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<h3> CHAPTER IX </h3>
<h4>
IN DAVE'S OFFICE
</h4>
<p>It was the day after the bazaar. Betty had just
returned home from her school for midday dinner.
She was sitting at the open window, waiting while
her aunt set the meal. The cool green of the wild-cucumbers
covering the veranda tempered the
blistering summer heat which oppressed the valley.
The girl was looking out upon the village below
her, at the woodland slopes opposite, at the distant
narrowing of the mighty walls which bounded her
world, but she saw none of these things. She saw
nothing of the beauty, the gracious foliage, the
wonderful sunlight she loved. Her gaze was introspective.
She saw only the pictures her thoughts
conjured up.</p>
<p>They were not pleasant pictures either, but they
were absorbing. She knew that she had arrived at
a crisis in her life. The scene she had witnessed at
the bazaar was still burning in her brain. The
shame stung and revolted her. The horror of it was
sickening. Jim's disgrace was complete; yet, in
spite of it, she could not help remembering Dave's
appeal for him.</p>
<p>He had said that Jim needed her more than ever
now, and the thought made her uneasy, and her
tender heart urged her in a direction she knew she
must not take. It was so easy for her to condemn,
she who knew nothing of temptation. And yet her
position was so utterly impossible. Jim had been
in the village all this time and had not been near
her, that is except on this one occasion, when he
was drunk. He was evidently afraid to come near
her. He was a coward, and she hated cowards.</p>
<p>He had even persuaded Dave to intercede for
him. She smiled as she thought of it. But her
smile was for Dave, and not at the other's display of
cowardice. It was not a smile of amusement either.
She only smiled at the absurdity of Dave pleading
for one whom he knew to be wholly unworthy. It
was the man's large heart, she told herself. And
almost in the same breath she found herself resenting
his kindly interference, and wishing he would
mind his own business. Why should he be always
thinking of others? Why should he not think
sometimes of himself?</p>
<p>Her dreaming now became of Dave alone, and
she found herself reviewing his life as she knew it.
Her eyes grew tender, and she basked in the sunlight
of a world changed to pleasant thought. His
ugliness no longer troubled her—she no longer saw
it. She saw only the spirit inside the man, and
somehow his roughnesses of voice, manner and
appearance seemed a wholly fitting accompaniment
to it. Her thoughts of Jim had gone from her
entirely. The crisis which she was facing had
receded into the shadows. Dave became her
dominant thought, and she started when her uncle's
voice suddenly broke in upon her reverie.</p>
<p>"Betty," he said, coming up behind her and
laying one lean hand upon her rounded shoulder,
"I haven't had time to speak to you about it since
the bazaar, but now I want to tell you that you can
have nothing more to do with young Truscott. He
is a thorough-paced young scoundrel and——"</p>
<p>"You need say no more, uncle," the girl broke in
bitterly. "You can tell me nothing I do not
already know of him."</p>
<p>"Then I trust you will send him about his
business at once," added her aunt, who had entered
the room bearing the dinner joint on a tray, just in
time to hear Betty's reply.</p>
<p>Betty looked at her aunt's round, good-natured
face. For once it was cold and angry. From her
she looked up at her uncle's, and the decision she
saw in his frank eyes left her no alternative but a
direct reply.</p>
<p>"I intend to settle everything this afternoon," she
said simply.</p>
<p>"In what way?" inquired her uncle sharply.</p>
<p>Betty rose from her seat and crossed the room to
her aunt's side. The latter, having set the dinner,
was waiting beside her chair ready to sit down as
soon as the matter should be settled. Betty placed
her arm about her stout waist, and the elder
woman's face promptly relaxed. She could never
long keep up even a pretense of severity where
Betty was concerned.</p>
<p>The girl promptly addressed herself to her uncle
with all the frankness of one assured of a sympathetic
hearing.</p>
<p>"You have always taught me, uncle dear, that
duty must be my first consideration in life," she
began steadily. "I have tried to live up to that,
and it has possibly made my conscience a little
over keen." Her face clouded, but the clouds
broke immediately, chased away by a plaintive smile.
