<h3><SPAN name="linkC2HCH0113" id="linkC2HCH0113"></SPAN> Chapter 113. The Past</h3>
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<span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">T</span>he count departed with
a sad heart from the house in which he had left Mercédès, probably never to
behold her again. Since the death of little Edward a great change had taken
place in Monte Cristo. Having reached the summit of his vengeance by a long and
tortuous path, he saw an abyss of doubt yawning before him. More than this, the
conversation which had just taken place between Mercédès and himself had
awakened so many recollections in his heart that he felt it necessary to combat
with them. A man of the count’s temperament could not long indulge in
that melancholy which can exist in common minds, but which destroys superior
ones. He thought he must have made an error in his calculations if he now found
cause to blame himself.</p>
<p>“I cannot have deceived myself,” he said; “I must look upon
the past in a false light. What!” he continued, “can I have been
following a false path?—can the end which I proposed be a mistaken
end?—can one hour have sufficed to prove to an architect that the work
upon which he founded all his hopes was an impossible, if not a sacrilegious,
undertaking? I cannot reconcile myself to this idea—it would madden me.
The reason why I am now dissatisfied is that I have not a clear appreciation of
the past. The past, like the country through which we walk, becomes indistinct
as we advance. My position is like that of a person wounded in a dream; he
feels the wound, though he cannot recollect when he received it.</p>
<p>“Come, then, thou regenerate man, thou extravagant prodigal, thou
awakened sleeper, thou all-powerful visionary, thou invincible
millionaire,—once again review thy past life of starvation and
wretchedness, revisit the scenes where fate and misfortune conducted, and where
despair received thee. Too many diamonds, too much gold and splendor, are now
reflected by the mirror in which Monte Cristo seeks to behold Dantès. Hide thy
diamonds, bury thy gold, shroud thy splendor, exchange riches for poverty,
liberty for a prison, a living body for a corpse!”</p>
<p>As he thus reasoned, Monte Cristo walked down the Rue de la Caisserie. It was
the same through which, twenty-four years ago, he had been conducted by a
silent and nocturnal guard; the houses, today so smiling and animated, were on
that night dark, mute, and closed.</p>
<p>“And yet they were the same,” murmured Monte Cristo, “only
now it is broad daylight instead of night; it is the sun which brightens the
place, and makes it appear so cheerful.”</p>
<p>He proceeded towards the quay by the Rue Saint-Laurent, and advanced to the
Consigne; it was the point where he had embarked. A pleasure-boat with striped
awning was going by. Monte Cristo called the owner, who immediately rowed up to
him with the eagerness of a boatman hoping for a good fare.</p>
<p>The weather was magnificent, and the excursion a treat. The sun, red and
flaming, was sinking into the embrace of the welcoming ocean. The sea, smooth
as crystal, was now and then disturbed by the leaping of fish, which were
pursued by some unseen enemy and sought for safety in another element; while on
the extreme verge of the horizon might be seen the fishermen’s boats,
white and graceful as the sea-gull, or the merchant vessels bound for Corsica
or Spain.</p>
<p>But notwithstanding the serene sky, the gracefully formed boats, and the golden
light in which the whole scene was bathed, the Count of Monte Cristo, wrapped
in his cloak, could think only of this terrible voyage, the details of which
were one by one recalled to his memory. The solitary light burning at the
Catalans; that first sight of the Château d’If, which told him whither
they were leading him; the struggle with the gendarmes when he wished to throw
himself overboard; his despair when he found himself vanquished, and the
sensation when the muzzle of the carbine touched his forehead—all these
were brought before him in vivid and frightful reality.</p>
<p>Like the streams which the heat of the summer has dried up, and which after the
autumnal storms gradually begin oozing drop by drop, so did the count feel his
heart gradually fill with the bitterness which formerly nearly overwhelmed
Edmond Dantès. Clear sky, swift-flitting boats, and brilliant sunshine
disappeared; the heavens were hung with black, and the gigantic structure of
