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<h4>CHAPTER XXIII.</h4>
<h3>"IN THESE DAYS ONE CAN'T<br/>MAKE A MAN MARRY."<br/> </h3>
<p>This was going on while Lord Rufford was shooting in the
neighbourhood of Dillsborough; and when the letter was being put into
its envelope at the lodgings in Orchard Street, his Lordship was just
sitting down to dinner with his guests at the Bush. At the same time
John Morton was lying ill at Bragton;—a fact of which Arabella was
not aware.</p>
<p>The letter from Lord Augustus was put into the post on Saturday
evening; but when that line of action was decided upon by Arabella
she was aware that she must not trust solely to her father. Various
plans were fermenting in her brain; all, or any of which, if carried
out at all, must be carried out at the same time and at once. There
must be no delay, or that final chance of Patagonia would be gone.
The leader of a forlorn hope, though he be ever so resolved to die in
the breach, still makes some preparation for his escape. Among her
plans the first in order was a resolution to see Lord Mistletoe whom
she knew to be in town. Parliament was to meet in the course of the
next week and he was to move the address. There had been much said
about all this at Mistletoe from which she knew that he was in London
preparing himself among the gentlemen at the Treasury. Then she
herself would write to the Duke. She thought that she could concoct a
letter that would move even his heart. She would tell him that she
was a daughter of the house of Trefoil,—and "all that kind of
thing." She had it distinctly laid down in her mind. And then there
was another move which she would make before she altogether threw up
the game. She would force herself into Lord Rufford's presence and
throw herself into his arms,—at his feet if need be,—and force him
into compliance. Should she fail, then she, too, had an idea what a
raging woman could do. But her first step now must be with her cousin
Mistletoe. She would not write to the Duke till she had seen her
cousin.</p>
<p>Lord Mistletoe when in London lived at the family house in
Piccadilly, and thither early on the Sunday morning she sent a note
to say that she especially wished to see her cousin and would call at
three o'clock on that day. The messenger brought back word that Lord
Mistletoe would be at home, and exactly at that hour the hired
brougham stopped at the door. Her mother had wished to accompany her
but she had declared that if she could not go alone she would not go
at all. In that she was right; for whatever favour the young heir to
the family honours might retain for his fair cousin, who was at any
rate a Trefoil, he had none for his uncle's wife. She was shown into
his own sitting-room on the ground floor, and then he immediately
joined her. "I wouldn't have you shown upstairs," he said, "because I
understand from your note that you want to see me in particular."</p>
<p>"That is so kind of you."</p>
<p>Lord Mistletoe was a young man about thirty, less in stature than his
father or uncle, but with the same handsome inexpressive face. Almost
all men take to some line in life. His father was known as a manager
of estates; his uncle as a whist-player; he was minded to follow the
steps of his grandfather and be a statesman. He was eaten up by no
high ambition but lived in the hope that by perseverance he might
live to become a useful Under Secretary, and perhaps, ultimately, a
Privy Seal. As he was well educated and laborious, and had no
objection to sitting for five hours together in the House of Commons
with nothing to do and sometimes with very little to hear, it was
thought by his friends that he would succeed. "And what is it I can
do?" he said with that affable smile to which he had already become
accustomed as a government politician.</p>
<p>"I am in great trouble," said Arabella, leaving her hand for a moment
in his as she spoke.</p>
<p>"I am sorry for that. What sort of trouble?" He knew that his uncle
and his aunt's family were always short of money, and was already
considering to what extent he would go in granting her petition.</p>
<p>"Do you know Lord Rufford?"</p>
<p>"Lord Rufford! Yes;—I know him; but very slightly. My father knows
him very much better than I do."</p>
<p>"I have just been at Mistletoe, and he was there. My story is so hard
to tell. I had better out with it at once. Lord Rufford has asked me
to be his wife."</p>
<p>"The deuce he has! It's a very fine property and quite
unembarrassed."</p>
<p>"And now he repudiates his engagement." Upon hearing this the young
lord's face became very long. He also had heard something of the past
life of his handsome cousin, though he had always felt kindly to her.
