<h2>CHAPTER XXI</h2>
<h3><i>The Hidden Cave</i></h3>
<p class="dropcap" ><span class="dcap">In</span> the face of this new emergency Wilson, as a
real man will, quickly regained control of himself.
Some power within forced his aching body to
its needs. The first shock had been similar to that
which a diver feels when receiving no response to a
tug upon the life line. He felt like a unit suddenly
hurled against the universe. Every possible human
help was removed, bringing him face to face with
basic forces. His brain cleared, his swollen and inflamed
eyes came to their own, and his aching arms
recovered their strength. The fresh shock had thrown
these manifestations so far into the background of
his consciousness that they were unable to assert themselves.</p>
<p>Stubbs was gone. It was possible, of course, that
he lay dead up there within six feet of where Wilson
stood,––dead, perhaps, with a knife in his back. But
this did not suggest itself so strongly as did the probability
that he had been seized and carried off. The
Priest, who was undoubtably back of this, would
not kill him at once. There was little need of that
and he would find him more useful alive than dead.
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If there had been a fight––if Stubbs had been given
a chance––then, of course, the Priest would have
struck hard and decisively. If he had been carried
away uninjured, Stubbs would find his way back here.
Of that he was sure. The man was strong, resourceful,
and would use his last ounce of strength to relieve
his partner.</p>
<p>Wilson was in a veritable rat trap. One wall of
the cliff projected over his head and the other slanted
at such an angle that it was impossible to cling to its
smooth surface. And so, although within such a short
distance of the top, he was as effectively imprisoned as
though he were at the bottom of the chasm. There
were just two things possible for him to do; wait
where he was on the chance that Stubbs might return,
or attempt to trace his way further and reach the cave.
If he waited, the dark might catch him there and so
he would be forced to remain standing until morning.
He hadn’t the strength left for that. The other
course would also be a bitter struggle to the last remaining
spark of energy and might leave him face to
face with another blank wall. However, that seemed
to offer the bigger chance and would bring death, if
death must be, more quickly.</p>
<p>He loosened the map from about his throat and,
unrolling it, examined it through his smarting eyes.
The directions took him almost step by step to the
big rock which had barred further progress. He
scanned the words which followed.</p>
<p>“The path is locked,” it read, “but it opens to the
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faithful––to children of the Gilded One. Twelve
hands’ breadth from the bottom and close to the wall lies
the sign. A strong man pressing steadily and with faith
against this spot will find the path opened to him.”</p>
<p>Twelve hands’ breadth from the bottom and close to
the wall. But supposing that referred to some real
door which had since been blotted out by falling rock––by
a later avalanche of which this barrier was a
relic? There was but one way to find out and he
must decide quickly. Also, he must memorize the
other directions, for he would be unable to consult his
map in the darkness of the lower chasm.</p>
<p>“Thirty strides on. If the foot stumbles here, the
fall is long. To the left ten paces, and then the
faithful come to the warmth of the living sun again.
The door stands before. Enter ye who are of the Sun;
pause if ye be bearded man or unclean.”</p>
<p>Twelve handbreadths up and close to the wall;
thirty paces on, then ten; so an opening of some sort appeared
and near it, the cave. The cave––it lost its
meaning as a treasure house. It was a place to relieve
the ache which was creeping back to his arms; which
would soothe his straining legs. It was a place to lie
down in––this hole, hiding pretty jewels and gold plate.</p>
<p>He raised his voice in a final call to Stubbs. It
was like calling against a wall; his muffled voice was
thrown back in his face. With a start he saw that the
light about him was fading. He studied his map for
the last time to make sure he had made no mistake,
and, folding it, adjusted it once more about his neck.</p>
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<p>It was the same laboriously slow process all over
again. He shuffled one foot ahead, moved his body
squat against the wall, and followed with the other
foot. Each time he moved the bitter dust sifted down
until it checked his breathing and burned his throat.
He had learned to keep his eyes fast closed, but it
was a constant effort, for this increased the feeling of
dizziness. Always there was a power at his back which
drew him out as though he were responding to some
powerful magnet. This and the temptation to loosen
the tight cords back of his knees––to just let go and
sink into relaxation––kept him at a more severe
strain than did the actual physical effort.</p>
<p>But more than gold was at stake now,––more than
jewels, though they sparkled like stars. The prize
for steady legs and unflinching nerves was a respite
from Death. If he reached the cave, he would have
several days at least before him. Neither thirst nor
hunger, fierce masters though they are, can work their
will except by slow process. Against them Stubbs
would be racing and he had faith in this man.</p>
<p>He did not fear Death itself. In thinking of the
end, the bitter thing it meant to him was the taking
off of her. And every day meant one day more of her––another
chance of finding her and getting her back
to God’s country and the life which awaited them
there. It <i>did</i> wait for them; in coming here they had
left the true course of their life, but it remained for
them to take it up when once they should make the
beaten tracks again. Now he was trembling along the
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ragged edge of losing it all––all that lay behind and
all that lay before. But if this was to be so, why
had he ever seen that face in the misty dark? why
had he come upon her the second and the third
time? why had Chance brought him to her across
ten thousand miles of sea? why had it brought him
here? Why at the beginning could he not have
forgotten her as one forgets those who flit into one’s
life and out again? He did not believe in a jesting
God.</p>
<p>One foot forward, the body flat against the wall, a
little choke from the dust, then the other foot after.
