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<h2> CHAPTER XL. NEMESIS AT LAST. </h2>
<p>THE gardener opened the gate to us on this occasion. He had evidently
received his orders in anticipation of my arrival.</p>
<p>"Mrs. Valeria?" he asked.</p>
<p>"Yes."</p>
<p>"And friend?"</p>
<p>"And friend."</p>
<p>"Please to step upstairs. You know the house."</p>
<p>Crossing the hall, I stopped for a moment, and looked at a favorite
walking-cane which Benjamin still kept in his hand.</p>
<p>"Your cane will only be in your way," I said. "Had you not better leave it
here?"</p>
<p>"My cane may be useful upstairs," retorted Benjamin, gruffly. "<i>I</i>
haven't forgotten what happened in the library."</p>
<p>It was no time to contend with him. I led the way up the stairs.</p>
<p>Arriving at the upper flight of steps, I was startled by hearing a sudden
cry from the room above. It was like the cry of a person in pain; and it
was twice repeated before we entered the circular antechamber. I was the
first to approach the inner room, and to see the many-sided Miserrimus
Dexter in another new aspect of his character.</p>
<p>The unfortunate Ariel was standing before a table, with a dish of little
cakes placed in front of her. Round each of her wrists was tied a string,
the free ends of which (at a distance of a few yards) were held in
Miserrimus Dexter's hands. "Try again, my beauty!" I heard him say, as I
stopped on the threshold of the door. "Take a cake." At the word of
command, Ariel submissively stretched out one arm toward the dish. Just as
she touched a cake with the tips of her fingers her hand was jerked away
by a pull at the string, so savagely cruel in the nimble and devilish
violence of it that I felt inclined to snatch Benjamin's cane out of his
hand and break it over Miserrimus Dexter's back. Ariel suffered the pain
this time in Spartan silence. The position in which she stood enabled her
to be the first to see me at the door. She had discovered me. Her teeth
were set; her face was flushed under the struggle to restrain herself. Not
even a sigh escaped her in my presence.</p>
<p>"Drop the string!" I called out, indignantly "Release her, Mr. Dexter, or
I shall leave the house."</p>
<p>At the sound of my voice he burst out with a shrill cry of welcome. His
eyes fastened on me with a fierce, devouring delight.</p>
<p>"Come in! come in!" he cried. "See what I am reduced to in the maddening
suspense of waiting for you. See how I kill the time when the time parts
us. Come in! come in! I am in one of my malicious humors this morning,
caused entirely, Mrs. Valeria, by my anxiety to see you. When I am in my
malicious humors I must tease something. I am teasing Ariel. Look at her!
She has had nothing to eat all day, and she hasn't been quick enough to
snatch a morsel of cake yet. You needn't pity her. Ariel has no nerves—I
don't hurt her."</p>
<p>"Ariel has no nerves," echoed the poor creature, frowning at me for
interfering between her master and herself. "He doesn't hurt me."</p>
<p>I heard Benjamin beginning to swing his cane behind him.</p>
<p>"Drop the string!" I reiterated, more vehemently than ever. "Drop it, or I
shall instantly leave you."</p>
<p>Miserrimus Dexter's delicate nerves shuddered at my violence. "What a
glorious voice!" he exclaimed—and dropped the string. "Take the
cakes," he added, addressing Ariel in his most imperial manner.</p>
<p>She passed me, with the strings hanging from her swollen wrists, and the
dish of cakes in her hand. She nodded her head at me defiantly.</p>
<p>"Ariel has got no nerves," she repeated, proudly. "He doesn't hurt me."</p>
<p>"You see," said Miserrimus Dexter, "there is no harm done—and I
dropped the strings when you told me. Don't <i>begin</i> by being hard on
me, Mrs. Valeria, after your long absence." He paused. Benjamin, standing
silent in the doorway, attracted his attention for the first time. "Who is
this?" he asked, and wheeled his chair suspiciously nearer to the door. "I
know!" he cried, before I could answer. "This is the benevolent gentleman
who looked like the refuge of the afflicted when I saw him last.—You
have altered for the worse since then, sir. You have stepped into quite a
new character—you personify Retributive Justice now.—Your new
protector, Mrs. Valeria—I understand!" He bowed low to Benjamin,
with ferocious irony. "Your humble servant, Mr. Retributive Justice! I
have deserved you—and I submit to you. Walk in, sir! I will take
care that your new office shall be a sinecure. This lady is the Light of
my Life. Catch me failing in respect to her if you can!" He backed his
chair before Benjamin (who listened to him in contemptuous silence) until
he reached the part of the room in which I was standing. "Your hand, Light
of my Life!" he murmured in his gentlest tones. "Your hand—only to
show that you have forgiven me!" I gave him my hand. "One?" he whispered,
entreatingly. "Only one?" He kissed my hand once, respectfully—and
dropped it with a heavy sigh. "Ah, poor Dexter!" he said, pitying himself
with the whole sincerity of his egotism. "A warm heart—wasted in
solitude, mocked by deformity. Sad! sad! Ah, poor Dexter!" He looked round
again at Benjamin, with another flash of his ferocious irony. "A beauteous
day, sir," he said, with mock-conventional courtesy. "Seasonable weather
indeed after the late long-continued rains. Can I offer you any
refreshment? Won't you sit down? Retributive Justice, when it is no taller
than you are, looks best in a chair."</p>
<p>"And a monkey looks best in a cage," rejoined Benjamin, enraged at the
satirical reference to his shortness of stature. "I was waiting, sir, to
see you get into your swing."</p>
