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<p>Paris, May 3.—On our arrival at the hotel I was informed that no
message had yet been received from the Embassy.</p>
<p>We found Lady Loring alone at the breakfast-table, when we had rested
after our night journey.</p>
<p>"Romayne still lives," she said. "But his voice has sunk to a whisper, and
he is unable to breathe if he tries to rest in bed. Stella has gone to the
Embassy; she hopes to see him to-day for the second time."</p>
<p>"Only for the second time!" I exclaimed.</p>
<p>"You forget, Mr. Winterfield, that Romayne is a priest. He was only
consecrated on the customary condition of an absolute separation from his
wife. On her side—never let her know that I told you this—Stella
signed a formal document, sent from Rome, asserting that she consented of
her own free will to the separation. She was relieved from the performance
of another formality (which I need not mention more particularly) by a
special dispensation. Under these circumstances—communicated to me
while Stella and I have been together in this house—the wife's
presence at the bedside of her dying husband is regarded by the other
priests at the Embassy as a scandal and a profanation. The kind-hearted
Nuncio is blamed for having exceeded his powers in yielding (even under
protest) to the last wishes of a dying man. He is now in communication
with Rome, waiting for the final instructions which are to guide him."</p>
<p>"Has Romayne seen his child?" I asked.</p>
<p>"Stella has taken the child with her to-day. It is doubtful in the last
degree whether the poor little boy will be allowed to enter his father's
room. <i>That</i> complication is even more serious than the other. The
dying Romayne persists in his resolution to see the child. So completely
has his way of thinking been altered by the approach of death, and by the
closing of the brilliant prospect which was before him, that he even
threatens to recant, with his last breath, if his wishes are not complied
with. How it will end I cannot even venture to guess.</p>
<p>"Unless the merciful course taken by the Nuncio is confirmed," said Lord
Loring, "it may end in a revival of the protest of the Catholic priests in
Germany against the prohibition of marriage to the clergy. The movement
began in Silesia in 1826, and was followed by unions (or Leagues, as we
should call them now) in Baden, Wurtemburg, Bavaria, and Rhenish Prussia.
Later still, the agitation spread to France and Austria. It was only
checked by a papal bull issued in 1847, reiterating the final decision of
the famous Council of Trent in favor of the celibacy of the priesthood.
Few people are aware that this rule has been an institution of slow growth
among the clergy of the Church of Rome. Even as late as the twelfth
century, there were still priests who set the prohibition of marriage at
defiance."</p>
<p>I listened, as one of the many ignorant persons alluded to by Lord Loring.
It was with difficulty that I fixed my attention on what he was saying. My
thoughts wandered to Stella and to the dying man. I looked at the clock.</p>
<p>Lady Loring evidently shared the feeling of suspense that had got
possession of me. She rose and walked to the window.</p>
<p>"Here is the message!" she said, recognizing her traveling servant as he
entered the hotel door.</p>
<p>The man appeared, with a line written on a card. I was requested to
present the card at the Embassy, without delay.</p>
<p>May 4.—I am only now able to continue my record of the events of
yesterday.</p>
<p>A silent servant received me at the Embassy, looked at the card, and led
the way to an upper floor of the house. Arrived at the end of a long
passage, he opened a door, and retired.</p>
<p>As I crossed the threshold Stella met me. She took both my hands in hers
and looked at me in silence. All that was true and good and noble
expressed itself in that look.</p>
<p>The interval passed, and she spoke—very sadly, very quietly.</p>
<p>"One more work of mercy, Bernard. Help him to die with a heart at rest."</p>
<p>She drew back—and I approached him.</p>
<p>He reclined, propped up with pillows, in a large easy-chair; it was the
one position in which he could still breathe with freedom. The ashy shades
of death were on his wasted face. In the eyes alone, as they slowly turned
on me, there still glimmered the waning light of life. One of his arms
hung down over the chair; the other was clasped round his child, sitting
on his knee. The boy looked at me wonderingly, as I stood by his father.
Romayne signed to me to stoop, so that I might hear him.</p>
<p>"Penrose?" he asked, faintly whispering. "Dear Arthur! Not dying, like
me?"</p>
<p>I quieted <i>that</i> anxiety. For a moment there was even the shadow of a
smile on his face, as I told him of the effort that Penrose had vainly
made to be the companion of my journey. He asked me, by another gesture,
to bend my ear to him once more.</p>
<p>"My last grateful blessing to Penrose. And to you. May I not say it? You
have saved Arthur"—his eyes turned toward Stella—"you have
been <i>her</i> best friend." He paused to recover his feeble breath;
looking round the large room, without a creature in it but ourselves. Once
more the melancholy shadow of a smile passed over his face—and
vanished. I listened, nearer to him still.</p>
<p>"Christ took a child on His knee. The priests call themselves ministers of
Christ. They have left me, because of <i>this</i> child, here on my knee.
