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<h2> CHAPTER XXIV </h2>
<h3> NIGHTMARE </h3>
<p>I had not closed my eyes the night before on the Twentieth Century, and
what of that and of my exhaustion I slept soundly. When I first awoke, it
was night. Garthwaite had not returned. I had lost my watch and had no
idea of the time. As I lay with my eyes closed, I heard the same dull
sound of distant explosions. The inferno was still raging. I crept through
the store to the front. The reflection from the sky of vast conflagrations
made the street almost as light as day. One could have read the finest
print with ease. From several blocks away came the crackle of small
hand-bombs and the churning of machine-guns, and from a long way off came
a long series of heavy explosions. I crept back to my horse blankets and
slept again.</p>
<p>When next I awoke, a sickly yellow light was filtering in on me. It was
dawn of the second day. I crept to the front of the store. A smoke pall,
shot through with lurid gleams, filled the sky. Down the opposite side of
the street tottered a wretched slave. One hand he held tightly against his
side, and behind him he left a bloody trail. His eyes roved everywhere,
and they were filled with apprehension and dread. Once he looked straight
across at me, and in his face was all the dumb pathos of the wounded and
hunted animal. He saw me, but there was no kinship between us, and with
him, at least, no sympathy of understanding; for he cowered perceptibly
and dragged himself on. He could expect no aid in all God's world. He was
a helot in the great hunt of helots that the masters were making. All he
could hope for, all he sought, was some hole to crawl away in and hide
like any animal. The sharp clang of a passing ambulance at the corner gave
him a start. Ambulances were not for such as he. With a groan of pain he
threw himself into a doorway. A minute later he was out again and
desperately hobbling on.</p>
<p>I went back to my horse blankets and waited an hour for Garthwaite. My
headache had not gone away. On the contrary, it was increasing. It was by
an effort of will only that I was able to open my eyes and look at
objects. And with the opening of my eyes and the looking came intolerable
torment. Also, a great pulse was beating in my brain. Weak and reeling, I
went out through the broken window and down the street, seeking to escape,
instinctively and gropingly, from the awful shambles. And thereafter I
lived nightmare. My memory of what happened in the succeeding hours is the
memory one would have of nightmare. Many events are focussed sharply on my
brain, but between these indelible pictures I retain are intervals of
unconsciousness. What occurred in those intervals I know not, and never
shall know.</p>
<p>I remember stumbling at the corner over the legs of a man. It was the poor
hunted wretch that had dragged himself past my hiding-place. How
distinctly do I remember his poor, pitiful, gnarled hands as he lay there
on the pavement—hands that were more hoof and claw than hands, all
twisted and distorted by the toil of all his days, with on the palms a
horny growth of callous a half inch thick. And as I picked myself up and
started on, I looked into the face of the thing and saw that it still
lived; for the eyes, dimly intelligent, were looking at me and seeing me.</p>
<p>After that came a kindly blank. I knew nothing, saw nothing, merely
tottered on in my quest for safety. My next nightmare vision was a quiet
street of the dead. I came upon it abruptly, as a wanderer in the country
would come upon a flowing stream. Only this stream I gazed upon did not
flow. It was congealed in death. From pavement to pavement, and covering
the sidewalks, it lay there, spread out quite evenly, with only here and
there a lump or mound of bodies to break the surface. Poor driven people
of the abyss, hunted helots—they lay there as the rabbits in
California after a drive.* Up the street and down I looked. There was no
movement, no sound. The quiet buildings looked down upon the scene from
their many windows. And once, and once only, I saw an arm that moved in
that dead stream. I swear I saw it move, with a strange writhing gesture
of agony, and with it lifted a head, gory with nameless horror, that
gibbered at me and then lay down again and moved no more.</p>
<p>* In those days, so sparsely populated was the land that<br/>
wild animals often became pests. In California the custom<br/>
of rabbit-driving obtained. On a given day all the farmers<br/>
in a locality would assemble and sweep across the country in<br/>
converging lines, driving the rabbits by scores of thousands<br/>
into a prepared enclosure, where they were clubbed to death<br/>
by men and boys.<br/></p>
<p>I remember another street, with quiet buildings on either side, and the
panic that smote me into consciousness as again I saw the people of the
abyss, but this time in a stream that flowed and came on. And then I saw
there was nothing to fear. The stream moved slowly, while from it arose
groans and lamentations, cursings, babblings of senility, hysteria, and
insanity; for these were the very young and the very old, the feeble and
the sick, the helpless and the hopeless, all the wreckage of the ghetto.
The burning of the great ghetto on the South Side had driven them forth
into the inferno of the street-fighting, and whither they wended and
whatever became of them I did not know and never learned.*</p>
<p>* It was long a question of debate, whether the burning of<br/>
the South Side ghetto was accidental, or whether it was done<br/>
by the Mercenaries; but it is definitely settled now that<br/>
the ghetto was fired by the Mercenaries under orders from<br/>
their chiefs.<br/></p>
<p>I have faint memories of breaking a window and hiding in some shop to
escape a street mob that was pursued by soldiers. Also, a bomb burst near
me, once, in some still street, where, look as I would, up and down, I
could see no human being. But my next sharp recollection begins with the
crack of a rifle and an abrupt becoming aware that I am being fired at by
a soldier in an automobile. The shot missed, and the next moment I was
screaming and motioning the signals. My memory of riding in the automobile
is very hazy, though this ride, in turn, is broken by one vivid picture.