"When Jim asked me to marry him five years ago I
believed I loved him. At one time I'm sure I did,
in a silly, girlish fashion. But soon after he went
away I realized that a girlish infatuation is not real
love. This knowledge I tried to hide even from
myself. I would not believe it, and for a long time
I almost managed to convince myself. That
was until Jim's letters became fewer and colder.
With his change I no longer attempted to conceal
from myself the real state of my own feelings. But
even then my conscience wouldn't let me alone.
I had promised to wait for him, and I made up my
mind that, come what might, unless he made it impossible
I would marry him." She sighed. "Well,
you know the rest. He has now made it impossible.
What his real feelings are for me," she went on with
a pathetic smile, "I have not had an opportunity
of gauging. As you know, he has not been near
me. I shall now make it my business to see him
this afternoon and settle everything. My conscience
isn't by any means easy about it, but I intend
to give him up."</p>
<p>Her aunt squeezed her arm sympathetically, and
her uncle nodded his approval.</p>
<p>"Where are you going to see him?" the latter
asked. "You mustn't see him alone." Then he
burst out wrathfully, "He's a blackguard, and——"</p>
<p>"No, no, uncle, don't say that," Betty interrupted
him. "Surely he is to be pitied. Remember
him as he was. You cannot tell what temptations
have come his way."</p>
<p>The parson's face cleared at once. His angry
outbursts were always short-lived.</p>
<p>"I'm sorry, Betty," he said. "My dear, you
shame me. I'm afraid that my hasty temper is
always leading to my undoing as a churchman."
The half-humorous smile which accompanied his
words passed swiftly. "Where are you going to
see him?" he again demanded.</p>
<p>"Down at Dave's office," the girl replied, after a
moment's thought.</p>
<p>"Eh?" Her uncle was startled; but Mary
Chepstow smiled on her encouragingly.</p>
<p>"Yes, you see," she went on, "Dave had a good
deal to do with—our engagement—in a way,
and——"</p>
<p>"I'm glad Dave is going to help you through
this business," said her aunt, with a glance which
effectually kept her husband silent. "He's a dear
fellow, and—let's have our dinner—it's nearly cold."</p>
<p>Aunt Mary was not brilliant, she was not meddlesome,
but she had all a woman's intuition. She
felt that enough had been said. And for some
obscure reason she was glad that Dave was to have
a hand in this matter. Nor had her satisfaction
anything to do with the man's ability to protect
her niece from possible insult.</p>
<p>That afternoon Dave received an unexpected
visit. He was alone in his office, clad for hard
work, without coat, waistcoat, collar or tie. He
had no scruples in these matters. With all an
American's love of freedom he abandoned himself
to all he undertook with a whole-heartedness which
could not tolerate even the restraint of what he
considered unnecessary clothing. And just now, in
the terrific heat, all these things were superfluous.</p>
<p>Betty looked particularly charming as she hurried
across the lumber-yard. She was dressed in a
spotless white cotton frock, and, under her large
sun-hat, her brown hair shone in the sunlight like
burnished copper. Without the least hesitation
she approached the office and knocked peremptorily
on the door.</p>
<p>The man inside grudgingly answered the summons.
His books were occupying all his attention,
and his thoughts were filled with columns of
figures. But the moment he beheld the white,
smiling vision the last of his figures fled precipitately
from his mind.</p>
<p>"Why, come right in, little Betty," he cried,
hastily setting the only available chair for her.
Then he bethought himself of his attire. "Say,
you might have let me know. Just half a minute
and I'll fix myself up."</p>
<p>But the girl instantly protested. "You'll do just
as you are," she exclaimed. "Now you look like
a lumberman. And I like you best that way."</p>
<p>Dave grinned and sat down a little self-consciously.
But Betty had no idea of letting any
conventionalities interfere with the matter she had
in hand. She was always direct, always single-minded,
when her decision was taken. She gave
him no time to speculate as to the object of her
visit.</p>
<p>"Dave," she began seriously, "I want you to do
me a great favor." Then she smiled. "As usual,"
she added. "I want you to send for Jim Truscott
and bring him here."</p>
<p>Dave was on his feet in an instant and crossed to
the door. The next moment his voice roared out
to one of his foremen. It was a shout that could
have been heard across his own milling floor with
every saw shrieking on the top of its work.</p>
<p>He waited, and presently Simon Odd came
hurrying across the yard. He spoke to him outside,
and then returned to the office.</p>
<p>"He'll be along in a few minutes," he said.
