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<h1>Before Adam</h1>
<h2 class="no-break">by Jack London</h2>
<h3>1906</h3>
<p>“These are our ancestors, and their history is our history. Remember that
as surely as we one day swung down out of the trees and walked upright, just as
surely, on a far earlier day, did we crawl up out of the sea and achieve our
first adventure on land.”</p>
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<h2>Contents</h2>
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<td> <SPAN href="#chap01">CHAPTER I.</SPAN></td>
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<td> <SPAN href="#chap02">CHAPTER II.</SPAN></td>
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<td> <SPAN href="#chap03">CHAPTER III.</SPAN></td>
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<td> <SPAN href="#chap04">CHAPTER IV.</SPAN></td>
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<td> <SPAN href="#chap05">CHAPTER V.</SPAN></td>
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<td> <SPAN href="#chap06">CHAPTER VI.</SPAN></td>
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<td> <SPAN href="#chap07">CHAPTER VII.</SPAN></td>
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<td> <SPAN href="#chap08">CHAPTER VIII.</SPAN></td>
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<td> <SPAN href="#chap09">CHAPTER IX.</SPAN></td>
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<td> <SPAN href="#chap10">CHAPTER X.</SPAN></td>
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<td> <SPAN href="#chap11">CHAPTER XI.</SPAN></td>
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<td> <SPAN href="#chap12">CHAPTER XII.</SPAN></td>
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<td> <SPAN href="#chap13">CHAPTER XIII.</SPAN></td>
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<td> <SPAN href="#chap14">CHAPTER XIV.</SPAN></td>
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<td> <SPAN href="#chap15">CHAPTER XV.</SPAN></td>
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<td> <SPAN href="#chap16">CHAPTER XVI.</SPAN></td>
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<td> <SPAN href="#chap17">CHAPTER XVII.</SPAN></td>
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<td> <SPAN href="#chap18">CHAPTER XVIII.</SPAN></td>
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<h2><SPAN name="chap01"></SPAN>CHAPTER I</h2>
<p>Pictures! Pictures! Pictures! Often, before I learned, did I wonder whence came
the multitudes of pictures that thronged my dreams; for they were pictures the
like of which I had never seen in real wake-a-day life. They tormented my
childhood, making of my dreams a procession of nightmares and a little later
convincing me that I was different from my kind, a creature unnatural and
accursed.</p>
<p>In my days only did I attain any measure of happiness. My nights marked the
reign of fear—and such fear! I make bold to state that no man of all the
men who walk the earth with me ever suffer fear of like kind and degree. For my
fear is the fear of long ago, the fear that was rampant in the Younger World,
and in the youth of the Younger World. In short, the fear that reigned supreme
in that period known as the Mid-Pleistocene.</p>
<p>What do I mean? I see explanation is necessary before I can tell you of the
substance of my dreams. Otherwise, little could you know of the meaning of the
things I know so well. As I write this, all the beings and happenings of that
other world rise up before me in vast phantasmagoria, and I know that to you
they would be rhymeless and reasonless.</p>
<p>What to you the friendship of Lop-Ear, the warm lure of the Swift One, the lust
and the atavism of Red-Eye? A screaming incoherence and no more. And a
screaming incoherence, likewise, the doings of the Fire People and the Tree
People, and the gibbering councils of the horde. For you know not the peace of
the cool caves in the cliffs, the circus of the drinking-places at the end of
the day. You have never felt the bite of the morning wind in the tree-tops, nor
is the taste of young bark sweet in your mouth.</p>
<p>It would be better, I dare say, for you to make your approach, as I made mine,
through my childhood. As a boy I was very like other boys—in my waking
hours. It was in my sleep that I was different. From my earliest recollection
my sleep was a period of terror. Rarely were my dreams tinctured with
happiness. As a rule, they were stuffed with fear—and with a fear so
strange and alien that it had no ponderable quality. No fear that I experienced
in my waking life resembled the fear that possessed me in my sleep. It was of a
quality and kind that transcended all my experiences.</p>
<p>For instance, I was a city boy, a city child, rather, to whom the country was
an unexplored domain. Yet I never dreamed of cities; nor did a house ever occur
in any of my dreams. Nor, for that matter, did any of my human kind ever break
through the wall of my sleep. I, who had seen trees only in parks and
illustrated books, wandered in my sleep through interminable forests. And
further, these dream trees were not a mere blur on my vision. They were sharp
and distinct. I was on terms of practised intimacy with them. I saw every
branch and twig; I saw and knew every different leaf.</p>
<p>Well do I remember the first time in my waking life that I saw an oak tree. As
I looked at the leaves and branches and gnarls, it came to me with distressing
vividness that I had seen that same kind of tree many and countless times in my
sleep. So I was not surprised, still later on in my life, to recognize
instantly, the first time I saw them, trees such as the spruce, the yew, the
birch, and the laurel. I had seen them all before, and was seeing them even
then, every night, in my sleep.</p>
<p>This, as you have already discerned, violates the first law of dreaming,
namely, that in one’s dreams one sees only what he has seen in his waking
life, or combinations of the things he has seen in his waking life. But all my
dreams violated this law. In my dreams I never saw <i>anything</i> of which I
had knowledge in my waking life. My dream life and my waking life were lives
apart, with not one thing in common save myself. I was the connecting link that
somehow lived both lives.</p>
<p>Early in my childhood I learned that nuts came from the grocer, berries from
the fruit man; but before ever that knowledge was mine, in my dreams I picked
nuts from trees, or gathered them and ate them from the ground underneath
trees, and in the same way I ate berries from vines and bushes. This was beyond
any experience of mine.</p>
<p>I shall never forget the first time I saw blueberries served on the table. I
had never seen blueberries before, and yet, at the sight of them, there leaped
up in my mind memories of dreams wherein I had wandered through swampy land
eating my fill of them. My mother set before me a dish of the berries. I filled
my spoon, but before I raised it to my mouth I knew just how they would taste.
Nor was I disappointed. It was the same tang that I had tasted a thousand times
in my sleep.</p>
<p>Snakes? Long before I had heard of the existence of snakes, I was tormented by
them in my sleep. They lurked for me in the forest glades; leaped up, striking,
under my feet; squirmed off through the dry grass or across naked patches of
rock; or pursued me into the tree-tops, encircling the trunks with their great
shining bodies, driving me higher and higher or farther and farther out on
swaying and crackling branches, the ground a dizzy distance beneath me.
Snakes!—with their forked tongues, their beady eyes and glittering
scales, their hissing and their rattling—did I not already know them far
too well on that day of my first circus when I saw the snake-charmer lift them
up?</p>
<p>They were old friends of mine, enemies rather, that peopled my nights with
fear.</p>
<p>Ah, those endless forests, and their horror-haunted gloom! For what eternities
have I wandered through them, a timid, hunted creature, starting at the least
sound, frightened of my own shadow, keyed-up, ever alert and vigilant, ready on
the instant to dash away in mad flight for my life. For I was the prey of all
manner of fierce life that dwelt in the forest, and it was in ecstasies of fear
that I fled before the hunting monsters.</p>
<p>When I was five years old I went to my first circus. I came home from it
sick—but not from peanuts and pink lemonade. Let me tell you. As we
entered the animal tent, a hoarse roaring shook the air. I tore my hand loose
from my father’s and dashed wildly back through the entrance. I collided
with people, fell down; and all the time I was screaming with terror. My father
caught me and soothed me. He pointed to the crowd of people, all careless of
the roaring, and cheered me with assurances of safety.</p>
<p>Nevertheless, it was in fear and trembling, and with much encouragement on his
part, that I at last approached the lion’s cage. Ah, I knew him on the
instant. The beast! The terrible one! And on my inner vision flashed the
memories of my dreams,—the midday sun shining on tall grass, the wild
bull grazing quietly, the sudden parting of the grass before the swift rush of
the tawny one, his leap to the bull’s back, the crashing and the
bellowing, and the crunch crunch of bones; or again, the cool quiet of the
water-hole, the wild horse up to his knees and drinking softly, and then the
tawny one—always the tawny one!—the leap, the screaming and the
splashing of the horse, and the crunch crunch of bones; and yet again, the
sombre twilight and the sad silence of the end of day, and then the great
full-throated roar, sudden, like a trump of doom, and swift upon it the insane
shrieking and chattering among the trees, and I, too, am trembling with fear
and am one of the many shrieking and chattering among the trees.</p>
<p>At the sight of him, helpless, within the bars of his cage, I became enraged. I
gritted my teeth at him, danced up and down, screaming an incoherent mockery
and making antic faces. He responded, rushing against the bars and roaring back
at me his impotent wrath. Ah, he knew me, too, and the sounds I made were the
sounds of old time and intelligible to him.</p>
<p>My parents were frightened. “The child is ill,” said my mother.
