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<h3 class="tei tei-head" style="text-align: left; margin-bottom: 2.40em; margin-top: 2.40em"><span style="font-size: 120%">Chapter IV. Rebellion</span></h3>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“I must make you one confession,”</span> Ivan began. <span class="tei tei-q">“I could
never understand how one can love one's neighbors. It's just
one's neighbors, to my mind, that one can't love, though one might
love those at a distance. I once read somewhere of John the Merciful,
a saint, that when a hungry, frozen beggar came to him, he
took him into his bed, held him in his arms, and began breathing into
his mouth, which was putrid and loathsome from some awful disease.
I am convinced that he did that from <span class="tei tei-q">‘self-laceration,’</span> from
the self-laceration of falsity, for the sake of the charity imposed
by duty, as a penance laid on him. For any one to love a man, he
must be hidden, for as soon as he shows his face, love is gone.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Father Zossima has talked of that more than once,”</span> observed
Alyosha; <span class="tei tei-q">“he, too, said that the face of a man often hinders many
people not practiced in love, from loving him. But yet there's a
great deal of love in mankind, and almost Christ-like love. I know
that myself, Ivan.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Well, I know nothing of it so far, and can't understand it, and
the innumerable mass of mankind are with me there. The question
is, whether that's due to men's bad qualities or whether it's
inherent in their nature. To my thinking, Christ-like love for men
is a miracle impossible on earth. He was God. But we are not gods.
Suppose I, for instance, suffer intensely. Another can never know
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how much I suffer, because he is another and not I. And what's
more, a man is rarely ready to admit another's suffering (as though
it were a distinction). Why won't he admit it, do you think?
Because I smell unpleasant, because I have a stupid face, because I
once trod on his foot. Besides, there is suffering and suffering; degrading,
humiliating suffering such as humbles me—hunger, for
instance—my benefactor will perhaps allow me; but when you
come to higher suffering—for an idea, for instance—he will very
rarely admit that, perhaps because my face strikes him as not at all
what he fancies a man should have who suffers for an idea. And so
he deprives me instantly of his favor, and not at all from badness
of heart. Beggars, especially genteel beggars, ought never to show
themselves, but to ask for charity through the newspapers. One can
love one's neighbors in the abstract, or even at a distance, but at
close quarters it's almost impossible. If it were as on the stage, in
the ballet, where if beggars come in, they wear silken rags and tattered
lace and beg for alms dancing gracefully, then one might like
looking at them. But even then we should not love them. But
enough of that. I simply wanted to show you my point of view.
I meant to speak of the suffering of mankind generally, but we had
better confine ourselves to the sufferings of the children. That reduces
the scope of my argument to a tenth of what it would be.
Still we'd better keep to the children, though it does weaken my case.
But, in the first place, children can be loved even at close quarters,
even when they are dirty, even when they are ugly (I fancy, though,
children never are ugly). The second reason why I won't speak of
grown-up people is that, besides being disgusting and unworthy of
love, they have a compensation—they've eaten the apple and know
good and evil, and they have become <span class="tei tei-q">‘like gods.’</span> They go on eating
it still. But the children haven't eaten anything, and are so far
innocent. Are you fond of children, Alyosha? I know you are, and
you will understand why I prefer to speak of them. If they, too,
suffer horribly on earth, they must suffer for their fathers' sins,
they must be punished for their fathers, who have eaten the apple;
but that reasoning is of the other world and is incomprehensible for
the heart of man here on earth. The innocent must not suffer for
another's sins, and especially such innocents! You may be surprised
at me, Alyosha, but I am awfully fond of children, too. And observe,
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cruel people, the violent, the rapacious, the Karamazovs are
sometimes very fond of children. Children while they are quite little—up
to seven, for instance—are so remote from grown-up people;
they are different creatures, as it were, of a different species. I knew
a criminal in prison who had, in the course of his career as a burglar,
murdered whole families, including several children. But when he
was in prison, he had a strange affection for them. He spent all his
time at his window, watching the children playing in the prison
yard. He trained one little boy to come up to his window and made
great friends with him.... You don't know why I am telling
you all this, Alyosha? My head aches and I am sad.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“You speak with a strange air,”</span> observed Alyosha uneasily, <span class="tei tei-q">“as
though you were not quite yourself.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“By the way, a Bulgarian I met lately in Moscow,”</span> Ivan went
on, seeming not to hear his brother's words, <span class="tei tei-q">“told me about the
crimes committed by Turks and Circassians in all parts of Bulgaria
through fear of a general rising of the Slavs. They burn villages,
murder, outrage women and children, they nail their prisoners by
the ears to the fences, leave them so till morning, and in the morning
they hang them—all sorts of things you can't imagine. People
talk sometimes of bestial cruelty, but that's a great injustice and
insult to the beasts; a beast can never be so cruel as a man, so artistically
cruel. The tiger only tears and gnaws, that's all he can do.
