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<h3 class="tei tei-head" style="text-align: left; margin-bottom: 2.40em; margin-top: 2.40em"><span style="font-size: 120%">Chapter II. Smerdyakov With A Guitar</span></h3>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
He had no time to lose indeed. Even while he was saying
good-by to Lise, the thought had struck him that he must
attempt some stratagem to find his brother Dmitri, who was evidently
keeping out of his way. It was getting late, nearly three
o'clock. Alyosha's whole soul turned to the monastery, to his dying
saint, but the necessity of seeing Dmitri outweighed everything.
The conviction that a great inevitable catastrophe was about to
happen grew stronger in Alyosha's mind with every hour. What
that catastrophe was, and what he would say at that moment to
his brother, he could perhaps not have said definitely. <span class="tei tei-q">“Even if
my benefactor must die without me, anyway I won't have to reproach
myself all my life with the thought that I might have saved
something and did not, but passed by and hastened home. If I do
as I intend, I shall be following his great precept.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
His plan was to catch his brother Dmitri unawares, to climb over
the fence, as he had the day before, get into the garden and sit in
the summer-house. If Dmitri were not there, thought Alyosha,
he would not announce himself to Foma or the women of the house,
but would remain hidden in the summer-house, even if he had to
wait there till evening. If, as before, Dmitri were lying in wait for
Grushenka to come, he would be very likely to come to the summer-house.
Alyosha did not, however, give much thought to the details
of his plan, but resolved to act upon it, even if it meant not getting
back to the monastery that day.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
Everything happened without hindrance, he climbed over the
hurdle almost in the same spot as the day before, and stole into the
summer-house unseen. He did not want to be noticed. The woman
of the house and Foma too, if he were here, might be loyal to his
brother and obey his instructions, and so refuse to let Alyosha come
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into the garden, or might warn Dmitri that he was being sought and
inquired for.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
There was no one in the summer-house. Alyosha sat down and
began to wait. He looked round the summer-house, which somehow
struck him as a great deal more ancient than before. Though
the day was just as fine as yesterday, it seemed a wretched little
place this time. There was a circle on the table, left no doubt from
the glass of brandy having been spilt the day before. Foolish and
irrelevant ideas strayed about his mind, as they always do in a time
of tedious waiting. He wondered, for instance, why he had sat
down precisely in the same place as before, why not in the other
seat. At last he felt very depressed—depressed by suspense and
uncertainty. But he had not sat there more than a quarter of an
hour, when he suddenly heard the thrum of a guitar somewhere quite
close. People were sitting, or had only just sat down, somewhere
in the bushes not more than twenty paces away. Alyosha suddenly
recollected that on coming out of the summer-house the day before,
he had caught a glimpse of an old green low garden-seat among the
bushes on the left, by the fence. The people must be sitting on it
now. Who were they?</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
A man's voice suddenly began singing in a sugary falsetto, accompanying
himself on the guitar:</p>
<div class="block tei tei-quote" style="margin-bottom: 1.80em; margin-left: 3.60em; margin-top: 1.80em; margin-right: 3.60em">
<div class="tei tei-lg" style="margin-bottom: 0.90em; margin-top: 0.90em">
<div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: left"><span style="font-size: 90%">With invincible force</span></div>
<div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: left"><span style="font-size: 90%">I am bound to my dear.</span></div>
<div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: left"><span style="font-size: 90%">O Lord, have mercy</span></div>
<div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: left"><span style="font-size: 90%">On her and on me!</span></div>
<div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: left"><span style="font-size: 90%">On her and on me!</span></div>
<div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: left"><span style="font-size: 90%">On her and on me!</span></div>
</div></div>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
The voice ceased. It was a lackey's tenor and a lackey's song. Another
voice, a woman's, suddenly asked insinuatingly and bashfully,
though with mincing affectation:</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Why haven't you been to see us for so long, Pavel Fyodorovitch?
Why do you always look down upon us?”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Not at all,”</span> answered a man's voice politely, but with emphatic
dignity. It was clear that the man had the best of the position,
and that the woman was making advances. <span class="tei tei-q">“I believe the man
must be Smerdyakov,”</span> thought Alyosha, <span class="tei tei-q">“from his voice. And
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the lady must be the daughter of the house here, who has come
from Moscow, the one who wears the dress with a tail and goes
to Marfa for soup.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“I am awfully fond of verses of all kinds, if they rhyme,”</span> the
woman's voice continued. <span class="tei tei-q">“Why don't you go on?”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
The man sang again:</p>
<div class="block tei tei-quote" style="margin-bottom: 1.80em; margin-left: 3.60em; margin-top: 1.80em; margin-right: 3.60em">
<div class="tei tei-lg" style="margin-bottom: 0.90em; margin-top: 0.90em">
<div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: left"><span style="font-size: 90%">What do I care for royal wealth</span></div>
<div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: left"><span style="font-size: 90%">If but my dear one be in health?</span></div>
<div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: left"><span style="font-size: 90%">Lord have mercy</span></div>
<div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: left"><span style="font-size: 90%">On her and on me!</span></div>
<div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: left"><span style="font-size: 90%">On her and on me!</span></div>
<div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: left"><span style="font-size: 90%">On her and on me!</span></div>
</div></div>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“It was even better last time,”</span> observed the woman's voice.