"I've sent Odd with the buckboard."</p>
<p>"Are you sure he'll come?"</p>
<p>Dave smiled confidently.</p>
<p>"I told Odd to bring him."</p>
<p>"I hope he'll come willingly," the girl said, after
a thoughtful pause.</p>
<p>"So do I," observed Dave dryly. "Well, little
girl?"</p>
<p>Betty understood the inquiry, and looked him
fearlessly in the eyes.</p>
<p>"You sowed your wheat on barren soil, Dave,"
she said decidedly. "Your appeal for Jim has
borne no fruit."</p>
<p>The man shifted his position. It was the only
sign he gave. But the fires were stirred into a
sudden blaze, and his blood ran fiercely through his
veins.</p>
<p>"That's not a heap like you, Betty," was all he
said.</p>
<p>"Isn't it?" The girl turned to the window.
The dirt on the glass made it difficult for her to see
out of it, but she gazed at it steadily.</p>
<p>"I suppose you'll think me a mean, heartless
creature," she said slowly. "You'll think little
enough of my promises, and still less of—of my
loyalty." She paused. Then she raised her head
and turned to him again. "I cannot marry Jim.
I cannot undertake his reformation. I cannot give
up my life to a man whom I now know I never
really loved. I know you will not understand. I
know, only too well, your own lofty spirit, your absolute
unselfishness. I know that had you been in
my place you would have fulfilled your promise at
any cost. But I can't. I simply can't."</p>
<p>"No."</p>
<p>It was the man's only comment. But his mind
was busy. He knew Betty so well that he understood
a great deal without asking questions.</p>
<p>"Aunt Mary and uncle know my decision," the
girl went on. "They know I am here, and that I
am going to see Jim in your presence. You see, I
thought if I sent for him to come to our house he
might refuse. He might insult uncle again. I
thought, somehow, it would be different with you."</p>
<p>Dave nodded.</p>
<p>"I don't blame your uncle and aunt for making
you give him up," he said. "I'd have done it in
their place."</p>
<p>"Yet you appealed for him?"</p>
<p>Betty's eyes questioned him.</p>
<p>"Sure, I promised to help him. That was before
the bazaar."</p>
<p>Suddenly Betty held out her hands with a little
appealing movement. Dave wanted to seize them
and crush them in his own, but he did not stir.</p>
<p>"Tell me you don't think badly of me. Tell me
you do not think me a heartless, wretched woman.
I have thought and thought, and prayed for guidance.
And now it seems to me I am a thoroughly
wicked girl. But I cannot—I must not marry
him."</p>
<p>The man rose abruptly from his seat. He could
no longer look into her troubled eyes and keep his
own secret. When he spoke it was with his back
to her, as he made a pretense of filling his pipe at
the tobacco jar on the table. His voice was deep
with emotion.</p>
<p>"I thank God you've decided," he said.
"You've done right by everybody. And you've
shown more courage refusing him than if you'd
gone through with your promise, because you've
done it against your conscience. No, little Betty,"
he went on, turning to her again with infinite kindness
in his steady eyes, "there's no one can call
you heartless, or any other cruel name—and—and
they'd better not in my hearing," he finished
up clumsily.</p>
<p>A few minutes later the rattle of buckboard
wheels sounded outside, and before Betty could reply
Dave took the opportunity of going to the door.
Jim Truscott was standing outside with the gigantic
Simon Odd close behind him, much in the manner
of a warder watching his prisoner. The flicker of a
smile came and went in the lumberman's eyes at
the sight. Then his attention was held by the
anger he saw in Jim's dissipated face. He was not
a pleasant sight. His eyes were heavy and bloodshot,
and the lines about them were accentuated by
his general unwashed appearance. Even at that
distance, as they stood there facing each other, he
caught the reek of stale brandy the man exhaled.
