<h2>CHAPTER IX</h2>
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<p>HOW I WAS MADE A PRISONER—IN A BOER LAAGER</p>
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<span style='margin-left: 2.5em;'><i>"Ah, there, Piet!
be'ind 'is stony kop,</i></span><br/>
<span style='margin-left: 2.5em;'><i>With 'is Boer bread an'
biltong, an' 'is flask of awful dop;</i></span><br/>
<span style='margin-left: 2.5em;'><i>'Is mauser for amusement an'
'is pony for retreat,</i></span><br/>
<span style='margin-left: 2.5em;'><i>I've known a lot o' fellers
shoot a dam' sight worse than</i></span><br/>
<span style=
'margin-left: 2.5em;'><i>Piet."—KIPLING.</i></span><br/>
<br/>
<p>Provisions at Setlagoli and in the surrounding districts were
now fast running out, and Mrs. Fraser announced to me one morning
she had only full allowance of meal for another week. In that
colony no meal meant no bread, and it was, in fact, the most
important factor in the housewife's mind when thinking of
supplies. While on this subject, I must remark what very
excellent bread is that made by the Dutch; no matter how poor or
dilapidated the farmhouses, large loaves of beautiful, slightly
browned bread are always in evidence, baked by the mother or
daughters. The non-existence of the railway was beginning to
cause much distress, Dutch and English suffering alike. In fact,
if it had not been for the locusts, unusually numerous that year,
and always a favourite food with the natives, these latter would
also have been starving. As every mouth to feed was a
consideration, I determined to see if I could personally induce
the Boer General to pass me into Mafeking. Under Mrs. Fraser's
charge I left my maid, as I did not wish to expose her to any
hardships in the laager; and to her I gave the custody of my pony
Dop, to whom I had become much attached. After detaining me a
prisoner, the Boers returned to Setlagoli specially to secure
this animal; they had heard the natives speak of her in terms of
high appreciation, and describe her as "not a horse, but
lightning." Metelka, with much spirit, declared the pony to be
her property, having been given her, she said, in lieu of wages.
She further stated she was a German subject, and that if her
horse were not returned in three days she should write to the
Kaiser. All this was repeated to General Snyman by the awestruck
<i>Veldtcornet</i>. After a week spent with the Boers, Dop
arrived back at Setlagoli, carefully led, as if she were a sacred
beast, and bringing a humble letter of apology from the
Commandant.</p>
<p>But I am anticipating, and must return to my solitary drive to
the laager, accompanied only by Vellum and another black boy. I
took the precaution of despatching a nigger with a note to
Mafeking, telling Colonel Baden-Powell of my plan, and that,
having heard a Dutch woman called Mrs. Delpoort, in Mafeking,
wished to join her friends in the Transvaal, I intended asking
General Snyman to exchange me for her. The distance we had to
drive was forty-five miles, along villainous sandy roads and
under a burning African sun. We outspanned for the second time at
the house of De Koker, who had been the first to advise me to
visit the laager. His dwelling was situated close to the
railway-line, or, rather, to where the railway-line had been.
Here there was a great stir and bustle; men were hurrying in and
out, nearly all armed; horses were tethered before the door; and,
on hearing my cart drive up, the <i>Veldtcornet</i> himself came
out to meet me, and gravely invited me to descend. I now saw the
interior of a typical Dutch house, with the family at home. The
<i>vrow</i> came forward with hand outstretched in the awkward
Boer fashion. The Dutch do not shake hands; they simply extend a
wooden member, which you clasp, and the greeting is over. I had
to go through this performance in perfect silence with about
seven or eight children of various ages, a grown-up daughter, and
eight or ten men, most of whom followed us into the poky little
room which appeared to serve as a living-room for the whole
family. Although past ten o'clock, the remains of breakfast were
still on the table, and were not appetizing to look at. We sat
down on chairs placed in a circle, the whole party commencing to
chatter volubly, and scarcely a word being intelligible to me.
