<h2 class="chap"><SPAN name="CHAPTER_VII" id="CHAPTER_VII"></SPAN>CHAPTER VII<br/> <span class="chap">A FRUITLESS APPEAL</span></h2>
<p><span class="smcap">Friday</span> passed without any sign of my
father’s return, and when on Saturday morning
we found no letter from him upon the breakfast
table, the vague disquiet of the day before
assumed a definite shape. We looked into one
another’s faces, and we were seriously alarmed.</p>
<p>“We shall be sure to hear from him in an
hour or two,” Alice said, holding her cup to
her lips with shaking hands. “He must have
missed the post. We shall have a telegram.”</p>
<p>“I hope so,” I answered, fervently. “Nothing
can have happened to him, of course. It is
absurd to feel nervous. But it is too bad of
him. He ought to have written. However
busy he is, he could have found a minute or
two.”</p>
<p>“I will never let him go away again without
leaving us an address of some sort,” Alice declared.
“No doubt he will telegraph soon.
Still, one cannot help feeling uneasy.”</p>
<p>But no telegram arrived. Luncheon time
came and passed without a word. The after<SPAN class="page" name="Page_77" id="Page_77" title="77"></SPAN>noon
dragged on. The last train from London
was due at the nearest railway station—three
miles away—at six o’clock. At eight o’clock
he had not returned. More than an hour ago a
fly with luggage from the train had passed our
gate and gone on to the Yellow House. Alice
was as white as a sheet, and commenced to cry
softly to herself.</p>
<p>“There is a service to-morrow morning, and
no one to help,” she moaned. “He must be
very ill. What had we better do, Kate?”</p>
<p>Do! How was I to know? Action of any
sort would have been a relief, but it was like
groping in the dark. He had left no address
to which we could write, and, so far as we knew,
he did not belong to any club nor had he any
friends in London. There was no means of
tracing him, not a clue as to the nature of the
business which had called him so suddenly to
town. Even granting that he had gone to see
Mr. Berdenstein, to meet him on his arrival in
London, it was hopeless to try and imagine
where he might be prosecuting his search. Mr.
Berdenstein had denied that he had met him.
Without a doubt he would deny it again if I
went to him. As he had told me plainly that
we were on opposite sides, to look for help from
him was utterly futile. We girls were helpless.
Alice, whose instincts were largely conventional,
was feeling chiefly the scandal which<SPAN class="page" name="Page_78" id="Page_78" title="78"></SPAN>
must accrue when his place in the pulpit to-morrow
remained empty and service had to be
abandoned. For my part, my anxieties were
deeper. Chance had placed in my hands the
threads of a mystery whose unravelment was
threatened with terrible possibilities. I could
not tell what the end of it might be. I scarcely
dared to let my mind dwell upon it at all. I
concentrated my thoughts upon the present dilemma.
The first thing to be done was to find
my father. There was only one possible
shadow of a clue as to his whereabouts. One
man knew the secret of that letter which had
called him up to London. To this man I resolved
that I would go.</p>
<p>But as dusk came on, and I was preparing to
start for the Court, I saw his tall figure crossing
the park towards the Yellow House. I did
not hesitate then any more. To see him there
would be easier than to confront him alone at
the Court. I threw a cloak over my shoulders
and went bareheaded down the drive. The
thing which I was proposing to myself to do
was simple enough in effect, although with my
overwrought nerves it presented itself to me
at the time as a somewhat formidable undertaking.
I was going to confront them together.
I was going to pray for their help.</p>
<p>I walked swiftly across the park and through
the plantation to the Yellow House, and after<SPAN class="page" name="Page_79" id="Page_79" title="79"></SPAN>
pausing for a moment to regain my breath, I
rang the bell. There was no immediate answer,
and save that I could see through a chink in
the drawn curtains a rose-shaded lamp burning
in the drawing room, I should have feared that
after all Adelaide Fortress had not returned.
