<h2>CHAPTER VIII.</h2>
<p>I blush to confess it, but I invited Mr. Paraday that very day
to transcribe into the album one of his most characteristic
passages. I told him how I had got rid of the strange girl
who had brought it—her ominous name was Miss Hurter and she
lived at an hotel; quite agreeing with him moreover as to the
wisdom of getting rid with equal promptitude of the book
itself. This was why I carried it to Albemarle Street no
later than on the morrow. I failed to find her at home, but
she wrote to me and I went again; she wanted so much to hear more
about Neil Paraday. I returned repeatedly, I may briefly
declare, to supply her with this information. She had been
immensely taken, the more she thought of it, with that idea of
mine about the act of homage: it had ended by filling her with a
generous rapture. She positively desired to do something
sublime for him, though indeed I could see that, as this
particular flight was difficult, she appreciated the fact that my
visits kept her up. I had it on my conscience to keep her
up: I neglected nothing that would contribute to it, and her
conception of our cherished author’s independence became at
last as fine as his very own. “Read him, read
him—<i>that</i> will be an education in decency,” I
constantly repeated; while, seeking him in his works even as God
in nature, she represented herself as convinced that, according
to my assurance, this was the system that had, as she expressed
it, weaned her. We read him together when I could find
time, and the generous creature’s sacrifice was fed by our
communion. There were twenty selfish women about whom I
told her and who stirred her to a beautiful rage.
Immediately after my first visit her sister, Mrs. Milsom, came
over from Paris, and the two ladies began to present, as they
called it, their letters. I thanked our stars that none had
been presented to Mr. Paraday. They received invitations
and dined out, and some of these occasions enabled Fanny Hurter
to perform, for consistency’s sake, touching feats of
submission. Nothing indeed would now have induced her even
to look at the object of her admiration. Once, hearing his
name announced at a party, she instantly left the room by another
door and then straightway quitted the house. At another
time when I was at the opera with them—Mrs. Milsom had
invited me to their box—I attempted to point Mr. Paraday
out to her in the stalls. On this she asked her sister to
change places with her and, while that lady devoured the great
man through a powerful glass, presented, all the rest of the
evening, her inspired back to the house. To torment her
tenderly I pressed the glass upon her, telling her how
wonderfully near it brought our friend’s handsome
head. By way of answer she simply looked at me in charged
silence, letting me see that tears had gathered in her
eyes. These tears, I may remark, produced an effect on me
of which the end is not yet. There was a moment when I felt
it my duty to mention them to Neil Paraday, but I was deterred by
the reflexion that there were questions more relevant to his
happiness.</p>
<p>These question indeed, by the end of the season, were reduced
to a single one—the question of reconstituting so far as
might be possible the conditions under which he had produced his
best work. Such conditions could never all come back, for
there was a new one that took up too much place; but some perhaps
were not beyond recall. I wanted above all things to see
him sit down to the subject he had, on my making his
acquaintance, read me that admirable sketch of. Something
told me there was no security but in his doing so before the new
factor, as we used to say at Mr. Pinhorn’s, should render
the problem incalculable. It only half-reassured me that
the sketch itself was so copious and so eloquent that even at the
worst there would be the making of a small but complete book, a
tiny volume which, for the faithful, might well become an object
of adoration. There would even not be wanting critics to
declare, I foresaw, that the plan was a thing to be more thankful
for than the structure to have been reared on it. My
impatience for the structure, none the less, grew and grew with
the interruptions. He had on coming up to town begun to sit
for his portrait to a young painter, Mr. Rumble, whose little
game, as we also used to say at Mr. Pinhorn’s, was to be
the first to perch on the shoulders of renown. Mr.
