<h2 id="id01769" style="margin-top: 4em">CHAPTER XXIX.</h2>
<h5 id="id01770">THURSTON.</h5>
<p id="id01771" style="margin-top: 2em">After a stormy passage in life comes a long calm, preceding, perhaps,
another storm. I must pass rapidly over several years.</p>
<p id="id01772">Thurston was a new being. He resolved to devote his time, talents and
means, first of all to carrying on and perfecting those works of
education and reform started by Marian in his own neighborhood.</p>
<p id="id01773">But this was a very mournful consolation, for in every thought and act
of the whole work, the memory of Marian was so intimately woven, that
her loss was felt with double keenness. Every effort was doubly
difficult; every obstacle was doubly great; every discouragement doubly
hopeless, because she was not there with her very presence inspiring
hope and energy—and every success was robbed of its joy, because she
was not there to rejoice with him. He missed her in all things; he
missed her everywhere. Solitude had fallen upon all the earth from which
she had passed away. Because her face was gone, all other faces were
repulsive to his sight; because her voice was silent, all other voices
were discordant to his ear; because her love was impossible, all other
friendships and affections were repugnant to his heart; and Thurston,
young, handsome, accomplished and wealthy, became a silent and lonely
man.</p>
<p id="id01774">The estate left by old Cloudesley Willcoxen had exceeded even the
reports of his hoarded wealth. The whole estate, real and personal, was
bequeathed to his eldest grandson, Thurston Willcoxen, upon the sole
condition that it should not be divided.</p>
<p id="id01775">Dell-Delight, with its natural beauties, was a home that wealth could
convert into a material paradise. Once it had been one of Thurston's
happiest dreams to adorn and beautify the matchless spot, and make it
worthy of Marian, its intended mistress. Now he could not bear to think
of those plans of home-beauty and happiness so interwoven with fond
thoughts of her. So poignant were the wounds of association, that he
could scarcely endure to remain in a neighborhood so filled with
reminiscences of her; and he must have fled the scene, and taken refuge
from memory in foreign travel, had he suffered from bereavement and
sorrow only; but he was tortured by remorse, and remorse demands to
suffer and to atone for sin. And, therefore, though it spiritually
seemed like being bound to a wheel and broken by its every turn, he was
true to his resolution to remain in the county and devote his time,
wealth, and abilities to the completion of Marian's unfinished works of
benevolence.</p>
<p id="id01776">Dell-Delight remained unaltered. He could not bear to make it beautiful,
since Marian could not enjoy its beauty. Only such changes were made as
were absolutely necessary in organizing his little household. A distant
relative, a middle-aged lady of exemplary piety, but of reduced fortune,
was engaged to come and preside at his table, and take charge of
Miriam's education, for Miriam was established at Dell-Delight. It is
true that Mrs. Waugh would have wished this arrangement otherwise. She
would have preferred to have the orphan girl with herself, but Commodore
Waugh would not even hear of Miriam's coming to Luckenough with any
patience—"For if her mother had married 'Grim,' none of these
misfortunes would have happened," he said.</p>
<p id="id01777">Even Jacquelina had been forced to fly from Luckenough; no one knew
wither; some said that she had run away; some knew that she had retired
to a convent; some said only to escape the din and turmoil of the world,
and find rest to her soul in a few months or years of quiet and silence,
and some said she had withdrawn for the purpose of taking the vows and
becoming a nun. Mrs. Waugh knew all about it, but she said nothing,
except to discourage inquiry upon the subject. In the midst of the
speculation following Jacquelina's disappearance, Cloudesley Mornington
had come home. He staid a day or two at Luckenough, a week at
Dell-Delight, and then took himself, with his broken heart, off from the
neighborhood, and got ordered upon a distant and active service.</p>
<p id="id01778">There were also other considerations that rendered it desirable for
Miriam to reside at Dell-Delight, rather than at Luckenough: Commodore
Waugh would have made a terrible guardian to a child so lately used to
the blessedness of a home with her mother—and withal, so shy and
sensitive as to breathe freely only in an atmosphere of peace and
affection, and Luckenough would have supplied a dark, and dreary home
for her whose melancholy temperament and recent bereavements rendered
change of scene and the companionship of other children, absolute
necessities. It was for these several reasons that Mrs. Waugh was forced
to consent that Thurston should carry his little adopted daughter to his
own home. Thurston's household consisted now of himself, Mrs. Morris,
