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<h2 class="tei tei-head" style="text-align: left; margin-bottom: 2.88em; margin-top: 2.88em"><span style="font-size: 144%">Chapter III. Ilusha's Funeral. The Speech At The Stone</span></h2>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
He really was late. They had waited for him and had already
decided to bear the pretty flower-decked little coffin to the
church without him. It was the coffin of poor little Ilusha. He
had died two days after Mitya was sentenced. At the gate of the
house Alyosha was met by the shouts of the boys, Ilusha's schoolfellows.
They had all been impatiently expecting him and were
glad that he had come at last. There were about twelve of them,
they all had their school-bags or satchels on their shoulders. <span class="tei tei-q">“Father
will cry, be with father,”</span> Ilusha had told them as he lay dying, and
the boys remembered it. Kolya Krassotkin was the foremost of
them.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“How glad I am you've come, Karamazov!”</span> he cried, holding out
his hand to Alyosha. <span class="tei tei-q">“It's awful here. It's really horrible to see it.
Snegiryov is not drunk, we know for a fact he's had nothing to
drink to-day, but he seems as if he were drunk ... I am always
manly, but this is awful. Karamazov, if I am not keeping you, one
question before you go in?”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“What is it, Kolya?”</span> said Alyosha.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Is your brother innocent or guilty? Was it he killed your father
or was it the valet? As you say, so it will be. I haven't slept for
the last four nights for thinking of it.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“The valet killed him, my brother is innocent,”</span> answered Alyosha.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“That's what I said,”</span> cried Smurov.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“So he will perish an innocent victim!”</span> exclaimed Kolya; <span class="tei tei-q">“though
he is ruined he is happy! I could envy him!”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“What do you mean? How can you? Why?”</span> cried Alyosha surprised.</p>
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<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Oh, if I, too, could sacrifice myself some day for truth!”</span> said
Kolya with enthusiasm.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“But not in such a cause, not with such disgrace and such horror!”</span>
said Alyosha.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Of course ... I should like to die for all humanity, and as for
disgrace, I don't care about that—our names may perish. I respect
your brother!”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“And so do I!”</span> the boy, who had once declared that he knew who
had founded Troy, cried suddenly and unexpectedly, and he blushed
up to his ears like a peony as he had done on that occasion.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
Alyosha went into the room. Ilusha lay with his hands folded
and his eyes closed in a blue coffin with a white frill round it. His
thin face was hardly changed at all, and strange to say there was no
smell of decay from the corpse. The expression of his face was
serious and, as it were, thoughtful. His hands, crossed over his
breast, looked particularly beautiful, as though chiseled in marble.
There were flowers in his hands and the coffin, inside and out, was
decked with flowers, which had been sent early in the morning by
Lise Hohlakov. But there were flowers too from Katerina Ivanovna,
and when Alyosha opened the door, the captain had a bunch in his
trembling hands and was strewing them again over his dear boy.