the Château d’If seemed like the phantom of a mortal enemy. As they
reached the shore, the count instinctively shrunk to the extreme end of the
boat, and the owner was obliged to call out, in his sweetest tone of voice:</p>
<p>“Sir, we are at the landing.”</p>
<p>Monte Cristo remembered that on that very spot, on the same rock, he had been
violently dragged by the guards, who forced him to ascend the slope at the
points of their bayonets. The journey had seemed very long to Dantès, but Monte
Cristo found it equally short. Each stroke of the oar seemed to awaken a new
throng of ideas, which sprang up with the flying spray of the sea.</p>
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<p>There had been no prisoners confined in the Château d’If since the
revolution of July; it was only inhabited by a guard, kept there for the
prevention of smuggling. A concierge waited at the door to exhibit to visitors
this monument of curiosity, once a scene of terror.</p>
<p>The count inquired whether any of the ancient jailers were still there; but
they had all been pensioned, or had passed on to some other employment. The
concierge who attended him had only been there since 1830. He visited his own
dungeon. He again beheld the dull light vainly endeavoring to penetrate the
narrow opening. His eyes rested upon the spot where had stood his bed, since
then removed, and behind the bed the new stones indicated where the breach made
by the Abbé Faria had been. Monte Cristo felt his limbs tremble; he seated
himself upon a log of wood.</p>
<p>“Are there any stories connected with this prison besides the one
relating to the poisoning of Mirabeau?” asked the count; “are there
any traditions respecting these dismal abodes,—in which it is difficult
to believe men can ever have imprisoned their fellow-creatures?”</p>
<p>“Yes, sir; indeed, the jailer Antoine told me one connected with this
very dungeon.”</p>
<p>Monte Cristo shuddered; Antoine had been his jailer. He had almost forgotten
his name and face, but at the mention of the name he recalled his person as he
used to see it, the face encircled by a beard, wearing the brown jacket, the
bunch of keys, the jingling of which he still seemed to hear. The count turned
around, and fancied he saw him in the corridor, rendered still darker by the
torch carried by the concierge.</p>
<p>“Would you like to hear the story, sir?”</p>
<p>“Yes; relate it,” said Monte Cristo, pressing his hand to his heart
to still its violent beatings; he felt afraid of hearing his own history.</p>
<p>“This dungeon,” said the concierge, “was, it appears, some
time ago occupied by a very dangerous prisoner, the more so since he was full
of industry. Another person was confined in the Château at the same time, but
he was not wicked, he was only a poor mad priest.”</p>
<p>“Ah, indeed?—mad!” repeated Monte Cristo; “and what was
his mania?”</p>
<p>“He offered millions to anyone who would set him at liberty.”</p>
<p>Monte Cristo raised his eyes, but he could not see the heavens; there was a
stone veil between him and the firmament. He thought that there had been no
less thick a veil before the eyes of those to whom Faria offered the treasures.</p>
<p>“Could the prisoners see each other?” he asked.</p>
<p>“Oh, no, sir, it was expressly forbidden; but they eluded the vigilance
of the guards, and made a passage from one dungeon to the other.”</p>
<p>“And which of them made this passage?”</p>
<p>“Oh, it must have been the young man, certainly, for he was strong and
industrious, while the abbé was aged and weak; besides, his mind was too
vacillating to allow him to carry out an idea.”</p>
<p>“Blind fools!” murmured the count.</p>
<p>“However, be that as it may, the young man made a tunnel, how or by what
means no one knows; but he made it, and there is the evidence yet remaining of
his work. Do you see it?” and the man held the torch to the wall.</p>
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<p>“Ah, yes; I see,” said the count, in a voice hoarse from emotion.</p>
<p>“The result was that the two men communicated with one another; how long
they did so, nobody knows. One day the old man fell ill and died. Now guess
what the young one did?”</p>
<p>“Tell me.”</p>
<p>“He carried off the corpse, which he placed in his own bed with its face
to the wall; then he entered the empty dungeon, closed the entrance, and
slipped into the sack which had contained the dead body. Did you ever hear of
such an idea?”</p>
