<h2><SPAN name="XII" id="XII"></SPAN>XII</h2>
<p><span class="smcap">That</span> evening when dinner ended, Mrs. Ansell, with
a glance through the tall dining-room windows,
had suggested to Bessy that it would be pleasanter to
take coffee on the verandah; but Amherst detained his
wife with a glance.</p>
<p>"I should like Bessy to stay," he said.</p>
<p>The dining-room being on the cool side the house,
with a refreshing outlook on the garden, the men preferred
to smoke there rather than in the stuffily-draped
Oriental apartment destined to such rites; and Bessy
Amherst, with a faint sigh, sank back into her seat,
while Mrs. Ansell drifted out through one of the open
windows.</p>
<p>The men surrounding Richard Westmore's table
were the same who nearly three years earlier had
gathered in his house for the same purpose: the discussion
of conditions at the mills. The only perceptible
change in the relation to each other of the persons composing
this group was that John Amherst was now the
host of the other two, instead of being a subordinate
called in for cross-examination; but he was so indifferent,
or at least so heedless, a host—so forgetful, for
instance, of Mr. Tredegar's preference for a "light"
cigar, and of Mr. Langhope's feelings on the duty of
making the Westmore madeira circulate with the sun<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_187" id="Page_187"></SPAN></span>—that
the change was manifest only in his evening-dress,
and in the fact of his sitting at the foot of the table.</p>
<p>If Amherst was conscious of the contrast thus implied,
it was only as a restriction on his freedom. As
far as the welfare of Westmore was concerned he would
rather have stood before his companions as the assistant
manager of the mills than as the husband of their
owner; and it seemed to him, as he looked back, that
he had done very little with the opportunity which
looked so great in the light of his present restrictions.
What he <i>had</i> done with it—the use to which, as unfriendly
critics might insinuate, he had so adroitly put
it—had landed him, ironically enough, in the ugly <i>impasse</i>
of a situation from which no issue seemed possible
without some wasteful sacrifice of feeling.</p>
<p>His wife's feelings, for example, were already revealing
themselves in an impatient play of her fan that
made her father presently lean forward to suggest:
"If we men are to talk shop, is it necessary to keep
Bessy in this hot room?"</p>
<p>Amherst rose and opened the window behind his wife's
chair.</p>
<p>"There's a breeze from the west—the room will be
cooler now," he said, returning to his seat.</p>
<p>"Oh, I don't mind—" Bessy murmured, in a tone intended
to give her companions the full measure of what
she was being called on to endure.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_188" id="Page_188"></SPAN></span></p>
<p>Mr. Tredegar coughed slightly. "May I trouble you
for that other box of cigars, Amherst? No, <i>not</i> the
Cabañas." Bessy rose and handed him the box on
which his glance significantly rested. "Ah, thank you,
my dear. I was about to ask," he continued, looking
about for the cigar-lighter, which flamed unheeded at
Amherst's elbow, "what special purpose will be served
by a preliminary review of the questions to be discussed
tomorrow."</p>
<p>"Ah—exactly," murmured Mr. Langhope. "The
madeira, my dear John? No—ah—<i>please</i>—to the left!"</p>
<p>Amherst impatiently reversed the direction in which
he had set the precious vessel moving, and turned to
Mr. Tredegar, who was conspicuously lighting his cigar
with a match extracted from his waist-coat pocket.</p>
<p>"The purpose is to define my position in the matter;
and I prefer that Bessy should do this with your help
rather than with mine."</p>
<p>Mr. Tredegar surveyed his cigar through drooping
lids, as though the question propounded by Amherst
were perched on its tip.</p>
<p>"Is not your position naturally involved in and defined
by hers? You will excuse my saying that—technically
speaking, of course—I cannot distinctly conceive
of it as having any separate existence."</p>
<p>Mr. Tredegar spoke with the deliberate mildness
that was regarded as his most effective weapon at the<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_189" id="Page_189"></SPAN></span>
bar, since it was likely to abash those who were too
intelligent to be propitiated by it.</p>
<p>"Certainly it is involved in hers," Amherst agreed;
"but how far that defines it is just what I have waited
till now to find out."</p>
<p>Bessy at this point recalled her presence by a restless
