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<h2> CHAPTER XVIII </h2>
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<p>THAT was Tom's great secret—the scheme to return home with his
brother pirates and attend their own funerals. They had paddled over to
the Missouri shore on a log, at dusk on Saturday, landing five or six
miles below the village; they had slept in the woods at the edge of the
town till nearly daylight, and had then crept through back lanes and
alleys and finished their sleep in the gallery of the church among a chaos
of invalided benches.</p>
<p>At breakfast, Monday morning, Aunt Polly and Mary were very loving to Tom,
and very attentive to his wants. There was an unusual amount of talk. In
the course of it Aunt Polly said:</p>
<p>"Well, I don't say it wasn't a fine joke, Tom, to keep everybody suffering
'most a week so you boys had a good time, but it is a pity you could be so
hard-hearted as to let me suffer so. If you could come over on a log to go
to your funeral, you could have come over and give me a hint some way that
you warn't dead, but only run off."</p>
<p>"Yes, you could have done that, Tom," said Mary; "and I believe you would
if you had thought of it."</p>
<p>"Would you, Tom?" said Aunt Polly, her face lighting wistfully. "Say, now,
would you, if you'd thought of it?"</p>
<p>"I—well, I don't know. 'Twould 'a' spoiled everything."</p>
<p>"Tom, I hoped you loved me that much," said Aunt Polly, with a grieved
tone that discomforted the boy. "It would have been something if you'd
cared enough to <i>think</i> of it, even if you didn't <i>do</i> it."</p>
<p>"Now, auntie, that ain't any harm," pleaded Mary; "it's only Tom's giddy
way—he is always in such a rush that he never thinks of anything."</p>
<p>"More's the pity. Sid would have thought. And Sid would have come and <i>done</i>
it, too. Tom, you'll look back, some day, when it's too late, and wish
you'd cared a little more for me when it would have cost you so little."</p>
<p>"Now, auntie, you know I do care for you," said Tom.</p>
<p>"I'd know it better if you acted more like it."</p>
<p>"I wish now I'd thought," said Tom, with a repentant tone; "but I dreamt
about you, anyway. That's something, ain't it?"</p>
<p>"It ain't much—a cat does that much—but it's better than
nothing. What did you dream?"</p>
<p>"Why, Wednesday night I dreamt that you was sitting over there by the bed,
and Sid was sitting by the woodbox, and Mary next to him."</p>
<p>"Well, so we did. So we always do. I'm glad your dreams could take even
that much trouble about us."</p>
<p>"And I dreamt that Joe Harper's mother was here."</p>
<p>"Why, she was here! Did you dream any more?"</p>
<p>"Oh, lots. But it's so dim, now."</p>
<p>"Well, try to recollect—can't you?"</p>
<p>"Somehow it seems to me that the wind—the wind blowed the—the—"</p>
<p>"Try harder, Tom! The wind did blow something. Come!"</p>
<p>Tom pressed his fingers on his forehead an anxious minute, and then said:</p>
<p>"I've got it now! I've got it now! It blowed the candle!"</p>
<p>"Mercy on us! Go on, Tom—go on!"</p>
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<p>"And it seems to me that you said, 'Why, I believe that that door—'"</p>
<p>"Go <i>on</i>, Tom!"</p>
<p>"Just let me study a moment—just a moment. Oh, yes—you said
you believed the door was open."</p>
<p>"As I'm sitting here, I did! Didn't I, Mary! Go on!"</p>
<p>"And then—and then—well I won't be certain, but it seems like
as if you made Sid go and—and—"</p>
<p>"Well? Well? What did I make him do, Tom? What did I make him do?"</p>
<p>"You made him—you—Oh, you made him shut it."</p>
<p>"Well, for the land's sake! I never heard the beat of that in all my days!