But in a few minutes the trim little maid-servant
opened the door, letting out a flood of
light. She started with surprise to see me
standing there, looking no doubt a little ghost-like
with my white, anxious face and uncovered
head.</p>
<p>“I want to speak to Mrs. Fortress,” I said.
“Is she in?”</p>
<p>The girl hesitated, but I took her assent for
granted, and stepped into the hall. She moved
towards the drawing room door. I kept close
by her side, and when she opened it I crossed
the threshold.</p>
<p>Bruce Deville was there, sitting in a low
chair. To my surprise he was wearing evening
dress, and he had a book in his hand, from
which he appeared to have been reading aloud.
At my entrance he rose to his feet at once with
a little exclamation of surprise. Adelaide Fortress,
whose back had been turned to the door,
turned sharply round. She too rose to her
feet. A swift look passed between them, which
did not escape me.</p>
<p>“Miss Ffolliot!” she exclaimed. “Why, is<SPAN class="page" name="Page_80" id="Page_80" title="80"></SPAN>
anything the matter?” The little maid had retreated,
and closed the door. I advanced a few
steps further into the room. Somehow I became
dimly conscious that their attitude towards
me, or my mission, if they had surmised
its purport, was in a certain sense hostile. I
looked into the woman’s eyes, and I was perplexed.
Something had come between us. Perhaps
it was my father’s stern words to her, perhaps
it was some shadow from those former
days concerning which they certainly had some
common knowledge. But from whatever cause
it arose there was certainly a change. The
frank sympathy which seemed to have sprung
up between us on that delightful afternoon was
altogether a thing of the past, almost as though
it had never been. She faced me coldly, with
indrawn lips and unfriendly face. I was confused
and perplexed; yet even in that same moment
a thought flashed in upon me. She was
wearing a mask. For some reason or other
she was putting away her friendliness. Surely
it was the memory of my father’s words.</p>
<p>“It was Mr. Deville I wanted to see,” I said.
“I saw him cross the park on his way here, so
I followed. I am in trouble. I wanted to ask
him a question.”</p>
<p>He stood leaning against the broad mantelpiece,
his brows contracted, his face cold and
forbidding.</p>
<p><SPAN class="page" name="Page_81" id="Page_81" title="81"></SPAN></p>
<p>“I am afraid that I cannot help you, Miss
Ffolliot,” he said. “I cannot conceive any way
in which I could be of service to you, I am
afraid.”</p>
<p>“You can help me if you will, by answering
a single question,” I interrupted. “You
dropped a letter from your pocket on Wednesday
morning, and I returned it to you. Tell me
whose handwriting it was!”</p>
<p>There was a little crash upon the floor, and
the sound of a half-uttered exclamation. Adelaide
Fortress had dropped a small china ornament
with which she had been playing. She
did not even glance towards the pieces at her
feet. She was bending slightly towards me, her
lips half parted, her cheeks pale. Her appearance
fascinated me; I forgot Mr. Deville altogether
until the sound of his clear, deep voice
broke the silence.</p>
<p>“I had several letters in my pocket, Miss
Ffolliot,” he said, slowly. “I am not sure that
I remember which one it was that you were
good enough to restore to me. In any case,
how are you interested in the writer of any of
them? What has it to do with your present
trouble—whatever that may be?”</p>
<p>“I will tell you,” I answered, readily. “On
Tuesday morning my father received a letter,
and whatever its contents were, they summoned
him to London. He was to have returned yes<SPAN class="page" name="Page_82" id="Page_82" title="82"></SPAN>terday.
He did not come, and he sent no message.
All to-day we have had no word from
him. The last train from London to-night is
in, and he has not come. We do not know
where he is, or what has become of him. There
are the services to-morrow, and no one to take
them. He must be ill, or in trouble of some
sort, or he would have returned, that is certain.
