<h2><SPAN name="AN_HOUR_OF_LIVING_OR_THE_DANCE_OF_DEATH">AN HOUR OF LIVING; OR, THE DANCE OF DEATH</SPAN></h2>
<p>"But why didn't he go back if he liked France so much better; and if
he had plenty of money?" asked Mary.</p>
<p>"Ah, well, even having plenty of money doesn't always make it possible
to do just what we prefer," I say. "The truth is,—if it is the truth,
and not just malicious gossip,—it was exactly because he had plenty
of money that he couldn't go back. He is supposed to have got that
money in some wrong way. Anyway, he didn't seem to care to go back to
<i>la belle France</i>, but preferred to live solitarily here, and to plant
lines of trees and lay out little lakes and build rockwork towers and
make terraces and driveways and paths, all in very formal lines, as in
the parks at Versailles<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_192">[Pg 192]</SPAN></span> and St. Cloud, which were the playgrounds of
French kings and the pride of all France."</p>
<p>Mary and I were seated on a curious little cement-and-stone imitation
tower-ruin that stuck up out of Frenchman's Pond, which is near the
campus, and is a good place for seeing things and getting away from
the classroom bells. A long row of scraggly Lombardy poplars stretches
away from the pond along an old terraced roadway with a cave opening
on it. Around two sides of the little lake is a rockwork wall, and
across one end, where the pond narrows, is a picturesque stone bridge
of single span. Everything is neglected, and altogether Frenchman's
Pond and its surroundings are a good imitation of something old and
foreign in this glaringly new and extremely Californian bit of the
world. It is a favorite place for us to come when I want to tell Mary
stories of the castles on the Rhine. We get a proper atmosphere.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_193">[Pg 193]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>It was so sunny and warm this morning that we had given up chatting
and were simply sitting or sprawling as comfortably as we could on the
irregular top of our <i>Aussichtsthurm</i>. A few flying dragons, some in
bronze-red mail, some in greenish blue, were wheeling about over the
pond, and a meadow-lark kept up a most cheerful singing in the pasture
nearby. It was really just the sort of day and place and feeling that
Mary and I like best. We knew we ought, as persevering Nature
students, to get down and poke around in the weeds and ooze of the
edges of the pond so as to see things. But we didn't want to do it,
and so we didn't. That is one perfectly beautiful thing about the way
Mary and I study Nature. We don't when we don't want to.</p>
<p>But if we didn't climb down to the live things this day at Frenchman's
Pond, they came up to us. One of the flying dragons actually swooped
so close to our heads that<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_194">[Pg 194]</SPAN></span> we could hear its shining brittle wings
crackle, and only a few minutes after, a curious delicate little
creature with four gauzy wings, a pair of projecting eyes with a fixed
stare, and three long hair-like tails on its body, lit on Mary's hand
and walked slowly and rather totteringly up her bare wrist and fore
arm. Then without any fluttering or struggling, it slowly fell over on
one side and lay quite still. It was dead!</p>
<p>This rather took our breath away. We are only too well accustomed,
unfortunately, to seeing death come to our little companions; they do
not live long, at best, and then so many of them get killed and eaten.
But they usually make some protest when Death approaches. They do not
surrender their brief joy of living in such utterly unresisting way as
this little creature did. But when I had got my spectacles properly
adjusted, I saw what it was that had died so quietly and suddenly.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_195">[Pg 195]</SPAN></span>
The little gauzy-winged creature was a May-fly, or ephemera, and life
with the May-flies is such a truly ephemeral thing, and death comes
regularly so soon and so swiftly, and without any apparent illness or
injury intervening between health and dissolution, that we naturalists
have ceased to wonder at it. Although this is not because we
understand it at all. Far from it. Indeed the death of any creature,
except from obvious accident or wasting illness, is one of the
mysteries of life. Which sounds rather Irish, but is just what I mean.</p>
<p>But Mary was looking thoughtfully at this dead little May-fly in her
hand. It was so soft and delicate of body, had such frail and filmy
wings, that it seemed that it must have been very ill-fitted to cope
with the hard conditions of insect living, to escape the numerous
insect-feeding creatures and to find food and shelter for itself, to
be successful, in a word, in the<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_196">[Pg 196]</SPAN></span> "struggle for existence"! And in a
way, this is quite true. But, in another way, it is not true. For the
May-flies, in their flying stage, make up for their frailness and
feebleness, their inability to feed—they have really no mouth-parts
and do not eat at all in their few hours or days of flying life—by
existing in enormous numbers, and millions may be killed, or may die
from very feebleness, and yet there are enough left to lay the eggs
necessary for a new generation, and that is success in life for them.
