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<h2> CHAPTER TWELVE </h2>
<p>On returning to the Heyst bungalow, rapid as if on wings, Ricardo found
Lena waiting for him. She was dressed in black; and at once his uplifting
exultation was replaced by an awed and quivering patience before her white
face, before the immobility of her reposeful pose, the more amazing to him
who had encountered the strength of her limbs and the indomitable spirit
in her body. She had come out after Heyst's departure, and had sat down
under the portrait to wait for the return of the man of violence and
death. While lifting the curtain, she felt the anguish of her disobedience
to her lover, which was soothed by a feeling she had known before—a
gentle flood of penetrating sweetness. She was not automatically obeying a
momentary suggestion, she was under influences more deliberate, more
vague, and of greater potency. She had been prompted, not by her will, but
by a force that was outside of her and more worthy. She reckoned upon
nothing definite; she had calculated nothing. She saw only her purpose of
capturing death—savage, sudden, irresponsible death, prowling round
the man who possessed her, death embodied in the knife ready to strike
into his heart. No doubt it had been a sin to throw herself into his arms.
With that inspiration that descends at times from above for the good or
evil of our common mediocrity, she had a sense of having been for him only
a violent and sincere choice of curiosity and pity—a thing that
passes. She did not know him. If he were to go away from her and
disappear, she would utter no reproach, she would not resent it; for she
would hold in herself the impress of something most rare and precious—his
embraces made her own by her courage in saving his life.</p>
<p>All she thought of—the essence of her tremors, her flushes of heat,
and her shudders of cold—was the question how to get hold of that
knife, the mark and sign of stalking death. A tremor of impatience to
clutch the frightful thing, glimpsed once and unforgettable, agitated her
hands.</p>
<p>The instinctive flinging forward of these hands stopped Ricardo dead short
between the door and her chair, with the ready obedience of a conquered
man who can bide his time. Her success disconcerted her. She listened to
the man's impassioned transports of terrible eulogy and even more awful
declarations of love. She was even able to meet his eyes, oblique, apt to
glide away, throwing feral gleams of desire.</p>
<p>"No!" he was saying, after a fiery outpouring of words in which the most
ferocious phrases of love were mingled with wooing accents of entreaty. "I
will have no more of it! Don't you mistrust me. I am sober in my talk.
Feel how quietly my heart beats. Ten times today when you, you, you, swam
in my eye, I thought it would burst one of my ribs or leap out of my
throat. It has knocked itself dead and tired, waiting for this evening,
for this very minute. And now it can do no more. Feel how quiet it is!"</p>
<p>He made a step forward, but she raised her clear voice commandingly:</p>
<p>"No nearer!"</p>
<p>He stopped with a smile of imbecile worship on his lips, and with the
delighted obedience of a man who could at any moment seize her in his
hands and dash her to the ground.</p>
<p>"Ah! If I had taken you by the throat this morning and had my way with
you, I should never have known what you are. And now I do. You are a
wonder! And so am I, in my way. I have nerve, and I have brains, too. We
should have been lost many times but for me. I plan—I plot for my
gentleman. Gentleman—pah! I am sick of him. And you are sick of
yours, eh? You, you!"</p>
<p>He shook all over; he cooed at her a string of endearing names, obscene
and tender, and then asked abruptly:</p>
<p>"Why don't you speak to me?"</p>
<p>"It's my part to listen," she said, giving him an inscrutable smile, with
a flush on her cheek and her lips cold as ice.</p>
<p>"But you will answer me?"</p>
<p>"Yes," she said, her eyes dilated as if with sudden interest.</p>
<p>"Where's that plunder? Do you know?"</p>
<p>"No! Not yet."</p>
<p>"But there is plunder stowed somewhere that's worth having?"</p>
<p>"Yes, I think so. But who knows?" she added after a pause.</p>
<p>"And who cares?" he retorted recklessly. "I've had enough of this crawling
on my belly. It's you who are my treasure. It's I who found you out where
a gentleman had buried you to rot for his accursed pleasure!"</p>
<p>He looked behind him and all around for a seat, then turned to her his
troubled eyes and dim smile.</p>
<p>"I am dog-tired," he said, and sat down on the floor. "I went tired this
morning, since I came in here and started talking to you—as tired as
if I had been pouring my life-blood here on these planks for you to dabble
your white feet in."</p>
<p>Unmoved, she nodded at him thoughtfully. Woman-like, all her faculties
remained concentrated on her heart's desire—on the knife—while
the man went on babbling insanely at her feet, ingratiating and savage,
almost crazy with elation. But he, too, was holding on to his purpose.</p>
<p>"For you! For you I will throw away money, lives—all the lives but
mine! What you want is a man, a master that will let you put the heel of
your shoe on his neck; not that skulker, who will get tired of you in a
year—and you of him. And then what? You are not the one to sit
still; neither am I. I live for myself, and you shall live for yourself,
too—not for a Swedish baron. They make a convenience of people like
you and me. A gentleman is better than an employer, but an equal
partnership against all the 'yporcrits is the thing for you and me. We'll
go on wandering the world over, you and I both free and both true. You are
no cage bird. We'll rove together, for we are of them that have no homes.
