<h2><SPAN name="chap38"></SPAN>Chapter XXXVIII</h2>
<p>The situation which confronted Aileen was really a trying one. A girl of less
innate courage and determination would have weakened and yielded. For in spite
of her various social connections and acquaintances, the people to whom Aileen
could run in an emergency of the present kind were not numerous. She could
scarcely think of any one who would be likely to take her in for any lengthy
period, without question. There were a number of young women of her own age,
married and unmarried, who were very friendly to her, but there were few with
whom she was really intimate. The only person who stood out in her mind, as
having any real possibility of refuge for a period, was a certain Mary
Calligan, better known as “Mamie” among her friends, who had
attended school with Aileen in former years and was now a teacher in one of the
local schools.</p>
<p>The Calligan family consisted of Mrs. Katharine Calligan, the mother, a
dressmaker by profession and a widow—her husband, a house-mover by trade,
having been killed by a falling wall some ten years before—and Mamie, her
twenty-three-year-old daughter. They lived in a small two-story brick house in
Cherry Street, near Fifteenth. Mrs. Calligan was not a very good dressmaker,
not good enough, at least, for the Butler family to patronize in their present
exalted state. Aileen went there occasionally for gingham house-dresses,
underwear, pretty dressing-gowns, and alterations on some of her more important
clothing which was made by a very superior modiste in Chestnut Street. She
visited the house largely because she had gone to school with Mamie at St.
Agatha’s, when the outlook of the Calligan family was much more
promising. Mamie was earning forty dollars a month as the teacher of a
sixth-grade room in one of the nearby public schools, and Mrs. Calligan
averaged on the whole about two dollars a day—sometimes not so much. The
house they occupied was their own, free and clear, and the furniture which it
contained suggested the size of their joint income, which was somewhere near
eighty dollars a month.</p>
<p>Mamie Calligan was not good-looking, not nearly as good-looking as her mother
had been before her. Mrs. Calligan was still plump, bright, and cheerful at
fifty, with a fund of good humor. Mamie was somewhat duller mentally and
emotionally. She was serious-minded—made so, perhaps, as much by
circumstances as by anything else, for she was not at all vivid, and had little
sex magnetism. Yet she was kindly, honest, earnest, a good Catholic, and
possessed of that strangely excessive ingrowing virtue which shuts so many
people off from the world—a sense of duty. To Mamie Calligan duty (a
routine conformity to such theories and precepts as she had heard and worked by
since her childhood) was the all-important thing, her principal source of
comfort and relief; her props in a queer and uncertain world being her duty to
her Church; her duty to her school; her duty to her mother; her duty to her
friends, etc. Her mother often wished for Mamie’s sake that she was less
dutiful and more charming physically, so that the men would like her.</p>
<p>In spite of the fact that her mother was a dressmaker, Mamie’s clothes
never looked smart or attractive—she would have felt out of keeping with
herself if they had. Her shoes were rather large, and ill-fitting; her skirt
hung in lifeless lines from her hips to her feet, of good material but
seemingly bad design. At that time the colored “jersey,” so-called,
was just coming into popular wear, and, being close-fitting, looked well on
those of good form. Alas for Mamie Calligan! The mode of the time compelled her
to wear one; but she had neither the arms nor the chest development which made
this garment admirable. Her hat, by choice, was usually a pancake affair with a
long, single feather, which somehow never seemed to be in exactly the right
position, either to her hair or her face. At most times she looked a little
weary; but she was not physically weary so much as she was bored. Her life held
so little of real charm; and Aileen Butler was unquestionably the most
significant element of romance in it.</p>
<p>Mamie’s mother’s very pleasant social disposition, the fact that
they had a very cleanly, if poor little home, that she could entertain them by
playing on their piano, and that Mrs. Calligan took an adoring interest in the
work she did for her, made up the sum and substance of the attraction of the
Calligan home for Aileen. She went there occasionally as a relief from other
things, and because Mamie Calligan had a compatible and very understanding
interest in literature. Curiously, the books Aileen liked she
liked—<i>Jane Eyre, Kenelm Chillingly, Tricotrin</i>, and <i>A Bow of
Orange Ribbon</i>. Mamie occasionally recommended to Aileen some latest
effusion of this character; and Aileen, finding her judgment good, was
constrained to admire her.</p>
<p>In this crisis it was to the home of the Calligans that Aileen turned in
