<h2><SPAN name="X" id="X"></SPAN>X</h2>
<p>"<span class="smcap">Ah</span>, Mrs. Dressel, we were on the lookout for you—waiting
for the curtain to rise. Your friend Miss
Brent? Juliana, Mrs. Dressel's friend Miss Brent——"</p>
<p>Near the brilliantly-striped marquee that formed the
axis of the Gaines garden-parties, Mr. Halford Gaines,
a few paces from his wife and daughters, stood radiating
a royal welcome on the stream of visitors pouring across
the lawn. It was only to eyes perverted by a different
social perspective that there could be any doubt as to<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_154" id="Page_154"></SPAN></span>
the importance of the Gaines entertainments. To
Hanaford itself they were epoch-making; and if any
rebellious spirit had cherished a doubt of the fact, it
would have been quelled by the official majesty of Mr.
Gaines's frock-coat and the comprehensive cordiality
of his manner.</p>
<p>There were moments when New York hung like a
disquieting cloud on the social horizon of Mrs. Gaines
and her daughters; but to Halford Gaines Hanaford
was all in all. As an exponent of the popular and
patriotic "good-enough-for-me" theory he stood in
high favour at the Hanaford Club, where a too-keen
consciousness of the metropolis was alternately combated
by easy allusion and studied omission, and where
the unsettled fancies of youth were chastened and
steadied by the reflection that, if Hanaford was good
enough for Halford Gaines, it must offer opportunities
commensurate with the largest ideas of life.</p>
<p>Never did Mr. Gaines's manner bear richer witness
to what could be extracted from Hanaford than when
he was in the act of applying to it the powerful pressure
of his hospitality. The resultant essence was so bubbling
with social exhilaration that, to its producer at
any rate, its somewhat mixed ingredients were lost in
one highly flavoured draught. Under ordinary circumstances
no one discriminated more keenly than Mr.
Gaines between different shades of social importance;<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_155" id="Page_155"></SPAN></span>
but any one who was entertained by him was momentarily
ennobled by the fact, and not all the anxious
telegraphy of his wife and daughters could, for instance,
recall to him that the striking young woman in Mrs.
Dressel's wake was only some obscure protégée, whom
it was odd of Effie to have brought, and whose presence
was quite unnecessary to emphasize.</p>
<p>"Juliana, Miss Brent tells me she has never seen our
roses. Oh, there are other roses in Hanaford, Miss
Brent; I don't mean to imply that no one else attempts
them; but unless you can afford to give <i>carte blanche</i>
to your man—and mine happens to be something of
a specialist...well, if you'll come with me, I'll let
them speak for themselves. I always say that if
people want to know what we can do they must come
and see—they'll never find out from <i>me</i>!"</p>
<p>A more emphatic signal from his wife arrested Mr.
Gaines as he was in the act of leading Miss Brent away.</p>
<p>"Eh?—What? The Amhersts and Mrs. Ansell?
You must excuse me then, I'm afraid—but Westy shall
take you. Westy, my boy, it's an ill-wind.... I want
you to show this young lady our roses." And Mr.
Gaines, with mingled reluctance and satisfaction, turned
away to receive the most important guests of the day.</p>
<p>It had not needed his father's summons to draw the
expert Westy to Miss Brent: he was already gravitating
toward her, with the nonchalance bred of cosmopolitan<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_156" id="Page_156"></SPAN></span>
successes, but with a directness of aim due also to his
larger opportunities of comparison.</p>
<p>"The roses will do," he explained, as he guided her
through the increasing circle of guests about his mother;
and in answer to Justine's glance of enquiry: "To get
you away, I mean. They're not much in themselves,
you know; but everything of the governor's always
begins with a capital letter."</p>
<p>"Oh, but these roses deserve to," Justine exclaimed,
as they paused under the evergreen archway at the
farther end of the lawn.</p>
<p>"I don't know—not if you've been in England,"
Westy murmured, watching furtively for the impression
produced, on one who had presumably not, by
the great blush of colour massed against its dusky
background of clipped evergreens.</p>
<p>Justine smiled. "I <i>have</i> been—but I've been in the
slums since; in horrible places that the least of those
flowers would have lighted up like a lamp."</p>
<p>Westy's guarded glance imprudently softened. "It's
the beastliest kind of a shame, your ever having had
to do such work——"</p>
<p>"Oh, <i>had</i> to?" she flashed back at him disconcertingly.
