<center><h2><SPAN name="page_104"></SPAN>V<br/> SEX IN DREAMS</h2></center>
<p>The more one is occupied with the solution of dreams, the more
willing one must become to acknowledge that the majority of the dreams
of adults treat of sexual material and give expression to erotic wishes.
Only one who really analyzes dreams, that is to say, who pushes forward
from their manifest content to the latent dream thoughts, can form an
opinion on this subject—never the person who is satisfied with
registering the manifest content (as, for example, N�cke in his works on
sexual dreams). Let us recognize at once that this fact is not to be
wondered at, but that it is in complete harmony with the fundamental
assumptions of dream explanation. No other impulse has had to undergo so
much suppression from the time of childhood as the sex impulse in its
numerous components, from no other impulse have survived so many and
such intense unconscious wishes, which now act in the sleeping state in
such a manner as to produce dreams. In dream interpretation, this
significance of sexual complexes must never be forgotten, nor <SPAN name="page_105"></SPAN> must they, of course, be exaggerated to the point
of being considered exclusive.</p>
<p>Of many dreams it can be ascertained by a careful interpretation that
they are even to be taken bisexually, inasmuch as they result in an
irrefutable secondary interpretation in which they realize homosexual
feelings—that is, feelings that are common to the normal sexual
activity of the dreaming person. But that all dreams are to be
interpreted bisexually, seems to me to be a generalization as
indemonstrable as it is improbable, which I should not like to support.
Above all I should not know how to dispose of the apparent fact that
there are many dreams satisfying other than—in the widest
sense—erotic needs, as dreams of hunger, thirst, convenience, &c.
Likewise the similar assertions "that behind every dream one finds the
death sentence" (Stekel), and that every dream shows "a continuation
from the feminine to the masculine line" (Adler), seem to me to proceed
far beyond what is admissible in the interpretation of dreams.</p>
<p>We have already asserted elsewhere that dreams which are
conspicuously innocent invariably embody coarse erotic wishes, and we
might confirm this by means of numerous fresh examples. But many dreams
which appear indifferent, and which would never be suspected of any
particular significance, <SPAN name="page_106"></SPAN> can be traced back,
after analysis, to unmistakably sexual wish-feelings, which are often of
an unexpected nature. For example, who would suspect a sexual wish in
the following dream until the interpretation had been worked out? The
dreamer relates: <i>Between two stately palaces stands a little house,
receding somewhat, whose doors are closed. My wife leads me a little way
along the street up to the little house, and pushes in the door, and
then I slip quickly and easily into the interior of a courtyard that
slants obliquely upwards.</i></p>
<p>Any one who has had experience in the translating of dreams will, of
course, immediately perceive that penetrating into narrow spaces, and
opening locked doors, belong to the commonest sexual symbolism, and will
easily find in this dream a representation of attempted coition from
behind (between the two stately buttocks of the female body). The narrow
slanting passage is of course the vagina; the assistance attributed to
the wife of the dreamer requires the interpretation that in reality it
is only consideration for the wife which is responsible for the
detention from such an attempt. Moreover, inquiry shows that on the
previous day a young girl had entered the household of the dreamer who
had pleased him, and who had given him the impression that she would not
be altogether opposed to an approach <SPAN name="page_107"></SPAN> of this
sort. The little house between the two palaces is taken from a
reminiscence of the Hradschin in Prague, and thus points again to the
girl who is a native of that city.</p>
<p>If with my patients I emphasize the frequency of the Oedipus
dream—of having sexual intercourse with one's mother—I get
the answer: "I cannot remember such a dream." Immediately afterwards,
however, there arises the recollection of another disguised and
indifferent dream, which has been dreamed repeatedly by the patient, and
the analysis shows it to be a dream of this same content—that is,
another Oedipus dream. I can assure the reader that veiled dreams of
sexual intercourse with the mother are a great deal more frequent than
open ones to the same effect.</p>
<p>There are dreams about landscapes and localities in which emphasis is
always laid upon the assurance: "I have been there before." In this case
the locality is always the genital organ of the mother; it can indeed be
asserted with such certainty of no other locality that one "has been
there before."</p>
<p>A large number of dreams, often full of fear, which are concerned
with passing through narrow spaces or with staying, in the water, are
based upon fancies about the embryonic life, about the sojourn in the
mother's womb, and about the act of birth. <SPAN name="page_108"></SPAN> The
following is the dream of a young man who in his fancy has already while
in embryo taken advantage of his opportunity to spy upon an act of
coition between his parents.</p>
<p><i>"He is in a deep shaft, in which there is a window, as in the
Semmering Tunnel. At first he sees an empty landscape through this
window, and then he composes a picture into it, which is immediately at
hand and which fills out the empty space. The picture represents a field
which is being thoroughly harrowed by an implement, and the delightful
air, the accompanying idea of hard work, and the bluish-black clods of
earth make a pleasant impression. He then goes on and sees a primary
school opened ... and he is surprised that so much attention is devoted
in it to the sexual feelings of the child, which makes him think of
me."</i></p>
<p>Here is a pretty water-dream of a female patient, which was turned to
extraordinary account in the course of treatment.</p>
<p><i>At her summer resort at the ... Lake, she hurls herself into the
dark water at a place where the pale moon is reflected in the
water.</i></p>
<p>Dreams of this sort are parturition dreams; their interpretation is
accomplished by reversing the fact reported in the manifest dream
content; thus, instead of "throwing one's self into the water," read <SPAN name="page_109"></SPAN> "coming out of the water," that is, "being born."