He would never think of nailing people by the ears, even if he were
able to do it. These Turks took a pleasure in torturing children, too;
cutting the unborn child from the mother's womb, and tossing
babies up in the air and catching them on the points of their bayonets
before their mothers' eyes. Doing it before the mothers' eyes
was what gave zest to the amusement. Here is another scene that
I thought very interesting. Imagine a trembling mother with her
baby in her arms, a circle of invading Turks around her. They've
planned a diversion: they pet the baby, laugh to make it laugh.
They succeed, the baby laughs. At that moment a Turk points a
pistol four inches from the baby's face. The baby laughs with glee,
holds out its little hands to the pistol, and he pulls the trigger in
the baby's face and blows out its brains. Artistic, wasn't it? By
the way, Turks are particularly fond of sweet things, they say.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Brother, what are you driving at?”</span> asked Alyosha.</p>
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<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“I think if the devil doesn't exist, but man has created him, he
has created him in his own image and likeness.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Just as he did God, then?”</span> observed Alyosha.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“ <span class="tei tei-q">‘It's wonderful how you can turn words,’</span> as Polonius says in
<span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">Hamlet</span></span>,”</span> laughed Ivan. <span class="tei tei-q">“You turn my words against
me. Well, I am glad. Yours must be a fine God, if man created Him in his
image and likeness. You asked just now what I was driving at.
You see, I am fond of collecting certain facts, and, would you believe,
I even copy anecdotes of a certain sort from newspapers and
books, and I've already got a fine collection. The Turks, of course,
have gone into it, but they are foreigners. I have specimens from
home that are even better than the Turks. You know we prefer
beating—rods and scourges—that's our national institution. Nailing
ears is unthinkable for us, for we are, after all, Europeans. But
the rod and the scourge we have always with us and they cannot be
taken from us. Abroad now they scarcely do any beating. Manners
are more humane, or laws have been passed, so that they don't dare
to flog men now. But they make up for it in another way just as
national as ours. And so national that it would be practically impossible
among us, though I believe we are being inoculated with it,
since the religious movement began in our aristocracy. I have a
charming pamphlet, translated from the French, describing how,
quite recently, five years ago, a murderer, Richard, was executed—a
young man, I believe, of three and twenty, who repented and
was converted to the Christian faith at the very scaffold. This
Richard was an illegitimate child who was given as a child of six
by his parents to some shepherds on the Swiss mountains. They
brought him up to work for them. He grew up like a little wild
beast among them. The shepherds taught him nothing, and scarcely
fed or clothed him, but sent him out at seven to herd the flock in
cold and wet, and no one hesitated or scrupled to treat him so. Quite
the contrary, they thought they had every right, for Richard had
been given to them as a chattel, and they did not even see the necessity
of feeding him. Richard himself describes how in those years,
like the Prodigal Son in the Gospel, he longed to eat of the mash
given to the pigs, which were fattened for sale. But they wouldn't
even give him that, and beat him when he stole from the pigs. And
that was how he spent all his childhood and his youth, till he grew
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up and was strong enough to go away and be a thief. The savage
began to earn his living as a day laborer in Geneva. He drank what
he earned, he lived like a brute, and finished by killing and robbing
an old man. He was caught, tried, and condemned to death. They
are not sentimentalists there. And in prison he was immediately
surrounded by pastors, members of Christian brotherhoods, philanthropic
ladies, and the like. They taught him to read and write in
prison, and expounded the Gospel to him. They exhorted him,
worked upon him, drummed at him incessantly, till at last he solemnly
confessed his crime. He was converted. He wrote to the
court himself that he was a monster, but that in the end God had
vouchsafed him light and shown grace. All Geneva was in excitement
about him—all philanthropic and religious Geneva. All the
aristocratic and well-bred society of the town rushed to the prison,
kissed Richard and embraced him; <span class="tei tei-q">‘You are our brother, you have
found grace.’</span> And Richard does nothing but weep with emotion,