<p>The retort produced no effect on Miserrimus Dexter: it appeared to have
passed by him unheard. He had changed again; he was thoughtful, he was
subdued; his eyes were fixed on me with a sad and rapt attention. I took
the nearest arm-chair, first casting a glance at Benjamin, which he
immediately understood. He placed himself behind Dexter, at an angle which
commanded a view of my chair. Ariel, silently devouring her cakes,
crouched on a stool at "the Master's" feet, and looked up at him like a
faithful dog. There was an interval of quiet and repose. I was able to
observe Miserrimus Dexter uninterruptedly for the first time since I had
entered the room.</p>
<p>I was not surprised—I was nothing less than alarmed by the change
for the worse in him since we had last met. Mr. Playmore's letter had not
prepared me for the serious deterioration in him which I could now
discern.</p>
<p>His features were pinched and worn; the whole face seemed to have wasted
strangely in substance and size since I had last seen it. The softness in
his eyes was gone. Blood-red veins were intertwined all over them now:
they were set in a piteous and vacant stare. His once firm hands looked
withered; they trembled as they lay on the coverlet. The paleness of his
face (exaggerated, perhaps, by the black velvet jacket that he wore) had a
sodden and sickly look—the fine outline was gone. The multitudinous
little wrinkles at the corners of his eyes had deepened. His head sank
into his shoulders when he leaned forward in his chair. Years appeared to
have passed over him, instead of months, while I had been absent from
England. Remembering the medical report which Mr. Playmore had given me to
read—recalling the doctor's positively declared opinion that the
preservation of Dexter's sanity depended on the healthy condition of his
nerves—I could not but feel that I had done wisely (if I might still
hope for success) in hastening my return from Spain. Knowing what I knew,
fearing what I feared, I believed that his time was near. I felt, when our
eyes met by accident, that I was looking at a doomed man.</p>
<p>I pitied him.</p>
<p>Yes, yes! I know that compassion for him was utterly inconsistent with the
motive which had taken me to his house—utterly inconsistent with the
doubt, still present to my mind, whether Mr. Playmore had really wronged
him in believing that his was the guilt which had compassed the first Mrs.
Eustace's death. I felt this: I knew him to be cruel; I believed him to be
false. And yet I pitied him! Is there a common fund of wickedness in us
all? Is the suppression or the development of that wickedness a mere
question of training and temptation? And is there something in our deeper
sympathies which mutely acknowledges this when we feel for the wicked;
when we crowd to a criminal trial; when we shake hands at parting (if we
happen to be present officially) with the vilest monster that ever swung
on a gallows? It is not for me to decide. I can only say that I pitied
Miserrimus Dexter—and that he found it out.</p>
<p>"Thank you," he said, suddenly. "You see I am ill, and you feel for me.
Dear and good Valeria!"</p>
<p>"This lady's name, sir, is Mrs. Eustace Macallan," interposed Benjamin,
speaking sternly behind him. "The next time you address her, remember, if
you please, that you have no business with her Christian name."</p>
<p>Benjamin's rebuke passed, like Benjamin's retort, unheeded and unheard. To
all appearance, Miserrimus Dexter had completely forgotten that there was
such a person in the room.</p>
<p>"You have delighted me with the sight of you," he went on. "Add to the
pleasure by letting me hear your voice. Talk to me of yourself. Tell me
what you have been doing since you left England."</p>
<p>It was necessary to my object to set the conversation afloat; and this was
as good a way of doing it as any other. I told him plainly how I had been
employed during my absence.</p>
<p>"So you are still fond of Eustace?" he said, bitterly.</p>
<p>"I love him more dearly than ever."</p>
<p>He lifted his hands, and hid his face. After waiting a while, he went on,
speaking in an odd, muffled manner, still under cover of his hands.</p>
<p>"And you leave Eustace in Spain," he said; "and you return to England by
yourself! What made you do that?"</p>
<p>"What made me first come here and ask you to help me, Mr. Dexter?"</p>
<p>He dropped his hands, and looked at me. I saw in his eyes, not amazement
only, but alarm.</p>
<p>"Is it possible," he exclaimed, "that you won't let that miserable matter
rest even yet? Are you still determined to penetrate the mystery at
Gleninch?"</p>
<p>"I am still determined, Mr. Dexter; and I still hope that you may be able
to help me."</p>
<p>The old distrust that I remembered so well darkened again over his face
the moment I said those words.</p>
<p>"How can I help you?" he asked. "Can I alter facts?" He stopped. His face
brightened again, as if some sudden sense of relief had come to him. "I
did try to help you," he went on. "I told you that Mrs. Beauly's absence
was a device to screen herself from suspicion; I told you that the poison
might have been given by Mrs. Beauly's maid. Has reflection convinced you?
Do you see something in the idea?"</p>
<p>This return to Mrs. Beauly gave me my first chance of leading the talk to
the right topic.</p>
<p>"I see nothing in the idea," I answered. "I see no motive. Had the maid
any reason to be an enemy to the late Mrs. Eustace?"</p>
<p>"Nobody had any reason to be an enemy to the late Mrs. Eustace!" he broke
out, loudly and vehemently. "She was all goodness, all kindness; she never
injured any human creature in thought or deed. She was a saint upon earth.