thought. If her father really was not nice to her, and she had to leave home
for a time, she could go to the Calligans. They would receive her and say
nothing. They were not sufficiently well known to the other members of the
Butler family to have the latter suspect that she had gone there. She might
readily disappear into the privacy of Cherry Street and not be seen or heard of
for weeks. It is an interesting fact to contemplate that the Calligans, like
the various members of the Butler family, never suspected Aileen of the least
tendency toward a wayward existence. Hence her flight from her own family, if
it ever came, would be laid more to the door of a temperamental pettishness
than anything else.</p>
<p>On the other hand, in so far as the Butler family as a unit was concerned, it
needed Aileen more than she needed it. It needed the light of her countenance
to keep it appropriately cheerful, and if she went away there would be a
distinct gulf that would not soon be overcome.</p>
<p>Butler, senior, for instance, had seen his little daughter grow into radiantly
beautiful womanhood. He had seen her go to school and convent and learn to play
the piano—to him a great accomplishment. Also he had seen her manner
change and become very showy and her knowledge of life broaden, apparently, and
become to him, at least, impressive. Her smart, dogmatic views about most
things were, to him, at least, well worth listening to. She knew more about
books and art than Owen or Callum, and her sense of social manners was perfect.
When she came to the table—breakfast, luncheon, or dinner—she was
to him always a charming object to see. He had produced Aileen—he
congratulated himself. He had furnished her the money to be so fine. He would
continue to do so. No second-rate upstart of a man should be allowed to ruin
her life. He proposed to take care of her always—to leave her so much
money in a legally involved way that a failure of a husband could not possibly
affect her. “You’re the charming lady this evenin’, I’m
thinkin’,” was one of his pet remarks; and also, “My, but
we’re that fine!” At table almost invariably she sat beside him and
looked out for him. That was what he wanted. He had put her there beside him at
his meals years before when she was a child.</p>
<p>Her mother, too, was inordinately fond of her, and Callum and Owen
appropriately brotherly. So Aileen had thus far at least paid back with beauty
and interest quite as much as she received, and all the family felt it to be
so. When she was away for a day or two the house seemed glum—the meals
less appetizing. When she returned, all were happy and gay again.</p>
<p>Aileen understood this clearly enough in a way. Now, when it came to thinking
of leaving and shifting for herself, in order to avoid a trip which she did not
care to be forced into, her courage was based largely on this keen sense of her
own significance to the family. She thought over what her father had said, and
decided she must act at once. She dressed for the street the next morning,
after her father had gone, and decided to step in at the Calligans’ about
noon, when Mamie would be at home for luncheon. Then she would take up the
matter casually. If they had no objection, she would go there. She sometimes
wondered why Cowperwood did not suggest, in his great stress, that they leave
for some parts unknown; but she also felt that he must know best what he could
do. His increasing troubles depressed her.</p>
<p>Mrs. Calligan was alone when she arrived and was delighted to see her. After
exchanging the gossip of the day, and not knowing quite how to proceed in
connection with the errand which had brought her, she went to the piano and
played a melancholy air.</p>
<p>“Sure, it’s lovely the way you play, Aileen,” observed Mrs.
Calligan who was unduly sentimental herself. “I love to hear you. I wish
you’d come oftener to see us. You’re so rarely here
nowadays.”</p>
<p>“Oh, I’ve been so busy, Mrs. Calligan,” replied Aileen.
“I’ve had so much to do this fall, I just couldn’t. They
wanted me to go to Europe; but I didn’t care to. Oh, dear!” she
sighed, and in her playing swept off with a movement of sad, romantic
significance. The door opened and Mamie came in. Her commonplace face
brightened at the sight of Aileen.</p>
<p>“Well, Aileen Butler!” she exclaimed. “Where did you come
from? Where have you been keeping yourself so long?”</p>
<p>Aileen rose to exchange kisses. “Oh, I’ve been very busy, Mamie.
I’ve just been telling your mother. How are you, anyway? How are you
getting along in your work?”</p>
<p>Mamie recounted at once some school difficulties which were puzzling
her—the growing size of classes and the amount of work expected. While
Mrs. Calligan was setting the table Mamie went to her room and Aileen followed
her.</p>
<p>As she stood before her mirror arranging her hair Aileen looked at her
meditatively.</p>
<p>“What’s the matter with you, Aileen, to-day?” Mamie asked.