<span class="tei tei-q">‘Yes, I've found grace! All my youth and childhood I was glad of
pigs' food, but now even I have found grace. I am dying in the
Lord.’</span> <span class="tei tei-q">‘Yes, Richard, die in the Lord; you have shed blood and must
die. Though it's not your fault that you knew not the Lord, when
you coveted the pigs' food and were beaten for stealing it (which
was very wrong of you, for stealing is forbidden); but you've shed
blood and you must die.’</span> And on the last day, Richard, perfectly
limp, did nothing but cry and repeat every minute: <span class="tei tei-q">‘This is my
happiest day. I am going to the Lord.’</span> <span class="tei tei-q">‘Yes,’</span> cry the pastors and
the judges and philanthropic ladies. <span class="tei tei-q">‘This is the happiest day of
your life, for you are going to the Lord!’</span> They all walk or drive
to the scaffold in procession behind the prison van. At the scaffold
they call to Richard: <span class="tei tei-q">‘Die, brother, die in the Lord, for even thou
hast found grace!’</span> And so, covered with his brothers' kisses, Richard
is dragged on to the scaffold, and led to the guillotine. And
they chopped off his head in brotherly fashion, because he had found
grace. Yes, that's characteristic. That pamphlet is translated into
Russian by some Russian philanthropists of aristocratic rank and
evangelical aspirations, and has been distributed gratis for the enlightenment
of the people. The case of Richard is interesting
because it's national. Though to us it's absurd to cut off a man's
head, because he has become our brother and has found grace, yet
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we have our own speciality, which is all but worse. Our historical
pastime is the direct satisfaction of inflicting pain. There are lines
in Nekrassov describing how a peasant lashes a horse on the eyes,
<span class="tei tei-q">‘on its meek eyes,’</span> every one must have seen it. It's peculiarly Russian.
He describes how a feeble little nag has foundered under too
heavy a load and cannot move. The peasant beats it, beats it savagely,
beats it at last not knowing what he is doing in the intoxication
of cruelty, thrashes it mercilessly over and over again. <span class="tei tei-q">‘However
weak you are, you must pull, if you die for it.’</span> The nag strains,
and then he begins lashing the poor defenseless creature on its weeping,
on its <span class="tei tei-q">‘meek eyes.’</span> The frantic beast tugs and draws the load,
trembling all over, gasping for breath, moving sideways, with a sort
of unnatural spasmodic action—it's awful in Nekrassov. But that's
only a horse, and God has given horses to be beaten. So the Tatars
have taught us, and they left us the knout as a remembrance of it.
But men, too, can be beaten. A well-educated, cultured gentleman
and his wife beat their own child with a birch-rod, a girl of seven.
I have an exact account of it. The papa was glad that the birch was
covered with twigs. <span class="tei tei-q">‘It stings more,’</span> said he, and so he began stinging
his daughter. I know for a fact there are people who at every
blow are worked up to sensuality, to literal sensuality, which increases
progressively at every blow they inflict. They beat for a
minute, for five minutes, for ten minutes, more often and more
savagely. The child screams. At last the child cannot scream, it
gasps, <span class="tei tei-q">‘Daddy! daddy!’</span> By some diabolical unseemly chance the case
was brought into court. A counsel is engaged. The Russian people
have long called a barrister <span class="tei tei-q">‘a conscience for hire.’</span> The counsel
protests in his client's defense. <span class="tei tei-q">‘It's such a simple thing,’</span> he says,
<span class="tei tei-q">‘an everyday domestic event. A father corrects his child. To our
shame be it said, it is brought into court.’</span> The jury, convinced by
him, give a favorable verdict. The public roars with delight that
the torturer is acquitted. Ah, pity I wasn't there! I would have
proposed to raise a subscription in his honor! Charming pictures.</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“But I've still better things about children. I've collected a
great, great deal about Russian children, Alyosha. There was a little
girl of five who was hated by her father and mother, <span class="tei tei-q">‘most worthy
and respectable people, of good education and breeding.’</span> You see,
I must repeat again, it is a peculiar characteristic of many people,
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this love of torturing children, and children only. To all other types
of humanity these torturers behave mildly and benevolently, like
cultivated and humane Europeans; but they are very fond of tormenting
children, even fond of children themselves in that sense.
