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<h2> Chapter 111. Expiation. </h2>
<p>Notwithstanding the density of the crowd, M. de Villefort saw it open
before him. There is something so awe-inspiring in great afflictions that
even in the worst times the first emotion of a crowd has generally been to
sympathize with the sufferer in a great catastrophe. Many people have been
assassinated in a tumult, but even criminals have rarely been insulted
during trial. Thus Villefort passed through the mass of spectators and
officers of the Palais, and withdrew. Though he had acknowledged his
guilt, he was protected by his grief. There are some situations which men
understand by instinct, but which reason is powerless to explain; in such
cases the greatest poet is he who gives utterance to the most natural and
vehement outburst of sorrow. Those who hear the bitter cry are as much
impressed as if they listened to an entire poem, and when the sufferer is
sincere they are right in regarding his outburst as sublime.</p>
<p>It would be difficult to describe the state of stupor in which Villefort
left the Palais. Every pulse beat with feverish excitement, every nerve
was strained, every vein swollen, and every part of his body seemed to
suffer distinctly from the rest, thus multiplying his agony a
thousand-fold. He made his way along the corridors through force of habit;
he threw aside his magisterial robe, not out of deference to etiquette,
but because it was an unbearable burden, a veritable garb of Nessus,
insatiate in torture. Having staggered as far as the Rue Dauphine, he
perceived his carriage, awoke his sleeping coachman by opening the door
himself, threw himself on the cushions, and pointed towards the Faubourg
Saint-Honore; the carriage drove on. The weight of his fallen fortunes
seemed suddenly to crush him; he could not foresee the consequences; he
could not contemplate the future with the indifference of the hardened
criminal who merely faces a contingency already familiar. God was still in
his heart. "God," he murmured, not knowing what he said,—"God—God!"
Behind the event that had overwhelmed him he saw the hand of God. The
carriage rolled rapidly onward. Villefort, while turning restlessly on the
cushions, felt something press against him. He put out his hand to remove
the object; it was a fan which Madame de Villefort had left in the
carriage; this fan awakened a recollection which darted through his mind
like lightning. He thought of his wife.</p>
<p>"Oh!" he exclaimed, as though a redhot iron were piercing his heart.
During the last hour his own crime had alone been presented to his mind;
now another object, not less terrible, suddenly presented itself. His
wife! He had just acted the inexorable judge with her, he had condemned
her to death, and she, crushed by remorse, struck with terror, covered
with the shame inspired by the eloquence of his irreproachable virtue,—she,
a poor, weak woman, without help or the power of defending herself against
his absolute and supreme will,—she might at that very moment,
perhaps, be preparing to die! An hour had elapsed since her condemnation;
at that moment, doubtless, she was recalling all her crimes to her memory;
she was asking pardon for her sins; perhaps she was even writing a letter
imploring forgiveness from her virtuous husband—a forgiveness she
was purchasing with her death! Villefort again groaned with anguish and
despair. "Ah," he exclaimed, "that woman became criminal only from
associating with me! I carried the infection of crime with me, and she has
caught it as she would the typhus fever, the cholera, the plague! And yet
I have punished her—I have dared to tell her—I have—'Repent
and die!' But no, she must not die; she shall live, and with me. We will
flee from Paris and go as far as the earth reaches. I told her of the
scaffold; oh, heavens, I forgot that it awaits me also! How could I
pronounce that word? Yes, we will fly; I will confess all to her,—I
will tell her daily that I also have committed a crime!—Oh, what an
alliance—the tiger and the serpent; worthy wife of such as I am! She
must live that my infamy may diminish hers." And Villefort dashed open the
window in front of the carriage.</p>
<p>"Faster, faster!" he cried, in a tone which electrified the coachman. The
horses, impelled by fear, flew towards the house.</p>
<p>"Yes, yes," repeated Villefort, as he approached his home—"yes, that
woman must live; she must repent, and educate my son, the sole survivor,
with the exception of the indestructible old man, of the wreck of my
house. She loves him; it was for his sake she has committed these crimes.
