<h2>CHAPTER XXV</h2>
<h3>THE CURTAIN</h3>
<p>And the secret garden bloomed and bloomed and every morning revealed new
miracles. In the robin's nest there were Eggs and the robin's mate sat
upon them keeping them warm with her feathery little breast and careful
wings. At first she was very nervous and the robin himself was
indignantly watchful. Even Dickon did not go near the close-grown corner
in those days, but waited until by the quiet working of some mysterious
spell he seemed to have conveyed to the soul of the little pair that in
the garden there was nothing which was not quite like
themselves—nothing which did not understand the wonderfulness of what
was happening to them—the immense, tender, terrible, heart-breaking
beauty and solemnity of Eggs. If there had been one person in that
garden who had not known through all his or her innermost being that if
an Egg were taken away or hurt the whole world would whirl round and
crash through space and come to an end—if there had been even one who
did not feel it <span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_329" id="Page_329"></SPAN></span>and act accordingly there could have been no happiness
even in that golden springtime air. But they all knew it and felt it and
the robin and his mate knew they knew it.</p>
<p>At first the robin watched Mary and Colin with sharp anxiety. For some
mysterious reason he knew he need not watch Dickon. The first moment he
set his dew-bright black eye on Dickon he knew he was not a stranger but
a sort of robin without beak or feathers. He could speak robin (which is
a quite distinct language not to be mistaken for any other). To speak
robin to a robin is like speaking French to a Frenchman. Dickon always
spoke it to the robin himself, so the queer gibberish he used when he
spoke to humans did not matter in the least. The robin thought he spoke
this gibberish to them because they were not intelligent enough to
understand feathered speech. His movements also were robin. They never
startled one by being sudden enough to seem dangerous or threatening.
Any robin could understand Dickon, so his presence was not even
disturbing.</p>
<p>But at the outset it seemed necessary to be on guard against the other
two. In the first place the boy creature did not come into the garden on
his legs. He was pushed in on a thing with wheels and the skins of wild
animals were thrown over <span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_330" id="Page_330"></SPAN></span>him. That in itself was doubtful. Then when he
began to stand up and move about he did it in a queer unaccustomed way
and the others seemed to have to help him. The robin used to secrete
himself in a bush and watch this anxiously, his head tilted first on one
side and then on the other. He thought that the slow movements might
mean that he was preparing to pounce, as cats do. When cats are
preparing to pounce they creep over the ground very slowly. The robin
talked this over with his mate a great deal for a few days but after
that he decided not to speak of the subject because her terror was so
great that he was afraid it might be injurious to the <ins title="Transcriber's Note: original reads 'eggs'">Eggs</ins>.</p>
<p>When the boy began to walk by himself and even to move more quickly it
was an immense relief. But for a long time—or it seemed a long time to
the robin—he was a source of some anxiety. He did not act as the other
humans did. He seemed very fond of walking but he had a way of sitting
or lying down for a while and then getting up in a disconcerting manner
to begin again.</p>
<p>One day the robin remembered that when he himself had been made to learn
to fly by his parents he had done much the same sort of thing. He had
taken short flights of a few yards and then had been obliged to rest. So
it occurred to him that this boy was learning to fly—or rather <span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_331" id="Page_331"></SPAN></span>to
walk. He mentioned this to his mate and when he told her that the Eggs
would probably conduct themselves in the same way after they were
fledged she was quite comforted and even became eagerly interested and
derived great pleasure from watching the boy over the edge of her
nest—though she always thought that the Eggs would be much cleverer and