The crack of the rifle of the soldier sitting beside me made me open my
eyes, and I saw George Milford, whom I had known in the Pell Street days,
sinking slowly down to the sidewalk. Even as he sank the soldier fired
again, and Milford doubled in, then flung his body out, and fell
sprawling. The soldier chuckled, and the automobile sped on.</p>
<p>The next I knew after that I was awakened out of a sound sleep by a man
who walked up and down close beside me. His face was drawn and strained,
and the sweat rolled down his nose from his forehead. One hand was
clutched tightly against his chest by the other hand, and blood dripped
down upon the floor as he walked. He wore the uniform of the Mercenaries.
From without, as through thick walls, came the muffled roar of bursting
bombs. I was in some building that was locked in combat with some other
building.</p>
<p>A surgeon came in to dress the wounded soldier, and I learned that it was
two in the afternoon. My headache was no better, and the surgeon paused
from his work long enough to give me a powerful drug that would depress
the heart and bring relief. I slept again, and the next I knew I was on
top of the building. The immediate fighting had ceased, and I was watching
the balloon attack on the fortresses. Some one had an arm around me and I
was leaning close against him. It came to me quite as a matter of course
that this was Ernest, and I found myself wondering how he had got his hair
and eyebrows so badly singed.</p>
<p>It was by the merest chance that we had found each other in that terrible
city. He had had no idea that I had left New York, and, coming through the
room where I lay asleep, could not at first believe that it was I. Little
more I saw of the Chicago Commune. After watching the balloon attack,
Ernest took me down into the heart of the building, where I slept the
afternoon out and the night. The third day we spent in the building, and
on the fourth, Ernest having got permission and an automobile from the
authorities, we left Chicago.</p>
<p>My headache was gone, but, body and soul, I was very tired. I lay back
against Ernest in the automobile, and with apathetic eyes watched the
soldiers trying to get the machine out of the city. Fighting was still
going on, but only in isolated localities. Here and there whole districts
were still in possession of the comrades, but such districts were
surrounded and guarded by heavy bodies of troops. In a hundred segregated
traps were the comrades thus held while the work of subjugating them went
on. Subjugation meant death, for no quarter was given, and they fought
heroically to the last man.*</p>
<p>* Numbers of the buildings held out over a week, while one<br/>
held out eleven days. Each building had to be stormed like<br/>
a fort, and the Mercenaries fought their way upward floor by<br/>
floor. It was deadly fighting. Quarter was neither given<br/>
nor taken, and in the fighting the revolutionists had the<br/>
advantage of being above. While the revolutionists were<br/>
wiped out, the loss was not one-sided. The proud Chicago<br/>
proletariat lived up to its ancient boast. For as many of<br/>
itself as were killed, it killed that many of the enemy.<br/></p>
<p>Whenever we approached such localities, the guards turned us back and sent
us around. Once, the only way past two strong positions of the comrades
was through a burnt section that lay between. From either side we could
hear the rattle and roar of war, while the automobile picked its way
through smoking ruins and tottering walls. Often the streets were blocked
by mountains of debris that compelled us to go around. We were in a
labyrinth of ruin, and our progress was slow.</p>
<p>The stockyards (ghetto, plant, and everything) were smouldering ruins. Far
off to the right a wide smoke haze dimmed the sky,—the town of
Pullman, the soldier chauffeur told us, or what had been the town of
Pullman, for it was utterly destroyed. He had driven the machine out
there, with despatches, on the afternoon of the third day. Some of the
heaviest fighting had occurred there, he said, many of the streets being
rendered impassable by the heaps of the dead.</p>
<p>Swinging around the shattered walls of a building, in the stockyards
district, the automobile was stopped by a wave of dead. It was for all the
world like a wave tossed up by the sea. It was patent to us what had
happened. As the mob charged past the corner, it had been swept, at right
angles and point-blank range, by the machine-guns drawn up on the cross
street. But disaster had come to the soldiers. A chance bomb must have
exploded among them, for the mob, checked until its dead and dying formed
the wave, had white-capped and flung forward its foam of living, fighting
slaves. Soldiers and slaves lay together, torn and mangled, around and
over the wreckage of the automobiles and guns.</p>
<p>Ernest sprang out. A familiar pair of shoulders in a cotton shirt and a
familiar fringe of white hair had caught his eye. I did not watch him, and
it was not until he was back beside me and we were speeding on that he
said:</p>
<p>"It was Bishop Morehouse."</p>
<p>Soon we were in the green country, and I took one last glance back at the
smoke-filled sky. Faint and far came the low thud of an explosion. Then I
turned my face against Ernest's breast and wept softly for the Cause that
was lost. Ernest's arm about me was eloquent with love.</p>
<p>"For this time lost, dear heart," he said, "but not forever. We have
learned. To-morrow the Cause will rise again, strong with wisdom and
discipline."</p>
<p>The automobile drew up at a railroad station. Here we would catch a train
to New York. As we waited on the platform, three trains thundered past,
bound west to Chicago. They were crowded with ragged, unskilled laborers,
people of the abyss.</p>
<p>"Slave-levies for the rebuilding of Chicago," Ernest said. "You see, the
Chicago slaves are all killed."</p>
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