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<h3 class="tei tei-head" style="text-align: left; margin-bottom: 2.40em; margin-top: 2.40em"><span style="font-size: 120%">Chapter IX. They Carry Mitya Away</span></h3>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
When the protocol had been signed, Nikolay Parfenovitch
turned solemnly to the prisoner and read him the <span class="tei tei-q">“Committal,”</span>
setting forth, that in such a year, on such a day, in such
a place, the investigating lawyer of such-and-such a district court,
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having examined so-and-so (to wit, Mitya) accused of this and of
that (all the charges were carefully written out) and having considered
that the accused, not pleading guilty to the charges made
against him, had brought forward nothing in his defense, while the
witnesses, so-and-so, and so-and-so, and the circumstances such-and-such
testify against him, acting in accordance with such-and-such
articles of the Statute Book, and so on, has ruled, that, in order
to preclude so-and-so (Mitya) from all means of evading pursuit
and judgment he be detained in such-and-such a prison, which he
hereby notifies to the accused and communicates a copy of this
same <span class="tei tei-q">“Committal”</span> to the deputy prosecutor, and so on, and so on.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
In brief, Mitya was informed that he was, from that moment, a
prisoner, and that he would be driven at once to the town, and there
shut up in a very unpleasant place. Mitya listened attentively, and
only shrugged his shoulders.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Well, gentlemen, I don't blame you. I'm ready.... I understand
that there's nothing else for you to do.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
Nikolay Parfenovitch informed him gently that he would be
escorted at once by the rural police officer, Mavriky Mavrikyevitch,
who happened to be on the spot....</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Stay,”</span> Mitya interrupted, suddenly, and impelled by uncontrollable
feeling he pronounced, addressing all in the room:</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Gentlemen, we're all cruel, we're all monsters, we all make men
weep, and mothers, and babes at the breast, but of all, let it be
settled here, now, of all I am the lowest reptile! I've sworn to
amend, and every day I've done the same filthy things. I understand
now that such men as I need a blow, a blow of destiny to
catch them as with a noose, and bind them by a force from without.
Never, never should I have risen of myself! But the thunderbolt
has fallen. I accept the torture of accusation, and my public shame,
I want to suffer and by suffering I shall be purified. Perhaps I shall
be purified, gentlemen? But listen, for the last time, I am not
guilty of my father's blood. I accept my punishment, not because
I killed him, but because I meant to kill him, and perhaps I really
might have killed him. Still I mean to fight it out with you. I
warn you of that. I'll fight it out with you to the end, and then
God will decide. Good-by, gentlemen, don't be vexed with me for
having shouted at you during the examination. Oh, I was still
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such a fool then.... In another minute I shall be a prisoner, but
now, for the last time, as a free man, Dmitri Karamazov offers you
his hand. Saying good-by to you, I say it to all men.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
His voice quivered and he stretched out his hand, but Nikolay
Parfenovitch, who happened to stand nearest to him, with a sudden,
almost nervous movement, hid his hands behind his back. Mitya
instantly noticed this, and started. He let his outstretched hand
fall at once.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“The preliminary inquiry is not yet over,”</span> Nikolay Parfenovitch
faltered, somewhat embarrassed. <span class="tei tei-q">“We will continue it in the town,
and I, for my part, of course, am ready to wish you all success ... in
your defense.... As a matter of fact, Dmitri Fyodorovitch,
I've always been disposed to regard you as, so to speak, more unfortunate
than guilty. All of us here, if I may make bold to speak
for all, we are all ready to recognize that you are, at bottom, a young
man of honor, but, alas, one who has been carried away by certain
passions to a somewhat excessive degree....”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
Nikolay Parfenovitch's little figure was positively majestic by
the time he had finished speaking. It struck Mitya that in another
minute this <span class="tei tei-q">“boy”</span> would take his arm, lead him to another corner,
and renew their conversation about <span class="tei tei-q">“girls.”</span> But many quite irrelevant
and inappropriate thoughts sometimes occur even to a prisoner
when he is being led out to execution.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Gentlemen, you are good, you are humane, may I see <em class="tei tei-emph"><span style="font-style: italic">her</span></em> to say
<span class="tei tei-q">‘good-by’</span> for the last time?”</span> asked Mitya.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Certainly, but considering ... in fact, now it's impossible except
in the presence of—”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, well, if it must be so, it must!”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
Grushenka was brought in, but the farewell was brief, and of few
words, and did not at all satisfy Nikolay Parfenovitch. Grushenka