learn more quickly. But then she said indulgently that humans were
always more clumsy and slow than Eggs and most of them never seemed
really to learn to fly at all. You never met them in the air or on
tree-tops.</p>
<p>After a while the boy began to move about as the others did, but all
three of the children at times did unusual things. They would stand
under the trees and move their arms and legs and heads about in a way
which was neither walking nor running nor sitting down. They went
through these movements at intervals every day and the robin was never
able to explain to his mate what they were doing or trying to do. He
could only say that he was sure that the Eggs would never flap about in
such a manner; but as the boy who could speak robin so fluently was
doing the thing with them, birds could be quite sure that the actions
were not of a dangerous nature. Of course neither the robin nor his mate
had ever heard of the champion wrestler, Bob Haworth, and his ex<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_332" id="Page_332"></SPAN></span>ercises
for making the muscles stand out like lumps. Robins are not like human
beings; their muscles are always exercised from the first and so they
develop themselves in a natural manner. If you have to fly about to find
every meal you eat, your muscles do not become atrophied (atrophied
means wasted away through want of use).</p>
<p>When the boy was walking and running about and digging and weeding like
the others, the nest in the corner was brooded over by a great peace and
content. Fears for the Eggs became things of the past. Knowing that your
Eggs were as safe as if they were locked in a bank vault and the fact
that you could watch so many curious things going on made setting a most
entertaining occupation. On wet days the Eggs' mother sometimes felt
even a little dull because the children did not come into the garden.</p>
<p>But even on wet days it could not be said that Mary and Colin were dull.
One morning when the rain streamed down unceasingly and Colin was
beginning to feel a little restive, as he was obliged to remain on his
sofa because it was not safe to get up and walk about, Mary had an
inspiration.</p>
<p>"Now that I am a real boy," Colin had said, "my legs and arms and all my
body are so full of Magic that I can't keep them still. They want to be
doing things all the time. Do you <span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_333" id="Page_333"></SPAN></span>know that when I waken in the
morning, Mary, when it's quite early and the birds are just shouting
outside and everything seems just shouting for joy—even the trees and
things we can't really hear—I feel as if I must jump out of bed and
shout myself. And if I did it, just think what would happen!"</p>
<p>Mary giggled inordinately.</p>
<p>"The nurse would come running and Mrs. Medlock would come running and
they would be sure you had gone crazy and they'd send for the doctor,"
she said.</p>
<p>Colin giggled himself. He could see how they would all look—how
horrified by his outbreak and how amazed to see him standing upright.</p>
<p>"I wish my father would come home," he said. "I want to tell him myself.
I'm always thinking about it—but we couldn't go on like this much
longer. I can't stand lying still and pretending, and besides I look too
different. I wish it wasn't raining to-day."</p>
<p>It was then Mistress Mary had her inspiration.</p>
<p>"Colin," she began mysteriously, "do you know how many rooms there are
in this house?"</p>
<p>"About a thousand, I suppose," he answered.</p>
<p>"There's about a hundred no one ever goes into," said Mary. "And one
rainy day I went and looked into ever so many of them. No one <span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_334" id="Page_334"></SPAN></span>ever
knew, though Mrs. Medlock nearly found me out. I lost my way when I was
coming back and I stopped at the end of your corridor. That was the
second time I heard you crying."</p>
<p>Colin started up on his sofa.</p>
<p>"A hundred rooms no one goes into," he said. "It sounds almost like a
secret garden. Suppose we go and look at them. You could wheel me in my
chair and nobody would know where we went."</p>
<p>"That's what I was thinking," said Mary. "No one would dare to follow
us. There are galleries where you could run. We could do our exercises.