We ought never to despair of softening the heart of a mother who loves her
child. She will repent, and no one will know that she has been guilty. The
events which have taken place in my house, though they now occupy the
public mind, will be forgotten in time, or if, indeed, a few enemies
should persist in remembering them, why then I will add them to my list of
crimes. What will it signify if one, two, or three more are added? My wife
and child shall escape from this gulf, carrying treasures with them; she
will live and may yet be happy, since her child, in whom all her love is
centred, will be with her. I shall have performed a good action, and my
heart will be lighter." And the procureur breathed more freely than he had
done for some time.</p>
<p>The carriage stopped at the door of the house. Villefort leaped out of the
carriage, and saw that his servants were surprised at his early return; he
could read no other expression on their features. Neither of them spoke to
him; they merely stood aside to let him pass by, as usual, nothing more.
As he passed by M. Noirtier's room, he perceived two figures through the
half-open door; but he experienced no curiosity to know who was visiting
his father: anxiety carried him on further.</p>
<p>"Come," he said, as he ascended the stairs leading to his wife's room,
"nothing is changed here." He then closed the door of the landing. "No one
must disturb us," he said; "I must speak freely to her, accuse myself, and
say"—he approached the door, touched the crystal handle, which
yielded to his hand. "Not locked," he cried; "that is well." And he
entered the little room in which Edward slept; for though the child went
to school during the day, his mother could not allow him to be separated
from her at night. With a single glance Villefort's eye ran through the
room. "Not here," he said; "doubtless she is in her bedroom." He rushed
towards the door, found it bolted, and stopped, shuddering. "Heloise!" he
cried. He fancied he heard the sound of a piece of furniture being
removed. "Heloise!" he repeated.</p>
<p>"Who is there?" answered the voice of her he sought. He thought that voice
more feeble than usual.</p>
<p>"Open the door!" cried Villefort. "Open; it is I." But notwithstanding
this request, notwithstanding the tone of anguish in which it was uttered,
the door remained closed. Villefort burst it open with a violent blow. At
the entrance of the room which led to her boudoir, Madame de Villefort was
standing erect, pale, her features contracted, and her eyes glaring
horribly. "Heloise, Heloise!" he said, "what is the matter? Speak!" The
young woman extended her stiff white hands towards him. "It is done,
monsieur," she said with a rattling noise which seemed to tear her throat.
"What more do you want?" and she fell full length on the floor. Villefort
ran to her and seized her hand, which convulsively clasped a crystal
bottle with a golden stopper. Madame de Villefort was dead. Villefort,
maddened with horror, stepped back to the threshhold of the door, fixing
his eyes on the corpse: "My son!" he exclaimed suddenly, "where is my son?—Edward,
Edward!" and he rushed out of the room, still crying, "Edward, Edward!"
The name was pronounced in such a tone of anguish that the servants ran
up.</p>
<p>"Where is my son?" asked Villefort; "let him be removed from the house,
that he may not see"—</p>
<p>"Master Edward is not down-stairs, sir," replied the valet.</p>
<p>"Then he must be playing in the garden; go and see."</p>
<p>"No, sir; Madame de Villefort sent for him half an hour ago; he went into
her room, and has not been down-stairs since." A cold perspiration burst
out on Villefort's brow; his legs trembled, and his thoughts flew about
madly in his brain like the wheels of a disordered watch. "In Madame de
Villefort's room?" he murmured and slowly returned, with one hand wiping
his forehead, and with the other supporting himself against the wall. To
enter the room he must again see the body of his unfortunate wife. To call
Edward he must reawaken the echo of that room which now appeared like a
sepulchre; to speak seemed like violating the silence of the tomb. His
tongue was paralyzed in his mouth.</p>
<p>"Edward!" he stammered—"Edward!" The child did not answer. Where,
then, could he be, if he had entered his mother's room and not since
returned? He stepped forward. The corpse of Madame de Villefort was
stretched across the doorway leading to the room in which Edward must be;
those glaring eyes seemed to watch over the threshold, and the lips bore
the stamp of a terrible and mysterious irony. Through the open door was
visible a portion of the boudoir, containing an upright piano and a blue
satin couch. Villefort stepped forward two or three paces, and beheld his
child lying—no doubt asleep—on the sofa. The unhappy man
uttered an exclamation of joy; a ray of light seemed to penetrate the
abyss of despair and darkness. He had only to step over the corpse, enter
the boudoir, take the child in his arms, and flee far, far away.</p>
<p>Villefort was no longer the civilized man; he was a tiger hurt unto death,
gnashing his teeth in his wound. He no longer feared realities, but
phantoms. He leaped over the corpse as if it had been a burning brazier.
