<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_XIII" id="CHAPTER_XIII"></SPAN>CHAPTER XIII.</h2>
<h3>MRS. MOWBRAY'S DEPARTURE FOR TOWN.—AN EXTEMPORARY PRAYER.</h3>
<p>It was about nine o'clock in the evening of this same day, that Mr.
Cartwright was seen approaching across the lawn towards the drawing-room
windows,—and that not only by Judy, but by the whole family, who were
assembled there and preparing to take their tea. His daughter Henrietta
was on his arm; yet still she rather followed than walked with him, so
evidently did she hang back, while he as evidently endeavoured to
quicken his pace and draw her forward.</p>
<p>The eyes of the whole party were attracted to the windows. Mrs. Mowbray
and Fanny, approaching different sashes, each stepped out to welcome
them; while Miss Torrington and Helen were content to watch the meeting
from their places on a sofa.</p>
<p>"Did you ever see a man drive a pig to market, Helen?" said Rosalind.
"In my country they do it so much more cleverly! for look you, if that
man were half as clever as he thinks himself, he would just go behind
the young lady and pull her backwards."</p>
<p>"I am not quite sure that the scheme would answer in this case," replied
Helen. "Look at the expression of her face, and I think you will
perceive that nothing but a very straightforward pull could induce her
to approach at all."</p>
<p>"Perhaps she is disgusted at her odious father's presumption and
forwardness?" cried Rosalind, starting up. "If that be so, I will
patronise her.—Poor thing! look at her eyes; I am positive she has been
weeping."</p>
<p>With this impression, Miss Torrington stepped forward, and, as the party
entered, greeted the young lady very kindly: though she hardly appeared
to perceive that her father entered with her.</p>
<p>She received in return a look which, with all her acuteness, she found
it extremely difficult to interpret. There was a strong and obvious
expression of surprise in it; and then, in the faint attempt at a smile
about the corners of the mouth,—which attempt, however, was finally
abortive,—Rosalind fancied that she traced a movement of gratitude,
though not of pleasure; but over every feature a settled gloom seemed to
hang, like a dark veil, obscuring, though not quite hiding every
emotion.</p>
<p>The difficulty of understanding why and wherefore she looked as she did,
was quite enough, with such a disposition as Rosalind's, to make her an
object of interest; and therefore, when Mrs. Mowbray made her the speech
that she was expressly brought to hear, expressive of hope that she
would have the great kindness to console that part of her family who
were to remain at home by affording them the pleasure of her company,
Rosalind relieved her from the immediate necessity of replying, by
saying gaily,</p>
<p>"She will and she must, Mrs. Mowbray, for we will take her prisoner; but
I will promise, as far as I am concerned, that her durance shall be as
gentle as possible."</p>
<p>It was now the vicar's turn to look astonished, which he certainly did
in no small degree, and ran some risk of destroying the favourable
impression which his daughter's look of misery had created, by saying,
in the sweet tone that Miss Torrington relished so little,</p>
<p>"Henrietta, my love—I trust you will be sensible of, and grateful for,
the amiable and condescending kindness of this young lady."</p>
<p>What the gloomy Henrietta answered, Rosalind did not stay to hear; for
by a movement of that impatience with which she always listened to all
that Mr. Cartwright spoke, she turned from him and walked out of the
window. She only stayed, however, long enough to gather a bunch of
geranium blossoms, which she put into the hand of Henrietta as she
placed herself beside her on re-entering.</p>
<p>"Are they not superb, Miss Cartwright?"</p>
<p>Miss Cartwright again answered by a look which once more set all
Rosalind's ingenuity at defiance. It now spoke awakened interest, and an
almost eager desire to look at and listen to her; but the heavy gloom
remained, while her almost total silence gave her an appearance of
reserve greatly at variance with the expression which, for a moment at
least, she had read in her eyes.</p>
<p>Helen was now, in full assembly, informed for the first time that she