The place from which one is born is recognized if one thinks of the bad
sense of the French "la lune." The pale moon thus becomes the white
"bottom" (Popo), which the child soon recognizes as the place from which
it came. Now what can be the meaning of the patient's wishing to be born
at her summer resort? I asked the dreamer this, and she answered without
hesitation: "Hasn't the treatment made me as though I were born again?"
Thus the dream becomes an invitation to continue the cure at this summer
resort, that is, to visit her there; perhaps it also contains a very
bashful allusion to the wish to become a mother herself.<SPAN href="#page_109_note_1"><sup>1</sup></SPAN></p>
<p>Another dream of parturition, with its interpretation, I take from
the work of E. Jones. <i>"She stood at the seashore watching a small boy,
who seemed to be hers, wading into the water. This he did till the water
covered him, and she could only see his head bobbing up and down near
the surface. The scene then changed to the crowded hall of a <SPAN name="page_110"></SPAN> hotel. Her husband left her, and she 'entered into
conversation with' a stranger."</i> The second half of the dream was
discovered in the analysis to represent a flight from her husband, and
the entering into intimate relations with a third person, behind whom
was plainly indicated Mr. X.'s brother mentioned in a former dream. The
first part of the dream was a fairly evident birth phantasy. In dreams
as in mythology, the delivery of a child <i>from</i> the uterine waters is
commonly presented by distortion as the entry of the child <i>into</i> water;
among many others, the births of Adonis, Osiris, Moses, and Bacchus are
well-known illustrations of this. The bobbing up and down of the head in
the water at once recalled to the patient the sensation of quickening
she had experienced in her only pregnancy. Thinking of the boy going
into the water induced a reverie in which she saw herself taking him out
of the water, carrying him into the nursery, washing him and dressing
him, and installing him in her household.</p>
<p>The second half of the dream, therefore, represents thoughts
concerning the elopement, which belonged to the first half of the
underlying latent content; the first half of the dream corresponded with
the second half of the latent content, the birth phantasy. Besides this
inversion in order, further <SPAN name="page_111"></SPAN> inversions took
place in each half of the dream. In the first half the child <i>entered</i>
the water, and then his head bobbed; in the underlying dream thoughts
first the quickening occurred, and then the child left the water (a
double inversion). In the second half her husband left her; in the dream
thoughts she left her husband.</p>
<p>Another parturition dream is related by Abraham of a young woman
looking forward to her first confinement. From a place in the floor of
the house a subterranean canal leads directly into the water
(parturition path, amniotic liquor). She lifts up a trap in the floor,
and there immediately appears a creature dressed in a brownish fur,
which almost resembles a seal. This creature changes into the younger
brother of the dreamer, to whom she has always stood in maternal
relationship.</p>
<p>Dreams of "saving" are connected with parturition dreams. To save,
especially to save from the water, is equivalent to giving birth when
dreamed by a woman; this sense is, however, modified when the dreamer is
a man.</p>
<p>Robbers, burglars at night, and ghosts, of which we are afraid before
going to bed, and which occasionally even disturb our sleep, originate
in one and the same childish reminiscence. They are the <SPAN name="page_112"></SPAN> nightly visitors who have awakened the child to
set it on the chamber so that it may not wet the bed, or have lifted the
cover in order to see clearly how the child is holding its hands while
sleeping. I have been able to induce an exact recollection of the
nocturnal visitor in the analysis of some of these anxiety dreams. The
robbers were always the father, the ghosts more probably corresponded to
feminine persons with white night-gowns.</p>
<p>When one has become familiar with the abundant use of symbolism for
the representation of sexual material in dreams, one naturally raises
the question whether there are not many of these symbols which appear
once and for all with a firmly established significance like the signs
in stenography; and one is tempted to compile a new dream-book according
to the cipher method. In this connection it may be remarked that this
symbolism does not belong peculiarly to the dream, but rather to
unconscious thinking, particularly that of the masses, and it is to be
found in greater perfection in the folklore, in the myths, legends, and
manners of speech, in the proverbial sayings, and in the current
witticisms of a nation than in its dreams.</p>
<p>The dream takes advantage of this symbolism in order to give a
disguised representation to its latent <SPAN name="page_113"></SPAN>
thoughts. Among the symbols which are used in this manner there are of
course many which regularly, or almost regularly, mean the same thing.