<span class="tei tei-q">“You sang <span class="tei tei-q">‘If my darling be in health’</span>; it sounded more tender.
I suppose you've forgotten to-day.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Poetry is rubbish!”</span> said Smerdyakov curtly.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, no! I am very fond of poetry.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“So far as it's poetry, it's essential rubbish. Consider yourself,
who ever talks in rhyme? And if we were all to talk in rhyme,
even though it were decreed by government, we shouldn't say
much, should we? Poetry is no good, Marya Kondratyevna.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“How clever you are! How is it you've gone so deep into everything?”</span>
The woman's voice was more and more insinuating.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“I could have done better than that. I could have known more
than that, if it had not been for my destiny from my childhood up.
I would have shot a man in a duel if he called me names because I
am descended from a filthy beggar and have no father. And they
used to throw it in my teeth in Moscow. It had reached them from
here, thanks to Grigory Vassilyevitch. Grigory Vassilyevitch blames
me for rebelling against my birth, but I would have sanctioned their
killing me before I was born that I might not have come into the
world at all. They used to say in the market, and your mamma too,
with great lack of delicacy, set off telling me that her hair was like
a mat on her head, and that she was short of five foot by a wee bit.
Why talk of a wee bit while she might have said <span class="tei tei-q">‘a little bit,’</span> like
every one else? She wanted to make it touching, a regular peasant's
feeling. Can a Russian peasant be said to feel, in comparison with
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an educated man? He can't be said to have feeling at all, in his
ignorance. From my childhood up when I hear <span class="tei tei-q">‘a wee bit,’</span> I am
ready to burst with rage. I hate all Russia, Marya Kondratyevna.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“If you'd been a cadet in the army, or a young hussar, you
wouldn't have talked like that, but would have drawn your saber to
defend all Russia.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“I don't want to be a hussar, Marya Kondratyevna, and, what's
more, I should like to abolish all soldiers.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“And when an enemy comes, who is going to defend us?”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“There's no need of defense. In 1812 there was a great invasion
of Russia by Napoleon, first Emperor of the French, father of the
present one, and it would have been a good thing if they had conquered
us. A clever nation would have conquered a very stupid one
and annexed it. We should have had quite different institutions.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Are they so much better in their own country than we are?
I wouldn't change a dandy I know of for three young Englishmen,”</span>
observed Marya Kondratyevna tenderly, doubtless accompanying her
words with a most languishing glance.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“That's as one prefers.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“But you are just like a foreigner—just like a most gentlemanly
foreigner. I tell you that, though it makes me bashful.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“If you care to know, the folks there and ours here are just alike
in their vice. They are swindlers, only there the scoundrel wears
polished boots and here he grovels in filth and sees no harm in it.
The Russian people want thrashing, as Fyodor Pavlovitch said very
truly yesterday, though he is mad, and all his children.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“You said yourself you had such a respect for Ivan Fyodorovitch.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“But he said I was a stinking lackey. He thinks that I might be
unruly. He is mistaken there. If I had a certain sum in my pocket,
I would have left here long ago. Dmitri Fyodorovitch is lower
than any lackey in his behavior, in his mind, and in his poverty.
He doesn't know how to do anything, and yet he is respected by
every one. I may be only a soup-maker, but with luck I could open
a café restaurant in Petrovka, in Moscow, for my cookery is something
special, and there's no one in Moscow, except the foreigners,
whose cookery is anything special. Dmitri Fyodorovitch is a beggar,
but if he were to challenge the son of the first count in the country,
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he'd fight him. Though in what way is he better than I am? For
he is ever so much stupider than I am. Look at the money he has
wasted without any need!”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“It must be lovely, a duel,”</span> Marya Kondratyevna observed suddenly.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“How so?”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“It must be so dreadful and so brave, especially when young
officers with pistols in their hands pop at one another for the sake
of some lady. A perfect picture! Ah, if only girls were allowed to
look on, I'd give anything to see one!”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“It's all very well when you are firing at some one, but when he
is firing straight in your mug, you must feel pretty silly. You'd
be glad to run away, Marya Kondratyevna.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“You don't mean you would run away?”</span> But Smerdyakov did
not deign to reply. After a moment's silence the guitar tinkled
again, and he sang again in the same falsetto:</p>
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<div class="tei tei-lg" style="margin-bottom: 0.90em; margin-top: 0.90em">
<div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: left"><span style="font-size: 90%">Whatever you may say,</span></div>
<div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: left"><span style="font-size: 90%">I shall go far away.</span></div>
<div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: left"><span style="font-size: 90%">Life will be bright and gay</span></div>
<div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: left"><span style="font-size: 90%">In the city far away.</span></div>
<div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: left"><span style="font-size: 90%">I shall not grieve,</span></div>
<div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: left"><span style="font-size: 90%">I shall not grieve at all,</span></div>
<div class="tei tei-l" style="text-align: left"><span style="font-size: 90%">I don't intend to grieve at all.</span></div>
</div></div>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
Then something unexpected happened. Alyosha suddenly
sneezed. They were silent. Alyosha got up and walked towards
them. He found Smerdyakov dressed up and wearing polished boots,
his hair pomaded, and perhaps curled. The guitar lay on the garden-seat.