“He is hysterical,” said my father. I never told them, and they
never knew. Already had I developed reticence concerning this quality of mine,
this semi-disassociation of personality as I think I am justified in calling
it.</p>
<p>I saw the snake-charmer, and no more of the circus did I see that night. I was
taken home, nervous and overwrought, sick with the invasion of my real life by
that other life of my dreams.</p>
<p>I have mentioned my reticence. Only once did I confide the strangeness of it
all to another. He was a boy—my chum; and we were eight years old. From
my dreams I reconstructed for him pictures of that vanished world in which I do
believe I once lived. I told him of the terrors of that early time, of Lop-Ear
and the pranks we played, of the gibbering councils, and of the Fire People and
their squatting places.</p>
<p>He laughed at me, and jeered, and told me tales of ghosts and of the dead that
walk at night. But mostly did he laugh at my feeble fancy. I told him more, and
he laughed the harder. I swore in all earnestness that these things were so,
and he began to look upon me queerly. Also, he gave amazing garblings of my
tales to our playmates, until all began to look upon me queerly.</p>
<p>It was a bitter experience, but I learned my lesson. I was different from my
kind. I was abnormal with something they could not understand, and the telling
of which would cause only misunderstanding. When the stories of ghosts and
goblins went around, I kept quiet. I smiled grimly to myself. I thought of my
nights of fear, and knew that mine were the real things—real as life
itself, not attenuated vapors and surmised shadows.</p>
<p>For me no terrors resided in the thought of bugaboos and wicked ogres. The fall
through leafy branches and the dizzy heights; the snakes that struck at me as I
dodged and leaped away in chattering flight; the wild dogs that hunted me
across the open spaces to the timber—these were terrors concrete and
actual, happenings and not imaginings, things of the living flesh and of sweat
and blood. Ogres and bugaboos and I had been happy bed-fellows, compared with
these terrors that made their bed with me throughout my childhood, and that
still bed with me, now, as I write this, full of years.</p>
<h2><SPAN name="chap02"></SPAN>CHAPTER II</h2>
<p>I have said that in my dreams I never saw a human being. Of this fact I became
aware very early, and felt poignantly the lack of my own kind. As a very little
child, even, I had a feeling, in the midst of the horror of my dreaming, that
if I could find but one man, only one human, I should be saved from my
dreaming, that I should be surrounded no more by haunting terrors. This thought
obsessed me every night of my life for years—if only I could find that
one human and be saved!</p>
<p>I must iterate that I had this thought in the midst of my dreaming, and I take
it as an evidence of the merging of my two personalities, as evidence of a
point of contact between the two disassociated parts of me. My dream
personality lived in the long ago, before ever man, as we know him, came to be;
and my other and wake-a-day personality projected itself, to the extent of the
knowledge of man’s existence, into the substance of my dreams.</p>
<p>Perhaps the psychologists of the book will find fault with my way of using the
phrase, “disassociation of personality.” I know their use of it,
yet am compelled to use it in my own way in default of a better phrase. I take
shelter behind the inadequacy of the English language. And now to the
explanation of my use, or misuse, of the phrase.</p>
<p>It was not till I was a young man, at college, that I got any clew to the
significance of my dreams, and to the cause of them. Up to that time they had
been meaningless and without apparent causation. But at college I discovered
evolution and psychology, and learned the explanation of various strange mental
states and experiences. For instance, there was the falling-through-space
dream—the commonest dream experience, one practically known, by
first-hand experience, to all men.</p>
<p>This, my professor told me, was a racial memory. It dated back to our remote
ancestors who lived in trees. With them, being tree-dwellers, the liability of
falling was an ever-present menace. Many lost their lives that way; all of them
experienced terrible falls, saving themselves by clutching branches as they
fell toward the ground.</p>
<p>Now a terrible fall, averted in such fashion, was productive of shock. Such
shock was productive of molecular changes in the cerebral cells. These
molecular changes were transmitted to the cerebral cells of progeny, became, in
short, racial memories. Thus, when you and I, asleep or dozing off to sleep,
fall through space and awake to sickening consciousness just before we strike,
we are merely remembering what happened to our arboreal ancestors, and which
has been stamped by cerebral changes into the heredity of the race.</p>
<p>There is nothing strange in this, any more than there is anything strange in an
instinct. An instinct is merely a habit that is stamped into the stuff of our
heredity, that is all. It will be noted, in passing, that in this falling dream
which is so familiar to you and me and all of us, we never strike bottom. To
strike bottom would be destruction. Those of our arboreal ancestors who struck
bottom died forthwith. True, the shock of their fall was communicated to the
cerebral cells, but they died immediately, before they could have progeny. You
and I are descended from those that did not strike bottom; that is why you and
I, in our dreams, never strike bottom.</p>
<p>And now we come to disassociation of personality. We never have this sense of
falling when we are wide awake. Our wake-a-day personality has no experience of
it. Then—and here the argument is irresistible—it must be another
and distinct personality that falls when we are asleep, and that has had
experience of such falling—that has, in short, a memory of past-day race
experiences, just as our wake-a-day personality has a memory of our wake-a-day
experiences.</p>
<p>It was at this stage in my reasoning that I began to see the light. And quickly
the light burst upon me with dazzling brightness, illuminating and explaining
all that had been weird and uncanny and unnaturally impossible in my dream
experiences. In my sleep it was not my wake-a-day personality that took charge
of me; it was another and distinct personality, possessing a new and totally
different fund of experiences, and, to the point of my dreaming, possessing
memories of those totally different experiences.</p>
<p>What was this personality? When had it itself lived a wake-a-day life on this
planet in order to collect this fund of strange experiences? These were
questions that my dreams themselves answered. He lived in the long ago, when
the world was young, in that period that we call the Mid-Pleistocene. He fell
from the trees but did not strike bottom. He gibbered with fear at the roaring
of the lions. He was pursued by beasts of prey, struck at by deadly snakes. He
chattered with his kind in council, and he received rough usage at the hands of
the Fire People in the day that he fled before them.</p>
<p>But, I hear you objecting, why is it that these racial memories are not ours as
well, seeing that we have a vague other-personality that falls through space
while we sleep?</p>
<p>And I may answer with another question. Why is a two-headed calf? And my own
answer to this is that it is a freak. And so I answer your question. I have
this other-personality and these complete racial memories because I am a freak.</p>
<p>But let me be more explicit.</p>
<p>The commonest race memory we have is the falling-through-space dream. This
other-personality is very vague. About the only memory it has is that of
falling. But many of us have sharper, more distinct other-personalities. Many
of us have the flying dream, the pursuing-monster dream, color dreams,
suffocation dreams, and the reptile and vermin dreams. In short, while this
other-personality is vestigial in all of us, in some of us it is almost
obliterated, while in others of us it is more pronounced. Some of us have
stronger and completer race memories than others.</p>
<p>It is all a question of varying degree of possession of the other-personality.
In myself, the degree of possession is enormous. My other-personality is almost
equal in power with my own personality. And in this matter I am, as I said, a
freak—a freak of heredity.</p>
<p>I do believe that it is the possession of this other-personality—but not
so strong a one as mine—that has in some few others given rise to belief
in personal reincarnation experiences. It is very plausible to such people, a
most convincing hypothesis. When they have visions of scenes they have never
seen in the flesh, memories of acts and events dating back in time, the
simplest explanation is that they have lived before.</p>
<p>But they make the mistake of ignoring their own duality. They do not recognize
their other-personality. They think it is their own personality, that they have
only one personality; and from such a premise they can conclude only that they
have lived previous lives.</p>
<p>But they are wrong. It is not reincarnation. I have visions of myself roaming
through the forests of the Younger World; and yet it is not myself that I see
but one that is only remotely a part of me, as my father and my grandfather are
parts of me less remote. This other-self of mine is an ancestor, a progenitor
of my progenitors in the early line of my race, himself the progeny of a line
that long before his time developed fingers and toes and climbed up into the
trees.</p>
<p>I must again, at the risk of boring, repeat that I am, in this one thing, to be
considered a freak. Not alone do I possess racial memory to an enormous extent,
but I possess the memories of one particular and far-removed progenitor. And
yet, while this is most unusual, there is nothing over-remarkable about it.</p>
<p>Follow my reasoning. An instinct is a racial memory. Very good. Then you and I
and all of us receive these memories from our fathers and mothers, as they
received them from their fathers and mothers. Therefore there must be a medium
whereby these memories are transmitted from generation to generation. This
medium is what Weismann terms the “germplasm.” It carries the
memories of the whole evolution of the race. These memories are dim and
confused, and many of them are lost. But some strains of germplasm carry an
excessive freightage of memories—are, to be scientific, more atavistic
than other strains; and such a strain is mine. I am a freak of heredity, an
atavistic nightmare—call me what you will; but here I am, real and alive,
eating three hearty meals a day, and what are you going to do about it?</p>
<p>And now, before I take up my tale, I want to anticipate the doubting Thomases
of psychology, who are prone to scoff, and who would otherwise surely say that
the coherence of my dreams is due to overstudy and the subconscious projection
of my knowledge of evolution into my dreams. In the first place, I have never
been a zealous student. I graduated last of my class. I cared more for
athletics, and—there is no reason I should not confess it—more for
billiards.</p>
<p>Further, I had no knowledge of evolution until I was at college, whereas in my
childhood and youth I had already lived in my dreams all the details of that
other, long-ago life. I will say, however, that these details were mixed and
incoherent until I came to know the science of evolution. Evolution was the
key. It gave the explanation, gave sanity to the pranks of this atavistic brain
of mine that, modern and normal, harked back to a past so remote as to be
contemporaneous with the raw beginnings of mankind.</p>
<p>For in this past I know of, man, as we to-day know him, did not exist. It was
in the period of his becoming that I must have lived and had my being.</p>
<h2><SPAN name="chap03"></SPAN>CHAPTER III</h2>
<p>The commonest dream of my early childhood was something like this: It seemed
that I was very small and that I lay curled up in a sort of nest of twigs and
boughs. Sometimes I was lying on my back. In this position it seemed that I
spent many hours, watching the play of sunlight on the foliage and the stirring
of the leaves by the wind. Often the nest itself moved back and forth when the
wind was strong.</p>
<p>But always, while so lying in the nest, I was mastered as of tremendous space
beneath me. I never saw it, I never peered over the edge of the nest to see;
but I <i>knew</i> and feared that space that lurked just beneath me and that
ever threatened me like a maw of some all-devouring monster.</p>
<p>This dream, in which I was quiescent and which was more like a condition than
an experience of action, I dreamed very often in my early childhood. But
suddenly, there would rush into the very midst of it strange forms and
ferocious happenings, the thunder and crashing of storm, or unfamiliar
landscapes such as in my wake-a-day life I had never seen. The result was
confusion and nightmare. I could comprehend nothing of it. There was no logic
of sequence.</p>
<p>You see, I did not dream consecutively. One moment I was a wee babe of the
Younger World lying in my tree nest; the next moment I was a grown man of the
Younger World locked in combat with the hideous Red-Eye; and the next moment I
was creeping carefully down to the water-hole in the heat of the day. Events,
years apart in their occurrence in the Younger World, occurred with me within
the space of several minutes, or seconds.</p>
<p>It was all a jumble, but this jumble I shall not inflict upon you. It was not
until I was a young man and had dreamed many thousand times, that everything
straightened out and became clear and plain. Then it was that I got the clew of
time, and was able to piece together events and actions in their proper order.