Nothing else is necessary; their whole aim and achievement in life
seems to be to lay eggs and start a new generation of May-flies.</p>
<p>I settled back into a still more comfortable position and said: "Did I
ever tell you, Mary, of the May-flies' dance of death I saw in Lucerne
once, not far from the old bridge across the Reuss with its famous
pictures of our own dance of death? Well, then, we'll just about have
time before the <span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_197">[Pg 197]</SPAN></span>tower-clock calls us home. Do you want to hear
about it?"</p>
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<p>"Yes, please," said Mary.</p>
<p>"Well, I had been studying in a great university in an old German town
all the spring and early summer and had come to Switzerland for my
vacation. You know there are splendid mountains there—"</p>
<p>"The Alps," interrupted Mary. "The highest is Mt. Blanc, 15,730 feet
above the sea."</p>
<p>How Mary does know her geography!</p>
<p>"And beautiful lakes," I continue. "And the roads are good for
tramping, and the hotels cheap. Anyway, the ones the students go to. I
had come to Lucerne from Zurich—"</p>
<p>"Noted for its silks and university where women can go," Mary broke in
again.</p>
<p>Bless me, what's the use of going to Europe anyway, if you learn
everything about everywhere in the grades?</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_198">[Pg 198]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>"And had gone straight to the <i>Mühlenbrücke</i>," I go on,—"that's the
old bridge all covered with a roof that crosses the Reuss only a few
rods from where it flows out of the lake; the lake of Lucerne, you
know."</p>
<p>"Of course," said Mary.</p>
<p>"For it is on the ceiling of that bridge," I persist, "that these
curious old Dance of Death pictures are painted, and I had heard a
great deal about them. They show how everybody is dancing through life
to his grave. Not very pleasant pictures, Mary."</p>
<p>"Very unpleasant, I should think," says Mary, positively. "I hope you
didn't look at them long."</p>
<p>"No, because, for one reason, it was getting too dark to see them. The
sun had set behind the Gutsch—that's a pretty hill just west of
Lucerne—and the electric lights were already flashing along the
lake-shore promenade. You know what a wonderfully<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_199">[Pg 199]</SPAN></span> beautiful lake
Lucerne is, of course, Mary?"</p>
<p>"Yes; it is unsurpassed in Switzerland, perhaps in Europe, for
magnificence of scenery," replies Mary, in level voice.</p>
<p>I resolve to cut geographic information out of any further stories I
tell Mary. Do they commit Baedeker to memory nowadays in the schools?</p>
<p>"Exactly," I manage to reply without betraying too much astonishment
at this revelation of the American educational method.</p>
<p>"Well, along the shore of this unsurpassed lake at the town of Lucerne
there is a broad promenade with trees and benches and electric lights.
