<h2><SPAN name="chap37"></SPAN>Chapter XXXVII</h2>
<p>In spite of Butler’s rage and his determination to do many things to the
financier, if he could, he was so wrought up and shocked by the attitude of
Aileen that he could scarcely believe he was the same man he had been
twenty-four hours before. She was so nonchalant, so defiant. He had expected to
see her wilt completely when confronted with her guilt. Instead, he found, to
his despair, after they were once safely out of the house, that he had aroused
a fighting quality in the girl which was not incomparable to his own. She had
some of his own and Owen’s grit. She sat beside him in the little
runabout—not his own—in which he was driving her home, her face
coloring and blanching by turns, as different waves of thought swept over her,
determined to stand her ground now that her father had so plainly trapped her,
to declare for Cowperwood and her love and her position in general. What did
she care, she asked herself, what her father thought now? She was in this
thing. She loved Cowperwood; she was permanently disgraced in her
father’s eyes. What difference could it all make now? He had fallen so
low in his parental feeling as to spy on her and expose her before other
men—strangers, detectives, Cowperwood. What real affection could she have
for him after this? He had made a mistake, according to her. He had done a
foolish and a contemptible thing, which was not warranted however bad her
actions might have been. What could he hope to accomplish by rushing in on her
in this way and ripping the veil from her very soul before these other
men—these crude detectives? Oh, the agony of that walk from the bedroom
to the reception-room! She would never forgive her father for this—never,
never, never! He had now killed her love for him—that was what she felt.
It was to be a battle royal between them from now on. As they rode—in
complete silence for a while—her hands clasped and unclasped defiantly,
her nails cutting her palms, and her mouth hardened.</p>
<p>It is an open question whether raw opposition ever accomplishes anything of
value in this world. It seems so inherent in this mortal scheme of things that
it appears to have a vast validity. It is more than likely that we owe this
spectacle called life to it, and that this can be demonstrated scientifically;
but when that is said and done, what is the value? What is the value of the
spectacle? And what the value of a scene such as this enacted between Aileen
and her father?</p>
<p>The old man saw nothing for it, as they rode on, save a grim contest between
them which could end in what? What could he do with her? They were riding away
fresh from this awful catastrophe, and she was not saying a word! She had even
asked him why he had come there! How was he to subdue her, when the very act of
trapping her had failed to do so? His ruse, while so successful materially, had
failed so utterly spiritually. They reached the house, and Aileen got out. The
old man, too nonplussed to wish to go further at this time, drove back to his
office. He then went out and walked—a peculiar thing for him to do; he
had done nothing like that in years and years—walking to think. Coming to
an open Catholic church, he went in and prayed for enlightenment, the growing
dusk of the interior, the single everlasting lamp before the repository of the
chalice, and the high, white altar set with candles soothing his troubled
feelings.</p>
<p>He came out of the church after a time and returned home. Aileen did not appear
at dinner, and he could not eat. He went into his private room and shut the
door—thinking, thinking, thinking. The dreadful spectacle of Aileen in a
house of ill repute burned in his brain. To think that Cowperwood should have
taken her to such a place—his Aileen, his and his wife’s pet. In
spite of his prayers, his uncertainty, her opposition, the puzzling nature of
the situation, she must be got out of this. She must go away for a while, give
the man up, and then the law should run its course with him. In all likelihood
Cowperwood would go to the penitentiary—if ever a man richly deserved to
go, it was he. Butler would see that no stone was left unturned. He would make
it a personal issue, if necessary. All he had to do was to let it be known in
judicial circles that he wanted it so. He could not suborn a jury, that would
be criminal; but he could see that the case was properly and forcefully
presented; and if Cowperwood were convicted, Heaven help him. The appeal of his
financial friends would not save him. The judges of the lower and superior
courts knew on which side their bread was buttered. They would strain a point
in favor of the highest political opinion of the day, and he certainly could
influence that. Aileen meanwhile was contemplating the peculiar nature of her
situation. In spite of their silence on the way home, she knew that a
conversation was coming with her father. It had to be. He would want her to go
somewhere. Most likely he would revive the European trip in some form—she
now suspected the invitation of Mrs. Mollenhauer as a trick; and she had to
decide whether she would go. Would she leave Cowperwood just when he was about
to be tried? She was determined she would not. She wanted to see what was going
to happen to him. She would leave home first—run to some relative, some
friend, some stranger, if necessary, and ask to be taken in. She had some
money—a little. Her father had always been very liberal with her. She
could take a few clothes and disappear. They would be glad enough to send for
her after she had been gone awhile. Her mother would be frantic; Norah and
Callum and Owen would be beside themselves with wonder and worry; her
father—she could see him. Maybe that would bring him to his senses. In
spite of all her emotional vagaries, she was the pride and interest of this
home, and she knew it.</p>
<p>It was in this direction that her mind was running when her father, a few days
after the dreadful exposure in the Sixth Street house, sent for her to come to
him in his room. He had come home from his office very early in the afternoon,
hoping to find Aileen there, in order that he might have a private interview
with her, and by good luck found her in. She had had no desire to go out into
the world these last few days—she was too expectant of trouble to come.