Only it is necessary to keep in mind the curious plasticity of psychic
material. Now and then a symbol in the dream content may have to be
interpreted not symbolically, but according to its real meaning; at
another time the dreamer, owing to a peculiar set of recollections, may
create for himself the right to use anything whatever as a sexual
symbol, though it is not ordinarily used in that way. Nor are the most
frequently used sexual symbols unambiguous every time.</p>
<p>After these limitations and reservations I may call attention to the
following: Emperor and Empress (King and Queen) in most cases really
represent the parents of the dreamer; the dreamer himself or herself is
the prince or princess. All elongated objects, sticks, tree-trunks, and
umbrellas (on account of the stretching-up which might be compared to an
erection! all elongated and sharp weapons, knives, daggers, and pikes,
are intended to represent the male member. A frequent, not very
intelligible, symbol for the same is a nail-file (on account of the
rubbing and scraping?). Little cases, boxes, caskets, closets, and
stoves correspond to the female part. The symbolism of lock and <SPAN name="page_114"></SPAN> key has been very gracefully employed by Uhland in
his song about the "Grafen Eberstein," to make a common smutty joke. The
dream of walking through a row of rooms is a brothel or harem dream.
Staircases, ladders, and flights of stairs, or climbing on these, either
upwards or downwards, are symbolic representations of the sexual act.
Smooth walls over which one is climbing, fa�ades of houses upon which
one is letting oneself down, frequently under great anxiety, correspond
to the erect human body, and probably repeat in the dream reminiscences
of the upward climbing of little children on their parents or foster
parents. "Smooth" walls are men. Often in a dream of anxiety one is
holding on firmly to some projection from a house. Tables, set tables,
and boards are women, perhaps on account of the opposition which does
away with the bodily contours. Since "bed and board" (<i>mensa et thorus</i>)
constitute marriage, the former are often put for the latter in the
dream, and as far as practicable the sexual presentation complex is
transposed to the eating complex. Of articles of dress the woman's hat
may frequently be definitely interpreted as the male genital. In dreams
of men one often finds the cravat as a symbol for the penis; this indeed
is not only because cravats hang down long, and are characteristic of <SPAN name="page_115"></SPAN> the man, but also because one can select them at
pleasure, a freedom which is prohibited by nature in the original of the
symbol. Persons who make use of this symbol in the dream are very
extravagant with cravats, and possess regular collections of them. All
complicated machines and apparatus in dream are very probably genitals,
in the description of which dream symbolism shows itself to be as
tireless as the activity of wit. Likewise many landscapes in dreams,
especially with bridges or with wooded mountains, can be readily
recognized as descriptions of the genitals. Finally where one finds
incomprehensible neologisms one may think of combinations made up of
components having a sexual significance. Children also in the dream
often signify the genitals, as men and women are in the habit of fondly
referring to their genital organ as their "little one." As a very recent
symbol of the male genital may be mentioned the flying machine,
utilization of which is justified by its relation to flying as well as
occasionally by its form. To play with a little child or to beat a
little one is often the dream's representation of onanism. A number of
other symbols, in part not sufficiently verified are given by Stekel,
who illustrates them with examples. Right and left, according to him,
are to be conceived in the dream in an ethical sense. <SPAN name="page_116"></SPAN> "The right way always signifies the road to
righteousness, the left the one to crime. Thus the left may signify
homosexuality, incest, and perversion, while the right signifies
marriage, relations with a prostitute, &c. The meaning is always
determined by the individual moral view-point of the dreamer." Relatives
in the dream generally play the r�le of genitals. Not to be able to
catch up with a wagon is interpreted by Stekel as regret not to be able
to come up to a difference in age. Baggage with which one travels is the
burden of sin by which one is oppressed. Also numbers, which frequently
occur in the dream, are assigned by Stekel a fixed symbolical meaning,
but these interpretations seem neither sufficiently verified nor of
general validity, although the interpretation in individual cases can
generally be recognized as probable. In a recently published book by W.
