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<h3 class="tei tei-head" style="text-align: left; margin-bottom: 2.40em; margin-top: 2.40em"><span style="font-size: 120%">Chapter IX. The Sensualists</span></h3>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
Grigory and Smerdyakov ran into the room after Dmitri.
They had been struggling with him in the passage, refusing
to admit him, acting on instructions given them by Fyodor Pavlovitch
some days before. Taking advantage of the fact that Dmitri
stopped a moment on entering the room to look about him, Grigory
ran round the table, closed the double doors on the opposite side of
the room leading to the inner apartments, and stood before the
closed doors, stretching wide his arms, prepared to defend the entrance,
so to speak, with the last drop of his blood. Seeing this,
Dmitri uttered a scream rather than a shout and rushed at Grigory.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Then she's there! She's hidden there! Out of the way, scoundrel!”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
He tried to pull Grigory away, but the old servant pushed him
back. Beside himself with fury, Dmitri struck out, and hit Grigory
with all his might. The old man fell like a log, and Dmitri, leaping
over him, broke in the door. Smerdyakov remained pale and trembling
at the other end of the room, huddling close to Fyodor Pavlovitch.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“She's here!”</span> shouted Dmitri. <span class="tei tei-q">“I saw her turn towards the house
just now, but I couldn't catch her. Where is she? Where is she?”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
That shout, <span class="tei tei-q">“She's here!”</span> produced an indescribable effect on
Fyodor Pavlovitch. All his terror left him.</p>
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<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Hold him! Hold him!”</span> he cried, and dashed after Dmitri.
Meanwhile Grigory had got up from the floor, but still seemed
stunned. Ivan and Alyosha ran after their father. In the third
room something was heard to fall on the floor with a ringing crash:
it was a large glass vase—not an expensive one—on a marble pedestal
which Dmitri had upset as he ran past it.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“At him!”</span> shouted the old man. <span class="tei tei-q">“Help!”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
Ivan and Alyosha caught the old man and were forcibly bringing
him back.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Why do you run after him? He'll murder you outright,”</span> Ivan
cried wrathfully at his father.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Ivan! Alyosha! She must be here. Grushenka's here. He
said he saw her himself, running.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
He was choking. He was not expecting Grushenka at the time,
and the sudden news that she was here made him beside himself.
He was trembling all over. He seemed frantic.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“But you've seen for yourself that she hasn't come,”</span> cried Ivan.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“But she may have come by that other entrance.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“You know that entrance is locked, and you have the key.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
Dmitri suddenly reappeared in the drawing-room. He had, of
course, found the other entrance locked, and the key actually was
in Fyodor Pavlovitch's pocket. The windows of all the rooms
were also closed, so Grushenka could not have come in anywhere nor
have run out anywhere.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Hold him!”</span> shrieked Fyodor Pavlovitch, as soon as he saw him
again. <span class="tei tei-q">“He's been stealing money in my bedroom.”</span> And tearing
himself from Ivan he rushed again at Dmitri. But Dmitri threw up
both hands and suddenly clutched the old man by the two tufts
of hair that remained on his temples, tugged at them, and flung
him with a crash on the floor. He kicked him two or three times
with his heel in the face. The old man moaned shrilly. Ivan,
though not so strong as Dmitri, threw his arms round him, and
with all his might pulled him away. Alyosha helped him with his
slender strength, holding Dmitri in front.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Madman! You've killed him!”</span> cried Ivan.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Serve him right!”</span> shouted Dmitri breathlessly. <span class="tei tei-q">“If I haven't
killed him, I'll come again and kill him. You can't protect him!”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Dmitri! Go away at once!”</span> cried Alyosha commandingly.</p>
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<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Alexey! You tell me. It's only you I can believe; was she here
just now, or not? I saw her myself creeping this way by the fence
from the lane. I shouted, she ran away.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“I swear she's not been here, and no one expected her.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“But I saw her.... So she must ... I'll find out at once
where she is.... Good-by, Alexey! Not a word to Æsop about
the money now. But go to Katerina Ivanovna at once and be sure
to say, <span class="tei tei-q">‘He sends his compliments to you!’</span> Compliments, his compliments!