He scarcely glanced at Alyosha when he came in, and he would not
look at any one, even at his crazy weeping wife, <span class="tei tei-q">“mamma,”</span> who
kept trying to stand on her crippled legs to get a nearer look at her
dead boy. Nina had been pushed in her chair by the boys close up
to the coffin. She sat with her head pressed to it and she too was no
doubt quietly weeping. Snegiryov's face looked eager, yet bewildered
and exasperated. There was something crazy about his
gestures and the words that broke from him. <span class="tei tei-q">“Old man, dear old
man!”</span> he exclaimed every minute, gazing at Ilusha. It was his habit
to call Ilusha <span class="tei tei-q">“old man,”</span> as a term of affection when he was alive.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Father, give me a flower, too; take that white one out of his
hand and give it me,”</span> the crazy mother begged, whimpering. Either
because the little white rose in Ilusha's hand had caught her fancy
or that she wanted one from his hand to keep in memory of him,
she moved restlessly, stretching out her hands for the flower.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“I won't give it to any one, I won't give you anything,”</span> Snegiryov
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cried callously. <span class="tei tei-q">“They are his flowers, not yours! Everything is
his, nothing is yours!”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Father, give mother a flower!”</span> said Nina, lifting her face wet
with tears.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“I won't give away anything and to her less than any one! She
didn't love Ilusha. She took away his little cannon and he gave it
to her,”</span> the captain broke into loud sobs at the thought of how
Ilusha had given up his cannon to his mother. The poor, crazy
creature was bathed in noiseless tears, hiding her face in her hands.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
The boys, seeing that the father would not leave the coffin and
that it was time to carry it out, stood round it in a close circle and
began to lift it up.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“I don't want him to be buried in the churchyard,”</span> Snegiryov
wailed suddenly; <span class="tei tei-q">“I'll bury him by the stone, by our stone! Ilusha
told me to. I won't let him be carried out!”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
He had been saying for the last three days that he would bury
him by the stone, but Alyosha, Krassotkin, the landlady, her sister
and all the boys interfered.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“What an idea, bury him by an unholy stone, as though he had
hanged himself!”</span> the old landlady said sternly. <span class="tei tei-q">“There in the
churchyard the ground has been crossed. He'll be prayed for there.
One can hear the singing in church and the deacon reads so plainly
and verbally that it will reach him every time just as though it were
read over his grave.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
At last the captain made a gesture of despair as though to say,
<span class="tei tei-q">“Take him where you will.”</span> The boys raised the coffin, but as they
passed the mother, they stopped for a moment and lowered it that
she might say good-by to Ilusha. But on seeing that precious little
face, which for the last three days she had only looked at from a
distance, she trembled all over and her gray head began twitching
spasmodically over the coffin.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Mother, make the sign of the cross over him, give him your
blessing, kiss him,”</span> Nina cried to her. But her head still twitched
like an automaton and with a face contorted with bitter grief she
began, without a word, beating her breast with her fist. They
carried the coffin past her. Nina pressed her lips to her brother's
for the last time as they bore the coffin by her. As Alyosha went
out of the house he begged the landlady to look after those who
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were left behind, but she interrupted him before he had finished.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“To be sure, I'll stay with them, we are Christians, too.”</span> The
old woman wept as she said it.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
They had not far to carry the coffin to the church, not more
than three hundred paces. It was a still, clear day, with a slight
frost. The church bells were still ringing. Snegiryov ran fussing
and distracted after the coffin, in his short old summer overcoat,
with his head bare and his soft, old, wide-brimmed hat in his hand.
He seemed in a state of bewildered anxiety. At one minute he
stretched out his hand to support the head of the coffin and only
hindered the bearers, at another he ran alongside and tried to find
a place for himself there. A flower fell on the snow and he rushed
to pick it up as though everything in the world depended on the
loss of that flower.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“And the crust of bread, we've forgotten the crust!”</span> he cried
suddenly in dismay. But the boys reminded him at once that he
had taken the crust of bread already and that it was in his pocket.
He instantly pulled it out and was reassured.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Ilusha told me to, Ilusha,”</span> he explained at once to Alyosha. <span class="tei tei-q">“I
was sitting by him one night and he suddenly told me: <span class="tei tei-q">‘Father, when
my grave is filled up crumble a piece of bread on it so that the
sparrows may fly down, I shall hear and it will cheer me up not
to be lying alone.’</span> ”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“That's a good thing,”</span> said Alyosha, <span class="tei tei-q">“we must often take some.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Every day, every day!”</span> said the captain quickly, seeming cheered
at the thought.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
They reached the church at last and set the coffin in the middle
of it. The boys surrounded it and remained reverently standing so,
all through the service. It was an old and rather poor church;
many of the ikons were without settings; but such churches are
the best for praying in. During the mass Snegiryov became somewhat
calmer, though at times he had outbursts of the same unconscious
and, as it were, incoherent anxiety. At one moment he went
up to the coffin to set straight the cover or the wreath, when a candle
fell out of the candlestick he rushed to replace it and was a fearful
time fumbling over it, then he subsided and stood quietly by the
coffin with a look of blank uneasiness and perplexity. After the
Epistle he suddenly whispered to Alyosha, who was standing beside
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him, that the Epistle had not been read properly but did not explain
what he meant. During the prayer, <span class="tei tei-q">“Like the Cherubim,”</span> he joined
in the singing but did not go on to the end. Falling on his knees, he
pressed his forehead to the stone floor and lay so for a long while.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
At last came the funeral service itself and candles were distributed.
