<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_XXVI" id="CHAPTER_XXVI"></SPAN>CHAPTER XXVI.</h2>
<h3>I AM TROUBLED BY THOUGHTS OF THE TREASURE.</h3>
<p>The weight of the wind in the rigging steadied the schooner somewhat,
and prevented her from rolling too heavily to starboard, whilst her
list corrected her larboard rolls. So as I sat below she seemed to me
to be making tolerably good weather of it. Not much water came aboard;
now and again I would hear the clatter of a fall forwards, but at
comfortably long intervals.</p>
<p>I sat against the dresser with my back upon it, and being dead tired
must have dropped asleep on a sudden—indeed, before I had half smoked
my pipe out, and I do not believe I gave a thought to my situation
before I slumbered, so wearied was I. The cold awoke me. The fire was
out and so was the candle in the lanthorn, and I was in coffin darkness.
This the tinder-box speedily remedied. I looked at my watch—seven
o'clock, as I was a sinner! so that my sleep had lasted between three
and four hours.</p>
<p>I went on deck and found the night still black upon the sea, the wind
the same brisk gale that was blowing when I quitted the helm, the sea no
heavier, and the schooner tumbling in true Dutch fashion upon it. I
looked very earnestly around but could see no signs of ice. There would
be daylight presently, so I went below, lighted the fire, and got my
breakfast, and when I returned the sun was up and the sea visible to its
furthest reaches.</p>
<p>It was a fine wintry piece; the sea green and running in ridges with
frothing heads, the sky very pale among the dark snow-laden clouds, the
sun darting a ray now and again, which was swung into the north by the
shadows of the clouds until they extinguished it. Remote in the
north-west hung the gleam of an iceberg; there was nothing else in
sight. Yes—something that comforted me exceedingly, though it was not
very many days ago that a like object had heavily scared me—an
albatross, a noble bird, sailing on the windward close enough to be
shot. The sight of this living thing was inexpressibly cheering; it put
into my head a fancy of ships being at hand, thoughts of help and of
human companions. In truth, my imagination was willing to accept it as
the same bird that I had frightened away when in the boat, now returned
to silently reproach me for my treatment of it. Nay, my lonely eye, my
subdued and suffering heart might even have witnessed the good angel of
my life in that solitary shape of ocean beauty, and have deemed that,
though unseen, it had been with me throughout, and was now made visible
to my gaze by the light of hope that had broken into the darkness of my
adventure.</p>
<p>Well, supposing it so, I should not have been the only man who ever
scared his good angel away and found it faithful afterwards.</p>
<p>I unlashed the tiller and got the schooner before the wind and steered
until a little before noon, letting her drive dead before the sea, which
carried her north-east. Then securing the helm amidships I ran for the
quadrant, and whilst waiting for the sun to show himself I observed that
the vessel held herself very steadily before the wind, which might have
been owing to her high stern and the great swell of her sides and her
round bottom; but be the cause what it might, she ran as fairly with her
helm amidships as if I had been at the tiller to check her, a most
fortunate condition of my navigation, for it privileged me to get about
other work, whilst, at the same time, every hour was conveying me nearer
to the track of ships and further from the bitter regions of the south.</p>
<p>I got an observation and made out that the vessel had driven about
fifteen leagues during the night. She must do better than that, thought
I; and when I had eaten some dinner I took a chopper, and, going on to
the forecastle, lay out upon the bowsprit, and after beating the
spritsail-yard block clear of the ice, cut away the gaskets that
confined the sail to the yard, heartily beating the canvas, that was
like iron, till a clew of it fell. I then came in and braced the yard
square, and the wind, presently catching the exposed part of the sail,
blew more of it out, and yet more, until there was a good surface
showing; then to a sudden hard blast of wind the whole sail flew open
with a mighty crackling, as though indeed it was formed of ice; but to
render it useful I had to haul the sheets aft, which I could not manage
without the help of the tackles we had used in slinging the powder over
the side; so that, what with one hindrance and another, the setting of
that sail took me an hour and a half.</p>
<p>But had it occupied me all day it would have been worth doing. Trifling
as it was as a cloth, its effect upon the schooner was like that of a
cordial upon a fainting man. It was not that she sensibly showed nimbler
heels to it; its lifting tendency enabled her to ride the under-running
seas more buoyantly, and if it increased her speed by half a knot an
hour it was worth a million to me, whose business it was to take the
utmost possible advantage of the southerly gale.</p>
<p>I returned to the helm, warm with the exercise, and gazed forward not a
little proud of my work. Though the sail was eight-and-forty years old
and perhaps older, it offered as tough and stout a surface to the wind
