<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_XXII" id="CHAPTER_XXII"></SPAN>CHAPTER XXII.</h2>
<h3>THE LITTLE SICK CHILD.</h3>
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<p class="firstp">HE winter is rapidly passing, and so
far without monotony, though what it
will bring to us before spring remains
to be seen. Little Jennie has been suffering
more and more with her leg of
late, and her papa sent for the doctor
at White Mountain, who came today
by dog-team. The child's mother has
had a spring cot made for her, and
she was put to bed by the doctor, who
says the knee trouble is a very serious one, and she
must have good nursing, attention being also paid
to her diet. The Eskimos are all exceedingly fond of
seal and reindeer meat, and Jennie's Auntie Apuk
or grandmother will often bring choice tidbits to
the child at bedtime, or between meals, when she
ought not to eat anything, much less such hearty
food. When the little child sees the good things,
she, of course, wants them, and having been humored
in every whim, she must still be, she thinks,
especially when she is ill. A problem then is here
presented which I may help to solve for them.
Jennie and I are growing very fond of each other,
and she will do some things for me which she will
not do for others who have obeyed her wishes so<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_312" id="Page_312"></SPAN></span>
long. I begin by round-about coaxing and reasoning,
and get some other idea into her mind, until
the plate of seal meat is partially forgotten, and
does not seem so attractive at nine in the evening
as when presented with loving smiles by her old
grandmother, who does sometimes resent the alternative,
but is still exceedingly solicitous that the
little girl should recover. As grandmother understands
English imperfectly, Mollie is obliged to reiterate
the doctor's orders in Eskimo, making them
as imperative as possible, and the poor old Eskimo
woman goes home with the promise that Jennie
shall have some of the dainties at meal-time on the
morrow.</p>
<p>In appearance grandmother is still somewhat
rugged, being a large woman, with an intelligent
face, which expresses very forcibly her inner feelings,
and being, probably, somewhere between
sixty and seventy years of age. Her husband, who
has been dead only a year or two, was much beloved
by her, and no reference to him is ever made
in her presence, without a flow of tears from her
eyes. Her love of home and kindred seems very
strong, and her devotion to little Jennie amounts
almost to idolatry, so the solicitude expressed by
the good woman is only a part of what she really
feels, but which is shown in hundreds of ways.
When the doctor settled the little girl in her bed
she adjusted a heavy weight to the foot on the
limb which has given her so much trouble, and now<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_313" id="Page_313"></SPAN></span>
the grief of Mollie and her mother is unbounded.
Poor old grandmother wipes her eyes continually,
leaving the house quickly at times to rush home
and mourn alone, as she is so constrained to do,
her sorrow for her darling's sufferings being very
sincere. Later she comes in after doing her best
at courage building, tiptoes her way in to see if her
pet is sleeping or awake, and bringing something if
possible, with which to amuse or interest the invalid.
However great is the grief of the women,
that of the child's papa is equally sad to see, and
he, poor man, is forced to face the probability of a
long and dreary winter, if not a lifetime of suffering
for his darling child. One cannot help seeing his
misery, though he tries like a Trojan to hide it,
and keeps as cheerful as possible to encourage
others. He is always an invalid himself.</p>
<p>The main topic of interest to Jennie now is the
little stranger who has come to live with her Auntie
Apuk, and whom she is so desirous of seeing that
she almost forgets her trouble and suffering, asking
constantly about its size, color, eyes, hair,
hands and feet. She counts the days before she
can see it, and puzzles greatly over the fact of its
not possessing a name, her big black eyes getting
larger and blacker as she wonders where one will
be found. Little Charlie is allowed in to see Jennie
at times, and wonders greatly to find her always
in bed, asking many questions in his childish Eskimo<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_314" id="Page_314"></SPAN></span>
treble, and patting her hand sympathetically
while standing at her side.</p>
<p>"Mamma," said he the other day to Mollie in
Eskimo, with a pleased smile on his face, and when
the two were alone, "the ladie loves me."</p>
<p>"How do you know?" asked Mollie.</p>
<p>"Because," he said shyly, putting his little arms
about her neck, "because she kissed me." Whereupon
Mollie did the same, and assured him of her
own love, always providing, of course, that he was
a good boy, and did what papa and mamma told
him to do.</p>
<p>This conversation Mollie reported to me a few
days after it took place, and I assured her with
tears welling up in my eyes that the little child had
made no mistake. Strange action of the subjective
mind of one person over another, even to the understanding
by this Eskimo baby of a stranger heart,
and that one so unresponsive as mine. The child,
deprived as he was of an own mother's love, still
hungered and thirsted for it, and he was quick to
discern in my eyes and voice the secret for which
he was looking. How I should enjoy giving my
whole time to these two children, and they really
do need me to teach and care for them; but I am
dividing myself between them and the Mission, and
the winter days are very short.</p>
<p>The thermometer today registered fourteen degrees
below zero, against twenty-eight yesterday
and thirty below the day before that.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_315" id="Page_315"></SPAN></span></p>
<p>Mr. H. has returned from Nome, bringing me a
package of kodak films sent from Oakland, Cal.,
last August, and which I never expected to receive
after so long a time. I was delighted to get them,
and now I can kodak this whole district, above and
below.</p>
<p>Mollie is trying to study English a little, but
with many interruptions on every hand. The big
living room is light and warm, our only study place,
and yet the rendezvous of all who care to drop in,
regardless of invitations, making it somewhat difficult
for us to concentrate our attention on the lessons.
