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<p>By the time Henri was well enough to resume his former activities it was
almost the first of May. The winter quiet was over with a vengeance, and
the Allies were hammering hard with their first tolerably full supply of
high-explosive shells.</p>
<p>Cheering reports came daily to the little house—, of rapidly augmenting
armies, of big guns on caterpillar trucks that were moving slowly up to
the Allied Front. Great Britain had at last learned her lesson, that
only shells of immense destructiveness were of any avail against the
German batteries. She was moving heaven and earth to get them, but the
supply was still inadequate. With the new shells experiments were being
made in barrage fire—costly experiments now and then; but the Allies
were apt in learning the ugly game of modern war.</p>
<p>Only on the Belgian Front was there small change. The shattered army
was being freshly outfitted. England was sending money and ammunition,
and on the sand dunes small bodies of fresh troops drilled and smiled
grimly and drilled again. But there were not, as in England and in
France, great bodies of young men to draw from. Too many had been
caught beyond the German wall of steel.</p>
<p>Yet a wave of renewed courage had come with the sun and the green
fields. And conditions had improved for the Belgians in other ways.
They were being paid, for one thing, with something like regularity.
Food was better and more plentiful. One day Henri appeared at the top
of the street and drove down triumphantly a small unclipped horse,
which trundled behind it a vertical boiler on wheels with fire box and
stovepipe.</p>
<p>"A portable kitchen!" he explained. "See, here for soup and here for
coffee. And more are coming."</p>
<p>"Very soon, Henri, they will not need me," Sara Lee said wistfully.</p>
<p>But he protested almost violently. He even put the question to the
horse, and blowing in his ear made him shake his head in the negative.</p>
<p>She was needed, indeed. To the great base hospital at La Panne went
more and more wounded men. But to the little house of mercy came the
small odds and ends in increasing numbers. Medical men were scarce, and
badly overworked. There was talk, for a time, of sending a surgeon to
the little house, but it came to nothing. La Panne was not far away,
and all the surgeons they could get there were not too many.</p>
<p>So the little house went on much as before. Henri had moved to the mill.
He was at work again, and one day, in the King's villa and quietly,
because of many reasons, Henri, a very white and erect Henri, received a
second medal, the highest for courage that could be given.</p>
<p>He did not tell Sara Lee.</p>
<p>But though he and the men who served under him worked hard, they could
not always perform miracles. The German planes still outnumbered the
Allied ones. They had grown more daring with the spring, too, and
whatever Henri might learn of ground operations, he could not foretell
those of the air.</p>
<p>On a moonlight night in early May, Sara Lee, setting out her dressings,
heard a man running up the street. Ren� challenged him sharply, only
to step aside. It was Henri. He burst in on Sara Lee.</p>
<p>"To the cellar, mademoiselle!" he said.</p>
<p>"A bombardment?" asked Sara Lee.</p>
<p>"From the air. They may pass over, but there are twelve <i>taubes</i>, and
they are circling overhead."</p>
<p>The first bomb dropped then in the street. It was white moonlight and
the Germans must have seen that there were no troops. Probably it was
as Henri said later, that they had learned of the little house, and
since it brought such aid and comfort as might be it was to be destroyed.</p>
<p>The house of the mill went with the second bomb. Then followed a
deafening uproar as plane after plane dropped its shells on the dead
town. Marie and Sara Lee were in the cellar by that time, but the
cellar was scarcely safer than the floor above. From a bombardment by
shells from guns miles away there was protection. From a bomb dropped
from the sky, the floors above were practically useless.</p>
<p>Only Henri and Ren� remained on the street floor. Henri was
extinguishing lights. In the passage Ren� stood, not willing to take
refuge until Henri, whom he adored, had done so. For a moment the
uproar ceased, and in a spirit of bravado Ren� stepped out into the
moonlight and made a gesture of derision into the air.</p>
<p>He fell there, struck by a piece of splintered shell.</p>
<p>"Come, Ren�!" Henri called. "The brave are those who live to fight
again, not—"</p>
<p>But Ren�'s figure against the moonlight was gone. Henri ran to the
doorway then and found him lying, his head on the little step where he
had been wont to sit and whittle and sing his Tipperaree. He was dead.
Henri carried him in and laid him in the little passage, very reverently.