as if it was fresh from the sailmaker's hands, so great are the
preserving qualities of ice. I looked wistfully at the topsail, but on
reflecting that if it should come on to blow hard enough to compel me to
heave the brig to she would never hull with that canvas abroad, I
resolved to let it lie, for I could cut away the spritsail if the
necessity arose and not greatly regret its loss; but to lose the topsail
would be a serious matter, though if I did not cut it adrift it might
carry away the mast for me; so, as I say, I would not meddle with it.</p>
<p>Finding that the ship continued to steer herself very well, and the
better for the spritsail, I thought I would get the body of the old
Frenchman overboard and so obtain a clear hold for myself so far as
corpses went. I carried the lanthorn into the forecastle, but when I
pulled the hammock off him I confess it was not without a stupid fear
that I should find him alive. Recollection of his astounding vitality
found something imperishable in that ugly anatomy, and though he lay
before me as dead and cold as stone, I yet had a fancy that the seeds of
life were still in him, that 'twas only the current of his being that
had frozen, that if I were to thaw him afresh he might recover, and
that if I buried him I should actually be despatching him.</p>
<p>But though these fancies possessed, they did not control me. I took his
watch and whatever else he had in that way, carried him on deck and
dropped him over the side, using as little ceremony as he had employed
in the disposal of his shipmates, but affected by very different
emotions; for there was not only the idea that the vital spark was still
in him; I could not but handle with awe the most mysterious corpse the
eye had ever viewed, one who had lived through a stupor or death-sleep,
for eight-and-forty years, in whom in a few hours Time had compressed
the wizardry he stretches in others over half a century; who in a night
had shrunk from the aspect of his prime into the lean, puckered,
bleared-eyed, deaf, and tottering expression of a hundred years.</p>
<p>But now he was gone! The bubbles which rose to the plunge of his body
were his epitaph; had they risen blood-red they would have better
symbolized his life. The albatross stooped to the spot where he had
vanished with a hoarse salt scream like the laugh of a delirious woman,
and the wind, freshening momentarily in a squall, made one think of the
spirit of Nature as eager to purify the air of heaven from the taint of
the dead pirate's passage from the bulwarks to the water's surface.</p>
<p>All that day and through the night that followed the schooner drove,
rolling and plunging before the seas, into the north-east, to the
pulling of the spritsail. I made several excursions into the fore-hold,
but never could hear the sound of water in the vessel. Her sides in
places were still sheathed in ice, but this crystal armour was gradually
dropping off her to the working of her frame in the seas, so that, since
she was proving herself tight, it was certain her staunchness owed
nothing to the glassy plating. I had seen some strange craft in my day;
but nothing to beat the appearance this old tub of a hooker submitted to
my gaze as I viewed her from the helm. How so uncouth a structure, with
her tall stern, flairing bows, fat buttocks, sloping masts,
forecastle-well, and massive head-timbers ever managed to pursue and
overhaul a chase was only to be unriddled by supposing all that she took
to be more unwieldy and clumsy than herself. What would a pirate of
these days, in his clean-lined polacca or arrowy schooner, have thought
of such an instrument as this for the practice of his pretty trade? The
ice aloft still held for her spars and rigging the resemblance of glass,
and to every sunbeam that flashed upon her from between the sweeping
clouds she would sparkle out into many-coloured twinklings, marvellously
delicate in colour, and changing their tints twenty times over in a
breath through the swiftness of the reeling of the spars.</p>
<p>I should but fatigue you to follow the several little stories of these
hours one by one; how I got my food, snatched at sleep, stood at the
helm, gazed around the sea-line and the like. Just before sundown I saw
a large iceberg in the north, two leagues distant; no others were in
sight, but one was enough to make me uneasy, and I spent a very troubled
night, repeatedly coming on deck to look about me. The schooner steered
herself as if a man stood at the helm. The spritsail further helped her
in this, for, if the curl of a sea under her forefoot brought her to
larboard or starboard, the sail forced her back again. Still, it was a
very surprising happy quality in her, the next best thing to my having a
shipmate, and a wonderful relief to me who must otherwise have brought
her to, under a lashed helm, every time I had occasion to leave the
deck.</p>
<p>The seaworthiness of the craft, coupled with the reasonable assurance of
presently falling in with a ship, rendered me so far easy in my mind as
to enable me to think very frequently of the treasure and how I was to
secure it. If I fell in with an enemy's cruiser or a privateer I must
expect to be stripped. This would be the fortune of war, and I must take
my chance. My concern did not lie that way; how was I to protect this