Thus was I able to reconstruct the vanished Younger World as it was at the time
I lived in it—or at the time my other-self lived in it. The distinction
does not matter; for I, too, the modern man, have gone back and lived that
early life in the company of my other-self.</p>
<p>For your convenience, since this is to be no sociological screed, I shall frame
together the different events into a comprehensive story. For there is a
certain thread of continuity and happening that runs through all the dreams.
There is my friendship with Lop-Ear, for instance. Also, there is the enmity of
Red-Eye, and the love of the Swift One. Taking it all in all, a fairly coherent
and interesting story I am sure you will agree.</p>
<p>I do not remember much of my mother. Possibly the earliest recollection I have
of her—and certainly the sharpest—is the following: It seemed I was
lying on the ground. I was somewhat older than during the nest days, but still
helpless. I rolled about in the dry leaves, playing with them and making
crooning, rasping noises in my throat. The sun shone warmly and I was happy,
and comfortable. I was in a little open space. Around me, on all sides, were
bushes and fern-like growths, and overhead and all about were the trunks and
branches of forest trees.</p>
<p>Suddenly I heard a sound. I sat upright and listened. I made no movement. The
little noises died down in my throat, and I sat as one petrified. The sound
drew closer. It was like the grunt of a pig. Then I began to hear the sounds
caused by the moving of a body through the brush. Next I saw the ferns agitated
by the passage of the body. Then the ferns parted, and I saw gleaming eyes, a
long snout, and white tusks.</p>
<p>It was a wild boar. He peered at me curiously. He grunted once or twice and
shifted his weight from one foreleg to the other, at the same time moving his
head from side to side and swaying the ferns. Still I sat as one petrified, my
eyes unblinking as I stared at him, fear eating at my heart.</p>
<p>It seemed that this movelessness and silence on my part was what was expected
of me. I was not to cry out in the face of fear. It was a dictate of instinct.
And so I sat there and waited for I knew not what. The boar thrust the ferns
aside and stepped into the open. The curiosity went out of his eyes, and they
gleamed cruelly. He tossed his head at me threateningly and advanced a step.
This he did again, and yet again.</p>
<p>Then I screamed...or shrieked—I cannot describe it, but it was a shrill
and terrible cry. And it seems that it, too, at this stage of the proceedings,
was the thing expected of me. From not far away came an answering cry. My
sounds seemed momentarily to disconcert the boar, and while he halted and
shifted his weight with indecision, an apparition burst upon us.</p>
<p>She was like a large orangutan, my mother, or like a chimpanzee, and yet, in
sharp and definite ways, quite different. She was heavier of build than they,
and had less hair. Her arms were not so long, and her legs were stouter. She
wore no clothes—only her natural hair. And I can tell you she was a fury
when she was excited.</p>
<p>And like a fury she dashed upon the scene. She was gritting her teeth, making
frightful grimaces, snarling, uttering sharp and continuous cries that sounded
like “kh-ah! kh-ah!” So sudden and formidable was her appearance
that the boar involuntarily bunched himself together on the defensive and
bristled as she swerved toward him. Then she swerved toward me. She had quite
taken the breath out of him. I knew just what to do in that moment of time she
had gained. I leaped to meet her, catching her about the waist and holding on
hand and foot—yes, by my feet; I could hold on by them as readily as by
my hands. I could feel in my tense grip the pull of the hair as her skin and
her muscles moved beneath with her efforts.</p>
<p>As I say, I leaped to meet her, and on the instant she leaped straight up into
the air, catching an overhanging branch with her hands. The next instant, with
clashing tusks, the boar drove past underneath. He had recovered from his
surprise and sprung forward, emitting a squeal that was almost a trumpeting. At
any rate it was a call, for it was followed by the rushing of bodies through
the ferns and brush from all directions.</p>
<p>From every side wild hogs dashed into the open space—a score of them. But
my mother swung over the top of a thick limb, a dozen feet from the ground,
and, still holding on to her, we perched there in safety. She was very excited.
She chattered and screamed, and scolded down at the bristling, tooth-gnashing
circle that had gathered beneath. I, too, trembling, peered down at the angry
beasts and did my best to imitate my mother’s cries.</p>
<p>From the distance came similar cries, only pitched deeper, into a sort of
roaring bass. These grew momentarily louder, and soon I saw him approaching, my
father—at least, by all the evidence of the times, I am driven to
conclude that he was my father.</p>
<p>He was not an extremely prepossessing father, as fathers go. He seemed half
man, and half ape, and yet not ape, and not yet man. I fail to describe him.
There is nothing like him to-day on the earth, under the earth, nor in the
earth. He was a large man in his day, and he must have weighed all of a hundred
and thirty pounds. His face was broad and flat, and the eyebrows over-hung the
eyes. The eyes themselves were small, deep-set, and close together. He had
practically no nose at all. It was squat and broad, apparently without any
bridge, while the nostrils were like two holes in the face, opening outward
instead of down.</p>
<p>The forehead slanted back from the eyes, and the hair began right at the eyes
and ran up over the head. The head itself was preposterously small and was
supported on an equally preposterous, thick, short neck.</p>
<p>There was an elemental economy about his body—as was there about all our
bodies. The chest was deep, it is true, cavernously deep; but there were no
full-swelling muscles, no wide-spreading shoulders, no clean-limbed
straightness, no generous symmetry of outline. It represented strength, that
body of my father’s, strength without beauty; ferocious, primordial
strength, made to clutch and gripe and rend and destroy.</p>
<p>His hips were thin; and the legs, lean and hairy, were crooked and
stringy-muscled. In fact, my father’s legs were more like arms. They were
twisted and gnarly, and with scarcely the semblance of the full meaty calf such
as graces your leg and mine. I remember he could not walk on the flat of his
foot. This was because it was a prehensile foot, more like a hand than a foot.
The great toe, instead of being in line with the other toes, opposed them, like
a thumb, and its opposition to the other toes was what enabled him to get a
grip with his foot. This was why he could not walk on the flat of his foot.</p>
<p>But his appearance was no more unusual than the manner of his coming, there to
my mother and me as we perched above the angry wild pigs. He came through the
trees, leaping from limb to limb and from tree to tree; and he came swiftly. I
can see him now, in my wake-a-day life, as I write this, swinging along through
the trees, a four-handed, hairy creature, howling with rage, pausing now and
again to beat his chest with his clenched fist, leaping ten-and-fifteen-foot
gaps, catching a branch with one hand and swinging on across another gap to
catch with his other hand and go on, never hesitating, never at a loss as to
how to proceed on his arboreal way.</p>
<p>And as I watched him I felt in my own being, in my very muscles themselves, the
surge and thrill of desire to go leaping from bough to bough; and I felt also
the guarantee of the latent power in that being and in those muscles of mine.
And why not? Little boys watch their fathers swing axes and fell trees, and
feel in themselves that some day they, too, will swing axes and fell trees. And
so with me. The life that was in me was constituted to do what my father did,
and it whispered to me secretly and ambitiously of aerial paths and forest
flights.</p>
<p>At last my father joined us. He was extremely angry. I remember the out-thrust
of his protruding underlip as he glared down at the wild pigs. He snarled
something like a dog, and I remember that his eye-teeth were large, like fangs,
and that they impressed me tremendously.</p>
<p>His conduct served only the more to infuriate the pigs. He broke off twigs and
small branches and flung them down upon our enemies. He even hung by one hand,
tantalizingly just beyond reach, and mocked them as they gnashed their tusks
with impotent rage. Not content with this, he broke off a stout branch, and,
holding on with one hand and foot, jabbed the infuriated beasts in the sides
and whacked them across their noses. Needless to state, my mother and I enjoyed
the sport.</p>
<p>But one tires of all good things, and in the end, my father, chuckling
maliciously the while, led the way across the trees. Now it was that my
ambitions ebbed away, and I became timid, holding tightly to my mother as she
climbed and swung through space. I remember when the branch broke with her
weight. She had made a wide leap, and with the snap of the wood I was
overwhelmed with the sickening consciousness of falling through space, the pair
of us. The forest and the sunshine on the rustling leaves vanished from my
eyes. I had a fading glimpse of my father abruptly arresting his progress to
look, and then all was blackness.</p>
<p>The next moment I was awake, in my sheeted bed, sweating, trembling, nauseated.