was to attend her mother to town. Had this been told her, as every thing
was wont to be, in the dear seclusion of her mother's dressing-room, she
would have hailed the news with joy and gratitude, and believed that it
predicted a return of all the happiness she had lost: but now the effect
was wholly different; and though she mastered herself sufficiently to
send back the tears before they reached her eyes, and to declare, in the
gentle voice of genuine unaffected obedience, that she should be
delighted if she could be useful to her, the manner of the communication
sank deeply and painfully into her heart.</p>
<p>An answer having arrived by return of post from Stephen Corbold, Esq.,
solicitor, stating that commodious apartments were secured in
Wimpole-street, and himself ready, body and spirit, to do the lady's
bidding, Mrs. Mowbray fixed on the following day for her journey. Miss
Cartwright gave one mutter beyond a tacit consent to remain at the Park
during her absence, and the party separated; Fanny however declaring, as
she wrapped a shawl of her mother's about her head, that she must enjoy
the delicious moonlight by accompanying the vicar and his daughter as
far as the Park gates.</p>
<p>"And return alone, Fanny?" said her mother.</p>
<p>"Why not, dear lady?" replied Mr. Cartwright. "Her eye will not be
raised to the lamp of night without her heart's rising also in a hymn to
her Lord and Saviour; and I am willing to believe that her remaining
for a few moments beside her pastor and her friend, while under its soft
influence, will not be likely to make her thoughts wander in a wrong
direction."</p>
<p>"Oh no, Mr. Cartwright," replied the mother; "I am sure, if you think it
right, she shall go."</p>
<p>At this moment Miss Torrington was giving a farewell shake of the hand
to Henrietta when, instead of receiving from her an answering "Good
night!" something very like a groan smote her ear.</p>
<p>"How very strange!" she exclaimed aloud, after a silence that lasted
till the vicar, with Fanny leaning on his arm, and his sulky daughter
following, had half traversed the lawn towards the gate that opened upon
the drive.</p>
<p>"What is strange, Miss Torrington?" said Mrs. Mowbray.</p>
<p>"Almost every thing I see and hear, ma'am," replied the young lady.</p>
<p>"At what hour are we to set off to-morrow, mamma?" inquired Helen.</p>
<p>"At ten o'clock, my dear. You had better give your orders to Curtis
to-night, Helen, as to what she is to put up for you. I hope we shall
not be obliged to remain in town above two or three days."</p>
<p>"If you have any thing to do in your room to-night, Helen, it is time to
betake yourself to it," observed Rosalind; "for," looking at her watch,
"it is very near midnight, though Miss Fanny Mowbray is walking in the
Park.—Good night, Mrs. Mowbray." But Mrs. Mowbray did not appear to
hear her.</p>
<p>"Good night, mamma," said Helen, approaching to kiss her.</p>
<p>She received a very cold salute upon her forehead, and a "Good night,
Helen," in a tone that answered to it.</p>
<p>Rosalind took the arm of her friend within hers as they left the room
together, and a silent pressure spoke her sympathy; but neither of them
uttered a word that night, either concerning Mr. Cartwright's increasing
influence, or Mrs. Mowbray's continued coldness to Helen. They both of
them felt more than they wished to speak.</p>
<p>The following morning brought Mr. Cartwright and his daughter again to
the Park a few minutes before the post-horses arrived for Mrs. Mowbray's
carriage, and in a few minutes more every thing was ready for the
departure of the travellers. Helen gave a farewell embrace to Fanny and
Rosalind; while the attentive vicar stepped into the carriage before
Mrs. Mowbray entered it, to see that as many windows were up and as many
windows down as she wished, and likewise for the purpose of placing a
small volume in the side pocket next the place she was to occupy. He
then returned to her side, and as he handed her in, whispered, while he
pressed her hand,</p>
<p>"Do not fatigue yourself with talking, my dear friend: it is a great
while since you have taken a journey even so long as this. In the pocket
next you I have placed a little volume that I wish—oh, how