There is a little Indian room where there is a cabinet full of ivory
elephants. There are all sorts of rooms."</p>
<p>"Ring the bell," said Colin.</p>
<p>When the nurse came in he gave his orders.</p>
<p>"I want my chair," he said. "Miss Mary and I are going to look at the
part of the house which is not used. John can push me as far as the
picture-gallery because there are some stairs. Then he must go away and
leave us alone until I send for him again."</p>
<p>Rainy days lost their terrors that morning. When the footman had wheeled
the chair into the picture-gallery and left the two together in
obedience to orders, Colin and Mary looked at each <span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_335" id="Page_335"></SPAN></span>other delighted. As
soon as Mary had made sure that John was really on his way back to his
own quarters below stairs, Colin got out of his chair.</p>
<p>"I am going to run from one end of the gallery to the other," he said,
"and then I am going to jump and then we will do Bob Haworth's
exercises."</p>
<p>And they did all these things and many others. They looked at the
portraits and found the plain little girl dressed in green brocade and
holding the parrot on her finger.</p>
<p>"All these," said Colin, "must be my relations. They lived a long time
ago. That parrot one, I believe, is one of my great, great, great, great
aunts. She looks rather like you, Mary—not as you look now but as you
looked when you came here. Now you are a great deal fatter and better
looking."</p>
<p>"So are you," said Mary, and they both laughed.</p>
<p>They went to the Indian room and amused themselves with the ivory
elephants. They found the rose-colored brocade boudoir and the hole in
the cushion the mouse had left but the mice had grown up and run away
and the hole was empty. They saw more rooms and made more discoveries
than Mary had made on her first pil<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_336" id="Page_336"></SPAN></span>grimage. They found new corridors
and corners and flights of steps and new old pictures they liked and
weird old things they did not know the use of. It was a curiously
entertaining morning and the feeling of wandering about in the same
house with other people but at the same time feeling as if one were
miles away from them was a fascinating thing.</p>
<p>"I'm glad we came," Colin said. "I never knew I lived in such a big
queer old place. I like it. We will ramble about every rainy day. We
shall always be finding new queer corners and things."</p>
<p>That morning they had found among other things such good appetites that
when they returned to Colin's room it was not possible to send the
luncheon away untouched.</p>
<p>When the nurse carried the tray down-stairs she slapped it down on the
kitchen dresser so that Mrs. Loomis, the cook, could see the highly
polished dishes and plates.</p>
<p>"Look at that!" she said. "This is a house of mystery, and those two
children are the greatest mysteries in it."</p>
<p>"If they keep that up every day," said the strong young footman John,
"there'd be small wonder that he weighs twice as much to-day as he did a
month ago. I should have to give up my <span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_337" id="Page_337"></SPAN></span>place in time, for fear of doing
my muscles an injury."</p>
<p>That afternoon Mary noticed that something new had happened in Colin's
room. She had noticed it the day before but had said nothing because she
thought the change might have been made by chance. She said nothing
to-day but she sat and looked fixedly at the picture over the mantel.
She could look at it because the curtain had been drawn aside. That was
the change she noticed.</p>
<p>"I know what you want me to tell you," said Colin, after she had stared
a few minutes. "I always know when you want me to tell you something.
You are wondering why the curtain is drawn back. I am going to keep it
like that."</p>
<p>"Why?" asked Mary.</p>
<p>"Because it doesn't make me angry any more to see her laughing. I
wakened when it was bright moonlight two nights ago and felt as if the
Magic was filling the room and making everything so splendid that I
couldn't lie still. I got up and looked out of the window. The room was
quite light and there was a patch of moonlight on the curtain and
somehow that made me go and pull the cord. She looked right down at me
as if she were laughing because she was glad I was standing there. It
made me like to look at her. I want to see her laughing like that all
the time. I <span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_338" id="Page_338"></SPAN></span>think she must have been a sort of Magic person perhaps."</p>
<p>"You are so like her now," said Mary, "that sometimes I think perhaps
you are her ghost made into a boy."</p>
<p>That idea seemed to impress Colin. He thought it over and then answered
her slowly.</p>
<p>"If I were her ghost—my father would be fond of me," he said.</p>
<p>"Do you want him to be fond of you?" inquired Mary.</p>
<p>"I used to hate it because he was not fond of me. If he grew fond of me
I think I should tell him about the Magic. It might make him more
cheerful."<span class='pagenum'><SPAN name="Page_339" id="Page_339"></SPAN></span></p>
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