"It was my choice, you know: there was a
time when I couldn't live without it. Philanthropy is
one of the subtlest forms of self-indulgence."</p>
<p>Westy met this with a vague laugh. If a chap who<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_157" id="Page_157"></SPAN></span>
was as knowing as the devil <i>did</i>, once in a way, indulge
himself in the luxury of talking recklessly to a
girl with exceptional eyes, it was rather upsetting to
discover in those eyes no consciousness of the risk he
had taken!</p>
<p>"But I <i>am</i> rather tired of it now," she continued, and
his look grew guarded again. After all, they were all
the same—except in that particular matter of the eyes.
At the thought, he risked another look, hung on the
sharp edge of betrayal, and was snatched back, not by
the manly instinct of self-preservation, but by some
imp of mockery lurking in the depths that lured him.</p>
<p>He recovered his balance and took refuge in a tone
of worldly ease. "I saw a chap the other day who
said he knew you when you were at Saint Elizabeth's—wasn't
that the name of your hospital?"</p>
<p>Justine assented. "One of the doctors, I suppose.
Where did you meet him?"</p>
<p>Ah, <i>now</i> she should see! He summoned his utmost
carelessness of tone. "Down on Long Island last week—I
was spending Sunday with the Amhersts." He
held up the glittering fact to her, and watched for the
least little blink of awe; but her lids never trembled.
It was a confession of social blindness which painfully
negatived Mrs. Dressel's hint that she knew the Amhersts;
if she had even known <i>of</i> them, she could not
so fatally have missed his point.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_158" id="Page_158"></SPAN></span></p>
<p>"Long Island?" She drew her brows together in
puzzled retrospection. "I wonder if it could have been
Stephen Wyant? I heard he had taken over his uncle's
practice somewhere near New York."</p>
<p>"Wyant—that's the name. He's the doctor at Clifton,
the nearest town to the Amhersts' place. Little
Cicely had a cold—Cicely Westmore, you know—a
small cousin of mine, by the way—" he switched a rose-branch
loftily out of her path, explaining, as she moved
on, that Cicely was the daughter of Mrs. Amherst's
first marriage to Richard Westmore. "That's the way
I happened to see this Dr. Wyant. Bessy—Mrs. Amherst—asked
him to stop to luncheon, after he'd seen
the kid. He seems rather a discontented sort of a
chap—grumbling at not having a New York practice.
I should have thought he had rather a snug berth, down
there at Lynbrook, with all those swells to dose."</p>
<p>Justine smiled. "Dr. Wyant is ambitious, and swells
don't have as interesting diseases as poor people. One
gets tired of giving them bread pills for imaginary ailments.
But Dr. Wyant is not strong himself and I
fancy a country practice is better for him than hard
work in town."</p>
<p>"You think him clever though, do you?" Westy enquired
absently. He was already bored with the subject
of the Long Island doctor, and vexed at the lack
of perception that led his companion to show more con<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_159" id="Page_159"></SPAN></span>cern
in the fortunes of a country practitioner than in
the fact of his own visit to the Amhersts; but the topic
was a safe one, and it was agreeable to see how her
face kindled when she was interested.</p>
<p>Justine mused on his question. "I think he has very
great promise—which he is almost certain not to fulfill,"
she answered with a sigh which seemed to Westy's
anxious ear to betray a more than professional interest
in the person referred to.</p>
<p>"Oh, come now—why not? With the Amhersts to
give him a start—I heard my cousin recommending him
to a lot of people the other day——"</p>
<p>"Oh, he may become a fashionable doctor," Justine
assented indifferently; to which her companion rejoined,
with a puzzled stare: "That's just what I mean—with
Bessy backing him!"</p>
<p>"Has Mrs. Amherst become such a power, then?"