She had just written Cowperwood asking for a rendezvous out on the Wissahickon
the following afternoon, in spite of the detectives. She must see him. Her
father, she said, had done nothing; but she was sure he would attempt to do
something. She wanted to talk to Cowperwood about that.</p>
<p>“I’ve been thinkin’ about ye, Aileen, and what ought to be
done in this case,” began her father without preliminaries of any kind
once they were in his “office room” in the house together.
“You’re on the road to ruin if any one ever was. I tremble when I
think of your immortal soul. I want to do somethin’ for ye, my child,
before it’s too late. I’ve been reproachin’ myself for the
last month and more, thinkin’, perhaps, it was somethin’ I had
done, or maybe had failed to do, aither me or your mother, that has brought ye
to the place where ye are to-day. Needless to say, it’s on me conscience,
me child. It’s a heartbroken man you’re lookin’ at this day.
I’ll never be able to hold me head up again. Oh, the shame—the
shame! That I should have lived to see it!”</p>
<p>“But father,” protested Aileen, who was a little distraught at the
thought of having to listen to a long preachment which would relate to her duty
to God and the Church and her family and her mother and him. She realized that
all these were important in their way; but Cowperwood and his point of view had
given her another outlook on life. They had discussed this matter of
families—parents, children, husbands, wives, brothers, sisters—from
almost every point of view. Cowperwood’s laissez-faire attitude had
permeated and colored her mind completely. She saw things through his cold,
direct “I satisfy myself” attitude. He was sorry for all the little
differences of personality that sprang up between people, causing quarrels,
bickerings, oppositions, and separation; but they could not be helped. People
outgrew each other. Their points of view altered at varying ratios—hence
changes. Morals—those who had them had them; those who hadn’t,
hadn’t. There was no explaining. As for him, he saw nothing wrong in the
sex relationship. Between those who were mutually compatible it was innocent
and delicious. Aileen in his arms, unmarried, but loved by him, and he by her,
was as good and pure as any living woman—a great deal purer than most.
One found oneself in a given social order, theory, or scheme of things. For
purposes of social success, in order not to offend, to smooth one’s path,
make things easy, avoid useless criticism, and the like, it was necessary to
create an outward seeming—ostensibly conform. Beyond that it was not
necessary to do anything. Never fail, never get caught. If you did, fight your
way out silently and say nothing. That was what he was doing in connection with
his present financial troubles; that was what he had been ready to do the other
day when they were caught. It was something of all this that was coloring
Aileen’s mood as she listened at present.</p>
<p>“But father,” she protested, “I love Mr. Cowperwood.
It’s almost the same as if I were married to him. He will marry me some
day when he gets a divorce from Mrs. Cowperwood. You don’t understand how
it is. He’s very fond of me, and I love him. He needs me.”</p>
<p>Butler looked at her with strange, non-understanding eyes. “Divorce, did
you say,” he began, thinking of the Catholic Church and its dogma in
regard to that. “He’ll divorce his own wife and children—and
for you, will he? He needs you, does he?” he added, sarcastically.