<p>Monte Cristo closed his eyes, and seemed again to experience all the sensations
he had felt when the coarse canvas, yet moist with the cold dews of death, had
touched his face.</p>
<p>The jailer continued:</p>
<p>“Now this was his project. He fancied that they buried the dead at the
Château d’If, and imagining they would not expend much labor on the grave
of a prisoner, he calculated on raising the earth with his shoulders, but
unfortunately their arrangements at the Château frustrated his projects. They
never buried the dead; they merely attached a heavy cannon-ball to the feet,
and then threw them into the sea. This is what was done. The young man was
thrown from the top of the rock; the corpse was found on the bed next day, and
the whole truth was guessed, for the men who performed the office then
mentioned what they had not dared to speak of before, that at the moment the
corpse was thrown into the deep, they heard a shriek, which was almost
immediately stifled by the water in which it disappeared.”</p>
<p>The count breathed with difficulty; the cold drops ran down his forehead, and
his heart was full of anguish.</p>
<p>“No,” he muttered, “the doubt I felt was but the commencement
of forgetfulness; but here the wound reopens, and the heart again thirsts for
vengeance. And the prisoner,” he continued aloud, “was he ever
heard of afterwards?”</p>
<p>“Oh, no; of course not. You can understand that one of two things must
have happened; he must either have fallen flat, in which case the blow, from a
height of ninety feet, must have killed him instantly, or he must have fallen
upright, and then the weight would have dragged him to the bottom, where he
remained—poor fellow!”</p>
<p>“Then you pity him?” said the count.</p>
<p>“<i>Ma foi</i>, yes; though he was in his own element.”</p>
<p>“What do you mean?”</p>
<p>“The report was that he had been a naval officer, who had been confined
for plotting with the Bonapartists.”</p>
<p>“Great is truth,” muttered the count, “fire cannot burn, nor
water drown it! Thus the poor sailor lives in the recollection of those who
narrate his history; his terrible story is recited in the chimney-corner, and a
shudder is felt at the description of his transit through the air to be
swallowed by the deep.” Then, the count added aloud, “Was his name
ever known?”</p>
<p>“Oh, yes; but only as No. 34.”</p>
<p>“Oh, Villefort, Villefort,” murmured the count, “this scene
must often have haunted thy sleepless hours!”</p>
<p>“Do you wish to see anything more, sir?” said the concierge.</p>
<p>“Yes, especially if you will show me the poor abbé’s room.”</p>
<p>“Ah! No. 27.”</p>
<p>“Yes; No. 27.” repeated the count, who seemed to hear the voice of
the abbé answering him in those very words through the wall when asked his
name.</p>
<p>“Come, sir.”</p>
<p>“Wait,” said Monte Cristo, “I wish to take one final glance
around this room.”</p>
<p>“This is fortunate,” said the guide; “I have forgotten the
other key.”</p>
<p>“Go and fetch it.”</p>
<p>“I will leave you the torch, sir.”</p>
<p>“No, take it away; I can see in the dark.”</p>
<p>“Why, you are like No. 34. They said he was so accustomed to darkness
that he could see a pin in the darkest corner of his dungeon.”</p>
<p>“He spent fourteen years to arrive at that,” muttered the count.</p>
<p>The guide carried away the torch. The count had spoken correctly. Scarcely had
a few seconds elapsed, ere he saw everything as distinctly as by daylight. Then
he looked around him, and really recognized his dungeon.</p>
<p>“Yes,” he said, “there is the stone upon which I used to sit;
there is the impression made by my shoulders on the wall; there is the mark of
my blood made when one day I dashed my head against the wall. Oh, those
figures, how well I remember them! I made them one day to calculate the age of
my father, that I might know whether I should find him still living, and that
of Mercédès, to know if I should find her still free. After finishing that
calculation, I had a minute’s hope. I did not reckon upon hunger and
infidelity!” and a bitter laugh escaped the count.</p>
<p>He saw in fancy the burial of his father, and the marriage of Mercédès. On the
other side of the dungeon he perceived an inscription, the white letters of
which were still visible on the green wall:</p>
<p>“‘<i>Oh, God!</i>’” he read, “‘<i>preserve
my memory!</i>’”</p>
<p>“Oh, yes,” he cried, “that was my only prayer at last; I no
longer begged for liberty, but memory; I dreaded to become mad and forgetful.