The window was up, and a cool air was blowing through the room. The night-lamp
was burning calmly. And because of this I take it that the wild pigs did not
get us, that we never fetched bottom; else I should not be here now, a thousand
centuries after, to remember the event.</p>
<p>And now put yourself in my place for a moment. Walk with me a bit in my tender
childhood, bed with me a night and imagine yourself dreaming such
incomprehensible horrors. Remember I was an inexperienced child. I had never
seen a wild boar in my life. For that matter I had never seen a domesticated
pig. The nearest approach to one that I had seen was breakfast bacon sizzling
in its fat. And yet here, real as life, wild boars dashed through my dreams,
and I, with fantastic parents, swung through the lofty tree-spaces.</p>
<p>Do you wonder that I was frightened and oppressed by my nightmare-ridden
nights? I was accursed. And, worst of all, I was afraid to tell. I do not know
why, except that I had a feeling of guilt, though I knew no better of what I
was guilty. So it was, through long years, that I suffered in silence, until I
came to man’s estate and learned the why and wherefore of my dreams.</p>
<h2><SPAN name="chap04"></SPAN>CHAPTER IV</h2>
<p>There is one puzzling thing about these prehistoric memories of mine. It is the
vagueness of the time element. I do not always know the order of
events;—or can I tell, between some events, whether one, two, or four or
five years have elapsed. I can only roughly tell the passage of time by judging
the changes in the appearance and pursuits of my fellows.</p>
<p>Also, I can apply the logic of events to the various happenings. For instance,
there is no doubt whatever that my mother and I were treed by the wild pigs and
fled and fell in the days before I made the acquaintance of Lop-Ear, who became
what I may call my boyhood chum. And it is just as conclusive that between
these two periods I must have left my mother.</p>
<p>I have no memory of my father than the one I have given. Never, in the years
that followed, did he reappear. And from my knowledge of the times, the only
explanation possible lies in that he perished shortly after the adventure with
the wild pigs. That it must have been an untimely end, there is no discussion.
He was in full vigor, and only sudden and violent death could have taken him
off. But I know not the manner of his going—whether he was drowned in the
river, or was swallowed by a snake, or went into the stomach of old
Saber-Tooth, the tiger, is beyond my knowledge.</p>
<p>For know that I remember only the things I saw myself, with my own eyes, in
those prehistoric days. If my mother knew my father’s end, she never told
me. For that matter I doubt if she had a vocabulary adequate to convey such
information. Perhaps, all told, the Folk in that day had a vocabulary of thirty
or forty sounds.</p>
<p>I call them <i>sounds</i>, rather than <i>words</i>, because sounds they were
primarily. They had no fixed values, to be altered by adjectives and adverbs.
These latter were tools of speech not yet invented. Instead of qualifying nouns
or verbs by the use of adjectives and adverbs, we qualified sounds by
intonation, by changes in quantity and pitch, by retarding and by accelerating.
The length of time employed in the utterance of a particular sound shaded its
meaning.</p>
<p>We had no conjugation. One judged the tense by the context. We talked only
concrete things because we thought only concrete things. Also, we depended
largely on pantomime. The simplest abstraction was practically beyond our
thinking; and when one did happen to think one, he was hard put to communicate
it to his fellows. There were no sounds for it. He was pressing beyond the
limits of his vocabulary. If he invented sounds for it, his fellows did not
understand the sounds. Then it was that he fell back on pantomime, illustrating
the thought wherever possible and at the same time repeating the new sound over
and over again.</p>
<p>Thus language grew. By the few sounds we possessed we were enabled to think a
short distance beyond those sounds; then came the need for new sounds wherewith
to express the new thought. Sometimes, however, we thought too long a distance
in advance of our sounds, managed to achieve abstractions (dim ones I grant),
which we failed utterly to make known to other folk. After all, language did
not grow fast in that day.</p>
<p>Oh, believe me, we were amazingly simple. But we did know a lot that is not
known to-day. We could twitch our ears, prick them up and flatten them down at
will. And we could scratch between our shoulders with ease. We could throw
stones with our feet. I have done it many a time. And for that matter, I could
keep my knees straight, bend forward from the hips, and touch, not the tips of
my fingers, but the points of my elbows, to the ground. And as for
bird-nesting—well, I only wish the twentieth-century boy could see us.
But we made no collections of eggs. We ate them.</p>
<p>I remember—but I out-run my story. First let me tell of Lop-Ear and our
friendship. Very early in my life, I separated from my mother. Possibly this
was because, after the death of my father, she took to herself a second
husband. I have few recollections of him, and they are not of the best. He was
a light fellow. There was no solidity to him. He was too voluble. His infernal
chattering worries me even now as I think of it. His mind was too
inconsequential to permit him to possess purpose. Monkeys in their cages always
remind me of him. He was monkeyish. That is the best description I can give of
him.</p>
<p>He hated me from the first. And I quickly learned to be afraid of him and his
malicious pranks. Whenever he came in sight I crept close to my mother and
clung to her. But I was growing older all the time, and it was inevitable that
I should from time to time stray from her, and stray farther and farther. And
these were the opportunities that the Chatterer waited for. (I may as well
explain that we bore no names in those days; were not known by any name. For
the sake of convenience I have myself given names to the various Folk I was
more closely in contact with, and the “Chatterer” is the most
fitting description I can find for that precious stepfather of mine. As for me,
I have named myself “Big-Tooth.” My eye-teeth were pronouncedly
large.)</p>
<p>But to return to the Chatterer. He persistently terrorized me. He was always
pinching me and cuffing me, and on occasion he was not above biting me. Often
my mother interfered, and the way she made his fur fly was a joy to see. But
the result of all this was a beautiful and unending family quarrel, in which I
was the bone of contention.</p>
<p>No, my home-life was not happy. I smile to myself as I write the phrase.
Home-life! Home! I had no home in the modern sense of the term. My home was an
association, not a habitation. I lived in my mother’s care, not in a
house. And my mother lived anywhere, so long as when night came she was above
the ground.</p>
<p>My mother was old-fashioned. She still clung to her trees. It is true, the more
progressive members of our horde lived in the caves above the river. But my
mother was suspicious and unprogressive. The trees were good enough for her. Of
course, we had one particular tree in which we usually roosted, though we often
roosted in other trees when nightfall caught us. In a convenient fork was a
sort of rude platform of twigs and branches and creeping things. It was more
like a huge bird-nest than anything else, though it was a thousand times cruder
in the weaving than any bird-nest. But it had one feature that I have never
seen attached to any bird-nest, namely, a roof.</p>
<p>Oh, not a roof such as modern man makes! Nor a roof such as is made by the
lowest aborigines of to-day. It was infinitely more clumsy than the clumsiest
handiwork of man—of man as we know him. It was put together in a casual,
helter-skelter sort of way. Above the fork of the tree whereon we rested was a
pile of dead branches and brush. Four or five adjacent forks held what I may
term the various ridge-poles. These were merely stout sticks an inch or so in
diameter. On them rested the brush and branches. These seemed to have been
tossed on almost aimlessly. There was no attempt at thatching. And I must
confess that the roof leaked miserably in a heavy rain.</p>
<p>But the Chatterer. He made home-life a burden for both my mother and
me—and by home-life I mean, not the leaky nest in the tree, but the
group-life of the three of us. He was most malicious in his persecution of me.
That was the one purpose to which he held steadfastly for longer than five
minutes. Also, as time went by, my mother was less eager in her defence of me.
I think, what of the continuous rows raised by the Chatterer, that I must have
become a nuisance to her. At any rate, the situation went from bad to worse so
rapidly that I should soon, of my own volition, have left home. But the
satisfaction of performing so independent an act was denied me. Before I was
ready to go, I was thrown out. And I mean this literally.</p>
<p>The opportunity came to the Chatterer one day when I was alone in the nest. My
mother and the Chatterer had gone away together toward the blueberry swamp. He
must have planned the whole thing, for I heard him returning alone through the
forest, roaring with self-induced rage as he came. Like all the men of our
horde, when they were angry or were trying to make themselves angry, he stopped
now and again to hammer on his chest with his fist.</p>
<p>I realized the helplessness of my situation, and crouched trembling in the
nest. The Chatterer came directly to the tree—I remember it was an oak
tree—and began to climb up. And he never ceased for a moment from his
infernal row. As I have said, our language was extremely meagre, and he must
have strained it by the variety of ways in which he informed me of his undying
hatred of me and of his intention there and then to have it out with me.</p>
<p>As he climbed to the fork, I fled out the great horizontal limb. He followed
me, and out I went, farther and farther. At last I was out amongst the small
twigs and leaves. The Chatterer was ever a coward, and greater always than any
anger he ever worked up was his caution. He was afraid to follow me out amongst
the leaves and twigs. For that matter, his greater weight would have crashed
him through the foliage before he could have got to me.</p>
<p>But it was not necessary for him to reach me, and well he knew it, the
scoundrel! With a malevolent expression on his face, his beady eyes gleaming
with cruel intelligence, he began teetering. Teetering!—and with me out
on the very edge of the bough, clutching at the twigs that broke continually
with my weight. Twenty feet beneath me was the earth.</p>
<p>Wildly and more wildly he teetered, grinning at me his gloating hatred. Then
came the end. All four holds broke at the same time, and I fell, back-downward,
looking up at him, my hands and feet still clutching the broken twigs. Luckily,
there were no wild pigs under me, and my fall was broken by the tough and
springy bushes.</p>
<p>Usually, my falls destroy my dreams, the nervous shock being sufficient to
bridge the thousand centuries in an instant and hurl me wide awake into my
little bed, where, perchance, I lie sweating and trembling and hear the cuckoo
clock calling the hour in the hall. But this dream of my leaving home I have
had many times, and never yet have I been awakened by it. Always do I crash,
shrieking, down through the brush and fetch up with a bump on the ground.</p>
<p>Scratched and bruised and whimpering, I lay where I had fallen. Peering up
through the bushes, I could see the Chatterer. He had set up a demoniacal chant
of joy and was keeping time to it with his teetering. I quickly hushed my
whimpering. I was no longer in the safety of the trees, and I knew the danger I
ran of bringing upon myself the hunting animals by too audible an expression of
my grief.</p>
<p>I remember, as my sobs died down, that I became interested in watching the
strange light-effects produced by partially opening and closing my tear-wet
eyelids. Then I began to investigate, and found that I was not so very badly
damaged by my fall. I had lost some hair and hide, here and there; the sharp
and jagged end of a broken branch had thrust fully an inch into my forearm; and
my right hip, which had borne the brunt of my contact with the ground, was
aching intolerably. But these, after all, were only petty hurts. No bones were
broken, and in those days the flesh of man had finer healing qualities than it
has to-day. Yet it was a severe fall, for I limped with my injured hip for
fully a week afterward.</p>
<p>Next, as I lay in the bushes, there came upon me a feeling of desolation, a
consciousness that I was homeless. I made up my mind never to return to my
mother and the Chatterer. I would go far away through the terrible forest, and
find some tree for myself in which to roost. As for food, I knew where to find
it. For the last year at least I had not been beholden to my mother for food.