“What about his wife and children? I don’t suppose they need him,
do they? What talk have ye?”</p>
<p>Aileen flung her head back defiantly. “It’s true,
nevertheless,” she reiterated. “You just don’t
understand.”</p>
<p>Butler could scarcely believe his ears. He had never heard such talk before in
his life from any one. It amazed and shocked him. He was quite aware of all the
subtleties of politics and business, but these of romance were too much for
him. He knew nothing about them. To think a daughter of his should be talking
like this, and she a Catholic! He could not understand where she got such
notions unless it was from the Machiavellian, corrupting brain of Cowperwood
himself.</p>
<p>“How long have ye had these notions, my child?” he suddenly asked,
calmly and soberly. “Where did ye get them? Ye certainly never heard
anything like that in this house, I warrant. Ye talk as though ye had gone out
of yer mind.”</p>
<p>“Oh, don’t talk nonsense, father,” flared Aileen, angrily,
thinking how hopeless it was to talk to her father about such things anyhow.
“I’m not a child any more. I’m twenty-four years of age. You
just don’t understand. Mr. Cowperwood doesn’t like his wife.
He’s going to get a divorce when he can, and will marry me. I love him,
and he loves me, and that’s all there is to it.”</p>
<p>“Is it, though?” asked Butler, grimly determined by hook or by
crook, to bring this girl to her senses. “Ye’ll be takin’ no
thought of his wife and children then? The fact that he’s goin’ to
jail, besides, is nawthin’ to ye, I suppose. Ye’d love him just as
much in convict stripes, I suppose—more, maybe.” (The old man was
at his best, humanly speaking, when he was a little sarcastic.)
“Ye’ll have him that way, likely, if at all.”</p>
<p>Aileen blazed at once to a furious heat. “Yes, I know,” she
sneered. “That’s what you would like. I know what you’ve been
doing. Frank does, too. You’re trying to railroad him to prison for
something he didn’t do—and all on account of me. Oh, I know. But
you won’t hurt him. You can’t! He’s bigger and finer than you
think he is and you won’t hurt him in the long run. He’ll get out
again. You want to punish him on my account; but he doesn’t care.
I’ll marry him anyhow. I love him, and I’ll wait for him and marry
him, and you can do what you please. So there!”</p>
<p>“Ye’ll marry him, will you?” asked Butler, nonplussed and
further astounded. “So ye’ll wait for him and marry him?
Ye’ll take him away from his wife and children, where, if he were half a
man, he’d be stayin’ this minute instead of gallivantin’
around with you. And marry him? Ye’d disgrace your father and yer mother
and yer family? Ye’ll stand here and say this to me, I that have raised
ye, cared for ye, and made somethin’ of ye? Where would you be if it
weren’t for me and your poor, hard-workin’ mother, schemin’
and plannin’ for you year in and year out? Ye’re smarter than I am,
I suppose. Ye know more about the world than I do, or any one else that might
want to say anythin’ to ye. I’ve raised ye to be a fine lady, and
this is what I get. Talk about me not bein’ able to understand, and ye
lovin’ a convict-to-be, a robber, an embezzler, a bankrupt, a
lyin’, thavin’—”</p>
<p>“Father!” exclaimed Aileen, determinedly. “I’ll not
listen to you talking that way. He’s not any of the things that you say.
I’ll not stay here.” She moved toward the door; but Butler jumped
up now and stopped her. His face for the moment was flushed and swollen with
anger.</p>
<p>“But I’m not through with him yet,” he went on, ignoring her
desire to leave, and addressing her direct—confident now that she was as
capable as another of understanding him. “I’ll get him as sure as I
have a name. There’s law in this land, and I’ll have it on him.
I’ll show him whether he’ll come sneakin’ into dacent homes
and robbin’ parents of their children.”</p>
<p>He paused after a time for want of breath and Aileen stared, her face tense and
white. Her father could be so ridiculous. He was, contrasted with Cowperwood
and his views, so old-fashioned. To think he could be talking of some one
coming into their home and stealing her away from him, when she had been so
willing to go. What silliness! And yet, why argue? What good could be
accomplished, arguing with him here in this way? And so for the moment, she
said nothing more—merely looked. But Butler was by no means done. His
mood was too stormy even though he was doing his best now to subdue himself.</p>
<p>“It’s too bad, daughter,” he resumed quietly, once he was
satisfied that she was going to have little, if anything, to say.