It's just their defenselessness that tempts the tormentor, just the
angelic confidence of the child who has no refuge and no appeal,
that sets his vile blood on fire. In every man, of course, a demon
lies hidden—the demon of rage, the demon of lustful heat at the
screams of the tortured victim, the demon of lawlessness let off the
chain, the demon of diseases that follow on vice, gout, kidney disease,
and so on.</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“This poor child of five was subjected to every possible torture
by those cultivated parents. They beat her, thrashed her,
kicked her for no reason till her body was one bruise. Then, they
went to greater refinements of cruelty—shut her up all night in the
cold and frost in a privy, and because she didn't ask to be taken
up at night (as though a child of five sleeping its angelic, sound
sleep could be trained to wake and ask), they smeared her face
and filled her mouth with excrement, and it was her mother, her
mother did this. And that mother could sleep, hearing the poor
child's groans! Can you understand why a little creature, who
can't even understand what's done to her, should beat her little aching
heart with her tiny fist in the dark and the cold, and weep her
meek unresentful tears to dear, kind God to protect her? Do you
understand that, friend and brother, you pious and humble novice?
Do you understand why this infamy must be and is permitted?
Without it, I am told, man could not have existed on earth, for he
could not have known good and evil. Why should he know that
diabolical good and evil when it costs so much? Why, the whole
world of knowledge is not worth that child's prayer to <span class="tei tei-q">‘dear, kind
God’</span>! I say nothing of the sufferings of grown-up people, they
have eaten the apple, damn them, and the devil take them all! But
these little ones! I am making you suffer, Alyosha, you are not
yourself. I'll leave off if you like.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Never mind. I want to suffer too,”</span> muttered Alyosha.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“One picture, only one more, because it's so curious, so characteristic,
and I have only just read it in some collection of Russian
antiquities. I've forgotten the name. I must look it up. It was
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in the darkest days of serfdom at the beginning of the century, and
long live the Liberator of the People! There was in those days a
general of aristocratic connections, the owner of great estates, one
of those men—somewhat exceptional, I believe, even then—who, retiring
from the service into a life of leisure, are convinced that
they've earned absolute power over the lives of their subjects. There
were such men then. So our general, settled on his property of two
thousand souls, lives in pomp, and domineers over his poor neighbors
as though they were dependents and buffoons. He has kennels of
hundreds of hounds and nearly a hundred dog-boys—all mounted,
and in uniform. One day a serf-boy, a little child of eight, threw
a stone in play and hurt the paw of the general's favorite hound.
<span class="tei tei-q">‘Why is my favorite dog lame?’</span> He is told that the boy threw a
stone that hurt the dog's paw. <span class="tei tei-q">‘So you did it.’</span> The general looked
the child up and down. <span class="tei tei-q">‘Take him.’</span> He was taken—taken from
his mother and kept shut up all night. Early that morning the
general comes out on horseback, with the hounds, his dependents,
dog-boys, and huntsmen, all mounted around him in full hunting
parade. The servants are summoned for their edification, and in
front of them all stands the mother of the child. The child is
brought from the lock-up. It's a gloomy, cold, foggy autumn day,
a capital day for hunting. The general orders the child to be undressed;
the child is stripped naked. He shivers, numb with terror,
not daring to cry.... <span class="tei tei-q">‘Make him run,’</span> commands the general.
<span class="tei tei-q">‘Run! run!’</span> shout the dog-boys. The boy runs.... <span class="tei tei-q">‘At him!’</span>
yells the general, and he sets the whole pack of hounds on the child.