Behind it are the big hotels all in a curving row, and after dinner
all the people come out and stroll about while the band plays. It is a
fine sight."</p>
<p>Mary seemed to be getting a little less than interested. She squirmed
into a new<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_200">[Pg 200]</SPAN></span> position on the rough rockwork and then, looking out over
the little pond with its hawking dragons whizzing back and forth, she
asked: "What about the May-flies, please?"</p>
<p>I really believe she knew all about the hotels and promenade and the
band. What wonderful schools!</p>
<p>"I was coming—I have just come to them," I reply with dignity.</p>
<p>I am a professor and have a certain stock supply of dignity to draw on
when necessary. It isn't often necessary with Mary.</p>
<p>"Well, as I came from the covered <i>Mühlenbrücke</i> and out on to the
lake-shore promenade, I saw a little crowd of people gathered under
and about a brilliant arclight hanging in an open place in front of
the great Schweizerhof Hotel. The light seemed to me curiously hazy,
and even before I got near the crowd I had made a guess at what was
going on. My guess<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_201">[Pg 201]</SPAN></span> that it was a May-fly dance of death was quite
right. Perhaps it would really be better to call it a 'dance of life,'
for it really was sort of a great wedding dance. But it was a dance of
death, too, for the dancers were falling dead or dying out of the
dizzying whirly circles by thousands. How many hundreds or thousands
or millions of May-flies there were in the dense circling cloud about
the light, I have no idea. But the air for twenty feet every way from
the light was full of them, and the ground for a circle of thirty or
forty feet underneath was not merely covered with the delicate dead
creatures, but was covered for from one to two inches deep!</p>
<p>"The crowd of promenaders looked on in gaping wonder. Not one seemed
to know what kind of creature this was, nor of course anything about
what was really going on; that this was all of the few hours of
feverish life which these May-flies enjoyed in their winged state, and
that they<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_202">[Pg 202]</SPAN></span> gave it all up to the business of mating and egg-laying;
where they came from, how they had lived before, why they should be
here to-night and no other in the whole year, all these things which
it seems to me the onlookers ought to have wanted to know, nobody
seemed to know, nor anybody seemed particularly to care to.</p>
<p>"But there are places in the world where the people do want to know
these things, and a great many more, about the May-flies. One such
place is the Thousand Islands in the St. Lawrence River. One day I was
sailing down this river among the Thousand Islands, and the
acquaintanceship of a small and unusually delicate kind of May-fly was
forced on me by the hundreds of them that persisted in alighting on my
clothes, my hat, and my hair. They kept walking unsteadily about over
my face and hands and the open pages of the book I was trying to read.
And they<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_203">[Pg 203]</SPAN></span> kept dying, dying, all around. One would light on the outer
edge of the page, and before it had walked across to the beginning of
a sentence, it would die and its body would slide gently down into the
back of the book and—be a bookmarker!"</p>
<p>"That's not a very nice way to talk about the poor little dead
May-flies," said Mary, rather seriously.</p>
<p>"It isn't, Mary, I know," said I. "But we've got to relieve the gloom
of this tale someway, don't you think? There is too much wholesale
death in it to suit my publisher! And so I am trying to introduce a
little jocularity into it, don't you see, Mary?"</p>
<p>"People are not supposed to be very funny at funerals," said Mary,
severely. "Where did the little Thousand Islands May-flies come from,
and why do the people there want to know about them?"</p>
<p>"Because there are so many May-flies<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_204">[Pg 204]</SPAN></span> that they are a great pest. Not
by eating crops—for there aren't any, I suppose, and the May-flies
don't eat anything anyway—nor by carrying malaria, but just by living
and dying all over; everywhere in one's summer cottage, down on the
river-bank where you are watching the sunset, under the trees when you
are lying in your hammock and trying to read, in your rowboat when you
are paddling about to visit your neighbors on other islands. To be
walked on and died on by hundreds and hundreds of little flies, and
all the time, grows to be very uncomfortable. So the May-flies or
river-flies or lake-flies as they are variously called are cordially
hated by all the Thousand-Islanders and the St. Lawrence-Riverers. And
the people want to know about where they come from, and how they live,
and all about them, indeed, so as to try to find some way to be rid of
them."</p>
<p>"And do you know where they come<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_205">[Pg 205]</SPAN></span> from, and how they live, and all
about them," asks Mary, with a slightly roguish manner, I fear.</p>
<p>"Well, I know something. In the first place, after the dance of death,
the few that don't die fly out over the lake or river or pond and drop
a lot of little eggs into it. Then they die happy—if May-flies can be
happy. Mind you, I don't say they can. We are the only animals that we
know can be happy. And we mostly aren't. From the eggs hatch young
May-flies without wings or long thread-like tails, but just little,
flat, under-water creatures with gills along the sides so they can
breathe without coming up to the surface. Some kinds burrow into the
mud at the bottom, some kinds make little tubes or cases in which to
live, while others stay mostly on the under side of stones. They eat
little water-plants or broken-up stuff they find in the water,
although some eat other little live animals, even other young<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_206">[Pg 206]</SPAN></span>
May-flies. And many of them get eaten themselves. They are favorite
food of the under-water dragons. You remember, don't you, Mary, how
our dragons of Lagunita would snap up the young May-flies in Monday
Pond?</p>
<p>"Well, these young May-flies—the ones that don't get eaten by
dragons, stone-flies, water-tigers, and other May-flies—grow larger
slowly, and wing-pads begin to grow on their backs. In a year, maybe,
or two years for some kinds, they are ready for their great change.
