<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_XX" id="CHAPTER_XX"></SPAN>CHAPTER XX</h2>
<h3>REBELLION</h3>
<p><span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_186" id="Page_186"></SPAN></span>We have introduced Mara to our readers as she appears
in her seventeenth year, at the time when she is expecting
the return of Moses as a young man of twenty; but we
cannot do justice to the feelings which are roused in her
heart by this expectation, without giving a chapter or two
to tracing the history of Moses since we left him as a boy
commencing the study of the Latin grammar with Mr.
Sewell. The reader must see the forces that acted upon
his early development, and what they have made of him.</p>
<p>It is common for people who write treatises on education
to give forth their rules and theories with a self-satisfied
air, as if a human being were a thing to be made up, like
a batch of bread, out of a given number of materials combined
by an infallible recipe. Take your child, and do
thus and so for a given number of years, and he comes
out a thoroughly educated individual.</p>
<p>But in fact, education is in many cases nothing more
than a blind struggle of parents and guardians with the
evolutions of some strong, predetermined character, individual,
obstinate, unreceptive, and seeking by an inevitable
law of its being to develop itself and gain free expression
in its own way. Captain Kittridge's confidence that he
would as soon undertake a boy as a Newfoundland pup, is
good for those whose idea of what is to be done for a human
being are only what would be done for a dog, namely,
give food, shelter, and world-room, and leave each to act
out his own nature without let or hindrance.<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_187" id="Page_187"></SPAN></span></p>
<p>But everybody takes an embryo human being with some
plan of one's own what it shall do or be. The child's
future shall shape out some darling purpose or plan, and
fulfill some long unfulfilled expectation of the parent. And
thus, though the wind of every generation sweeps its hopes
and plans like forest-leaves, none are whirled and tossed
with more piteous moans than those which come out green
and fresh to shade the happy spring-time of the cradle.
For the temperaments of children are often as oddly unsuited
to parents as if capricious fairies had been filling
cradles with changelings.</p>
<p>A meek member of the Peace Society, a tender, devout,
poetical clergyman, receives an heir from heaven, and
straightway devotes him to the Christian ministry. But
lo! the boy proves a young war-horse, neighing for battle,
burning for gunpowder and guns, for bowie-knives and
revolvers, and for every form and expression of physical
force;—he might make a splendid trapper, an energetic
sea-captain, a bold, daring military man, but his whole
boyhood is full of rebukes and disciplines for sins which
are only the blind effort of the creature to express a nature
which his parent does not and cannot understand. So
again, the son that was to have upheld the old, proud merchant's
time-honored firm, that should have been mighty
in ledgers and great upon 'Change, breaks his father's heart
by an unintelligible fancy for weaving poems and romances.
A father of literary aspirations, balked of privileges of early
education, bends over the cradle of his son with but one
idea. This child shall have the full advantages of regular
college-training; and so for years he battles with a boy abhorring
study, and fitted only for a life of out-door energy
and bold adventure,—on whom Latin forms and Greek
quantities fall and melt aimless and useless, as snow-flakes
on the hide of a buffalo. Then the secret agonies,—the
long years of sorrowful watchings of those gentler nurses of<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_188" id="Page_188"></SPAN></span>
humanity who receive the infant into their bosom out of
the void unknown, and strive to read its horoscope through
the mists of their prayers and tears!—what perplexities,—what
confusion! Especially is this so in a community
where the moral and religious sense is so cultivated as in
New England, and frail, trembling, self-distrustful mothers
are told that the shaping and ordering not only of this
present life, but of an immortal destiny, is in their hands.</p>
<p>On the whole, those who succeed best in the rearing of
children are the tolerant and easy persons who instinctively
follow nature and accept without much inquiry whatever
she sends; or that far smaller class, wise to discern spirits
and apt to adopt means to their culture and development,
who can prudently and carefully train every nature according
to its true and characteristic ideal.</p>
<p>Zephaniah Pennel was a shrewd old Yankee, whose instincts
taught him from the first, that the waif that had
been so mysteriously washed out of the gloom of the sea
into his family, was of some different class and lineage from
that which might have filled a cradle of his own, and of a
nature which he could not perfectly understand. So he
prudently watched and waited, only using restraint enough
to keep the boy anchored in society, and letting him otherwise
grow up in the solitary freedom of his lonely seafaring
life.</p>
<p>The boy was from childhood, although singularly attractive,
of a moody, fitful, unrestful nature,—eager, earnest,
but unsteady,—with varying phases of imprudent frankness
and of the most stubborn and unfathomable secretiveness.