All she had furnished me was protection and guidance.</p>
<p>I crawled softly out through the bushes. Once I looked back and saw the
Chatterer still chanting and teetering. It was not a pleasant sight. I knew
pretty well how to be cautious, and I was exceedingly careful on this my first
journey in the world.</p>
<p>I gave no thought as to where I was going. I had but one purpose, and that was
to go away beyond the reach of the Chatterer. I climbed into the trees and
wandered on amongst them for hours, passing from tree to tree and never
touching the ground. But I did not go in any particular direction, nor did I
travel steadily. It was my nature, as it was the nature of all my folk, to be
inconsequential. Besides, I was a mere child, and I stopped a great deal to
play by the way.</p>
<p>The events that befell me on my leaving home are very vague in my mind. My
dreams do not cover them. Much has my other-self forgotten, and particularly at
this very period. Nor have I been able to frame up the various dreams so as to
bridge the gap between my leaving the home-tree and my arrival at the caves.</p>
<p>I remember that several times I came to open spaces. These I crossed in great
trepidation, descending to the ground and running at the top of my speed. I
remember that there were days of rain and days of sunshine, so that I must have
wandered alone for quite a time. I especially dream of my misery in the rain,
and of my sufferings from hunger and how I appeased it. One very strong
impression is of hunting little lizards on the rocky top of an open knoll. They
ran under the rocks, and most of them escaped; but occasionally I turned over a
stone and caught one. I was frightened away from this knoll by snakes. They did
not pursue me. They were merely basking on flat rocks in the sun. But such was
my inherited fear of them that I fled as fast as if they had been after me.</p>
<p>Then I gnawed bitter bark from young trees. I remember vaguely the eating of
many green nuts, with soft shells and milky kernels. And I remember most
distinctly suffering from a stomach-ache. It may have been caused by the green
nuts, and maybe by the lizards. I do not know. But I do know that I was
fortunate in not being devoured during the several hours I was knotted up on
the ground with the colic.</p>
<h2><SPAN name="chap05"></SPAN>CHAPTER V</h2>
<p>My vision of the scene came abruptly, as I emerged from the forest. I found
myself on the edge of a large clear space. On one side of this space rose up
high bluffs. On the other side was the river. The earth bank ran steeply down
to the water, but here and there, in several places, where at some time slides
of earth had occurred, there were run-ways. These were the drinking-places of
the Folk that lived in the caves.</p>
<p>And this was the main abiding-place of the Folk that I had chanced upon. This
was, I may say, by stretching the word, the village. My mother and the
Chatterer and I, and a few other simple bodies, were what might be termed
suburban residents. We were part of the horde, though we lived a distance away
from it. It was only a short distance, though it had taken me, what of my
wandering, all of a week to arrive. Had I come directly, I could have covered
the trip in an hour.</p>
<p>But to return. From the edge of the forest I saw the caves in the bluff, the
open space, and the run-ways to the drinking-places. And in the open space I
saw many of the Folk. I had been straying, alone and a child, for a week.
During that time I had seen not one of my kind. I had lived in terror and
desolation. And now, at the sight of my kind, I was overcome with gladness, and
I ran wildly toward them.</p>
<p>Then it was that a strange thing happened. Some one of the Folk saw me and
uttered a warning cry. On the instant, crying out with fear and panic, the Folk
fled away. Leaping and scrambling over the rocks, they plunged into the mouths
of the caves and disappeared...all but one, a little baby, that had been
dropped in the excitement close to the base of the bluff. He was wailing
dolefully. His mother dashed out; he sprang to meet her and held on tightly as
she scrambled back into the cave.</p>
<p>I was all alone. The populous open space had of a sudden become deserted. I sat
down forlornly and whimpered. I could not understand. Why had the Folk run away
from me? In later time, when I came to know their ways, I was to learn. When
they saw me dashing out of the forest at top speed they concluded that I was
being pursued by some hunting animal. By my unceremonious approach I had
stampeded them.</p>
<p>As I sat and watched the cave-mouths I became aware that the Folk were watching
me. Soon they were thrusting their heads out. A little later they were calling
back and forth to one another. In the hurry and confusion it had happened that
all had not gained their own caves. Some of the young ones had sought refuge in
other caves. The mothers did not call for them by name, because that was an
invention we had not yet made. All were nameless. The mothers uttered
querulous, anxious cries, which were recognized by the young ones. Thus, had my
mother been there calling to me, I should have recognized her voice amongst the
voices of a thousand mothers, and in the same way would she have recognized
mine amongst a thousand.</p>
<p>This calling back and forth continued for some time, but they were too cautious
to come out of their caves and descend to the ground. Finally one did come. He
was destined to play a large part in my life, and for that matter he already
played a large part in the lives of all the members of the horde. He it was
whom I shall call Red-Eye in the pages of this history—so called because
of his inflamed eyes, the lids being always red, and, by the peculiar effect
they produced, seeming to advertise the terrible savagery of him. The color of
his soul was red.</p>
<p>He was a monster in all ways. Physically he was a giant. He must have weighed
one hundred and seventy pounds. He was the largest one of our kind I ever saw.
Nor did I ever see one of the Fire People so large as he, nor one of the Tree
People. Sometimes, when in the newspapers I happen upon descriptions of our
modern bruisers and prizefighters, I wonder what chance the best of them would
have had against him.</p>
<p>I am afraid not much of a chance. With one grip of his iron fingers and a pull,
he could have plucked a muscle, say a biceps, by the roots, clear out of their
bodies. A back-handed, loose blow of his fist could have smashed their skulls
like egg-shells. With a sweep of his wicked feet (or hind-hands) he could have
disembowelled them. A twist could have broken their necks, and I know that with
a single crunch of his jaws he could have pierced, at the same moment, the
great vein of the throat in front and the spinal marrow at the back.</p>
<p>He could spring twenty feet horizontally from a sitting position. He was
abominably hairy. It was a matter of pride with us to be not very hairy. But he
was covered with hair all over, on the inside of the arms as well as the
outside, and even the ears themselves. The only places on him where the hair
did not grow were the soles of his hands and feet and beneath his eyes. He was
frightfully ugly, his ferocious grinning mouth and huge down-hanging under-lip
being but in harmony with his terrible eyes.</p>
<p>This was Red-Eye. And right gingerly he crept out of his cave and descended to
the ground. Ignoring me, he proceeded to reconnoitre. He bent forward from the
hips as he walked; and so far forward did he bend, and so long were his arms,
that with every step he touched the knuckles of his hands to the ground on
either side of him. He was awkward in the semi-erect position of walking that
he assumed, and he really touched his knuckles to the ground in order to
balance himself. But oh, I tell you he could run on all-fours! Now this was
something at which we were particularly awkward. Furthermore, it was a rare
individual among us who balanced himself with his knuckles when walking. Such
an individual was an atavism, and Red-Eye was an even greater atavism.</p>
<p>That is what he was—an atavism. We were in the process of changing our
tree-life to life on the ground. For many generations we had been going through
this change, and our bodies and carriage had likewise changed. But Red-Eye had
reverted to the more primitive tree-dwelling type. Perforce, because he was
born in our horde he stayed with us; but in actuality he was an atavism and his
place was elsewhere.</p>
<p>Very circumspect and very alert, he moved here and there about the open space,
peering through the vistas among the trees and trying to catch a glimpse of the
hunting animal that all suspected had pursued me. And while he did this, taking
no notice of me, the Folk crowded at the cave-mouths and watched.</p>
<p>At last he evidently decided that there was no danger lurking about. He was
returning from the head of the run-way, from where he had taken a peep down at
the drinking-place. His course brought him near, but still he did not notice
me. He proceeded casually on his way until abreast of me, and then, without
warning and with incredible swiftness, he smote me a buffet on the head. I was
knocked backward fully a dozen feet before I fetched up against the ground, and
I remember, half-stunned, even as the blow was struck, hearing the wild uproar
of clucking and shrieking laughter that arose from the caves. It was a great
joke—at least in that day; and right heartily the Folk appreciated it.</p>
<p>Thus was I received into the horde. Red-Eye paid no further attention to me,
and I was at liberty to whimper and sob to my heart’s content. Several of
the women gathered curiously about me, and I recognized them. I had encountered
them the preceding year when my mother had taken me to the hazelnut canyons.</p>
<p>But they quickly left me alone, being replaced by a dozen curious and teasing
youngsters. They formed a circle around me, pointing their fingers, making
faces, and poking and pinching me. I was frightened, and for a time I endured
them, then anger got the best of me and I sprang tooth and nail upon the most
audacious one of them—none other than Lop-Ear himself. I have so named
him because he could prick up only one of his ears. The other ear always hung
limp and without movement. Some accident had injured the muscles and deprived
him of the use of it.</p>
<p>He closed with me, and we went at it for all the world like a couple of small
boys fighting. We scratched and bit, pulled hair, clinched, and threw each
other down. I remember I succeeded in getting on him what in my college days I
learned was called a half-Nelson. This hold gave me the decided advantage. But
I did not enjoy it long. He twisted up one leg, and with the foot (or
hind-hand) made so savage an onslaught upon my abdomen as to threaten to
disembowel me. I had to release him in order to save myself, and then we went
at it again.</p>
<p>Lop-Ear was a year older than I, but I was several times angrier than he, and
in the end he took to his heels. I chased him across the open and down a
run-way to the river. But he was better acquainted with the locality and ran
along the edge of the water and up another run-way. He cut diagonally across
the open space and dashed into a wide-mouthed cave.</p>
<p>Before I knew it, I had plunged after him into the darkness. The next moment I
was badly frightened. I had never been in a cave before. I began to whimper and
cry out. Lop-Ear chattered mockingly at me, and, springing upon me unseen,
tumbled me over. He did not risk a second encounter, however, and took himself
off. I was between him and the entrance, and he did not pass me; yet he seemed
to have gone away. I listened, but could get no clew as to where he was. This
puzzled me, and when I regained the outside I sat down to watch.</p>
<p>He never came out of the entrance, of that I was certain; yet at the end of
several minutes he chuckled at my elbow. Again I ran after him, and again he
ran into the cave; but this time I stopped at the mouth. I dropped back a short
distance and watched. He did not come out, yet, as before, he chuckled at my
elbow and was chased by me a third time into the cave.</p>
<p>This performance was repeated several times. Then I followed him into the cave,
where I searched vainly for him. I was curious. I could not understand how he
eluded me. Always he went into the cave, never did he come out of it, yet
always did he arrive there at my elbow and mock me. Thus did our fight
transform itself into a game of hide and seek.</p>
<p>All afternoon, with occasional intervals, we kept it up, and a playful,
friendly spirit arose between us. In the end, he did not run away from me, and
we sat together with our arms around each other. A little later he disclosed
the mystery of the wide-mouthed cave. Holding me by the hand he led me inside.
