<h3><SPAN name="XI" id="XI"></SPAN>XI</h3>
<p>The music of Reginald Clarke's intonation captivated every ear.
Voluptuously, in measured cadence, it rose and fell; now full and strong
like the sound of an organ, now soft and clear like the tinkling of
bells. His voice detracted by its very tunefulness from what he said.
The powerful spell charmed even Ernest's accustomed ear. The first page
gracefully glided from Reginald's hand to the carpet before the boy
dimly realised that he was intimately familiar with every word that fell
from Reginald's lips. When the second page slipped with seeming
carelessness from the reader's hand, a sudden shudder ran through the
boy's frame. It was as if an icy hand had gripped his heart. There could
be no doubt of it. This was more than mere coincidence. It was
plagiarism. He wanted to cry out. But the room swam before his eyes.<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_60" id="Page_60"></SPAN></span>
Surely he must be dreaming. It was a dream. The faces of the audience,
the lights, Reginald, Jack—all phantasmagoria of a dream.</p>
<p>Perhaps he had been ill for a long time. Perhaps Clarke was reading the
play for him. He did not remember having written it. But he probably had
fallen sick after its completion. What strange pranks our memories will
play us! But no! He was not dreaming, and he had not been ill.</p>
<p>He could endure the horrible uncertainty no longer. His overstrung
nerves must find relaxation in some way or break with a twang. He turned
to his friend who was listening with rapt attention.</p>
<p>"Jack, Jack!" he whispered.</p>
<p>"What is it?"</p>
<p>"That is my play!"</p>
<p>"You mean that you inspired it?"</p>
<p>"No, I have written it, or rather, was going to write it."</p>
<p>"Wake up, Ernest! You are mad!"</p>
<p>"No, in all seriousness. It is mine. I told you—don't you
remember—when we returned <span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_61" id="Page_61"></SPAN></span>from Coney Island—that I was writing a
play."</p>
<p>"Ah, but not this play."</p>
<p>"Yes, this play. I conceived it, I practically wrote it."</p>
<p>"The more's the pity that Clarke had preconceived it."</p>
<p>"But it is mine!"</p>
<p>"Did you tell him a word about it?"</p>
<p>"No, to be sure."</p>
<p>"Did you leave the manuscript in your room?"</p>
<p>"I had, in fact, not written a line of it. No, I had not begun the
actual writing."</p>
<p>"Why should a man of Clarke's reputation plagiarise your plays, written
or unwritten?"</p>
<p>"I can see no reason. But—"</p>
<p>"Tut, tut."</p>
<p>For already this whispered conversation had elicited a look like a stab
from a lady before them.</p>
<p>Ernest held fast to the edge of a chair. He must cling to some reality,
or else drift rudderless in a dim sea of vague apprehensions.</p>
<p>Or was Jack right?</p>
<p><span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_62" id="Page_62"></SPAN></span>Was his mind giving way? No! No! No! There must be a monstrous secret
somewhere, but what matter? Did anything matter? He had called on his
mate like a ship lost in the fog. For the first time he had not
responded. He had not understood. The bitterness of tears rose to the
boy's eyes.</p>
<p>Above it all, melodiously, ebbed and flowed the rich accents of Reginald
Clarke.</p>
<p>Ernest listened to the words of his own play coming from the older man's
mouth. The horrible fascination of the scene held him entranced. He saw
the creations of his mind pass in review before him, as a man might look
upon the face of his double grinning at him from behind a door in the
hideous hours of night.</p>
<p>They were all there! The mad king. The subtle-witted courtiers. The
sombre-hearted Prince. The Queen-Mother who had loved a jester better
than her royal mate, and the fruit of their shameful alliance, the
Princess Marigold, a creature woven of sunshine and sin.</p>
<p>Swiftly the action progressed. Shadows of <span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_63" id="Page_63"></SPAN></span>impending death darkened the
house of the King. In the horrible agony of the rack the old jester
confessed. Stripped of his cap and bells, crowned with a wreath of
blood, he looked so pathetically funny that the Princess Marigold could
not help laughing between her tears.</p>
<p>The Queen stood there all trembling and pale. Without a complaint she
saw her lover die. The executioner's sword smote the old man's head
straight from the trunk. It rolled at the feet of the King, who tossed
it to Marigold. The little Princess kissed it and covered the grinning
horror with her yellow veil.</p>
<p>The last words died away.</p>
<p>There was no applause. Only silence. All were stricken with the dread
that men feel in the house of God or His awful presence in genius.</p>
<p>But the boy lay back in his chair. The cold sweat had gathered on his
brow and his temples throbbed. Nature had mercifully clogged his head