The distracted father began fussing about again, but the touching
and impressive funeral prayers moved and roused his soul. He
seemed suddenly to shrink together and broke into rapid, short sobs,
which he tried at first to smother, but at last he sobbed aloud. When
they began taking leave of the dead and closing the coffin, he flung
his arms about, as though he would not allow them to cover Ilusha,
and began greedily and persistently kissing his dead boy on the lips.
At last they succeeded in persuading him to come away from the
step, but suddenly he impulsively stretched out his hand and
snatched a few flowers from the coffin. He looked at them and a
new idea seemed to dawn upon him, so that he apparently forgot
his grief for a minute. Gradually he seemed to sink into brooding
and did not resist when the coffin was lifted up and carried to the
grave. It was an expensive one in the churchyard close to the
church, Katerina Ivanovna had paid for it. After the customary
rites the grave-diggers lowered the coffin. Snegiryov with his
flowers in his hands bent down so low over the open grave that
the boys caught hold of his coat in alarm and pulled him back.
He did not seem to understand fully what was happening. When
they began filling up the grave, he suddenly pointed anxiously at
the falling earth and began trying to say something, but no one
could make out what he meant, and he stopped suddenly. Then he
was reminded that he must crumble the bread and he was awfully
excited, snatched up the bread and began pulling it to pieces and
flinging the morsels on the grave.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Come, fly down, birds, fly down, sparrows!”</span> he muttered anxiously.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
One of the boys observed that it was awkward for him to crumble
the bread with the flowers in his hands and suggested he should give
them to some one to hold for a time. But he would not do this and
seemed indeed suddenly alarmed for his flowers, as though they
wanted to take them from him altogether. And after looking at
the grave, and as it were, satisfying himself that everything had been
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done and the bread had been crumbled, he suddenly, to the surprise
of every one, turned, quite composedly even, and made his way
homewards. But his steps became more and more hurried, he almost
ran. The boys and Alyosha kept up with him.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“The flowers are for mamma, the flowers are for mamma! I
was unkind to mamma,”</span> he began exclaiming suddenly.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
Some one called to him to put on his hat as it was cold. But he
flung the hat in the snow as though he were angry and kept repeating,
<span class="tei tei-q">“I won't have the hat, I won't have the hat.”</span> Smurov picked
it up and carried it after him. All the boys were crying, and Kolya
and the boy who discovered about Troy most of all. Though
Smurov, with the captain's hat in his hand, was crying bitterly too,
he managed, as he ran, to snatch up a piece of red brick that lay on
the snow of the path, to fling it at the flock of sparrows that was
flying by. He missed them, of course, and went on crying as he ran.
