not for their own sake, but
because their women like it, and so they offer the men thousands of acres
full of things to kill. They can get them by paying for them, and they
know how to pay." He laughed a little, lifting his square shoulders.
"Balthamor's six thousand acres of grouse moor and Elsty's salmon fishing
are rented by the Chicago man. He doesn't care twopence for them, and does
not know a pheasant from a caper-cailzie, but his wife wants to know men
who do."</p>
<p>It must be confessed that Salter was of the English who were not pleased
with the American Invasion. In some of his views of the matter he was a
little prehistoric and savage, but the modern side of his character was
too intelligent to lack reason. He was by no means entirely modern,
however; a large part of his nature belonged to the age in which men had
fought fiercely for what they wanted to get or keep, and when the
amenities of commerce had not become powerful factors in existence.</p>
<p>"They're not a bad lot," he was thinking at this moment. "They are rather
fine in a way. They are clever and powerful and interesting—more so
than they know themselves. But it is all commerce. They don't come and
fight with us and get possession of us by force. They come and buy us.
They buy our land and our homes, and our landowners, for that matter—when
they don't buy them, they send their women to marry them, confound it!"</p>
<p>He took half a dozen more strides and lifted his shoulders again.</p>
<p>"Beggarly lot as I am," he said, "unlikely as it seems that I can marry at
all, I'm hanged if I don't marry an Englishwoman, if I give my life to a
woman at all."</p>
<p>But, in fact, he was of the opinion that he should never give his life to
any woman, and this was because he was, at this period, also of the
opinion that there was small prospect of its ever being worth the giving
or taking. It had been one of those lives which begin untowardly and are
ruled by unfair circumstances.</p>
<p>He had a particularly well-cut and expressive mouth, and, as he went back
to the ship's side and leaned on his folded arms on the rail again, its
curves concealed a good deal of strong feeling.</p>
<p>The wharf was busier than before. In less than half an hour the ship was
to sail. The bustle and confusion had increased. There were people
hurrying about looking for friends, and there were people scribbling off
excited farewell messages at the telegraph office. The situation was
working up to its climax. An observing looker-on might catch glimpses of
emotional scenes. Many of the passengers were already on board, parties of
them accompanied by their friends were making their way up the gangplank.</p>
<p>Salter had just been watching a luxuriously cared-for little invalid woman
being carried on deck in a reclining chair, when his attention was
attracted by the sound of trampling hoofs and rolling wheels. Two
noticeably big and smart carriages had driven up to the stopping-place for
vehicles. They were gorgeously of the latest mode, and their tall,
satin-skinned horses jangled silver chains and stepped up to their noses.</p>
<p>"Here come the Worthingtons, whosoever they may be," thought Salter. "The
fine up-standing young woman is, no doubt, the multi-millionairess."</p>
<p>The fine, up-standing young woman WAS the multi-millionairess. Bettina
walked up the gangway in the sunshine, and the passengers upon the upper
deck craned their necks to look at her. Her carriage of her head and
shoulders invariably made people turn to look.</p>
<p>"My, ain't she fine-looking!" exclaimed an excited lady beholder above. "I
guess that must be Miss Vanderpoel, the multi-millionaire's daughter. Jane
told me she'd heard she was crossing this trip."</p>
<p>Bettina heard her. She sometimes wondered if she was ever pointed out, if
her name was ever mentioned without the addition of the explanatory
statement that she was the multi-millionaire's daughter. As a child she
had thought it ridiculous and tiresome, as she had grown older she had
felt that only a remarkable individuality could surmount a fact so ever
present.</p>
<p>It was like a tremendous quality which overshadowed everything else.</p>
<p>"It wounds my vanity, I have no doubt," she had said to her father.