Presently the <i>vrow</i> brought me a cup of coffee in a cracked
cup and saucer. Not wishing to give offence, I tried to swallow
it; the coffee was not bad, if one could only have dissociated it
from that dreadful breakfast-table. I then produced some
cigarettes, and offered them to the male element. They were
enchanted, laid aside their pipes, and conversed with more
animation than ever; but it was only occasionally that I caught a
word I could understand; the sentence "twee tozen Engelman
dood"<SPAN name='FNanchor_32_32' id="FNanchor_32_32"></SPAN><SPAN href='#Footnote_32_32'><sup>[32]</sup></SPAN> recurred with distressing
frequency, and enabled me to grasp their conversation was
entirely about the war. I meanwhile studied the room and its
furniture, which was of the poorest description; the chairs
mostly lacked legs or backs, and the floor was of mud, which
perhaps was just as well, as they all spat on it in the intervals
of talk, and emptied on to it the remains of whatever they were
drinking. After a short time a black girl came in with a basin of
water, with which she proceeded to plentifully sprinkle the
floor, utterly disregarding our dresses and feet. Seeing all the
women tuck their feet under their knees, I followed their
example, until this improvised water-cart had finished its work.
The grown-up daughter had a baby in her arms, as uncared for as
the other children, all of whom looked as if soap and water never
came their way. The men were fine, strong-looking individuals,
and all were very affable to me, or meant to be so, if I could
but have understood them. Finally four or five more women came
into this tiny overcrowded room, evidently visitors. This was the
finishing stroke, and I decided that, rested or not, the mules
must be inspanned, that I might leave this depressing house. One
of the young burghers brought me the pass to General Snyman, the
caligraphy of which he was evidently very proud of; and having
taken leave of all the ladies and men in the same peculiar stiff
manner as that in which I had greeted them, I drove off, devoutly
thankful to be so far on my journey. About four in the afternoon
we came to a rise, and, looking over it, saw the white roofs of
Mafeking lying about five miles away in the glaring sunlight.
Then we arrived at the spot where General Cronje's laager had
been before he trekked South, marked by the grass being worn away
for nearly a square mile, by broken-down waggons, and by sundry
aas-vogels (the scavengers of South Africa) hovering over
carcasses of horses or cattle. Mafeking was now only three miles
distant, and, seeing not a solitary soul on the flat grass
plains, I felt very much tempted to drive in to the native stadt;
but the black boys resolutely declined to attempt it, as they
feared being shot, and they assured me that many Boer
sharpshooters lay hidden in the scrub. Thinking discretion the
better part of valour, I regretfully turned away from Mafeking by
the road leading up an incline to the laager, still several miles
distant. The cart was suddenly brought to a standstill by almost
driving into a Boer outpost, crouched under a ruined wall, from
which point of vantage they were firing with their rifles at the
advance trenches of the town. The officer in charge of this party
told me I must stay here till sundown, when he and his men would
accompany me to headquarters, as he averred the road I was now
pursuing was not safe from the Mafeking gun-range. I therefore
waited their good pleasure for an hour, during which time the
firing from all round the town went on in a desultory sort of
way, occasionally followed by a boom from a large Boer gun, and
the short, sharp, hammering noise from the enemy's one-pounder
Maxim. The sun was almost down when the burgher in charge gave
the signal to bring up their horses, and in a few minutes we were
under way. This time I was attended by a bodyguard of about
eighteen or twenty burghers, and we went along, much to my
annoyance, at a funereal pace. On our way we met the relieving
guard coming out to take the place just evacuated by my escort.