He was a creature of unreasoning antipathies and
attractions. As Zephaniah Pennel said of him, he was as
full of hitches as an old bureau drawer. His peculiar
beauty, and a certain electrical power of attraction, seemed
to form a constant circle of protection and forgiveness
around him in the home of his foster-parents; and great<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_189" id="Page_189"></SPAN></span>
as was the anxiety and pain which he often gave them,
they somehow never felt the charge of him as a weariness.</p>
<p>We left him a boy beginning Latin with Mr. Sewell in
company with the little Mara. This arrangement progressed
prosperously for a time, and the good clergyman,
all whose ideas of education ran through the halls of a college,
began to have hopes of turning out a choice scholar.
But when the boy's ship of life came into the breakers of
that narrow and intricate channel which divides boyhood
from manhood, the difficulties that had always attended his
guidance and management wore an intensified form. How
much family happiness is wrecked just then and there!
How many mothers' and sisters' hearts are broken in the
wild and confused tossings and tearings of that stormy
transition! A whole new nature is blindly upheaving
itself, with cravings and clamorings, which neither the boy
himself nor often surrounding friends understand.</p>
<p>A shrewd observer has significantly characterized the
period as the time when the boy wishes he were dead, and
everybody else wishes so too. The wretched, half-fledged,
half-conscious, anomalous creature has all the desires of the
man, and none of the rights; has a double and triple share
of nervous edge and intensity in every part of his nature,
and no definitely perceived objects on which to bestow it,—and,
of course, all sorts of unreasonable moods and
phases are the result.</p>
<p>One of the most common signs of this period, in some
natures, is the love of contradiction and opposition,—a
blind desire to go contrary to everything that is commonly
received among the older people. The boy disparages the
minister, quizzes the deacon, thinks the school-master an
ass, and doesn't believe in the Bible, and seems to be
rather pleased than otherwise with the shock and flutter
that all these announcements create among peaceably disposed
grown people. No respectable hen that ever hatched<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_190" id="Page_190"></SPAN></span>
out a brood of ducks was more puzzled what to do with
them than was poor Mrs. Pennel when her adopted nursling
came into this state. Was he a boy? an immortal
soul? a reasonable human being? or only a handsome goblin
sent to torment her?</p>
<p>"What shall we do with him, father?" said she, one
Sunday, to Zephaniah, as he stood shaving before the little
looking-glass in their bedroom. "He can't be governed
like a child, and he won't govern himself like a man."</p>
<p>Zephaniah stopped and strapped his razor reflectively.</p>
<p>"We must cast out anchor and wait for day," he answered.