Don't tell <i>me</i> there ain't anything in dreams, any more. Sereny Harper
shall know of this before I'm an hour older. I'd like to see her get
around <i>this</i> with her rubbage 'bout superstition. Go on, Tom!"</p>
<p>"Oh, it's all getting just as bright as day, now. Next you said I warn't
<i>bad</i>, only mischeevous and harum-scarum, and not any more responsible than—than—I
think it was a colt, or something."</p>
<p>"And so it was! Well, goodness gracious! Go on, Tom!"</p>
<p>"And then you began to cry."</p>
<p>"So I did. So I did. Not the first time, neither. And then—"</p>
<p>"Then Mrs. Harper she began to cry, and said Joe was just the same, and
she wished she hadn't whipped him for taking cream when she'd throwed it
out her own self—"</p>
<p>"Tom! The sperrit was upon you! You was a prophesying—that's what
you was doing! Land alive, go on, Tom!"</p>
<p>"Then Sid he said—he said—"</p>
<p>"I don't think I said anything," said Sid.</p>
<p>"Yes you did, Sid," said Mary.</p>
<p>"Shut your heads and let Tom go on! What did he say, Tom?"</p>
<p>"He said—I <i>think</i> he said he hoped I was better off where I was gone
to, but if I'd been better sometimes—"</p>
<p>"<i>There</i>, d'you hear that! It was his very words!"</p>
<p>"And you shut him up sharp."</p>
<p>"I lay I did! There must 'a' been an angel there. There <i>was</i> an angel
there, somewheres!"</p>
<p>"And Mrs. Harper told about Joe scaring her with a firecracker, and you
told about Peter and the Pain-killer—"</p>
<p>"Just as true as I live!"</p>
<p>"And then there was a whole lot of talk 'bout dragging the river for us,
and 'bout having the funeral Sunday, and then you and old Miss Harper
hugged and cried, and she went."</p>
<p>"It happened just so! It happened just so, as sure as I'm a-sitting in
these very tracks. Tom, you couldn't told it more like if you'd 'a' seen
it! And then what? Go on, Tom!"</p>
<p>"Then I thought you prayed for me—and I could see you and hear every
word you said. And you went to bed, and I was so sorry that I took and
wrote on a piece of sycamore bark, 'We ain't dead—we are only off
being pirates,' and put it on the table by the candle; and then you looked
so good, laying there asleep, that I thought I went and leaned over and
kissed you on the lips."</p>
<p>"Did you, Tom, <i>did</i> you! I just forgive you everything for that!" And she
seized the boy in a crushing embrace that made him feel like the guiltiest
of villains.</p>
<p>"It was very kind, even though it was only a—dream," Sid
soliloquized just audibly.</p>
<p>"Shut up, Sid! A body does just the same in a dream as he'd do if he was
awake. Here's a big Milum apple I've been saving for you, Tom, if you was
ever found again—now go 'long to school. I'm thankful to the good
God and Father of us all I've got you back, that's long-suffering and
merciful to them that believe on Him and keep His word, though goodness
knows I'm unworthy of it, but if only the worthy ones got His blessings
and had His hand to help them over the rough places, there's few enough
would smile here or ever enter into His rest when the long night comes. Go
'long Sid, Mary, Tom—take yourselves off—you've hendered me
long enough."</p>
<p>The children left for school, and the old lady to call on Mrs. Harper and
vanquish her realism with Tom's marvellous dream. Sid had better judgment
than to utter the thought that was in his mind as he left the house. It
was this: "Pretty thin—as long a dream as that, without any mistakes
in it!"</p>
<p>What a hero Tom was become, now! He did not go skipping and prancing, but
moved with a dignified swagger as became a pirate who felt that the public
eye was on him. And indeed it was; he tried not to seem to see the looks
or hear the remarks as he passed along, but they were food and drink to
him. Smaller boys than himself flocked at his heels, as proud to be seen
with him, and tolerated by him, as if he had been the drummer at the head
of a procession or the elephant leading a menagerie into town. Boys of his
own size pretended not to know he had been away at all; but they were
consuming with envy, nevertheless. They would have given anything to have
that swarthy sun-tanned skin of his, and his glittering notoriety; and Tom
would not have parted with either for a circus.</p>
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<p>At school the children made so much of him and of Joe, and delivered such
eloquent admiration from their eyes, that the two heroes were not long in
becoming insufferably "stuck-up." They began to tell their adventures to
hungry listeners—but they only began; it was not a thing likely to
have an end, with imaginations like theirs to furnish material. And
finally, when they got out their pipes and went serenely puffing around,
the very summit of glory was reached.</p>
<p>Tom decided that he could be independent of Becky Thatcher now. Glory was
sufficient. He would live for glory. Now that he was distinguished, maybe
she would be wanting to "make up." Well, let her—she should see that
he could be as indifferent as some other people. Presently she arrived.