When seen riding thus more or less in ranks, a Boer squadron,
composed of picked men for outpost duty, presented really a
formidable appearance. The men were mostly of middle age, all
with the inevitable grizzly beard, and their rifles, gripped
familiarly, were resting on the saddle-bow; nearly all had two
bandoliers apiece, which gave them the appearance of being armed
to the teeth—a more determined-looking band cannot be
imagined. The horses of these burghers were well bred and in good
condition, and, although their clothes were threadbare, they
seemed cheerful enough, smoking their pipes and cracking their
jokes.</p>
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<p>When we at last drew up at headquarters, I was fairly startled
to find what an excitement my appearance created, about two or
three hundred Boers swarming up from all over the laager, and
surrounding the cart. The General was then accommodated in a
deserted farmhouse, and from this building at last issued his
secretary, a gentleman who spoke English perfectly, and to whom I
handed my letter requesting an interview. After an interminable
wait among the gaping crowd, the aforementioned gentleman
returned, and informed me I could see the General at once. He
literally had to make a way for me from the cart to the house,
but I must admit the burghers were very civil, nearly all of them
taking off their hats as I passed through them. Once inside the
house, I found myself in a low, dark room, and in the farthest
corner, seated on a bench, were two old gentlemen, with extra
long beards, who were introduced to me as General Snyman and
Commandant Botha.<SPAN name='FNanchor_33_33' id="FNanchor_33_33"></SPAN><SPAN href='#Footnote_33_33'><sup>[33]</sup></SPAN> I was at once struck by the
anything but affable expression of their countenances. They
motioned to me to take a chair; someone handed me a bowl with a
brown mixture—presumably coffee—which I found very
embarrassing to hold during our conversation. This was carried on
through the secretary, and the General got more and more out of
temper as he discovered what my request was. I informed him I had
come at the suggestion of his <i>Veldtcornet</i>; that all my
relations were in England, except my husband, who was in
Mafeking; that there was no meal in the colony where I had been
living; and that I was prepared to ask Colonel Baden-Powell to
exchange me for a Dutch lady whom I heard wished to leave, if he
(General Snyman) would accept the exchange. He promptly and with
much decision refused. Then it occurred to me this old gentleman
meant to keep me as a prisoner of war, and my heart sank into my
shoes. The only concession I could obtain was that he would
consider my case, and in the meantime he ordered that I should be
accommodated in the field hospital. Accompanied by the secretary,
and leaving the staring crowd behind, I drove off to a little
house, about half a mile away, where we found our destination. I
was shown into a tiny room, smelling strongly of disinfectants,
which from the large centre-table I at once recognized as the
operating-room, and here I was told I could sleep. I was too
tired to care much. There was no bed, only a broken-down sofa,
and in the corner a dilapidated washstand; the walls and windows
were riddled with bullets, denoting where the young burghers had
been amusing themselves with rifle practice. The secretary then
informed me that they had to search my luggage, which operation
lasted fully half an hour, although I had but one small
portmanteau and a dressing-case. The latter two Dutch nurses were
told off to look through, which, I am bound to say, they did most
unwillingly, remarking to me they had not contemplated searching
people's luggage as part of their already onerous duties. I had
even to undress, in order that they might reassure the officials
I had no documents on my person. Meanwhile the men examined my
correspondence and papers almost microscopically. Needless to
say, they found nothing. They had barely finished their
researches, when a messenger came from the General to say, if
Colonel Baden-Powell would exchange me for a Dutchman imprisoned
in Mafeking, a certain Petrus Viljoen, he would consent to my
going in. I found, on inquiry, that this man had been imprisoned
for theft several months before the war, and I told them plainly
it was manifestly unfair to exchange a man and a criminal for a
woman; further, that I could not even ask Colonel Baden-Powell
officially to do such a thing, and could only mention it, as an
impossible condition, in a letter to my husband, if they chose to
send it in. To this they agreed, so I indited the following
letter, couched in terms which the secretary might peruse:</p>
<div class='blkquot'>
<p>"<i>December 2, 1899.</i></p>
<p>"MY DEAR GORDON,</p>
<p>"I am at the laager. General Snyman will not give me a pass
unless Colonel Baden-Powell will exchange me for a Mr. Petrus
Viljoen. I am sure this is impossible, so I do not ask him
formally. I am in a great fix, as they have very little meal
left at Setlagoli or the surrounding places. I am very kindly
looked after here."</p>
</div>
<p>I then went to sleep in my strange surroundings, with small
hope of any success from my application to Mafeking. The next
day, Sunday, was observed by both parties as a day of rest. About
seven one of the nurses brought me a cup of coffee, and then I
proceeded to dress as best I might. So clearly did that horrid
little room imprint itself on my memory that I seem to see it as
I write. The dusty bare boards, cracked and loose in places, had
no pretence to any acquaintance with a scrubbing-brush, and very
little with a broom. A rickety old chest of drawers stood in one