Oh, God, thou hast preserved my memory; I thank thee, I thank thee!”</p>
<p>At this moment the light of the torch was reflected on the wall; the guide was
coming; Monte Cristo went to meet him.</p>
<p>“Follow me, sir;” and without ascending the stairs the guide
conducted him by a subterraneous passage to another entrance. There, again,
Monte Cristo was assailed by a multitude of thoughts. The first thing that met
his eye was the meridian, drawn by the abbé on the wall, by which he calculated
the time; then he saw the remains of the bed on which the poor prisoner had
died. The sight of this, instead of exciting the anguish experienced by the
count in the dungeon, filled his heart with a soft and grateful sentiment, and
tears fell from his eyes.</p>
<p>“This is where the mad abbé was kept, sir, and that is where the young
man entered;” and the guide pointed to the opening, which had remained
unclosed. “From the appearance of the stone,” he continued,
“a learned gentleman discovered that the prisoners might have
communicated together for ten years. Poor things! Those must have been ten
weary years.”</p>
<p>Dantès took some louis from his pocket, and gave them to the man who had twice
unconsciously pitied him. The guide took them, thinking them merely a few
pieces of little value; but the light of the torch revealed their true worth.</p>
<p>“Sir,” he said, “you have made a mistake; you have given me
gold.”</p>
<p>“I know it.”</p>
<p>The concierge looked upon the count with surprise.</p>
<p>“Sir,” he cried, scarcely able to believe his good
fortune—“sir, I cannot understand your generosity!”</p>
<p>“Oh, it is very simple, my good fellow; I have been a sailor, and your
story touched me more than it would others.”</p>
<p>“Then, sir, since you are so liberal, I ought to offer you
something.”</p>
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<p>“What have you to offer to me, my friend? Shells? Straw-work? Thank
you!”</p>
<p>“No, sir, neither of those; something connected with this story.”</p>
<p>“Really? What is it?”</p>
<p>“Listen,” said the guide; “I said to myself, ‘Something
is always left in a cell inhabited by one prisoner for fifteen years,’ so
I began to sound the wall.”</p>
<p>“Ah,” cried Monte Cristo, remembering the abbé’s two
hiding-places.</p>
<p>“After some search, I found that the floor gave a hollow sound near the
head of the bed, and at the hearth.”</p>
<p>“Yes,” said the count, “yes.”</p>
<p>“I raised the stones, and found——”</p>
<p>“A rope-ladder and some tools?”</p>
<p>“How do you know that?” asked the guide in astonishment.</p>
<p>“I do not know—I only guess it, because that sort of thing is
generally found in prisoners’ cells.”</p>
<p>“Yes, sir, a rope-ladder and tools.”</p>
<p>“And have you them yet?”</p>
<p>“No, sir; I sold them to visitors, who considered them great curiosities;
but I have still something left.”</p>
<p>“What is it?” asked the count, impatiently.</p>
<p>“A sort of book, written upon strips of cloth.”</p>
<p>“Go and fetch it, my good fellow; and if it be what I hope, you will do
well.”</p>
<p>“I will run for it, sir;” and the guide went out.</p>
<p>Then the count knelt down by the side of the bed, which death had converted
into an altar.</p>
<p>“Oh, second father,” he exclaimed, “thou who hast given me
liberty, knowledge, riches; thou who, like beings of a superior order to
ourselves, couldst understand the science of good and evil; if in the depths of
the tomb there still remain something within us which can respond to the voice
of those who are left on earth; if after death the soul ever revisit the places
where we have lived and suffered,—then, noble heart, sublime soul, then I
conjure thee by the paternal love thou didst bear me, by the filial obedience I
vowed to thee, grant me some sign, some revelation! Remove from me the remains
of doubt, which, if it change not to conviction, must become remorse!”
