<h2><SPAN name="chap02"></SPAN>ROUND THE CIRCLE</h2>
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[This story is especially interesting as an early treatment (1902) of the theme
afterward developed with a surer hand in The Pendulum.]</p>
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“Find yo’ shirt all right, Sam?” asked Mrs. Webber, from her
chair under the live-oak, where she was comfortably seated with a paper-back
volume for company.</p>
<p>“It balances perfeckly, Marthy,” answered Sam, with a suspicious
pleasantness in his tone. “At first I was about ter be a little reckless
and kick ’cause ther buttons was all off, but since I diskiver that the
button holes is all busted out, why, I wouldn’t go so fur as to say the
buttons is any loss to speak of.”</p>
<p>“Oh, well,” said his wife, carelessly, “put on your
necktie—that’ll keep it together.”</p>
<p>Sam Webber’s sheep ranch was situated in the loneliest part of the
country between the Nueces and the Frio. The ranch house—a two-room box
structure—was on the rise of a gently swelling hill in the midst of a
wilderness of high chaparral. In front of it was a small clearing where stood
the sheep pens, shearing shed, and wool house. Only a few feet back of it began
the thorny jungle.</p>
<p>Sam was going to ride over to the Chapman ranch to see about buying some more
improved merino rams. At length he came out, ready for his ride. This being a
business trip of some importance, and the Chapman ranch being almost a small
town in population and size, Sam had decided to “dress up”
accordingly. The result was that he had transformed himself from a graceful,
picturesque frontiersman into something much less pleasing to the sight. The
tight white collar awkwardly constricted his muscular, mahogany-colored neck.
The buttonless shirt bulged in stiff waves beneath his unbuttoned vest. The
suit of “ready-made” effectually concealed the fine lines of his
straight, athletic figure. His berry-brown face was set to the melancholy
dignity befitting a prisoner of state. He gave Randy, his three-year-old son, a
pat on the head, and hurried out to where Mexico, his favorite saddle horse,
was standing.</p>
<p>Marthy, leisurely rocking in her chair, fixed her place in the book with her
finger, and turned her head, smiling mischievously as she noted the havoc Sam
had wrought with his appearance in trying to “fix up.”</p>
<p>“Well, ef I must say it, Sam,” she drawled, “you look jest
like one of them hayseeds in the picture papers, ’stead of a free and
independent sheepman of the State o’ Texas.”</p>
<p>Sam climbed awkwardly into the saddle.</p>
<p>“You’re the one ought to be ’shamed to say so,” he
replied hotly. “’Stead of ’tendin’ to a man’s
clothes you’re al’ays setting around a-readin’ them
billy-by-dam yaller-back novils.”</p>
<p>“Oh, shet up and ride along,” said Mrs. Webber, with a little jerk
at the handles of her chair; “you always fussin’ ’bout my
readin’. I do a-plenty; and I’ll read when I wanter. I live in the
bresh here like a varmint, never seein’ nor hearin’ nothin’,
and what other ’musement kin I have? Not in listenin’ to you talk,
for it’s complain, complain, one day after another. Oh, go on, Sam, and
leave me in peace.”</p>
<p>Sam gave his pony a squeeze with his knees and “shoved” down the
wagon trail that connected his ranch with the old, open Government road. It was
eight o’clock, and already beginning to be very warm. He should have
started three hours earlier. Chapman ranch was only eighteen miles away, but
there was a road for only three miles of the distance. He had ridden over there
once with one of the Half-Moon cowpunchers, and he had the direction
well-defined in his mind.</p>
<p>Sam turned off the old Government road at the split mesquite, and struck down
the arroyo of the Quintanilla. Here was a narrow stretch of smiling valley,
upholstered with a rich mat of green, curly mesquite grass; and Mexico consumed
those few miles quickly with his long, easy lope. Again, upon reaching Wild
Duck Waterhole, must he abandon well-defined ways. He turned now to his right
up a little hill, pebble-covered, upon which grew only the tenacious and thorny
prickly pear and chaparral. At the summit of this he paused to take his last
general view of the landscape for, from now on, he must wind through brakes and
thickets of chaparral, pear, and mesquite, for the most part seeing scarcely
farther than twenty yards in any direction, choosing his way by the
prairie-dweller’s instinct, guided only by an occasional glimpse of a far
distant hilltop, a peculiarly shaped knot of trees, or the position of the sun.</p>
<p>Sam rode down the sloping hill and plunged into the great pear flat that lies
between the Quintanilla and the Piedra.</p>
<p>In about two hours he discovered that he was lost. Then came the usual
confusion of mind and the hurry to get somewhere. Mexico was anxious to redeem
the situation, twisting with alacrity along the tortuous labyrinths of the
jungle. At the moment his master’s sureness of the route had failed his
horse had divined the fact. There were no hills now that they could climb to
obtain a view of the country. They came upon a few, but so dense and interlaced
was the brush that scarcely could a rabbit penetrate the mass. They were in the
great, lonely thicket of the Frio bottoms.</p>
<p>It was a mere nothing for a cattleman or a sheepman to be lost for a day or a
night. The thing often happened. It was merely a matter of missing a meal or
two and sleeping comfortably on your saddle blankets on a soft mattress of
mesquite grass. But in Sam’s case it was different. He had never been
away from his ranch at night. Marthy was afraid of the country—afraid of
Mexicans, of snakes, of panthers, even of sheep. So he had never left her
alone.</p>
<p>It must have been about four in the afternoon when Sam’s conscience
awoke. He was limp and drenched, rather from anxiety than the heat or fatigue.