turn of her graceful person, and her father, with an
affectionate glance at her, interposed amicably: "But
surely—according to old-fashioned ideas—it implies
identity of interests?"</p>
<p>"Yes; but whose interests?" Amherst asked.</p>
<p>"Why—your wife's, man! She owns the mills."</p>
<p>Amherst hesitated. "I would rather talk of my
wife's interest in the mills than of her interests there;
but we'll keep to the plural if you prefer it. Personally,
I believe the terms should be interchangeable in the
conduct of such a business."</p>
<p>"Ah—I'm glad to hear that," said Mr. Tredegar
quickly, "since it's precisely the view we all take."</p>
<p>Amherst's colour rose. "Definitions are ambiguous,"
he said. "Before you adopt mine, perhaps I had better
develop it a little farther. What I mean is, that Bessy's
interests in Westmore should be regulated by her interest
in it—in its welfare as a social body, aside from
its success as a commercial enterprise. If we agree on
this definition, we are at one as to the other: namely
that my relation to the matter is defined by hers."<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_190" id="Page_190"></SPAN></span></p>
<p>He paused a moment, as if to give his wife time to
contribute some sign of assent and encouragement; but
she maintained a puzzled silence and he went on:
"There is nothing new in this. I have tried to make
Bessy understand from the beginning what obligations
I thought the ownership of Westmore entailed, and
how I hoped to help her fulfill them; but ever since
our marriage all definite discussion of the subject has
been put off for one cause or another, and that is my
reason for urging that it should be brought up at the
directors' meeting tomorrow."</p>
<p>There was another pause, during which Bessy glanced
tentatively at Mr. Tredegar, and then said, with a
lovely rise of colour: "But, John, I sometimes think
you forget how much has been done at Westmore—the
Mothers' Club, and the play-ground, and all—in the
way of carrying out your ideas."</p>
<p>Mr. Tredegar discreetly dropped his glance to his
cigar, and Mr. Langhope sounded an irrepressible note
of approval and encouragement.</p>
<p>Amherst smiled. "No, I have not forgotten; and I
am grateful to you for giving my ideas a trial. But
what has been done hitherto is purely superficial."
Bessy's eyes clouded, and he added hastily: "Don't
think I undervalue it for that reason—heaven knows
the surface of life needs improving! But it's like picking
flowers and sticking them in the ground to make a<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_191" id="Page_191"></SPAN></span>
garden—unless you transplant the flower with its roots,
and prepare the soil to receive it, your garden will be
faded tomorrow. No radical changes have yet been
made at Westmore; and it is of radical changes that I
want to speak."</p>
<p>Bessy's look grew more pained, and Mr. Langhope
exclaimed with unwonted irascibility: "Upon my soul,
Amherst, the tone you take about what your wife has
done doesn't strike me as the likeliest way of encouraging
her to do more!"</p>
<p>"I don't want to encourage her to do more on such a
basis—the sooner she sees the futility of it the better for
Westmore!"</p>
<p>"The futility—?" Bessy broke out, with a flutter of
tears in her voice; but before her father could intervene
Mr. Tredegar had raised his hand with the gesture
of one accustomed to wield the gavel.</p>
<p>"My dear child, I see Amherst's point, and it is best,
as he says, that you should see it too. What he desires,
as I understand it, is the complete reconstruction of the
present state of things at Westmore; and he is right in
saying that all your good works there—night-schools,
and nursery, and so forth—leave that issue untouched."</p>
<p>A smile quivered under Mr. Langhope's moustache.
He and Amherst both knew that Mr. Tredegar's feint
of recognizing the justice of his adversary's claim was
merely the first step to annihilating it; but Bessy could<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_192" id="Page_192"></SPAN></span>
never be made to understand this, and always felt herself
deserted and betrayed when any side but her own
was given a hearing.</p>
<p>"I'm sorry if all I have tried to do at Westmore is
useless—but I suppose I shall never understand business,"
she murmured, vainly seeking consolation in her
father's eye.</p>
<p>"This is not business," Amherst broke in. "It's
the question of your personal relation to the people
there—the last thing that business considers."</p>
<p>Mr. Langhope uttered an impatient exclamation.
