<h3>Chapter 10</h3>
<p>The artist Mihailov was, as always, at work when the cards of Count Vronsky and
Golenishtchev were brought to him. In the morning he had been working in his
studio at his big picture. On getting home he flew into a rage with his wife
for not having managed to put off the landlady, who had been asking for money.</p>
<p>“I’ve said it to you twenty times, don’t enter into details.
You’re fool enough at all times, and when you start explaining things in
Italian you’re a fool three times as foolish,” he said after a long
dispute.</p>
<p>“Don’t let it run so long; it’s not my fault. If I had the
money....”</p>
<p>“Leave me in peace, for God’s sake!” Mihailov shrieked, with
tears in his voice, and, stopping his ears, he went off into his working room,
the other side of a partition wall, and closed the door after him.
“Idiotic woman!” he said to himself, sat down to the table, and,
opening a portfolio, he set to work at once with peculiar fervor at a sketch he
had begun.</p>
<p>Never did he work with such fervor and success as when things went ill with
him, and especially when he quarreled with his wife. “Oh! damn them
all!” he thought as he went on working. He was making a sketch for the
figure of a man in a violent rage. A sketch had been made before, but he was
dissatisfied with it. “No, that one was better ... where is it?” He
went back to his wife, and scowling, and not looking at her, asked his eldest
little girl, where was that piece of paper he had given them? The paper with
the discarded sketch on it was found, but it was dirty, and spotted with
candle-grease. Still, he took the sketch, laid it on his table, and, moving a
little away, screwing up his eyes, he fell to gazing at it. All at once he
smiled and gesticulated gleefully.</p>
<p>“That’s it! that’s it!” he said, and, at once picking
up the pencil, he began rapidly drawing. The spot of tallow had given the man a
new pose.</p>
<p>He had sketched this new pose, when all at once he recalled the face of a
shopkeeper of whom he had bought cigars, a vigorous face with a prominent chin,
and he sketched this very face, this chin on to the figure of the man. He
laughed aloud with delight. The figure from a lifeless imagined thing had
become living, and such that it could never be changed. That figure lived, and
was clearly and unmistakably defined. The sketch might be corrected in
accordance with the requirements of the figure, the legs, indeed, could and
must be put differently, and the position of the left hand must be quite
altered; the hair too might be thrown back. But in making these corrections he
was not altering the figure but simply getting rid of what concealed the
figure. He was, as it were, stripping off the wrappings which hindered it from
being distinctly seen. Each new feature only brought out the whole figure in
all its force and vigor, as it had suddenly come to him from the spot of
tallow. He was carefully finishing the figure when the cards were brought him.</p>
<p>“Coming, coming!”</p>
<p>He went in to his wife.</p>
<p>“Come, Sasha, don’t be cross!” he said, smiling timidly and
affectionately at her. “You were to blame. I was to blame. I’ll
make it all right.” And having made peace with his wife he put on an
olive-green overcoat with a velvet collar and a hat, and went towards his
studio. The successful figure he had already forgotten. Now he was delighted
and excited at the visit of these people of consequence, Russians, who had come
in their carriage.</p>
<p>Of his picture, the one that stood now on his easel, he had at the bottom of
his heart one conviction—that no one had ever painted a picture like it.
He did not believe that his picture was better than all the pictures of
Raphael, but he knew that what he tried to convey in that picture, no one ever
had conveyed. This he knew positively, and had known a long while, ever since
he had begun to paint it. But other people’s criticisms, whatever they
might be, had yet immense consequence in his eyes, and they agitated him to the
depths of his soul. Any remark, the most insignificant, that showed that the
critic saw even the tiniest part of what he saw in the picture, agitated him to
the depths of his soul. He always attributed to his critics a more profound
comprehension than he had himself, and always expected from them something he
did not himself see in the picture. And often in their criticisms he fancied
that he had found this.</p>
<p>He walked rapidly to the door of his studio, and in spite of his excitement he
was struck by the soft light on Anna’s figure as she stood in the shade
of the entrance listening to Golenishtchev, who was eagerly telling her
something, while she evidently wanted to look round at the artist. He was
himself unconscious how, as he approached them, he seized on this impression
and absorbed it, as he had the chin of the shopkeeper who had sold him the
cigars, and put it away somewhere to be brought out when he wanted it. The
visitors, not agreeably impressed beforehand by Golenishtchev’s account
of the artist, were still less so by his personal appearance. Thick-set and of
middle height, with nimble movements, with his brown hat, olive-green coat and
narrow trousers—though wide trousers had been a long while in
fashion,—most of all, with the ordinariness of his broad face, and the
combined expression of timidity and anxiety to keep up his dignity, Mihailov
made an unpleasant impression.</p>
<p>“Please step in,” he said, trying to look indifferent, and going
into the passage he took a key out of his pocket and opened the door.</p>
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