He took the child in his arms, embraced him, shook him, called him, but
the child made no response. He pressed his burning lips to the cheeks, but
they were icy cold and pale; he felt the stiffened limbs; he pressed his
hand upon the heart, but it no longer beat,—the child was dead. A
folded paper fell from Edward's breast. Villefort, thunderstruck, fell
upon his knees; the child dropped from his arms, and rolled on the floor
by the side of its mother. He picked up the paper, and, recognizing his
wife's writing, ran his eyes rapidly over its contents; it ran as follows:—</p>
<p>"You know that I was a good mother, since it was for my son's sake I
became criminal. A good mother cannot depart without her son."</p>
<p>Villefort could not believe his eyes,—he could not believe his
reason; he dragged himself towards the child's body, and examined it as a
lioness contemplates its dead cub. Then a piercing cry escaped from his
breast, and he cried, "Still the hand of God." The presence of the two
victims alarmed him; he could not bear solitude shared only by two
corpses. Until then he had been sustained by rage, by his strength of
mind, by despair, by the supreme agony which led the Titans to scale the
heavens, and Ajax to defy the gods. He now arose, his head bowed beneath
the weight of grief, and, shaking his damp, dishevelled hair, he who had
never felt compassion for any one determined to seek his father, that he
might have some one to whom he could relate his misfortunes,—some
one by whose side he might weep. He descended the little staircase with
which we are acquainted, and entered Noirtier's room. The old man appeared
to be listening attentively and as affectionately as his infirmities would
allow to the Abbe Busoni, who looked cold and calm, as usual. Villefort,
perceiving the abbe, passed his hand across his brow. He recollected the
call he had made upon him after the dinner at Auteuil, and then the visit
the abbe had himself paid to his house on the day of Valentine's death.
"You here, sir!" he exclaimed; "do you, then, never appear but to act as
an escort to death?"</p>
<p>Busoni turned around, and, perceiving the excitement depicted on the
magistrate's face, the savage lustre of his eyes, he understood that the
revelation had been made at the assizes; but beyond this he was ignorant.