“You look so—” She stopped to give her a second glance.</p>
<p>“How do I look?” asked Aileen.</p>
<p>“Well, as if you were uncertain or troubled about something. I never saw
you look that way before. What’s the matter?”</p>
<p>“Oh, nothing,” replied Aileen. “I was just thinking.”
She went to one of the windows which looked into the little yard, meditating on
whether she could endure living here for any length of time. The house was so
small, the furnishings so very simple.</p>
<p>“There is something the matter with you to-day, Aileen,” observed
Mamie, coming over to her and looking in her face. “You’re not like
yourself at all.”</p>
<p>“I’ve got something on my mind,” replied
Aileen—“something that’s worrying me. I don’t know just
what to do—that’s what’s the matter.”</p>
<p>“Well, whatever can it be?” commented Mamie. “I never saw you
act this way before. Can’t you tell me? What is it?”</p>
<p>“No, I don’t think I can—not now, anyhow.” Aileen
paused. “Do you suppose your mother would object,” she asked,
suddenly, “if I came here and stayed a little while? I want to get away
from home for a time for a certain reason.”</p>
<p>“Why, Aileen Butler, how you talk!” exclaimed her friend.
“Object! You know she’d be delighted, and so would I. Oh,
dear—can you come? But what makes you want to leave home?”</p>
<p>“That’s just what I can’t tell you—not now, anyhow. Not
you, so much, but your mother. You know, I’m afraid of what she’d
think,” replied Aileen. “But, you mustn’t ask me yet, anyhow.
I want to think. Oh, dear! But I want to come, if you’ll let me. Will you
speak to your mother, or shall I?”</p>
<p>“Why, I will,” said Mamie, struck with wonder at this remarkable
development; “but it’s silly to do it. I know what she’ll say
before I tell her, and so do you. You can just bring your things and come.
That’s all. She’d never say anything or ask anything, either, and
you know that—if you didn’t want her to.” Mamie was all agog
and aglow at the idea. She wanted the companionship of Aileen so much.</p>
<p>Aileen looked at her solemnly, and understood well enough why she was so
enthusiastic—both she and her mother. Both wanted her presence to
brighten their world. “But neither of you must tell anybody that
I’m here, do you hear? I don’t want any one to
know—particularly no one of my family. I’ve a reason, and a good
one, but I can’t tell you what it is—not now, anyhow. You’ll
promise not to tell any one.”</p>
<p>“Oh, of course,” replied Mamie eagerly. “But you’re not
going to run away for good, are you, Aileen?” she concluded curiously and
gravely.</p>
<p>“Oh, I don’t know; I don’t know what I’ll do yet. I
only know that I want to get away for a while, just now—that’s
all.” She paused, while Mamie stood before her, agape.</p>
<p>“Well, of all things,” replied her friend. “Wonders never
cease, do they, Aileen? But it will be so lovely to have you here. Mama will be
so pleased. Of course, we won’t tell anybody if you don’t want us
to. Hardly any one ever comes here; and if they do, you needn’t see them.
You could have this big room next to me. Oh, wouldn’t that be nice?
I’m perfectly delighted.” The young school-teacher’s spirits
rose to a decided height. “Come on, why not tell mama right now?”</p>
<p>Aileen hesitated because even now she was not positive whether she should do
this, but finally they went down the stairs together, Aileen lingering behind a
little as they neared the bottom. Mamie burst in upon her mother with:
“Oh, mama, isn’t it lovely? Aileen’s coming to stay with us
for a while. She doesn’t want any one to know, and she’s coming
right away.” Mrs. Calligan, who was holding a sugarbowl in her hand,
turned to survey her with a surprised but smiling face. She was immediately
curious as to why Aileen should want to come—why leave home. On the other
hand, her feeling for Aileen was so deep that she was greatly and joyously
intrigued by the idea. And why not? Was not the celebrated Edward
Butler’s daughter a woman grown, capable of regulating her own affairs,
and welcome, of course, as the honored member of so important a family. It was
very flattering to the Calligans to think that she would want to come under any
circumstances.</p>
<p>“I don’t see how your parents can let you go, Aileen; but
you’re certainly welcome here as long as you want to stay, and
that’s forever, if you want to.” And Mrs. Calligan beamed on her
welcomingly. The idea of Aileen Butler asking to be permitted to come here! And
the hearty, comprehending manner in which she said this, and Mamie’s
enthusiasm, caused Aileen to breathe a sigh of relief. The matter of the
expense of her presence to the Calligans came into her mind.</p>
<p>“I want to pay you, of course,” she said to Mrs. Calligan,
“if I come.”</p>
<p>“The very idea, Aileen Butler!” exclaimed Mamie.
