<h2><SPAN name="CHAPTER_XXV" id="CHAPTER_XXV"></SPAN>CHAPTER XXV</h2>
<h3>MISS EMILY</h3>
<p><span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_235" id="Page_235"></SPAN></span>Miss Roxy Toothache was seated by the window of
the little keeping-room where Miss Emily Sewell sat on
every-day occasions. Around her were the insignia of her
power and sway. Her big tailor's goose was heating between
Miss Emily's bright brass fire-irons; her great pin-cushion
was by her side, bristling with pins of all sizes,
and with broken needles thriftily made into pins by heads
of red sealing-wax, and with needles threaded with all varieties
of cotton, silk, and linen; her scissors hung martially
by her side; her black bombazette work-apron was on; and
the expression of her iron features was that of deep responsibility,
for she was making the minister a new Sunday vest!</p>
<p>The good soul looks not a day older than when we left
her, ten years ago. Like the gray, weather-beaten rocks
of her native shore, her strong features had an unchangeable
identity beyond that of anything fair and blooming.
There was of course no chance for a gray streak in her
stiff, uncompromising mohair frisette, which still pushed
up her cap-border bristlingly as of old, and the clear, high
winds and bracing atmosphere of that rough coast kept
her in an admirable state of preservation.</p>
<p>Miss Emily had now and then a white hair among her
soft, pretty brown ones, and looked a little thinner; but
the round, bright spot of bloom on each cheek was there
just as of yore,—and just as of yore she was thinking of
her brother, and filling her little head with endless calculations
to keep him looking fresh and respectable, and his<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_236" id="Page_236"></SPAN></span>
housekeeping comfortable and easy, on very limited means.
She was now officiously and anxiously attending on Miss
Roxy, who was in the midst of the responsible operation
which should conduce greatly to this end.</p>
<p>"Does that twist work well?" she said, nervously;
"because I believe I've got some other upstairs in my India
box."</p>
<p>Miss Roxy surveyed the article; bit a fragment off, as if
she meant to taste it; threaded a needle and made a few
cabalistical stitches; and then pronounced, <i>ex cathedrâ</i>,
that it would do. Miss Emily gave a sigh of relief. After
buttons and tapes and linings, and various other items
had been also discussed, the conversation began to flow
into general channels.</p>
<p>"Did you know Moses Pennel had got home from Umbagog?"
said Miss Roxy.</p>
<p>"Yes. Captain Kittridge told brother so this morning.
I wonder he doesn't call over to see us."</p>
<p>"Your brother took a sight of interest in that boy," said
Miss Roxy. "I was saying to Ruey, this morning, that
if Moses Pennel ever did turn out well, he ought to have
a large share of the credit."</p>
<p>"Brother always did feel a peculiar interest in him; it
was such a strange providence that seemed to cast in his
lot among us," said Miss Emily.</p>
<p>"As sure as you live, there he is a-coming to the front
door," said Miss Roxy.</p>
<p>"Dear me," said Miss Emily, "and here I have on this
old faded chintz. Just so sure as one puts on any old rag,
and thinks nobody will come, company is sure to call."</p>
<p>"Law, I'm sure I shouldn't think of calling him company,"
said Miss Roxy.</p>
<p>A rap at the door put an end to this conversation, and
very soon Miss Emily introduced our hero into the little
sitting-room, in the midst of a perfect stream of apologies<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_237" id="Page_237"></SPAN></span>
relating to her old dress and the littered condition of the
sitting-room, for Miss Emily held to the doctrine of those
who consider any sign of human occupation and existence
in a room as being disorder—however reputable and respectable
be the cause of it.</p>
<p>"Well, really," she said, after she had seated Moses by
the fire, "how time does pass, to be sure; it don't seem
more than yesterday since you used to come with your
Latin books, and now here you are a grown man! I must
run and tell Mr. Sewell. He will be so glad to see you."</p>
<p>Mr. Sewell soon appeared from his study in morning-gown
and slippers, and seemed heartily responsive to the
proposition which Moses soon made to him to have some
private conversation with him in his study.</p>
<p>"I declare," said Miss Emily, as soon as the study-door
had closed upon her brother and Moses, "what a handsome
young man he is! and what a beautiful way he has with
him!—so deferential! A great many young men nowadays
seem to think nothing of their minister; but he comes to
seek advice. Very proper. It isn't every young man that
appreciates the privilege of having elderly friends. I declare,
what a beautiful couple he and Mara Lincoln would
make! Don't Providence seem in a peculiar way to have
designed them for each other?"</p>
<p>"I hope not," said Miss Roxy, with her grimmest expression.</p>
<p>"You don't! Why not?"</p>
<p>"I never liked him," said Miss Roxy, who had possessed
herself of her great heavy goose, and was now thumping
and squeaking it emphatically on the press-board. "She's
a thousand times too good for Moses Pennel,"—thump.