Respect her memory! Let the martyr rest in her grave!" He covered his face
again with his hands, and shook and shuddered under the paroxysm of
emotion that I had roused in him.</p>
<p>Ariel suddenly and softly left her stool, and approached me.</p>
<p>"Do you see my ten claws?" she whispered, holding out her hands. "Vex the
Master again, and you will feel my ten claws on your throat!"</p>
<p>Benjamin rose from his seat: he had seen the action, without hearing the
words. I signed to him to keep his place. Ariel returned to her stool, and
looked up again at her master.</p>
<p>"Don't cry," she said. "Come on. Here are the strings. Tease me again.
Make me screech with the smart of it."</p>
<p>He never answered, and never moved.</p>
<p>Ariel bent her slow mind to meet the difficulty of attracting his
attention. I saw it in her frowning brows, in her colorless eyes looking
at me vacantly. On a sudden, she joyfully struck the open palm of one of
her hands with the fist of the other. She had triumphed. She had got an
idea.</p>
<p>"Master!" she cried. "Master! You haven't told me a story for ever so
long. Puzzle my thick head. Make my flesh creep. Come on. A good long
story. All blood and crimes."</p>
<p>Had she accidentally hit on the right suggestion to strike his wayward
fancy? I knew his high opinion of his own skill in "dramatic narrative." I
knew that one of his favorite amusements was to puzzle Ariel by telling
her stories that she could not understand. Would he wander away into the
regions of wild romance? Or would he remember that my obstinacy still
threatened him with reopening the inquiry into the tragedy at Gleninch?
and would he set his cunning at work to mislead me by some new stratagem?
This latter course was the course which my past experience of him
suggested that he would take. But, to my surprise and alarm, I found my
past experience at fault. Ariel succeeded in diverting his mind from the
subject which had been in full possession of it the moment before she
spoke! He showed his face again. It was overspread by a broad smile of
gratified self-esteem. He was weak enough now to let even Ariel find her
way to his vanity. I saw it with a sense of misgiving, with a doubt
whether I had not delayed my visit until too late, which turned me cold
from head to foot.</p>
<p>Miserrimus Dexter spoke—to Ariel, not to me.</p>
<p>"Poor devil!" he said, patting her head complacently. "You don't
understand a word of my stories, do you? And yet I can make the flesh
creep on your great clumsy body—and yet I can hold your muddled
mind, and make you like it. Poor devil!" He leaned back serenely in his
chair, and looked my way again. Would the sight of me remind him of the
words that had passed between us not a minute since? No! There was the
pleasantly tickled self-conceit smiling at me exactly as it had smiled at
Ariel. "I excel in dramatic narrative, Mrs. Valeria," he said. "And this
creature here on the stool is a remarkable proof of it. She is quite a
psychological study when I tell her one of my stories. It is really
amusing to see the half-witted wretch's desperate efforts to understand
me. You shall have a specimen. I have been out of spirits while you were
away—I haven't told her a story for weeks past; I will tell her one
now. Don't suppose it's any effort to me! My invention is inexhaustible.
You are sure to be amused—you are naturally serious—but you
are sure to be amused. I am naturally serious too; and I always laugh at
her."</p>
<p>Ariel clapped her great shapeless hands. "He always laughs at me!" she
said, with a proud look of superiority directed straight at me.</p>
<p>I was at a loss, seriously at a loss, what to do.</p>
<p>The outbreak which I had provoked in leading him to speak of the late Mrs.
Eustace warned me to be careful, and to wait for my opportunity before I
reverted to <i>that</i> subject. How else could I turn the conversation so
as to lead him, little by little, toward the betrayal of the secrets which
he was keeping from me? In this uncertainty, one thing only seemed to be
plain. To let him tell his story would be simply to let him waste the
precious minutes. With a vivid remembrance of Ariel's "ten claws," I
decided, nevertheless on discouraging Dexter's new whim at every possible
opportunity and by every means in my power.</p>
<p>"Now, Mrs. Valeria," he began, loudly and loftily, "listen. Now, Ariel,
bring your brains to a focus. I improvise poetry; I improvise fiction. We
will begin with the good old formula of the fairy stories. Once upon a
time—"</p>
<p>I was waiting for my opportunity to interrupt him when he interrupted
himself. He stopped, with a bewildered look. He put his hand to his head,
and passed it backward and forward over his forehead. He laughed feebly.</p>
<p>"I seem to want rousing," he said</p>
<p>Was his mind gone? There had been no signs of it until I had unhappily
stirred his memory of the dead mistress of Gleninch. Was the weakness
which I had already noticed, was the bewilderment which I now saw,
attributable to the influence of a passing disturbance only? In other
words, had I witnessed nothing more serious than a first warning to him
and to us? Would he soon recover himself, if we were patient, and gave him
time? Even Benjamin was interested at last; I saw him trying to look at
Dexter around the corner of the chair. Even Ariel was surprised and
uneasy. She had no dark glances to cast at me now.</p>
<p>We all waited to see what he would do, to hear what he would say, next.</p>
<p>"My harp!" he cried. "Music will rouse me."</p>
<p>Ariel brought him his harp.</p>
<p>"Master," she said, wonderingly, "what's come to you?"</p>
<p>He waved his hand, commanding her to be silent.</p>
<p>"Ode to Invention," he announced, loftily, addressing himself to me.
"Poetry and music improvised by Dexter. Silence! Attention!"</p>
<p>His fingers wandered feebly over the harpstrings, awakening no melody,
suggesting no words. In a little while his hand dropped; his head sank
forward gently, and rested on the frame of the harp. I started to my feet,
and approached him. Was it a sleep? or was it a swoon?</p>
<p>I touched his arm, and called to him by his name.</p>
<p>Ariel instantly stepped between us, with a threatening look at me. At the
same moment Miserrimus Dexter raised his head. My voice had reached him.