“I’m lettin’ my anger get the best of me. It wasn’t
that I intended talkin’ to ye about when I ast ye to come in. It’s
somethin’ else I have on me mind. I was thinkin’, perhaps,
ye’d like to go to Europe for the time bein’ to study music.
Ye’re not quite yourself just at present. Ye’re needin’ a
rest. It would be good for ye to go away for a while. Ye could have a nice time
over there. Norah could go along with ye, if you would, and Sister Constantia
that taught you. Ye wouldn’t object to havin’ her, I
suppose?”</p>
<p>At the mention of this idea of a trip of Europe again, with Sister Constantia
and music thrown in to give it a slightly new form, Aileen bridled, and yet
half-smiled to herself now. It was so ridiculous—so tactless, really, for
her father to bring up this now, and especially after denouncing Cowperwood and
her, and threatening all the things he had. Had he no diplomacy at all where
she was concerned? It was really too funny! But she restrained herself here
again, because she felt as well as saw, that argument of this kind was all
futile now.</p>
<p>“I wish you wouldn’t talk about that, father,” she began,
having softened under his explanation. “I don’t want to go to
Europe now. I don’t want to leave Philadelphia. I know you want me to go;
but I don’t want to think of going now. I can’t.”</p>
<p>Butler’s brow darkened again. What was the use of all this opposition on
her part? Did she really imagine that she was going to master him—her
father, and in connection with such an issue as this? How impossible! But
tempering his voice as much as possible, he went on, quite softly, in fact.
“But it would be so fine for ye, Aileen. Ye surely can’t expect to
stay here after—” He paused, for he was going to say “what
has happened.” He knew she was very sensitive on that point. His own
conduct in hunting her down had been such a breach of fatherly courtesy that he
knew she felt resentful, and in a way properly so. Still, what could be greater
than her own crime? “After,” he concluded, “ye have made such
a mistake ye surely wouldn’t want to stay here. Ye won’t be
wantin’ to keep up that—committin’ a mortal sin. It’s
against the laws of God and man.”</p>
<p>He did so hope the thought of sin would come to Aileen—the enormity of
her crime from a spiritual point of view—but Aileen did not see it at
all.</p>
<p>“You don’t understand me, father,” she exclaimed, hopelessly
toward the end. “You can’t. I have one idea, and you have another.
But I don’t seem to be able to make you understand now. The fact is, if
you want to know it, I don’t believe in the Catholic Church any more, so
there.”</p>
<p>The moment Aileen had said this she wished she had not. It was a slip of the
tongue. Butler’s face took on an inexpressibly sad, despairing look.</p>
<p>“Ye don’t believe in the Church?” he asked.</p>
<p>“No, not exactly—not like you do.”</p>
<p>He shook his head.</p>
<p>“The harm that has come to yer soul!” he replied. “It’s
plain to me, daughter, that somethin’ terrible has happened to ye. This
man has ruined ye, body and soul. Somethin’ must be done. I don’t
want to be hard on ye, but ye must leave Philadelphy. Ye can’t stay here.
I can’t permit ye. Ye can go to Europe, or ye can go to yer aunt’s
in New Orleans; but ye must go somewhere. I can’t have ye stayin’
here—it’s too dangerous. It’s sure to be comin’ out.
The papers’ll be havin’ it next. Ye’re young yet. Yer life is
before you. I tremble for yer soul; but so long as ye’re young and alive
ye may come to yer senses. It’s me duty to be hard. It’s my
obligation to you and the Church. Ye must quit this life. Ye must lave this
man. Ye must never see him any more. I can’t permit ye. He’s no
good. He has no intintion of marrying ye, and it would be a crime against God
and man if he did. No, no! Never that! The man’s a bankrupt, a scoundrel,
a thafe. If ye had him, ye’d soon be the unhappiest woman in the world.