It has made us terribly anxious.”</p>
<p>“I am very sorry to hear this, Miss Ffolliot,”
he said. “If I could help you I would be glad,
but I am afraid I do not quite see—exactly—”</p>
<p>I raised my eyes to his and looked him in
the face. The words seemed to die away upon
his lips. He was not actor enough for his part.</p>
<p>“I will tell you why I came to you for help,
Mr. Deville,” I exclaimed. “The handwriting
upon the letter which you dropped was the
same handwriting which summoned my father
to London.”</p>
<p>Then, for the first time, some glimmering of
the mystery in which these persons and my
father were alike concerned dawned upon me.
The man and the women looked at one another;
Bruce Deville walked over to the window
without answering or addressing me. I
had, indeed, asked no direct question. Yet they
knew what I wanted. It was the whole truth
which I desired.</p>
<p>I stamped my foot upon the floor. Did they<SPAN class="page" name="Page_83" id="Page_83" title="83"></SPAN>
know what my sufferings were, those two persons,
with their pale, puzzled faces and cold
words? I felt myself growing angry.</p>
<p>“Answer me!” I cried. “Who wrote you
that letter?”</p>
<p>Still neither the man nor the woman spoke.
Their silence maddened me. I forgot my promise
to the man at Naselton Hall. I forgot everything
except my desire to sting them out of
that merciless, unsympathetic silence. So I
cried out to them—</p>
<p>“I will tell you who wrote it; it was a man
from South America, and his name is Berdenstein.
He is at Naselton Hall. I will go to
him. Perhaps he will tell me what you will
not.”</p>
<p>The man stepped forward with outstretched
hand. His face was dark with passionate anger,
almost I thought he would have struck me.
But the woman’s was pale as death, and a drop
of red blood marked the place where her teeth
met her under lip. Then I saw that the man
had known, but the woman had not.</p>
<p>“If you know so much,” he said, brutally,
“you had better go to him and discover the
rest. You will find him very sympathetic.
Without a doubt he will help you!”</p>
<p>“No! No!”</p>
<p>The woman’s negative rang out with a sudden
sharp and crisp distinctness. She rose and<SPAN class="page" name="Page_84" id="Page_84" title="84"></SPAN>
came over to my side. She laid her hands softly
upon my shoulders. Her face amazed me, it
was so full of sympathy, and yet so sorrowful.
She, too, had received a blow.</p>
<p>“Child,” she said, softly, “you must not be
impatient. I believe that your father is well. I
believe that somehow or other he will contrive
to be here in time to take up his duties to-morrow.
We could not tell you—either Mr. Deville
or I—where he is, but we know perhaps a
little more than you do. He is in London
somewhere seeking for that person whom you
have just mentioned. He will not find him, but
he will not give up searching for him till the
last moment. But, child, whatever you do,
avoid that man Berdenstein like a pestilence.
Your father and he are bitter and terrible enemies.
Do not dream of going to him. Do not
let your father know that he is near. If fate
must have it so, they will meet. But God forbid!—but
God forbid!”</p>
<p>“Who is he, then, this man, this Berdenstein?”
I asked her under my breath. Her
words had had a powerful effect upon me. She
was terribly in earnest. I knew that she was
speaking for my good. I trusted her. I could
not help it.</p>
<p>She shook her head. Her eyes were full of
horror.</p>
<p>“It is not for me to tell you, child. It is one<SPAN class="page" name="Page_85" id="Page_85" title="85"></SPAN>
of those things which God forbid that you may
ever know.”</p>
<p>Then there was a silence between us. After
all this mystery whose shadows seemed to surround
me was like a far away thing. My present
trouble weighed heaviest upon me. The
other was vague, even though it was terrible.
My father’s disappearance was a real and terrible
calamity staring me in the face. It engrossed
all my thoughts. They would tell me
nothing, those two. I dared not go to Berdenstein.
Already I was afraid of him. I remembered
his smile when I spoke of my father,
and I shuddered. Supposing they had met.