The Marshal, the bartender, the clerks,
cooks, miners, natives, strangers and all come into
this room to chat, see and inquire for Jennie, play
with Charlie, and get warm by the fire. Here is an
opportunity of a lifetime to study human nature,
and I am glad, for it is a subject always full of interest
to me, though I frequently feel literally
choked with tobacco smoke, and wish often for a
private sitting-room.</p>
<p>Sunday, January twentieth: We are snuggled indoors
by the fires under the most terrible blizzard
of the season so far, with furious gales, falling and
drifting snow, and intense cold. It is impossible
to keep the house as warm as usual, and I have
eaten my meals today dressed in my fur coat, my
seat at table being at the end with my back close to
the frosty north window. Though this is the place
of honor at the board, and the missionary's seat<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_316" id="Page_316"></SPAN></span>
when he eats in the Mission, still it is a chilly berth
on occasions, and this is decidedly one.</p>
<p>The dining-room contains, besides the north
window, one on the south side as well, and though
both are covered with storm windows, the frost and
ice is several inches thick upon the panes, precluding
any possibility of receiving light from either
quarter unless the sun shines very brightly indeed,
and then only a subdued light is admitted. During
the night the house shook constantly in the terrific
gale, rattling loose boards and shingles, and I was
kept awake for several hours.</p>
<p>At night I am in the habit of tossing my fur coat
upon my bed for the warmth there is in it, as I am
not the possessor of a fur robe, as all persons
should be who winter here. Furs are the only things
to keep the intense cold out in such weather as we
are now having, but with some management I get
along fairly well.</p>
<p>A reindeer skin not in use from the attic makes
my bed soft and warm underneath, my coat over
my blankets answers the same purpose, and the
white fox baby robe from the old wooden cradle
upstairs makes a soft, warm rug on the floor upon
which to step out in the morning. Wool slippers
are never off my feet when my muckluks are resting,
and I manage by keeping a supply of kindlings
and small wood in my box by the stove, to have
a warm fire by which to dress.</p>
<p>These days we do not often rise early, and ten<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_317" id="Page_317"></SPAN></span>
o'clock frequently finds us at breakfast, but we
retire correspondingly late, and midnight is quite
a customary hour lately. Today we passed the time
in eating, sleeping, singing, and reading. A visiting
Swedish preacher came over a few days ago
from the Home, and is storm-bound in the Mission.
He is a large, heavy man, with a hearty voice and
hand grip, and is a graduate of Yale College, using
the best of English, having filled one of the vacant
Nome pulpits for several weeks last fall before
coming to Golovin.</p>
<p>Today he has read one of Talmage's sermons to
us, and we have sung Gospel songs galore, in both
Swedish and English, with myself as organist.