The hounds catch him, and tear him to pieces before his mother's
eyes!... I believe the general was afterwards declared incapable
of administering his estates. Well—what did he deserve? To be
shot? To be shot for the satisfaction of our moral feelings? Speak,
Alyosha!”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“To be shot,”</span> murmured Alyosha, lifting his eyes to Ivan with a
pale, twisted smile.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Bravo!”</span> cried Ivan, delighted. <span class="tei tei-q">“If even you say so.... You're
a pretty monk! So there is a little devil sitting in your heart,
Alyosha Karamazov!”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“What I said was absurd, but—”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“That's just the point, that <span class="tei tei-q">‘but’</span>!”</span> cried Ivan. <span class="tei tei-q">“Let me tell you,
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novice, that the absurd is only too necessary on earth. The world
stands on absurdities, and perhaps nothing would have come to pass
in it without them. We know what we know!”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“What do you know?”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“I understand nothing,”</span> Ivan went on, as though in delirium.
<span class="tei tei-q">“I don't want to understand anything now. I want to stick to the
fact. I made up my mind long ago not to understand. If I try
to understand anything, I shall be false to the fact, and I have
determined to stick to the fact.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Why are you trying me?”</span> Alyosha cried, with sudden distress.
<span class="tei tei-q">“Will you say what you mean at last?”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Of course, I will; that's what I've been leading up to. You
are dear to me, I don't want to let you go, and I won't give you up
to your Zossima.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
Ivan for a minute was silent, his face became all at once very sad.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Listen! I took the case of children only to make my case clearer.
Of the other tears of humanity with which the earth is soaked
from its crust to its center, I will say nothing. I have narrowed
my subject on purpose. I am a bug, and I recognize in all humility
that I cannot understand why the world is arranged as it is. Men
are themselves to blame, I suppose; they were given paradise, they
wanted freedom, and stole fire from heaven, though they knew
they would become unhappy, so there is no need to pity them. With
my pitiful, earthly, Euclidian understanding, all I know is that
there is suffering and that there are none guilty; that cause follows
effect, simply and directly; that everything flows and finds its level—but
that's only Euclidian nonsense, I know that, and I can't consent
to live by it! What comfort is it to me that there are none
guilty and that cause follows effect simply and directly, and that
I know it?—I must have justice, or I will destroy myself. And not
justice in some remote infinite time and space, but here on earth, and
that I could see myself. I have believed in it. I want to see it, and
if I am dead by then, let me rise again, for if it all happens without
me, it will be too unfair. Surely I haven't suffered, simply that I,
my crimes and my sufferings, may manure the soil of the future
harmony for somebody else. I want to see with my own eyes
the hind lie down with the lion and the victim rise up and embrace
his murderer. I want to be there when every one suddenly understands
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what it has all been for. All the religions of the world are
built on this longing, and I am a believer. But then there are the
children, and what am I to do about them? That's a question I
can't answer. For the hundredth time I repeat, there are numbers
of questions, but I've only taken the children, because in their case
what I mean is so unanswerably clear. Listen! If all must suffer
to pay for the eternal harmony, what have children to do with it,
tell me, please? It's beyond all comprehension why they should suffer,
and why they should pay for the harmony. Why should they,
too, furnish material to enrich the soil for the harmony of the future?
