<h2>CHAPTER VIII</h2>
<p><span class="smcap">It</span> was a fresh rain-repentant
afternoon, following a morning that had been sultry and
torrentially wet by turns; the sort of afternoon that impels
people to talk graciously of the rain as having done a lot of
good, its chief merit in their eyes probably having been its
recognition of the art of moderation. Also it was an
afternoon that invited bodily activity after the convalescent
languor of the earlier part of the day. Elaine had
instinctively found her way into her riding-habit and sent an
order down to the stables—a blessed oasis that still smelt
sweetly of horse and hay and cleanliness in a world that reeked
of petrol, and now she set her mare at a smart pace through a
succession of long-stretching country lanes. She was due
some time that afternoon at a garden-party, but she rode with
determination in an opposite direction. In the first place
neither Comus or Courtenay would be at the party, which fact
seemed to remove any valid reason that could be thought of for
inviting her attendance thereat; in the second place about a
hundred human beings would be gathered there, and human
gatherings were not her most crying need at the present
moment. Since her last encounter with her wooers, under the
cedars in her own garden, Elaine realised that she was either
very happy or cruelly unhappy, she could not quite determine
which. She seemed to have what she most wanted in the world
lying at her feet, and she was dreadfully uncertain in her more
reflective moments whether she really wanted to stretch out her
hand and take it. It was all very like some situation in an
Arabian Nights tale or a story of Pagan Hellas, and consequently
the more puzzling and disconcerting to a girl brought up on the
methodical lines of Victorian Christianity. Her appeal
court was in permanent session these last few days, but it gave
no decisions, at least none that she would listen to. And
the ride on her fast light-stepping little mare, alone and
unattended, through the fresh-smelling leafy lanes into
unexplored country, seemed just what she wanted at the
moment. The mare made some small delicate pretence of being
roadshy, not the staring dolt-like kind of nervousness that shows
itself in an irritating hanging-back as each conspicuous wayside
object presents itself, but the nerve-flutter of an imaginative
animal that merely results in a quick whisk of the head and a
swifter bound forward. She might have paraphrased the
mental attitude of the immortalised Peter Bell into</p>
<blockquote><p>A basket underneath a tree<br/>
A yellow tiger is to me,<br/>
If it is nothing
more.</p>
</blockquote>
<p>The more really alarming episodes of the road, the hoot and
whir of a passing motor-car or the loud vibrating hum of a
wayside threshing-machine, were treated with indifference.</p>
<p>On turning a corner out of a narrow coppice-bordered lane into
a wider road that sloped steadily upward in a long stretch of
hill Elaine saw, coming toward her at no great distance, a string
of yellow-painted vans, drawn for the most part by skewbald or
speckled horses. A certain rakish air about these oncoming
road-craft proclaimed them as belonging to a travelling
wild-beast show, decked out in the rich primitive colouring that
one’s taste in childhood would have insisted on before it
had been schooled in the artistic value of dulness. It was
an unlooked-for and distinctly unwelcome encounter. The
mare had already commenced a sixfold scrutiny with nostrils, eyes
and daintily-pricked ears; one ear made hurried little backward
movements to hear what Elaine was saying about the eminent
niceness and respectability of the approaching caravan, but even
Elaine felt that she would be unable satisfactorily to explain
the elephants and camels that would certainly form part of the
procession. To turn back would seem rather craven, and the
mare might take fright at the manœuvre and try to bolt; a
gate standing ajar at the entrance to a farmyard lane provided a
convenient way out of the difficulty.</p>
<p>As Elaine pushed her way through she became aware of a man
standing just inside the lane, who made a movement forward to
open the gate for her.</p>
<p>“Thank you. I’m just getting out of the way
of a wild-beast show,” she explained; “my mare is
tolerant of motors and traction-engines, but I expect