Stekel, <i>Die Sprache des Traumes</i>, which I was unable to utilize, there
is a list of the most common sexual symbols, the object of which is to
prove that all sexual symbols can be bisexually used. He states: "Is
there a symbol which (if in any way permitted by the phantasy) may not
be used simultaneously in the masculine and the feminine sense!" To be
sure the clause in parentheses takes away much of the absoluteness of
this assertion, for this is not at all permitted by <SPAN name="page_117"></SPAN> the phantasy. I do not, however, think it
superfluous to state that in my experience Stekel's general statement
has to give way to the recognition of a greater manifoldness. Besides
those symbols, which are just as frequent for the male as for the female
genitals, there are others which preponderately, or almost exclusively,
designate one of the sexes, and there are still others of which only the
male or only the female signification is known. To use long, firm
objects and weapons as symbols of the female genitals, or hollow objects
(chests, pouches, &c.), as symbols of the male genitals, is indeed not
allowed by the fancy.</p>
<p>It is true that the tendency of the dream and the unconscious fancy
to utilize the sexual symbol bisexually betrays an archaic trend, for in
childhood a difference in the genitals is unknown, and the same genitals
are attributed to both sexes.</p>
<p>These very incomplete suggestions may suffice to stimulate others to
make a more careful collection.</p>
<p>I shall now add a few examples of the application of such symbolisms
in dreams, which will serve to show how impossible it becomes to
interpret a dream without taking into account the symbolism of dreams,
and how imperatively it obtrudes itself in many cases.</p>
<p><SPAN name="page_118"></SPAN>1. The hat as a symbol of the man (of the male
genital): (a fragment from the dream of a young woman who suffered from
agoraphobia on account of a fear of temptation).</p>
<p>"I am walking in the street in summer, I wear a straw hat of peculiar
shape, the middle piece of which is bent upwards and the side pieces of
which hang downwards (the description became here obstructed), and in
such a fashion that one is lower than the other. I am cheerful and in a
confidential mood, and as I pass a troop of young officers I think to
myself: None of you can have any designs upon me."</p>
<p>As she could produce no associations to the hat, I said to her: "The
hat is really a male genital, with its raised middle piece and the two
downward hanging side pieces." I intentionally refrained from
interpreting those details concerning the unequal downward hanging of
the two side pieces, although just such individualities in the
determinations lead the way to the interpretation. I continued by saying
that if she only had a man with such a virile genital she would not have
to fear the officers—that is, she would have nothing to wish from
them, for she is mainly kept from going without protection and company
by her fancies of temptation. This last explanation of her fear I had
already <SPAN name="page_119"></SPAN> been able to give her repeatedly on the
basis of other material.</p>
<p>It is quite remarkable how the dreamer behaved after this
interpretation. She withdrew her description of the hat, and claimed not
to have said that the two side pieces were hanging downwards. I was,
however, too sure of what I had heard to allow myself to be misled, and
I persisted in it. She was quiet for a while, and then found the courage
to ask why it was that one of her husband's testicles was lower than the
other, and whether it was the same in all men. With this the peculiar
detail of the hat was explained, and the whole interpretation was
accepted by her. The hat symbol was familiar to me long before the
patient related this dream. From other but less transparent cases I
believe that the hat may also be taken as a female genital.</p>
<p>2. The little one as the genital—to be run over as a symbol of
sexual intercourse (another dream of the same agoraphobic patient).</p>
<p>"Her mother sends away her little daughter so that she must go alone.