Wrong, wrong, wrong. Winterfield, Death is a great teacher. I know how I
have erred—what I have lost. Wife and child. How poor and barren all
the rest of it looks now!"</p>
<p>He was silent for a while. Was he thinking? No: he seemed to be listening—and
yet there was no sound in the room. Stella, anxiously watching him, saw
the listening expression as I did. Her face showed anxiety, but no
surprise.</p>
<p>"Does it torture you still?" she asked.</p>
<p>"No," he said; "I have never heard it plainly, since I left Rome. It has
grown fainter and fainter from that time. It is not a Voice now. It is
hardly a whisper: my repentance is accepted, my release is coming.—Where
is Winterfield?"</p>
<p>She pointed to me.</p>
<p>"I spoke of Rome just now. What did Rome remind me of?" He slowly
recovered the lost recollection. "Tell Winterfield," he whispered to
Stella, "what the Nuncio said when he knew that I was going to die. The
great man reckoned up the dignities that might have been mine if I had
lived. From my place here in the Embassy—"</p>
<p>"Let me say it," she gently interposed, "and spare your strength for
better things. From your place in the Embassy you would have mounted a
step higher to the office of Vice-Legate. Those duties wisely performed,
another rise to the Auditorship of the Apostolic Chamber. That office
filled, a last step upward to the highest rank left, the rank of a Prince
of the Church."</p>
<p>"All vanity!" said the dying Romayne. He looked at his wife and his child.
"The true happiness was waiting for me here. And I only know it now. Too
late. Too late."</p>
<p>He laid his head back on the pillow and closed his weary eyes. We thought
he was composing himself to sleep. Stella tried to relieve him of the boy.
"No," he whispered; "I am only resting my eyes to look at him again." We
waited. The child stared at me, in infantine curiosity. His mother knelt
at his side, and whispered in his ear. A bright smile irradiated his face;
his clear brown eyes sparkled; he repeated the forgotten lesson of the
bygone time, and called me once more, "Uncle Ber'."</p>
<p>Romayne heard it. His heavy eyelids opened again. "No," he said. "Not
uncle. Something better and dearer. Stella, give me your hand."</p>
<p>Still kneeling, she obeyed him. He slowly raised himself on the chair.
"Take her hand," he said to me. I too knelt. Her hand lay cold in mine.
After a long interval he spoke to me. "Bernard Winterfield," he said,
"love them, and help them, when I am gone." He laid his weak hand on our
hands, clasped together. "May God protect you! may God bless you!" he
murmured. "Kiss me, Stella."</p>
<p>I remember no more. As a man, I ought to have set a better example; I
ought to have preserved my self-control. It was not to be done. I turned
away from them—and burst out crying.</p>
<p>The minutes passed. Many minutes or few minutes, I don't know which.</p>
<p>A soft knock at the door aroused me. I dashed away the useless tears.
Stella had retired to the further end of the room. She was sitting by the
fireside, with the child in her arms. I withdrew to the same part of the
room, keeping far enough away not to disturb them.</p>
<p>Two strangers came in and placed themselves on either side of Romayne's
chair. He seemed to recognize them unwillingly. From the manner in which
they examined him, I inferred that they were medical men. After a
consultation in low tones, one of them went out.</p>
<p>He returned again almost immediately, followed by the gray-headed
gentleman whom I had noticed on the journey to Paris—and by Father
Benwell.</p>
<p>The Jesuit's vigilant eyes discovered us instantly, in our place near the
fireside. I thought I saw suspicion as well as surprise in his face. But
he recovered himself so rapidly that I could not feel sure. He bowed to
Stella. She made no return; she looked as if she had not even seen him.</p>
<p>One of the doctors was an Englishman. He said to Father Benwell: "Whatever
your business may be with Mr. Romayne, we advise you to enter on it
without delay. Shall we leave the room?"</p>
<p>"Certainly not," Father Benwell answered. "The more witnesses are present,
the more relieved I shall feel." He turned to his traveling companion.