Half-way, Snegiryov suddenly stopped, stood still for half a minute,
as though struck by something, and suddenly turning back to the
church, ran towards the deserted grave. But the boys instantly
overtook him and caught hold of him on all sides. Then he fell
helpless on the snow as though he had been knocked down, and
struggling, sobbing, and wailing, he began crying out, <span class="tei tei-q">“Ilusha, old
man, dear old man!”</span> Alyosha and Kolya tried to make him get up,
soothing and persuading him.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Captain, give over, a brave man must show fortitude,”</span> muttered
Kolya.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“You'll spoil the flowers,”</span> said Alyosha, <span class="tei tei-q">“and mamma is expecting
them, she is sitting crying because you would not give her any
before. Ilusha's little bed is still there—”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Yes, yes, mamma!”</span> Snegiryov suddenly recollected, <span class="tei tei-q">“they'll take
away the bed, they'll take it away,”</span> he added as though alarmed that
they really would. He jumped up and ran homewards again. But
it was not far off and they all arrived together. Snegiryov opened
the door hurriedly and called to his wife with whom he had so cruelly
quarreled just before:</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Mamma, poor crippled darling, Ilusha has sent you these flowers,”</span>
he cried, holding out to her a little bunch of flowers that had been
frozen and broken while he was struggling in the snow. But at that
instant he saw in the corner, by the little bed, Ilusha's little boots,
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which the landlady had put tidily side by side. Seeing the old,
patched, rusty-looking, stiff boots he flung up his hands and rushed
to them, fell on his knees, snatched up one boot and, pressing his
lips to it, began kissing it greedily, crying, <span class="tei tei-q">“Ilusha, old man, dear
old man, where are your little feet?”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Where have you taken him away? Where have you taken him?”</span>
the lunatic cried in a heartrending voice. Nina, too, broke into sobs.
Kolya ran out of the room, the boys followed him. At last Alyosha
too went out.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Let them weep,”</span> he said to Kolya, <span class="tei tei-q">“it's no use trying to comfort
them just now. Let us wait a minute and then go back.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“No, it's no use, it's awful,”</span> Kolya assented. <span class="tei tei-q">“Do you know,
Karamazov,”</span> he dropped his voice so that no one could hear them,
<span class="tei tei-q">“I feel dreadfully sad, and if it were only possible to bring him
back, I'd give anything in the world to do it.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Ah, so would I,”</span> said Alyosha.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“What do you think, Karamazov? Had we better come back here
to-night? He'll be drunk, you know.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Perhaps he will. Let us come together, you and I, that will be
enough, to spend an hour with them, with the mother and Nina.
If we all come together we shall remind them of everything again,”</span>
Alyosha suggested.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“The landlady is laying the table for them now—there'll be a
funeral dinner or something, the priest is coming; shall we go back
to it, Karamazov?”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Of course,”</span> said Alyosha.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“It's all so strange, Karamazov, such sorrow and then pancakes
after it, it all seems so unnatural in our religion.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“They are going to have salmon, too,”</span> the boy who had discovered
about Troy observed in a loud voice.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“I beg you most earnestly, Kartashov, not to interrupt again with
your idiotic remarks, especially when one is not talking to you and
doesn't care to know whether you exist or not!”</span> Kolya snapped out
irritably. The boy flushed crimson but did not dare to reply.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
Meantime they were strolling slowly along the path and suddenly
Smurov exclaimed:</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“There's Ilusha's stone, under which they wanted to bury him.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
They all stood still by the big stone. Alyosha looked and the
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whole picture of what Snegiryov had described to him that day,
how Ilusha, weeping and hugging his father, had cried, <span class="tei tei-q">“Father,
father, how he insulted you,”</span> rose at once before his imagination.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
A sudden impulse seemed to come into his soul. With a serious and
earnest expression he looked from one to another of the bright,
pleasant faces of Ilusha's schoolfellows, and suddenly said to them:</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Boys, I should like to say one word to you, here at this place.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
The boys stood round him and at once bent attentive and expectant
eyes upon him.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Boys, we shall soon part. I shall be for some time with my two
brothers, of whom one is going to Siberia and the other is lying at
death's door. But soon I shall leave this town, perhaps for a long
time, so we shall part. Let us make a compact here, at Ilusha's stone,
that we will never forget Ilusha and one another. And whatever
happens to us later in life, if we don't meet for twenty years afterwards,
let us always remember how we buried the poor boy at whom
we once threw stones, do you remember, by the bridge? and afterwards
we all grew so fond of him. He was a fine boy, a kind-hearted,
brave boy, he felt for his father's honor and resented the cruel insult
to him and stood up for him. And so in the first place, we will
remember him, boys, all our lives. And even if we are occupied with
most important things, if we attain to honor or fall into great misfortune—still
let us remember how good it was once here, when we
were all together, united by a good and kind feeling which made us,
for the time we were loving that poor boy, better perhaps than we
are. My little doves—let me call you so, for you are very like them,
those pretty blue birds, at this minute as I look at your good dear
faces. My dear children, perhaps you won't understand what I am
saying to you, because I often speak very unintelligibly, but you'll
remember it all the same and will agree with my words some time.