"I came to pray over the body of your daughter."</p>
<p>"And now why are you here?"</p>
<p>"I come to tell you that you have sufficiently repaid your debt, and that
from this moment I will pray to God to forgive you, as I do."</p>
<p>"Good heavens!" exclaimed Villefort, stepping back fearfully, "surely that
is not the voice of the Abbe Busoni!"</p>
<p>"No!" The abbe threw off his wig, shook his head, and his hair, no longer
confined, fell in black masses around his manly face.</p>
<p>"It is the face of the Count of Monte Cristo!" exclaimed the procureur,
with a haggard expression.</p>
<p>"You are not exactly right, M. Procureur; you must go farther back."</p>
<p>"That voice, that voice!—where did I first hear it?"</p>
<p>"You heard it for the first time at Marseilles, twenty-three years ago,
the day of your marriage with Mademoiselle de Saint-Meran. Refer to your
papers."</p>
<p>"You are not Busoni?—you are not Monte Cristo? Oh, heavens—you
are, then, some secret, implacable, and mortal enemy! I must have wronged
you in some way at Marseilles. Oh, woe to me!"</p>
<p>"Yes; you are now on the right path," said the count, crossing his arms
over his broad chest; "search—search!"</p>
<p>"But what have I done to you?" exclaimed Villefort, whose mind was
balancing between reason and insanity, in that cloud which is neither a
dream nor reality; "what have I done to you? Tell me, then! Speak!"</p>
<p>"You condemned me to a horrible, tedious death; you killed my father; you
deprived me of liberty, of love, and happiness."</p>
<p>"Who are you, then? Who are you?"</p>
<p>"I am the spectre of a wretch you buried in the dungeons of the Chateau
d'If. God gave that spectre the form of the Count of Monte Cristo when he
at length issued from his tomb, enriched him with gold and diamonds, and
led him to you!"</p>
<p>"Ah, I recognize you—I recognize you!" exclaimed the king's
attorney; "you are"—</p>
<p>"I am Edmond Dantes!"</p>
<p>"You are Edmond Dantes," cried Villefort, seizing the count by the wrist;
"then come here!" And up the stairs he dragged Monte Cristo; who, ignorant
of what had happened, followed him in astonishment, foreseeing some new
catastrophe. "There, Edmond Dantes!" he said, pointing to the bodies of
his wife and child, "see, are you well avenged?" Monte Cristo became pale
at this horrible sight; he felt that he had passed beyond the bounds of
vengeance, and that he could no longer say, "God is for and with me." With
an expression of indescribable anguish he threw himself upon the body of
the child, reopened its eyes, felt its pulse, and then rushed with him
into Valentine's room, of which he double-locked the door. "My child,"
cried Villefort, "he carries away the body of my child! Oh, curses, woe,
death to you!" and he tried to follow Monte Cristo; but as though in a
dream he was transfixed to the spot,—his eyes glared as though they
were starting through the sockets; he griped the flesh on his chest until
his nails were stained with blood; the veins of his temples swelled and
boiled as though they would burst their narrow boundary, and deluge his
brain with living fire. This lasted several minutes, until the frightful
overturn of reason was accomplished; then uttering a loud cry followed by
a burst of laughter, he rushed down the stairs.</p>
<p>A quarter of an hour afterwards the door of Valentine's room opened, and
Monte Cristo reappeared. Pale, with a dull eye and heavy heart, all the
noble features of that face, usually so calm and serene, were overcast by
grief. In his arms he held the child, whom no skill had been able to
recall to life. Bending on one knee, he placed it reverently by the side
of its mother, with its head upon her breast. Then, rising, he went out,
and meeting a servant on the stairs, he asked, "Where is M. de Villefort?"</p>
<p>The servant, instead of answering, pointed to the garden. Monte Cristo ran
down the steps, and advancing towards the spot designated beheld
Villefort, encircled by his servants, with a spade in his hand, and
digging the earth with fury. "It is not here!" he cried. "It is not here!"
And then he moved farther on, and began again to dig.</p>
<p>Monte Cristo approached him, and said in a low voice, with an expression
almost humble, "Sir, you have indeed lost a son; but"—</p>
<p>Villefort interrupted him; he had neither listened nor heard. "Oh, I will
find it," he cried; "you may pretend he is not here, but I will find him,
though I dig forever!" Monte Cristo drew back in horror. "Oh," he said,
"he is mad!" And as though he feared that the walls of the accursed house
would crumble around him, he rushed into the street, for the first time
doubting whether he had the right to do as he had done. "Oh, enough of
this,—enough of this," he cried; "let me save the last." On entering
his house, he met Morrel, who wandered about like a ghost awaiting the
heavenly mandate for return to the tomb. "Prepare yourself, Maximilian,"
he said with a smile; "we leave Paris to-morrow."</p>
<p>"Have you nothing more to do there?" asked Morrel.</p>
<p>"No," replied Monte Cristo; "God grant I may not have done too much
already."</p>
<p>The next day they indeed left, accompanied only by Baptistin. Haidee had
taken away Ali, and Bertuccio remained with Noirtier.</p>
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