"I wish to heaven the owner of the mills had made it
clear just what that relation was to be!"</p>
<p>"I think he did, sir," Amherst answered steadily,
"in leaving his wife the unrestricted control of the
property."</p>
<p>He had reddened under Mr. Langhope's thrust, but
his voice betrayed no irritation, and Bessy rewarded
him with an unexpected beam of sympathy: she was
always up in arms at the least sign of his being treated
as an intruder.</p>
<p>"I am sure, papa," she said, a little tremulously, "that
poor Richard, though he knew I was not clever, felt he
could trust me to take the best advice——"</p>
<p>"Ah, that's all we ask of you, my child!" her father
sighed, while Mr. Tredegar drily interposed: "We are
merely losing time by this digression. Let me suggest<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_193" id="Page_193"></SPAN></span>
that Amherst should give us an idea of the changes he
wishes to make at Westmore."</p>
<p>Amherst, as he turned to answer, remembered with
what ardent faith in his powers of persuasion he had
responded to the same appeal three years earlier. He
had thought then that all his cause needed was a hearing;
now he knew that the practical man's readiness to
let the idealist talk corresponds with the busy parent's
permission to destructive infancy to "run out and play."
They would let him state his case to the four corners of
the earth—if only he did not expect them to act on it!
It was their policy to let him exhaust himself in argument
and exhortation, to listen to him so politely and
patiently that if he failed to enforce his ideas it should
not be for lack of opportunity to expound them....
And the alternative struck him as hardly less to be
feared. Supposing that the incredible happened, that
his reasons prevailed with his wife, and, through her,
with the others—at what cost would the victory be won?
Would Bessy ever forgive him for winning it? And
what would his situation be, if it left him in control of
Westmore but estranged from his wife?</p>
<p>He recalled suddenly a phrase he had used that afternoon
to the dark-eyed girl at the garden-party: "What
risks we run when we scramble into the chariot of the
gods!" And at the same instant he heard her retort,
and saw her fine gesture of defiance. How could he<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_194" id="Page_194"></SPAN></span>
ever have doubted that the thing was worth doing at
whatever cost? Something in him—some secret lurking
element of weakness and evasion—shrank out of
sight in the light of her question: "Do <i>you</i> act on
that?" and the "God forbid!" he had instantly flashed
back to her. He turned to Mr. Tredegar with his
answer.</p>
<p>Amherst knew that any large theoretical exposition
of the case would be as much wasted on the two men
as on his wife. To gain his point he must take only
one step at a time, and it seemed to him that the first
thing needed at Westmore was that the hands should
work and live under healthier conditions. To attain
this, two important changes were necessary: the floor-space
of the mills must be enlarged, and the company
must cease to rent out tenements, and give the operatives
the opportunity to buy land for themselves. Both
these changes involved the upheaval of the existing
order. Whenever the Westmore mills had been enlarged,
it had been for the sole purpose of increasing
the revenues of the company; and now Amherst asked
that these revenues should be materially and permanently
reduced. As to the suppression of the company
tenement, such a measure struck at the roots of the
baneful paternalism which was choking out every germ
of initiative in the workman. Once the operatives had
room to work in, and the hope of homes of their own to<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_195" id="Page_195"></SPAN></span>
go to when work was over, Amherst was willing to
trust to time for the satisfaction of their other needs.
He believed that a sounder understanding of these needs
would develop on both sides the moment the employers
proved their good faith by the deliberate and permanent
sacrifice of excessive gain to the well-being of the employed;
and once the two had learned to regard each
other not as antagonists but as collaborators, a long
step would have been taken toward a readjustment of
the whole industrial relation. In regard to general and
distant results, Amherst tried not to be too sanguine,
even in his own thoughts. His aim was to remedy
the abuse nearest at hand, in the hope of thus getting
gradually closer to the central evil; and, had his action
been unhampered, he would still have preferred the
longer and more circuitous path of practical experiment
to the sweeping adoption of a new industrial system.</p>
<p>But his demands, moderate as they were, assumed in
his hearers the consciousness of a moral claim superior
to the obligation of making one's business "pay"; and
it was the futility of this assumption that chilled the
arguments on his lips, since in the orthodox creed of the
business world it was a weakness and not a strength to
be content with five per cent where ten was obtainable.