He looked at me with a curious contemplative quietness in his eyes which I
had never seen in them before.</p>
<p>"Take away the harp," he said to Ariel, speaking in languid tones, like a
man who was very weary.</p>
<p>The mischievous, half-witted creature—in sheer stupidity or in
downright malice, I am not sure which—irritated him once more.</p>
<p>"Why, Master?" she asked, staring at him with the harp hugged in her arms.
"What's come to you? where is the story?"</p>
<p>"We don't want the story," I interposed. "I have many things to say to Mr.
Dexter which I have not said yet."</p>
<p>Ariel lifted her heavy hand. "You will have it!" she said, and advanced
toward me. At the same moment the Master's voice stopped her.</p>
<p>"Put away the harp, you fool!" he repeated, sternly. "And wait for the
story until I choose to tell it."</p>
<p>She took the harp submissively back to its place at the end of the room.
Miserrimus Dexter moved his chair a little closer to mine. "I know what
will rouse me," he said, confidentially. "Exercise will do it. I have had
no exercise lately. Wait a little, and you will see."</p>
<p>He put his hands on the machinery of the chair, and started on his
customary course down the room. Here again the ominous change in him
showed itself under a new form. The pace at which he traveled was not the
furious pace that I remembered; the chair no longer rushed under him on
rumbling and whistling wheels. It went, but it went slowly. Up the room
and down the room he painfully urged it—and then he stopped for want
of breath.</p>
<p>We followed him. Ariel was first, and Benjamin was by my side. He motioned
impatiently to both of them to stand back, and to let me approach him
alone.</p>
<p>"I'm out of practice," he said, faintly. "I hadn't the heart to make the
wheels roar and the floor tremble while you were away."</p>
<p>Who would not have pitied him? Who would have remembered his misdeeds at
that moment? Even Ariel felt it. I heard her beginning to whine and
whimper behind me. The magician who alone could rouse the dormant
sensibilities in her nature had awakened them now by his neglect. Her
fatal cry was heard again, in mournful, moaning tones—</p>
<p>"What's come to you, Master? Where's the story?"</p>
<p>"Never mind her," I whispered to him. "You want the fresh air. Send for
the gardener. Let us take a drive in your pony-chaise."</p>
<p>It was useless. Ariel would be noticed. The mournful cry came once more—</p>
<p>"Where's the story? where's the story?"</p>
<p>The sinking spirit leaped up in Dexter again.</p>
<p>"You wretch! you fiend!" he cried, whirling his chair around, and facing
her. "The story is coming. I <i>can</i> tell it! I <i>will</i> tell it!
Wine! You whimpering idiot, get me the wine. Why didn't I think of it
before? The kingly Burgundy! that's what I want, Valeria, to set my
invention alight and flaming in my head. Glasses for everybody! Honor to
the King of the Vintages—the Royal Clos Vougeot!"</p>
<p>Ariel opened the cupboard in the alcove, and produced the wine and the
high Venetian glasses. Dexter drained his gobletful of Burgundy at a
draught; he forced us to drink (or at least to pretend to drink) with him.
Even Ariel had her share this time, and emptied her glass in rivalry with
her master. The powerful wine mounted almost instantly to her weak head.
She began to sing hoarsely a song of her own devising, in imitation of
Dexter. It was nothing but the repetition, the endless mechanical
repetition, of her demand for the story—"Tell us the story. Master!
master! tell us the story!" Absorbed over his wine, the Master silently
filled his goblet for the second time. Benjamin whispered to me while his
eye was off us, "Take my advice, Valeria, for once; let us go."</p>
<p>"One last effort," I whispered back. "Only one!"</p>
<p>Ariel went drowsily on with her song—</p>
<p>"Tell us the story. Master! master! tell us the story."</p>
<p>Miserrimus Dexter looked up from his glass. The generous stimulant was
beginning to do its work. I saw the color rising in his face. I saw the
bright intelligence flashing again in his eyes. The Burgundy <i>had</i>
roused him! The good wine stood my friend, and offered me a last chance!</p>
<p>"No story," I said. "I want to talk to you, Mr. Dexter. I am not in the
humor for a story."</p>
<p>"Not in the humor?" he repeated, with a gleam of the old impish irony
showing itself again in his face. "That's an excuse. I see what it is! You
think my invention is gone—and you are not frank enough to confess
it. I'll show you you're wrong. I'll show you that Dexter is himself
again. Silence, you Ariel, or you shall leave the room! I have got it,
Mrs. Valeria, all laid out here, with scenes and characters complete." He
touched his forehead, and looked at me with a furtive and smiling cunning
before he added his next words. "It's the very thing to interest you, my
fair friend. It's the story of a Mistress and a Maid. Come back to the
fire and hear it."</p>
<p>The Story of a Mistress and a Maid? If that meant anything, it meant the
story of Mrs. Beauly and her maid, told in disguise.</p>
<p>The title, and the look which had escaped him when he announced it,
revived the hope that was well-nigh dead in me. He had rallied at last. He
was again in possession of his natural foresight and his natural cunning.
