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<p>On a wild night in January Sara Lee inaugurated a new branch of service.
There had been a delay in sending up to the Front the men who had been
on rest, and an incessant bombardment held the troops prisoners in their
trenches.</p>
<p>A field kitchen had been destroyed. The men were hungry, disheartened,
wet through. They needed her, she felt. Even the little she could do
would help. All day she had made soup, and at evening Marie led from
its dilapidated stable the little horse that Henri had once brought up,
trundling its cart behind it. The boiler of the cart was scoured, a
fire lighted in the fire box. Marie, a country girl, harnessed the
shaggy little animal, but with tears of terror.</p>
<p>"You will be killed, mademoiselle," she protested, weeping.</p>
<p>"But I have gone before. Don't you remember the man whose wife was
English, and how I wrote a letter for him before he died?"</p>
<p>"What will become of the house if you are killed?"</p>
<p>"Dear Marie," said Sara Lee, "that is all arranged for. You will send
to Poperinghe for your aunt, and she will come until Mrs. Cameron or
some one else can come from England. And you will stay on. Will you
promise that?"</p>
<p>Marie promised in a loud wail.</p>
<p>"Of course I shall come back," Sara Lee said, stirring her soup
preparatory to pouring it out. "I shall be very careful."</p>
<p>"You will not come back, mademoiselle. You do not care to live, and to
such—"</p>
<p>"Those are the ones who live on," said Sara Lee gravely, and poured out
her soup.</p>
<p>She went quite alone. There was a great deal of noise, but no shells
fell near her. She led the little horse by its head, and its presence
gave her comfort. It had a sense that she had not, too, for it kept her
on the road.</p>
<p>In those still early days the Belgian trenches were quite accessible
from the rear. There were no long tunneled ways to traverse to reach
them. One went along through the darkness until the sound of men's
voices, the glare of charcoal in a bucket bored with holes, the flicker
of a match, told of the buried army almost underfoot or huddled in its
flimsy shelters behind the railway embankment.</p>
<p>Beyond the lines a sentry stopped her, hailing her sharply.</p>
<p>"<i>Qui vive</i>?"</p>
<p>"It is I," she called through the rain. "I have brought some chocolate
and some soup."</p>
<p>He lowered his bayonet.</p>
<p>"Pass, mademoiselle."</p>
<p>She went on, the rumbling of her little cart deadened by the Belgian
guns.</p>
<p>Through the near-by trenches that night went the word that near the
Repose of the Angels—which was but a hole in the ground and scarcely
reposeful—there was to be had hot soup and chocolate and cigarettes.
A dozen or so at a time, the men were allowed to come. Officers brought
their great capes to keep the girl dry. Boards appeared as if by magic
for her to stand on. The rain and the bombardment had both ceased, and
a full moon made the lagoon across the embankment into a silver lake.</p>
<p>When the last soup had been dipped from the tall boiler, when the final
drops of chocolate had oozed from the faucet, Sara Lee turned and went
back to the little house again. But before she went she stood a moment
staring across toward that land of the shadow on the other side, where
Henri had gone and had not returned.</p>
<p>Once, when the King had decorated her, she had wished that, wherever
Uncle James might be, on the other side, he could see what was happening.
And now she wondered if Henri could know that she had come back, and was
again looking after his men while she waited for that reunion he had so
firmly believed in.</p>
<p>Then she led the little horse back along the road.</p>
<p>At the poplar trees she turned and looked behind, toward the trenches.
The grove was but a skeleton now, a strange and jagged thing of twisted
branches, as though it had died in agony. She stood there while the
pony nuzzled her gently. If she called, would he come? But, then, all
of life was one call now, for her. She went on slowly.</p>
<p>After that it was not unusual for her to go to the trenches, on such
nights as no men could come to the little house. Always she was joyously
welcomed, and always on her way back she turned to send from the poplar
trees that inarticulate aching call that she had come somehow to
believe in.</p>
<p>January, wet and raw, went by; February, colder, with snow, was half
over. The men had ceased to watch for Henri over the parapet, and his
brave deeds had become fireside tales, to be told at home, if ever
there were to be homes again for them.</p>
<p>Then one night Henri came back—came as he had gone, out of the shadows
that had swallowed him up; came without so much as the sound of a
sniper's rifle to herald him. A strange, thin Henri, close to
starvation, dripping water over everything from a German uniform, and
very close indeed to death before he called out.</p>
<p>There was wild excitement indeed. Bearded private soldiers, forgetting
that name and rank of his which must not be told, patted his thin
shoulders. Officers who had lived through such horrors as also may not
be told, crowded about him and shook hands with him, and with each other.</p>
<p>It was as though from the graveyard back in the fields had come, alive
and smiling, some dearly beloved friend.</p>
<p>He would have told the story, but he was wet and weary.</p>
<p>"That can wait," they said, and led him, a motley band of officers and
men intermixed, for once forgetting all decorum, toward the village.