"I ne'er had no faith in him,"—thump. "He's dreffle
unstiddy,"—thump. "He's handsome, but he knows
it,"—thump. "He won't never love nobody so much as
he does himself,"—thump, <i>fortissimo con spirito</i>.<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_238" id="Page_238"></SPAN></span></p>
<p>"Well, really now, Miss Roxy, you mustn't always remember
the sins of his youth. Boys must sow their wild
oats. He was unsteady for a while, but now everybody
says he's doing well; and as to his knowing he's handsome,
and all that, I don't see as he does. See how polite
and deferential he was to us all, this morning; and he
spoke so handsomely to you."</p>
<p>"I don't want none of his politeness," said Miss Roxy,
inexorably; "and as to Mara Lincoln, she might have
better than him any day. Miss Badger was a-tellin' Captain
Brown, Sunday noon, that she was very much admired
in Boston."</p>
<p>"So she was," said Miss Emily, bridling. "I never
reveal secrets, or I might tell something,—but there has
been a young man,—but I promised not to speak of it,
and I sha'n't."</p>
<p>"If you mean Mr. Adams," said Miss Roxy, "you need
n't worry about keepin' that secret, 'cause that ar was all
talked over atween meetin's a-Sunday noon; for Mis' Kittridge
she used to know his aunt Jerushy, her that married
Solomon Peters, and Mis' Captain Badger she says that he
has a very good property, and is a professor in the Old
South church in Boston."</p>
<p>"Dear me," said Miss Emily, "how things do get
about!"</p>
<p>"People will talk, there ain't no use trying to help it,"
said Miss Roxy; "but it's strongly borne in on my mind
that it ain't Adams, nor 't ain't Moses Pennel that's to
marry her. I've had peculiar exercises of mind about that
ar child,—well I have;" and Miss Roxy pulled a large
spotted bandanna handkerchief out of her pocket, and blew
her nose like a trumpet, and then wiped the withered corners
of her eyes, which were humid as some old Orr's
Island rock wet with sea-spray.</p>
<p>Miss Emily had a secret love of romancing. It was one<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_239" id="Page_239"></SPAN></span>
of the recreations of her quiet, monotonous life to build
air-castles, which she furnished regardless of expense, and
in which she set up at housekeeping her various friends
and acquaintances, and she had always been bent on weaving
a romance on the history of Mara and Moses Pennel.
The good little body had done her best to second Mr.