corner, presumably filled with hospital necessaries, from the
very strong smell of drugs emanating from it, and from the fact
that the nurses would bustle in and rummage for some desired
article, giving glimpses of the confusion inside. On the top of
the drawers were arranged a multitude of medicine-bottles, half
full and half empty, cracked and whole. The broken old washstand
had been of valuable service during the night, as with it I
barricaded the door, innocent of any lock or key. When I was
dressed, I walked out on to the tiny stoep, surrounded by a high
paling. My attention was at once attracted to a woman in a flood
of tears, and presently the cause of her weeping was explained,
as an elderly man came round the corner of the house with both
his hands roughly tied up with bandages covered with
blood—a sight which caused the young woman to sob with
renewed vigour. After a little talk with the man, who, in spite
of his injuries, seemed perfectly well, the latter went away, and
I entered into conversation with the weeping female, whom I found
to speak good English, and to be the daughter of the wounded
warrior, Hoffman by name and German by birth. They were Transvaal
subjects, and her father had been among the first of the burghers
to turn out when hostilities threatened. She then proceeded to
tell me that she and her mother and a numerous collection of
young brothers and sisters had trekked in from their home in the
Transvaal to spend the Sunday in the laager with their father. On
their arrival early that morning, they learnt, to their horror,
that he had been wounded, or, rather, injured, late the night
before, as the mutilated state of his hands arose from a shell
exploding in the high-velocity Krupp gun just as he was loading
it. She told me her father was one of the most valued
artillerymen on the Boer side, and that he was also an adept in
the art of making fireworks, his last triumph in this line having
been at Mafeking on the occasion of the celebration of Queen
Victoria's Diamond Jubilee. Fully appreciating the value of his
services, the Transvaal authorities had from the commencement
given him the most arduous tasks, and always, she indignantly
added, in the forefront of the battle. As regarded the present
accident, she said her father had repeatedly told the authorities
these particular shells were not safe to handle. Apparently the
safety-bolt was missing from all of them, making them when loaded
as brittle as an eggshell. This young lady and her mother were
certainly very anti-Boer in their sympathies, though terribly
afraid of allowing their feelings to be known. All that day and
the next they spent in the laager, looking after the injured
<i>père de famille</i>, whom, by the way, I got quite
friendly with, but who, I think, was rather relieved to see his
family depart. I rather regretted them, as Miss Hoffman used to
bring me a lot of gossip overheard in the laager, where she
assured me public opinion was running very strongly against me,
and that all were of opinion the General should certainly not
allow me to join my friends in Mafeking.</p>
<p>The morning dragged on. It was a hot, gusty day, and I found
the shelter of my poky little room the most comfortable
resting-place, although instead of a chair I had but a wooden
case to sit on. About eleven I saw a clerical gentleman arriving,
who I rightly concluded was the parson coming to conduct the
service. Presently the strangest of noises I have ever heard
arose from the back-premises of the tiny house. It is difficult
to conceive anything so grotesque as some Dutch singing is.
Imagine a doleful wail of many voices, shrill treble and deep
bass, all on one note, now swelling in volume, now almost dying
away, sung with a certain metre, and presumably with
soul-stirring words, but with no attempt to keep together or any
pretensions to an air of any kind, and you will have an idea of a
Dutch chant or hymn. This noise—for it cannot be called a
harmony—might equally well be produced by a howling party
of dogs and cats. Then followed long prayers—for only the
parson's voice could be heard—then more dirges, after which
it was over, and all trooped away, apparently much edified. One
of the nurses brought me some lunch and spread it on the rickety
table, with a dirty napkin as a tablecloth. As regards the food,
which these young ladies told me they took it in turn to cook, it
was very fair; only one day we got no meat and no meal; the other
days they gave me eggs, very good beef, splendid potatoes, and
bread in any quantity. Besides this, I was able to buy delicious
fruit, both figs and apricots. As beverages there were tea and
coffee, the latter, of course, being the Transvaal national
drink—that is to say, when "dop" cannot be had. Beer is
almost unknown, except the imported kinds of Bass and Schlitz,
for what is known as "Kaffir beer" is a filthy decoction. About
midday I received a formal reply from Gordon, as follows:</p>
<div class='blkquot'>
<p>"MAFEKING," <i>December 3, 1899.</i></p>
<p>"MY DEAR SARAH,</p>
<p>"I am delighted to hear you are being well treated, but very
sorry to have to tell you that Colonel Baden-Powell finds it
impossible to hand over Petrus Viljoen in exchange for you, as
he was convicted of horse-stealing before the war. I fail to
see in what way it can benefit your captors to keep you a
prisoner. Luckily for them, it is not the custom of the English
to make prisoners of war of women.</p>
<p>"GORDON WILSON."</p>
</div>
<p>Of course I was grievously disappointed, but at the same time
I had really expected no other answer, as I informed Mr. Brink
(the General's second secretary), who had brought me the letter.