The count bowed his head, and clasped his hands together.</p>
<p>“Here, sir,” said a voice behind him.</p>
<p>Monte Cristo shuddered, and arose. The concierge held out the strips of cloth
upon which the Abbé Faria had spread the riches of his mind. The manuscript was
the great work by the Abbé Faria upon the kingdoms of Italy. The count seized
it hastily, his eyes immediately fell upon the epigraph, and he read:</p>
<p>“Thou shalt tear out the dragons’ teeth, and shall trample the
lions under foot, saith the Lord.”</p>
<p>“Ah,” he exclaimed, “here is my answer. Thanks, father,
thanks.” And feeling in his pocket, he took thence a small pocket-book,
which contained ten bank-notes, each of 1,000 francs.</p>
<p>“Here,” he said, “take this pocket-book.”</p>
<p>“Do you give it to me?”</p>
<p>“Yes; but only on condition that you will not open it till I am
gone;” and placing in his breast the treasure he had just found, which
was more valuable to him than the richest jewel, he rushed out of the corridor,
and reaching his boat, cried, “To Marseilles!”</p>
<p>Then, as he departed, he fixed his eyes upon the gloomy prison.</p>
<p>“Woe,” he cried, “to those who confined me in that wretched
prison; and woe to those who forgot that I was there!”</p>
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<p>As he repassed the Catalans, the count turned around and burying his head in
his cloak murmured the name of a woman. The victory was complete; twice he had
overcome his doubts. The name he pronounced, in a voice of tenderness,
amounting almost to love, was that of Haydée.</p>
<p>On landing, the count turned towards the cemetery, where he felt sure of
finding Morrel. He, too, ten years ago, had piously sought out a tomb, and
sought it vainly. He, who returned to France with millions, had been unable to
find the grave of his father, who had perished from hunger. Morrel had indeed
placed a cross over the spot, but it had fallen down and the grave-digger had
burnt it, as he did all the old wood in the churchyard.</p>
<p>The worthy merchant had been more fortunate. Dying in the arms of his children,
he had been by them laid by the side of his wife, who had preceded him in
eternity by two years. Two large slabs of marble, on which were inscribed their
names, were placed on either side of a little enclosure, railed in, and shaded
by four cypress-trees. Morrel was leaning against one of these, mechanically
fixing his eyes on the graves. His grief was so profound that he was nearly
unconscious.</p>
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<p>“Maximilian,” said the count, “you should not look on the
graves, but there;” and he pointed upwards.</p>
<p>“The dead are everywhere,” said Morrel; “did you not yourself
tell me so as we left Paris?”</p>
<p>“Maximilian,” said the count, “you asked me during the
journey to allow you to remain some days at Marseilles. Do you still wish to do
so?”</p>
<p>“I have no wishes, count; only I fancy I could pass the time less
painfully here than anywhere else.”</p>
<p>“So much the better, for I must leave you; but I carry your word with me,
do I not?”</p>
<p>“Ah, count, I shall forget it.”</p>
<p>“No, you will not forget it, because you are a man of honor, Morrel,
because you have taken an oath, and are about to do so again.”</p>
<p>“Oh, count, have pity upon me. I am so unhappy.”</p>
<p>“I have known a man much more unfortunate than you, Morrel.”</p>
<p>“Impossible!”</p>
<p>“Alas,” said Monte Cristo, “it is the infirmity of our nature
always to believe ourselves much more unhappy than those who groan by our
sides!”</p>
<p>“What can be more wretched than the man who has lost all he loved and
desired in the world?”</p>
<p>“Listen, Morrel, and pay attention to what I am about to tell you. I knew