property, that was justly mine, against my own countrymen, suppose I had
the good fortune to carry the schooner safely into English waters? I had
a brother-in-law, Jeremiah Mason, Esq., a Turkey merchant in a small way
of business, whose office was in the City of London, and, if I could
manage to convey the treasure secretly to him, he would, I knew, find me
a handsome account in his settlement of this affair. But it was
impossible to strike out a plan. I must wait and attend the course of
events. Yet riches being things which fever the coldest imaginations, I
could not look ahead without excitement and irritability of fancy, I
should reckon it a hard fate indeed after my cruel experiences, my
freeing the vessel from the ice, my sailing her through some thousand of
miles of perilous seas, and arriving finally in safety, to be
dispossessed of what was strictly mine—as much mine as if I had fished
it up from the bottom of the sea, where it must otherwise have lain till
the crack of doom.</p>
<p>I remember that, among other ideas, it entered my head to tell the
master of the first ship I met, if she were British, the whole story of
my adventure, to acquaint him with the treasure, to offer to tranship it
and myself to his vessel and abandon the schooner, and to propose a
handsome reward for his offices. But I could not bring my mind to trust
any stranger with so great a secret. The mere circumstance of the
treasure not being mine, in the sense of my having earned it, of its
being piratical plunder, and as much one's as another's, might dull the
edge even of a fair-dealing conscience and expose me to the machinations
of a heavily tempted mind.</p>
<p>Therefore, though I had no plan, I was resolved at all hazards to stick
to the schooner, and, with a view to providing against the curiosity or
rummaging of any persons who should come aboard I fell to the following
work after getting my breakfast. I hung lanthorns in the run and
hatchways and cabin to enable me to pass easily to and fro; I then
emptied one of the chests in my cabin and carried it to where the
treasure was. The chest I filled nearly three-parts full with money,
jewellery, &c., which sank the contents of the other chests to the depth
I wanted. I then fetched a quantity of small arms, such as pistols and
hangers and cutlasses, and filled up the chests with them, first placing
a thickness of canvas over the money and jewellery, that no glitter
might show through. To improve the deception I brought another chest to
the run, and wholly filled it with cutlasses, powder-horns, pistols, and
the like, and so fixed it that it must be the first to come to hand. My
cunning amounted to this: that, suppose the run to be rummaged, the
contents of the first chest were sure to be turned out, but, on the
other chests being opened, and what they appeared to contain observed,
it was as likely as not that the rummagers would be satisfied they were
arms-chests, and quit meddling with them.</p>
<p>Herenow might I indulge in a string of reflections on the troubles and
anxieties which money brings, quote from Juvenal and other poets, and
hold myself up to your merriment by a contemptuous exhibition of myself,
a lonely sailor, labouring to conceal his gold from imaginary knaves,
toiling in the dark depth of the vessel, and never heeding that, even
whilst he so worked, his ship might split upon some half-tide rock of
ice, and founder with him and his treasure too, and so on, and so on.
But the fact is I was not a fool. Here was money enough to set me up as
a fine gentleman for life, and I meant to save it and keep it too, if I
could. A man on his deathbed, a man in such peril that his end is
certain, can afford to be sentimental. He is going where money is dross
indeed, and he is in a posture when to moralize upon human greed and the
vanity of wishes and riches becomes him. But would not a man whose
health is hearty, and who hopes to save his life, be worse off than a
sheep in the matter of brains not to keep a firm grip of Fortune's hand
when she extended it? I know I was very well pleased with my morning's
work when I had accomplished it, and had no mind to qualify my
satisfaction by melancholy and romantic musings on my condition and the
uncertainty of the future. This was possibly owing to the fineness of
the weather; a heavy black gale from the north would doubtless have
given a very different turn to my humours.</p>
<p>The wind at dawn had weakened and come into the west. There was a strong
swell—indeed there always is in this ocean—but the seas ran small. The
sky looked like marble, with its broad spreadings of high white clouds
and the veins of blue sky between. I wished to make all the northing
that was possible, but there was nothing to be done in that way with the
spritsail alone. Had not the capstan been frozen I should have tried to
get the mainsail upon the ship, but without the aid of machinery I was
helpless. So, with helm amidships, the schooner drove languidly along
with her head due east, lifting as ponderously as a line-of-battle ship
to the floating launches of the high swell, and the albatross hung as
steadfastly in the wake of my lonely ocean path as though it had been
some messenger sent by God to watch me into safety.</p>
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