His clothes, too, had the appearance of having
been flung on hurriedly, and the shirt and collar he
wore were plainly filthy. Altogether he was an object
for pity, and at the same time it was not possible
to feel anything for him but a profound repugnance.</p>
<p>"He was abed," said the giant Odd, the moment
Dave appeared. Then with a complacent
grin, "But he guessed he'd come right along when
I told him you was kind o' busy an' needed him
important."</p>
<p>But Jim's angry face flamed.</p>
<p>"Nothing of the sort. This damned ruffian of
yours dragged me out, blast him."</p>
<p>"Cut it!" Dave warned him sharply. "There's
a lady here to see you. Come right in."</p>
<p>The warning had instant effect. Truscott stepped
into the room and stood face to face with Betty.
Dave closed the door and stood aside. For a few
intense moments no word was spoken. The man
stared stupidly into the girl's unsmiling face; then
he looked across at Dave. It was Betty who finally
broke the silence.</p>
<p>"Well, Jim," she said kindly, "at last we meet."
She noted all the signs of dissipation in the young
face, which, but a few years ago, had been so fresh
and clean and good-looking. Now it was so different,
and, to her woman's eyes, there was more than the
mere outward signs. There was a spirit looking
out of his bloodshot eyes that she did not recognize.
It was as though the soul of the man had changed;
it had degenerated to a lower grade. There was
something unwholesome in his expression, as
though some latent brutality had been stirred into
life, and had obliterated every vestige of that clean,
boyish spirit that had once been his.</p>
<p>"And," she went on, as he remained silent, "you
had to be cajoled into coming to see me."</p>
<p>Still the man did not speak. Whether it was
shame that held him silent it was impossible to tell.
Probably not, for there was a steadily growing light
in his eyes that suggested thoughts of anything but
of a moral tone. He was held by her beauty—he
was held as a man is sometimes held by some ravishing
vision that appeals to his lower senses. He lost
no detail of her perfect woman's figure, the seductive
contours so wonderfully moulded. His eyes drank
in the sight, and it set his blood afire.</p>
<p>Dave never turned his eyes. He too was watching.
And he understood, and resented, the storm
that was lashing through the man's veins.</p>
<p>"Have you nothing to say to me after these long
years?" the girl asked again, forced to break the
desperate silence. Then the woman in her found
voice, "Oh! Jim, Jim! the pity of it. And I
thought you so strong."</p>
<p>Dave clenched his hands at his sides, but made
no other movement. Then Betty's manner suddenly
changed. All the warmth died out of her
voice, and, mistress of herself again, she went
straight to her object.</p>
<p>"Jim, it was I who sent for you. I asked Dave to
do this for me."</p>
<p>"A word from you would have been enough,"
the man said, with a sudden fire that lost nothing
of its fierce passion in the hoarse tone in which he
spoke.</p>
<p>"A word from me?" There was unconscious
irony in the girl's reply.</p>
<p>"Yes, a word. I know. You are thinking of
when your uncle came to me; you're thinking of
our first meeting on the bridge; you're thinking of
yesterday. I was drunk. I admit it. But I'm not
always drunk. I tell you a word from you would
have been enough."</p>
<p>The girl's eyes reproached him.</p>
<p>"A word from me, after five years' absence? It
seems to me you should not have needed a word
from me. Jim, had you come to me, whatever
your state, poor or rich, it would have made no
difference to me. I should have met you as we
parted, ready to fulfil my pledge."</p>
<p>"You mean——"</p>
<p>The man's bloodshot eyes were alight. A tremendous
passion was urging him to the limits of
his restraining powers. He had almost forgotten
where he was. He had quite forgotten Dave. The
sight of this woman with her beautiful figure, her
sweet face and serious eyes, almost maddened him.
He was from the wilds, where he had long since
buried his wholesome youthful ideals. The life he
had lived had entirely deadened all lofty thought.
He only saw with a brain debased to the level of
the animal. He desired her. He madly desired
her now that he had seen her again, and he realized
that his desire was about to be thwarted.</p>
<p>Betty drew back a step. The movement was
unconscious. It was the woman's instinct at the
sight of something threatening which made her draw
away from the passion she saw blazing in his eyes.