ardently!—that you would read with attention. Will you promise me
this?"</p>
<p>"I will," replied Mrs. Mowbray, deeply affected by his earnestness—"God
bless you!"</p>
<p>"The Lord watch over you!" responded Mr. Cartwright with a sigh. He then
retreated a step, and Helen sprang hastily into the carriage without
assistance; the door was closed, and before the equipage reached the
lodges Mrs. Mowbray had plunged into a disquisition on regeneration and
faith—the glory of the new birth—and the assured damnation of all who
cannot, or do not, attain thereto.</p>
<p>Meanwhile the party left under the shade of the portico looked at each
other as if to inquire what they were to do next. On all occasions of
morning departure there is generally a certain degree of
<i>d�sœuvrement</i> left with those who remain behind. In general,
however, this is soon got over, except by a desperate idler or a very
mournful residuary guest; but on the present occasion the usual
occupations of the parties were put completely out of joint, and
Rosalind, at least, was exceedingly well disposed to exclaim—</p>
<div class="poem"><div class="stanza">
<span class="i0">——"Accursed spite,<br/></span>
<span class="i0">That ever I was born to set it right!"<br/></span></div>
</div>
<p>She remained stationary for a few minutes, hoping and expecting that the
reverend gentleman would depart: but as this did not happen, she quietly
re-entered the house and retired to her own dressing-room.</p>
<p>Fanny then made a motion to enter also, but took very hospitable care
that it should include both her companions. Mr. Cartwright spoke not of
going—he even led the way to the library himself, and having closed the
door and put down the ever-open sash windows, he turned to Fanny, and,
with a smile that might have accompanied a proposal to sing or dance,
said,</p>
<p>"My dear Miss Fanny! does not your heart feel full of kind and tender
wishes for the safety of your beloved mother during her absence from
you?"</p>
<p>"It does indeed!" said Fanny, shaking back her chesnut ringlets.</p>
<p>"Then should we not," rejoined the vicar, assisting her action by gently
putting back her redundant curls with his own hand,—"should we not, my
dear child, implore a blessing upon her from the only source from whence
it can come!"</p>
<p>"Oh yes," replied Fanny, with affectionate earnestness, but by no means
understanding his immediate purpose,—"Oh yes, Mr. Cartwright; I am sure
I never pray so heartily as when praying for mamma."</p>
<p>"Then let us kneel," said he, placing a chair before her, and kneeling
down himself at the one that was next to it. Fanny instantly obeyed,
covering her face with her hands, while her young heart beat with a
timid and most truly pious feeling of fear lest the act was not
performed with suitable deference; for hitherto her private devotions
had been performed in strict obedience to the solemn and explicit words
of Scripture—"<i>When thou prayest, enter into thy closet, and when thou
hast shut thy door, pray to thy Father which is in secret; and thy
Father which seeth in secret shall reward thee openly.</i>"</p>
<p>But though conscious that the mode of prayer in which she was now so
unexpectedly invited to join was very unlike what she was used to, her
unbounded love and admiration for Mr. Cartwright rendered it absolutely
impossible for her to conceive it wrong, and she prepared herself to
pray with all the fervour of her young and ardent spirit.</p>
<p>There was a moment's pause, during which a look was exchanged between
the father and daughter unseen by Fanny; but had it met her eye, it
would only have appeared to her as a mystery that she was incapable of
comprehending. Had Rosalind caught a sight of it, she might perhaps
have fancied that the glance of the father spoke command, accompanied
by direful threatenings, while that of his daughter betrayed disgust and
bitterest contempt mingled with fear.</p>
<p>Mr. Cartwright began, almost in a whisper, to utter his extemporary
prayer. It first invoked a blessing on <i>the little knot of united
hearts</i> that now offered their homage, and then proceeded to ask, in
flowing periods, for exemption from all dangers likely to beset
travellers by land for "our beloved sister who is this day gone forth."