Justine asked, taking up the coveted theme just as he
despaired of attracting her to it.</p>
<p>"My cousin?" he stretched the two syllables to the
cracking-point. "Well, she's awfully rich, you know;
and there's nobody smarter. Don't you think so?"</p>
<p>"I don't know; it's so long since I've seen her."</p>
<p>He brightened. "You <i>did</i> know her, then?" But the
discovery made her obtuseness the more inexplicable!</p>
<p>"Oh, centuries ago: in another world."</p>
<p>"<i>Centuries</i>—I like that!" Westy gallantly protested,<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_160" id="Page_160"></SPAN></span>
his ardour kindling as she swam once more within his
social ken. "And Amherst? You know him too, I
suppose? By Jove, here he is now——"</p>
<p>He signalled a tall figure strolling slowly toward
them with bent head and brooding gaze. Justine's eye
had retained a vivid image of the man with whom,
scarcely three years earlier, she had lived through a
moment of such poignant intimacy, and she recognized
at once his lean outline, and the keen spring of his
features, still veiled by the same look of inward absorption.
She noticed, as he raised his hat in response to
Westy Gaines's greeting, that the vertical lines between
his brows had deepened; and a moment later she was
aware that this change was the visible token of others
which went deeper than the fact of his good clothes and
his general air of leisure and well-being—changes perceptible
to her only in the startled sense of how prosperity
had aged him.</p>
<p>"Hallo, Amherst—trying to get under cover?" Westy
jovially accosted him, with a significant gesture toward
the crowded lawn from which the new-comer had evidently
fled. "I was just telling Miss Brent that this
is the safest place on these painful occasions—Oh, confound
it, it's not as safe as I thought! Here's one of
my sisters making for me!"</p>
<p>There ensued a short conflict of words, before his
feeble flutter of resistance was borne down by a resolute<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_161" id="Page_161"></SPAN></span>
Miss Gaines who, as she swept him back to the marquee,
cried out to Amherst that her mother was asking
for him too; and then Justine had time to observe
that her remaining companion had no intention of
responding to his hostess's appeal.</p>
<p>Westy, in naming her, had laid just enough stress on
the name to let it serve as a reminder or an introduction,
as circumstances might decide, and she saw that Amherst,
roused from his abstraction by the proffered clue,
was holding his hand out doubtfully.</p>
<p>"I think we haven't met for some years," he said.</p>
<p>Justine smiled. "I have a better reason than you
for remembering the exact date;" and in response to
his look of surprise she added: "You made me commit
a professional breach of faith, and I've never known
since whether to be glad or sorry."</p>
<p>Amherst still bent on her the gaze which seemed to
find in external details an obstacle rather than a help
to recognition; but suddenly his face cleared. "It was
you who told me the truth about poor Dillon! I
couldn't imagine why I seemed to see you in such a
different setting...."</p>
<p>"Oh, I'm disguised as a lady this afternoon," she said
smiling. "But I'm glad you saw through the disguise."</p>
<p>He smiled back at her. "Are you? Why?"</p>
<p>"It seems to make it—if it's so transparent—less of
a sham, less of a dishonesty," she began impulsively,<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_162" id="Page_162"></SPAN></span>
and then paused again, a little annoyed at the overemphasis
of her words. Why was she explaining and
excusing herself to this stranger? Did she propose to
tell him next that she had borrowed her dress from
Effie Dressel? To cover her confusion she went on
with a slight laugh: "But you haven't told me."</p>
<p>"What was I to tell you?"</p>
<p>"Whether to be glad or sorry that I broke my vow
and told the truth about Dillon."</p>
<p>They were standing face to face in the solitude of
the garden-walk, forgetful of everything but the sudden
surprised sense of intimacy that had marked their
former brief communion. Justine had raised her eyes
half-laughingly to Amherst, but they dropped before
the unexpected seriousness of his.</p>
<p>"Why do you want to know?" he asked.</p>
<p>She made an effort to sustain the note of pleasantry.</p>
<p>"Well—it might, for instance, determine my future
conduct. You see I'm still a nurse, and such problems
are always likely to present themselves."</p>
<p>"Ah, then don't!"</p>
<p>"Don't?"</p>
<p>"I mean—" He hesitated a moment, reaching up
to break a rose from the branch that tapped his shoulder.
"I was only thinking what risks we run when we scramble
into the chariot of the gods and try to do the driving.