Tom pretended not to see her. He moved away and joined a group of boys and
girls and began to talk. Soon he observed that she was tripping gayly back
and forth with flushed face and dancing eyes, pretending to be busy
chasing schoolmates, and screaming with laughter when she made a capture;
but he noticed that she always made her captures in his vicinity, and that
she seemed to cast a conscious eye in his direction at such times, too. It
gratified all the vicious vanity that was in him; and so, instead of
winning him, it only "set him up" the more and made him the more diligent
to avoid betraying that he knew she was about. Presently she gave over
skylarking, and moved irresolutely about, sighing once or twice and
glancing furtively and wistfully toward Tom. Then she observed that now
Tom was talking more particularly to Amy Lawrence than to any one else.
She felt a sharp pang and grew disturbed and uneasy at once. She tried to
go away, but her feet were treacherous, and carried her to the group
instead. She said to a girl almost at Tom's elbow—with sham
vivacity:</p>
<p>"Why, Mary Austin! you bad girl, why didn't you come to Sunday-school?"</p>
<p>"I did come—didn't you see me?"</p>
<p>"Why, no! Did you? Where did you sit?"</p>
<p>"I was in Miss Peters' class, where I always go. I saw <i>you</i>."</p>
<p>"Did you? Why, it's funny I didn't see you. I wanted to tell you about the
picnic."</p>
<p>"Oh, that's jolly. Who's going to give it?"</p>
<p>"My ma's going to let me have one."</p>
<p>"Oh, goody; I hope she'll let <i>me</i> come."</p>
<p>"Well, she will. The picnic's for me. She'll let anybody come that I want,
and I want you."</p>
<p>"That's ever so nice. When is it going to be?"</p>
<p>"By and by. Maybe about vacation."</p>
<p>"Oh, won't it be fun! You going to have all the girls and boys?"</p>
<p>"Yes, every one that's friends to me—or wants to be"; and she
glanced ever so furtively at Tom, but he talked right along to Amy
Lawrence about the terrible storm on the island, and how the lightning
tore the great sycamore tree "all to flinders" while he was "standing
within three feet of it."</p>
<p>"Oh, may I come?" said Grace Miller.</p>
<p>"Yes."</p>
<p>"And me?" said Sally Rogers.</p>
<p>"Yes."</p>
<p>"And me, too?" said Susy Harper. "And Joe?"</p>
<p>"Yes."</p>
<p>And so on, with clapping of joyful hands till all the group had begged for
invitations but Tom and Amy. Then Tom turned coolly away, still talking,
and took Amy with him. Becky's lips trembled and the tears came to her
eyes; she hid these signs with a forced gayety and went on chattering, but
the life had gone out of the picnic, now, and out of everything else; she
got away as soon as she could and hid herself and had what her sex call "a
good cry." Then she sat moody, with wounded pride, till the bell rang. She
roused up, now, with a vindictive cast in her eye, and gave her plaited
tails a shake and said she knew what <i>she'd</i> do.</p>
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<p>At recess Tom continued his flirtation with Amy with jubilant
self-satisfaction. And he kept drifting about to find Becky and lacerate
her with the performance. At last he spied her, but there was a sudden
falling of his mercury. She was sitting cosily on a little bench behind
the schoolhouse looking at a picture-book with Alfred Temple—and so
absorbed were they, and their heads so close together over the book, that
they did not seem to be conscious of anything in the world besides.