his housekeeper; Alice Morris, her daughter; Paul Douglass, his own
half-brother; poor Fanny, and lastly, Miriam.</p>
<p id="id01779">Mrs. Morris was a lady of good family, but decayed fortune, of sober
years and exemplary piety. In closing her terms with Mr. Willcoxen, her
one great stipulation had been that she should bring her daughter, whom
she declared to be too "young and giddy" to be trusted out of her own
sight, even to a good boarding school.</p>
<p id="id01780">Mr. Willcoxen expressed himself rather pleased than otherwise at the
prospect of Miriam's having a companion, and so the engagement was
closed.</p>
<p id="id01781">Alice Morris was a hearty, cordial, blooming hoyden, really about ten or
eleven years of age, but seeming from her fine growth and proportions,
at least thirteen or fourteen.</p>
<p id="id01782">Paul Douglass was a fine, handsome, well-grown boy of fourteen, with an
open, manly forehead, shaded with clustering, yellow curls, as soft and
silky as a girl's, and a full, beaming, merry blue eye, whose flashing
glances were the most mirth-provoking to all upon whom they chanced to
light. Paul was, and ever since his first arrival in the house had been,
"the life of the family." His merry laugh and shout were the pleasantest
sounds in all the precincts of Dell-Delight. When Paul first heard that
there was to be an invasion of "women and girls" into Dell-Delight, he
declared he had rather there had been an irruption of the Goths and
Vandals at once—for if there were any folks he could not get along
with, they were "the gals." Besides which, he was sure now to have the
coldest seat around the fire, the darkest place at the table, the
backward ride in the carriage, and to get the necks of chickens and the
tails of fishes for his share of the dinner. Boys were always put upon
by the girls, and sorry enough he was, he said, that any were coming to
the house. And he vowed a boyish vow—"by thunder and lightning"—that
he would torment the girls to the very best of his ability.</p>
<p id="id01783">Girls, forsooth! girls coming to live there day and night, and eat, and
drink, and sleep, and sit, and sew, and walk up and down through the
halls, and parlors, and chambers of Dell-Delight—girls, with their
airs, and affectations, and pretensions, and exactions—girls—pah! the
idea was perfectly disgusting and offensive. He really did wonder at
"Brother," but then he already considered "Brother" something of an old
bachelor, and old bachelors would be queer.</p>
<p id="id01784">But Thurston well knew how to smite the rock, and open the fountain of
sympathy in the lad's heart. He said nothing in reply to the boy's saucy
objections, but on the evening that little Miriam arrived, he beckoned
Paul into the parlor, where the child sat, alone, and pointing her out
to him, said in a low tone:</p>
<p id="id01785">"Look at her; she has lost all her friends—she has just come from her
mother's grave—she is strange, and sad, and lonesome. Go, try to amuse
her."</p>
<p id="id01786">"I'm going to her, though I hardly know how," replied the lad, moving
toward the spot where the abstracted child sat deeply musing.</p>
<p id="id01787">"Miriam! Is that your name," he asked, by way of opening the
conversation.</p>
<p id="id01788">"Yes," replied the child, very softly and shyly.</p>
<p id="id01789">"It's a very heathenish—oh, Lord!—I mean it's a very pretty name is
Miriam, it's a Bible name, too. I don't know but what it's a saint's
name also."</p>
<p id="id01790">The little girl made no reply, and the boy felt at a loss what to say
next. After fidgeting from one foot to the other he began again.</p>
<p id="id01791">"Miriam, shall I show you my books—Scott's poems, and the Waverley
novels, and Milton's Paradise, and—"</p>
<p id="id01792">"No, I thank you," interrupted the girl, uneasily.</p>
<p id="id01793">"Well, would you like to see my pictures—two volumes of engravings, and
a portfolio full of sketches?"</p>
<p id="id01794">"No, thank you."</p>
<p id="id01795">"Shall I bring you my drawer full of minerals? I have got—"</p>
<p id="id01796">"I don't want them, please."</p>
<p id="id01797">"Well, then, would you like the dried bugs? I've got whole cards of them
under a glass case, and—"</p>
<p id="id01798">"I don't want them either, please."</p>
<p id="id01799">"Dear me! I have not got anything else to amuse you with. What do you
want?" exclaimed Paul, and he walked off in high dudgeon.</p>
<p id="id01800">The next day fortune favored Paul in his efforts to please Miriam. He
had a tame white rabbit, and he thought that the child would like it for
a pet—so he got up very early in the morning, and washed the rabbit
"clean as a new penny," and put it under a new box to get dry while he
rode to C—— and bought a blue ribbon to tie around its neck. This jaunt
made Paul very late at breakfast, but he felt rewarded when afterward he
gave the rabbit to old Jenny, and asked her to give it to the little
girl—and when he heard the latter say—"Oh, what a pretty little thing!