A pause to catch the breath, then––one foot forward,
the body flat against the wall, a little choke from the
dust, then the other foot after. Also he must pause
to remember that it was twelve hands up, close to the
wall, thirty paces on, then ten.</p>
<p>Odd things flash through a mind long at a tension.
In the midst of his suffering he found time to smile
at the thought that life had reduced itself to such a
formula. A single error in this sing-song, such as ten
hands up instead of twelve,––<i>was</i> it ten or twelve?
Ten hands up and close to the wall––twelve hands up
and close to the wall––they sounded alike. Each
fell equally well into the rhythm of his song. He
stopped in the grip of a new fear. He had forgotten,
and, trying to recall the rest, he found he had forgotten
that too. His mind was a jumble so that now he did
not dare to put out his right foot at all without first
feeling with his toe a little beyond.</p>
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<p>But this passed soon, and his thoughts returned to
her, which steadied him instantly. So he came safely
to the single step down and accomplished this. Then
the other and accomplished that. At the end of a few
paces farther he faced the great rock. It had become
dark down here now,––so dark that he could not see
six inches ahead. His foot had come against the rock,
and then he had felt up with his hands. He found it
impossible to stoop sufficiently accurately to measure
from the bottom. There was nothing for it but to guess––to
try again and again until either it gave or he
proved that it would not give.</p>
<p>He placed his hand upon the rock at about the height
of his chest and threw his weight forward. It was as
though he were trying to push the mountain itself to
one side. He tried above, below, to the right, to the
left without result. Nothing discouraged, he began
again, starting from as low as he could reach and
pressing with all his strength at intervals of a few
inches. Suddenly, like a door opened from within,
the rock toppled to the right where it hung balanced
over the precipice, leaving an opening two feet wide.
It would have been a tight squeeze for Stubbs, but
Wilson easily jammed through. He saw that the path
continued at a slightly downward slope.</p>
<p>“Thirty paces on and ten to the left.”</p>
<p>He repeated the words parrot fashion and his feet
obeyed the instructions automatically. The thirty
paces ended so near the edge of crumbling rock that
it fell away beneath his toe leaving some two inches
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over nothing. Had a man walked here without directions,
he certainly would have taken this last step and
been hurled into the space below. It was pitch dark
where he stood. He felt along the wall for the opening
which should take him to the left ten paces. The
wall, the path, the depth below the path were all one
save to touch alone. It was as though he himself had
been deadened to every sense but this. During the
last few minutes his brain, too, had dulled so that all
he now grasped of the great happy world outside was
a vague memory of blue sky before which a shadowy
figure danced like a will-o’-the-wisp. But still propelled
by the last instinct to leave man before the soul,
he put one foot ahead of him, pressed his body flat to
the wall, and drew the other after. As he proceeded
thus, counting the steps he took, he became aware that
the air was fresher. Ahead, he saw an opening which
was a little less dark than this which stifled him. It
was light, though he saw it only faintly through
blurred eyes. It was a gray slit coming together at the
top. He groped his way almost to the edge and then
to the left he saw a second opening––an opening
into another dark. It was the cave. He staggered
the few remaining feet and fell prone upon its granite
floor.</p>
<p>How long he remained so he could not tell. He was
not wholly unconscious, but in a state so bordering
upon it that he realized nothing but the ecstatic relief
which came to his aching body. Still he was able to
realize that. Also he knew that he had reached his
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journey’s end, so far as anything more he could do was
concerned. He would wait––wait as long as possible––cling
to the very last second of life. He must do
that for her. That was all that was left.</p>
<p>His slowly fading senses flickered back. He roused
himself and sat up. In the gloom back of him he made
out nothing: the opening was becoming obliterated
by the dark without, so that he felt as though in a
sealed box––a coffin almost. He felt an impulse to
shout, but his dry lips choked this back. He could not
sit still. He must act in some way. He rose to his
hands and knees and began to grope about without any
definite object. There was something uncanny in the
thought that this silence had not been broken for centuries.
