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<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">(e) The Russian Monk and his possible Significance</span></span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
Fathers and teachers, what is the monk? In the cultivated
world the word is nowadays pronounced by some people with
a jeer, and by others it is used as a term of abuse, and this contempt
for the monk is growing. It is true, alas, it is true, that there are
many sluggards, gluttons, profligates and insolent beggars among
monks. Educated people point to these: <span class="tei tei-q">“You are idlers, useless
members of society, you live on the labor of others, you are shameless
beggars.”</span> And yet how many meek and humble monks there
are, yearning for solitude and fervent prayer in peace! These are
less noticed, or passed over in silence. And how surprised men would
be if I were to say that from these meek monks, who yearn for solitary
prayer, the salvation of Russia will come perhaps once more!
For they are in truth made ready in peace and quiet <span class="tei tei-q">“for the day
and the hour, the month and the year.”</span> Meanwhile, in their solitude,
they keep the image of Christ fair and undefiled, in the purity
of God's truth, from the times of the Fathers of old, the Apostles
and the martyrs. And when the time comes they will show it to
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the tottering creeds of the world. That is a great thought. That
star will rise out of the East.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
That is my view of the monk, and is it false? is it too proud?
Look at the worldly and all who set themselves up above the people
of God, has not God's image and His truth been distorted in them?
They have science; but in science there is nothing but what is the
object of sense. The spiritual world, the higher part of man's being
is rejected altogether, dismissed with a sort of triumph, even with
hatred. The world has proclaimed the reign of freedom, especially
of late, but what do we see in this freedom of theirs? Nothing but
slavery and self-destruction! For the world says:</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“You have desires and so satisfy them, for you have the same
rights as the most rich and powerful. Don't be afraid of satisfying
them and even multiply your desires.”</span> That is the modern doctrine
of the world. In that they see freedom. And what follows from
this right of multiplication of desires? In the rich, isolation and
spiritual suicide; in the poor, envy and murder; for they have been
given rights, but have not been shown the means of satisfying their
wants. They maintain that the world is getting more and more
united, more and more bound together in brotherly community, as
it overcomes distance and sets thoughts flying through the air.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
Alas, put no faith in such a bond of union. Interpreting freedom
as the multiplication and rapid satisfaction of desires, men distort
their own nature, for many senseless and foolish desires and
habits and ridiculous fancies are fostered in them. They live only
for mutual envy, for luxury and ostentation. To have dinners,
visits, carriages, rank and slaves to wait on one is looked upon as
a necessity, for which life, honor and human feeling are sacrificed,
and men even commit suicide if they are unable to satisfy it. We
see the same thing among those who are not rich, while the poor
drown their unsatisfied need and their envy in drunkenness. But
soon they will drink blood instead of wine, they are being led on to
it. I ask you is such a man free? I knew one <span class="tei tei-q">“champion of freedom”</span>
who told me himself that, when he was deprived of tobacco
in prison, he was so wretched at the privation that he almost went
and betrayed his cause for the sake of getting tobacco again! And
such a man says, <span class="tei tei-q">“I am fighting for the cause of humanity.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
How can such a one fight? what is he fit for? He is capable perhaps
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of some action quickly over, but he cannot hold out long. And
it's no wonder that instead of gaining freedom they have sunk into
slavery, and instead of serving the cause of brotherly love and the
union of humanity have fallen, on the contrary, into dissension and
isolation, as my mysterious visitor and teacher said to me in my
youth. And therefore the idea of the service of humanity, of
brotherly love and the solidarity of mankind, is more and more
dying out in the world, and indeed this idea is sometimes treated with
derision. For how can a man shake off his habits? What can become
of him if he is in such bondage to the habit of satisfying the innumerable
desires he has created for himself? He is isolated, and what
concern has he with the rest of humanity? They have succeeded in
accumulating a greater mass of objects, but the joy in the world
has grown less.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
The monastic way is very different. Obedience, fasting and
prayer are laughed at, yet only through them lies the way to real,
true freedom. I cut off my superfluous and unnecessary desires, I
subdue my proud and wanton will and chastise it with obedience, and
with God's help I attain freedom of spirit and with it spiritual joy.