"It was not once only."</p>
<p>"Dear me! I should have thought your father would be the proper
person."</p>
<p>"Papa has written;—but you know what papa is."</p>
<p>"Does the Duke know of it,—or my mother?"</p>
<p>"It partly went on at Mistletoe. I would tell you the whole story if
I knew how." Then she did tell him her story, during the telling of
which he sat profoundly silent. She had gone to stay with Lady
Penwether at Lord Rufford's house, and then he had first told her of
his love. Then they had agreed to meet at Mistletoe, and she had
begged her aunt to receive her. She had not told her aunt at once,
and her aunt had been angry with her because they had walked
together. Then she had told everything to the Duchess and had begged
the Duchess to ask the Duke to speak to Lord Rufford. At Mistletoe
Lord Rufford had twice renewed his offer,—and she had then accepted
him. But the Duke had not spoken to him before he left the place. She
owned that she thought the Duchess had been a little hard to her. Of
course she did not mean to complain, but the Duchess had been angry
with her because she had hunted. And now, in answer to the note from
herself, had come a letter from Lord Rufford in which he repudiated
the engagement. "I only got it yesterday and I came at once to you. I
do not think you will see your cousin treated in that way without
raising your hand. You will remember that I have no brother?"</p>
<p>"But what can I do?" asked Lord Mistletoe.</p>
<p>She had taken great trouble with her face, so that she was able to
burst out into tears. She had on a veil which partly concealed her.
She did not believe in the effect of a pocket handkerchief, but sat
with her face half averted. "Tell him what you think about it," she
said.</p>
<p>"Such engagements, Arabella," he said, "should always be
authenticated by a third party. It is for that reason that a girl
generally refers her lover to her father before she allows herself to
be considered as engaged."</p>
<p>"Think what my position has been! I wanted to refer him to my uncle
and asked the Duchess."</p>
<p>"My mother must have had some reason. I'm sure she must. There isn't
a woman in London knows how such things should be done better than my
mother. I can write to Lord Rufford and ask him for an explanation;
but I do not see what good it would do."</p>
<p>"If you were in earnest about it he would be—afraid of you."</p>
<p>"I don't think he would in the least. If I were to make a noise about
it, it would only do you harm. You wouldn't wish all the world to
know that he <span class="nowrap">had—"</span></p>
<p>"Jilted me! I don't care what the world knows. Am I to put up with
such treatment as that and do nothing? Do you like to see your cousin
treated in that way?"</p>
<p>"I don't like it at all. Lord Rufford is a good sort of man in his
way, and has a large property. I wish with all my heart that it had
come off all right; but in these days one can't make a man marry.
There used to be the alternative of going out and being shot at; but
that is over now."</p>
<p>"And a man is to do just as he pleases?"</p>
<p>"I am afraid so. If a man is known to have behaved badly to a girl,
public opinion will condemn him."</p>
<p>"Can anything be worse than this treatment of me?" Lord Mistletoe
could not tell her that he had alluded to absolute knowledge and that
at present he had no more than her version of the story;—or that the
world would require more than that before the general condemnation of
which he had spoken would come. So he sat in silence and shook his
head. "And you think that I should put up with it quietly!"</p>
<p>"I think that your father should see the man." Arabella shook her
head contemptuously. "If you wish it I will write to my mother."</p>
<p>"I would rather trust to my uncle."</p>
<p>"I don't know what he could do;—but I will write to him if you
please."</p>
<p>"And you won't see Lord Rufford?"</p>
<p>He sat silent for a minute or two during which she pressed him over
and over again to have an interview with her recreant lover, bringing
up all the arguments that she knew, reminding him of their former
affection for each other, telling him that she had no brother of her
own, and that her own father was worse than useless in such a matter.
A word or two she said of the nature of the prize to be gained, and
many words as to her absolute right to regard that prize as her own.
But at last he refused. "I am not the person to do it," he said.
