<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_IV" id="CHAPTER_IV"></SPAN>CHAPTER IV.</h2>
<h3>THE WILL.</h3>
<p>The day which saw the honoured remains of Mr. Mowbray committed to the
tomb was one of dreadful suffering to his family, and to none more than
to his son, who with a heart swelling with the most genuine grief, was
obliged to assume the garb of ceremony, and do the now gloomy honours of
the mansion to many of the same friends and neighbours who had so
recently received the joyous greeting of his father. Most thankful was
he for the relief which followed the departure of the last of those who
came to do honour to these splendid obsequies; and most soothing was it
to his wounded and weary spirits to find himself once more surrounded
only by those who could read in a look all he wished to express, and who
required no welcome to share in the sorrow of that bitter day.</p>
<p>But, like all other periods of human life, whether marked by sorrow or
by joy, it passed away with as even and justly-measured a pace as if no
event distinguished it from its fellow days; and then, by slow but sure
degrees, the little trifling ordinary routine of daily circumstance came
with its invisible and unnoticed magic, to efface, or at least to
weaken, feelings which seemed to have been impressed by the stamp of
burning iron on their souls.</p>
<p>Charles Mowbray had not yet taken his degree, and wishing to do so as
soon as possible, he was anxious to return to Christ Church without
delay; but his father's will had not yet been opened, and, at the
request of his mother, he postponed his departure till this could be
done. This important document was in the hands of Sir Gilbert
Harrington, an intimate friend and neighbour, who being in London at the
time of Mr. Mowbray's death, had been unable to obey the summons sent to
him in time to attend the funeral; but within a week after he arrived,
and the following morning was fixed upon for this necessary business.</p>
<p>The persons present were Sir Gilbert Harrington, Mr. Cartwright, a
respectable solicitor from the country town who had himself drawn the
instrument, and Charles Mowbray.</p>
<p>It was dated rather more than ten years back, and, after the usual
preamble, ran thus:</p>
<p>"In order that my children, or any other persons whom it may concern,
may know the reason and motive of the disposition of my property which I
am about to make, it is necessary that I should therewith state the
manner of my marriage with Clara Helena Frances, my dearly-beloved wife.
Notwithstanding her vast possessions, I wooed and married her solely
because I loved her; and this she had the generosity to believe, though
I was nearly penniless, having nothing but my true affection and good
blood to offer in return for all the wealth she brought. For several
months she withstood my earnest solicitations for an immediate union,
because, had she married before she became of age, her guardian would
have insisted upon settlements and restrictions, which would have
deprived me of all control over her property; nor would she subsequently
sign any document whatever previous to her marriage, thereby rendering
me the sole possessor of her fortune. <span class="smcap">Wherefore</span>, to show my sense of
this unparalleled confidence and generosity, I hereby make her the sole
inheritrix of all I possess, to be ultimately disposed of according
wholly and solely to her own own will and pleasure...." And then
followed, with every necessary and unnecessary technicality of the law,
such a disposition of his property as left his children entirely
dependent on their mother both for their present and future subsistence.</p>
<p>That this will was very different from anything that Charles Mowbray
expected, is most certain, and there might perhaps have been some
slight feeling of disappointment at finding himself dependent even upon
his mother; but if such there were, it was not sufficiently strong to
prevent his doing justice to the noble feeling which had led to it; and,
in truth he felt so certain of the fond affection of his mother, that
not a shadow of fear either for his own interest or that of his sisters
crossed his mind.</p>
<p>The lawyer who read aloud the deed he had penned, had of course no
observation to make upon it, and Mr. Cartwright only remarked that it
was a proof of very devoted love and confidence.</p>
<p>Of the small party present at this lecture, Sir Gilbert Harrington was
the only one who testified any strong emotion respecting it; and his
displeasure and vexation were expressed in no very measured terms. His