Which is most capable of conceiving a great idea and serving it—the
rich man in his isolation or the man who has freed himself from
the tyranny of material things and habits? The monk is reproached
for his solitude, <span class="tei tei-q">“You have secluded yourself within the walls of the
monastery for your own salvation, and have forgotten the brotherly
service of humanity!”</span> But we shall see which will be most
zealous in the cause of brotherly love. For it is not we, but they,
who are in isolation, though they don't see that. Of old, leaders
of the people came from among us, and why should they not again?
The same meek and humble ascetics will rise up and go out to work
for the great cause. The salvation of Russia comes from the people.
And the Russian monk has always been on the side of the people.
We are isolated only if the people are isolated. The people believe
as we do, and an unbelieving reformer will never do anything in
Russia, even if he is sincere in heart and a genius. Remember that!
The people will meet the atheist and overcome him, and Russia will
be one and orthodox. Take care of the peasant and guard his heart.
Go on educating him quietly. That's your duty as monks, for the
peasant has God in his heart.</p>
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<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
(<span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">f</span></span>) <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">Of Masters and Servants, and of whether
it is possible for them to be Brothers in the Spirit</span></span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
Of course, I don't deny that there is sin in the peasants too.
And the fire of corruption is spreading visibly, hourly, working from
above downwards. The spirit of isolation is coming upon the people
too. Money-lenders and devourers of the commune are rising
up. Already the merchant grows more and more eager for rank,
and strives to show himself cultured though he has not a trace of
culture, and to this end meanly despises his old traditions, and is
even ashamed of the faith of his fathers. He visits princes, though
he is only a peasant corrupted. The peasants are rotting in drunkenness
and cannot shake off the habit. And what cruelty to their
wives, to their children even! All from drunkenness! I've seen
in the factories children of nine years old, frail, rickety, bent and
already depraved. The stuffy workshop, the din of machinery, work
all day long, the vile language and the drink, the drink—is that
what a little child's heart needs? He needs sunshine, childish play,
good examples all about him, and at least a little love. There must
be no more of this, monks, no more torturing of children, rise up
and preach that, make haste, make haste!</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
But God will save Russia, for though the peasants are corrupted
and cannot renounce their filthy sin, yet they know it is cursed by
God and that they do wrong in sinning. So that our people still
believe in righteousness, have faith in God and weep tears of
devotion.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
It is different with the upper classes. They, following science,
want to base justice on reason alone, but not with Christ, as before,
and they have already proclaimed that there is no crime, that there
is no sin. And that's consistent, for if you have no God what is the
meaning of crime? In Europe the people are already rising up
against the rich with violence, and the leaders of the people are
everywhere leading them to bloodshed, and teaching them that their
wrath is righteous. But their <span class="tei tei-q">“wrath is accursed, for it is cruel.”</span>
But God will save Russia as He has saved her many times. Salvation
will come from the people, from their faith and their meekness.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
Fathers and teachers, watch over the people's faith and this will
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not be a dream. I've been struck all my life in our great people by
their dignity, their true and seemly dignity. I've seen it myself,
I can testify to it, I've seen it and marveled at it, I've seen it in spite
of the degraded sins and poverty-stricken appearance of our peasantry.
They are not servile, and even after two centuries of serfdom
they are free in manner and bearing, yet without insolence,
and not revengeful and not envious. <span class="tei tei-q">“You are rich and noble, you
are clever and talented, well, be so, God bless you. I respect you,
but I know that I too am a man. By the very fact that I respect
you without envy I prove my dignity as a man.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
In truth if they don't say this (for they don't know how to say
this yet), that is how they act. I have seen it myself, I have known
it myself, and, would you believe it, the poorer our Russian peasant
is, the more noticeable is that serene goodness, for the rich among
them are for the most part corrupted already, and much of that
is due to our carelessness and indifference. But God will save His
people, for Russia is great in her humility. I dream of seeing, and
seem to see clearly already, our future. It will come to pass, that
even the most corrupt of our rich will end by being ashamed of his
riches before the poor, and the poor, seeing his humility, will understand
and give way before him, will respond joyfully and kindly
to his honorable shame. Believe me that it will end in that; things
are moving to that. Equality is to be found only in the spiritual
dignity of man, and that will only be understood among us. If we
were brothers, there would be fraternity, but before that, they will
never agree about the division of wealth. We preserve the image
of Christ, and it will shine forth like a precious diamond to the
whole world. So may it be, so may it be!</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
Fathers and teachers, a touching incident befell me once. In my
wanderings I met in the town of K. my old orderly, Afanasy. It
was eight years since I had parted from him. He chanced to see
me in the market-place, recognized me, ran up to me, and how delighted
he was! He simply pounced on me: <span class="tei tei-q">“Master dear, is it you?