Sewell's attempts toward the education of the children. It
was little busy Miss Emily who persuaded honest Zephaniah
and Mary Pennel that talents such as Mara's ought
to be cultivated, and that ended in sending her to Miss
Plucher's school in Portland. There her artistic faculties
were trained into creating funereal monuments out of chenille
embroidery, fully equal to Miss Emily's own; also to
painting landscapes, in which the ground and all the trees
were one unvarying tint of blue-green; and also to creating
flowers of a new and particular construction, which, as
Sally Kittridge remarked, were pretty, but did not look
like anything in heaven or earth. Mara had obediently
and patiently done all these things; and solaced herself
with copying flowers and birds and landscapes as near as
possible like nature, as a recreation from these more dignified
toils.</p>
<p>Miss Emily also had been the means of getting Mara
invited to Boston, where she saw some really polished
society, and gained as much knowledge of the forms of
artificial life as a nature so wholly and strongly individual
could obtain. So little Miss Emily regarded Mara as her
godchild, and was intent on finishing her up into a romance
in real life, of which a handsome young man, who had
been washed ashore in a shipwreck, should be the hero.</p>
<p>What would she have said could she have heard the conversation
that was passing in her brother's study? Little
could she dream that the mystery, about which she had
timidly nibbled for years, was now about to be unrolled;—but
it was even so. But, upon what she does not see,<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_240" id="Page_240"></SPAN></span>
good reader, you and I, following invisibly on tiptoe, will
make our observations.</p>
<p>When Moses was first ushered into Mr. Sewell's study,
and found himself quite alone, with the door shut, his
heart beat so that he fancied the good man must hear it.
He knew well what he wanted and meant to say, but he
found in himself all that shrinking and nervous repugnance
which always attends the proposing of any decisive question.</p>
<p>"I thought it proper," he began, "that I should call and
express my sense of obligation to you, sir, for all the kindness
you showed me when a boy. I'm afraid in those
thoughtless days I did not seem to appreciate it so much as
I do now."</p>
<p>As Moses said this, the color rose in his cheeks, and
his fine eyes grew moist with a sort of subdued feeling that
made his face for the moment more than usually beautiful.</p>
<p>Mr. Sewell looked at him with an expression of peculiar
interest, which seemed to have something almost of pain in
it, and answered with a degree of feeling more than he
commonly showed,—</p>
<p>"It has been a pleasure to me to do anything I could
for you, my young friend. I only wish it could have been
more. I congratulate you on your present prospects in
life. You have perfect health; you have energy and enterprise;
you are courageous and self-reliant, and, I trust,
your habits are pure and virtuous. It only remains that
you add to all this that fear of the Lord which is the
beginning of wisdom."</p>
<p>Moses bowed his head respectfully, and then sat silent
a moment, as if he were looking through some cloud where
he vainly tried to discover objects.</p>
<p>Mr. Sewell continued, gravely,—</p>
<p>"You have the greatest reason to bless the kind Providence
which has cast your lot in such a family, in such a<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_241" id="Page_241"></SPAN></span>
community. I have had some means in my youth of comparing
other parts of the country with our New England,
and it is my opinion that a young man could not ask a
better introduction into life than the wholesome nurture of
a Christian family in our favored land."</p>
<p>"Mr. Sewell," said Moses, raising his head, and suddenly
looking him straight in the eyes, "do you know anything
of my family?"</p>
<p>The question was so point-blank and sudden, that for
a moment Mr. Sewell made a sort of motion as if he dodged
a pistol-shot, and then his face assumed an expression of
grave thoughtfulness, while Moses drew a long breath. It
was out,—the question had been asked.</p>
<p>"My son," replied Mr. Sewell, "it has always been my
intention, when you had arrived at years of discretion, to
make you acquainted with all that I know or suspect in
regard to your life. I trust that when I tell you all I do
know, you will see that I have acted for the best in the
matter. It has been my study and my prayer to do so."</p>
<p>Mr. Sewell then rose, and unlocking the cabinet, of
which we have before made mention, in his apartment,
drew forth a very yellow and time-worn package of papers,
which he untied. From these he selected one which enveloped
an old-fashioned miniature case.</p>
<p>"I am going to show you," he said, "what only you