She rides with her mother to the railroad and sees her little one
walking directly upon the tracks, so that she cannot avoid being run
over. She hears the bones crackle. (From this she experiences a feeling
of discomfort <SPAN name="page_120"></SPAN> but no real horror.) She then
looks out through the car window to see whether the parts cannot be seen
behind. She then reproaches her mother for allowing the little one to go
out alone." Analysis. It is not an easy matter to give here a complete
interpretation of the dream. It forms part of a cycle of dreams, and can
be fully understood only in connection with the others. For it is not
easy to get the necessary material sufficiently isolated to prove the
symbolism. The patient at first finds that the railroad journey is to be
interpreted historically as an allusion to a departure from a sanatorium
for nervous diseases, with the superintendent of which she naturally was
in love. Her mother took her away from this place, and the physician
came to the railroad station and handed her a bouquet of flowers on
leaving; she felt uncomfortable because her mother witnessed this
homage. Here the mother, therefore, appears as a disturber of her love
affairs, which is the r�le actually played by this strict woman during
her daughter's girlhood. The next thought referred to the sentence: "She
then looks to see whether the parts can be seen behind." In the dream
fa�ade one would naturally be compelled to think of the parts of the
little daughter run over and ground up. The thought, however, turns in
quite a different direction. She recalls that she <SPAN name="page_121"></SPAN> once saw her father in the bath-room naked from
behind; she then begins to talk about the sex differentiation, and
asserts that in the man the genitals can be seen from behind, but in the
woman they cannot. In this connection she now herself offers the
interpretation that the little one is the genital, her little one (she
has a four-year-old daughter) her own genital. She reproaches her mother
for wanting her to live as though she had no genital, and recognizes
this reproach in the introductory sentence of the dream; the mother
sends away her little one so that she must go alone. In her phantasy
going alone on the street signifies to have no man and no sexual
relations (coire = to go together), and this she does not like.
According to all her statements she really suffered as a girl on account
of the jealousy of her mother, because she showed a preference for her
father.</p>
<p>The "little one" has been noted as a symbol for the male or the
female genitals by Stekel, who can refer in this connection to a very
widespread usage of language.</p>
<p>The deeper interpretation of this dream depends upon another dream of
the same night in which the dreamer identifies herself with her brother.
She was a "tomboy," and was always being told that she should have been
born a boy. This identification <SPAN name="page_122"></SPAN> with the
brother shows with special clearness that "the little one" signifies the
genital. The mother threatened him (her) with castration, which could
only be understood as a punishment for playing with the parts, and the
identification, therefore, shows that she herself had masturbated as a
child, though this fact she now retained only in memory concerning her
brother. An early knowledge of the male genital which she later lost she
must have acquired at that time according to the assertions of this
second dream. Moreover the second dream points to the infantile sexual
theory that girls originate from boys through castration. After I had
told her of this childish belief, she at once confirmed it with an
anecdote in which the boy asks the girl: "Was it cut off?" to which the
girl replied, "No, it's always been so."</p>
<p>The sending away of the little one, of the genital, in the first
dream therefore also refers to the threatened castration. Finally she
blames her mother for not having been born a boy.</p>
<p>That "being run over" symbolizes sexual intercourse would not be
evident from this dream if we were not sure of it from many other
sources.</p>
<p>3. Representation of the genital by structures, stairways, and
shafts. (Dream of a young man inhibited by a father complex.)</p>
<p><SPAN name="page_123"></SPAN>"He is taking a walk with his father in a
place which is surely the Prater, for the <i>Rotunda</i> may be seen in front
of which there is a small front structure to which is attached a captive
balloon; the balloon, however, seems quite collapsed. His father asks
him what this is all for; he is surprised at it, but he explains it to
his father. They come into a court in which lies a large sheet of tin.
His father wants to pull off a big piece of this, but first looks around
to see if any one is watching. He tells his father that all he needs to
do is to speak to the watchman, and then he can take without any further
difficulty as much as he wants to. From this court a stairway leads down
into a shaft, the walls of which are softly upholstered something like a
leather pocketbook. At the end of this shaft there is a longer platform,
and then a new shaft begins...."</p>
<p>Analysis. This dream belongs to a type of patient which is not
favorable from a therapeutic point of view. They follow in the analysis
without offering any resistances whatever up to a certain point, but
from that point on they remain almost inaccessible. This dream he almost
analyzed himself. "The Rotunda," he said, "is my genital, the captive
balloon in front is my penis, about the weakness of which I have
worried." We must, however, <SPAN name="page_124"></SPAN> interpret in
greater detail; the Rotunda is the buttock which is regularly associated
by the child with the genital, the smaller front structure is the
scrotum. In the dream his father asks him what this is all
for—that is, he asks him about the purpose and arrangement of the
genitals. It is quite evident that this state of affairs should be
turned around, and that he should be the questioner. As such a
questioning on the side of the father has never taken place in reality,
we must conceive the dream thought as a wish, or take it conditionally,
as follows: "If I had only asked my father for sexual enlightenment."