Under pretense of telling Ariel her story, he was evidently about to make
the attempt to mislead me for the second time. The conclusion was
irresistible. To use his own words—Dexter was himself again.</p>
<p>I took Benjamin's arm as we followed him back to the fire-place in the
middle of the room.</p>
<p>"There is a chance for me yet," I whispered. "Don't forget the signals."</p>
<p>We returned to the places which we had already occupied. Ariel cast
another threatening look at me. She had just sense enough left, after
emptying her goblet of wine, to be on the watch for a new interruption on
my part. I took care, of course, that nothing of the sort should happen. I
was now as eager as Ariel to hear the story. The subject was full of
snares for the narrator. At any moment, in the excitement of speaking,
Dexter's memory of the true events might show itself reflected in the
circumstances of the fiction. At any moment he might betray himself.</p>
<p>He looked around him, and began.</p>
<p>"My public, are you seated? My public, are you ready?" he asked, gayly.
"Your face a little more this way," he added, in his softest and tenderest
tones, motioning to me to turn my full face toward him. "Surely I am not
asking too much? You look at the meanest creature that crawls—look
at Me. Let me find my inspiration in your eyes. Let me feed my hungry
admiration on your form. Come, have one little pitying smile left for the
man whose happiness you have wrecked. Thank you, Light of my Life, thank
you!" He kissed his hand to me, and threw himself back luxuriously in his
chair. "The story," he resumed. "The story at last! In what form shall I
cast it? In the dramatic form—the oldest way, the truest way, the
shortest way of telling a story! Title first. A short title, a taking
title: 'Mistress and Maid.' Scene, the land of romance—Italy. Time,
the age of romance—the fifteenth century. Ha! look at Ariel. She
knows no more about the fifteenth century than the cat in the kitchen, and
yet she is interested already. Happy Ariel!"</p>
<p>Ariel looked at me again, in the double intoxication of the wine and the
triumph.</p>
<p>"I know no more than the cat in the kitchen," she repeated, with a broad
grin of gratified vanity. "I am 'happy Ariel!' What are you?"</p>
<p>Miserrimus Dexter laughed uproariously.</p>
<p>"Didn't I tell you?" he said. "Isn't she fun?—Persons of the Drama,"
he resumed: "three in number. Women only. Angelica, a noble lady; noble
alike in spirit and in birth. Cunegonda, a beautiful devil in woman's
form. Damoride, her unfortunate maid. First scene: a dark vaulted chamber
in a castle. Time, evening. The owls are hooting in the wood; the frogs
are croaking in the marsh.—Look at Ariel! Her flesh creeps; she
shudders audibly. Admirable Ariel!"</p>
<p>My rival in the Master's favor eyed me defiantly. "Admirable Ariel!" she
repeated, in drowsy accents. Miserrimus Dexter paused to take up his
goblet of Burgundy—placed close at hand on a little sliding table
attached to his chair. I watched him narrowly as he sipped the wine. The
flush was still mounting in his face; the light was still brightening in
his eyes. He set down his glass again, with a jovial smack of his lips—and
went on:</p>
<p>"Persons present in the vaulted chamber: Cunegonda and Damoride. Cunegonda
speaks. 'Damoride!' 'Madam?' 'Who lies ill in the chamber above us?'
'Madam, the noble lady Angelica.' (A pause. Cunegonda speaks again.)
'Damoride!' 'Madam?' 'How does Angelica like you?' 'Madam, the noble lady,
sweet and good to all who approach her, is sweet and good to me.' 'Have
you attended on her, Damoride?' 'Sometimes, madam, when the nurse was
weary.' 'Has she taken her healing medicine from your hand.' 'Once or
twice, madam, when I happened to be by.' 'Damoride, take this key and open
the casket on the table there.' (Damoride obeys.) 'Do you see a green vial
in the casket?' 'I see it, madam.' 'Take it out.' (Damoride obeys.) 'Do
you see a liquid in the green vial? can you guess what it is?' 'No,
madam.' 'Shall I tell you?' (Damoride bows respectfully ) 'Poison is in
the vial.' (Damoride starts; she shrinks from the poison; she would fain
put it aside. Her mistress signs to her to keep it in her hand; her
mistress speaks.) 'Damoride, I have told you one of my secrets; shall I
tell you another?' (Damoride waits, fearing what is to come. Her mistress
speaks.) 'I hate the Lady Angelica. Her life stands between me and the joy
of my heart. You hold her life in your hand.' (Damoride drops on her
knees; she is a devout person; she crosses herself, and then she speaks.)