"Prayer is a long rope with a strong hold."</p>
<p>It was just at this critical period of life that Moses Pennel
was drawn into associations which awoke the alarm of
all his friends, and from which the characteristic willfulness
of his nature made it difficult to attempt to extricate
him.</p>
<p>In order that our readers may fully understand this part
of our history, we must give some few particulars as to the
peculiar scenery of Orr's Island and the state of the country
at this time.</p>
<p>The coast of Maine, as we have elsewhere said, is remarkable
for a singular interpenetration of the sea with the
land, forming amid its dense primeval forests secluded
bays, narrow and deep, into which vessels might float with
the tide, and where they might nestle unseen and unsuspected
amid the dense shadows of the overhanging forest.</p>
<p>At this time there was a very brisk business done all
along the coast of Maine in the way of smuggling. Small
vessels, lightly built and swift of sail, would run up into
these sylvan fastnesses, and there make their deposits and
transact their business so as entirely to elude the vigilance
of government officers.</p>
<p>It may seem strange that practices of this kind should
ever have obtained a strong foothold in a community pecu<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_191" id="Page_191"></SPAN></span>liar
for its rigid morality and its orderly submission to law;
but in this case, as in many others, contempt of law grew
out of weak and unworthy legislation. The celebrated
embargo of Jefferson stopped at once the whole trade of
New England, and condemned her thousand ships to rot at
the wharves, and caused the ruin of thousands of families.</p>
<p>The merchants of the country regarded this as a flagrant,
high-handed piece of injustice, expressly designed to cripple
New England commerce, and evasions of this unjust
law found everywhere a degree of sympathy, even in the
breasts of well-disposed and conscientious people. In resistance
to the law, vessels were constantly fitted out which
ran upon trading voyages to the West Indies and other
places; and although the practice was punishable as smuggling,
yet it found extensive connivance. From this beginning
smuggling of all kinds gradually grew up in the
community, and gained such a foothold that even after the
repeal of the embargo it still continued to be extensively
practiced. Secret depositories of contraband goods still
existed in many of the lonely haunts of islands off the
coast of Maine. Hid in deep forest shadows, visited only
in the darkness of the night, were these illegal stores of
merchandise. And from these secluded resorts they found
their way, no one knew or cared to say how, into houses
for miles around.</p>
<p>There was no doubt that the practice, like all other
illegal ones, was demoralizing to the community, and particularly
fatal to the character of that class of bold, enterprising
young men who would be most likely to be drawn
into it.</p>
<p>Zephaniah Pennel, who was made of a kind of straight-grained,
uncompromising oaken timber such as built the
Mayflower of old, had always borne his testimony at home
and abroad against any violations of the laws of the land,
however veiled under the pretext of righting a wrong or<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_192" id="Page_192"></SPAN></span>
resisting an injustice, and had done what he could in his
neighborhood to enable government officers to detect and
break up these unlawful depositories. This exposed him
particularly to the hatred and ill-will of the operators concerned
in such affairs, and a plot was laid by a few of the
most daring and determined of them to establish one of
their depositories on Orr's Island, and to implicate the
family of Pennel himself in the trade. This would
accomplish two purposes, as they hoped,—it would be a
mortification and defeat to him,—a revenge which they
coveted; and it would, they thought, insure his silence
and complicity for the strongest reasons.</p>
<p>The situation and characteristics of Orr's Island peculiarly
fitted it for the carrying out of a scheme of this kind,
and for this purpose we must try to give our readers a
more definite idea of it.</p>
<p>The traveler who wants a ride through scenery of more
varied and singular beauty than can ordinarily be found on
the shores of any land whatever, should start some fine
clear day along the clean sandy road, ribboned with strips
of green grass, that leads through the flat pitch-pine forests
of Brunswick toward the sea. As he approaches the salt
water, a succession of the most beautiful and picturesque
lakes seems to be lying softly cradled in the arms of wild,
rocky forest shores, whose outlines are ever changing with
the windings of the road.</p>
<p>At a distance of about six or eight miles from Brunswick
he crosses an arm of the sea, and comes upon the first
of the interlacing group of islands which beautifies the
shore. A ride across this island is a constant succession of
pictures, whose wild and solitary beauty entirely distances
all power of description. The magnificence of the evergreen
forests,—their peculiar air of sombre stillness,—the
rich intermingling ever and anon of groves of birch,
beech, and oak, in picturesque knots and tufts, as if set<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_193" id="Page_193"></SPAN></span>
for effect by some skillful landscape-gardener,—produce a
sort of strange dreamy wonder; while the sea, breaking
forth both on the right hand and the left of the road into