In a tone somewhat more loud he went on to implore especial grace for
the not yet awakened soul of the child she led with her; and then, his
rich and powerful voice resounding through the room, his eyes raised to
the ceiling, and his clasped and extended hands stretched out before
him, he burst into an ecstasy of enthusiastic rantings, in which he
besought blessings on the head of Fanny.</p>
<p>It is impossible to repeat such language as Mr. Cartwright and those who
resemble him think fit to use in their extemporary devotions, without
offending against that sensitive horror of profanation which happily
still continues to be one of the strongest feelings in the minds of
Christians not converted—<i>i. e.</i> perverted from the solemn reverence
our church enjoins in the utterance of every word by which we venture to
approach the Deity. To such, the unweighed flippant use of those
momentous words "LET US PRAY," followed as they often are, by turgid
rantings, and familiar appeals to the most High God, in volumes of
rapid, careless wordiness, is perhaps the most offensive outrage to
which their religions feelings can be exposed. One might be almost
tempted to believe that the sectarians who, rejecting the authorized
forms in which the bishops and fathers of our church have cautiously,
reverently, and succinctly rehearsed the petitions which the Scriptures
permit man to offer to his Creator;—one might, I say, almost be tempted
to believe that these men have so misunderstood the Word of God, as to
read:—<span class="smcap">Use</span> <i>vain repetitions as the Heathen do, for they</i> SHALL BE
<i>heard for their much speaking</i>. But this "much speaking," with all its
irreverent accompaniments of familiar phraseology, is an abomination to
those who have preserved their right to sit within the sacred pale of
our established church; and as it is among such that I wish to find my
readers, I will avoid, as much as possible, offending them by
unnecessary repetitions of Mr. Cartwright's rhapsodies, preserving only
so much of their substance as may be necessary to the making his
character fully understood.</p>
<p>While imploring Heaven to soften the heart of poor Fanny, who knelt
weeping beside him like a Niobe, he rehearsed her talents and good
qualities, earnestly praying that they might not be turned by the Prince
of Darkness into a snare.</p>
<p>"Let not her gift—her shining gift of poesy, lead her, as it has so
often done others, to the deepest pit of hell! Let not the gentle and
warm affections of her heart cling to those that shall carry her soul,
with their own, down to the worm that dieth not, and to the fire that
cannot be quenched! Rather, fix thou her love upon those who will seek
it in thy holy name. May she know to distinguish between the true and
the false, the holy and the unholy!"</p>
<p>"Amen!" was here uttered by Henrietta, but in so low a whisper that only
her father's ear caught it. He paused for half a moment, and then
continued with still-increasing zeal, so that his voice shook and tears
fell from his eyes.</p>
<p>Fanny was fully aware of all this strong emotion; for though she
uncovered not her own streaming eyes, she could not mistake the
trembling voice that pronounced its fervent blessing on her amidst sobs.</p>
<p>Meanwhile Miss Torrington, who had seated herself before a book in her
dressing-room, began to think that she was not acting very kindly
towards Fanny, who, she knew, was so nearly childish in her manners as
to render the entertaining company a very disagreeable task to her.</p>
<p>"Poor little soul!" she exclaimed; "between the manna of the father, and
the crabbishness of the daughter, she will be done to death if I go not
to her rescue." So she closed her book and hastened to the library.</p>
<p>The sound she heard on approaching the door startled her, and she paused
to listen a moment before she entered; for not having the remotest idea
that it was the voice of prayer, she really believed that some one had
been taken ill,—and the notion of convulsions, blended with the
recollection of Henrietta's sickly appearance, took possession of her
fancy. She determined, however, to enter; but turned the lock with a
very nervous hand,—and on beholding the scene which the opening door
displayed, felt startled, awed, and uncertain whether to advance or
retreat.</p>
<p>She immediately met Henrietta's eye, which turned towards her as she
opened the door, and its expression at once explained the nature of the
ceremony she so unexpectedly witnessed. Contempt and bitter scorn shot
from it as she slowly turned it towards her father; and a smile of pity
succeeded, as she mournfully shook her head, when, for a moment, she
fixed her glance upon the figure of Fanny. Had the poor girl for whose
especial sake this very unclerical rhapsody was uttered—had she been a
few years older, and somewhat more advanced in the power of judging
human actions, she must have been struck by the remarkable change which
the entrance of Rosalind produced in the language and manner of the
vicar. He did not for an instant suspend the flow of his eloquence, but
the style of it altered altogether.</p>
<p>"Bless her! bless this lovely and beloved one!" were the words which
preceded the opening of the door, accompanied by the sobbings of
vehement emotion.—"Bless all this worthy family, and all sorts and
conditions of men; and so lead them home" ... &c. were those which
followed,—uttered, too, with very decent sobriety and discretion.</p>
<p>Rosalind, however, was not quite deceived by this, though far from
guessing how perfectly indecent and profane had been the impassioned
language and vehement emotion which preceded her appearance.</p>
<p>After the hesitation of a moment, she closed the door, and walking up to
the side of Fanny, stood beside her for the minute and a half which it
took Mr. Cartwright to bring his harangue to a conclusion. He then
ceased, rose from his knees, and bowed to the intruder with an air so
meek and sanctified, but yet with such a downcast avoidance of her eye
withal, that Rosalind shrank from him with ill-concealed dislike, and
would instantly have left the room, but that she did not choose again to
leave Fanny, who still continued kneeling beside her, to a repetition of
the scene she had interrupted.</p>
<p>"Fanny!" she said, in an accent a little approaching to impatience.</p>
<p>But Fanny heeded her not. Vexed and disgusted at this display of a
devotion so unlike the genuine, unaffected, well-regulated piety in
which she had been herself brought up, she repeated her call,—adding,
as she laid her hand lightly on her shoulder,</p>
<p>"This is not the sort of worship which your excellent father, or good
Mr. Wallace either, would have approved."</p>
<p>Fanny now rose from her knees, and the cause of her not doing so before
became evident. Her face was as pale as ashes, and traces of violent
weeping were visible on her swollen eyelids.</p>
<p>"Good Heaven, Fanny! what can have affected you thus?—What, sir, have
you been saying to produce so terrible an effect on Miss Mowbray? The
prayers of the church, in the discipline of which she has been most
carefully bred up, produce no such paroxysms as these, Mr.