with blood. The rush of it drowned the crying voice of the nerves,
deadening for a while both consciousness and pain.</p>
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<p><span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_65" id="Page_65"></SPAN></span></p>
<h3><SPAN name="XII" id="XII"></SPAN>XII</h3>
<p>Somehow the night had passed—somehow in bitterness, in anguish. But it
had passed.</p>
<p>Ernest's lips were parched and sleeplessness had left its trace in the
black rings under the eyes, when the next morning he confronted Reginald
in the studio.</p>
<p>Reginald was sitting at the writing-table in his most characteristic
pose, supporting his head with his hand and looking with clear piercing
eyes searchingly at the boy.</p>
<p>"Yes," he observed, "it's a most curious psychical phenomenon."</p>
<p>"You cannot imagine how real it all seemed to me."</p>
<p>The boy spoke painfully, dazed, as if struck by a blow.</p>
<p>"Even now it is as if something has gone from me, some struggling
thought that I cannot—cannot remember."</p>
<p><span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_66" id="Page_66"></SPAN></span>Reginald regarded him as a physical experimenter might look upon the
subject of a particularly baffling mental disease.</p>
<p>"You must not think, my boy, that I bear you any malice for your
extraordinary delusion. Before Jack went away he gave me an exact
account of all that has happened. Divers incidents recurred to him from
which it appears that, at various times in the past, you have been on
the verge of a nervous collapse."</p>
<p>A nervous collapse! What was the use of this term but a euphemism for
insanity?</p>
<p>"Do not despair, dear child," Reginald caressingly remarked. "Your
disorder is not hopeless, not incurable. Such crises come to every man
who writes. It is the tribute we pay to the Lords of Song. The
minnesinger of the past wrote with his heart's blood; but we moderns dip
our pen into the sap of our nerves. We analyse life, love art—and the
dissecting knife that we use on other men's souls finally turns against
ourselves.</p>
<p>"But what shall a man do? Shall he sacrifice art to hygiene and
surrender the one attribute that makes him chiefest of created <span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_67" id="Page_67"></SPAN></span>things?
Animals, too, think. Some walk on two legs. But introspection
differentiates man from the rest. Shall we yield up the sweet
consciousness of self that we derive from the analysis of our emotion,
for the contentment of the bull that ruminates in the shade of a tree or
the healthful stupidity of a mule?"</p>
<p>"Assuredly not."</p>
<p>"But what shall a man do?"</p>
<p>"Ah, that I cannot tell. Mathematics offers definite problems that admit
of a definite solution. Life states its problems with less exactness and
offers for each a different solution. One and one are two to-day and
to-morrow. Psychical values, on each manipulation, will yield a
different result. Still, your case is quite clear. You have overworked
yourself in the past, mentally and emotionally. You have sown unrest,
and must not be surprised if neurasthenia is the harvest thereof."</p>
<p>"Do you think—that I should go to some sanitarium?" the boy falteringly
asked.</p>
<p>"God forbid! Go to the seashore, somewhere where you can sleep and play.
Take your body along, but leave your brain behind—<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_68" id="Page_68"></SPAN></span>at least do not
take more of it with you than is necessary. The summer season in
Atlantic City has just begun. There, as everywhere in American society,
you will be much more welcome if you come without brains."</p>
<p>Reginald's half-bantering tone reassured Ernest a little. Timidly he
dared approach once more the strange event that had wrought such havoc
with his nervous equilibrium.</p>
<p>"How do you account for my strange obsession—one might almost call it a
mania?"</p>
<p>"If it could be accounted for it would not be strange."</p>
<p>"Can you suggest no possible explanation?"</p>
<p>"Perhaps a stray leaf on my desk a few indications of the plot, a
remark—who knows? Perhaps thought-matter is floating in the air.
Perhaps—but we had better not talk of it now. It would needlessly
excite you."</p>
<p>"You are right," answered Ernest gloomily, "let us not talk of it. But
whatever may be said, it is a marvellous play."</p>
<p>"You flatter me. There is nothing in it that you may not be able to do
equally well—some day."</p>
<p><span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_69" id="Page_69"></SPAN></span>"Ah, no," the boy replied, looking up to Reginald with admiration. "You
are the master."</p>
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<p><span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_71" id="Page_71"></SPAN></span></p>
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