He wouldn’t be faithful to ye. No, he couldn’t. He’s not that
kind.” He paused, sick to the depths of his soul. “Ye must go away.
I say it once and for all. I mane it kindly, but I want it. I have yer best
interests at heart. I love ye; but ye must. I’m sorry to see ye
go—I’d rather have ye here. No one will be sorrier; but ye must. Ye
must make it all seem natcheral and ordinary to yer mother; but ye must
go—d’ye hear? Ye must.”</p>
<p>He paused, looking sadly but firmly at Aileen under his shaggy eyebrows. She
knew he meant this. It was his most solemn, his most religious expression. But
she did not answer. She could not. What was the use? Only she was not going.
She knew that—and so she stood there white and tense.</p>
<p>“Now get all the clothes ye want,” went on Butler, by no means
grasping her true mood. “Fix yourself up in any way you plase. Say where
ye want to go, but get ready.”</p>
<p>“But I won’t, father,” finally replied Aileen, equally
solemnly, equally determinedly. “I won’t go! I won’t leave
Philadelphia.”</p>
<p>“Ye don’t mane to say ye will deliberately disobey me when
I’m asking ye to do somethin’ that’s intended for yer own
good, will ye daughter?”</p>
<p>“Yes, I will,” replied Aileen, determinedly. “I won’t
go! I’m sorry, but I won’t!”</p>
<p>“Ye really mane that, do ye?” asked Butler, sadly but grimly.</p>
<p>“Yes, I do,” replied Aileen, grimly, in return.</p>
<p>“Then I’ll have to see what I can do, daughter,” replied the
old man. “Ye’re still my daughter, whatever ye are, and I’ll
not see ye come to wreck and ruin for want of doin’ what I know to be my
solemn duty. I’ll give ye a few more days to think this over, but go ye
must. There’s an end of that. There are laws in this land still. There
are things that can be done to those who won’t obey the law. I found ye
this time—much as it hurt me to do it. I’ll find ye again if ye try
to disobey me. Ye must change yer ways. I can’t have ye goin’ on as
ye are. Ye understand now. It’s the last word. Give this man up, and ye
can have anything ye choose. Ye’re my girl—I’ll do everything
I can in this world to make ye happy. Why, why shouldn’t I? What else
have I to live for but me children? It’s ye and the rest of them that
I’ve been workin’ and plannin’ for all these years. Come now,
be a good girl. Ye love your old father, don’t ye? Why, I rocked ye in my
arms as a baby, Aileen. I’ve watched over ye when ye were not bigger than
what would rest in me two fists here. I’ve been a good father to
ye—ye can’t deny that. Look at the other girls you’ve seen.
Have any of them had more nor what ye have had? Ye won’t go against me in
this. I’m sure ye won’t. Ye can’t. Ye love me too
much—surely ye do—don’t ye?” His voice weakened. His
eyes almost filled.</p>
<p>He paused and put a big, brown, horny hand on Aileen’s arm. She had
listened to his plea not unmoved—really more or less
softened—because of the hopelessness of it. She could not give up
Cowperwood. Her father just did not understand. He did not know what love was.
Unquestionably he had never loved as she had.</p>
<p>She stood quite silent while Butler appealed to her.</p>
<p>“I’d like to, father,” she said at last and softly, tenderly.
“Really I would. I do love you. Yes, I do. I want to please you; but I
can’t in this—I can’t! I love Frank Cowperwood. You
don’t understand—really you don’t!”</p>
<p>At the repetition of Cowperwood’s name Butler’s mouth hardened. He
could see that she was infatuated—that his carefully calculated plea had
failed. So he must think of some other way.</p>
<p>“Very well, then,” he said at last and sadly, oh, so sadly, as
Aileen turned away. “Have it yer own way, if ye will. Ye must go, though,
willy-nilly. It can’t be any other way. I wish to God it could.”</p>
<p>Aileen went out, very solemn, and Butler went over to his desk and sat down.
“Such a situation!” he said to himself. “Such a
complication!”</p>
<div style="break-after:column;"></div><br />