Is it really you I see?”</span> He took me home with him.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
He was no longer in the army, he was married and already
had two little children. He and his wife earned their living as
costermongers in the market-place. His room was poor, but bright
and clean. He made me sit down, set the samovar, sent for his
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wife, as though my appearance were a festival for them. He
brought me his children: <span class="tei tei-q">“Bless them, Father.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Is it for me to bless them? I am only a humble monk. I will
pray for them. And for you, Afanasy Pavlovitch, I have prayed
every day since that day, for it all came from you,”</span> said I. And I
explained that to him as well as I could. And what do you think?
The man kept gazing at me and could not believe that I, his former
master, an officer, was now before him in such a guise and position;
it made him shed tears.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Why are you weeping?”</span> said I, <span class="tei tei-q">“better rejoice over me, dear
friend, whom I can never forget, for my path is a glad and joyful
one.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
He did not say much, but kept sighing and shaking his head
over me tenderly.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“What has became of your fortune?”</span> he asked.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“I gave it to the monastery,”</span> I answered; <span class="tei tei-q">“we live in common.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
After tea I began saying good-by, and suddenly he brought out
half a rouble as an offering to the monastery, and another half-rouble
I saw him thrusting hurriedly into my hand: <span class="tei tei-q">“That's for
you in your wanderings, it may be of use to you, Father.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
I took his half-rouble, bowed to him and his wife, and went out
rejoicing. And on my way I thought: <span class="tei tei-q">“Here we are both now,
he at home and I on the road, sighing and shaking our heads, no
doubt, and yet smiling joyfully in the gladness of our hearts, remembering
how God brought about our meeting.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
I have never seen him again since then. I had been his master
and he my servant, but now when we exchanged a loving kiss with
softened hearts, there was a great human bond between us. I have
thought a great deal about that, and now what I think is this: Is
it so inconceivable that that grand and simple-hearted unity might
in due time become universal among the Russian people? I believe
that it will come to pass and that the time is at hand.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
And of servants I will add this: In old days when I was young
I was often angry with servants; <span class="tei tei-q">“the cook had served something
too hot, the orderly had not brushed my clothes.”</span> But what taught
me better then was a thought of my dear brother's, which I had
heard from him in childhood: <span class="tei tei-q">“Am I worth it, that another should
serve me and be ordered about by me in his poverty and ignorance?”</span>
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And I wondered at the time that such simple and self-evident ideas
should be so slow to occur to our minds.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
It is impossible that there should be no servants in the world,
but act so that your servant may be freer in spirit than if he were
not a servant. And why cannot I be a servant to my servant and
even let him see it, and that without any pride on my part or any
mistrust on his? Why should not my servant be like my own kindred,
so that I may take him into my family and rejoice in doing so?