the most romantic glimpses, seems to flash and glitter like
some strange gem which every moment shows itself through
the framework of a new setting. Here and there little
secluded coves push in from the sea, around which lie soft
tracts of green meadow-land, hemmed in and guarded by
rocky pine-crowned ridges. In such sheltered spots may
be seen neat white houses, nestling like sheltered doves in
the beautiful solitude.</p>
<p>When one has ridden nearly to the end of Great Island,
which is about four miles across, he sees rising before him,
from the sea, a bold romantic point of land, uplifting a
crown of rich evergreen and forest trees over shores of perpendicular
rock. This is Orr's Island.</p>
<p>It was not an easy matter in the days of our past experience
to guide a horse and carriage down the steep, wild
shores of Great Island to the long bridge that connects it
with Orr's. The sense of wild seclusion reaches here the
highest degree; and one crosses the bridge with a feeling
as if genii might have built it, and one might be going over
it to fairy-land. From the bridge the path rises on to a
high granite ridge, which runs from one end of the island
to the other, and has been called the Devil's Back, with
that superstitious generosity which seems to have abandoned
all romantic places to so undeserving an owner.</p>
<p>By the side of this ridge of granite is a deep, narrow
chasm, running a mile and a half or two miles parallel with
the road, and veiled by the darkest and most solemn shadows
of the primeval forest. Here scream the jays and the
eagles, and fish-hawks make their nests undisturbed; and
the tide rises and falls under black branches of evergreen,
from which depend long, light festoons of delicate gray
moss. The darkness of the forest is relieved by the deli<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_194" id="Page_194"></SPAN></span>cate
foliage and the silvery trunks of the great white
birches, which the solitude of centuries has allowed to grow
in this spot to a height and size seldom attained elsewhere.</p>
<p>It was this narrow, rocky cove that had been chosen by
the smuggler Atkinson and his accomplices as a safe and
secluded resort for their operations. He was a seafaring
man of Bath, one of that class who always prefer uncertain
and doubtful courses to those which are safe and reputable.
He was possessed of many of those traits calculated to
make him a hero in the eyes of young men; was dashing,
free, and frank in his manners, with a fund of humor and
an abundance of ready anecdote which made his society
fascinating; but he concealed beneath all these attractions
a character of hard, grasping, unscrupulous selfishness, and
an utter destitution of moral principle.</p>
<p>Moses, now in his sixteenth year, and supposed to be
in a general way doing well, under the care of the minister,
was left free to come and go at his own pleasure, unwatched
by Zephaniah, whose fishing operations often took him for
weeks from home. Atkinson hung about the boy's path,
engaging him first in fishing or hunting enterprises; plied
him with choice preparations of liquor, with which he
would enhance the hilarity of their expeditions; and finally
worked on his love of adventure and that impatient restlessness
incident to his period of life to draw him fully into
his schemes. Moses lost all interest in his lessons, often
neglecting them for days at a time—accounting for his
negligence by excuses which were far from satisfactory.
When Mara would expostulate with him about this, he
would break out upon her with a fierce irritation. Was
he always going to be tied to a girl's apron-string? He
was tired of study, and tired of old Sewell, whom he declared
an old granny in a white wig, who knew nothing of
the world. He wasn't going to college—it was altogether<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_195" id="Page_195"></SPAN></span>
too slow for him—he was going to see life and push ahead
for himself.</p>
<p>Mara's life during this time was intensely wearing. A
frail, slender, delicate girl of thirteen, she carried a heart
prematurely old with the most distressing responsibility
of mature life. Her love for Moses had always had in it
a large admixture of that maternal and care-taking element
which, in some shape or other, qualities the affection of
woman to man. Ever since that dream of babyhood, when
the vision of a pale mother had led the beautiful boy to
her arms, Mara had accepted him as something exclusively
her own, with an intensity of ownership that seemed almost
to merge her personal identity with his. She felt, and
saw, and enjoyed, and suffered in him, and yet was conscious
of a higher nature in herself, by which unwillingly
he was often judged and condemned. His faults affected
her with a kind of guilty pain, as if they were her own;
his sins were borne bleeding in her heart in silence, and
with a jealous watchfulness to hide them from every eye
but hers. She busied herself day and night interceding
and making excuses for him, first to her own sensitive
moral nature, and then with everybody around, for with
one or another he was coming into constant collision. She
felt at this time a fearful load of suspicion, which she dared
not express to a human being.</p>
<p>Up to this period she had always been the only confidant
of Moses, who poured into her ear without reserve all
the good and the evil of his nature, and who loved her
with all the intensity with which he was capable of loving
anything. Nothing so much shows what a human being
is in moral advancement as the quality of his love.