Business was one thing, philanthropy another; and the
enthusiasts who tried combining them were usually reduced,
after a brief flight, to paying fifty cents on the<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_196" id="Page_196"></SPAN></span>
dollar, and handing over their stock to a promoter presumably
unhampered by humanitarian ideals.</p>
<p>Amherst knew that this was the answer with which
his plea would be met; knew, moreover, that the plea
was given a hearing simply because his judges deemed
it so pitiably easy to refute. But the knowledge, once
he had begun to speak, fanned his argument to a white
heat of pleading, since, with failure so plainly ahead,
small concessions and compromises were not worth making.
Reason would be wasted on all; but eloquence
might at least prevail with Bessy....</p>
<hr style='width: 45%;' />
<p>When, late that night, he went upstairs after long
pacings of the garden, he was surprised to see a light
in her room. She was not given to midnight study,
and fearing that she might be ill he knocked at her
door. There was no answer, and after a short pause
he turned the handle and entered.</p>
<p>In the great canopied Westmore couch, her arms
flung upward and her hands clasped beneath her head,
she lay staring fretfully at the globe of electric light
which hung from the centre of the embossed and gilded
ceiling. Seen thus, with the soft curves of throat and
arms revealed, and her face childishly set in a cloud of
loosened hair, she looked no older than Cicely—and,
like Cicely, inaccessible to grown-up arguments and the
stronger logic of experience.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_197" id="Page_197"></SPAN></span></p>
<p>It was a trick of hers, in such moods, to ignore any
attempt to attract her notice; and Amherst was prepared
for her remaining motionless as he paused on the
threshold and then advanced toward the middle of the
room. There had been a time when he would have
been exasperated by her pretense of not seeing him,
but a deep weariness of spirit now dulled him to these
surface pricks.</p>
<p>"I was afraid you were not well when I saw the light
burning," he began.</p>
<p>"Thank you—I am quite well," she answered in a
colourless voice, without turning her head.</p>
<p>"Shall I put it out, then? You can't sleep with such
a glare in your eyes."</p>
<p>"I should not sleep at any rate; and I hate to lie
awake in the dark."</p>
<p>"Why shouldn't you sleep?" He moved nearer,
looking down compassionately on her perturbed face
and struggling lips.</p>
<p>She lay silent a moment; then she faltered out:
"B—because I'm so unhappy!"</p>
<p>The pretense of indifference was swept away by a
gush of childish sobs as she flung over on her side and
buried her face in the embroidered pillows.</p>
<p>Amherst, bending down, laid a quieting hand on her
shoulder. "Bessy——"</p>
<p>She sobbed on.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_198" id="Page_198"></SPAN></span></p>
<p>He seated himself silently in the arm-chair beside the
bed, and kept his soothing hold on her shoulder.
The time had come when he went through all these
accustomed acts of pacification as mechanically as a
nurse soothing a fretful child. And once he had thought
her weeping eloquent! He looked about him at the
spacious room, with its heavy hangings of damask and
the thick velvet carpet which stifled his steps. Everywhere
were the graceful tokens of her presence—the
vast lace-draped toilet-table strewn with silver and
crystal, the embroidered muslin cushions heaped on
the lounge, the little rose-lined slippers she had just
put off, the lace wrapper, with a scent of violets in
its folds, which he had pushed aside when he sat
down beside her; and he remembered how full of a
mysterious and intimate charm these things had once
appeared to him. It was characteristic that the remembrance
made him more patient with her now.
Perhaps, after all, it was his failure that she was crying
over....</p>
<p>"Don't be unhappy. You decided as seemed best
to you," he said.</p>
<p>She pressed her handkerchief against her lips, still
keeping her head averted. "But I hate all these arguments
and disputes. Why should you unsettle everything?"
