<h2>XI</h2>
<p class="epigram"><br/>
Yet if Hope has flown away<br/>
In a night, or in a day,<br/>
In a vision, or in none.<br/>
Is it therefore the less gone?<br/>
All that we see or seem<br/>
Is but a dream within a dream.<br/>
<br/>
<span class="smcap">Poe.</span><br/></p>
<p> <span class="pagenum">[pg. 152]</span></p>
<p> <span class="pagenum">[pg. 153]</span></p>
<p>"It is the first of May," said Adam. "It is a year ago to-day.
Shall we pass the gateway?"</p>
<p>"Not now," answered Robin. "Wait till afternoon. I am so busy this
morning."</p>
<p>She was sitting at the table teaching half a dozen little chickens
to appreciate hard-boiled egg. The wounded kid was lying in her lap,
one arm was about it, and an adventurous kitten looked over her
shoulder. As she tapped on the board with one slender forefinger, the
chickens, hearing their mother's bill, began picking up the fragments
of egg. She had rounded out wonderfully in a year, and Adam realized
for the first time that she was a very beautiful woman.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum">[pg. 154]</span>"Suppose," she went on, "you
begin your book to-day. Write your description of a year ago. It will
never be so plain again. There is plenty of time before we go.
Besides, if it is a dream, we shall want the written record to show
what dreams may come."</p>
<p>Adam hesitated a moment, then went to his desk. She had said truly,
the events of that day would never again be so clear, and as he began
to record them they marshaled themselves before him, until he found
himself writing with a dramatic power that fascinated and amazed
him.</p>
<p>It must have been some time afterward that Robin stole in and set a
glass of milk, some biscuit and strawberries, down on the desk beside
him and then went out, taking the dogs with her. He did not notice
<span class="pagenum">[pg. 155]</span>another sound until she called
him to supper.</p>
<p>While he did the evening work Robin dressed herself in the garments
she had worn the year before. As soon as she could make others she had
put them aside, awaiting the awakening or the rescue.</p>
<p>The heavy cloth skirt and the silk waist were put on with a strange
reluctance. Years ago the old doctor in "The Guardian Angel" said our
china became our tombstones, but surely our garments may become the
graveyards of our emotions, and hold sharp or sweet remembrances long
after they are past wearing. In spite of some tan Robin found the face
that looked back at her from her mirror infinitely more attractive
than it had been the year before.</p>
<p>Adam started a little when he saw <span class="pagenum">[pg.
156]</span>her. Then he drew her hand through his arm, and they went
to the gateway. As he opened the gate she turned and looked back. The
sun was behind the mountains, and the shadows were long and dark. They
heard the sounds of the various creatures settling into quiet for the
night, and Adam sent back all the dogs but Lassie. They went slowly
and wistfully. Robin stooped and kissed Prince on his white forehead.
As Adam closed the gate, she said half fearfully, "Shall we ever see
them again?" But he did not answer. He took her hand and led her to
the boulder.</p>
<p>Far as the eye could reach they saw what they expected to see. Half
a mile away the sea rolled in on a tolerably level beach; here it
thundered and roared against a sheer cliff. Among the rocks they could
see the <span class="pagenum">[pg. 157]</span>nests of many wild-fowl,
and gulls flew by them. They sat down on the rock and waited until
midnight. Then they went home. The dogs received them obstreperously,
and the kid from its corner bleated faintly. Robin bent over it
anxiously, then warmed some milk and fed it. When Adam came in with
some fresh water she was swinging slowly to and fro in the rocker,
singing softly an absurd nursery song:—</p>
<div class="poem">
<p>"Sleep, baby, sleep.<br/>
The stars they are the sheep;<br/>
The big moon is the shepherdess;<br/>
The little stars are the lambs, I guess.<br/>
Sleep, baby, sleep."<br/></p>
</div>
<p>"It needed to be cuddled," she said in as matter-of-fact a voice as
if all lambs were sung to sleep regularly. "You know dear old
Professor Carter said there would have been no
wild <span class="pagenum">[pg. 158]</span>animals if we hadn't made
them so; but now, if you will, you can put her with Nannie."</p>
<p>When he came back she had gone into her room. There was nothing
more for either of them to say. There was nothing to do, except to
hope for a sail, since they no longer hoped for an awakening.</p>
<p> </p>
<p> <span class="pagenum">[pg. 159]</span></p>
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