“You’ll do nothing of the sort. You’ll come here and live
with me as my guest.”</p>
<p>“No, I won’t! If I can’t pay I won’t come,”
replied Aileen. “You’ll have to let me do that.” She knew
that the Calligans could not afford to keep her.</p>
<p>“Well, we’ll not talk about that now, anyhow,” replied Mrs.
Calligan. “You can come when you like and stay as long as you like. Reach
me some clean napkins, Mamie.” Aileen remained for luncheon, and left
soon afterward to keep her suggested appointment with Cowperwood, feeling
satisfied that her main problem had been solved. Now her way was clear. She
could come here if she wanted to. It was simply a matter of collecting a few
necessary things or coming without bringing anything. Perhaps Frank would have
something to suggest.</p>
<p>In the meantime Cowperwood made no effort to communicate with Aileen since the
unfortunate discovery of their meeting place, but had awaited a letter from
her, which was not long in coming. And, as usual, it was a long, optimistic,
affectionate, and defiant screed in which she related all that had occurred to
her and her present plan of leaving home. This last puzzled and troubled him
not a little.</p>
<p>Aileen in the bosom of her family, smart and well-cared for, was one thing.
Aileen out in the world dependent on him was another. He had never imagined
that she would be compelled to leave before he was prepared to take her; and if
she did now, it might stir up complications which would be anything but
pleasant to contemplate. Still he was fond of her, very, and would do anything
to make her happy. He could support her in a very respectable way even now, if
he did not eventually go to prison, and even there he might manage to make some
shift for her. It would be so much better, though, if he could persuade her to
remain at home until he knew exactly what his fate was to be. He never doubted
but that some day, whatever happened, within a reasonable length of time, he
would be rid of all these complications and well-to-do again, in which case, if
he could get a divorce, he wanted to marry Aileen. If not, he would take her
with him anyhow, and from this point of view it might be just as well as if she
broke away from her family now. But from the point of view of present
complications—the search Butler would make—it might be dangerous.
He might even publicly charge him with abduction. He therefore decided to
persuade Aileen to stay at home, drop meetings and communications for the time
being, and even go abroad. He would be all right until she came back and so
would she—common sense ought to rule in this case.</p>
<p>With all this in mind he set out to keep the appointment she suggested in her
letter, nevertheless feeling it a little dangerous to do so.</p>
<p>“Are you sure,” he asked, after he had listened to her description
of the Calligan homestead, “that you would like it there? It sounds
rather poor to me.”</p>
<p>“Yes, but I like them so much,” replied Aileen.</p>
<p>“And you’re sure they won’t tell on you?”</p>
<p>“Oh, no; never, never!”</p>
<p>“Very well,” he concluded. “You know what you’re doing.