It connected by a narrow crevice with another cave, and it was through this
that we regained the open air.</p>
<p>We were now good friends. When the other young ones gathered around to tease,
he joined with me in attacking them; and so viciously did we behave that before
long I was let alone. Lop-Ear made me acquainted with the village. There was
little that he could tell me of conditions and customs—he had not the
necessary vocabulary; but by observing his actions I learned much, and also he
showed me places and things.</p>
<p>He took me up the open space, between the caves and the river, and into the
forest beyond, where, in a grassy place among the trees, we made a meal of
stringy-rooted carrots. After that we had a good drink at the river and started
up the run-way to the caves.</p>
<p>It was in the run-way that we came upon Red-Eye again. The first I knew,
Lop-Ear had shrunk away to one side and was crouching low against the bank.
Naturally and involuntarily, I imitated him. Then it was that I looked to see
the cause of his fear. It was Red-Eye, swaggering down the centre of the
run-way and scowling fiercely with his inflamed eyes. I noticed that all the
youngsters shrank away from him as we had done, while the grown-ups regarded
him with wary eyes when he drew near, and stepped aside to give him the centre
of the path.</p>
<p>As twilight came on, the open space was deserted. The Folk were seeking the
safety of the caves. Lop-Ear led the way to bed. High up the bluff we climbed,
higher than all the other caves, to a tiny crevice that could not be seen from
the ground. Into this Lop-Ear squeezed. I followed with difficulty, so narrow
was the entrance, and found myself in a small rock-chamber. It was very
low—not more than a couple of feet in height, and possibly three feet by
four in width and length. Here, cuddled together in each other’s arms, we
slept out the night.</p>
<h2><SPAN name="chap06"></SPAN>CHAPTER VI</h2>
<p>While the more courageous of the youngsters played in and out of the
large-mouthed caves, I early learned that such caves were unoccupied. No one
slept in them at night. Only the crevice-mouthed caves were used, the narrower
the mouth the better. This was from fear of the preying animals that made life
a burden to us in those days and nights.</p>
<p>The first morning, after my night’s sleep with Lop-Ear, I learned the
advantage of the narrow-mouthed caves. It was just daylight when old
Saber-Tooth, the tiger, walked into the open space. Two of the Folk were
already up. They made a rush for it. Whether they were panic-stricken, or
whether he was too close on their heels for them to attempt to scramble up the
bluff to the crevices, I do not know; but at any rate they dashed into the
wide-mouthed cave wherein Lop-Ear and I had played the afternoon before.</p>
<p>What happened inside there was no way of telling, but it is fair to conclude
that the two Folk slipped through the connecting crevice into the other cave.
This crevice was too small to allow for the passage of Saber-Tooth, and he came
out the way he had gone in, unsatisfied and angry. It was evident that his
night’s hunting had been unsuccessful and that he had expected to make a
meal off of us. He caught sight of the two Folk at the other cave-mouth and
sprang for them. Of course, they darted through the passageway into the first
cave. He emerged angrier than ever and snarling.</p>
<p>Pandemonium broke loose amongst the rest of us. All up and down the great
bluff, we crowded the crevices and outside ledges, and we were all chattering
and shrieking in a thousand keys. And we were all making faces—snarling
faces; this was an instinct with us. We were as angry as Saber-Tooth, though
our anger was allied with fear. I remember that I shrieked and made faces with
the best of them. Not only did they set the example, but I felt the urge from
within me to do the same things they were doing. My hair was bristling, and I
was convulsed with a fierce, unreasoning rage.</p>
<p>For some time old Saber-Tooth continued dashing in and out of first the one
cave and then the other. But the two Folk merely slipped back and forth through
the connecting crevice and eluded him. In the meantime the rest of us up the
bluff had proceeded to action. Every time he appeared outside we pelted him
with rocks. At first we merely dropped them on him, but we soon began to whiz
them down with the added force of our muscles.</p>
<p>This bombardment drew Saber-Tooth’s attention to us and made him angrier
than ever. He abandoned his pursuit of the two Folk and sprang up the bluff
toward the rest of us, clawing at the crumbling rock and snarling as he clawed
his upward way. At this awful sight, the last one of us sought refuge inside
our caves. I know this, because I peeped out and saw the whole bluff-side
deserted, save for Saber-Tooth, who had lost his footing and was sliding and
falling down.</p>
<p>I called out the cry of encouragement, and again the bluff was covered by the
screaming horde and the stones were falling faster than ever. Saber-Tooth was
frantic with rage. Time and again he assaulted the bluff. Once he even gained
the first crevice-entrances before he fell back, but was unable to force his
way inside. With each upward rush he made, waves of fear surged over us. At
first, at such times, most of us dashed inside; but some remained outside to
hammer him with stones, and soon all of us remained outside and kept up the
fusillade.</p>
<p>Never was so masterly a creature so completely baffled. It hurt his pride
terribly, thus to be outwitted by the small and tender Folk. He stood on the
ground and looked up at us, snarling, lashing his tail, snapping at the stones
that fell near to him. Once I whizzed down a stone, and just at the right
moment he looked up. It caught him full on the end of his nose, and he went
straight up in the air, all four feet of him, roaring and caterwauling, what of
the hurt and surprise.</p>
<p>He was beaten and he knew it. Recovering his dignity, he stalked out solemnly
from under the rain of stones. He stopped in the middle of the open space and
looked wistfully and hungrily back at us. He hated to forego the meal, and we
were just so much meat, cornered but inaccessible. This sight of him started us
to laughing. We laughed derisively and uproariously, all of us. Now animals do
not like mockery. To be laughed at makes them angry. And in such fashion our
laughter affected Saber-Tooth. He turned with a roar and charged the bluff
again. This was what we wanted. The fight had become a game, and we took huge
delight in pelting him.</p>
<p>But this attack did not last long. He quickly recovered his common sense, and
besides, our missiles were shrewd to hurt. Vividly do I recollect the vision of
one bulging eye of his, swollen almost shut by one of the stones we had thrown.