They overtook the lines of men who had left the trenches and were moving
with their slow and weary gait up the road. The news spread through the
column. There were muffled cheers. Figures stepped out of the darkness
with hands out. Henri clasped as many as he could.</p>
<p>When with his escort he had passed the men they fell, almost without
orders, into columns of four, and swung in behind him. There was no
band, but from a thousand throats, yet cautiously until they passed the
poplar trees, there gradually swelled and grew a marching song.</p>
<p>Behind Henri a strange guard of honor—muddy, tired, torn, even
wounded—they marched and sang:</p>
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<div class="stanza">
<p class="i4"> Trou l� l�, �a ne va gu�re;</p>
<p class="i4"> Trou l� l�, �e ne va pas.</p>
</div>
</div>
<p>Sara Lee, listening for that first shuffle of many feet that sounded so
like the wind in the trees or water over the pebbles of a brook, paused
in her work and lifted her head. The rhythm of marching feet came
through the wooden shutters. The very building seemed to vibrate with
it. And there was a growling sound with it that soon she knew to be the
deep voices of singing men.</p>
<p>She went to the door and stood there, looking down the street. Behind
her was the warm glow of the lamp, all the snug invitation of the little
house.</p>
<p>A group of soldiers had paused in front of the doorway, and from them
one emerged—tall, white, infinitely weary—and looked up at her with
unbelieving eyes.</p>
<p>After all, there are no words for such meetings. Henri took her hand,
still with that sense of unreality, and bent over it. And Sara Lee
touched his head as he stooped, because she had called for so long, and
only now he had come.</p>
<p>"So you have come back!" she said in what she hoped was a composed
tone—because a great many people were listening. He raised his head
and looked at her.</p>
<p>"It is you who have come back, mademoiselle."</p>
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<p>There was gayety in the little house that night. Every candle was
lighted. They were stuck in rows on mantel-shelves. They blazed—and
melted into strange arcs—above the kitchen stove. There were
cigarettes for everybody, and food; and a dry uniform, rather small, for
Henri. Marie wept over her soup, and ran every few moments to the door
to see if he was still there. She had kissed him on both cheeks when
he came in, and showed signs, every now and then, of doing it again.</p>
<p>Sara Lee did her bandaging as usual, but with shining eyes. And soon
after Henri's arrival a dispatch rider set off post haste with certain
papers and maps, hurriedly written and drawn. Henri had not only
returned, he had brought back information of great value to all the
Allied armies.</p>
<p>So Sara Lee bandaged, and in the little room across the way, where no
longer Harvey's photograph sat on the mantel, Henri told his story to
the officers—of his imprisonment in the German prison at Crefeld; of
his finding Jean there, weeks later when he was convalescing from
typhoid; of their escape and long wandering; of Jean's getting into
Holland, whence he would return by way of England. Of his own business,
of what he had done behind the lines after Jean had gone, he said
nothing. But his listeners knew and understood.</p>
<p>But his dispatches off, his story briefly told, Henri wandered out among
the men again. He was very happy. He had never thought to be so happy.
He felt the touch on his sleeves of hard brown, not overclean hands,
infinitely tender and caressing; and over there, as though she had never
gone, was Sara Lee, slightly flushed and very radiant.</p>
<p>And as though he also had never gone away, Henri pushed into the <i>salle
� manger</i> and stood before her smiling.</p>
<p>"You bandage well, mademoiselle," he said gayly. "But I? I bandage
better! See now, a turn here, and it is done! Does it hurt, Paul?"</p>
<p>The man in the dressing chair squirmed and grinned sheepishly.</p>
<p>"The iodine," he explained. "It is painful."</p>
<p>"Then I shall ask you a question, and you will forget the iodine. Why
is a dead German like the tail of a pig?"</p>
<p>Paul failed. The room failed. Even Colonel Lilias confessed himself at
fault.</p>
<p>"Because it is the end of the swine," explained Henri, and looked about
him triumphantly. A gust of laughter spread through the room and even
to the kitchen. A door banged. Henri upset a chair. There was noise
again, and gayety in the little house of mercy. And much happiness.</p>
<p>And there I think we may leave them all—Henri and Sara Lee; and Jean
of the one eye and the faithful heart; and Marie, with her kettles; and
even Ren�, who still in some strange way belonged to the little house,
as though it were something too precious to abandon.</p>
<p>The amazing interlude had become the play itself. Never again for Sara
Lee would the lights go up in front, and Henri with his adoring eyes
and open arms fade into the shadows.</p>
<p>The drama of the war plays on. The Great Playwright sees fit, now and
then, to take away some well-beloved players. New faces appear and
disappear. The music is the thunder of many guns. Henri still plays
his big part, Sara Lee her little one. Yet who shall say, in the end,
which one has done the better? There are new and ever new standards,
but love remains the chief. And love is Sara Lee's one quality—love
of her kind, of tired men and weary, the love that shall one day knit
this broken world together. And love of one man.</p>
<p>On weary nights, when Henri is again lost in the shadows, Sara Lee,
her work done, the men gone, sits in her little house of mercy and
waits. The stars on clear evenings shine down on the roofless buildings,
on the rubbish that was once the mill, on the ruined poplar trees, and
on the small acre of peace where tiny crosses mark the long sleep of
weary soldiers.</p>
<p>And sometimes, though she knows it now by heart, she reads aloud that
letter of Henri's to her. It comforts her. It is a promise.</p>
<p>"If that is to be, then think of me, somewhere, perhaps with Ren� by my
side, since he, too, loved you. And I shall still be calling you, and
waiting. Perhaps, even beyond the stars, they have need of a little
house of mercy. And God knows, wherever I am, I shall have need of you."</p>
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