Even now this can be done, but it will lead to the grand unity of
men in the future, when a man will not seek servants for himself, or
desire to turn his fellow creatures into servants as he does now, but
on the contrary, will long with his whole heart to be the servant
of all, as the Gospel teaches.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
And can it be a dream, that in the end man will find his joy only
in deeds of light and mercy, and not in cruel pleasures as now, in
gluttony, fornication, ostentation, boasting and envious rivalry of
one with the other? I firmly believe that it is not and that the
time is at hand. People laugh and ask: <span class="tei tei-q">“When will that time come
and does it look like coming?”</span> I believe that with Christ's help
we shall accomplish this great thing. And how many ideas there
have been on earth in the history of man which were unthinkable
ten years before they appeared! Yet when their destined hour had
come, they came forth and spread over the whole earth. So it will
be with us, and our people will shine forth in the world, and all men
will say: <span class="tei tei-q">“The stone which the builders rejected has become the corner-stone
of the building.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
And we may ask the scornful themselves: If our hope is a dream,
when will you build up your edifice and order things justly by
your intellect alone, without Christ? If they declare that it is they
who are advancing towards unity, only the most simple-hearted
among them believe it, so that one may positively marvel at such
simplicity. Of a truth, they have more fantastic dreams than we.
They aim at justice, but, denying Christ, they will end by flooding
the earth with blood, for blood cries out for blood, and he that
taketh up the sword shall perish by the sword. And if it were not
for Christ's covenant, they would slaughter one another down to
the last two men on earth. And those two last men would not be
able to restrain each other in their pride, and the one would slay the
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other and then himself. And that would come to pass, were it not
for the promise of Christ that for the sake of the humble and meek
the days shall be shortened.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
While I was still wearing an officer's uniform after my duel, I
talked about servants in general society, and I remember every one
was amazed at me. <span class="tei tei-q">“What!”</span> they asked, <span class="tei tei-q">“are we to make our
servants sit down on the sofa and offer them tea?”</span> And I answered
them: <span class="tei tei-q">“Why not, sometimes at least?”</span> Every one laughed. Their
question was frivolous and my answer was not clear; but the thought
in it was to some extent right.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
(<span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">g</span></span>) <span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">Of Prayer, of Love, and of Contact with
other Worlds</span></span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
Young man, be not forgetful of prayer. Every time you pray, if
your prayer is sincere, there will be new feeling and new meaning in
it, which will give you fresh courage, and you will understand that
prayer is an education. Remember, too, every day, and whenever
you can, repeat to yourself, <span class="tei tei-q">“Lord, have mercy on all who appear
before Thee to-day.”</span> For every hour and every moment thousands
of men leave life on this earth, and their souls appear before God.
And how many of them depart in solitude, unknown, sad, dejected
that no one mourns for them or even knows whether they have lived
or not! And behold, from the other end of the earth perhaps, your
prayer for their rest will rise up to God though you knew them not
nor they you. How touching it must be to a soul standing in dread
before the Lord to feel at that instant that, for him too, there is one
to pray, that there is a fellow creature left on earth to love him too!
And God will look on you both more graciously, for if you have had
so much pity on him, how much will He have pity Who is infinitely
more loving and merciful than you! And He will forgive him for
your sake.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
Brothers, have no fear of men's sin. Love a man even in his sin,
for that is the semblance of Divine Love and is the highest love on
earth. Love all God's creation, the whole and every grain of sand
in it. Love every leaf, every ray of God's light. Love the animals,
love the plants, love everything. If you love everything, you will
perceive the divine mystery in things. Once you perceive it, you
will begin to comprehend it better every day. And you will come
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at last to love the whole world with an all-embracing love. Love
the animals: God has given them the rudiments of thought and joy
untroubled. Do not trouble it, don't harass them, don't deprive
them of their happiness, don't work against God's intent. Man, do
not pride yourself on superiority to the animals; they are without
sin, and you, with your greatness, defile the earth by your appearance
on it, and leave the traces of your foulness after you—alas, it is
true of almost every one of us! Love children especially, for they
too are sinless like the angels; they live to soften and purify our
hearts and as it were to guide us. Woe to him who offends a child!