We are born rovers!"</p>
<p>She listened to him with the utmost attention, as if any unexpected word
might give her some sort of opening to get that dagger, that awful knife—to
disarm murder itself, pleading for her love at her feet. Again she nodded
at him thoughtfully, rousing a gleam in his yellow eyes, yearning
devotedly upon her face. When he hitched himself a little closer, her soul
had no movement of recoil. This had to be. Anything had to be which would
bring the knife within her reach. He talked more confidentially now.</p>
<p>"We have met, and their time has come," he began, looking up into her
eyes. "The partnership between me and my gentleman has to be ripped up.
There's no room for him where we two are. Why, he would shoot me like a
dog! Don't you worry. This will settle it not later than tonight!"</p>
<p>He tapped his folded leg below the knee, and was surprised, flattered, by
the lighting up of her face, which stooped towards him eagerly and
remained expectant, the lips girlishly parted, red in the pale face, and
quivering in the quickened drawing of her breath.</p>
<p>"You marvel, you miracle, you man's luck and joy—one in a million!
No, the only one. You have found your man in me," he whispered
tremulously. "Listen! They are having their last talk together; for I'll
do for your gentleman, too, by midnight."</p>
<p>Without the slightest tremor she murmured, as soon as the tightening of
her breast had eased off and the words would come:</p>
<p>"I wouldn't be in too much of a hurry—with him."</p>
<p>The pause, the tone, had all the value of meditated advice.</p>
<p>"Good, thrifty girl!" he laughed low, with a strange feline gaiety,
expressed by the undulating movement of his shoulders and the sparkling
snap of his oblique eyes. "You are still thinking about the chance of that
swag. You'll make a good partner, that you will! And, I say, what a decoy
you will make! Jee-miny!"</p>
<p>He was carried away for a moment, but his face darkened swiftly.</p>
<p>"No! No reprieve. What do you think a fellow is—a scarecrow? All hat
and clothes and no feeling, no inside, no brain to make fancies for
himself? No!" he went on violently. "Never in his life will he go again
into that room of yours—never any more!"</p>
<p>A silence fell. He was gloomy with the torment of his jealousy, and did
not even look at her. She sat up and slowly, gradually, bent lower and
lower over him, as if ready to fall into his arms. He looked up at last,
and checked this droop unwittingly.</p>
<p>"Say! You, who are up to fighting a man with your bare hands, could you—eh?—could
you manage to stick one with a thing like that knife of mine?"</p>
<p>She opened her eyes very wide and gave him a wild smile.</p>
<p>"How can I tell?" she whispered enchantingly. "Will you let me have a look
at it?"</p>
<p>Without taking his eyes from her face, he pulled the knife out of its
sheath—a short, broad, cruel double-edged blade with a bone handle—and
only then looked down at it.</p>
<p>"A good friend," he said simply. "Take it in your hand and feel the
balance," he suggested.</p>
<p>At the moment when she bent forward to receive it from him, there was a
flash of fire in her mysterious eyes—a red gleam in the white mist
which wrapped the promptings and longings of her soul. She had done it!