He thought of it as his toes scraped along the
granite behind him. Once when he put out his hands
near the cave opening, they fell upon what felt like
cloth. Something gave before his touch with a dry
rattle as of bones. He drew back with the morbid
thought that they really <i>were</i> bones. Perhaps some
other poor devil had made his way here and died.</p>
<p>He felt a craving, greater at first even than his
thirst, for light. If only the moon came in here somewhere;
if only he could find wood to make a fire. He
had a few matches, but these he must keep for something
more important than catering to a fear. He
turned back to the cave mouth, pressing forward this
time to the very edge. He saw opposite him another
sheer face of rock which came in parallel to this in
which he was imprisoned. His eyes fell below to a
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measureless drop. But the moon was shining and
found its way down into these depths. With his eyes
still down he bathed in this. Then, with returning
strength, he turned to the left and his heart came into
his throat. There was still more light; but, greater
joy than this, he caught sight far below him of a pool
of liquid purple. The cold, unshimmering rays of
the moon played upon it in silver paths. It was the
lake––the lake upon whose borders it was possible
she stood at that very moment, perhaps looking up at
these cliffs. It looked such a gentle thing––this lake.
Within its calm waters another moon shone and about
its edges a fringe of dark where the trees threw their
shadows. He thrust his body out as far as possible
to see more of it. The light and the color were as balm
to his eyes. But it brought back another fever; how
he would like to thrust his hot head into its depths and
drink, drink, drink! The idea pressed in upon him so
strongly, with such insane persistence, that he felt as
though if he got very near the edge and took a firm
grip with his toes, he could reach the water in a jump.
It was worth trying. If he took a long breath,
and got just the right balance––he found himself
actually crouching. He fell back from this danger,
but he couldn’t escape his thirst. He must find
water. The dry dust had sifted into his throat––his
lungs.</p>
<p>His thoughts now centered on nothing else but this.
Water stood for everything in the world––for the
world itself, because it meant life. Water––water––nothing
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else could quench the fever which tore at his
throat like a thing with a million sharp claws––nothing
else could clear his brain––nothing else put the
strength back into his legs.</p>
<p>Back into the cave he pressed––back into the unknown
dark. The flinty sides were cool. He stopped
to press his cheeks against them, then licked them with
his dry tongue. Back––back away from the temptation
to jump, he staggered. Another step, for all he
knew, might plunge him into some dark well; but even
so, it wouldn’t matter much. There might be water
at the bottom. Now and then he paused to listen, for
it seemed to him he caught the musical tinkling of
dripping water. He pictured a crystal stream such
as that in which when a boy he used to fish for trout,
tinkling over the clean rock surface,––a sparkling,
fairy waterfall where at the bottom he might scoop
up icy handfuls.</p>
<p>He tried to pierce the dark to where this sound
seemed to be. He struck one of his precious matches.
The flame which he held before him was repeated a
thousand times, in a shining pool to the left. With
a throaty, animal-like cry, he threw himself forward
and plunged his hands into the pool. They met a cutting
surface of a hundred little stones. He groped all
around; nothing but these little stones. He grabbed
a handful of them and struck another match. This
was no pool of water––this was not a crystal spring––it
was nothing but a little pile of diamonds. In a rage
he flung them from him.
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<p>Jewels––jewels when he wanted water! Baubles
of stone when he thirsted! Surely the gods here who
guarded these vanities must be laughing. If each of
these crystals had only been a drop of that crystal which
gives life and surcease to burning throats,––if only
these bits could resolve themselves into that precious
thing which they mocked with their clearness!</p>
<p>Maddened by the visions these things had summoned,
he staggered back to the opening. At least he
must have air––big, cooling draughts of air. It was
the one thing which was left to him. He would bathe
in it and drink it into his hot lungs. He moved on his
hands and knees with his head dropped low between
them like a wounded animal. It was almost as though
he had become a child once more––life had become
now so elemental. Of all the things this big world furnished,
he wanted now but that one thing which it
furnishes in such abundance. Just water––nothing
else. Water of which there were lakes full and rivers
full; water which thundered by the ton over crags;
water which flooded down over all the earth. And
this, the freest of all things, was taken from him
while that for which men cut one another’s throats
was flung in his face. Yes, he had become just a
child once more,––a child mouthing for the breast
of Nature.</p>
<p>When he reached the opening he dropped flat with
his head over the chasm. His blurred eyes could still
see one thing––the big, cool lake where the moon
laughed back at herself,––the big cool lake where the
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water bathed the shores,––the big cool lake where
Jo slept.</p>
<p>Jo––love––life––these were just below him.
And behind him, within reach of his weak fingers, lay
a useless half billion in precious stones. So he fought
for life in the center of the web.</p>
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