tell Paul, thanky!" After this, by slow degrees, he was enabled to
approach "the little blackbird" without alarming her. And after a while
he coaxed her to take a row in his little boat, and a ride on his little
pony—always qualifying his attentions by saying that he did not like
girls as a general thing, but that she was different from others. And
Mr. Willcoxen witnessed, with much satisfaction, the growing friendship
between the girl and boy, for they were the two creatures in the world
who divided all the interest he felt in life. The mutual effect of the
children upon each other's characters was very beneficent; the gay and
joyous spirits of Paul continually charmed Miriam away from those fits
of melancholy, to which she was by temperament and circumstances a prey,
while the little girl's shyness and timidity taught Paul to tame his own
boisterous manners for her sake.</p>
<p id="id01801"> * * * * *</p>
<p id="id01802">Mrs. Waugh had not forgotten her young <i>protége</i>. She came as often as
possible to Dell-Delight, to inquire after the health and progress of
the little girl.</p>
<p id="id01803">It is not to be supposed, in any neighborhood where there existed
managing mammas and unmarried daughters, that a young gentleman,
handsome, accomplished, wealthy, and of good repute, should remain
unmolested in his bachelorhood. Indeed, the matrons and maidens of his
own circle seemed to think themselves individually aggrieved by the
young heir's mode of life. And many were the dinners and evening parties
got up for his sake, in vain, for to their infinite disgust, Thurston
always returned an excuse instead of an acceptance.</p>
<p id="id01804">At length the wounded self-esteem of the community received a healing
salve, in the form of a report that Mr. Willcoxen had withdrawn from the
gay world, in order the better to prepare himself for the Christian
ministry. A report that, in twelve months, received its confirmation in
the well established fact that Thurston Willcoxen was a candidate for
holy orders.</p>
<p id="id01805">And in the meantime the young guardian did not neglect his youthful
charge, but in strict interpretation of his assumed duties of
guardianship, he had taken the education of the girl and boy under his
own personal charge.</p>
<p id="id01806">"Many hard-working ministers of the Gospel have received pupils to
educate for hire. Why may not I, with more time at my command, reserve
the privilege of educating my own adopted son and daughter," he said,
and acting upon that thought, had fitted up a little school-room
adjoining his library, where, in the presence of Mrs. Morris, Miriam and
Paul pursued their studies, Mrs. Morris hearing such recitations as lay
within her province, and Mr. Willcoxen attending to the classical and
mathematical branches. Thus passed many months, and every month the
hearts of the children were knitted closer to each other and to their
guardian.</p>
<p id="id01807">And Thurston Willcoxen "grew in favor, with God and man." His name
became the synonym for integrity, probity and philanthropy. He built a
church and a free-school, and supported both at his own expense. In the
third year after entering upon his inheritance, he was received into
holy orders; and two years after, he was elected pastor of his native
parish. Thus time went by, and brought at length the next eventful epoch
of our domestic history—that upon which Miriam completed her sixteenth
year.</p>
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