warmth was at length checked, not because he had uttered all he had to
say, but because he met the eye of Mr. Cartwright fixed upon him with a
sort of scrutiny that was unpleasing to his feelings. He therefore
stopped short in the philippic he was pouring forth upon the infernal
folly of a man's acting in matters of importance without consulting his
friends, and taking the arm of Charles, walked through the hall into the
grounds without appearing to remember that as he was left joint executor
with Mrs. Mowbray to the will, it might be expected that he should make
some notification of its contents to her before he left the house.</p>
<p>"Shall we not speak to my mother, Sir Gilbert?" said Mowbray,
endeavouring to restrain the eager step of the Baronet as he was passing
through the hall-door.</p>
<p>"No, sir," was the laconic reply; and on he stalked with a more rapid
step than before.</p>
<p>The conversation which passed between them during the hour which
intervened before Sir Gilbert clambered up to his saddle and galloped
off, was made up of something between lamentation and anathema on his
side, and the most earnest assurances that no mischief could ensue from
his father's will on the part of Charles. The testy old gentleman could
not, however, be wrought upon to see the widow, who, as he said, must
have used most cursed cunning in obtaining such a will; of which,
however, poor lady, she was as innocent as the babe unborn; and he at
length left the Park, positive that he should have a fit of the gout,
and that the widow Mowbray would marry within a year.</p>
<p>As soon as he had got rid of his warm-hearted but passionate old friend,
Mowbray hastened to repair the neglect he had been forced into
committing, and sought his mother in the drawing-room. But she was no
longer there.</p>
<p>The room, indeed, appeared to be wholly untenanted, and he was on the
point of leaving it to seek his mother elsewhere, when he perceived that
Miss Torrington was seated at the most distant corner of it, almost
concealed by the folds of the farthest window-curtain.</p>
<p>"Rosalind!" ... he exclaimed, "are you hid there?... Where are all the
rest? and how come you to be left alone?"</p>
<p>"I am left alone, Mr. Mowbray ... because I wished it. Helen and Fanny
are with your mother, I believe, in her room."</p>
<p>Charles wished to see them all, and to see them together, and had almost
turned to go; but there was something in the look and manner of Rosalind
that puzzled him, and going up to her, he said kindly, "Is anything the
matter, Rosalind? You look as if something had vexed you."</p>
<p>To his great astonishment she burst into tears, and turning from him as
if to hide an emotion she could not conquer, she said, "Go, go, Mr.
Mowbray—go to your mother—you ought to have gone to her instantly."</p>
<p>"Instantly?... When?... What do you mean, Miss Torrington?"</p>
<p>"Miss Torrington means, Mr. Mowbray, that it would in every way have
been more proper for you to have announced to your mother yourself the
strange will it has pleased your father to leave, instead of sending a
stranger to do it."</p>
<p>"Who then has told her of it, Rosalind? Was it the lawyer? was it Mr.
Humphries?"</p>
<p>"No sir—it was Mr. Cartwright."</p>
<p>"But why should you be displeased with me for this, dear Rosalind? Sir
Gilbert led me out of the library by force, and would not let me go to
my mother, as I wished to do, and I have but this instant got rid of
him; but I did not commission either Mr. Cartwright or any one else to
make a communication to her which I was particularly desirous of making
myself."</p>
<p>"You did not send Mr. Cartwright to her?" said Rosalind colouring, and
looking earnestly in his face.</p>
<p>"No, indeed I did not. Did he say I had sent him?"</p>
<p>"How very strange it is," she replied after a moment's consideration,
"that I should be perfectly unable to say whether he did or did not! I
certainly do not remember that he explicitly said 'Madam, your son has
sent me here;' but this I do remember—that somehow or other I
understood that you had done so."</p>
<p>"And how did he announce to my mother that she.... I mean, how did he
communicate to her the purport of my father's will?"</p>
<p>"Charles Mowbray!" exclaimed Rosalind passionately, clenching her small
hands and stamping her little foot upon the ground—"I may be a very,
very wicked girl: I know I am wilful, headstrong, obstinate, and vain;
and call me also dark-minded, suspicious, what you will; but I do hate
that man."</p>
<p>"Hate whom, Rosalind?" said Charles, inexpressibly astonished at her