The continuation of this thought we shall soon find in another
place.</p>
<p>The court in which the tin sheet is spread out is not to be conceived
symbolically in the first instance, but originates from his father's
place of business. For discretionary reasons I have inserted the tin for
another material in which the father deals, without, however, changing
anything in the verbal expression of the dream. The dreamer had entered
his father's business, and had taken a terrible dislike to the
questionable practices upon which profit mainly depends. Hence the
continuation of the above dream thought ("if I had only asked him")
would be: "He would have deceived me just as he does his customers." For
the pulling off, which <SPAN name="page_125"></SPAN> serves to represent
commercial dishonesty, the dreamer himself gives a second
explanation—namely, onanism. This is not only entirely familiar to
us, but agrees very well with the fact that the secrecy of onanism is
expressed by its opposite ("Why one can do it quite openly"). It,
moreover, agrees entirely with our expectations that the onanistic
activity is again put off on the father, just as was the questioning in
the first scene of the dream. The shaft he at once interprets as the
vagina by referring to the soft upholstering of the walls. That the act
of coition in the vagina is described as a going down instead of in the
usual way as a going up, I have also found true in other instances<SPAN href="#page_125_note_2"><sup>2</sup></SPAN>.</p>
<p>The details that at the end of the first shaft there is a longer
platform and then a new shaft, he himself explains biographically. He
had for some time consorted with women sexually, but had then given it
up because of inhibitions and now hopes to be able to take it up again
with the aid of the treatment. The dream, however, becomes indistinct
toward the end, and to the experienced interpreter it becomes evident
that in the second scene of the dream the influence of another subject
has begun to assert itself; in this his father's business <SPAN name="page_126"></SPAN> and his dishonest practices signify the first
vagina represented as a shaft so that one might think of a reference to
the mother.</p>
<p>4. The male genital symbolized by persons and the female by a
landscape.</p>
<p>(Dream of a woman of the lower class, whose husband is a policeman,
reported by B. Dattner.)</p>
<p>... Then some one broke into the house and anxiously called for a
policeman. But he went with two tramps by mutual consent into a
church,<SPAN href="#page_126_note_3"><sup>3</sup></SPAN> to which led a great
many stairs;<SPAN href="#page_126_note_4"><sup>4</sup></SPAN> behind the
church there was a mountain,<SPAN href="#page_126_note_5"><sup>5</sup></SPAN>
on top of which a dense forest.<SPAN href="#page_126_note_6"><sup>6</sup></SPAN> The policeman was furnished
with a helmet, a gorget, and a cloak.<SPAN href="#page_126_note_7"><sup>7</sup></SPAN> The two vagrants, who went
along with the policeman quite peaceably, had tied to their loins
sack-like aprons.<SPAN href="#page_126_note_8"><sup>8</sup></SPAN> A road led
from the church to the mountain. This road was overgrown on each side
with grass and brushwood, which became thicker and thicker as it reached
the height of the mountain, where it spread out into quite a forest.</p>
<p>5. A stairway dream.</p>
<p>(Reported and interpreted by Otto Rank.)</p>
<p><SPAN name="page_127"></SPAN>For the following transparent pollution
dream, I am indebted to the same colleague who furnished us with the
dental-irritation dream.</p>
<p>"I am running down the stairway in the stair-house after a little
girl, whom I wish to punish because she has done something to me. At the
bottom of the stairs some one held the child for me. (A grown-up woman?)
I grasp it, but do not know whether I have hit it, for I suddenly find
myself in the middle of the stairway where I practice coitus with the
child (in the air as it were). It is really no coitus, I only rub my
genital on her external genital, and in doing this I see it very
distinctly, as distinctly as I see her head which is lying sideways.