Moses Pennel's love was egotistic, exacting, tyrannical, and
capricious—sometimes venting itself in expressions of
a passionate fondness, which had a savor of protecting
generosity in them, and then receding to the icy pole of<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_196" id="Page_196"></SPAN></span>
surly petulance. For all that, there was no resisting the
magnetic attraction with which in his amiable moods he
drew those whom he liked to himself.</p>
<p>Such people are not very wholesome companions for those
who are sensitively organized and predisposed to self-sacrificing
love. They keep the heart in a perpetual freeze and
thaw, which, like the American northern climate, is so
particularly fatal to plants of a delicate habit. They could
live through the hot summer and the cold winter, but they
cannot endure the three or four months when it freezes
one day and melts the next,—when all the buds are
started out by a week of genial sunshine, and then frozen
for a fortnight. These fitful persons are of all others most
engrossing, because you are always sure in their good moods
that they are just going to be angels,—an expectation
which no number of disappointments seems finally to do
away. Mara believed in Moses's future as she did in her
own existence. He was going to do something great and
good,—that she was certain of. He would be a splendid
man! Nobody, she thought, knew him as she did; nobody
could know how good and generous he was <i>sometimes</i>,
and how frankly he would confess his faults, and what
noble aspirations he had!</p>
<p>But there was no concealing from her watchful sense that
Moses was beginning to have secrets from her. He was
cloudy and murky; and at some of the most harmless inquiries
in the world, would flash out with a sudden temper,
as if she had touched some sore spot. Her bedroom
was opposite to his; and she became quite sure that night
after night, while she lay thinking of him, she heard him
steal down out of the house between two and three o'clock,
and not return till a little before day-dawn. Where he
went, and with whom, and what he was doing, was to her
an awful mystery,—and it was one she dared not share
with a human being. If she told her kind old grandfather,<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_197" id="Page_197"></SPAN></span>
she feared that any inquiry from him would only light as
a spark on that inflammable spirit of pride and insubordination
that was rising within him, and bring on an instantaneous
explosion. Mr. Sewell's influence she could hope
little more from; and as to poor Mrs. Pennel, such communications
would only weary and distress her, without
doing any manner of good. There was, therefore, only
that one unfailing Confidant—the Invisible Friend to
whom the solitary child could pour out her heart, and
whose inspirations of comfort and guidance never fail to
come again in return to true souls.</p>
<p>One moonlight night, as she lay thus praying, her senses,
sharpened by watching, discerned a sound of steps treading
under her window, and then a low whistle. Her heart
beat violently, and she soon heard the door of Moses's room
open, and then the old chamber-stairs gave forth those inconsiderate
creaks and snaps that garrulous old stairs always
will when anybody is desirous of making them accomplices
in a night-secret. Mara rose, and undrawing her curtain,
saw three men standing before the house, and saw Moses
come out and join them. Quick as thought she threw on
her clothes and wrapping her little form in a dark cloak,
with a hood, followed them out. She kept at a safe distance
behind them,—so far back as just to keep them in
sight. They never looked back, and seemed to say but
little till they approached the edge of that deep belt of
forest which shrouds so large a portion of the island. She
hurried along, now nearer to them lest they should be lost
to view in the deep shadows, while they went on crackling
and plunging through the dense underbrush.</p>
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