You must know that there is nothing higher and stronger and more
wholesome and good for life in the future than some good memory,
especially a memory of childhood, of home. People talk to you a
great deal about your education, but some good, sacred memory,
preserved from childhood, is perhaps the best education. If a man
carries many such memories with him into life, he is safe to the
end of his days, and if one has only one good memory left in one's
heart, even that may sometime be the means of saving us. Perhaps
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we may even grow wicked later on, may be unable to refrain from
a bad action, may laugh at men's tears and at those people who say
as Kolya did just now, <span class="tei tei-q">‘I want to suffer for all men,’</span> and may even
jeer spitefully at such people. But however bad we may become—which
God forbid—yet, when we recall how we buried Ilusha, how
we loved him in his last days, and how we have been talking like
friends all together, at this stone, the cruelest and most mocking of
us—if we do become so—will not dare to laugh inwardly at having
been kind and good at this moment! What's more, perhaps, that one
memory may keep him from great evil and he will reflect and say,
<span class="tei tei-q">‘Yes, I was good and brave and honest then!’</span> Let him laugh to
himself, that's no matter, a man often laughs at what's good and
kind. That's only from thoughtlessness. But I assure you, boys,
that as he laughs he will say at once in his heart, <span class="tei tei-q">‘No, I do wrong
to laugh, for that's not a thing to laugh at.’</span> ”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“That will be so, I understand you, Karamazov!”</span> cried Kolya,
with flashing eyes.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
The boys were excited and they, too, wanted to say something,
but they restrained themselves, looking with intentness and emotion
at the speaker.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“I say this in case we become bad,”</span> Alyosha went on, <span class="tei tei-q">“but there's
no reason why we should become bad, is there, boys? Let us be,
first and above all, kind, then honest and then let us never forget
each other! I say that again. I give you my word for my part
that I'll never forget one of you. Every face looking at me now
I shall remember even for thirty years. Just now Kolya said to
Kartashov that we did not care to know whether he exists or not.
But I cannot forget that Kartashov exists and that he is not blushing
now as he did when he discovered the founders of Troy, but is
looking at me with his jolly, kind, dear little eyes. Boys, my dear
boys, let us all be generous and brave like Ilusha, clever, brave and
generous like Kolya (though he will be ever so much cleverer when
he is grown up), and let us all be as modest, as clever and sweet as
Kartashov. But why am I talking about those two? You are all
dear to me, boys, from this day forth, I have a place in my heart
for you all, and I beg you to keep a place in your hearts for me!