she murmured.</p>
<p>His mother's words! Involuntarily he removed his<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_199" id="Page_199"></SPAN></span>
hand from her shoulder, though he still remained seated
by the bed.</p>
<p>"You are right. I see the uselessness of it," he assented,
with an uncontrollable note of irony.</p>
<p>She turned her head at the tone, and fixed her plaintive
brimming eyes on him. "You <i>are</i> angry with
me!"</p>
<p>"Was that troubling you?" He leaned forward
again, with compassion in his face. <i>Sancta simplicitas!</i>
was the thought within him.</p>
<p>"I am not angry," he went on; "be reasonable and
try to sleep."</p>
<p>She started upright, the light masses of her hair
floating about her like silken sea-weed lifted on an invisible
tide. "Don't talk like that! I can't endure to
be humoured like a baby. I am unhappy because I
can't see why all these wretched questions should be
dragged into our life. I hate to have you always disagreeing
with Mr. Tredegar, who is so clever and has
so much experience; and yet I hate to see you give way
to him, because that makes it appear as if...as
if...."</p>
<p>"He didn't care a straw for my ideas?" Amherst
smiled. "Well, he doesn't—and I never dreamed of
making him. So don't worry about that either."</p>
<p>"You never dreamed of making him care for your
ideas? But then why do you——"<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_200" id="Page_200"></SPAN></span></p>
<p>"Why do I go on setting them forth at such great
length?" Amherst smiled again. "To convince you—that's
my only ambition."</p>
<p>She stared at him, shaking her head back to toss a
loose lock from her puzzled eyes. A tear still shone on
her lashes, but with the motion it fell and trembled
down her cheek.</p>
<p>"To convince <i>me</i>? But you know I am so ignorant
of such things."</p>
<p>"Most women are."</p>
<p>"I never pretended to understand anything about—economics,
or whatever you call it."</p>
<p>"No."</p>
<p>"Then how——"</p>
<p>He turned and looked at her gently. "I thought you
might have begun to understand something about <i>me</i>."</p>
<p>"About you?" The colour flowered softly under
her clear skin.</p>
<p>"About what my ideas on such subjects were likely
to be worth—judging from what you know of me in
other respects." He paused and glanced away from
her. "Well," he concluded deliberately, "I suppose
I've had my answer tonight."</p>
<p>"Oh, John——!"</p>
<p>He rose and wandered across the room, pausing a
moment to finger absently the trinkets on the dressing-table.
The act recalled with a curious vividness cer<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_201" id="Page_201"></SPAN></span>tain
dulled sensations of their first days together, when
to handle and examine these frail little accessories of
her toilet had been part of the wonder and amusement
of his new existence. He could still hear her
laugh as she leaned over him, watching his mystified
look in the glass, till their reflected eyes met there and
drew down her lips to his. He laid down the fragrant
powder-puff he had been turning slowly between his
fingers, and moved back toward the bed. In the interval
he had reached a decision.</p>
<p>"Well—isn't it natural that I should think so?" he
began again, as he stood beside her. "When we married
I never expected you to care or know much about
economics. It isn't a quality a man usually chooses his
wife for. But I had a fancy—perhaps it shows my
conceit—that when we had lived together a year or
two, and you'd found out what kind of a fellow I was
in other ways—ways any woman can judge of—I had a
fancy that you might take my opinions on faith when it
came to my own special business—the thing I'm generally
supposed to know about."</p>
<p>He knew that he was touching a sensitive chord, for
Bessy had to the full her sex's pride of possessorship.
He was human and faulty till others criticized him—then
he became a god. But in this case a conflicting
influence restrained her from complete response to his
appeal.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_202" id="Page_202"></SPAN></span></p>
<p>"I <i>do</i> feel sure you know—about the treatment of the
hands and all that; but you said yourself once—the
first time we ever talked about Westmore—that the
business part was different——"</p>
<p>Here it was again, the ancient ineradicable belief in
the separable body and soul! Even an industrial organization
was supposed to be subject to the old theological
distinction, and Bessy was ready to co-operate
with her husband in the emancipation of Westmore's
spiritual part if only its body remained under the law.</p>
<p>Amherst controlled his impatience, as it was always
easy for him to do when he had fixed on a definite line
of conduct.</p>
<p>"It was my situation that was different; not what
you call the business part. That is inextricably bound
up with the treatment of the hands. If I am to have
anything to do with the mills now I can deal with them
only as your representative; and as such I am bound
to take in the whole question."</p>
<p>Bessy's face clouded: was he going into it all again?