and my God know that I possess. I have not looked at it
now for ten years, but I have no doubt that it is the likeness
of your mother."</p>
<p>Moses took it in his hand, and for a few moments there
came a mist over his eyes,—he could not see clearly. He
walked to the window as if needing a clearer light.</p>
<p>What he saw was a painting of a beautiful young girl,
with large melancholy eyes, and a clustering abundance of
black, curly hair. The face was of a beautiful, clear oval,
with that warm brunette tint in which the Italian painters<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_242" id="Page_242"></SPAN></span>
delight. The black eyebrows were strongly and clearly
defined, and there was in the face an indescribable expression
of childish innocence and shyness, mingled with a
kind of confiding frankness, that gave the picture the
charm which sometimes fixes itself in faces for which we
involuntarily make a history. She was represented as simply
attired in a white muslin, made low in the neck, and
the hands and arms were singularly beautiful. The picture,
as Moses looked at it, seemed to stand smiling at him
with a childish grace,—a tender, ignorant innocence which
affected him deeply.</p>
<p>"My young friend," said Mr. Sewell, "I have written
all that I know of the original of this picture, and the reasons
I have for thinking her your mother.</p>
<p>"You will find it all in this paper, which, if I had been
providentially removed, was to have been given you in
your twenty-first year. You will see in the delicate nature
of the narrative that it could not properly have been imparted
to you till you had arrived at years of understanding.
I trust when you know all that you will be satisfied
with the course I have pursued. You will read it at your
leisure, and after reading I shall be happy to see you
again."</p>
<p>Moses took the package, and after exchanging salutations
with Mr. Sewell, hastily left the house and sought
his boat.</p>
<p>When one has suddenly come into possession of a letter
or paper in which is known to be hidden the solution of
some long-pondered secret, of the decision of fate with
regard to some long-cherished desire, who has not been
conscious of a sort of pain,—an unwillingness at once to
know what is therein? We turn the letter again and
again, we lay it by and return to it, and defer from moment
to moment the opening of it. So Moses did not sit
down in the first retired spot to ponder the paper. He put<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_243" id="Page_243"></SPAN></span>
it in the breast pocket of his coat, and then, taking up his
oars, rowed across the bay. He did not land at the house,
but passed around the south point of the Island, and rowed
up the other side to seek a solitary retreat in the rocks,
which had always been a favorite with him in his early
days.</p>
<p>The shores of the Island, as we have said, are a precipitous
wall of rock, whose long, ribbed ledges extend far out
into the sea. At high tide these ledges are covered with
the smooth blue sea quite up to the precipitous shore.
There was a place, however, where the rocky shore shelved
over, forming between two ledges a sort of grotto, whose
smooth floor of shells and many-colored pebbles was never
wet by the rising tide. It had been the delight of Moses
when a boy, to come here and watch the gradual rise of the
tide till the grotto was entirely cut off from all approach,
and then to look out in a sort of hermit-like security over
the open ocean that stretched before him. Many an hour
he had sat there and dreamed of all the possible fortunes
that might be found for him when he should launch away
into that blue smiling futurity.</p>
<p>It was now about half-tide, and Moses left his boat and
made his way over the ledge of rocks toward his retreat.
They were all shaggy and slippery with yellow seaweeds,
with here and there among them wide crystal pools, where
purple and lilac and green mosses unfolded their delicate
threads, and thousands of curious little shell-fish were
tranquilly pursuing their quiet life. The rocks where the
pellucid water lay were in some places crusted with barnacles,
which were opening and shutting the little white scaly
doors of their tiny houses, and drawing in and out those
delicate pink plumes which seem to be their nerves of enjoyment.
Moses and Mara had rambled and played here
many hours of their childhood, amusing themselves with
catching crabs and young lobsters and various little fish for<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_244" id="Page_244"></SPAN></span>
these rocky aquariums, and then studying at their leisure
their various ways. Now he had come hither a man, to
learn the secret of his life.</p>
<p>Moses stretched himself down on the clean pebbly shore
of the grotto, and drew forth Mr. Sewell's letter.</p>
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