During the sexual act I see hanging to the left and above me (also as if
in the air) two small pictures, landscapes, representing a house on a
green. On the smaller one my surname stood in the place where the
painter's signature should be; it seemed to be intended for my birthday
present. A small sign hung in front of the pictures to the effect that
cheaper pictures could also be obtained. I then see myself very
indistinctly lying in bed, just as I had seen myself at the foot of the
stairs, and I am awakened by a feeling of dampness which came from the
pollution."</p>
<p>Interpretation. The dreamer had been in a <SPAN name="page_128"></SPAN>
book-store on the evening of the day of the dream, where, while he was
waiting, he examined some pictures which were exhibited, which
represented motives similar to the dream pictures. He stepped nearer to
a small picture which particularly took his fancy in order to see the
name of the artist, which, however, was quite unknown to him.</p>
<p>Later in the same evening, in company, he heard about a Bohemian
servant-girl who boasted that her illegitimate child "was made on the
stairs." The dreamer inquired about the details of this unusual
occurrence, and learned that the servant-girl went with her lover to the
home of her parents, where there was no opportunity for sexual
relations, and that the excited man performed the act on the stairs. In
witty allusion to the mischievous expression used about wine-adulterers,
the dreamer remarked, "The child really grew on the cellar steps."</p>
<p>These experiences of the day, which are quite prominent in the dream
content, were readily reproduced by the dreamer. But he just as readily
reproduced an old fragment of infantile recollection which was also
utilized by the dream. The stair-house was the house in which he had
spent the greatest part of his childhood, and in which he had first
become acquainted with sexual problems. In <SPAN name="page_129"></SPAN> this
house he used, among other things, to slide down the banister astride
which caused him to become sexually excited. In the dream he also comes
down the stairs very rapidly—so rapidly that, according to his own
distinct assertions, he hardly touched the individual stairs, but rather
"flew" or "slid down," as we used to say. Upon reference to this
infantile experience, the beginning of the dream seems to represent the
factor of sexual excitement. In the same house and in the adjacent
residence the dreamer used to play pugnacious games with the neighboring
children, in which he satisfied himself just as he did in the dream.</p>
<p>If one recalls from Freud's investigation of sexual symbolism<SPAN href="#page_129_note_9"><sup>9</sup></SPAN> that in the dream stairs or
climbing stairs almost regularly symbolizes coitus, the dream becomes
clear. Its motive power as well as its effect, as is shown by the
pollution, is of a purely libidinous nature. Sexual excitement became
aroused during the sleeping state (in the dream this is represented by
the rapid running or sliding down the stairs) and the sadistic thread in
this is, on the basis of the pugnacious playing, indicated in the
pursuing and overcoming of the child. The libidinous excitement becomes
enhanced and urges to sexual action (represented in the dream by the <SPAN name="page_130"></SPAN> grasping of the child and the conveyance of it to
the middle of the stairway). Up to this point the dream would be one of
pure, sexual symbolism, and obscure for the unpracticed dream
interpreter. But this symbolic gratification, which would have insured
undisturbed sleep, was not sufficient for the powerful libidinous
excitement. The excitement leads to an orgasm, and thus the whole
stairway symbolism is unmasked as a substitute for coitus. Freud lays
stress on the rhythmical character of both actions as one of the reasons
for the sexual utilization of the stairway symbolism, and this dream
especially seems to corroborate this, for, according to the express
assertion of the dreamer, the rhythm of a sexual act was the most
pronounced feature in the whole dream.</p>
<p>Still another remark concerning the two pictures, which, aside from
their real significance, also have the value of "Weibsbilder" (literally
<i>woman-pictures</i>, but idiomatically <i>women</i>). This is at once shown by
the fact that the dream deals with a big and a little picture, just as
the dream content presents a big (grown up) and a little girl. That
cheap pictures could also be obtained points to the prostitution
complex, just as the dreamer's surname on the little picture and the
thought that it was intended for his birthday, point to the parent <SPAN name="page_131"></SPAN> complex (to be born on the stairway—to be
conceived in coitus).</p>
<p>The indistinct final scene, in which the dreamer sees himself on the
staircase landing lying in bed and feeling wet, seems to go back into
childhood even beyond the infantile onanism, and manifestly has its
prototype in similarly pleasurable scenes of bed-wetting.</p>
<p>6. A modified stair-dream.</p>
<p>To one of my very nervous patients, who was an abstainer, whose fancy
was fixed on his mother, and who repeatedly dreamed of climbing stairs
accompanied by his mother, I once remarked that moderate masturbation
would be less harmful to him than enforced abstinence. This influence
provoked the following dream:</p>
<p>"His piano teacher reproaches him for neglecting his piano-playing,
and for not practicing the <i>Etudes</i> of Moscheles and Clementi's <i>Gradus
ad Parnassum</i>." In relation to this he remarked that the <i>Gradus</i> is
only a stairway, and that the piano itself is only a stairway as it has
a scale.</p>
<p>It is correct to say that there is no series of associations which
cannot be adapted to the representation of sexual facts. I conclude with
the dream of a chemist, a young man, who has been <SPAN name="page_132"></SPAN> trying to give up his habit of masturbation by
replacing it with intercourse with women.</p>
<p><i>Preliminary statement.</i>—On the day before the dream he had
given a student instruction concerning Grignard's reaction, in which
magnesium is to be dissolved in absolutely pure ether under the
catalytic influence of iodine. Two days before, there had been an
explosion in the course of the same reaction, in which the investigator
had burned his hand.</p>
<p>Dream I. <i>He is to make phenylmagnesium-bromid; he sees the apparatus
with particular clearness, but he has substituted himself for the
magnesium. He is now in a curious swaying attitude. He keeps repeating
to himself, "This is the right thing, it is working, my feet are
beginning to dissolve and my knees are getting soft." Then he reaches
down and feels for his feet, and meanwhile (he does not know how) he
takes his legs out of the crucible, and then again he says to himself,
"That cannot be.... Yes, it must be so, it has been done correctly."