I don’t want to advise you against your will. If I were you, though,
I’d take your father’s advice and go away for a while. He’ll
get over this then, and I’ll still be here. I can write you occasionally,
and you can write me.”</p>
<p>The moment Cowperwood said this Aileen’s brow clouded. Her love for him
was so great that there was something like a knife thrust in the merest hint at
an extended separation. Her Frank here and in trouble—on trial maybe and
she away! Never! What could he mean by suggesting such a thing? Could it be
that he didn’t care for her as much as she did for him? Did he really
love her? she asked herself. Was he going to desert her just when she was going
to do the thing which would bring them nearer together? Her eyes clouded, for
she was terribly hurt.</p>
<p>“Why, how you talk!” she exclaimed. “You know I won’t
leave Philadelphia now. You certainly don’t expect me to leave
you.”</p>
<p>Cowperwood saw it all very clearly. He was too shrewd not to. He was immensely
fond of her. Good heaven, he thought, he would not hurt her feelings for the
world!</p>
<p>“Honey,” he said, quickly, when he saw her eyes, “you
don’t understand. I want you to do what you want to do. You’ve
planned this out in order to be with me; so now you do it. Don’t think
any more about me or anything I’ve said. I was merely thinking that it
might make matters worse for both of us; but I don’t believe it will. You
think your father loves you so much that after you’re gone he’ll
change his mind. Very good; go. But we must be very careful, sweet—you
and I—really we must. This thing is getting serious. If you should go and
your father should charge me with abduction—take the public into his
confidence and tell all about this, it would be serious for both of us—as
much for you as for me, for I’d be convicted sure then, just on that
account, if nothing else. And then what? You’d better not try to see me
often for the present—not any oftener than we can possibly help. If we
had used common sense and stopped when your father got that letter, this
wouldn’t have happened. But now that it has happened, we must be as wise
as we can, don’t you see? So, think it over, and do what you think best
and then write me and whatever you do will be all right with me—do you
hear?” He drew her to him and kissed her. “You haven’t any
money, have you?” he concluded wisely.</p>
<p>Aileen, deeply moved by all he had just said, was none the less convinced once
she had meditated on it a moment, that her course was best. Her father loved
her too much. He would not do anything to hurt her publicly and so he would not
attack Cowperwood through her openly. More than likely, as she now explained to
Frank, he would plead with her to come back. And he, listening, was compelled
to yield. Why argue? She would not leave him anyhow.</p>
<p>He went down in his pocket for the first time since he had known Aileen and
produced a layer of bills. “Here’s two hundred dollars,
sweet,” he said, “until I see or hear from you. I’ll see that
you have whatever you need; and now don’t think that I don’t love
you. You know I do. I’m crazy about you.”</p>
<p>Aileen protested that she did not need so much—that she did not really
need any—she had some at home; but he put that aside. He knew that she
must have money.</p>
<p>“Don’t talk, honey,” he said. “I know what you
need.” She had been so used to receiving money from her father and mother
in comfortable amounts from time to time that she thought nothing of it. Frank
loved her so much that it made everything right between them. She softened in
her mood and they discussed the matter of letters, reaching the conclusion that
a private messenger would be safest. When finally they parted, Aileen, from
being sunk in the depths by his uncertain attitude, was now once more on the
heights. She decided that he did love her, and went away smiling. She had her
Frank to fall back on—she would teach her father. Cowperwood shook his
head, following her with his eyes. She represented an additional burden, but
give her up, he certainly could not. Tear the veil from this illusion of
affection and make her feel so wretched when he cared for her so much? No.
There was really nothing for him to do but what he had done. After all, he
reflected, it might not work out so badly. Any detective work that Butler might
choose to do would prove that she had not run to him. If at any moment it
became necessary to bring common sense into play to save the situation from a
deadly climax, he could have the Butlers secretly informed as to Aileen’s
whereabouts. That would show he had little to do with it, and they could try to
persuade Aileen to come home again. Good might result—one could not tell.
He would deal with the evils as they arose. He drove quickly back to his
office, and Aileen returned to her home determined to put her plan into action.
Her father had given her some little time in which to decide—possibly he
would give her longer—but she would not wait. Having always had her wish
granted in everything, she could not understand why she was not to have her way
this time. It was about five o’clock now. She would wait until all the
members of the family were comfortably seated at the dinner-table, which would
be about seven o’clock, and then slip out.</p>
<p>On arriving home, however, she was greeted by an unexpected reason for
suspending action. This was the presence of a certain Mr. and Mrs.
Steinmetz—the former a well-known engineer who drew the plans for many of
the works which Butler undertook. It was the day before Thanksgiving, and they
were eager to have Aileen and Norah accompany them for a fortnight’s stay
at their new home in West Chester—a structure concerning the charm of
which Aileen had heard much. They were exceedingly agreeable
people—comparatively young and surrounded by a coterie of interesting
friends. Aileen decided to delay her flight and go. Her father was most
cordial. The presence and invitation of the Steinmetzes was as much a relief to
him as it was to Aileen. West Chester being forty miles from Philadelphia, it
was unlikely that Aileen would attempt to meet Cowperwood while there.</p>
<p>She wrote Cowperwood of the changed condition and departed, and he breathed a
sigh of relief, fancying at the time that this storm had permanently blown
over.</p>
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