But he read her look and went on reassuringly: "That
was what I meant by saying that I hoped you would
take me on faith. If I want the welfare of Westmore
it's above all, I believe, because I want Westmore to
see you as <i>I</i> do—as the dispenser of happiness, who
could not endure to benefit by any wrong or injustice
to others."<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_203" id="Page_203"></SPAN></span></p>
<p>"Of course, of course I don't want to do them
injustice!"</p>
<p>"Well, then——"</p>
<p>He had seated himself beside her again, clasping in
his the hand with which she was fretting the lace-edged
sheet. He felt her restless fingers surrender slowly, and
her eyes turned to him in appeal.</p>
<p>"But I care for what people say of you too! And
you know—it's horrid, but one must consider it—if they
say you're spending my money imprudently...." The
blood rose to her neck and face. "I don't mind for
myself...even if I have to give up as many things as
papa and Mr. Tredegar think...but there is Cicely...and
if people said...."</p>
<p>"If people said I was spending Cicely's money on
improving the condition of the people to whose work
she will some day owe all her wealth—" Amherst
paused: "Well, I would rather hear that said of me
than any other thing I can think of, except one."</p>
<p>"Except what?"</p>
<p>"That I was doing it with her mother's help and
approval."</p>
<p>She drew a long tremulous sigh: he knew it was
always a relief to her to have him assert himself
strongly. But a residue of resistance still clouded her
mind.</p>
<p>"I should always want to help you, of course; but if<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_204" id="Page_204"></SPAN></span>
Mr. Tredegar and Halford Gaines think your plan unbusinesslike——"</p>
<p>"Mr. Tredegar and Halford Gaines are certain to
think it so. And that is why I said, just now, that it
comes, in the end, to your choosing between us; taking
them on experience or taking me on faith."</p>
<p>She looked at him wistfully. "Of course I should
expect to give up things.... You wouldn't want me
to live here?"</p>
<p>"I should not ask you to," he said, half-smiling.</p>
<p>"I suppose there would be a good many things we
couldn't do——"</p>
<p>"You would certainly have less money for a number
of years; after that, I believe you would have more
rather than less; but I should not want you to think
that, beyond a reasonable point, the prosperity of the
mills was ever to be measured by your dividends."</p>
<p>"No." She leaned back wearily among the pillows.
"I suppose, for instance, we should have to give up
Europe this summer——?"</p>
<p>Here at last was the bottom of her thought! It was
always on the immediate pleasure that her soul hung:
she had not enough imagination to look beyond, even
in the projecting of her own desires. And it was on
his knowledge of this limitation that Amherst had deliberately
built.</p>
<p>"I don't see how you could go to Europe," he said.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_205" id="Page_205"></SPAN></span></p>
<p>"The doctor thinks I need it," she faltered.</p>
<p>"In that case, of course—" He stood up, not abruptly,
or with any show of irritation, but as if accepting
this as her final answer. "What you need most, in the
meantime, is a little sleep," he said. "I will tell your
maid not to disturb you in the morning." He had returned
to his soothing way of speech, as though definitely
resigned to the inutility of farther argument.
"And I will say goodbye now," he continued, "because
I shall probably take an early train, before you
wake——"</p>
<p>She sat up with a start. "An early train? Why,
where are you going?"</p>
<p>"I must go to Chicago some time this month, and as
I shall not be wanted here tomorrow I might as well
run out there at once, and join you next week at
Lynbrook."</p>
<p>Bessy had grown pale. "But I don't understand——"</p>
<p>Their eyes met. "Can't you understand that I am
human enough to prefer, under the circumstances, not
being present at tomorrow's meeting?" he said with a
dry laugh.</p>
<p>She sank back with a moan of discouragement,
turning her face away as he began to move toward
his room.</p>
<p>"Shall I put the light out?" he asked, pausing with
his hand on the electric button.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_206" id="Page_206"></SPAN></span></p>
<p>"Yes, please."</p>
<p>He pushed in the button and walked on, guided
through the obscurity by the line of light under his
door. As he reached the threshold he heard a little
choking cry.</p>
<p>"John—oh, John!"</p>
<p>He paused.</p>
<p>"I can't <i>bear</i> it!" The sobs increased.</p>
<p>"Bear what?"</p>
<p>"That you should hate me——"</p>
<p>"Don't be foolish," he said, groping for his door-handle.</p>
<p>"But you do hate me—and I deserve it!"</p>
<p>"Nonsense, dear. Try to sleep."</p>
<p>"I can't sleep till you've forgiven me. Say you
don't hate me! I'll do anything...only say you don't
hate me!"</p>
<p>He stood still a moment, thinking; then he turned
back, and made his way across the room to her side.
As he sat down beside her, he felt her arms reach for
his neck and her wet face press itself against his cheek.</p>
<p>"I'll do anything..." she sobbed; and in the darkness
he held her to him and hated his victory.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_207" id="Page_207"></SPAN></span></p>
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