Cartwright.—Come with me, Fanny, and do endeavour to conquer this
extraordinary vehemence of emotion."</p>
<p>Fanny took her arm; but she trembled so violently that she could
scarcely stand.</p>
<p>"Mr. Cartwright," said Rosalind with a burst of indignation that she
could not control, "I must beg of you not to repeat this species of
experiment on the feelings of this young lady during the absence of her
mother. At her return she will of course decide upon your continuance,
or discontinuance, in the office you have been pleased to assume; but,
till then, I must beg, in her name, that we may have no more of this."</p>
<p>"Oh! Rosalind!" exclaimed Fanny, while a fresh shower of tears burst
from her eyes, "how can you speak so!"</p>
<p>"Tell me, my dear young lady," said Mr. Cartwright, addressing Miss
Torrington in a voice of the gentlest kindness, "did good Mrs. Mowbray,
on leaving home, place Miss Fanny under your care?"</p>
<p>"No, sir, she did not," replied Rosalind, a crimson flush of anger and
indignation mounting to her cheeks; "but, being considerably older than
Fanny, I deem it my duty to prevent her if possible from again becoming
an actor in such a scene as this."</p>
<p>Fanny withdrew her arm, and clasping her hands together, again
exclaimed, "Oh! Rosalind!"</p>
<p>"Do not agitate yourself, my good child," said the vicar; "I shall never
suspect you of that hardening of the heart which would lead you to be of
those who wish to banish the voice of prayer from the roof that shelters
you. Nor shall I," he continued meekly, but firmly,—"nor shall I
consider myself justified in remitting that care and attention which I
promised your excellent mother to bestow on you, because this unhappy
young person lifts her voice against the holy duties of my calling. I
shall return to you in the evening, and then, I trust, we shall again
raise our voices together in praise and prayer."</p>
<p>So saying, Mr. Cartwright took his hat and departed.</p>
<p>The three young ladies were left standing, but not in one group. Miss
Cartwright, as soon as released from her kneeling position, had
approached a window, and was assiduously paring her nails; Rosalind
fixed her eyes upon the floor, and seemed to be revolving some question
that puzzled her; and Fanny, after the interval of a moment, left the
room.</p>
<p>Miss Torrington approached the window, and said coldly, but civilly, "I
am sorry, Miss Cartwright, to have spoken so sternly to your father,—or
rather, for the cause which led me to do so,—but I really considered it
as my duty."</p>
<p>"Oh! pray, ma'am, do not apologise to me about it."</p>
<p>"I do not wish to offer an apology for doing what I believe to be right;
but only to express my sorrow to a guest, in the house that is my home,
for having been obliged to say any thing that might make her feel
uncomfortable."</p>
<p>"I do assure you, Miss Torrington," replied the vicar's daughter, "that
my feelings are very particularly independent of any circumstance,
accident, or event, that may affect Mr. Cartwright ... my father."</p>
<p>"Indeed!" said Rosalind, fixing on her a glance that seemed to invite
her confidence.</p>
<p>"Indeed!" repeated Henrietta, quietly continuing the occupation
furnished by her fingers' ends, but without showing any inclination to
accept the invitation.</p>
<p>Rosalind was disconcerted. The singularity of Miss Cartwright's manner
piqued her curiosity, and though by no means inclined to form a party
with her against her father, she had seen enough to convince her that
they were far from being on very affectionate terms together. A feeling
of pity, too, though for sorrows and sufferings suggested chiefly by her
own imagination, gave her a kind-hearted inclination for more intimate
acquaintance; but she began to suspect that the wish for this was wholly
on her side, and not shared in any degree by her companion.</p>
<p>Chilled by this idea, and out of spirits from the prospect of being
daily exposed to Mr. Cartwright's visits, Rosalind prepared to leave the
room; but good-nature, as was usual with her, prevailed over every other
feeling, and before she reached the door, she turned and said,</p>
<p>"Is there any thing, Miss Cartwright, that I can offer for your
amusement? The books of the day are chiefly in our dressing-rooms, I
believe—and I have abundance of new music—and in this room I can show
you where to find a very splendid collection of engravings."</p>