He was gravely apologetic, and informed me the General and
Commandant were holding a Kriegsraad early on the following
morning, when my case would receive their full consideration. In
the afternoon we had the excitement of seeing the Pretoria coach
drive up to the laager with much horn-blowing and whip-cracking.
Later some newspapers were brought across, and I was able
actually to peruse a Transvaal paper only two days old. The
General's other secretary, who presented them to me, made some
astounding statements, which he said had just come up on official
wires—namely, that England and Russia would be at war
before that very week was out, in what locality he did not know;
and that Germany had suddenly increased her fleet by many ships,
spending thereon £10,000,000. To this I ventured to remark
that the building of those ships would take four or five years,
which would make it almost too late to assist the Transvaal in
the present war. I also reminded him casually that Germany's
Emperor and Empress were, according to their own papers, then
paying a visit to Queen Victoria, which did not look as if that
country was exactly unfriendly to England. To this he had nothing
to reply, and I saw that this imperial visit was a sore subject
with my entertainers. For this reason I made a point of referring
to it on every possible occasion. As I was eating my solitary
supper, Mr. Brink appeared with a letter from Colonel
Baden-Powell as follows:</p>
<div class='blkquot'>
<p>"<i>December 5, 1899.</i></p>
<p>"DEAR LADY SARAH,</p>
<p>"I am so distressed about you. You must have been having an
awful time of it, and I can't help feeling very much to blame;
but I had hoped to save you the unpleasantness of the
siege.</p>
<p>"However, I trust now that your troubles are nearly over at
last, and that General Snyman will pass you in here.</p>
<p>"We are all very well, and really rather enjoying it
all.</p>
<p>"I wrote last night asking for you to be exchanged for Mrs.
Delpoort, but had no answer, so have written again to-day, and
sincerely hope it will be all right.</p>
<p>"Hope you are well, in spite of your troubles.</p>"Yours
sincerely,<br/>
"R. BADEN-POWELL."<br/></div>
<p>I then learnt from another letter that Mrs. Delpoort, who had
originally expressed the wish to leave Mafeking, where she was
residing with many other friends in the women's laager, had
changed her mind, or her relatives did not encourage her to leave
the shelter of the town; for the Staff had experienced some
difficulty in persuading her to agree to the exchange, even if
General Snyman allowed the same. I asked if an answer had been
returned to the Colonel's letter, and Mr. Brink replied in the
negative. Very indignant, I said that I did not mean to be kept
in my present wretched quarters indefinitely, and that, if no
exchange could be effected, I would request a pass to return to
Setlagoli, and risk the scarcity of food. He looked rather
confused, and said somewhat timidly that no doubt the General
would allow me to go to Pretoria, where I should find "pleasant
ladies' society." Seeing my look of angry surprise, he hastily
added that he only wished he had a house of his own to place at
my disposal. I saw it was no use venting my annoyance on this
young man, who was civility itself, so I merely remarked I had no
intention of visiting their capital, and that the present was
certainly not a time for an English lady to travel alone in the
Transvaal. To this he gushingly agreed, but added that, of
course, the General would give me a proper escort. These words
were quite enough to denote which way the wind was blowing. I
would not for an instant admit they had a right to detain me or
to send me to any place against my will, having come there
voluntarily, merely to ask the General a favour. I was therefore
conveniently blind and deaf, and, begging my amiable young friend
to submit Colonel Baden-Powell's suggestion to the Kriegsraad on
the following morning, and to apprise me of the result, I wished
him good-night, and went to bed once more on the wretched sofa,
in anything but a hopeful frame of mind. However, as is so often
the case, my spirits revived in the morning, and, on considering
the situation, I could not see what object the Transvaal
authorities could have in detaining me a prisoner. I was
certainly very much in the way of the hospital arrangements, and
I fully made up my mind to refuse absolutely to go to Pretoria,
unless they took me by force. I also determined to leave them no
peace at the headquarters till they gave me a definite reply. The
day dragged on; the flies simply swarmed in my poky little room.