"Even if I were your brother I should not be so,—unless with the
view of punishing him for his conduct;—in which place the punishment
to you would be worse than any I could inflict on him. It cannot be
good that any young lady should have her name in the mouths of all
the lovers of gossip in the country."</p>
<p>She was going to burst out at him in her anger, but before the words
were out of her mouth she remembered herself. She could not afford to
make enemies and certainly not an enemy of him. "Perhaps, then," she
said, "you had better tell your mother all that I have told you. I
will write to the Duke myself."</p>
<p>And so she left him, and as she returned to Orchard Street in the
brougham, she applied to him every term of reproach she could bring
to mind. He was selfish, and a coward, and utterly devoid of all
feeling of family honour. He was a prig, and unmanly, and false. A
real cousin would have burst out into a passion and have declared
himself ready to seize Lord Rufford by the throat and shake him into
instant matrimony. But this man, through whose veins water was
running instead of blood, had no feeling, no heart, no capability for
anger! Oh, what a vile world it was! A little help,—so very
little,—would have made everything straight for her! If her aunt had
only behaved at Mistletoe as aunts should behave, there would have
been no difficulty. In her misery she thought that the world was more
cruel to her than to any other person in it.</p>
<p>On her arrival at home, she was astounded by a letter that she found
there,—a letter of such a nature that it altogether drove out of her
head the purpose which she had of writing to the Duke on that
evening. The letter was from John Morton and now reached her through
the lawyer to whom it had been sent by private hand for immediate
delivery. It ran as follows:<br/> </p>
<blockquote>
<p class="noindent"><span class="smallcaps">Dearest Arabella</span>,</p>
<p>I am very ill,—so ill that Dr. Fanning who has come down
from London, has, I think, but a poor opinion of my case.
He does not say that it is hopeless,—and that is all. I
think it right to tell you this, as my affection for you
is what it always has been. If you wish to see me, you and
your mother had better come to Bragton at once. You can
telegraph. I am too weak to write more.</p>
<p class="ind12">Yours most affectionately,</p>
<p class="ind14"><span class="smallcaps">John Morton</span>.</p>
<p class="noindent">There is nothing infectious.<br/> </p>
</blockquote>
<p>"John Morton is dying," she almost screamed out to her mother.</p>
<p>"Dying!"</p>
<p>"So he says. Oh, what an unfortunate wretch I am! Everything that
touches me comes to grief." Then she burst out into a flood of true
unfeigned tears.</p>
<p>"It won't matter so much," said Lady Augustus, "if you mean to write
to the Duke, and go on with this other—affair."</p>
<p>"Oh, mamma, how can you talk in that way?"</p>
<p>"Well; my dear; you know—"</p>
<p>"I am heartless. I know that. But you are ten times worse. Think how
I have treated him!"</p>
<p>"I don't want him to die, my dear; but what can I say? I can't do him
any good. It is all in God's hands, and if he must die—why, it won't
make so much difference to you. I have looked upon all that as over
for a long time."</p>
<p>"It is not over. After all he has liked me better than any of them.
He wants me to go to Bragton."</p>
<p>"That of course is out of the question."</p>
<p>"It is not out of the question at all. I shall go."</p>
<p>"Arabella!"</p>
<p>"And you must go with me, mamma."</p>
<p>"I will do no such thing," said Lady Augustus, to whom the idea of
Bragton was terrible.</p>
<p>"Indeed you must. He has asked me to go, and I shall do it. You can
hardly let me go alone."</p>
<p>"And what will you say to Lord Rufford?"</p>
<p>"I don't care for Lord Rufford. Is he to prevent my going where I
please?"</p>
<p>"And your father,—and the Duke,—and the Duchess! How can you go
there after all that you have been doing since you left?"</p>
<p>"What do I care for the Duke and the Duchess. It has come to that,
that I care for no one. They are all throwing me over. That little
wretch Mistletoe will do nothing. This man really loved me. He has
never treated me badly. Whether he live or whether he die, he has
been true to me." Then she sat and thought of it all. What would Lord
Rufford care for her father's letter? If her cousin Mistletoe would
not stir in her behalf what chance had she with her uncle? And,
though she had thoroughly despised her cousin, she had understood and
had unconsciously believed much that he had said to her. "In these
days one can't make a man marry!" What horrid days they were! But
John Morton would marry her to-morrow if he were well,—in spite of
all her ill usage! Of course he would die and so she would again be
overwhelmed;—but yet she would go and see him. As she determined to
do so there was something even in her hard callous heart softer than
the love of money and more human than the dream of an advantageous
settlement in life.</p>
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