And vividly do I retain the picture of him as he stood on the edge of the
forest whither he had finally retreated. He was looking back at us, his
writhing lips lifted clear of the very roots of his huge fangs, his hair
bristling and his tail lashing. He gave one last snarl and slid from view among
the trees.</p>
<p>And then such a chattering as went up. We swarmed out of our holes, examining
the marks his claws had made on the crumbling rock of the bluff, all of us
talking at once. One of the two Folk who had been caught in the double cave was
part-grown, half child and half youth. They had come out proudly from their
refuge, and we surrounded them in an admiring crowd. Then the young
fellow’s mother broke through and fell upon him in a tremendous rage,
boxing his ears, pulling his hair, and shrieking like a demon. She was a
strapping big woman, very hairy, and the thrashing she gave him was a delight
to the horde. We roared with laughter, holding on to one another or rolling on
the ground in our glee.</p>
<p>In spite of the reign of fear under which we lived, the Folk were always great
laughers. We had the sense of humor. Our merriment was Gargantuan. It was never
restrained. There was nothing half way about it. When a thing was funny we were
convulsed with appreciation of it, and the simplest, crudest things were funny
to us. Oh, we were great laughers, I can tell you.</p>
<p>The way we had treated Saber-Tooth was the way we treated all animals that
invaded the village. We kept our run-ways and drinking-places to ourselves by
making life miserable for the animals that trespassed or strayed upon our
immediate territory. Even the fiercest hunting animals we so bedevilled that
they learned to leave our places alone. We were not fighters like them; we were
cunning and cowardly, and it was because of our cunning and cowardice, and our
inordinate capacity for fear, that we survived in that frightfully hostile
environment of the Younger World.</p>
<p>Lop-Ear, I figure, was a year older than I. What his past history was he had no
way of telling me, but as I never saw anything of his mother I believed him to
be an orphan. After all, fathers did not count in our horde. Marriage was as
yet in a rude state, and couples had a way of quarrelling and separating.
Modern man, what of his divorce institution, does the same thing legally. But
we had no laws. Custom was all we went by, and our custom in this particular
matter was rather promiscuous.</p>
<p>Nevertheless, as this narrative will show later on, we betrayed glimmering
adumbrations of the monogamy that was later to give power to, and make mighty,
such tribes as embraced it. Furthermore, even at the time I was born, there
were several faithful couples that lived in the trees in the neighborhood of my
mother. Living in the thick of the horde did not conduce to monogamy. It was
for this reason, undoubtedly, that the faithful couples went away and lived by
themselves. Through many years these couples stayed together, though when the
man or woman died or was eaten the survivor invariably found a new mate.</p>
<p>There was one thing that greatly puzzled me during the first days of my
residence in the horde. There was a nameless and incommunicable fear that
rested upon all. At first it appeared to be connected wholly with direction.
The horde feared the northeast. It lived in perpetual apprehension of that
quarter of the compass. And every individual gazed more frequently and with
greater alarm in that direction than in any other.</p>
<p>When Lop-Ear and I went toward the north-east to eat the stringy-rooted carrots
that at that season were at their best, he became unusually timid. He was
content to eat the leavings, the big tough carrots and the little ropy ones,
rather than to venture a short distance farther on to where the carrots were as
yet untouched. When I so ventured, he scolded me and quarrelled with me. He
gave me to understand that in that direction was some horrible danger, but just
what the horrible danger was his paucity of language would not permit him to
say.</p>
<p>Many a good meal I got in this fashion, while he scolded and chattered vainly
at me. I could not understand. I kept very alert, but I could see no danger. I
calculated always the distance between myself and the nearest tree, and knew
that to that haven of refuge I could out-foot the Tawny One, or old
Saber-Tooth, did one or the other suddenly appear.</p>
<p>One late afternoon, in the village, a great uproar arose. The horde was
animated with a single emotion, that of fear. The bluff-side swarmed with the
Folk, all gazing and pointing into the northeast. I did not know what it was,
but I scrambled all the way up to the safety of my own high little cave before
ever I turned around to see.</p>
<p>And then, across the river, away into the northeast, I saw for the first time
the mystery of smoke. It was the biggest animal I had ever seen. I thought it
was a monster snake, up-ended, rearing its head high above the trees and
swaying back and forth. And yet, somehow, I seemed to gather from the conduct
of the Folk that the smoke itself was not the danger. They appeared to fear it
as the token of something else. What this something else was I was unable to
guess. Nor could they tell me. Yet I was soon to know, and I was to know it as
a thing more terrible than the Tawny One, than old Saber-Tooth, than the snakes
themselves, than which it seemed there could be no things more terrible.</p>
<h2><SPAN name="chap07"></SPAN>CHAPTER VII</h2>
<p>Broken-Tooth was another youngster who lived by himself. His mother lived in
the caves, but two more children had come after him and he had been thrust out
to shift for himself. We had witnessed the performance during the several
preceding days, and it had given us no little glee. Broken-Tooth did not want
to go, and every time his mother left the cave he sneaked back into it. When
she returned and found him there her rages were delightful. Half the horde made
a practice of watching for these moments. First, from within the cave, would
come her scolding and shrieking. Then we could hear sounds of the thrashing and
the yelling of Broken-Tooth. About this time the two younger children joined
in. And finally, like the eruption of a miniature volcano, Broken-Tooth would
come flying out.</p>
<p>At the end of several days his leaving home was accomplished. He wailed his
grief, unheeded, from the centre of the open space, for at least half an hour,
and then came to live with Lop-Ear and me. Our cave was small, but with
squeezing there was room for three. I have no recollection of Broken-Tooth
spending more than one night with us, so the accident must have happened right
away.</p>
<p>It came in the middle of the day. In the morning we had eaten our fill of the
carrots, and then, made heedless by play, we had ventured on to the big trees
just beyond. I cannot understand how Lop-Ear got over his habitual caution, but
it must have been the play. We were having a great time playing tree tag. And
such tag! We leaped ten or fifteen-foot gaps as a matter of course. And a
twenty or twenty-five foot deliberate drop clear down to the ground was nothing
to us. In fact, I am almost afraid to say the great distances we dropped. As we
grew older and heavier we found we had to be more cautious in dropping, but at
that age our bodies were all strings and springs and we could do anything.</p>
<p>Broken-Tooth displayed remarkable agility in the game. He was “It”
less frequently than any of us, and in the course of the game he discovered one
difficult “slip” that neither Lop-Ear nor I was able to accomplish.
To be truthful, we were afraid to attempt it.</p>
<p>When we were “It,” Broken-Tooth always ran out to the end of a
lofty branch in a certain tree. From the end of the branch to the ground it
must have been seventy feet, and nothing intervened to break a fall. But about
twenty feet lower down, and fully fifteen feet out from the perpendicular, was
the thick branch of another tree.</p>
<p>As we ran out the limb, Broken-Tooth, facing us, would begin teetering. This
naturally impeded our progress; but there was more in the teetering than that.
He teetered with his back to the jump he was to make. Just as we nearly reached
him he would let go. The teetering branch was like a spring-board. It threw him
far out, backward, as he fell. And as he fell he turned around sidewise in the
air so as to face the other branch into which he was falling. This branch bent
far down under the impact, and sometimes there was an ominous crackling; but it
never broke, and out of the leaves was always to be seen the face of
Broken-Tooth grinning triumphantly up at us.</p>
<p>I was “It” the last time Broken-Tooth tried this. He had gained the
end of the branch and begun his teetering, and I was creeping out after him,
when suddenly there came a low warning cry from Lop-Ear. I looked down and saw
him in the main fork of the tree crouching close against the trunk.
Instinctively I crouched down upon the thick limb. Broken-Tooth stopped
teetering, but the branch would not stop, and his body continued bobbing up and
down with the rustling leaves.</p>
<p>I heard the crackle of a dry twig, and looking down saw my first Fire-Man. He
was creeping stealthily along on the ground and peering up into the tree. At
first I thought he was a wild animal, because he wore around his waist and over
his shoulders a ragged piece of bearskin. And then I saw his hands and feet,
and more clearly his features. He was very much like my kind, except that he
was less hairy and that his feet were less like hands than ours. In fact, he
and his people, as I was later to know, were far less hairy than we, though we,
in turn, were equally less hairy than the Tree People.</p>
<p>It came to me instantly, as I looked at him. This was the terror of the
northeast, of which the mystery of smoke was a token. Yet I was puzzled.
Certainly he was nothing of which to be afraid. Red-Eye or any of our strong
men would have been more than a match for him. He was old, too, wizened with
age, and the hair on his face was gray. Also, he limped badly with one leg.
There was no doubt at all that we could out-run him and out-climb him. He could
never catch us, that was certain.</p>
<p>But he carried something in his hand that I had never seen before. It was a bow
and arrow. But at that time a bow and arrow had no meaning for me. How was I to
know that death lurked in that bent piece of wood? But Lop-Ear knew. He had
evidently seen the Fire People before and knew something of their ways. The
Fire-Man peered up at him and circled around the tree. And around the main
trunk above the fork Lop-Ear circled too, keeping always the trunk between
himself and the Fire-Man.</p>
<p>The latter abruptly reversed his circling. Lop-Ear, caught unawares, also
hastily reversed, but did not win the protection of the trunk until after the
Fire-Man had twanged the bow.</p>
<p>I saw the arrow leap up, miss Lop-Ear, glance against a limb, and fall back to
the ground. I danced up and down on my lofty perch with delight. It was a game!
The Fire-Man was throwing things at Lop-Ear as we sometimes threw things at one
another.</p>
<p>The game continued a little longer, but Lop-Ear did not expose himself a second
time. Then the Fire-Man gave it up. I leaned far out over my horizontal limb
and chattered down at him. I wanted to play. I wanted to have him try to hit me
with the thing. He saw me, but ignored me, turning his attention to
Broken-Tooth, who was still teetering slightly and involuntarily on the end of
the branch.</p>
<p>The first arrow leaped upward. Broken-Tooth yelled with fright and pain. It had
reached its mark. This put a new complexion on the matter. I no longer cared to
play, but crouched trembling close to my limb. A second arrow and a third
soared up, missing Broken-Tooth, rustling the leaves as they passed through,
arching in their flight and returning to earth.</p>
<p>The Fire-Man stretched his bow again. He shifted his position, walking away
several steps, then shifted it a second time. The bow-string twanged, the arrow
leaped upward, and Broken-Tooth, uttering a terrible scream, fell off the
branch. I saw him as he went down, turning over and over, all arms and legs it
seemed, the shaft of the arrow projecting from his chest and appearing and
disappearing with each revolution of his body.</p>
<p>Sheer down, screaming, seventy feet he fell, smashing to the earth with an
audible thud and crunch, his body rebounding slightly and settling down again.