a man who like you had fixed all his hopes of happiness upon a woman. He was
young, he had an old father whom he loved, a betrothed bride whom he adored. He
was about to marry her, when one of the caprices of fate,—which would
almost make us doubt the goodness of Providence, if that Providence did not
afterwards reveal itself by proving that all is but a means of conducting to an
end,—one of those caprices deprived him of his mistress, of the future of
which he had dreamed (for in his blindness he forgot he could only read the
present), and cast him into a dungeon.”</p>
<p>“Ah,” said Morrel, “one quits a dungeon in a week, a month,
or a year.”</p>
<p>“He remained there fourteen years, Morrel,” said the count, placing
his hand on the young man’s shoulder. Maximilian shuddered.</p>
<p>“Fourteen years!” he muttered.</p>
<p>“Fourteen years!” repeated the count. “During that time he
had many moments of despair. He also, Morrel, like you, considered himself the
unhappiest of men.”</p>
<p>“Well?” asked Morrel.</p>
<p>“Well, at the height of his despair God assisted him through human means.
At first, perhaps, he did not recognize the infinite mercy of the Lord, but at
last he took patience and waited. One day he miraculously left the prison,
transformed, rich, powerful. His first cry was for his father; but that father
was dead.”</p>
<p>“My father, too, is dead,” said Morrel.</p>
<p>“Yes; but your father died in your arms, happy, respected, rich, and full
of years; his father died poor, despairing, almost doubtful of Providence; and
when his son sought his grave ten years afterwards, his tomb had disappeared,
and no one could say, ‘There sleeps the father you so well
loved.’”</p>
<p>“Oh!” exclaimed Morrel.</p>
<p>“He was, then, a more unhappy son than you, Morrel, for he could not even
find his father’s grave.”</p>
<p>“But then he had the woman he loved still remaining?”</p>
<p>“You are deceived, Morrel, that woman——”</p>
<p>“She was dead?”</p>
<p>“Worse than that, she was faithless, and had married one of the
persecutors of her betrothed. You see, then, Morrel, that he was a more unhappy
lover than you.”</p>
<p>“And has he found consolation?”</p>
<p>“He has at least found peace.”</p>
<p>“And does he ever expect to be happy?”</p>
<p>“He hopes so, Maximilian.”</p>
<p>The young man’s head fell on his breast.</p>
<p>“You have my promise,” he said, after a minute’s pause,
extending his hand to Monte Cristo. “Only remember——”</p>
<p>“On the 5th of October, Morrel, I shall expect you at the Island of Monte
Cristo. On the 4th a yacht will wait for you in the port of Bastia, it will be
called the <i>Eurus</i>. You will give your name to the captain, who will bring
you to me. It is understood—is it not?”</p>
<p>“But, count, do you remember that the 5th of October——”</p>
<p>“Child,” replied the count, “not to know the value of a
man’s word! I have told you twenty times that if you wish to die on that
day, I will assist you. Morrel, farewell!”</p>
<p>“Do you leave me?”</p>
<p>“Yes; I have business in Italy. I leave you alone in your struggle with
misfortune—alone with that strong-winged eagle which God sends to bear
aloft the elect to his feet. The story of Ganymede, Maximilian, is not a fable,
but an allegory.”</p>
<p>“When do you leave?”</p>
<p>“Immediately; the steamer waits, and in an hour I shall be far from you.
Will you accompany me to the harbor, Maximilian?”</p>
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<p>“I am entirely yours, count.”</p>
<p>Morrel accompanied the count to the harbor. The white steam was ascending like
a plume of feathers from the black chimney. The steamer soon disappeared, and
in an hour afterwards, as the count had said, was scarcely distinguishable in
the horizon amidst the fogs of the night.</p>
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