<p>"I wish for nothing of the kind, I am much obliged to you."</p>
<p>"Shall I send Fanny to you? Perhaps, notwithstanding the ocean of tears
you have seen her shed, she would prove a much more cheerful companion
than I could do at this moment."</p>
<p>"I do not wish for a cheerful companion," said Henrietta.</p>
<p>"Is there any thing, then, that I can do," resumed Rosalind, half
smiling, "that may assist you in getting rid of the morning?"</p>
<p>"You may sit with me yourself."</p>
<p>"May I?—Well, then, so I will. I assure you that I only thought of
going because it appeared to me that you did not particularly desire my
company."</p>
<p>"To say the truth, Miss Torrington, I do not think there is any thing on
earth particularly worth desiring; but your conversation may perhaps be
amongst the most endurable. Besides, it is agreeable to look at you."</p>
<p>"You are very civil," replied Rosalind, laughing. "Perhaps you would
like me to hold a nosegay in my hand, or to put on a bonnet and
feathers, that I might be still better worth looking at."</p>
<p>"No.—If I had a bunch of flowers before my eyes, I should not want you:
no woman can be so beautiful as a collection of flowers. But I shall do
very well, I dare say. Nothing, you know, lasts very long."</p>
<p>"Your father, then, I presume, has taught your thoughts, Miss
Cartwright, to fix themselves altogether on a future and a better
world."</p>
<p>"As to a future world, Miss Torrington, I must have better authority
than Mr. Cartwright's before I pretend to know any thing about it."</p>
<p>"But I hope your distaste for that which we enjoy at present does not
arise from its having been unkind to you?"</p>
<p>"When I was a child," answered Henrietta, "I had a kind of sickly
longing for kindness; but now, that I am older and wiser, I cannot say
that I think kindness or unkindness are matters of much consequence."</p>
<p>"That, indeed, is a feeling that must put one speedily either above or
below sorrow."</p>
<p>"I am below it."</p>
<p>"It would be just as easy to say, above, Miss Cartwright; and if you
really have reached to a state of such stoical indifference, I rather
wonder you should not feel that it sets you above all the poor sensitive
souls whom you must see longing for a smile, and trembling at a frown."</p>
<p>"Because, Miss Torrington, I have constantly felt that in approaching
this state of mind I have been gradually sinking lower and lower in my
own estimation: I am become so hatefully familiar with sin and
wickedness, that I perfectly loathe myself—though assuredly it has
ended by giving me a very pre-eminent degree of indifference concerning
all that may hereafter happen to me."</p>
<p>"Is it in your own person," said Rosalind jestingly, "that you have
become thus familiar with sin?"</p>
<p>"No. It is in that of my father."</p>
<p>Rosalind started. "You talk strangely to me, Miss Cartwright," said she
gravely; "and if you are playing upon my credulity or curiosity, I must
submit to it. But if there be any serious meaning in what you say, it
would be more generous if you would permit me to understand you. I
believe you are aware that I do not esteem Mr. Cartwright: an avowal
which delicacy would have certainly prevented my making to you, had you
not given me reason to suspect——"</p>
<p>"—That I do not very greatly esteem him either," said Henrietta,
interrupting her.</p>
<p>"Exactly so: and as I am deeply interested for the welfare and happiness
of the family amongst whom he seems disposed to insinuate himself upon
terms of very particular intimacy, I should consider it as a great
kindness if you would tell me what his character really is."</p>
<p>"The request is a very singular one, considering to whom it is
addressed," said Miss Cartwright; "and besides I really cannot perceive
any reason in the world why I should be guilty of an indecorum in order
to do you <i>a great kindness</i>."</p>
<p>"The indecorum, Miss Cartwright, has been already committed," said
Rosalind. "You have already spoken of your father as you should not have
spoken, unless you had some strong and virtuous motive for it."</p>
<p>"How exceedingly refreshing is the unwonted voice of truth!" exclaimed
Henrietta. "Rosalind Torrington, you are an honest girl, and will not
betray me; for I do fear him—coward that I am—I do fear his cruelty,
even while I despise his power. I think but lightly," she continued, "of
the motes that people this paltry world of ours; yet there are