Be passive—be passive, and you'll be happier!"<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_163" id="Page_163"></SPAN></span></p>
<p>"Oh, as to that—!" She swept it aside with one of
her airy motions. "But Dillon, for instance—would <i>he</i>
have been happier if I'd been passive?"</p>
<p>Amherst seemed to ponder. "There again—how
can one tell?"</p>
<p>"And the risk's not worth taking?"</p>
<p>"No!"</p>
<p>She paused, and they looked at each other again.
"Do you mean that seriously, I wonder? Do you——"</p>
<p>"Act on it myself? God forbid! The gods drive
so badly. There's poor Dillon...he happened to
be in their way...as we all are at times." He
pulled himself up, and went on in a matter-of-fact tone:
"In Dillon's case, however, my axioms don't apply.
When my wife heard the truth she was, of course, immensely
kind to him; and if it hadn't been for you she
might never have known."</p>
<p>Justine smiled. "I think you would have found out—I
was only the humble instrument. But now—" she
hesitated—"now you must be able to do so much—"</p>
<p>Amherst lifted his head, and she saw the colour rise
under his fair skin. "Out at Westmore? You've
never been there since? Yes—my wife has made some
changes; but it's all so problematic—and one would
have to live here...."</p>
<p>"You don't, then?"</p>
<p>He answered by an imperceptible shrug. "Of course<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_164" id="Page_164"></SPAN></span>
I'm here often; and she comes now and then. But the
journey's tiresome, and it is not always easy for her to
get away." He checked himself, and Justine saw that
he, in turn, was suddenly conscious of the incongruity
of explaining and extenuating his personal situation to
a stranger. "But then we're <i>not</i> strangers!" a voice
in her exulted, just as he added, with an embarrassed
attempt to efface and yet justify his moment of expansion:
"That reminds me—I think you know my wife.
I heard her asking Mrs. Dressel about you. She wants
so much to see you."</p>
<p>The transition had been effected, at the expense of
dramatic interest, but to the obvious triumph of social
observances; and to Justine, after all, regaining at his
side the group about the marquee, the interest was not
so much diminished as shifted to the no less suggestive
problem of studying the friend of her youth in the unexpected
character of John Amherst's wife.</p>
<p>Meanwhile, however, during the brief transit across
the Gaines greensward, her thoughts were still busy
with Amherst. She had seen at once that the peculiar
sense of intimacy reawakened by their meeting had
been chilled and deflected by her first allusion to the
topic which had previously brought them together:
Amherst had drawn back as soon as she named the
mills. What could be the cause of his reluctance?
When they had last met, the subject burned within<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_165" id="Page_165"></SPAN></span>
him: her being in actual fact a stranger had not, then,
been an obstacle to his confidences. Now that he was
master at Westmore it was plain that another tone
became him—that his situation necessitated a greater
reserve; but her enquiry did not imply the least wish
to overstep this restriction: it merely showed her remembrance
of his frankly-avowed interest in the operatives.
Justine was struck by the fact that so natural
an allusion should put him on the defensive. She did
not for a moment believe that he had lost his interest
in the mills; and that his point of view should have
shifted with the fact of ownership she rejected as an
equally superficial reading of his character. The man
with whom she had talked at Dillon's bedside was one
in whom the ruling purposes had already shaped themselves,
and to whom life, in whatever form it came,
must henceforth take their mould. As she reached this
point in her analysis, it occurred to her that his shrinking
from the subject might well imply not indifference,
but a deeper preoccupation: a preoccupation for some
reason suppressed and almost disavowed, yet sustaining
the more intensely its painful hidden life. From this
inference it was but a leap of thought to the next—that
the cause of the change must be sought outside of
himself, in some external influence strong enough to
modify the innate lines of his character. And where
could such an influence be more obviously sought than<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_166" id="Page_166"></SPAN></span>
in the marriage which had transformed the assistant
manager of the Westmore Mills not, indeed, into their
owner—that would rather have tended to simplify the
problem—but into the husband of Mrs. Westmore?