When this is tired of, the smaller instruments are
taken out, and Ricka has the greatest difficulty in
preventing Alma from amusing the assembled company
with her mandolin solo, "Johnny Get Your
Hair Cut," the young lady's red lips growing quite
prominent while she insists upon playing it.</p>
<p>"Good music is always acceptable, Ricka, and
on Sunday as well as on any other day, so I cannot
see why you will not let me play as I want to. I
do not think it a sin to play on the mandolin on
Sunday. Do you, Pastor F.?" asked Alma of the
preacher, appealingly, and in all innocence.</p>
<p>What could he say to her? He laughed.</p>
<p>"O, no," said Ricka, "I do not say that mandolin
music is sinful on Sunday, and if you would play
'Nearer My God to Thee,' or some such piece,<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_318" id="Page_318"></SPAN></span>
and not play 'Johnny,' I should not object." And
she now looked at the preacher and me for reinforcements.</p>
<p>Alma is not, however, easily put down, and the
contest usually winds up with Ricka going into
the kitchen where she cannot hear the silly strains
of "Johnny," which Alma is picking abstractedly
from the strings of the instrument, while the
preacher continues his reading, and I go off to my
room.</p>
<p>Mr. Q., a Swedish missionary, and his native
preacher called Rock, have arrived from Unalaklik,
with the two visiting preachers at the Home, and
they held an evening service in the schoolhouse,
which was fairly well attended. There were seven
white men, the three women in this house and myself,
besides many natives of both sexes. Grandmother
was there with Alice, Ageetuk and others,
and the missionary spoke well and feelingly in English,
interpreted by Rock into Eskimo. One of the
preachers sang a solo, and presided at the organ.
Some of the native women present had with them
their babies, and these, away from home in the
evening, contrary to their usual habit, cried and
nestled around a good deal, and had to be comforted
in various ways, both substantial and otherwise,
during the evening; but the speakers were
accustomed to all that, and were thankful to have
as listeners the poor mothers, who probably could
not have come without the youngsters.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_319" id="Page_319"></SPAN></span></p>
<p>Considerable will power and auto-suggestion is
needed to enable me to endure the fumes of seal
oil along with other smells which are constantly
arising from the furs and bodies of the Eskimos,
made damp, perhaps, by the snow which has lodged
upon them before entering the room. Fire we
must have. Those who are continually with the
natives in these gatherings do get "acclimated,"
but I am having a hard struggle along these lines.</p>
<p>The three Swedish and one Eskimo preacher left
today for the Home, after I had taken a kodak
view of them, and their dog-team. As the wind
blew cold and stiffly from the northwest, they
hoisted a sail made of an old blanket upon their
sled.</p>
<p>There are many who are ingenious, and who are
glad to help the sick child, Jennie, pass her time
pleasantly, and among them is the musician. Being
a clever artist as well as musician, he goes often to
sit beside Jennie, and then slate and pencils are
brought out, and the drawing begins. Indian
heads, Eskimo children in fur parkies, summer
landscapes, anything and everything takes its turn
upon the slate, which appears a real kaleidoscope
under the artist's hands. Jennie often laughs till
the tears run down her face at some comical drawing
or story, or the musician's efforts to speak
Eskimo as she does, and both enjoy themselves immensely.</p>
<p>Yesterday Mollie went out to hunt for ptarmigan.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_320" id="Page_320"></SPAN></span>
She is exceedingly fond of gunning, has
great success, and she and the child relish these
tasty birds better than anything else at this season.
Ageetuk also is a good hunter and trapper,
and brought in two red foxes from her traps yesterday,
when she came home from her outing with
Mollie. Little Charlie ran up to Mollie on her return
from her hunt, and cried in a mixture of Eskimo
and English:</p>
<p>"Foxes peeluk, Mamma?" meaning to ask if she
did not secure any animals, appearing disappointed
when told by his mamma (for such she calls herself
to the child) that she did not find anything today
but ptarmigan.</p>
<p>It was twenty degrees below zero this morning,
and the sun was beautifully bright. The days are
growing longer, and it is quite light at eight o'clock
in the morning. The short days have never been
tiresome to me because we have not lacked for fuel
and lights, and have kept occupied.</p>
<p>One of the Commissioners and two or three
other men have been trying for a long time to get
their meals here, but the girls have pleaded too
little room, and other excuses, until now the Commissioner
has returned, and renewed his requests.
Today he came over and left word that he and
two others would be here to six o'clock supper, at
which the girls were wrathy.</p>
<p>"I guess he will wait a long time before I cook
his meals for him," sputtered Alma, who disliked<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_321" id="Page_321"></SPAN></span>
the coming of the official to the house, and under
no consideration would she consent to board him.</p>
<p>"My time is too short to cook for a man like
that," declared Mary, with a toss of her head, as
she settled herself in the big arm chair in the sitting
room, and poor Ricka, whose turn it was this
week to prepare the meals, found herself in the embarrassing
position of compulsory cook for at
least two of the men she most heartily despised in
the camp, and this too under the displeasure of
both Alma and Mary.</p>
<p>"What shall I do?" groaned Ricka, appealing to
me in her extremity. "Will you sit at table with
them tonight, Mrs. Sullivan? because Alma and
Mary will not, and I must pour the coffee. O,
dear, what shall I have for supper?" and the poor
girl looked fairly bowed down with anxiety.</p>
<p>"O, never mind them, Ricka," said I, "just give
them what you had intended to give the rest of us.