Dave silently watched the man.</p>
<p>"I mean," said the girl solemnly, "that you have
made our pledge impossible. I mean," she went
on, with quiet dignity, "that I cannot marry you
now, even if you wish it. No, no," as Jim made a
sudden movement to speak, "it is quite useless to
discuss the matter further. I insisted on this meeting
to settle the matter beyond question. Dave
here witnessed our engagement, and I wished him
to witness its termination. You will be better free,
and so shall I. There could have been no happiness
in a marriage between us——"</p>
<p>"But I won't give you up," the man suddenly
broke out. He had passed the narrow limits of his
restraint. His face flushed and showed blotched in
the sudden scarlet. For a second, after that first
fiery outburst, no words came. Then the torrent
flowed forth. "Is this what I went away for? Is
this what I have slaved for in the wilds of the
Yukon? Is this what I am to find now that I have
made the money you desired? No, no, you can't
get rid of me like that; you don't mean it, you
can't mean it. Betty, I want you more than anything
on earth," he rushed on, his voice dropping to
a persuasive note. "I want you, and without you
life is nothing to me. I must have you!" He
took a step forward. But it was only a step, for
the girl's steady eyes held him, and checked his
further advance. And something in her attitude
turned his mood to one of fierce protest. "What
is it that has come between us? What is it that
has changed you?"</p>
<p>Betty snatched at his pause.</p>
<p>"Such questions come well from you, Jim," she
said, with some bitterness. "You know the truth.
You do not need me to tell you." Her tone suddenly
let the demon in the man loose. His passion-lit
eyes lowered, and a furtive, sinister light shone
in them when he lifted them again.</p>
<p>"I know. I understand," he cried. "This is an
excuse, and it serves you well." The coldness of
his voice was in painful contrast to his recent passion.
"The old story, eh? You have found some
one else. I never thought much of a woman's
promise, anyhow. I wonder who it is." Then
with a sudden vehemence. "But you shan't marry
him. Do you hear? You shan't while I am——"</p>
<p>"Quit it!"</p>
<p>Dave's great voice suddenly filled the room and
cut the man's threats short.</p>
<p>Jim turned on him in a flash; until that moment
he had entirely forgotten the lumberman. He eyed
the giant for a second. Then he laughed cynically.</p>
<p>"Oh, I'd forgotten you. Of course," he went
on. "I see now. I never thought of it before. I
remember, you were on the bridge together when I
first——"</p>
<p>Dave had taken a couple of strides and now stood
between the two. His movement silenced the man,
while he addressed himself to Betty.</p>
<p>"You're finished with him?" he inquired in a
deep, harsh voice.</p>
<p>There was something so compelling about him
that Betty simply nodded. Instantly he swung
round on the younger man.</p>
<p>"You'll vacate this place—quick," he said deliberately.</p>
<p>The two men eyed each other for some seconds.
Truscott's look meant mischief, Dave's was calmly
determined. The latter finally stepped aside and
crossing to the door held it open.</p>
<p>"I said you'll—vacate," he said sharply.</p>
<p>Truscott turned and glanced at the open door.
Then he glanced at Betty, who had drawn farther
away. Finally his frigid eyes turned upon Dave's
great figure standing at the door. For an instant
a wicked smile played round his lips, and he spoke
in the same cynical tone.</p>
<p>"I never thought of you in the marriage market,
Dave," he said, with a vicious laugh. "I suppose
it's only natural. Nobody ever associated you
with marriage. Somehow your manner and appearance
don't suggest it. I seem to see you handling
lumber all your life, not dandling children on
your knee. But there, you're a good catch—a
mighty good one. And I was fool enough to trust
you with my cause. Ye gods! Well, your weight
of money has done it, no doubt. I congratulate
you. She has lied to me, and no doubt she will
lie——"</p>
<p>But the man, if he finished his remark at all, must
have done so to the stacks of lumber in the yards,
and to the accompaniment of the shriek of the
saws. There was no fuss. Scarcely any struggle.
Dave moved with cat-like swiftness, which in a man
of his size was quite miraculous, and in a flash Jim
Truscott was sprawling on the hard red ground on
the other side of the doorway.</p>
<p>And when Dave looked round at Betty the girl's
face was covered with her hands, and she was weeping.
He stood for a second all contrition, and
clumsily fumbling for words. He believed she was
distressed at his brutal action.</p>
<p>"I'm sorry, little Betty," he blurted out at last.
"I'm real sorry. But I just couldn't help it."</p>
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