Never have I seen anything like the plague of these insects, but
the nurses assured me that at the laager itself they were far
worse, attracted, doubtless, by the cattle, horses, and
food-stuffs. At length I received a letter in an enormous
official envelope, saying General Snyman had wired to Pretoria
about me, and expected an answer every minute, which reply should
be immediately communicated to me. By my own free will I had put
myself completely in their power. This did not prevent me,
however, from speaking my mind freely on what I termed "the
extraordinary treatment I was receiving," to both of the
secretaries, to the nurses, and to the patients. The latter,
being men, were very sympathizing; the nurses, though kind and
attentive, were not quite so friendly, and seemed somewhat
suspicious of my business. Neither of these, I ascertained, had
gone through any previous training, but had volunteered their
services, as they thought it "would be a lark." Whether their
expectations were realized was doubtful, as they told me they
were worked off their legs; that they had to cook, wash their
clothes, and clean out the wretched little rooms, besides looking
after the patients. In addition to these two girls there was a
"lady doctor," the first of her species I had ever come across,
and with whom I was not favourably impressed. Very untidy in her
appearance, her head covered with curls, her costume composed of
the remnants of showy finery, this lady had been a handsome
woman, but her personality, combined with a very discontented
expression of countenance, did not exactly form one's idea of a
substitute for the skilful, kind, and cheerful hospital doctor
that we know at home. In fact, she looked singularly out of
place, which I remarked to several people, partly from the
irritation I felt on hearing her addressed as "Doctor." No doubt
these remarks were repeated to her, and this accounted for her
black looks.</p>
<p>I must not omit a few words about the patients and visitors of
the hospital, with all of whom I was most friendly. One and all
were exceedingly civil, and I never encountered any rudeness
whatever. Even the burghers of no importance, poorly clad, out at
elbow, and of starved appearance, who came to the hospital for
advice and medicines, all alike made me a rough salutation,
evidently the best they were acquainted with. Those of more
standing nearly always commenced to chat in very good English; in
fact, I think a great many came up with the purpose of observing
the captured <i>rara avis</i>, an Englishwoman. We did not
actually discuss the progress of the war and what led to it,
sticking more to generalities. One hope was universally
expressed, that it would soon be over, and this I heartily
re-echoed. I told one of them I thought they had been foolish to
destroy all the railway-line, as it had left their own people so
terribly short of food; to this he replied that such minor
matters could not be helped, that they must all suffer alike and
help each other; also that they were well aware that they were
taking on a very great Power, and that every nerve must be
strained if they could hope for success. So another day and night
passed. I continued to send down letters without end to
headquarters; but it was always the same answer: they were
waiting for the reply from Pretoria. One afternoon we had a very
heavy thunderstorm and deluges of rain, the heaviest I had seen
in South Africa; the water trickled into my room, and dripped
drearily on the floor for hours; outside, the stream between the
hospital and laager became a roaring torrent. No one came near us
that afternoon, and I really think communication was not
possible. Later it cleared and the flood abated; a lively
bombardment was then commenced, on the assumption, probably, that
the Mafeking trenches were filled with water and uninhabitable.
It was trying to the nerves to sit and listen to the six or seven
guns all belching forth their missiles of death on the gallant
little town, which was so plainly seen from my windows, and which
seemed to lie so unprotected on the veldt. Just as I had
barricaded my door and gone to rest on my sofa about nine
o'clock, the big siege gun suddenly boomed out its tremendous
discharge, causing the whole house to shake and everything in the
room to jingle. It seemed a cruel proceeding, to fire on a
partially sleeping town, but I did not know then how accustomed
the inhabitants were to this evening gun, and how they took their
precautions accordingly.</p>
<p>I must say I disliked the nights at the hospital exceedingly.
It was insufferably hot and stuffy in the little room, and the
window, only about 2 feet above the ground, had to be left open.