Jealousy ran red-hot through Tom's veins. He began to hate himself for
throwing away the chance Becky had offered for a reconciliation. He called
himself a fool, and all the hard names he could think of. He wanted to cry
with vexation. Amy chatted happily along, as they walked, for her heart
was singing, but Tom's tongue had lost its function. He did not hear what
Amy was saying, and whenever she paused expectantly he could only stammer
an awkward assent, which was as often misplaced as otherwise. He kept
drifting to the rear of the schoolhouse, again and again, to sear his
eyeballs with the hateful spectacle there. He could not help it. And it
maddened him to see, as he thought he saw, that Becky Thatcher never once
suspected that he was even in the land of the living. But she did see,
nevertheless; and she knew she was winning her fight, too, and was glad to
see him suffer as she had suffered.</p>
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<p>Amy's happy prattle became intolerable. Tom hinted at things he had to
attend to; things that must be done; and time was fleeting. But in vain—the
girl chirped on. Tom thought, "Oh, hang her, ain't I ever going to get rid
of her?" At last he must be attending to those things—and she said
artlessly that she would be "around" when school let out. And he hastened
away, hating her for it.</p>
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<p>"Any other boy!" Tom thought, grating his teeth. "Any boy in the whole
town but that Saint Louis smarty that thinks he dresses so fine and is
aristocracy! Oh, all right, I licked you the first day you ever saw this
town, mister, and I'll lick you again! You just wait till I catch you out!
I'll just take and—"</p>
<p>And he went through the motions of thrashing an imaginary boy—pummelling
the air, and kicking and gouging. "Oh, you do, do you? You holler 'nough,
do you? Now, then, let that learn you!" And so the imaginary flogging was
finished to his satisfaction.</p>
<p>Tom fled home at noon. His conscience could not endure any more of Amy's
grateful happiness, and his jealousy could bear no more of the other
distress. Becky resumed her picture inspections with Alfred, but as the
minutes dragged along and no Tom came to suffer, her triumph began to
cloud and she lost interest; gravity and absentmindedness followed, and
then melancholy; two or three times she pricked up her ear at a footstep,
but it was a false hope; no Tom came. At last she grew entirely miserable
and wished she hadn't carried it so far. When poor Alfred, seeing that he
was losing her, he did not know how, kept exclaiming: "Oh, here's a jolly
one! look at this!" she lost patience at last, and said, "Oh, don't bother
me! I don't care for them!" and burst into tears, and got up and walked
away.</p>
<p>Alfred dropped alongside and was going to try to comfort her, but she
said:</p>
<p>"Go away and leave me alone, can't you! I hate you!"</p>
<p>So the boy halted, wondering what he could have done—for she had
said she would look at pictures all through the nooning—and she
walked on, crying. Then Alfred went musing into the deserted schoolhouse.
He was humiliated and angry. He easily guessed his way to the truth—the
girl had simply made a convenience of him to vent her spite upon Tom
Sawyer. He was far from hating Tom the less when this thought occurred to
him. He wished there was some way to get that boy into trouble without
much risk to himself. Tom's spelling-book fell under his eye. Here was his
opportunity. He gratefully opened to the lesson for the afternoon and
poured ink upon the page.</p>
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<p>Becky, glancing in at a window behind him at the moment, saw the act, and
moved on, without discovering herself. She started homeward, now,
intending to find Tom and tell him; Tom would be thankful and their
troubles would be healed. Before she was half way home, however, she had
changed her mind. The thought of Tom's treatment of her when she was
talking about her picnic came scorching back and filled her with shame.
