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<h2> Chapter XX. NAN'S SECRET </h2>
<h3> But Margaret Llewellen declared she would not go with her! </h3>
<p>"It's nasty in the Tam'rack swamp; and there's frogs and, and snakes.
Ketch me! And as fur goin' ter see Tobe and his old woman, huh! They're
both as ugly as sin."</p>
<p>"Why, Margaret!" exclaimed Nan, in horror. "How you talk!"</p>
<p>"Wal, it's so. I don't like old, wizzled-up folks, I don't, now I tell
ye!"</p>
<p>"That sounds awfully cruel," said Nan, soberly.</p>
<p>"Huh!" snorted Margaret, no other word would just express her manner of
showing disgust. "There ain't no reason why I should go 'round makin'
believe likin' them as I don't like. Dad useter take the hide off'n me and
Bob for lyin'; an' then he'd stand an' palaver folks that he jest couldn't
scurce abide, fur I heard him say so. That's lyin', too ain't it?"</p>
<p>"I, I don't believe it is right to criticize our parents," returned Nan,
dodging the sharp girl's question.</p>
<p>"Mebbe yourn don't need criticizin'," responded Margaret, bluntly. "My dad
ain't no angel, you kin bet."</p>
<p>And it was a fact that the Llewellen family was a peculiar one, from
"Gran'ther" down to Baby Bill, whom Margaret did not mind taking care of
when he was not "all broke out with the rash on his face." The girl's
dislike for any countenance that was not of the smoothest, or skin of the
softest texture, seemed strange indeed.</p>
<p>Margaret's mother was dead. She had five brothers and sisters of assorted
ages, up to 'Lonzo, who was sixteen and worked in the woods like Nan's
cousins.</p>
<p>Aunt Matilda kept house for the motherless brood, and for Gran'ther and
Mr. Fen Llewellen. They lived in a most haphazard fashion, for, although
they were not really poor, the children never seemed to have any decent
clothing to wear; and if, by chance, they got a new garment, something
always happened to it as, for instance, the taking of Margaret's new
gingham by Bob as a dress for old Beagle.</p>
<p>As the Llewellens were close neighbors of the Sherwoods, Nan saw much of
Margaret. The local school closed soon after the visitor had come to Pine
Camp, and Nan had little opportunity of getting acquainted with other
girls, save at the church service, which was held in the schoolhouse only
every other Sunday. There was no Sunday School at Pine Camp, even for the
very youngest of the children.</p>
<p>Nan talked to Aunt Kate about that. Aunt Kate was the very kindest-hearted
woman that ever lived; but she had little initiative herself about
anything outside her own house. "Goodness knows, I'd like to see the
kiddies gathered together on Sunday afternoon and taught good things," she
signed; "but lawsy, Nan! I'm not the one to do it. I'm not good enough
myself."</p>
<p>"Didn't you teach Tom and Rafe, and—and—" Nan stopped. She had
almost mentioned the two older boys of her aunt's, whom she had heard were
destroyed in the Pale Lick fire. Aunt Kate did not notice, for she went on
to say:</p>
<p>"Why—yes; I taught Tom and Rafe to say their prayers, and I hope
they say 'em now, big as they are. And we often read the Bible. It's a
great comfort, the main part of it. I never did take to the 'begats,'
though."</p>
<p>"But couldn't we," suggested Nan, "interest other people and gather the
children together on Sundays? Perhaps the old gentleman who comes here to
preach every fortnight might help."</p>
<p>"Elder Posey's not here but three hours or so, any time. Just long enough
to give us the word and grab a bite at somebody's house. Poor old man! He
attends three meetings each Sunday, all different, and lives on a farm at
Wingate weekdays where he has to work and support his family.</p>
<p>"He doesn't get but fifty dollars a year from each church, it's not making
him a millionaire very fast," pursued Aunt Kate, with a soft little laugh.
"Poor old man! I wish we could pay him more; but Pine Camp's not rich."</p>
<p>"You all seem to have enough and to spare, Auntie," said Nan, who was an
observant girl for her age. "Nobody here is really poor."</p>
<p>"Not unless he's right down lazy," said her aunt, vigorously.</p>
<p>"Then I should think they'd build a proper church and give a minister some
more money, so that he could afford to have a Sunday School as well."</p>
<p>"Lawsy me, Nan!" exclaimed her aunt. "The men here in Pine Camp haven't
been woke up to such things. They hate to spend that fifty dollars for
Elder Posey, they'd get a cheaper man if there were such. There's never
been much out of the common happen here at Pine Camp. It takes trouble and
destruction to wake folks up to their Christian duty in these woods. Now,
at Pale Lick they've got a church——-"</p>
<p>She stopped suddenly, and her face paled, while the ugly scar on her neck
seemed to glow; but that may have been only in contrast. Aunt Kate turned
away her head, and finally arose and went into her own room and closed the
door. Nan dared not continue the subject when the good woman came out
again, and the talk of a Sunday School for Pine Camp, for the time being,
was ended.</p>
<p>There were hours when the girl from Tillbury was very lonely indeed.