"Nobody ever sees me, they only see you and your millions and millions of
dollars."</p>
<p>Salter watched her pass up the gangway. The phase through which he was
living was not of the order which leads a man to dwell upon the beautiful
and inspiriting as expressed by the female image. Success and the
hopefulness which engender warmth of soul and quickness of heart are
required for the development of such allurements. He thought of the
Vanderpoel millions as the lady on the deck had thought of them, and in
his mind somehow the girl herself appeared to express them. The rich
up-springing sweep of her abundant hair, her height, her colouring, the
remarkable shade and length of her lashes, the full curve of her mouth,
all, he told himself, looked expensive, as if even nature herself had been
given carte blanche, and the best possible articles procured for the
money.</p>
<p>"She moves," he thought sardonically, "as if she were perfectly aware that
she could pay for anything. An unlimited income, no doubt, establishes in
the owner the equivalent to a sense of rank."</p>
<p>He changed his position for one in which he could command a view of the
promenade deck where the arriving passengers were gradually appearing. He
did this from the idle and careless curiosity which, though it is not a
matter of absolute interest, does not object to being entertained by
passing objects. He saw the Worthington party reappear. It struck Salter
that they looked not so much like persons coming on board a ship, as like
people who were returning to a hotel to which they were accustomed, and
which was also accustomed to them. He argued that they had probably
crossed the Atlantic innumerable times in this particular steamer. The
deck stewards knew them and made obeisance with empressement. Miss
Vanderpoel nodded to the steward Salter had heard discussing her. She gave
him a smile of recognition and paused a moment to speak to him. Salter saw
her sweep the deck with her glance and then designate a sequestered
corner, such as the experienced voyager would recognise as being desirably
sheltered. She was evidently giving an order concerning the placing of her
deck chair, which was presently brought. An elegantly neat and decorous
person in black, who was evidently her maid, appeared later, followed by a
steward who carried cushions and sumptuous fur rugs. These being arranged,
a delightful corner was left alluringly prepared. Miss Vanderpoel, after
her instructions to the deck steward, had joined her party and seemed to
be awaiting some arrival anxiously.</p>
<p>"She knows how to do herself well," Salter commented, "and she realises
that forethought is a practical factor. Millions have been productive of
composure. It is not unnatural, either."</p>
<p>It was but a short time later that the warning bell was rung. Stewards
passed through the crowds calling out, "All ashore, if you please—all
ashore." Final embraces were in order on all sides. People shook hands
with fervour and laughed a little nervously. Women kissed each other and
poured forth hurried messages to be delivered on the other side of the
Atlantic. Having kissed and parted, some of them rushed back and indulged
in little clutches again. Notwithstanding that the tide of humanity surges
across the Atlantic almost as regularly as the daily tide surges in on its
shores, a wave of emotion sweeps through every ship at such partings.</p>
<p>Salter stood on deck and watched the crowd dispersing. Some of the people
were laughing and some had red eyes. Groups collected on the wharf and
tried to say still more last words to their friends crowding against the
rail.</p>
<p>The Worthingtons kept their places and were still looking out, by this
time disappointedly. It seemed that the friend or friends they expected
were not coming. Salter saw that Miss Vanderpoel looked more disappointed
than the rest. She leaned forward and strained her eyes to see. Just at
the last moment there was the sound of trampling horses and rolling wheels
again. From the arriving carriage descended hastily an elderly woman, who
lifted out a little boy excited almost to tears. He was a dear, chubby
little person in flapping sailor trousers, and he carried a
splendidly-caparisoned toy donkey in his arms. Salter could not help
feeling slightly excited himself as they rushed forward. He wondered if
they were passengers who would be left behind.</p>
<p>They were not passengers, but the arrivals Miss Vanderpoel had been
expecting so ardently. They had come to say good-bye to her and were too
late for that, at least, as the gangway was just about to be withdrawn.</p>
<p>Miss Vanderpoel leaned forward with an amazingly fervid expression on her
face.</p>
<p>"Tommy! Tommy!" she cried to the little boy. "Here I am, Tommy. We can say
good-bye from here."</p>
<p>The little boy, looking up, broke into a wail of despair.</p>
<p>"Betty! Betty! Betty!" he cried. "I wanted to kiss you, Betty."</p>
<p>Betty held out her arms. She did it with entire forgetfulness of the
existence of any lookers-on, and with such outreaching love on her face
that it seemed as if the child must feel her touch. She made a beautiful,
warm, consoling bud of her mouth.</p>
<p>"We'll kiss each other from here, Tommy," she said. "See, we can. Kiss me,
and I will kiss you."</p>
<p>Tommy held out his arms and the magnificent donkey. "Betty," he cried, "I
brought you my donkey. I wanted to give it to you for a present, because
you liked it."</p>
<p>Miss Vanderpoel bent further forward and addressed the elderly woman.</p>
<p>"Matilda," she said, "please pack Master Tommy's present and send it to
me! I want it very much."</p>
<p>Tender smiles irradiated the small face. The gangway was withdrawn, and,
amid the familiar sounds of a big craft's first struggle, the ship began
to move. Miss Vanderpoel still bent forward and held out her arms.</p>
<p>"I will soon come back, Tommy," she cried, "and we are always friends."</p>
<p>The child held out his short blue serge arms also, and Salter watching him
could not but be touched for all his gloom of mind.</p>
<p>"I wanted to kiss you, Betty," he heard in farewell. "I did so want to
kiss you."</p>
<p>And so they steamed away upon the blue.</p>
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