Then he partially awakens, and repeats the dream to himself, because he
wants to tell it to me. He is distinctly afraid of the analysis of the
dream. He is much excited during this semi-sleeping state, and repeats
continually, "Phenyl, phenyl."</i></p>
<p><SPAN name="page_133"></SPAN>II. <i>He is in ....ing with his whole family;
at half-past eleven. He is to be at the Schottenthor for a rendezvous
with a certain lady, but he does not wake up until half-past eleven. He
says to himself, "It is too late now; when you get there it will be
half-past twelve." The next instant he sees the whole family gathered
about the table—his mother and the servant girl with the
soup-tureen with particular clearness. Then he says to himself, "Well,
if we are eating already, I certainly can't get away."</i></p>
<p>Analysis: He feels sure that even the first dream contains a
reference to the lady whom he is to meet at the rendezvous (the dream
was dreamed during the night before the expected meeting). The student
to whom he gave the instruction is a particularly unpleasant fellow; he
had said to the chemist: "That isn't right," because the magnesium was
still unaffected, and the latter answered as though he did not care
anything about it: "It certainly isn't right." He himself must be this
student; he is as indifferent towards his analysis as the student is
towards his synthesis; the <i>He</i> in the dream, however, who accomplishes
the operation, is myself. How unpleasant he must seem to me with his
indifference towards the success achieved!</p>
<p>Moreover, he is the material with which the analysis <SPAN name="page_134"></SPAN> (synthesis) is made. For it is a question of the
success of the treatment. The legs in the dream recall an impression of
the previous evening. He met a lady at a dancing lesson whom he wished
to conquer; he pressed her to him so closely that she once cried out.
After he had stopped pressing against her legs, he felt her firm
responding pressure against his lower thighs as far as just above his
knees, at the place mentioned in the dream. In this situation, then, the
woman is the magnesium in the retort, which is at last working. He is
feminine towards me, as he is masculine towards the woman. If it will
work with the woman, the treatment will also work. Feeling and becoming
aware of himself in the region of his knees refers to masturbation, and
corresponds to his fatigue of the previous day.... The rendezvous had
actually been set for half-past eleven. His wish to oversleep and to
remain with his usual sexual objects (that is, with masturbation)
corresponds with his resistance.</p>
<p><small><SPAN name="page_109_note_1"></SPAN><SPAN href="#page_109">Footnote
1</SPAN>: It is only of late that I have learned to value the significance
of fancies and unconscious thoughts about life in the womb. They contain
the explanation of the curious fear felt by so many people of being
buried alive, as well as the profoundest unconscious reason for the
belief in a life after death which represents nothing but a projection
into the future of this mysterious life before birth. <i>The act of birth,
moreover, is the first experience with fear, and is thus the source and
model of the emotion of fear.</i></small></p>
<p><small><SPAN name="page_125_note_2"></SPAN><SPAN href="#page_125">Footnote
2</SPAN>: Cf. <i>Zentralblatt f�r psychoanalyse</i>, I.</small></p>
<p><small><SPAN name="page_126_note_3"></SPAN><SPAN href="#page_126">Footnote
3</SPAN>: Or chapel—vagina.</small></p>
<p><small><SPAN name="page_126_note_4"></SPAN><SPAN href="#page_126">Footnote
4</SPAN>: Symbol of coitus.</small></p>
<p><small><SPAN name="page_126_note_5"></SPAN><SPAN href="#page_126">Footnote
5</SPAN>: Mons veneris.</small></p>
<p><small><SPAN name="page_126_note_6"></SPAN><SPAN href="#page_126">Footnote
6</SPAN>: Crines pubis.</small></p>
<p><small><SPAN name="page_126_note_7"></SPAN><SPAN href="#page_126">Footnote
7</SPAN>: Demons in cloaks and capucines are, according to the explanation
of a man versed in the subject, of a phallic nature.</small></p>
<p><small><SPAN name="page_126_note_8"></SPAN><SPAN href="#page_126">Footnote
8</SPAN>: The two halves of the scrotum.</small></p>
<p><small><SPAN name="page_129_note_9"></SPAN><SPAN href="#page_129">Footnote
9</SPAN>: See <i>Zentralblatt f�r Psychoanalyse</i>, vol. i., p. 2.</small></p>
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