Writing to Bess and other girl friends in her old home town and penning
long letters on thin paper to Momsey and Papa Sherwood in Scotland, did
not fill all of these hours when Nan shut herself into that east room.</p>
<p>Sometimes she pulled down the paper shades and opened the clothes closet
door, bringing out the long box she had hidden away there on the first day
she had come to Pine Camp. In that box, wrapped in soft tissue paper, and
dressed in the loveliest gown made by Momsey's own skillful fingers, was
the great doll that had been given to Nan on her tenth birthday.</p>
<p>When girls went to high school, of course they were supposed to put away
dolls, together with other childish things. But Nan Sherwood never could
neglect her doll-babies and had often spent whole rainy days playing with
them in secret in the attic of the little house on Amity Street.</p>
<p>Her other dolls had been left, carefully wrapped and shielded from the
mice, at Tillbury; but Nan had been unable to leave Beautiful Beulah
behind. She packed her in the bottom of her trunk, unknown even to Momsey
in the hurry of departure. She had not told a soul here at Pine Camp that
she possessed a doll; she knew the boys would make fun of her for sure.</p>
<p>But she often sat behind the drawn shades nursing the big doll and
crooning softly to it as she swung back and forth in the spring
rocking-chair. Tom had oiled the springs for her so that it no longer
creaked.</p>
<p>She did not confide even in Aunt Kate about the big doll. They were all
very kind to her; but Nan had a feeling that she ought to be grown up here
among her backwoods relatives. How could she ever face roguish Rafe if he
knew she liked to "play dolls?"</p>
<p>Fearing that even Margaret would tell, Nan had never shown the woods girl
Beautiful Beulah. Once she was afraid Margaret had come to the window to
peep in when Nan had the doll out of her hiding place; but she was not
sure, and Nan hoped her secret was still inviolate. At least, Margaret
never said a word about it.</p>
<p>Margaret's sisters had dolls made of corncobs, and rag babies with painted
faces like the one Margaret had thrown into the river and drowned; but
Margaret turned up her nose at them all. She never seemed to want to "play
house" as do most girls of her age. She preferred to run wild, like a
colt, with Bob in the woods and swamp.</p>
<p>Margaret did not wish to go into the swamp with Nan, however, on her first
visit to Toby Vanderwiller's little farm. This was some weeks after the
log drives, and lumbering was over for the season. Uncle Henry and the
boys, rather than be idle, were working every acre they owned, and Nan was
more alone than she had ever been since coming to Pine Camp.</p>
<p>She had learned the way to Toby's place, the main trail through the swamp
going right by the hummock on which the old man's farm was situated. She
knew there was a corduroy road most of the way—that is, a road built
of logs laid side by side directly over the miry ground. Save in very wet
weather this road was passable for most vehicles.</p>
<p>The distance was but three miles, however, and Nan liked walking. Besides,
nobody who has not seen a tamarack swamp in late spring or early summer,
can ever imagine how beautiful it is. Nan never missed human companionship
when she was on the long walks she so often took in the woods.</p>
<p>She had learned now that, despite her adventure with the lynx in the
snow-drifted hollow, there was scarcely any animal to fear about Pine
Camp. Bears had not been seen for years; bobcats were very infrequently
met with and usually ran like scared rabbits; foxes were of course shy,
and the nearest approach to a wolf in all that section was Toby
Vanderwiller's wolfhound that had once frightened Nan so greatly.</p>
<p>Hares, rabbits, squirrels, chipmunks, and many, many birds, peopled the
forest and swamp. In sunken places where the green water stood and steamed
in the sun, turtles and frogs were plentiful; and occasionally a snake, as
harmless as it was wicked looking, slid off a water-soaked log at Nan's
approach and slipped under the oily surface of the pool.</p>
<p>On the day Nan walked to Toby's place the first time, she saw many wonders
of plant life along the way, exotics clinging to rotten logs and stumps;
fronds of delicate vines that she had never before heard of; ferns of
exquisite beauty. And flashing over them, and sucking honey from every
cuplike flower, were shimmering humming-birds and marvelously marked
butterflies.</p>
<p>The birds screamed or sang or chattered over the girl's head as she
tripped along. Squirrels peeped at her, barked, and then whisked their
tails in rapid flight. Through the cool, dark depths where the forest
monarchs had been untouched by the woodsmen, great moths winged their lazy
flight. Nan knew not half of the creatures or the wonderful plants she
saw.</p>
<p>There were sounds in the deeps of the swamplands that she did not
recognize, either. Some she supposed must be the voices of huge frogs;
other notes were bird-calls that she had never heard before. But suddenly,
as she approached a turn in the corduroy road, her ear was smitten by a
sound that she knew very well indeed.</p>
<p>It was a man's voice, and it was not a pleasant one. It caused Nan to halt
and look about for some place to hide until the owner of the voice went
by. She feared him because of his harsh tones, though she did not, at the
moment, suspect who it was.</p>
<p>Then suddenly she heard plainly a single phrase: "I'd give money, I tell
ye, to see Hen Sherwood git his!"</p>
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