vehemence. "What is it you mean?... Is it Mr. Cartwright, our good
friendly clergyman, that you hate so bitterly?"</p>
<p>"Go to your mother, Mr. Mowbray. I am little more than seventeen years
old, and have always been considered less instructed, and therefore
sillier of course than was to be expected even from my age and sex; then
will it not be worse than waste of time to inquire what I
mean—especially when I confess, as I am bound to do, that I do not well
know myself?... Go to your mother, Charles, and let her know exactly all
you feel. You, at least, have no cause to hide your faults."</p>
<p>"I will go—but I wish I knew what has so strangely moved you."</p>
<p>"Ask your sisters—they saw and heard all that I did; at least, they
were present here, as I was;—ask them, examine them, but ask me
nothing; for I do believe, Charles, that I am less to be depended on
than any other person in the world."</p>
<p>"And why so, my dear Rosalind?" replied Mowbray, almost laughing. "Do
you mean that you tell fibs against your will?"</p>
<p>"Yes ... I believe so. At least, I feel strangely tempted to say a great
deal more than I positively know to be true; and that is very much like
telling fibs, I believe."</p>
<p>"Well, Rosalind, I will go, for you grow more mysterious every moment;
only, remember that I should greatly like to know all the thoughts that
come into that strange little head of yours. Will you promise that I
shall?"</p>
<p>"No," was the ungracious reply; and turning away, she left the room by a
door that led into a conservatory.</p>
<p>On entering his mother's dressing-room, Mowbray found her seated between
her two daughters, and holding a hand of each.</p>
<p>She looked up as he entered: the traces of tears were on her cheeks, and
her eyes rested on him with an expression of melancholy reproach such as
he had never read in them before.</p>
<p>"My dear, dear mother!" he exclaimed as he approached her, "has my
absence then vexed you so grievously?... I could not help it, mother;
Sir Gilbert literally made me his prisoner."</p>
<p>"Sir Gilbert, Charles, might have shown more respect to the memory of
the friend he has lost, than by keeping his son to listen to his own
wild invectives against the wife that friend so loved and trusted."</p>
<p>"Whoever has repeated to you the hasty expressions of Sir Gilbert, my
dear mother, in such a manner as to leave a painful impression on your
mind against him, has not acted well. You know his temper, but you know
his heart also; and I should not have thought that it could have been in
the power of any one to make you doubt the real friendship of Sir
Gilbert for us all."</p>
<p>"Surely, Charles, it was no symptom of friendship to me, to say that
your dear father had made an accursed will!"</p>
<p>"Good heavens!... what a strange misrepresentation, mother!... and all
hanging, as it should seem, upon one little syllable!... Our friend, as
you well know, is what Rosalind calls a manish man; he denies the
supremacy of woman, and might, and I verily believe did say, that a will
which vested power in her must be a cursed will. But we know too well
his long-licensed coarseness of expression to greatly marvel at that;
but for the solemn and most awful word ac-cursed, believe me, mother, he
never said it."</p>
<p>"It matters little, my dear son, what particular words of abuse Sir
Gilbert uttered against me, provided that your heart did not echo them."</p>
<p>"Mother! dearest mother!" cried Helen, rising and going towards her
brother, who seemed petrified at the words he heard, "how for a single
moment could you believe that Charles's heart could echo any word that
spoke not honour and love towards you!"</p>
<p>"He might have been mistaken, Helen," replied her mother with a heavy
sigh: "Charles could not indeed suspect that the mother his dear father
so fully trusted should prove unworthy of the trust.—But let us quit
this painful theme; and believe me, my children, that the first wish of
my heart is to prove myself worthy of his trust and your love."</p>
<p>"Such words are just what we might expect to hear from you, mother,"
said Mowbray, "were any profession from you to us necessary; but I would
gladly forget that you have ever thought such an assurance called for."</p>
<p>He bent down and kissed her fervently; and then making a sign to Helen,
who seemed about to follow him, that she should remain where she was, he
walked out for a couple of hours among the darkest thickets he could
find, with more of melancholy feeling than had ever before rested on his
spirits.</p>
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