made a deep bow to Mitya.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“I have told you I am yours, and I will be yours. I will follow
you for ever, wherever they may send you. Farewell; you are guiltless,
though you've been your own undoing.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
Her lips quivered, tears flowed from her eyes.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Forgive me, Grusha, for my love, for ruining you, too, with my
love.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
Mitya would have said something more, but he broke off and went
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out. He was at once surrounded by men who kept a constant watch
on him. At the bottom of the steps to which he had driven up
with such a dash the day before with Andrey's three horses, two
carts stood in readiness. Mavriky Mavrikyevitch, a sturdy, thick-set
man with a wrinkled face, was annoyed about something, some
sudden irregularity. He was shouting angrily. He asked Mitya
to get into the cart with somewhat excessive surliness.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“When I stood him drinks in the tavern, the man had quite a
different face,”</span> thought Mitya, as he got in. At the gates there was
a crowd of people, peasants, women and drivers. Trifon Borissovitch
came down the steps too. All stared at Mitya.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Forgive me at parting, good people!”</span> Mitya shouted suddenly
from the cart.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Forgive us too!”</span> he heard two or three voices.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Good-by to you, too, Trifon Borissovitch!”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
But Trifon Borissovitch did not even turn round. He was, perhaps,
too busy. He, too, was shouting and fussing about something.
It appeared that everything was not yet ready in the second cart,
in which two constables were to accompany Mavriky Mavrikyevitch.
The peasant who had been ordered to drive the second cart was
pulling on his smock, stoutly maintaining that it was not his turn
to go, but Akim's. But Akim was not to be seen. They ran to
look for him. The peasant persisted and besought them to wait.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“You see what our peasants are, Mavriky Mavrikyevitch. They've
no shame!”</span> exclaimed Trifon Borissovitch. <span class="tei tei-q">“Akim gave you
twenty-five copecks the day before yesterday. You've drunk it
all and now you cry out. I'm simply surprised at your good-nature,
with our low peasants, Mavriky Mavrikyevitch, that's all I can say.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“But what do we want a second cart for?”</span> Mitya put in. <span class="tei tei-q">“Let's
start with the one, Mavriky Mavrikyevitch. I won't be unruly,
I won't run away from you, old fellow. What do we want an
escort for?”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“I'll trouble you, sir, to learn how to speak to me if you've never
been taught. I'm not <span class="tei tei-q">‘old fellow’</span> to you, and you can keep your
advice for another time!”</span> Mavriky Mavrikyevitch snapped out
savagely, as though glad to vent his wrath.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
Mitya was reduced to silence. He flushed all over. A moment
later he felt suddenly very cold. The rain had ceased, but the dull
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sky was still overcast with clouds, and a keen wind was blowing
straight in his face.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“I've taken a chill,”</span> thought Mitya, twitching his shoulders.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
At last Mavriky Mavrikyevitch, too, got into the cart, sat down
heavily, and, as though without noticing it, squeezed Mitya into
the corner. It is true that he was out of humor and greatly disliked
the task that had been laid upon him.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Good-by, Trifon Borissovitch!”</span> Mitya shouted again, and felt
himself, that he had not called out this time from good-nature, but
involuntarily, from resentment.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
But Trifon Borissovitch stood proudly, with both hands behind
his back, and staring straight at Mitya with a stern and angry face,
he made no reply.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Good-by, Dmitri Fyodorovitch, good-by!”</span> he heard all at once
the voice of Kalganov, who had suddenly darted out. Running up
to the cart he held out his hand to Mitya. He had no cap on.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
Mitya had time to seize and press his hand.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Good-by, dear fellow! I shan't forget your generosity,”</span> he cried
warmly.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
But the cart moved and their hands parted. The bell began
ringing and Mitya was driven off.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
Kalganov ran back, sat down in a corner, bent his head, hid his
face in his hands, and burst out crying. For a long while he sat
like that, crying as though he were a little boy instead of a young
man of twenty. Oh, he believed almost without doubt in Mitya's
guilt.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“What are these people? What can men be after this?”</span> he exclaimed
incoherently, in bitter despondency, almost despair. At that
moment he had no desire to live.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Is it worth it? Is it worth it?”</span> exclaimed the boy in his grief.</p>
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