Rumble’s studio was a circus in which the man of the hour,
and still more the woman, leaped through the hoops of his showy
frames almost as electrically as they burst into telegrams and
“specials.” He pranced into the exhibitions on
their back; he was the reporter on canvas, the Vandyke up to
date, and there was one roaring year in which Mrs. Bounder and
Miss Braby, Guy Walsingham and Dora Forbes proclaimed in chorus
from the same pictured walls that no one had yet got ahead of
him.</p>
<p>Paraday had been promptly caught and saddled, accepting with
characteristic good-humour his confidential hint that to figure
in his show was not so much a consequence as a cause of
immortality. From Mrs. Wimbush to the last
“representative” who called to ascertain his twelve
favourite dishes, it was the same ingenuous assumption that he
would rejoice in the repercussion. There were moments when
I fancied I might have had more patience with them if they
hadn’t been so fatally benevolent. I hated at all
events Mr. Rumble’s picture, and had my bottled resentment
ready when, later on, I found my distracted friend had been
stuffed by Mrs. Wimbush into the mouth of another cannon. A
young artist in whom she was intensely interested, and who had no
connexion with Mr. Rumble, was to show how far he could make him
go. Poor Paraday, in return, was naturally to write
something somewhere about the young artist. She played her
victims against each other with admirable ingenuity, and her
establishment was a huge machine in which the tiniest and the
biggest wheels went round to the same treadle. I had a
scene with her in which I tried to express that the function of
such a man was to exercise his genius—not to serve as a
hoarding for pictorial posters. The people I was perhaps
angriest with were the editors of magazines who had introduced
what they called new features, so aware were they that the newest
feature of all would be to make him grind their axes by
contributing his views on vital topics and taking part in the
periodical prattle about the future of fiction. I made sure
that before I should have done with him there would scarcely be a
current form of words left me to be sick of; but meanwhile I
could make surer still of my animosity to bustling ladies for
whom he drew the water that irrigated their social
flower-beds.</p>
<p>I had a battle with Mrs. Wimbush over the artist she
protected, and another over the question of a certain week, at
the end of July, that Mr. Paraday appeared to have contracted to
spend with her in the country. I protested against this
visit; I intimated that he was too unwell for hospitality without
a nuance, for caresses without imagination; I begged he might
rather take the time in some restorative way. A sultry air
of promises, of ponderous parties, hung over his August, and he
would greatly profit by the interval of rest. He
hadn’t told me he was ill again that he had had a warning;
but I hadn’t needed this, for I found his reticence his
worst symptom. The only thing he said to me was that he
believed a comfortable attack of something or other would set him
up: it would put out of the question everything but the
exemptions he prized. I’m afraid I shall have
presented him as a martyr in a very small cause if I fail to
explain that he surrendered himself much more liberally than I
surrendered him. He filled his lungs, for the most part;
with the comedy of his queer fate: the tragedy was in the
spectacles through which I chose to look. He was conscious
of inconvenience, and above all of a great renouncement; but how
could he have heard a mere dirge in the bells of his
accession? The sagacity and the jealousy were mine, and his
the impressions and the harvest. Of course, as regards Mrs.
Wimbush, I was worsted in my encounters, for wasn’t the
state of his health the very reason for his coming to her at
Prestidge? Wasn’t it precisely at Prestidge that he
was to be coddled, and wasn’t the dear Princess coming to
help her to coddle him? The dear Princess, now on a visit
to England, was of a famous foreign house, and, in her gilded
cage, with her retinue of keepers and feeders, was the most
expensive specimen in the good lady’s collection. I
don’t think her august presence had had to do with
Paraday’s consenting to go, but it’s not impossible
he had operated as a bait to the illustrious stranger. The
party had been made up for him, Mrs. Wimbush averred, and every
one was counting on it, the dear Princess most of all. If
he was well enough he was to read them something absolutely
fresh, and it was on that particular prospect the Princess had
set her heart. She was so fond of genius in <i>any</i> walk
of life, and was so used to it and understood it so well: she was
the greatest of Mr. Paraday’s admirers, she devoured
everything he wrote. And then he read like an angel.
Mrs. Wimbush reminded me that he had again and again given her,
Mrs. Wimbush, the privilege of listening to him.</p>
<p>I looked at her a moment. “What has he read to
you?” I crudely enquired.</p>
<p>For a moment too she met my eyes, and for the fraction of a
moment she hesitated and coloured. “Oh all sorts of
things!”</p>
<p>I wondered if this were an imperfect recollection or only a
perfect fib, and she quite understood my unuttered comment on her
measure of such things. But if she could forget Neil
Paraday’s beauties she could of course forget my rudeness,
and three days later she invited me, by telegraph, to join the
party at Prestidge. This time she might indeed have had a
story about what I had given up to be near the master. I
addressed from that fine residence several communications to a
young lady in London, a young lady whom, I confess, I quitted
with reluctance and whom the reminder of what she herself could
give up was required to make me quit at all. It adds to the
gratitude I owe her on other grounds that she kindly allows me to
transcribe from my letters a few of the passages in which that
hateful sojourn is candidly commemorated.</p>
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