After all, the mills were Bessy's—and for a farther
understanding of the case it remained to find out what
manner of person Bessy had become.</p>
<p>Justine's first impression, as her friend's charming
arms received her—with an eagerness of welcome not
lost on the suspended judgment of feminine Hanaford—the
immediate impression was of a gain of emphasis,
of individuality, as though the fluid creature she remembered
had belied her prediction, and run at last
into a definite mould. Yes—Bessy had acquired an
outline: a graceful one, as became her early promise,
though with, perhaps, a little more sharpness of edge
than her youthful texture had promised. But the side
she turned to her friend was still all softness—had in it
a hint of the old pliancy, the impulse to lean and enlace,
that at once woke in Justine the corresponding
instinct of guidance and protection, so that their first
kiss, before a word was spoken, carried the two back
to the precise relation in which their school-days had
left them. So easy a reversion to the past left no room
for the sense of subsequent changes by which such
reunions are sometimes embarrassed. Justine's sympathies
had, instinctively, and almost at once, transferred<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_167" id="Page_167"></SPAN></span>
themselves to Bessy's side—passing over at a leap the
pained recognition that there <i>were</i> sides already—and
Bessy had gathered up Justine into the circle of gentle
self-absorption which left her very dimly aware of any
distinctive characteristic in her friends except that of
their affection for herself—since she asked only, as
she appealingly put it, that they should all be "dreadfully
fond" of her.</p>
<p>"And I've wanted you so often, Justine: you're the
only clever person I'm not afraid of, because your
cleverness always used to make things clear instead of
confusing them. I've asked so many people about
you—but I never heard a word till just the other day—wasn't
it odd?—when our new doctor at Rushton happened
to say that he knew you. I've been rather unwell
lately—nervous and tired, and sleeping badly—and
he told me I ought to keep perfectly quiet, and be
under the care of a nurse who could make me do as
she chose: just such a nurse as a wonderful Miss Brent
he had known at St. Elizabeth's, whose patients obeyed
her as if she'd been the colonel of a regiment. His description
made me laugh, it reminded me so much of
the way you used to make me do what you wanted at
the convent—and then it suddenly occurred to me that
I had heard of you having gone in for nursing, and we
compared notes, and I found it was really you! Wasn't
it odd that we should discover each other in that way?<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_168" id="Page_168"></SPAN></span>
I daresay we might have passed in the street and never
known it—I'm sure I must be horribly changed...."</p>
<p>Thus Bessy discoursed, in the semi-isolation to
which, under an overarching beech-tree, the discretion
of their hostess had allowed the two friends to withdraw
for the freer exchange of confidences. There was, at
first sight, nothing in her aspect to bear out Mrs. Amherst's
plaintive allusion to her health, but Justine,
who knew that she had lost a baby a few months previously,
assumed that the effect of this shock still lingered,
though evidently mitigated by a reviving interest
in pretty clothes and the other ornamental accessories
of life. Certainly Bessy Amherst had grown into the
full loveliness which her childhood promised. She had
the kind of finished prettiness that declares itself early,
holds its own through the awkward transitions of girlhood,
and resists the strain of all later vicissitudes, as
though miraculously preserved in some clear medium
impenetrable to the wear and tear of living.</p>
<p>"You absurd child! You've not changed a bit except
to grow more so!" Justine laughed, paying
amused tribute to the childish craving for "a compliment"
that still betrayed itself in Bessy's eyes.</p>
<p>"Well, <i>you</i> have, then, Justine—you've grown extraordinarily
handsome!"</p>
<p>"That <i>is</i> extraordinary of me, certainly," the other
acknowledged gaily. "But then think what room for<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_169" id="Page_169"></SPAN></span>
improvement there was—and how much time I've had
to improve in!"</p>
<p>"It is a long time, isn't it?" Bessy assented. "I
feel so intimate, still, with the old Justine of the convent,
and I don't know the new one a bit. Just think—I've
a great girl of my own, almost as old as we were
when we went to the Sacred Heart: But perhaps you
don't know anything about me either. You see, I
married again two years ago, and my poor baby
died last March...so I have only Cicely. It was
such a disappointment—I wanted a boy dreadfully,
and I understand little babies so much better than
a big girl like Cicely.... Oh, dear, here is Juliana
Gaines bringing up some more tiresome people! It's
such a bore, but John says I must know them all. Well,
thank goodness we've only one more day in this dreadful
place—and of course I shall see you, dear, before
we go...."</p>
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