'Mistress, you terrify me. Mistress, what do I hear?' (Cunegonda advances,
stands over her, looks down on her with terrible eyes, whispers the next
words.) 'Damoride! the Lady Angelica must die—and I must not be
suspected. The Lady Angelica must die—and by your hand.'"</p>
<p>He paused again. To sip the wine once more? No; to drink a deep draught of
it this time.</p>
<p>Was the stimulant beginning to fail him already?</p>
<p>I looked at him attentively as he laid himself back again in his chair to
consider for a moment before he went on.</p>
<p>The flush on his face was as deep as ever; but the brightness in his eyes
was beginning to fade already. I had noticed that he spoke more and more
slowly as he advanced to the later dialogue of the scene. Was he feeling
the effort of invention already? Had the time come when the wine had done
all that the wine could do for him?</p>
<p>We waited. Ariel sat watching him with vacantly staring eyes and vacantly
open mouth. Benjamin, impenetrably expecting the signal, kept his open
note-book on his knee, covered by his hand. Miserrimus Dexter went on:</p>
<p>"Damoride hears those terrible words; Damoride clasps her hands in
entreaty. 'Oh, madam! madam! how can I kill the dear and noble lady? What
motive have I for harming her?' Cunegonda answers, 'You have the motive of
obeying Me.' (Damoride falls with her face on the floor at her mistress's
feet.) 'Madam, I cannot do it! Madam, I dare not do it!' Cunegonda
answers, 'You run no risk: I have my plan for diverting discovery from
myself, and my plan for diverting discovery from you.' Damoride repeats,
'I cannot do it! I dare not do it!' Cunegonda's eyes flash lightnings of
rage. She takes from its place of concealment in her bosom—"</p>
<p>He stopped in the middle of the sentence, and put his hand to his head—not
like a man in pain, but like a man who had lost his idea.</p>
<p>Would it be well if I tried to help him to recover his idea? or would it
be wiser (if I could only do it) to keep silence?</p>
<p>I could see the drift of his story plainly enough. His object, under the
thin disguise of the Italian romance, was to meet my unanswerable
objection to suspecting Mrs. Beauly's maid—the objection that the
woman had no motive for committing herself to an act of murder. If he
could practically contradict this, by discovering a motive which I should
be obliged to admit, his end would be gained. Those inquiries which I had
pledged myself to pursue—those inquiries which might, at any moment,
take a turn that directly concerned him—would, in that case, be
successfully diverted from the right to the wrong person. The innocent
maid would set my strictest scrutiny at defiance; and Dexter would be
safely shielded behind her.</p>
<p>I determined to give him time. Not a word passed my lips.</p>
<p>The minutes followed each other. I waited in the deepest anxiety. It was a
trying and a critical moment. If he succeeded in inventing a probable
motive, and in shaping it neatly to suit the purpose of his story, he
would prove, by that act alone, that there were reserves of mental power
still left in him which the practiced eye of the Scotch doctor had failed
to see. But the question was—would he do it?</p>
<p>He did it! Not in a new way; not in a convincing way; not without a
painfully evident effort. Still, well done or ill done, he found a motive
for the maid.</p>
<p>"Cunegonda," he resumed, "takes from its place of concealment in her bosom
a written paper, and unfolds it. 'Look at this,' she says. Damoride looks
at the paper, and sinks again at her mistress's feet in a paroxysm of
horror and despair. Cunegonda is in possession of a shameful secret in the
maid's past life. Cunegonda can say to her, 'Choose your alternative.
Either submit to an exposure which disgraces you and—disgraces your
parents forever—or make up your mind to obey Me.' Damoride might
submit to the disgrace if it only affected herself. But her parents are
honest people; she cannot disgrace her parents. She is driven to her last
refuge—there is no hope of melting the hard heart of Cunegonda. Her
only resource is to raise difficulties; she tries to show that there are
obstacles between her and the crime. 'Madam! madam!' she cries; 'how can I
do it, when the nurse is there to see me?' Cunegonda answers, 'Sometimes
the nurse sleeps; sometimes the nurse is away.' Damoride still persists.
'Madam! madam! the door is kept locked, and the nurse has got the key.'"</p>
<p>The key! I instantly thought of the missing key at Gleninch. Had he
thought of it too? He certainly checked himself as the word escaped him. I
resolved to make the signal. I rested my elbow on the arm of my chair, and
played with my earring. Benjamin took out his pencil and arranged his
note-book so that Ariel could not see what he was about if she happened to
look his way.</p>
<p>We waited until it pleased Miserrimus Dexter to proceed. The interval was
a long one. His hand went up again to his forehead. A duller and duller
look was palpably stealing over his eyes. When he did speak, it was not to
go on with the narrative, but to put a question.</p>
<p>"Where did I leave off?" he asked.</p>
<p>My hopes sank again as rapidly as they had risen. I managed to answer him,
however, without showing any change in my manner.</p>
<p>"You left off," I said, "where Damoride was speaking to Cunegonda—"</p>
<p>"Yes, yes!" he interposed. "And what did she say?"</p>
<p>"She said, 'The door is kept locked, and the nurse has got the key.'"</p>
<p>He instantly leaned forward in his chair.</p>
<p>"No!" he answered, vehemently. "You're wrong. 'Key?' Nonsense! I never
said 'Key.'"</p>
<p>"I thought you did, Mr. Dexter."</p>
<p>"I never did! I said something else, and you have forgotten it."</p>
<p>I refrained from disputing with him, in fear of what might follow. We
waited again. Benjamin, sullenly submitting to my caprices, had taken down
the questions and answers that had passed between Dexter and myself. He
still mechanically kept his page open, and still held his pencil in
readiness to go on. Ariel, quietly submitting to the drowsy influence of
the wine while Dexter's voice was in her ears, felt uneasily the change to
silence. She glanced round her restlessly; she lifted her eyes to "the
Master."</p>
<p>There he sat, silent, with his hand to his head, still struggling to
marshal his wandering thoughts, still trying to see light through the
darkness that was closing round him.</p>
<p>"Master!" cried Ariel, piteously. "What's become of the story?"</p>
<p>He started as if she had awakened him out of a sleep; he shook his head
impatiently, as though he wanted to throw off some oppression that weighed
upon it.</p>
<p>"Patience, patience," he said. "The story is going on again."</p>
<p>He dashed at it desperately; he picked up the first lost thread that fell
in his way, reckless whether it were the right thread or the wrong one:</p>
<p>"Damoride fell on her knees. She burst into tears. She said—"</p>
<p>He stopped, and looked about him with vacant eyes.</p>
<p>"What name did I give the other woman?" he asked, not putting the question
to me, or to either of my companions: asking it of himself, or asking it
of the empty air.</p>
<p>"You called the other woman Cunegonda," I said.</p>
<p>At the sound of my voice his eyes turned slowly—turned on me, and
yet failed to look at me. Dull and absent, still and changeless, they were
eyes that seemed to be fixed on something far away. Even his voice was
altered when he spoke next. It had dropped to a quiet, vacant, monotonous
tone. I had heard something like it while I was watching by my husband's
bedside, at the time of his delirium—when Eustace's mind appeared to
be too weary to follow his speech. Was the end so near as this?</p>
<p>"I called her Cunegonda," he repeated. "And I called the other—"</p>
<p>He stopped once more.</p>
<p>"And you called the other Damoride," I said.</p>
<p>Ariel looked up at him with a broad stare of bewilderment. She pulled
impatiently at the sleeve of his jacket to attract his notice.</p>
<p>"Is this the story, Master?" she asked.</p>
<p>He answered without looking at her, his changeless eyes still fixed, as it
seemed, on something far away.</p>
<p>"This is the story," he said, absently. "But why Cunegonda? why Damoride?