Well, and who has united us in this kind, good feeling which we
shall remember and intend to remember all our lives? Who, if not
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Ilusha, the good boy, the dear boy, precious to us for ever! Let us
never forget him. May his memory live for ever in our hearts from
this time forth!”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Yes, yes, for ever, for ever!”</span> the boys cried in their ringing
voices, with softened faces.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Let us remember his face and his clothes and his poor little
boots, his coffin and his unhappy, sinful father, and how boldly he
stood up for him alone against the whole school.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“We will remember, we will remember,”</span> cried the boys. <span class="tei tei-q">“He
was brave, he was good!”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Ah, how I loved him!”</span> exclaimed Kolya.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Ah, children, ah, dear friends, don't be afraid of life! How
good life is when one does something good and just!”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Yes, yes,”</span> the boys repeated enthusiastically.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Karamazov, we love you!”</span> a voice, probably Kartashov's, cried
impulsively.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“We love you, we love you!”</span> they all caught it up. There were
tears in the eyes of many of them.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Hurrah for Karamazov!”</span> Kolya shouted ecstatically.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“And may the dead boy's memory live for ever!”</span> Alyosha added
again with feeling.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“For ever!”</span> the boys chimed in again.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Karamazov,”</span> cried Kolya, <span class="tei tei-q">“can it be true what's taught us in
religion, that we shall all rise again from the dead and shall live and
see each other again, all, Ilusha too?”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Certainly we shall all rise again, certainly we shall see each other
and shall tell each other with joy and gladness all that has happened!”</span>
Alyosha answered, half laughing, half enthusiastic.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Ah, how splendid it will be!”</span> broke from Kolya.</p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“Well, now we will finish talking and go to his funeral dinner.
Don't be put out at our eating pancakes—it's a very old custom
and there's something nice in that!”</span> laughed Alyosha. <span class="tei tei-q">“Well, let us
go! And now we go hand in hand.”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-q">“And always so, all our lives hand in hand! Hurrah for Karamazov!”</span>
Kolya cried once more rapturously, and once more the boys
took up his exclamation:
<span class="tei tei-q">“Hurrah for Karamazov!”</span></p>
<p class="tei tei-p" style="margin-bottom: 1.00em">
<span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-variant: small-caps">the end</span></span></p>
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<dl class="tei tei-list-footnotes"><dt class="tei tei-notelabel"><SPAN id="note_1" name="note_1" href="#noteref_1">1.</SPAN><dd class="tei tei-notetext">In Russian, <span class="tei tei-q">“silen.”</span><dt class="tei tei-notelabel"><SPAN id="note_2" name="note_2" href="#noteref_2">2.</SPAN><dd class="tei tei-notetext">A
proverbial expression in Russia.<dt class="tei tei-notelabel"><SPAN id="note_3" name="note_3" href="#noteref_3">3.</SPAN><dd class="tei tei-notetext">Grushenka.<dt class="tei tei-notelabel"><SPAN id="note_4" name="note_4" href="#noteref_4">4.</SPAN><dd class="tei tei-notetext">i.e.
setter dog.<dt class="tei tei-notelabel"><SPAN id="note_5" name="note_5" href="#noteref_5">5.</SPAN><dd class="tei tei-notetext">Probably the public event was
the Decabrist plot against the Tsar, of December
1825, in which the most distinguished men in Russia were
concerned.—<span class="tei tei-hi"><span style="font-variant: small-caps">Translator's
Note.</span></span><dt class="tei tei-notelabel"><SPAN id="note_6" name="note_6" href="#noteref_6">6.</SPAN><dd class="tei tei-notetext">When
a monk's body is carried out from the cell to the church and from the
church to the graveyard, the canticle <span class="tei tei-q">“What earthly joy...”</span> is sung. If the
deceased was a priest as well as a monk the canticle <span class="tei tei-q">“Our Helper and Defender”</span>
is sung instead.<dt class="tei tei-notelabel"><SPAN id="note_7" name="note_7" href="#noteref_7">7.</SPAN><dd class="tei tei-notetext">i.e. a chime of bells.<dt class="tei tei-notelabel"><SPAN id="note_8" name="note_8" href="#noteref_8">8.</SPAN><dd class="tei tei-notetext">Literally: <span class="tei tei-q">“Did you
get off with a long nose made at you?”</span>—a proverbial
expression in Russia for failure.<dt class="tei tei-notelabel"><SPAN id="note_9" name="note_9" href="#noteref_9">9.</SPAN><dd class="tei tei-notetext">Gogol is meant.</div>
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