camels—hullo,” she broke off, recognising the man as
an old acquaintance, “I heard you had taken rooms in a
farmhouse somewhere. Fancy meeting you in this
way.”</p>
<p>In the not very distant days of her little-girlhood, Tom
Keriway had been a man to be looked upon with a certain awe and
envy; indeed the glamour of his roving career would have fired
the imagination, and wistful desire to do likewise, of many young
Englishmen. It seemed to be the grown-up realisation of the
games played in dark rooms in winter fire-lit evenings, and the
dreams dreamed over favourite books of adventure. Making
Vienna his headquarters, almost his home, he had rambled where he
listed through the lands of the Near and Middle East as leisurely
and thoroughly as tamer souls might explore Paris. He had
wandered through Hungarian horse-fairs, hunted shy crafty beasts
on lonely Balkan hillsides, dropped himself pebble-wise into the
stagnant human pool of some Bulgarian monastery, threaded his way
through the strange racial mosaic of Salonika, listened with
amused politeness to the shallow ultra-modern opinions of a
voluble editor or lawyer in some wayside Russian town, or learned
wisdom from a chance tavern companion, one of the atoms of the
busy ant-stream of men and merchandise that moves untiringly
round the shores of the Black Sea. And far and wide as he
might roam he always managed to turn up at frequent intervals, at
ball and supper and theatre, in the gay Hauptstadt of the
Habsburgs, haunting his favourite cafés and wine-vaults,
skimming through his favourite news-sheets, greeting old
acquaintances and friends, from ambassadors down to cobblers in
the social scale. He seldom talked of his travels, but it
might be said that his travels talked of him; there was an air
about him that a German diplomat once summed up in a phrase:
“a man that wolves have sniffed at.”</p>
<p>And then two things happened, which he had not mapped out in
his route; a severe illness shook half the life and all the
energy out of him, and a heavy money loss brought him almost to
the door of destitution. With something, perhaps, of the
impulse which drives a stricken animal away from its kind, Tom
Keriway left the haunts where he had known so much happiness, and
withdrew into the shelter of a secluded farmhouse lodging; more
than ever he became to Elaine a hearsay personality. And
now the chance meeting with the caravan had flung her across the
threshold of his retreat.</p>
<p>“What a charming little nook you’ve got hold
of,” she exclaimed with instinctive politeness, and then
looked searchingly round, and discovered that she had spoken the
truth; it really was charming. The farmhouse had that
intensely English look that one seldom sees out of
Normandy. Over the whole scene of rickyard, garden,
outbuildings, horsepond and orchard, brooded that air which seems
rightfully to belong to out-of-the-way farmyards, an air of
wakeful dreaminess which suggests that here, man and beast and
bird have got up so early that the rest of the world has never
caught them up and never will.</p>
<p>Elaine dismounted, and Keriway led the mare round to a little
paddock by the side of a great grey barn. At the end of the
lane they could see the show go past, a string of lumbering vans
and great striding beasts that seemed to link the vast silences
of the desert with the noises and sights and smells, the
naphtha-flares and advertisement hoardings and trampled
orange-peel, of an endless succession of towns.</p>
<p>“You had better let the caravan pass well on its way
before you get on the road again,” said Keriway; “the
smell of the beasts may make your mare nervous and restive going
home.”</p>
<p>Then he called to a boy who was busy with a hoe among some
defiantly prosperous weeds, to fetch the lady a glass of milk and
a piece of currant loaf.</p>
<p>“I don’t know when I’ve seen anything so
utterly charming and peaceful,” said Elaine, propping
herself on a seat that a pear-tree had obligingly designed in the
fantastic curve of its trunk.</p>
<p>“Charming, certainly,” said Keriway, “but
too full of the stress of its own little life struggle to be
peaceful. Since I have lived here I’ve learnt, what
I’ve always suspected, that a country farmhouse, set away
in a world of its own, is one of the most wonderful studies of
interwoven happenings and tragedies that can be imagined.