His companion was the daughter of the house, wearing a
light-blue dress with a train two yards long. She was young and
would not have been bad-looking, but that her face was so round
and terribly freckled.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Will my brother Dmitri soon be back?”</span> asked Alyosha with as
much composure as he could.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
Smerdyakov got up slowly; Marya Kondratyevna rose too.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“How am I to know about Dmitri Fyodorovitch? It's not as if I
were his keeper,”</span> answered Smerdyakov quietly, distinctly, and
superciliously.</p>
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<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“But I simply asked whether you do know?”</span> Alyosha explained.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“I know nothing of his whereabouts and don't want to.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“But my brother told me that you let him know all that goes
on in the house, and promised to let him know when Agrafena
Alexandrovna comes.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
Smerdyakov turned a deliberate, unmoved glance upon him.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“And how did you get in this time, since the gate was bolted an
hour ago?”</span> he asked, looking at Alyosha.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“I came in from the back-alley, over the fence, and went straight
to the summer-house. I hope you'll forgive me,”</span> he added, addressing
Marya Kondratyevna. <span class="tei tei-q">“I was in a hurry to find my brother.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Ach, as though we could take it amiss in you!”</span> drawled Marya
Kondratyevna, flattered by Alyosha's apology. <span class="tei tei-q">“For Dmitri Fyodorovitch
often goes to the summer-house in that way. We don't
know he is here and he is sitting in the summer-house.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“I am very anxious to find him, or to learn from you where he is
now. Believe me, it's on business of great importance to him.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“He never tells us,”</span> lisped Marya Kondratyevna.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Though I used to come here as a friend,”</span> Smerdyakov began
again, <span class="tei tei-q">“Dmitri Fyodorovitch has pestered me in a merciless way
even here by his incessant questions about the master. <span class="tei tei-q">‘What news?’</span>
he'll ask. <span class="tei tei-q">‘What's going on in there now? Who's coming and going?’</span>
and can't I tell him something more. Twice already he's
threatened me with death.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“With death?”</span> Alyosha exclaimed in surprise.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Do you suppose he'd think much of that, with his temper,
which you had a chance of observing yourself yesterday? He says
if I let Agrafena Alexandrovna in and she passes the night there, I'll
be the first to suffer for it. I am terribly afraid of him, and if I
were not even more afraid of doing so, I ought to let the police
know. God only knows what he might not do!”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“His honor said to him the other day, <span class="tei tei-q">‘I'll pound you in a mortar!’</span> ”</span>
added Marya Kondratyevna.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, if it's pounding in a mortar, it may be only talk,”</span> observed
Alyosha. <span class="tei tei-q">“If I could meet him, I might speak to him about that
too.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Well, the only thing I can tell you is this,”</span> said Smerdyakov, as
though thinking better of it; <span class="tei tei-q">“I am here as an old friend and neighbor,
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and it would be odd if I didn't come. On the other hand, Ivan
Fyodorovitch sent me first thing this morning to your brother's
lodging in Lake Street, without a letter, but with a message to
Dmitri Fyodorovitch to go to dine with him at the restaurant here, in
the market-place. I went, but didn't find Dmitri Fyodorovitch
at home, though it was eight o'clock. <span class="tei tei-q">‘He's been here, but he is
quite gone,’</span> those were the very words of his landlady. It's as
though there was an understanding between them. Perhaps at this
moment he is in the restaurant with Ivan Fyodorovitch, for Ivan
Fyodorovitch has not been home to dinner and Fyodor Pavlovitch
dined alone an hour ago, and is gone to lie down. But I beg you
most particularly not to speak of me and of what I have told you,
for he'd kill me for nothing at all.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Brother Ivan invited Dmitri to the restaurant to-day?”</span> repeated
Alyosha quickly.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“That's so.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“The Metropolis tavern in the market-place?”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“The very same.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“That's quite likely,”</span> cried Alyosha, much excited. <span class="tei tei-q">“Thank you,
Smerdyakov; that's important. I'll go there at once.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Don't betray me,”</span> Smerdyakov called after him.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, no, I'll go to the tavern as though by chance. Don't
be anxious.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“But wait a minute, I'll open the gate to you,”</span> cried Marya
Kondratyevna.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“No; it's a short cut, I'll get over the fence again.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
What he had heard threw Alyosha into great agitation. He ran
to the tavern. It was impossible for him to go into the tavern in
his monastic dress, but he could inquire at the entrance for his
brothers and call them down. But just as he reached the tavern, a
window was flung open, and his brother Ivan called down to him
from it.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Alyosha, can't you come up here to me? I shall be awfully
grateful.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“To be sure I can, only I don't quite know whether in this
dress—”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“But I am in a room apart. Come up the steps; I'll run down
to meet you.”</span></p>
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<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
A minute later Alyosha was sitting beside his brother. Ivan was
alone dining.</p>
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