She resolved to let him get whipped on the damaged spelling-book's
account, and to hate him forever, into the bargain.</p>
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<h2> CHAPTER XIX </h2>
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<p>TOM arrived at home in a dreary mood, and the first thing his aunt said to
him showed him that he had brought his sorrows to an unpromising market:</p>
<p>"Tom, I've a notion to skin you alive!"</p>
<p>"Auntie, what have I done?"</p>
<p>"Well, you've done enough. Here I go over to Sereny Harper, like an old
softy, expecting I'm going to make her believe all that rubbage about that
dream, when lo and behold you she'd found out from Joe that you was over
here and heard all the talk we had that night. Tom, I don't know what is
to become of a boy that will act like that. It makes me feel so bad to
think you could let me go to Sereny Harper and make such a fool of myself
and never say a word."</p>
<p>This was a new aspect of the thing. His smartness of the morning had
seemed to Tom a good joke before, and very ingenious. It merely looked
mean and shabby now. He hung his head and could not think of anything to
say for a moment. Then he said:</p>
<p>"Auntie, I wish I hadn't done it—but I didn't think."</p>
<p>"Oh, child, you never think. You never think of anything but your own
selfishness. You could think to come all the way over here from Jackson's
Island in the night to laugh at our troubles, and you could think to fool
me with a lie about a dream; but you couldn't ever think to pity us and
save us from sorrow."</p>
<p>"Auntie, I know now it was mean, but I didn't mean to be mean. I didn't,
honest. And besides, I didn't come over here to laugh at you that night."</p>
<p>"What did you come for, then?"</p>
<p>"It was to tell you not to be uneasy about us, because we hadn't got
drownded."</p>
<p>"Tom, Tom, I would be the thankfullest soul in this world if I could
believe you ever had as good a thought as that, but you know you never did—and
I know it, Tom."</p>
<p>"Indeed and 'deed I did, auntie—I wish I may never stir if I
didn't."</p>
<p>"Oh, Tom, don't lie—don't do it. It only makes things a hundred
times worse."</p>
<p>"It ain't a lie, auntie; it's the truth. I wanted to keep you from
grieving—that was all that made me come."</p>
<p>"I'd give the whole world to believe that—it would cover up a power
of sins, Tom. I'd 'most be glad you'd run off and acted so bad. But it
ain't reasonable; because, why didn't you tell me, child?"</p>
<p>"Why, you see, when you got to talking about the funeral, I just got all
full of the idea of our coming and hiding in the church, and I couldn't
somehow bear to spoil it. So I just put the bark back in my pocket and
kept mum."</p>
<p>"What bark?"</p>
<p>"The bark I had wrote on to tell you we'd gone pirating. I wish, now,
you'd waked up when I kissed you—I do, honest."</p>
<p>The hard lines in his aunt's face relaxed and a sudden tenderness dawned
in her eyes.</p>
<p>"<i>Did</i> you kiss me, Tom?"</p>
<p>"Why, yes, I did."</p>
<p>"Are you sure you did, Tom?"</p>
<p>"Why, yes, I did, auntie—certain sure."</p>
<p>"What did you kiss me for, Tom?"</p>
<p>"Because I loved you so, and you laid there moaning and I was so sorry."</p>
<p>The words sounded like truth. The old lady could not hide a tremor in her
voice when she said:</p>
<p>"Kiss me again, Tom!—and be off with you to school, now, and don't
bother me any more."</p>
<p>The moment he was gone, she ran to a closet and got out the ruin of a
jacket which Tom had gone pirating in. Then she stopped, with it in her
hand, and said to herself:</p>
<p>"No, I don't dare. Poor boy, I reckon he's lied about it—but it's a
blessed, blessed lie, there's such a comfort come from it. I hope the Lord—I
<i>know</i> the Lord will forgive him, because it was such good-heartedness in
him to tell it. But I don't want to find out it's a lie. I won't look."</p>
<p>She put the jacket away, and stood by musing a minute. Twice she put out
her hand to take the garment again, and twice she refrained. Once more she
ventured, and this time she fortified herself with the thought: "It's a
good lie—it's a good lie—I won't let it grieve me." So she
sought the jacket pocket. A moment later she was reading Tom's piece of
bark through flowing tears and saying: "I could forgive the boy, now, if
he'd committed a million sins!"</p>
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<h2> CHAPTER XX </h2>
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<p>THERE was something about Aunt Polly's manner, when she kissed Tom, that
swept away his low spirits and made him lighthearted and happy again. He
started to school and had the luck of coming upon Becky Thatcher at the
head of Meadow Lane. His mood always determined his manner. Without a
moment's hesitation he ran to her and said:</p>
<p>"I acted mighty mean today, Becky, and I'm so sorry. I won't ever, ever do
that way again, as long as ever I live—please make up, won't you?"</p>
<p>The girl stopped and looked him scornfully in the face:</p>
<p>"I'll thank you to keep yourself <i>to</i> yourself, Mr. Thomas Sawyer. I'll
never speak to you again."</p>
<p>She tossed her head and passed on. Tom was so stunned that he had not even
presence of mind enough to say "Who cares, Miss Smarty?" until the right
time to say it had gone by. So he said nothing. But he was in a fine rage,
nevertheless. He moped into the schoolyard wishing she were a boy, and
imagining how he would trounce her if she were. He presently encountered
her and delivered a stinging remark as he passed. She hurled one in
return, and the angry breach was complete. It seemed to Becky, in her hot
resentment, that she could hardly wait for school to "take in," she was so
impatient to see Tom flogged for the injured spelling-book. If she had had
any lingering notion of exposing Alfred Temple, Tom's offensive fling had
driven it entirely away.</p>
<p>Poor girl, she did not know how fast she was nearing trouble herself. The
master, Mr. Dobbins, had reached middle age with an unsatisfied ambition.