"Let Mr. Romayne's lawyer," he resumed, "state what our business is."</p>
<p>The gray-headed gentleman stepped forward.</p>
<p>"Are you able to attend to me, sir?" he asked.</p>
<p>Romayne, reclining in his chair, apparently lost to all interest in what
was going on, heard and answered. The weak tones of his voice failed to
reach my ear at the other end of the room. The lawyer, seeming to be
satisfied so far, put a formal question to the doctors next. He inquired
if Mr. Romayne was in full possession of his faculties.</p>
<p>Both the physicians answered without hesitation in the affirmative. Father
Benwell added <i>his</i> attestation. "Throughout Mr. Romayne's illness,"
he said firmly, "his mind has been as clear as mine is."</p>
<p>While this was going on, the child had slipped off his mother's lap, with
the natural restlessness of his age. He walked to the fireplace and
stopped—fascinated by the bright red glow of the embers of burning
wood. In one corner of the low fender lay a loose little bundle of sticks,
left there in case the fire might need relighting. The boy, noticing the
bundle, took out one of the sticks and threw it experimentally into the
grate. The flash of flame, as the stick caught fire, delighted him. He
went on burning stick after stick. The new game kept him quiet: his mother
was content to be on the watch, to see that no harm was done.</p>
<p>In the meantime, the lawyer briefly stated his case.</p>
<p>"You remember, Mr. Romayne, that your will was placed, for safe keeping,
in our office," he began. "Father Benwell called upon us, and presented an
order, signed by yourself, authorizing him to convey the will from London
to Paris. The object was to obtain your signature to a codicil, which had
been considered a necessary addition to secure the validity of the will.—Are
you favoring me with your attention, sir?"</p>
<p>Romayne answered by a slight bending of his head. His eyes were fixed on
the boy—still absorbed in throwing his sticks, one by one, into the
fire.</p>
<p>"At the time when your will was executed," the lawyer went on, "Father
Benwell obtained your permission to take a copy of it. Hearing of your
illness, he submitted the copy to a high legal authority. The written
opinion of this competent person declares the clause, bequeathing the
Vange estate to Father Benwell, to be so imperfectly expressed, that the
will might be made a subject of litigation after the testator's death. He
has accordingly appended a form of codicil amending the defect, and we
have added it to the will. I thought it my duty, as one of your legal
advisers, to accompany Father Benwell on his return to Paris in charge of
the will—in case you might feel disposed to make any alteration." He
looked toward Stella and the child as he completed that sentence. The
Jesuit's keen eyes took the same direction. "Shall I read the will, sir?"
the lawyer resumed; "or would you prefer to look at it yourself?"</p>
<p>Romayne held out his hand for the will, in silence. He was still watching
his son. There were but few more sticks now left to be thrown in the fire.</p>
<p>Father Benwell interfered, for the first time.</p>
<p>"One word, Mr. Romayne, before you examine that document," he said. "The
Church receives back from you (through me) the property which was once its
own. Beyond that it authorizes and even desires you to make any changes
which you or your trusted legal adviser may think right. I refer to the
clauses of the will which relate to the property you have inherited from
the late Lady Berrick—and I beg the persons present to bear in
memory the few plain words that I have now spoken."</p>
<p>He bowed with dignity and drew back. Even the lawyer was favorably
impressed. The doctors looked at each other with silent approval. For the
first time, the sad repose of Stella's face was disturbed—I could
see that it cost her an effort to repress her indignation. The one unmoved
person was Romayne. The sheet of paper on which the will was written lay
unregarded upon his lap; his eyes were still riveted on the little figure
at the fireplace.</p>
<p>The child had thrown his last stick into the glowing red embers. He looked
about him for a fresh supply, and found nothing. His fresh young voice
rose high through the silence of the room.</p>
<p>"More!" he cried. "More!"</p>
<p>His mother held up a warning finger. "Hush!" she whispered. He shrank away
from her as she tried to take him on her knee, and looked across the room
at his father. "More!" he burst out louder than ever. Romayne beckoned to
me, and pointed to the boy.</p>
<p>I led him across the room. He was quite willing to go with me—he
reiterated his petition, standing at his father's knees.</p>
<p>"Lift him to me," said Romayne.</p>
<p>I could barely hear the words: even his strength to whisper seemed to be