Why not Mistress and Maid? It's easier to remember Mistress and Maid—"</p>
<p>He hesitated; he shivered as he tried to raise himself in his chair. Then
he seemed to rally "What did the Maid say to the Mistress?" he muttered.
"What? what? what?" He hesitated again. Then something seemed to dawn upon
him unexpectedly. Was it some new thought that had struck him? or some
lost thought that he had recovered? Impossible to say.</p>
<p>He went on, suddenly and rapidly went on, in these strange words:</p>
<p>"'The letter,' the Maid said; 'the letter. Oh my heart. Every word a
dagger. A dagger in my heart. Oh, you letter. Horrible, horrible, horrible
letter.'"</p>
<p>What, in God's name, was he talking about? What did those words mean?</p>
<p>Was he unconsciously pursuing his faint and fragmentary recollections of a
past time at Gleninch, under the delusion that he was going on with the
story? In the wreck of the other faculties, was memory the last to sink?
Was the truth, the dreadful truth, glimmering on me dimly through the
awful shadow cast before it by the advancing eclipse of the brain? My
breath failed me; a nameless horror crept through my whole being.</p>
<p>Benjamin, with his pencil in his hand, cast one warning look at me. Ariel
was quiet and satisfied. "Go on, Master," was all she said. "I like it! I
like it! Go on with the story."</p>
<p>He went on—like a man sleeping with his eyes open, and talking in
his sleep.</p>
<p>"The Maid said to the Mistress. No—the Mistress said to the Maid.
The Mistress said, 'Show him the letter. Must, must, must do it.' The Maid
said, 'No. Mustn't do it. Shan't show it. Stuff. Nonsense. Let him suffer.
We can get him off. Show it? No. Let the worst come to the worst. Show it,
then.' The Mistress said—" He paused, and waved his hand rapidly to
and fro before his eyes, as if he were brushing away some visionary
confusion or entanglement. "Which was it last?" he said—"Mistress or
Maid? Mistress? No. Maid speaks, of course. Loud. Positive. 'You
scoundrels. Keep away from that table. The Diary's there. Number Nine,
Caldershaws. Ask for Dandie. You shan't have the Diary. A secret in your
ear. The Diary will hang, him. I won't have him hanged. How dare you touch
my chair? My chair is Me! How dare you touch Me?'"</p>
<p>The last words burst on me like a gleam of light! I had read them in the
Report of the Trial—in the evidence of the sheriff's officer.
Miserrimus Dexter had spoken in those very terms when he had tried vainly
to prevent the men from seizing my husband's papers, and when the men had
pushed his chair out of the room. There was no doubt now of what his
memory was busy with. The mystery at Gleninch! His last backward flight of
thought circled feebly and more feebly nearer and nearer to the mystery at
Gleninch!</p>
<p>Ariel aroused him again. She had no mercy on him; she insisted on hearing
the whole story.</p>
<p>"Why do you stop, Master? Get along with it! get along with it! Tell us
quick—what did the Missus say to the Maid?"</p>
<p>He laughed feebly, and tried to imitate her.</p>
<p>"'What did the Missus say to the Maid?'" he repeated. His laugh died away.
He went on speaking, more and more vacantly, more and more rapidly. "The
Mistress said to the Maid. We've got him off. What about the letter? Burn
it now. No fire in the grate. No matches in the box. House topsy-turvy.
Servants all gone. Tear it up. Shake it up in the basket. Along with the
rest. Shake it up. Waste paper. Throw it away. Gone forever. Oh, Sara,
Sara, Sara! Gone forever.'"</p>
<p>Ariel clapped her hands, and mimicked him in her turn.</p>
<p>"'Oh, Sara, Sara, Sara!'" she repeated. "'Gone forever.' That's prime,
Master! Tell us—who was Sara?"</p>
<p>His lips moved, but his voice sank so low that I could barely hear him. He
began again, with the old melancholy refrain:</p>
<p>"The Maid said to the Mistress. No—the Mistress said to the Maid—"
He stopped abruptly, and raised himself erect in the chair; he threw up
both his hands above his head, and burst into a frightful screaming laugh.
"Aha-ha-ha-ha! How funny! Why don't you laugh? Funny, funny, funny, funny.