The darling of his desires was, to be a doctor, but poverty had decreed
that he should be nothing higher than a village schoolmaster. Every day he
took a mysterious book out of his desk and absorbed himself in it at times
when no classes were reciting. He kept that book under lock and key. There
was not an urchin in school but was perishing to have a glimpse of it, but
the chance never came. Every boy and girl had a theory about the nature of
that book; but no two theories were alike, and there was no way of getting
at the facts in the case. Now, as Becky was passing by the desk, which
stood near the door, she noticed that the key was in the lock! It was a
precious moment. She glanced around; found herself alone, and the next
instant she had the book in her hands. The titlepage—Professor
Somebody's <i>Anatomy</i>—carried no information to her mind; so she began
to turn the leaves. She came at once upon a handsomely engraved and
colored frontispiece—a human figure, stark naked. At that moment a
shadow fell on the page and Tom Sawyer stepped in at the door and caught a
glimpse of the picture. Becky snatched at the book to close it, and had
the hard luck to tear the pictured page half down the middle. She thrust
the volume into the desk, turned the key, and burst out crying with shame
and vexation.</p>
<p>"Tom Sawyer, you are just as mean as you can be, to sneak up on a person
and look at what they're looking at."</p>
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<p>"How could I know you was looking at anything?"</p>
<p>"You ought to be ashamed of yourself, Tom Sawyer; you know you're going to
tell on me, and oh, what shall I do, what shall I do! I'll be whipped, and
I never was whipped in school."</p>
<p>Then she stamped her little foot and said:</p>
<p>"<i>Be</i> so mean if you want to! I know something that's going to happen. You
just wait and you'll see! Hateful, hateful, hateful!"—and she flung
out of the house with a new explosion of crying.</p>
<p>Tom stood still, rather flustered by this onslaught. Presently he said to
himself:</p>
<p>"What a curious kind of a fool a girl is! Never been licked in school!
Shucks! What's a licking! That's just like a girl—they're so
thin-skinned and chicken-hearted. Well, of course I ain't going to tell
old Dobbins on this little fool, because there's other ways of getting
even on her, that ain't so mean; but what of it? Old Dobbins will ask who
it was tore his book. Nobody'll answer. Then he'll do just the way he
always does—ask first one and then t'other, and when he comes to the
right girl he'll know it, without any telling. Girls' faces always tell on
them. They ain't got any backbone. She'll get licked. Well, it's a kind of
a tight place for Becky Thatcher, because there ain't any way out of it."