Just compliments and farewell! Describe the scene to
her.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
Meanwhile Ivan and Grigory had raised the old man and seated
him in an arm-chair. His face was covered with blood, but he was
conscious and listened greedily to Dmitri's cries. He was still
fancying that Grushenka really was somewhere in the house. Dmitri
looked at him with hatred as he went out.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“I don't repent shedding your blood!”</span> he cried. <span class="tei tei-q">“Beware, old
man, beware of your dream, for I have my dream, too. I curse you,
and disown you altogether.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
He ran out of the room.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“She's here. She must be here. Smerdyakov! Smerdyakov!”</span> the
old man wheezed, scarcely audibly, beckoning to him with his
finger.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“No, she's not here, you old lunatic!”</span> Ivan shouted at him angrily.
<span class="tei tei-q">“Here, he's fainting! Water! A towel! Make haste, Smerdyakov!”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
Smerdyakov ran for water. At last they got the old man undressed,
and put him to bed. They wrapped a wet towel round his
head. Exhausted by the brandy, by his violent emotion, and the
blows he had received, he shut his eyes and fell asleep as soon as his
head touched the pillow. Ivan and Alyosha went back to the drawing-room.
Smerdyakov removed the fragments of the broken vase,
while Grigory stood by the table looking gloomily at the floor.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Shouldn't you put a wet bandage on your head and go to bed,
too?”</span> Alyosha said to him. <span class="tei tei-q">“We'll look after him. My brother
gave you a terrible blow—on the head.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“He's insulted me!”</span> Grigory articulated gloomily and distinctly.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“He's <span class="tei tei-q">‘insulted’</span> his father, not only you,”</span> observed Ivan with a
forced smile.</p>
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<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“I used to wash him in his tub. He's insulted me,”</span> repeated
Grigory.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Damn it all, if I hadn't pulled him away perhaps he'd have
murdered him. It wouldn't take much to do for Æsop, would it?”</span>
whispered Ivan to Alyosha.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“God forbid!”</span> cried Alyosha.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Why should He forbid?”</span> Ivan went on in the same whisper, with
a malignant grimace. <span class="tei tei-q">“One reptile will devour the other. And
serve them both right, too.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
Alyosha shuddered.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Of course I won't let him be murdered as I didn't just now.
Stay here, Alyosha, I'll go for a turn in the yard. My head's begun
to ache.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
Alyosha went to his father's bedroom and sat by his bedside behind
the screen for about an hour. The old man suddenly opened
his eyes and gazed for a long while at Alyosha, evidently remembering
and meditating. All at once his face betrayed extraordinary
excitement.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Alyosha,”</span> he whispered apprehensively, <span class="tei tei-q">“where's Ivan?”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“In the yard. He's got a headache. He's on the watch.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Give me that looking-glass. It stands over there. Give it me.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
Alyosha gave him a little round folding looking-glass which stood
on the chest of drawers. The old man looked at himself in it; his
nose was considerably swollen, and on the left side of his forehead
there was a rather large crimson bruise.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“What does Ivan say? Alyosha, my dear, my only son, I'm
afraid of Ivan. I'm more afraid of Ivan than the other. You're
the only one I'm not afraid of....”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Don't be afraid of Ivan either. He is angry, but he'll defend
you.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Alyosha, and what of the other? He's run to Grushenka. My
angel, tell me the truth, was she here just now or not?”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“No one has seen her. It was a mistake. She has not been here.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“You know Mitya wants to marry her, to marry her.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“She won't marry him.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“She won't. She won't. She won't. She won't on any account!”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
The old man fairly fluttered with joy, as though nothing more
comforting could have been said to him. In his delight he seized
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Alyosha's hand and pressed it warmly to his heart. Tears positively
glittered in his eyes.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“That image of the Mother of God of which I was telling you just
now,”</span> he said. <span class="tei tei-q">“Take it home and keep it for yourself. And I'll
let you go back to the monastery.... I was joking this morning,
don't be angry with me. My head aches, Alyosha.... Alyosha,
comfort my heart. Be an angel and tell me the truth!”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“You're still asking whether she has been here or not?”</span> Alyosha
said sorrowfully.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“No, no, no. I believe you. I'll tell you what it is: you go to
Grushenka yourself, or see her somehow; make haste and ask her;
see for yourself, which she means to choose, him or me. Eh?