Aha-ha-ha-ha-ha—"</p>
<p>He fell back in the chair. The shrill and dreadful laugh died away into a
low sob. Then there was one long, deep, wearily drawn breath. Then nothing
but a mute, vacant face turned up to the ceiling, with eyes that looked
blindly, with lips parted in a senseless, changeless grin. Nemesis at
last! The foretold doom had fallen on him. The night had come.</p>
<p>But one feeling animated me when the first shock was over. Even the horror
of that fearful sight seemed only to increase the pity that I felt for the
stricken wretch. I started impulsively to my feet. Seeing nothing,
thinking of nothing but the helpless figure in the chair, I sprang forward
to raise him, to revive him, to recall him (if such a thing might still be
possible) to himself. At the first step that I took, I felt hands on me—I
was violently drawn back. "Are you blind?" cried Benjamin, dragging me
nearer and nearer to the door. "Look there!"</p>
<p>He pointed; and I looked.</p>
<p>Ariel had been beforehand with me. She had raised her master in the chair;
she had got one arm around him. In her free hand she brandished an Indian
club, torn from a "trophy" of Oriental weapons that ornamented the wall
over the fire-place. The creature was transfigured! Her dull eyes glared
like the eyes of a wild animal. She gnashed her teeth in the frenzy that
possessed her. "You have done this!" she shouted to me, waving the club
furiously around and around over her head. "Come near him, and I'll dash
your brains out! I'll mash you till there's not a whole bone left in your
skin!" Benjamin, still holding me with one hand opened the door with the
other. I let him do with me as he would; Ariel fascinated me; I could look
at nothing but Ariel. Her frenzy vanished as she saw us retreating. She
dropped the club; she threw both arms around him, and nestled her head on
his bosom, and sobbed and wept over him. "Master! master! They shan't vex
you any more. Look up again. Laugh at me as you used to do. Say, 'Ariel,
you're a fool.' Be like yourself again!" I was forced into the next room.
I heard a long, low, wailing cry of misery from the poor creature who
loved him with a dog's fidelity and a woman's devotion. The heavy door was
closed between us. I was in the quiet antechamber, crying over that
piteous sight; clinging to my kind old friend as helpless and as useless
as a child.</p>
<p>Benjamin turned the key in the lock.</p>
<p>"There's no use in crying about it," he said, quietly. "It would be more
to the purpose, Valeria, if you thanked God that you have got out of that
room safe and sound. Come with me."</p>
<p>He took the key out of the lock, and led me downstairs into the hall.
After a little consideration, he opened the front door of the house. The
gardener was still quietly at work in the grounds.</p>
<p>"Your master is taken ill," Benjamin said; "and the woman who attends upon
him has lost her head—if she ever had a head to lose. Where does the
nearest doctor live?"</p>
<p>The man's devotion to Dexter showed itself as the woman's devotion had
shown itself—in the man's rough way. He threw down his spade with an
oath.</p>
<p>"The Master taken bad?" he said. "I'll fetch the doctor. I shall find him
sooner than you will."</p>
<p>"Tell the doctor to bring a man with him," Benjamin added. "He may want
help."</p>
<p>The gardener turned around sternly.</p>
<p>"<i>I'm</i> the man," he said. "Nobody shall help but me."</p>
<p>He left us. I sat down on one of the chairs in the hall, and did my best
to compose myself. Benjamin walked to and fro, deep in thought. "Both of
them fond of him," I heard my old friend say to himself. "Half monkey,
half man—and both of them fond of him. <i>That</i> beats me."</p>
<p>The gardener returned with the doctor—a quiet, dark, resolute man.
Benjamin advanced to meet them. "I have got the key," he said. "Shall I go
upstairs with you?"</p>
<p>Without answering, the doctor drew Benjamin aside into a corner of the
hall. The two talked together in low voices. At the end of it the doctor
said, "Give me the key. You can be of no use; you will only irritate her."</p>
<p>With those words he beckoned to the gardener. He was about to lead the way
up the stairs when I ventured to stop him.</p>
<p>"May I stay in the hall, sir?" I said. "I am very anxious to hear how it
ends."</p>
<p>He looked at me for a moment before he replied.</p>
<p>"You had better go home, madam," he said. "Is the gardener acquainted with
your address?"</p>
<p>"Yes, sir."</p>
<p>"Very well. I will let you know how it ends by means of the gardener. Take
my advice. Go home."</p>
<p>Benjamin placed my arm in his. I looked back, and saw the doctor and the
gardener ascending the stairs together on their way to the locked-up room.</p>
<p>"Never mind the doctor," I whispered. "Let's wait in the garden."</p>
<p>Benjamin would not hear of deceiving the doctor. "I mean to take you
home," he said. I looked at him in amazement. My old friend, who was all
meekness and submission so long as there was no emergency to try him, now
showed the dormant reserve of manly spirit and decision in his nature as
he had never (in my experience) shown it yet. He led me into the garden.
We had kept our cab: it was waiting for us at the gate.</p>
<p>On our way home Benjamin produced his note-book.</p>
<p>"What's to be done, my dear, with the gibberish that I have written here?"
he said.</p>
<p>"Have you written it all down?" I asked, in surprise.</p>
<p>"When I undertake a duty, I do it," he answered. "You never gave me the
signal to leave off—you never moved your chair. I have written every
word of it. What shall I do? Throw it out of the cab window?"</p>
<p>"Give it to me."</p>
<p>"What are you going to do with it?"</p>
<p>"I don't know yet. I will ask Mr. Playmore."</p>
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