Then he went below.</p>
<p>"Where is Ren�?" Sara Lee asked from the darkness.</p>
<p>"A foolish boy," said Henri, a catch in his throat. "He is, I think,
watching these fiends of the air, from some shelter."</p>
<p>"There is no shelter," shivered the girl.</p>
<p>He groped for her hand in the darkness, and so they stood, hand in hand,
like two children, waiting for what might come.</p>
<p>It was not until the thing was over that he told her. He had gone up
first and so that she would not happen on his silent figure unwarned,
had carried Ren� to the open upper floor, where he lay, singularly
peaceful, face up to the awful beauty of the night.</p>
<p>"Good night, little brother," Henri said to him, and left him there with
a heavy heart. Never again would Ren� sit and whittle on the doorstep
and sing his tuneless Tipperaree. Never again would he gaze with boyish
adoring eyes at Sara Lee as she moved back and forth in the little house.</p>
<p>Henri stared up at the sky. The moon looked down, cold, and cruelly
bright, on the vanishing squadron of death, on the destroyed town and on
the boy's white face. Somewhere, Henri felt, vanishing like the German
<i>taubes</i>, but to peace instead of war, was moving Ren�'s brave and smiling
spirit—a boyish angel, eager and dauntless, and still looking up.</p>
<p>Henri took off his cap and crossed himself.</p>
<p>Another sentry took Ren�'s place the next day, but the little house had
lost something it could not regain. And a greater loss was to come.</p>
<p>Jean brought out the mail that day. For Sara Lee, moving about silent
and red-eyed, there was a letter from Mr. Travers. He inclosed a hundred
pounds and a clipping from a London newspaper entitled The Little House
of Mercy.</p>
<p>"Evidently," he wrote, "you were right and we were wrong. One-half of
the inclosed check is from my wife, who takes this method of showing her
affectionate gratitude. The balance is from myself. Once, some months
ago, I said to you that almost you restored my faith in human nature.
To-day I may say that, in these hours of sorrow for us all, what you have
done and are doing has brought into my gray day a breath of hope."</p>
<p>There was another clipping, but no comment. It recorded the death of a
Reginald Alexander Travers, aged thirty.</p>
<p>It was then that Sara Lee, who was by way of thinking for herself those
days, and of thinking clearly, recognized the strange new self-abnegation
of the English—their attitude not so much of suppressing their private
griefs as of refusing to obtrude them. A strongly individualistic people,
they were already commencing to think nationally. Grief was a private
matter, to be borne privately. To the world they must present an unbroken
front, an unshaken and unshakable faith. A new attitude, and a strange
one, for grumbling, crochety, gouty-souled England.</p>
<p>A people who had for centuries insisted not only on its rights but on
its privileges was now giving as freely as ever it had demanded. It
was as though, having hoarded all those years, it had but been hoarding
against the day of payment. As it had received it gave—in money, in
effort, in life. And without pretext.</p>
<p>So the Traverses, having given up all that had made life for them, sent
a clipping only, and no comment. Sara Lee, through a mist of tears,
saw them alone in their drawing-room, having tea as usual, and valiantly
speaking of small things, and bravely facing the future, but never, in
the bitterest moments, making complaint or protest.</p>
<p>Would America, she wondered, if her hour came, be so brave? Harvey had
a phrase for such things. It was "stand the gaff." Would America stand
the gaff so well? Courage was America's watchword, but a courage of the
body rather than of the soul—physical courage, not moral. What would
happen if America entered the struggle and the papers were filled, as
were the British and the French, with long casualty lists, each name a
knife thrust somewhere?</p>
<p>She wondered.</p>
<p>And then, before long, it was Sara Lee's turn to stand the gaff. There
was another letter, a curiously incoherent one from Harvey's sister. She
referred to something that the society had done, and hoped that Sara Lee
would take it in kindness, as it was meant. Harvey was well and much
happier. She was to try to understand Harvey's part. He had been
almost desperate. Evidently the letter had preceded one that should have
arrived at the same time. Sara Lee was sadly puzzled. She went to Henri
with it, but he could make nothing out of it. There was nothing to do
but to wait.</p>
<p>The next night Henri was to go through the lines again. Since his
wounding he had been working on the Allied side, and fewer lights there
were in his district that flashed the treacherous message across the
flood, between night and morning. But now it was imperative that he go
through the German lines again. It was feared that with grappling hooks
the enemy was slowly and cautiously withdrawing the barbed wire from the
inundated fields; and that could mean but one thing.</p>
<p>On the night he was to go Henri called Sara Lee from the crowded <i>salle �
manger</i> and drawing her into the room across closed the door.</p>
<p>"Mademoiselle," he said gravely, "once before, long ago, you permitted
me to kiss you. Will you do that for me again?"</p>
<p>She kissed him at once gravely. Once she would have flushed. She did
not now. For there was a change in Sara Lee as well as in her outlook.
She had been seeing for months the shortness of life, the brief tenure
men held on it, the value of such happiness as might be for the hours
that remained. She was a woman now, for all her slim young body and her
charm of youth. Values had changed. To love, and to show that love, to
cheer, to comfort and help—that was necessary, because soon the chance
might be gone, and there would be long aching years of regret.</p>
<p>So she kissed him gravely and looked up into his eyes, her own full of
tears.</p>
<p>"God bless and keep you, dear Henri," she said.</p>
<p>Then she went back to her work.</p>
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