I understand solidarity in sin among men. I understand solidarity
in retribution, too; but there can be no such solidarity with
children. And if it is really true that they must share responsibility
for all their fathers' crimes, such a truth is not of this world and is
beyond my comprehension. Some jester will say, perhaps, that the
child would have grown up and have sinned, but you see he didn't
grow up, he was torn to pieces by the dogs, at eight years old. Oh,
Alyosha, I am not blaspheming! I understand, of course, what an
upheaval of the universe it will be, when everything in heaven and
earth blends in one hymn of praise and everything that lives and has
lived cries aloud: <span class="tei tei-q">‘Thou art just, O Lord, for Thy ways are revealed.’</span>
When the mother embraces the fiend who threw her child to the
dogs, and all three cry aloud with tears, <span class="tei tei-q">‘Thou art just, O Lord!’</span>
then, of course, the crown of knowledge will be reached and all
will be made clear. But what pulls me up here is that I can't
accept that harmony. And while I am on earth, I make haste to take
my own measures. You see, Alyosha, perhaps it really may happen
that if I live to that moment, or rise again to see it, I, too, perhaps,
may cry aloud with the rest, looking at the mother embracing the
child's torturer, <span class="tei tei-q">‘Thou art just, O Lord!’</span> but I don't want to cry
aloud then. While there is still time, I hasten to protect myself,
and so I renounce the higher harmony altogether. It's not worth
the tears of that one tortured child who beat itself on the breast
with its little fist and prayed in its stinking outhouse, with its unexpiated
tears to <span class="tei tei-q">‘dear, kind God’</span>! It's not worth it, because those
tears are unatoned for. They must be atoned for, or there can be no
harmony. But how? How are you going to atone for them? Is
it possible? By their being avenged? But what do I care for avenging
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them? What do I care for a hell for oppressors? What good
can hell do, since those children have already been tortured? And
what becomes of harmony, if there is hell? I want to forgive. I
want to embrace. I don't want more suffering. And if the sufferings
of children go to swell the sum of sufferings which was necessary
to pay for truth, then I protest that the truth is not worth
such a price. I don't want the mother to embrace the oppressor
who threw her son to the dogs! She dare not forgive him! Let her
forgive him for herself, if she will, let her forgive the torturer for
the immeasurable suffering of her mother's heart. But the sufferings
of her tortured child she has no right to forgive; she dare not forgive
the torturer, even if the child were to forgive him! And if that is
so, if they dare not forgive, what becomes of harmony? Is there
in the whole world a being who would have the right to forgive
and could forgive? I don't want harmony. From love for humanity
I don't want it. I would rather be left with the unavenged
suffering. I would rather remain with my unavenged suffering
and unsatisfied indignation, <em class="tei tei-emph"><span style="font-style: italic">even if I were wrong</span></em>. Besides, too high
a price is asked for harmony; it's beyond our means to pay so much
to enter on it. And so I hasten to give back my entrance ticket,
and if I am an honest man I am bound to give it back as soon as
possible. And that I am doing. It's not God that I don't accept,
Alyosha, only I most respectfully return Him the ticket.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“That's rebellion,”</span> murmured Alyosha, looking down.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Rebellion? I am sorry you call it that,”</span> said Ivan earnestly.
<span class="tei tei-q">“One can hardly live in rebellion, and I want to live. Tell me
yourself, I challenge you—answer. Imagine that you are creating
a fabric of human destiny with the object of making men happy in
the end, giving them peace and rest at last, but that it was essential
and inevitable to torture to death only one tiny creature—that baby
beating its breast with its fist, for instance—and to found that edifice
on its unavenged tears, would you consent to be the architect on
those conditions? Tell me, and tell the truth.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“No, I wouldn't consent,”</span> said Alyosha softly.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“And can you admit the idea that men for whom you are building
it would agree to accept their happiness on the foundation of
the unexpiated blood of a little victim? And accepting it would
remain happy for ever?”</span></p>
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<span class="tei tei-q">“No, I can't admit it. Brother,”</span> said Alyosha suddenly, with
flashing eyes, <span class="tei tei-q">“you said just now, is there a being in the whole world
who would have the right to forgive and could forgive? But there
is a Being and He can forgive everything, all and for all, because
He gave His innocent blood for all and everything. You have forgotten
Him, and on Him is built the edifice, and it is to Him they
cry aloud, <span class="tei tei-q">‘Thou art just, O Lord, for Thy ways are revealed!’</span> ”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Ah! the One without sin and His blood! No, I have not forgotten
Him; on the contrary I've been wondering all the time how
it was you did not bring Him in before, for usually all arguments
on your side put Him in the foreground. Do you know, Alyosha—don't
laugh! I made a poem about a year ago. If you can waste
another ten minutes on me, I'll tell it to you.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“You wrote a poem?”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, no, I didn't write it,”</span> laughed Ivan, <span class="tei tei-q">“and I've never written
two lines of poetry in my life. But I made up this poem in prose
and I remembered it. I was carried away when I made it up. You
will be my first reader—that is listener. Why should an author
forego even one listener?”</span> smiled Ivan. <span class="tei tei-q">“Shall I tell it to you?”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“I am all attention,”</span> said Alyosha.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“My poem is called <span class="tei tei-q">‘The Grand Inquisitor’</span>; it's a ridiculous thing,
but I want to tell it to you.”</span></p>
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