The very sting of death was in her hands, the venom of the viper in her
paradise, extracted, safe in her possession—and the viper's head all
but lying under her heel. Ricardo, stretched on the mats of the floor,
crept closer and closer to the chair in which she sat.</p>
<p>All her thoughts were busy planning how to keep possession of that weapon
which had seemed to have drawn into itself every danger and menace on the
death-ridden earth. She said with a low laugh, the exultation in which he
failed to recognize:</p>
<p>"I didn't think that you would ever trust me with that thing!"</p>
<p>"Why not?"</p>
<p>"For fear I should suddenly strike you with it."</p>
<p>"What for? For this morning's work? Oh, no! There's no spite in you for
that. You forgave me. You saved me. You got the better of me, too. And
anyhow, what good would it be?"</p>
<p>"No, no good," she admitted.</p>
<p>In her heart she felt that she would not know how to do it; that if it
came to a struggle, she would have to drop the dagger and fight with her
hands.</p>
<p>"Listen. When we are going about the world together, you shall always call
me husband. Do you hear?"</p>
<p>"Yes," she said bracing herself for the contest, in whatever shape it was
coming.</p>
<p>The knife was lying in her lap. She let it slip into the fold of her
dress, and laid her forearms with clasped fingers over her knees, which
she pressed desperately together. The dreaded thing was out of sight at
last. She felt a dampness break out all over her.</p>
<p>"I am not going to hide you, like that good-for-nothing, finicky, sneery
gentleman. You shall be my pride and my chum. Isn't that better than
rotting on an island for the pleasure of a gentleman, till he gives you
the chuck?"</p>
<p>"I'll be anything you like," she said.</p>
<p>In his intoxication he crept closer with every word she uttered, with
every movement she made.</p>
<p>"Give your foot," he begged in a timid murmur, and in the full
consciousness of his power.</p>
<p>Anything! Anything to keep murder quiet and disarmed till strength had
returned to her limbs and she could make up her mind what to do. Her
fortitude had been shaken by the very facility of success that had come to
her. She advanced her foot forward a little from under the hem of her
skirt; and he threw himself on it greedily. She was not even aware of him.
She had thought of the forest, to which she had been told to run. Yes, the
forest—that was the place for her to carry off the terrible spoil,
the sting of vanquished death. Ricardo, clasping her ankle, pressed his
lips time after time to the instep, muttering gasping words that were like
sobs, making little noises that resembled the sounds of grief and
distress. Unheard by them both, the thunder growled distantly with angry
modulations of it's tremendous voice, while the world outside shuddered
incessantly around the dead stillness of the room where the framed profile
of Heyst's father looked severely into space.</p>
<p>Suddenly Ricardo felt himself spurned by the foot he had been cherishing—spurned
with a push of such violence into the very hollow of his throat that it
swung him back instantly into an upright position on his knees. He read
his danger in the stony eyes of the girl; and in the very act of leaping
to his feet he heard sharply, detached on the comminatory voice of the
storm the brief report of a shot which half stunned him, in the manner of
a blow. He turned his burning head, and saw Heyst towering in the doorway.
The thought that the beggar had started to prance darted through his mind.
For a fraction of a second his distracted eyes sought for his weapon all
over the floor. He couldn't see it.</p>
<p>"Stick him, you!" he called hoarsely to the girl, and dashed headlong for
the door of the compound.</p>
<p>While he thus obeyed the instinct of self-preservation, his reason was
telling him that he could not possibly reach it alive. It flew open,
however, with a crash, before his launched weight, and instantly he swung
it to behind him. There, his shoulder leaning against it, his hands
clinging to the handle, dazed and alone in the night full of shudders and
muttered menaces, he tried to pull himself together. He asked himself if
he had been shot at more than once. His shoulder was wet with the blood
trickling from his head. Feeling above his ear, he ascertained that it was
only a graze, but the shock of the surprise had unmanned him for the
moment.</p>
<p>What the deuce was the governor about to let the beggar break loose like
this? Or—was the governor dead, perhaps?</p>
<p>The silence within the room awed him. Of going back there could be no
question.</p>
<p>"But she knows how to take care of her self," he muttered.</p>
<p>She had his knife. It was she now who was deadly, while he was disarmed,
no good for the moment. He stole away from the door, staggering, the warm
trickle running down his neck, to find out what had become of the governor
and to provide himself with a firearm from the armoury in the trunks.</p>
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