It is like the old chronicles of medieval Europe in the days when
there was a sort of ordered anarchy between feudal lords and
overlords, and burg-grafs, and mitred abbots, and prince-bishops,
robber barons and merchant guilds, and Electors and so forth, all
striving and contending and counter-plotting, and interfering
with each other under some vague code of loosely-applied
rules. Here one sees it reproduced under one’s eyes,
like a musty page of black-letter come to life. Look at one
little section of it, the poultry-life on the farm. Villa
poultry, dull egg-machines, with records kept of how many ounces
of food they eat, and how many pennyworths of eggs they lay, give
you no idea of the wonder-life of these farm-birds; their feuds
and jealousies, and carefully maintained prerogatives, their
unsparing tyrannies and persecutions, their calculated courage
and bravado or sedulously hidden cowardice, it might all be some
human chapter from the annals of the old Rhineland or medieval
Italy. And then, outside their own bickering wars and
hates, the grim enemies that come up against them from the
woodlands; the hawk that dashes among the coops like a
moss-trooper raiding the border, knowing well that a charge of
shot may tear him to bits at any moment. And the stoat, a
creeping slip of brown fur a few inches long, intently and
unstayably out for blood. And the hunger-taught master of
craft, the red fox, who has waited perhaps half the afternoon for
his chance while the fowls were dusting themselves under the
hedge, and just as they were turning supper-ward to the yard one
has stopped a moment to give her feathers a final shake and found
death springing upon her. Do you know,” he continued,
as Elaine fed herself and the mare with morsels of currant-loaf,
“I don’t think any tragedy in literature that I have
ever come across impressed me so much as the first one, that I
spelled out slowly for myself in words of three letters: the bad
fox has got the red hen. There was something so
dramatically complete about it; the badness of the fox, added to
all the traditional guile of his race, seemed to heighten the
horror of the hen’s fate, and there was such a suggestion
of masterful malice about the word ‘got.’ One
felt that a countryside in arms would not get that hen away from
the bad fox. They used to think me a slow dull reader for
not getting on with my lesson, but I used to sit and picture to
myself the red hen, with its wings beating helplessly, screeching
in terrified protest, or perhaps, if he had got it by the neck,
with beak wide agape and silent, and eyes staring, as it left the
farmyard for ever. I have seen blood-spillings and
down-crushings and abject defeat here and there in my time, but
the red hen has remained in my mind as the type of helpless
tragedy.” He was silent for a moment as if he were
again musing over the three-letter drama that had so dwelt in his
childhood’s imagination. “Tell me some of the
things you have seen in your time,” was the request that
was nearly on Elaine’s lips, but she hastily checked
herself and substituted another.</p>
<p>“Tell me more about the farm, please.”</p>
<p>And he told her of a whole world, or rather of several
intermingled worlds, set apart in this sleepy hollow in the
hills, of beast lore and wood lore and farm craft, at times
touching almost the border of witchcraft—passing lightly
here, not with the probing eagerness of those who know nothing,
but with the averted glance of those who fear to see too
much. He told her of those things that slept and those that
prowled when the dusk fell, of strange hunting cats, of the yard
swine and the stalled cattle, of the farm folk themselves, as
curious and remote in their way, in their ideas and fears and
wants and tragedies, as the brutes and feathered stock that they
tended. It seemed to Elaine as if a musty store of
old-world children’s books had been fetched down from some
cobwebbed lumber-room and brought to life. Sitting there in
the little paddock, grown thickly with tall weeds and rank
grasses, and shadowed by the weather-beaten old grey barn,
listening to this chronicle of wonderful things, half fanciful,
half very real, she could scarcely believe that a few miles away
there was a garden-party in full swing, with smart frocks and
smart conversation, fashionable refreshments and fashionable
music, and a fevered undercurrent of social strivings and
snubbings. Did Vienna and the Balkan Mountains and the
Black Sea seem as remote and hard to believe in, she wondered, to
the man sitting by her side, who had discovered or invented this
wonderful fairyland? Was it a true and merciful arrangement
of fate and life that the things of the moment thrust out the
after-taste of the things that had been? Here was one who
had held much that was priceless in the hollow of his hand and
lost it all, and he was happy and absorbed and well-content with
the little wayside corner of the world into which he had
crept. And Elaine, who held so many desirable things in the
hollow of her hand, could not make up her mind to be even
moderately happy. She did not even know whether to take
this hero of her childhood down from his pedestal, or to place
him on a higher one; on the whole she was inclined to resent
rather than approve the idea that ill-health and misfortune could
so completely subdue and tame an erstwhile bold and roving
spirit.</p>
<p>The mare was showing signs of delicately-hinted impatience;
the paddock, with its teasing insects and very indifferent
grazing, had not thrust out the image of her own comfortable
well-foddered loose-box. Elaine divested her habit of some
remaining crumbs of bun-loaf and jumped lightly on to her
saddle. As she rode slowly down the lane, with Keriway
escorting her as far as its gate, she looked round at what had
seemed to her, a short while ago, just a picturesque old
farmstead, a place of bee-hives and hollyhocks and gabled
cart-sheds; now it was in her eyes a magic city, with an
undercurrent of reality beneath its magic.</p>
<p>“You are a person to be envied,” she said to
Keriway; “you have created a fairyland, and you are living
in it yourself.”</p>
<p>“Envied?”</p>
<p>He shot the question out with sudden bitterness. She
looked down and saw the wistful misery that had come into his
face.</p>
<p>“Once,” he said to her, “in a German paper I
read a short story about a tame crippled crane that lived in the
park of some small town. I forget what happened in the
story, but there was one line that I shall always remember:
‘it was lame, that is why it was tame.’”</p>
<p>He had created a fairyland, but assuredly he was not living in
it.</p>
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