Father Anfim taught me to love children. The kind, silent man
used often on our wanderings to spend the farthings given us on
sweets and cakes for the children. He could not pass by a child
without emotion. That's the nature of the man.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
At some thoughts one stands perplexed, especially at the sight
of men's sin, and wonders whether one should use force or humble
love. Always decide to use humble love. If you resolve on that
once for all, you may subdue the whole world. Loving humility is
marvelously strong, the strongest of all things, and there is nothing
else like it.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
Every day and every hour, every minute, walk round yourself and
watch yourself, and see that your image is a seemly one. You pass
by a little child, you pass by, spiteful, with ugly words, with wrathful
heart; you may not have noticed the child, but he has seen you,
and your image, unseemly and ignoble, may remain in his defenseless
heart. You don't know it, but you may have sown an evil seed in
him and it may grow, and all because you were not careful before
the child, because you did not foster in yourself a careful, actively
benevolent love. Brothers, love is a teacher; but one must know
how to acquire it, for it is hard to acquire, it is dearly bought, it is
won slowly by long labor. For we must love not only occasionally,
for a moment, but for ever. Every one can love occasionally, even
the wicked can.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
My brother asked the birds to forgive him; that sounds senseless,
but it is right; for all is like an ocean, all is flowing and blending;
a touch in one place sets up movement at the other end of the earth.
It may be senseless to beg forgiveness of the birds, but birds would
be happier at your side—a little happier, anyway—and children and
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all animals, if you were nobler than you are now. It's all like an
ocean, I tell you. Then you would pray to the birds too, consumed
by an all-embracing love, in a sort of transport, and pray that they
too will forgive you your sin. Treasure this ecstasy, however senseless
it may seem to men.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
My friends, pray to God for gladness. Be glad as children, as the
birds of heaven. And let not the sin of men confound you in your
doings. Fear not that it will wear away your work and hinder its
being accomplished. Do not say, <span class="tei tei-q">“Sin is mighty, wickedness is
mighty, evil environment is mighty, and we are lonely and helpless,
and evil environment is wearing us away and hindering our good
work from being done.”</span> Fly from that dejection, children! There
is only one means of salvation, then take yourself and make yourself
responsible for all men's sins, that is the truth, you know, friends,
for as soon as you sincerely make yourself responsible for everything
and for all men, you will see at once that it is really so, and that you
are to blame for every one and for all things. But throwing your
own indolence and impotence on others you will end by sharing the
pride of Satan and murmuring against God.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
Of the pride of Satan what I think is this: it is hard for us on
earth to comprehend it, and therefore it is so easy to fall into error
and to share it, even imagining that we are doing something grand
and fine. Indeed, many of the strongest feelings and movements of
our nature we cannot comprehend on earth. Let not that be a
stumbling-block, and think not that it may serve as a justification
to you for anything. For the Eternal Judge asks of you what you
can comprehend and not what you cannot. You will know that
yourself hereafter, for you will behold all things truly then and will
not dispute them. On earth, indeed, we are as it were astray, and
if it were not for the precious image of Christ before us, we should
be undone and altogether lost, as was the human race before the
flood. Much on earth is hidden from us, but to make up for that
we have been given a precious mystic sense of our living bond with
the other world, with the higher heavenly world, and the roots of
our thoughts and feelings are not here but in other worlds. That is
why the philosophers say that we cannot apprehend the reality of
things on earth.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
God took seeds from different worlds and sowed them on this
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earth, and His garden grew up and everything came up that could
come up, but what grows lives and is alive only through the feeling
of its contact with other mysterious worlds. If that feeling grows
weak or is destroyed in you, the heavenly growth will die away in
you. Then you will be indifferent to life and even grow to hate it.
That's what I think.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">(h) Can a Man judge his Fellow Creatures? Faith to the End</span></span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
Remember particularly that you cannot be a judge of any one.
For no one can judge a criminal, until he recognizes that he is just
such a criminal as the man standing before him, and that he perhaps
is more than all men to blame for that crime. When he understands
that, he will be able to be a judge. Though that sounds
absurd, it is true. If I had been righteous myself, perhaps there
would have been no criminal standing before me. If you can take
upon yourself the crime of the criminal your heart is judging, take
it at once, suffer for him yourself, and let him go without reproach.