And this comes very suddenly. Some late afternoon or early evening
thousands of young May-flies of the same kind, living in the same lake
or river, swim up to the surface of the water, and, after resting
there a few moments, suddenly split their skin along the back of the
head and perhaps a little way farther along the back, and like a flash
squirm out of this old skin, spread out their gauzy wings and fly
away. They<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_207">[Pg 207]</SPAN></span> do this so quickly that your eye can hardly follow the
performance."</p>
<p>"And then they all fly to the light and begin their dance of death,"
breaks in Mary.</p>
<p>"No, wait; they are not yet quite ready for that. First, they do a
very unusual thing; something that no other kinds of insects have ever
been seen to do. This is it: They fly away to a plant or bush or tree
at the water's edge, and there they cling for a little while and then
cast their skin again."</p>
<p>"The new skin they have just got, with the wings and everything?" asks
Mary.</p>
<p>"Exactly; the new skin. It comes off of the wings, off of the long
tails and the short feelers, and all the rest of the body. No other
kind of insect but the May-fly casts its skin once its wings are
outspread. But now the May-fly is ready for its dizzy dance. And as it
has only a few hours to do it in, it usually starts as soon as there<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_208">[Pg 208]</SPAN></span>
are any lights to dance about. Think of it, to come up from under the
water, get your wings and be a real May-fly, not just a crawling thing
on the bottom of a pond, and have only one evening to live in!
Probably to dance the whole evening through is about the best thing to
do under such circumstances."</p>
<p>"Don't any of the poor May-flies live for more than one evening?" asks
Mary. "It does seem a shame to put in so long a time, one year, two
years for some, getting ready to fly and then have only one evening or
night for flying."</p>
<p>"Well, yes, some do, Mary. That is, there are many different kinds of
May-flies; some large ones, some small ones, some kinds with four
wings, some kinds with only two, and the length of the flying time is
not the same for all these kinds. Some live a day, some two, some
perhaps even three or four. But there are several kinds whose flying
life is just a few<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_209">[Pg 209]</SPAN></span> hours; they are born, that is, as flying
creatures, after sundown and they die before the next sunrise. The
first kind of May-fly whose life was ever carefully studied—this was
nearly two hundred and fifty years ago, by a famous naturalist of
Holland—lives only five hours after it comes from the water. But
remember what a fine long time they have being young! If we could be
young—but there, that's foolish. Mary, the chimes in the tower-clock
are sounding. Listen!"</p>
<p>And we sit perfectly still and hear the beautiful Haydn changes on the
four bells, and then count twelve clear strokes of the big clock-bell
that come all the way from the Quadrangle to us, softened and mellowed
by the distance. We must go home to luncheon. And after luncheon I
must go and lecture—Ugh! How sad!—sad for the students and sad for
me. But that's the way we do it, and until we find the real way, we
must all continue to suffer together.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_210">[Pg 210]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>"Come, Mary, we're off. How would you like to be a May-fly?"</p>
<p>"And have only one day to live when I'm all grown up?"</p>
<p>"You might be saved some troubles, Mary."</p>
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