What? Can you?”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“If I see her I'll ask her,”</span> Alyosha muttered, embarrassed.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“No, she won't tell you,”</span> the old man interrupted, <span class="tei tei-q">“she's a rogue.
She'll begin kissing you and say that it's you she wants. She's a deceitful,
shameless hussy. You mustn't go to her, you mustn't!”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“No, father, and it wouldn't be suitable, it wouldn't be right
at all.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Where was he sending you just now? He shouted <span class="tei tei-q">‘Go’</span> as he
ran away.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“To Katerina Ivanovna.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“For money? To ask her for money?”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“No. Not for money.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“He's no money; not a farthing. I'll settle down for the night,
and think things over, and you can go. Perhaps you'll meet her....
Only be sure to come to me to-morrow in the morning. Be
sure to. I have a word to say to you to-morrow. Will you come?”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Yes.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“When you come, pretend you've come of your own accord to ask
after me. Don't tell any one I told you to. Don't say a word to
Ivan.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Very well.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Good-by, my angel. You stood up for me, just now. I shall
never forget it. I've a word to say to you to-morrow—but I must
think about it.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“And how do you feel now?”</span></p>
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<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“I shall get up to-morrow and go out, perfectly well, perfectly
well!”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
Crossing the yard Alyosha found Ivan sitting on the bench at
the gateway. He was sitting writing something in pencil in his
note-book. Alyosha told Ivan that their father had waked up, was
conscious, and had let him go back to sleep at the monastery.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Alyosha, I should be very glad to meet you to-morrow morning,”</span>
said Ivan cordially, standing up. His cordiality was a complete
surprise to Alyosha.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“I shall be at the Hohlakovs' to-morrow,”</span> answered Alyosha, <span class="tei tei-q">“I
may be at Katerina Ivanovna's, too, if I don't find her now.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“But you're going to her now, anyway? For that <span class="tei tei-q">‘compliments
and farewell,’</span> ”</span> said Ivan smiling. Alyosha was disconcerted.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“I think I quite understand his exclamations just now, and part
of what went before. Dmitri has asked you to go to her and say
that he—well, in fact—takes his leave of her?”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Brother, how will all this horror end between father and
Dmitri?”</span> exclaimed Alyosha.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“One can't tell for certain. Perhaps in nothing: it may all fizzle
out. That woman is a beast. In any case we must keep the old
man indoors and not let Dmitri in the house.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Brother, let me ask one thing more: has any man a right to look
at other men and decide which is worthy to live?”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Why bring in the question of worth? The matter is most often
decided in men's hearts on other grounds much more natural. And
as for rights—who has not the right to wish?”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Not for another man's death?”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“What even if for another man's death? Why lie to oneself since
all men live so and perhaps cannot help living so. Are you referring
to what I said just now—that one reptile will devour the other?
In that case let me ask you, do you think me like Dmitri capable
of shedding Æsop's blood, murdering him, eh?”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“What are you saying, Ivan? Such an idea never crossed my
mind. I don't think Dmitri is capable of it, either.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Thanks, if only for that,”</span> smiled Ivan. <span class="tei tei-q">“Be sure, I should always
defend him. But in my wishes I reserve myself full latitude in
this case. Good-by till to-morrow. Don't condemn me, and don't
look on me as a villain,”</span> he added with a smile.</p>
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<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
They shook hands warmly as they had never done before. Alyosha
felt that his brother had taken the first step towards him, and
that he had certainly done this with some definite motive.</p>
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