And even if the law itself makes you his judge, act in the same spirit
so far as possible, for he will go away and condemn himself more
bitterly than you have done. If, after your kiss, he goes away untouched,
mocking at you, do not let that be a stumbling-block to
you. It shows his time has not yet come, but it will come in due
course. And if it come not, no matter; if not he, then another in
his place will understand and suffer, and judge and condemn himself,
and the truth will be fulfilled. Believe that, believe it without
doubt; for in that lies all the hope and faith of the saints.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
Work without ceasing. If you remember in the night as you go
to sleep, <span class="tei tei-q">“I have not done what I ought to have done,”</span> rise up at
once and do it. If the people around you are spiteful and callous
and will not hear you, fall down before them and beg their forgiveness;
for in truth you are to blame for their not wanting to hear
you. And if you cannot speak to them in their bitterness, serve
them in silence and in humility, never losing hope. If all men
abandon you and even drive you away by force, then when you are
left alone fall on the earth and kiss it, water it with your tears and
it will bring forth fruit even though no one has seen or heard you
in your solitude. Believe to the end, even if all men went astray and
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you were left the only one faithful; bring your offering even then
and praise God in your loneliness. And if two of you are gathered
together—then there is a whole world, a world of living love. Embrace
each other tenderly and praise God, for if only in you two
His truth has been fulfilled.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
If you sin yourself and grieve even unto death for your sins or
for your sudden sin, then rejoice for others, rejoice for the righteous
man, rejoice that if you have sinned, he is righteous and has not
sinned.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
If the evil-doing of men moves you to indignation and overwhelming
distress, even to a desire for vengeance on the evil-doers,
shun above all things that feeling. Go at once and seek suffering
for yourself, as though you were yourself guilty of that wrong.
Accept that suffering and bear it and your heart will find comfort,
and you will understand that you too are guilty, for you might have
been a light to the evil-doers, even as the one man sinless, and you
were not a light to them. If you had been a light, you would have
lightened the path for others too, and the evil-doer might perhaps
have been saved by your light from his sin. And even though your
light was shining, yet you see men were not saved by it, hold firm
and doubt not the power of the heavenly light. Believe that if they
were not saved, they will be saved hereafter. And if they are not
saved hereafter, then their sons will be saved, for your light will
not die even when you are dead. The righteous man departs, but
his light remains. Men are always saved after the death of the
deliverer. Men reject their prophets and slay them, but they love
their martyrs and honor those whom they have slain. You are
working for the whole, you are acting for the future. Seek no
reward, for great is your reward on this earth: the spiritual joy
which is only vouchsafed to the righteous man. Fear not the great
nor the mighty, but be wise and ever serene. Know the measure,
know the times, study that. When you are left alone, pray. Love
to throw yourself on the earth and kiss it. Kiss the earth and love
it with an unceasing, consuming love. Love all men, love everything.
Seek that rapture and ecstasy. Water the earth with the
tears of your joy and love those tears. Don't be ashamed of that
ecstasy, prize it, for it is a gift of God and a great one; it is not
given to many but only to the elect.</p>
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<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-style: italic">(i) Of Hell and Hell Fire, a Mystic Reflection</span></span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
Fathers and teachers, I ponder, <span class="tei tei-q">“What is hell?”</span> I maintain that
it is the suffering of being unable to love. Once in infinite existence,
immeasurable in time and space, a spiritual creature was given
on his coming to earth, the power of saying, <span class="tei tei-q">“I am and I love.”</span>
Once, only once, there was given him a moment of active <em class="tei tei-emph"><span style="font-style: italic">living</span></em>
love, and for that was earthly life given him, and with it times and
seasons. And that happy creature rejected the priceless gift, prized
it and loved it not, scorned it and remained callous. Such a one,
having left the earth, sees Abraham's bosom and talks with Abraham
as we are told in the parable of the rich man and Lazarus, and beholds
heaven and can go up to the Lord. But that is just his torment,
to rise up to the Lord without ever having loved, to be brought
close to those who have loved when he has despised their love. For
he sees clearly and says to himself, <span class="tei tei-q">“Now I have understanding, and
though I now thirst to love, there will be nothing great, no sacrifice
in my love, for my earthly life is over, and Abraham will not come
even with a drop of living water (that is the gift of earthly active
life) to cool the fiery thirst of spiritual love which burns in me now,
though I despised it on earth; there is no more life for me and will
be no more time! Even though I would gladly give my life for
others, it can never be, for that life is passed which can be sacrificed
for love, and now there is a gulf fixed between that life and this
existence.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
They talk of hell fire in the material sense. I don't go into that
mystery and I shun it. But I think if there were fire in material
sense, they would be glad of it, for I imagine that in material
agony, their still greater spiritual agony would be forgotten for a
moment. Moreover, that spiritual agony cannot be taken from
them, for that suffering is not external but within them. And if it
could be taken from them, I think it would be bitterer still for the
unhappy creatures. For even if the righteous in Paradise forgave
them, beholding their torments, and called them up to heaven in
their infinite love, they would only multiply their torments, for they
would arouse in them still more keenly a flaming thirst for responsive,
active and grateful love which is now impossible. In the
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timidity of my heart I imagine, however, that the very recognition
of this impossibility would serve at last to console them. For accepting
the love of the righteous together with the impossibility of repaying
it, by this submissiveness and the effect of this humility, they
will attain at last, as it were, to a certain semblance of that active
love which they scorned in life, to something like its outward expression....