Supposing they had come together face to face
in some lonely house. Perhaps his letter had
been a decoy. The man’s face, with its cruel
mouth and sardonic smile, suddenly loomed
large in my memory. I sprang to my feet with
a cry of fear. I was terrified with my own
thoughts. Bruce Deville came over to me, and
I found him studying my face with a new expression,
the meaning of which I could not
fathom.</p>
<p>“If you will come to the window, Miss Ffolliot,”
he said, “I think you will see something
which will relieve some part of your anxiety at
any rate.”</p>
<p>I hastened eagerly to his side. Only a few
yards away, walking steadily in the middle of<SPAN class="page" name="Page_86" id="Page_86" title="86"></SPAN>
the hard, white road, was a figure in sombre
black. His shoulders were bent, and his pale
face downcast. His whole appearance was that
of a weary and dejected wanderer. These
things I realized more completely afterwards;
for the present a sense of almost intolerable relief
drowned every other motion. It was my
father—he had returned.</p>
<p>I should have rushed out to him, but Bruce
Deville laid his hand very softly upon my
shoulder. I could not have believed that any
touch of his could be so gentle.</p>
<p>“I wish you would take my advice, Miss
Ffolliot,” he said. “Take the path through the
plantation home, and don’t let your father see
you leaving here. It would be better, would it
not, Adelaide?” he added.</p>
<p>She looked at me.</p>
<p>“Yes, it would be better,” she said. “Do
you mind? You will be at home as soon as
he is.”</p>
<p>I could not but admit that the advice was
good, bearing in mind my father’s words when
he found me there only a few days before. Yet
it galled me that it should have been offered.
What was this secret shared between these
three of which I was ignorant? I declared to
myself that I would know as soon as my father
and I were alone together. I would insist upon
all these things being made clear to me. I<SPAN class="page" name="Page_87" id="Page_87" title="87"></SPAN>
would bear it no longer, I was resolved on that.
But in the meantime I was helpless.</p>
<p>“Very well,” I answered; “perhaps you are
right, I will go by the footpath.”</p>
<p>I left the room abruptly. Mr. Deville opened
the front door for me, and hesitated with his
cap in his hand. I waved him away.</p>
<p>“I will go alone,” I said. “It is quite light.”</p>
<p>“As you will,” he answered, shortly. “Good-night.”</p>
<p>He turned on his heel and re-entered the
room. I crossed the road with soft footsteps.
At the opening of the plantation I paused. My
father was in the road below walking wearily
and leaning upon his stick. At my sudden
standstill a twig beneath my feet snapped short.
A sudden change seemed to transform his face.
He stopped short and turned round with the
swift, eager movement of a young man. His
hand fumbled for a moment in the pocket of his
long clerical coat, and reappeared clutching
something which flashed like steel in the dull
light. He held it at arm’s length, looking eagerly
around, peering forward in my direction,
but unable to see me owing to the dark shadows
of the trees beneath which I stood. But I on
the other hand could see his every movement;
in the half-light his figure stood out in such
marvellous distinctness against the white road
and the low, grey line of sky beyond. I could<SPAN class="page" name="Page_88" id="Page_88" title="88"></SPAN>
see him, and I could see what it was he carried
in his hand. It was a small, shining revolver.</p>
<p>He stood quite still like a man expecting a
sudden attack. When none came and the stillness
remained unbroken, the strained, eager
light died slowly out of his face. He appeared
rather disappointed than relieved. Reluctantly
he turned around, and with the revolver still in
his hand but hidden beneath the skirts of his
coat, made his way up the white hill towards
the Vicarage. He must have walked quickly,
for although I hurried, and my way back was
the shorter, he was already at our gate when I
emerged from the plantation. As he stooped
to adjust the fastening I heard him groan, and
bending forward I caught a glimpse of his face.
I must have cried out, only my lips seemed palsied
as though I were but a sleeping figure in
some terrible nightmare. His face was like the
face of a dead man. He seemed to have aged
by at least a dozen years. As he hastened up
the little drive, his walk, usually so dignified
and elastic, became a shamble. It seemed to
me that this was but the wreck of the man who
had left us only a few days before.</p>
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