gradations amongst us, from the pure-hearted kind fool, who, like you,
Rosalind, would wish to spend their little hour of life in doing good,
down to the plotting knave who, like my father, Miss Torrington, cares
not what mischief he may do, so that his own unholy interest, and unholy
joys, may be increased thereby: and so, look you, there are gradations
also in my feelings towards them, from very light and easy indifference,
down, down, down to the deepest abyss of hatred and contempt. I know not
what power you may have here—not much, I should fear; for though you
are rich, the Mowbrays are richer; yet it is possible, I think, that if
the energy which I suspect makes part of your character be roused, you
may obtain some influence. If you do, use it to keep Mr. Cartwright as
far distant from all you love as you can. Mistrust him yourself, and
teach all others to mistrust him.—And now, never attempt to renew this
conversation. I may have done you some service—do not let your
imprudence make me repent it. Let us now avoid each other if you please:
I do not love talking, and would not willingly be led into it again."</p>
<p>Miss Cartwright left the room as soon as these words were spoken,
leaving Rosalind in a state of mind extremely painful. Through all the
strange wildness of Henrietta's manner she thought that she could trace
a friendly intention to put her on her guard; but she hardly knew what
the mischief was which she feared, and less still perhaps what she could
do to guard against it. The most obvious and the most desirable thing,
if she could achieve it, was the preventing Mr. Cartwright's making the
constant morning and evening visits which he threatened; but she felt
that her power was indeed small, and, such as it was, she knew not well
how to use it.</p>
<p>Having remained for above an hour exactly in the place where Miss
Cartwright had left her, inventing and rejecting a variety of schemes
for keeping Mr. Cartwright from the house during the absence of Mrs.
Mowbray, she at length determined to write to him, and after a good deal
of meditation produced the following note:</p>
<blockquote><p>"Miss Torrington presents her compliments to Mr. Cartwright,
and begs to inform him, that having been very strictly brought
up by her father, a clergyman of the established church, she
cannot, consistently with her ideas of what is right, continue
to make her residence in a house where irregular and extempore
prayer-meetings are held. She therefore takes this method of
announcing to Mr. Cartwright, that if he perseveres in
repeating at Mowbray Park the scene she witnessed this morning,
she shall be obliged to leave the house of her guardian, and
will put herself under the protection of Sir Gilbert Harrington
till such time as Mrs. Mowbray shall return.</p>
<p>"Mowbray Park, 13th July 1833."</p>
</blockquote>
<p>This note she immediately despatched to the Vicarage by her own footman,
who was ordered to wait for an answer, and in the course of an hour
returned with the following short epistle:</p>
<blockquote><p>"Mr. Cartwright presents his compliments to Miss Torrington,
and respectfully requests permission to wait upon her for a few
minutes to-morrow morning.</p>
<p>"Wrexhill Vicarage, July 13th, 1833."</p>
</blockquote>
<p>Nothing could be less like the answer she expected than this note, and
she might possibly have been doubtful whether to grant the audience
requested, or not, had she not perceived, with very considerable
satisfaction, that she had already obtained a remission of the evening
rhapsody he had threatened in the morning, which inspired her with
reasonable hope that her remonstrance would not prove altogether in
vain. She determined therefore to receive Mr. Cartwright on the morrow,
but did not deem it necessary to send another express to say so, feeling
pretty certain that the not forbidding his approach would be quite
sufficient to ensure its arrival.</p>
<p>The evening passed in very evident and very fidgetty expectation on the
part of Fanny, who more than once strolled out upon the lawn, returning
with an air of restlessness and disappointment. But Rosalind was in
excellent spirits, and contrived to amuse Miss Cartwright, and even
elicit an expression of pleasure from her, by singing some of her
sweetest native melodies, which she did with a delicacy and perfection
of taste and feeling that few could listen to without delight.</p>
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