Until now he had been hoping to strike the trail that led to the Frio crossing
and the Chapman ranch. He must have crossed it at some dim part of it and
ridden beyond. If so he was now something like fifty miles from home. If he
could strike a ranch—a camp—any place where he could get a fresh
horse and inquire the road, he would ride all night to get back to Marthy and
the kid.</p>
<p>So, I have hinted, Sam was seized by remorse. There was a big lump in his
throat as he thought of the cross words he had spoken to his wife. Surely it
was hard enough for her to live in that horrible country without having to bear
the burden of his abuse. He cursed himself grimly, and felt a sudden flush of
shame that over-glowed the summer heat as he remembered the many times he had
flouted and railed at her because she had a liking for reading fiction.</p>
<p>“Ther only so’ce ov amusement ther po’ gal’s
got,” said Sam aloud, with a sob, which unaccustomed sound caused Mexico
to shy a bit. “A-livin’ with a sore-headed kiote like me—a
low-down skunk that ought to be licked to death with a saddle
cinch—a-cookin’ and a-washin’ and a-livin’ on mutton
and beans and me abusin’ her fur takin’ a squint or two in a little
book!”</p>
<p>He thought of Marthy as she had been when he first met her in
Dogtown—smart, pretty, and saucy—before the sun had turned the
roses in her cheeks brown and the silence of the chaparral had tamed her
ambitions.</p>
<p>“Ef I ever speaks another hard word to ther little gal,” muttered
Sam, “or fails in the love and affection that’s coming to her in
the deal, I hopes a wildcat’ll t’ar me to pieces.”</p>
<p>He knew what he would do. He would write to Garcia & Jones, his San Antonio
merchants where he bought his supplies and sold his wool, and have them send
down a big box of novels and reading matter for Marthy. Things were going to be
different. He wondered whether a little piano could be placed in one of the
rooms of the ranch house without the family having to move out of doors.</p>
<p>In nowise calculated to allay his self-reproach was the thought that Marthy and
Randy would have to pass the night alone. In spite of their bickerings, when
night came Marthy was wont to dismiss her fears of the country, and rest her
head upon Sam’s strong arm with a sigh of peaceful content and
dependence. And were her fears so groundless? Sam thought of roving, marauding
Mexicans, of stealthy cougars that sometimes invaded the ranches, of
rattlesnakes, centipedes, and a dozen possible dangers. Marthy would be frantic
with fear. Randy would cry, and call for dada to come.</p>
<p>Still the interminable succession of stretches of brush, cactus, and mesquite.
Hollow after hollow, slope after slope—all exactly alike—all
familiar by constant repetition, and yet all strange and new. If he could only
arrive <i>somewhere</i>.</p>
<p>The straight line is Art. Nature moves in circles. A straightforward man is
more an artificial product than a diplomatist is. Men lost in the snow travel
in exact circles until they sink, exhausted, as their footprints have attested.
Also, travellers in philosophy and other mental processes frequently wind up at
their starting-point.</p>
<p>It was when Sam Webber was fullest of contrition and good resolves that Mexico,
with a heavy sigh, subsided from his regular, brisk trot into a slow complacent
walk. They were winding up an easy slope covered with brush ten or twelve feet
high.</p>
<p>“I say now, Mex,” demurred Sam, “this here won’t do. I
know you’re plumb tired out, but we got ter git along. Oh, Lordy,
ain’t there no mo’ houses in the world!” He gave Mexico a
smart kick with his heels.</p>
<p>Mexico gave a protesting grunt as if to say: “What’s the use of
that, now we’re so near?” He quickened his gait into a languid
trot. Rounding a great clump of black chaparral he stopped short. Sam dropped
the bridle reins and sat, looking into the back door of his own house, not ten
yards away.</p>
<p>Marthy, serene and comfortable, sat in her rocking-chair before the door in the
shade of the house, with her feet resting luxuriously upon the steps. Randy,
who was playing with a pair of spurs on the ground, looked up for a moment at
his father and went on spinning the rowels and singing a little song. Marthy
turned her head lazily against the back of the chair and considered the
arrivals with emotionless eyes. She held a book in her lap with her finger
holding the place.</p>
<p>Sam shook himself queerly, like a man coming out of a dream, and slowly
dismounted. He moistened his dry lips.</p>
<p>“I see you are still a-settin’,” he said,
“a-readin’ of them billy-by-dam yaller-back novils.”</p>
<p>Sam had traveled round the circle and was himself again.</p>
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