I am sorry, friends and brothers, that I cannot express
this clearly. But woe to those who have slain themselves on earth,
woe to the suicides! I believe that there can be none more miserable
then they. They tell us that it is a sin to pray for them and outwardly
the Church, as it were, renounces them, but in my secret
heart I believe that we may pray even for them. Love can never be
an offense to Christ. For such as those I have prayed inwardly all
my life, I confess it, fathers and teachers, and even now I pray
for them every day.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
Oh, there are some who remain proud and fierce even in hell, in
spite of their certain knowledge and contemplation of the absolute
truth; there are some fearful ones who have given themselves over
to Satan and his proud spirit entirely. For such, hell is voluntary
and ever consuming; they are tortured by their own choice. For
they have cursed themselves, cursing God and life. They live upon
their vindictive pride like a starving man in the desert sucking blood
out of his own body. But they are never satisfied, and they refuse
forgiveness, they curse God Who calls them. They cannot behold
the living God without hatred, and they cry out that the God of
life should be annihilated, that God should destroy Himself and His
own creation. And they will burn in the fire of their own wrath
for ever and yearn for death and annihilation. But they will not
attain to death....</p>
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<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
Here Alexey Fyodorovitch Karamazov's manuscript ends. I repeat,
it is incomplete and fragmentary. Biographical details, for
instance, cover only Father Zossima's earliest youth. Of his teaching
and opinions we find brought together sayings evidently uttered on
very different occasions. His utterances during the last few hours
have not been kept separate from the rest, but their general character
can be gathered from what we have in Alexey Fyodorovitch's
manuscript.</p>
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<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
The elder's death came in the end quite unexpectedly. For although
those who were gathered about him that last evening realized
that his death was approaching, yet it was difficult to imagine that
it would come so suddenly. On the contrary, his friends, as I observed
already, seeing him that night apparently so cheerful and
talkative, were convinced that there was at least a temporary change
for the better in his condition. Even five minutes before his death,
they said afterwards wonderingly, it was impossible to foresee it.
He seemed suddenly to feel an acute pain in his chest, he turned
pale and pressed his hands to his heart. All rose from their seats
and hastened to him. But though suffering, he still looked at them
with a smile, sank slowly from his chair on to his knees, then bowed
his face to the ground, stretched out his arms and as though in joyful
ecstasy, praying and kissing the ground, quietly and joyfully gave
up his soul to God.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
The news of his death spread at once through the hermitage and
reached the monastery. The nearest friends of the deceased and
those whose duty it was from their position began to lay out the
corpse according to the ancient ritual, and all the monks gathered
together in the church. And before dawn the news of the death
reached the town. By the morning all the town was talking of the
event, and crowds were flocking from the town to the monastery.
But this subject will be treated in the next book; I will only add here
that before a day had passed something happened so unexpected, so
strange, upsetting, and bewildering in its effect on the monks and
the townspeople, that after all these years, that day of general suspense
is still vividly remembered in the town.</p>
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