Tom conned the thing a moment longer, and then added: "All right, though;
she'd like to see me in just such a fix—let her sweat it out!"</p>
<p>Tom joined the mob of skylarking scholars outside. In a few moments the
master arrived and school "took in." Tom did not feel a strong interest in
his studies. Every time he stole a glance at the girls' side of the room
Becky's face troubled him. Considering all things, he did not want to pity
her, and yet it was all he could do to help it. He could get up no
exultation that was really worthy the name. Presently the spelling-book
discovery was made, and Tom's mind was entirely full of his own matters
for a while after that. Becky roused up from her lethargy of distress and
showed good interest in the proceedings. She did not expect that Tom could
get out of his trouble by denying that he spilt the ink on the book
himself; and she was right. The denial only seemed to make the thing worse
for Tom. Becky supposed she would be glad of that, and she tried to
believe she was glad of it, but she found she was not certain. When the
worst came to the worst, she had an impulse to get up and tell on Alfred
Temple, but she made an effort and forced herself to keep still—because,
said she to herself, "he'll tell about me tearing the picture sure. I
wouldn't say a word, not to save his life!"</p>
<p>Tom took his whipping and went back to his seat not at all broken-hearted,
for he thought it was possible that he had unknowingly upset the ink on
the spelling-book himself, in some skylarking bout—he had denied it
for form's sake and because it was custom, and had stuck to the denial
from principle.</p>
<p>A whole hour drifted by, the master sat nodding in his throne, the air was
drowsy with the hum of study. By and by, Mr. Dobbins straightened himself
up, yawned, then unlocked his desk, and reached for his book, but seemed
undecided whether to take it out or leave it. Most of the pupils glanced
up languidly, but there were two among them that watched his movements
with intent eyes. Mr. Dobbins fingered his book absently for a while, then
took it out and settled himself in his chair to read! Tom shot a glance at
Becky. He had seen a hunted and helpless rabbit look as she did, with a
gun levelled at its head. Instantly he forgot his quarrel with her. Quick—something
must be done! done in a flash, too! But the very imminence of the
emergency paralyzed his invention. Good!—he had an inspiration! He
would run and snatch the book, spring through the door and fly. But his
resolution shook for one little instant, and the chance was lost—the
master opened the volume. If Tom only had the wasted opportunity back
again! Too late. There was no help for Becky now, he said. The next moment
the master faced the school. Every eye sank under his gaze. There was that
in it which smote even the innocent with fear. There was silence while one
might count ten—the master was gathering his wrath. Then he spoke:
"Who tore this book?"</p>
<p>There was not a sound. One could have heard a pin drop. The stillness
continued; the master searched face after face for signs of guilt.</p>
<p>"Benjamin Rogers, did you tear this book?"</p>
<p>A denial. Another pause.</p>
<p>"Joseph Harper, did you?"</p>
<p>Another denial. Tom's uneasiness grew more and more intense under the slow
torture of these proceedings. The master scanned the ranks of boys—considered
a while, then turned to the girls:</p>
<p>"Amy Lawrence?"</p>
<p>A shake of the head.</p>
<p>"Gracie Miller?"</p>
<p>The same sign.</p>
<p>"Susan Harper, did you do this?"</p>
<p>Another negative. The next girl was Becky Thatcher. Tom was trembling from
head to foot with excitement and a sense of the hopelessness of the
situation.</p>
<p>"Rebecca Thatcher" [Tom glanced at her face—it was white with terror]—"did
you tear—no, look me in the face" [her hands rose in appeal]—"did
you tear this book?"</p>
<p>A thought shot like lightning through Tom's brain. He sprang to his feet
and shouted—"I done it!"</p>
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<p>The school stared in perplexity at this incredible folly. Tom stood a
moment, to gather his dismembered faculties; and when he stepped forward
to go to his punishment the surprise, the gratitude, the adoration that
shone upon him out of poor Becky's eyes seemed pay enough for a hundred
floggings. Inspired by the splendor of his own act, he took without an
outcry the most merciless flaying that even Mr. Dobbins had ever
administered; and also received with indifference the added cruelty of a
command to remain two hours after school should be dismissed—for he
knew who would wait for him outside till his captivity was done, and not
count the tedious time as loss, either.</p>
<p>Tom went to bed that night planning vengeance against Alfred Temple; for
with shame and repentance Becky had told him all, not forgetting her own
treachery; but even the longing for vengeance had to give way, soon, to
pleasanter musings, and he fell asleep at last with Becky's latest words
lingering dreamily in his ear—</p>
<p>"Tom, how <i>could</i> you be so noble!"</p>
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