fast leaving him. He kissed his son—with a panting fatigue under
that trifling exertion, pitiable to see. As I placed the boy on his feet
again, he looked up at his dying father, with the one idea still in his
mind.</p>
<p>"More, papa! More!"</p>
<p>Romayne put the will into his hand.</p>
<p>The child's eyes sparkled. "Burn?" he asked, eagerly.</p>
<p>"Yes!"</p>
<p>Father Benwell sprang forward with outstretched hands. I stopped him. He
struggled with me. I forgot the privilege of the black robe. I took him by
the throat.</p>
<p>The boy threw the will into the fire. "Oh!" he shouted, in high delight,
and clapped his chubby hands as the bright little blaze flew up the
chimney. I released the priest.</p>
<p>In a frenzy of rage and despair, he looked round at the persons in the
room. "I take you all to witness," he cried; "this is an act of madness!"</p>
<p>"You yourself declared just now," said the lawyer, "that Mr. Romayne was
in perfect possession of his faculties."</p>
<p>The baffled Jesuit turned furiously on the dying man. They looked at each
other.</p>
<p>For one awful moment Romayne's eyes brightened, Romayne's voice rallied
its power, as if life was returning to him. Frowning darkly, the priest
put his question.</p>
<p>"What did you do it for?"</p>
<p>Quietly and firmly the answer came:</p>
<p>"Wife and child."</p>
<p>The last long-drawn sigh rose and fell. With those sacred words on his
lips, Romayne died.</p>
<p>London, 6th May.—At Stella's request, I have returned to Penrose—with
but one fellow-traveler. My dear old companion, the dog, is coiled up,
fast asleep at my feet, while I write these lines. Penrose has gained
strength enough to keep me company in the sitting-room. In a few days more
he will see Stella again.</p>
<p>What instructions reached the Embassy from Rome—whether Romayne
received the last sacrament at the earlier period of his illness—we
never heard. No objection was made, when Lord Loring proposed to remove
the body to England, to be buried in the family vault at Vange Abbey.</p>
<p>I had undertaken to give the necessary directions for the funeral, on my
arrival in London. Returning to the hotel, I met Father Benwell in the
street. I tried to pass on. He deliberately stopped me.</p>
<p>"How is Mrs. Romayne?" he asked, with that infernal suavity which he seems
always to have at command. "Fairly well I hope? And the boy? Ah, he little
thought how he was changing his prospects for the better, when he made
that blaze in the fire! Pardon me, Mr. Winterfield, you don't seem to be
quite so cordial as usual. Perhaps you are thinking of your inconsiderate
assault on my throat? Let us forgive and forget. Or, perhaps, you object
to my having converted poor Romayne, and to my being ready to accept from
him the restoration of the property of the Church. In both cases I only
did my duty as a priest. You are a liberal-minded man. Surely I deserve a
favorable construction of my conduct?"</p>
<p>I really could not endure this. "I have my own opinion of what you
deserve," I answered. "Don't provoke me to mention it."</p>
<p>He eyed me with a sinister smile.</p>
<p>"I am not so old as I look," he said; "I may live another twenty years!"</p>
<p>"Well?" I asked.</p>
<p>"Well," he answered, "much may happen in twenty years!"</p>
<p>With that he left me. If he means any further mischief, I can tell him
this—he will find Me in his way.</p>
<p>To turn to a more pleasant subject. Reflecting on all that had passed at
my memorable interview with Romayne, I felt some surprise that one of the
persons present had made no effort to prevent the burning of the will. It
was not to be expected of Stella—or of the doctors, who had no
interest in the matter—but I was unable to understand the passive
position maintained by the lawyer. He enlightened my ignorance in two
words.</p>
<p>"The Vange property and the Berrick property were both absolutely at the
disposal of Mr. Romayne," he said. "If he died without leaving a will, he
knew enough of the law to foresee that houses, lands, and money would go
to his 'nearest of kin.' In plainer words, his widow and his son."</p>
<p>When Penrose can travel, he accompanies me to Beaupark. Stella and her
little son and Mrs. Eyrecourt will be the only other guests in my house.
Time must pass, and the boy will be older, before I may remind Stella of
Romayne's last wishes on that sad morning when we two knelt on either side
of him. In the meanwhile, it is almost happiness enough for me to look
forward to the day—</p>
<p>NOTE.—The next leaf of the Diary is missing. By some accident, a
manuscript page has got into its place, bearing a later date, and
containing elaborate instructions for executing a design for a wedding
dress. The handwriting has since been acknowledged as her own, by no less
a person than—Mrs. Eyrecourt.<br/> <br/></p>
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