The sentries, about six in number—doubled, as I understood,
on my account—lay and lounged on the stoep outside. Instead
of feeling them anything of a protection, I should have been much
happier without them. It must be recollected that these burghers
were very undisciplined and independent of authority, only a
semblance of which appeared to be exercised over them. They
included some of a very low type, and it appeared to be left to
themselves to choose which post they would patronize. It was
remarked to me they preferred the hospital, as it was sheltered,
and that the same men had latterly come there every night. Their
behaviour during their watch was very unconventional. They came
on duty about 6 p.m., and made themselves thoroughly comfortable
on the stoep with mackintoshes and blankets. Their rifles were
propped up in one corner, and the bandoliers thrown on the
ground. There were a couple of hammocks for the patients' use,
and in these two of them passed the night. Before retiring to
rest, they produced their pipes and foul-smelling Boer tobacco,
proceeding to light up just under my windows, meanwhile talking
their unmusical language with great volubility. At length, about
ten, they appeared to slumber, and a chorus of snoring arose,
which generally sent me to sleep, to be awakened two or three
hours later by renewed conversations, which now and then died
away into hoarse whispers. I always imagined they were discussing
myself, and devising some scheme to step over the low sill into
my room on the chance of finding any loot. I complained one day
to the nurses of the fact that their extreme loquacity really
prevented my sleeping, and, as she told me that the patients
suffered in the same way, I advised her to speak to the sentinels
and ask them to be more quiet. She told me afterwards she had
done so, and that they said they had been insulted, and would
probably not come again. We both laughed, and agreed it would not
matter much if this calamity occurred.</p>
<p>The next day I was still put off, when I requested to know
what had been decided about my fate. I was getting desperate, and
had serious thoughts of taking "French leave," risking Boer
sentries and outposts, and walking into Mafeking at night; but it
was the fear of being fired on from our own trenches that
deterred me. Fortunately, however, assistance was at hand. On the
afternoon of the fifth day that I had spent at the laager, a
fine-looking burgher rode up to the hospital, and I heard him
conversing in very good English. Presently, after staring at me
for some time, he came up and said he had known Randolph
Churchill, who, he heard, was my brother, and that he should so
like to have a little talk. He then informed me his name was
Spencer Drake, to which I said: "Your name and your conversation
would make me think you are an Englishman, Mr. Drake." "So I am,"
was his reply. "I was born in Norfolk. My father and grandfather
before me were in Her Majesty's Navy, and we are descended from
the old commander of Queen Elizabeth's time." To this I observed
that I was sorry to see him in the Boer camp amongst the Queen's
enemies. He looked rather sheepish, but replied: "Our family
settled in Natal many years ago, and I have ever since been a
Transvaal burgher. I owe everything I possess to the South
African Republic, and of course I fight for its cause; besides
which, we colonials were very badly treated and thrown over by
the English Government in 1881, and since then I have ceased to
think of England as my country." As he seemed well disposed
toward me, I did not annoy him by continuing the discussion, and
he went on to inform me that he was the General's Adjutant, and
had been away on business, therefore had only just heard that I
was in the laager, and he had come at once to see if he could be
of any service. I took the opportunity of telling him what I
thought of the way in which they were treating me, pointing out
the wretched accommodation I had, and the fact that they had not
even supplied me with a bed. He was very sympathetic, and
expressed much sorrow at my discomforts, promising to speak to
the General immediately, though without holding out much hope of
success, as he told me the latter was sometimes very difficult to
manage. After a little more talk, during which I made friends
with his horse, described by him as a wonderful beast, he rode
off, and I was full of renewed hope. A little later the young
secretary came up again to see me. To supplement my messages
through Mr. Drake, I requested this young man to tell the General
that I could see they were taking a cowardly advantage of me
because I was a woman, and that they would never have detained a
man under similar circumstances. In fact, I was on every occasion
so importunate that I am quite sure the General's Staff only
prayed for the moment that I should depart. That afternoon I had
a long talk to two old German soldiers, then burghers, who were
both characters in their way. Hoffman, before alluded to, had
been a gunner in the Franco-German War, and was full of
information about the artillery of that day and this; while the
other had been through the Crimea, and had taken part in the
charge of the Light Brigade, then going on to India to assist in
repressing the Mutiny. He had evidently never liked the service
into which he had been decoyed by the press-gang, and had
probably been somewhat of a <i>mauvais sujet</i>, for he told me
the authorities were glad enough to give him his discharge when
the regiment returned to England. He had married and settled in
the Transvaal, making a moderate fortune, only to be ruined by a
lawsuit being given against him, entirely, he naively admitted,
because the Judge was a friend of the other side. In spite of
this he remained a most warm partisan of the corrupt Boer
Government, and at sixty-seven he had gladly turned out to fight
the country whose uniform he had once worn. Whenever I found we
were approaching dangerous ground, I used quickly to change the
conversation, which perhaps was wise, as I was but one in a
mighty host.</p>
<p>FOOTNOTES:</p>
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<p>Two thousand Englishmen dead.</p>
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<p>Not to be confounded with General Louis Botha.</p>
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