I suppose they think this is a roadhouse, and, if so,
they can as well board here as others; but if Alma
refuses to take them, I do not see what they can
do but keep away," argued I, knowing both Alma
and Mary too well by this time to expect them to
change their verdict, as, indeed, I had no desire for
them to do.</p>
<p>"I'm sure it is not a roadhouse for men of their
class," growled Alma, biting her thread off with a
snap, for she was sewing on Mollie's dress, and
did not wish to be hindered. "I'll not eat my supper<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_322" id="Page_322"></SPAN></span>
tonight till they have eaten; will you, Mary?"</p>
<p>"Indeed, I will not," was the reply from a pair
of very set lips, at which Ricka and I retired to the
kitchen to consult together, and prepare the much-talked-of
meal.</p>
<p>Then I proceeded to spread the table with a white
cloth and napkins, arrange the best chairs, and
make the kitchen as presentable as I could with
lamps, while Ricka went to work at the range. We
had a passable supper, but not nearly so good as we
usually have, for the official had not only taken us
by surprise, but had come unbidden, and was not,
(by the express orders of the business head of the
restaurant firm), to be made welcome.</p>
<p>At any rate, Ricka and I did the best we could
under the circumstances, the meal passed in some
way, and the official then renewed his request to be
allowed to take all his meals in the Mission, meeting
with nothing but an unqualified refusal, much
to his evident disappointment.</p>
<p>I doubt very much now the probability of my
getting any more copying to do for him, as he
says I could have persuaded Alma to board him if I
had been so inclined; but then I never was so inclined,
and have about decided that I do not want
his work at any price.</p>
<p>January twenty-fifth: This has been a very cold,
windy day, but three of the men came in from prospecting
on the creeks, and have little to report.
To think of living in tents, or even native igloos,<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_323" id="Page_323"></SPAN></span>
in such weather for any length of time whatever,
is enough to freeze one's marrow, and I think the
men deserve to "strike it rich" to repay them for
so much discomfort and suffering. Mr. L. and B.
walked to the Home and back today—twenty-four
miles in the cold. I bought two more fox skins of
the storekeeper with which to make my coat
longer.</p>
<p>Mr. H. and Miss J. came to hold a meeting in
the kitchen for the natives, and Mollie interpreted
for them, as Ivan was not present. They all enjoy
singing very much, and are trying to learn
some new songs. Contrary to my expectations,
they learn the tunes before they do the words,
which are English, of course.</p>
<p>Later the musician came over and sang and
played for an hour and a half at the organ, which
all in the house enjoyed; but he is worried about
his friend, who was bitten by the mad-dog, and is
in poor health, he told us tonight. They have lately
moved into the old schoolhouse, and like there
better than their former lodgings, which were very
cold. There are three of them in the schoolhouse,
or rather cabin, for it is an old log building, with
dirt roof, upon which the grass and weeds grow tall
in summer, and under the eaves of the new schoolhouse,
a frame structure with a small pointed tower.</p>
<p>Sunday, January twenty-seventh: The missionaries
held a meeting in the sitting room this forenoon
at which the Commissioner was present, not<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_324" id="Page_324"></SPAN></span>
because he was interested in the service, Alma says.
I suppose he had nothing else to do, and happened
to get up earlier than usual. I presided at the
organ, and Miss J. led the singing. The day was
a very bright one, but the thermometer registered
thirty degrees below zero.</p>
<p>The missionaries have taken Alma with them
to visit for a few days, and do some sewing at the
Home. We all ran out upon the ice with them, but
did not go far, as it was very cold. For a low
mercury these people do not stay indoors, but go
about as they like dressed from top to toe in furs,
and do not suffer; but let the wind blow a stiff gale,
and it is not the same proposition.</p>
<p>Four men came from the camp of the shipwrecked
people, the father of Freda, the little girl,
being one. They say the child and her mother are
well, and as comfortable as they can be made for
the present, but in the spring they will go back to
Nome.</p>
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