Still he lived, for he moved and squirmed, clawing with his hands and feet. I
remember the Fire-Man running forward with a stone and hammering him on the
head...and then I remember no more.</p>
<p>Always, during my childhood, at this stage of the dream, did I wake up
screaming with fright—to find, often, my mother or nurse, anxious and
startled, by my bedside, passing soothing hands through my hair and telling me
that they were there and that there was nothing to fear.</p>
<p>My next dream, in the order of succession, begins always with the flight of
Lop-Ear and myself through the forest. The Fire-Man and Broken-Tooth and the
tree of the tragedy are gone. Lop-Ear and I, in a cautious panic, are fleeing
through the trees. In my right leg is a burning pain; and from the flesh,
protruding head and shaft from either side, is an arrow of the Fire-Man. Not
only did the pull and strain of it pain me severely, but it bothered my
movements and made it impossible for me to keep up with Lop-Ear.</p>
<p>At last I gave up, crouching in the secure fork of a tree. Lop-Ear went right
on. I called to him—most plaintively, I remember; and he stopped and
looked back. Then he returned to me, climbing into the fork and examining the
arrow. He tried to pull it out, but one way the flesh resisted the barbed head,
and the other way it resisted the feathered shaft. Also, it hurt grievously,
and I stopped him.</p>
<p>For some time we crouched there, Lop-Ear nervous and anxious to be gone,
perpetually and apprehensively peering this way and that, and myself whimpering
softly and sobbing. Lop-Ear was plainly in a funk, and yet his conduct in
remaining by me, in spite of his fear, I take as a foreshadowing of the
altruism and comradeship that have helped make man the mightiest of the
animals.</p>
<p>Once again Lop-Ear tried to drag the arrow through the flesh, and I angrily
stopped him. Then he bent down and began gnawing the shaft of the arrow with
his teeth. As he did so he held the arrow firmly in both hands so that it would
not play about in the wound, and at the same time I held on to him. I often
meditate upon this scene—the two of us, half-grown cubs, in the childhood
of the race, and the one mastering his fear, beating down his selfish impulse
of flight, in order to stand by and succor the other. And there rises up before
me all that was there foreshadowed, and I see visions of Damon and Pythias, of
life-saving crews and Red Cross nurses, of martyrs and leaders of forlorn
hopes, of Father Damien, and of the Christ himself, and of all the men of
earth, mighty of stature, whose strength may trace back to the elemental loins
of Lop-Ear and Big-Tooth and other dim denizens of the Younger World.</p>
<p>When Lop-Ear had chewed off the head of the arrow, the shaft was withdrawn
easily enough. I started to go on, but this time it was he that stopped me. My
leg was bleeding profusely. Some of the smaller veins had doubtless been
ruptured. Running out to the end of a branch, Lop-Ear gathered a handful of
green leaves. These he stuffed into the wound. They accomplished the purpose,
for the bleeding soon stopped. Then we went on together, back to the safety of
the caves.</p>
<h2><SPAN name="chap08"></SPAN>CHAPTER VIII</h2>
<p>Well do I remember that first winter after I left home. I have long dreams of
sitting shivering in the cold. Lop-Ear and I sit close together, with our arms
and legs about each other, blue-faced and with chattering teeth. It got
particularly crisp along toward morning. In those chill early hours we slept
little, huddling together in numb misery and waiting for the sunrise in order
to get warm.</p>
<p>When we went outside there was a crackle of frost under foot. One morning we
discovered ice on the surface of the quiet water in the eddy where was the
drinking-place, and there was a great How-do-you-do about it. Old Marrow-Bone
was the oldest member of the horde, and he had never seen anything like it
before. I remember the worried, plaintive look that came into his eyes as he
examined the ice. (This plaintive look always came into our eyes when we did
not understand a thing, or when we felt the prod of some vague and
inexpressible desire.) Red-Eye, too, when he investigated the ice, looked bleak
and plaintive, and stared across the river into the northeast, as though in
some way he connected the Fire People with this latest happening.</p>
<p>But we found ice only on that one morning, and that was the coldest winter we
experienced. I have no memory of other winters when it was so cold. I have
often thought that that cold winter was a fore-runner of the countless cold
winters to come, as the ice-sheet from farther north crept down over the face
of the land. But we never saw that ice-sheet. Many generations must have passed
away before the descendants of the horde migrated south, or remained and
adapted themselves to the changed conditions.</p>
<p>Life was hit or miss and happy-go-lucky with us. Little was ever planned, and
less was executed. We ate when we were hungry, drank when we were thirsty,
avoided our carnivorous enemies, took shelter in the caves at night, and for
the rest just sort of played along through life.</p>
<p>We were very curious, easily amused, and full of tricks and pranks. There was
no seriousness about us, except when we were in danger or were angry, in which
cases the one was quickly forgotten and the other as quickly got over.</p>
<p>We were inconsecutive, illogical, and inconsequential. We had no steadfastness
of purpose, and it was here that the Fire People were ahead of us. They
possessed all these things of which we possessed so little. Occasionally,
however, especially in the realm of the emotions, we were capable of
long-cherished purpose. The faithfulness of the monogamic couples I have
referred to may be explained as a matter of habit; but my long desire for the
Swift One cannot be so explained, any more than can be explained the undying
enmity between me and Red-Eye.</p>
<p>But it was our inconsequentiality and stupidity that especially distresses me
when I look back upon that life in the long ago. Once I found a broken gourd
which happened to lie right side up and which had been filled with the rain.
The water was sweet, and I drank it. I even took the gourd down to the stream
and filled it with more water, some of which I drank and some of which I poured
over Lop-Ear. And then I threw the gourd away. It never entered my head to fill
the gourd with water and carry it into my cave. Yet often I was thirsty at
night, especially after eating wild onions and watercress, and no one ever
dared leave the caves at night for a drink.</p>
<p>Another time I found a dry gourd, inside of which the seeds rattled. I had fun
with it for a while. But it was a plaything, nothing more. And yet, it was not
long after this that the using of gourds for storing water became the general
practice of the horde. But I was not the inventor. The honor was due to old
Marrow-Bone, and it is fair to assume that it was the necessity of his great
age that brought about the innovation.</p>
<p>At any rate, the first member of the horde to use gourds was Marrow-Bone. He
kept a supply of drinking-water in his cave, which cave belonged to his son,
the Hairless One, who permitted him to occupy a corner of it. We used to see
Marrow-Bone filling his gourd at the drinking-place and carrying it carefully
up to his cave. Imitation was strong in the Folk, and first one, and then
another and another, procured a gourd and used it in similar fashion, until it
was a general practice with all of us so to store water.</p>
<p>Sometimes old Marrow-Bone had sick spells and was unable to leave the cave.
Then it was that the Hairless One filled the gourd for him. A little later, the
Hairless One deputed the task to Long-Lip, his son. And after that, even when
Marrow-Bone was well again, Long-Lip continued carrying water for him. By and
by, except on unusual occasions, the men never carried any water at all,
leaving the task to the women and larger children. Lop-Ear and I were
independent. We carried water only for ourselves, and we often mocked the young
water-carriers when they were called away from play to fill the gourds.</p>
<p>Progress was slow with us. We played through life, even the adults, much in the
same way that children play, and we played as none of the other animals played.
What little we learned, was usually in the course of play, and was due to our
curiosity and keenness of appreciation. For that matter, the one big invention
of the horde, during the time I lived with it, was the use of gourds. At first
we stored only water in the gourds—in imitation of old Marrow-Bone.</p>
<p>But one day some one of the women—I do not know which one—filled a
gourd with black-berries and carried it to her cave. In no time all the women
were carrying berries and nuts and roots in the gourds. The idea, once started,
had to go on. Another evolution of the carrying-receptacle was due to the
women. Without doubt, some woman’s gourd was too small, or else she had
forgotten her gourd; but be that as it may, she bent two great leaves together,
pinning the seams with twigs, and carried home a bigger quantity of berries
than could have been contained in the largest gourd.</p>
<p>So far we got, and no farther, in the transportation of supplies during the
years I lived with the Folk. It never entered anybody’s head to weave a
basket out of willow-withes. Sometimes the men and women tied tough vines about
the bundles of ferns and branches that they carried to the caves to sleep upon.
Possibly in ten or twenty generations we might have worked up to the weaving of
baskets. And of this, one thing is sure: if once we wove withes into baskets,
the next and inevitable step would have been the weaving of cloth. Clothes
would have followed, and with covering our nakedness would have come modesty.</p>
<p>Thus was momentum gained in the Younger World. But we were without this
momentum. We were just getting started, and we could not go far in a single
generation. We were without weapons, without fire, and in the raw beginnings of
speech. The device of writing lay so far in the future that I am appalled when
I think of it.</p>
<p>Even I was once on the verge of a great discovery. To show you how fortuitous
was development in those days let me state that had it not been for the
gluttony of Lop-Ear I might have brought about the domestication of the dog.
And this was something that the Fire People who lived to the northeast had not
yet achieved. They were without dogs; this I knew from observation. But let me
tell you how Lop-Ear’s gluttony possibly set back our social development
many generations.</p>
<p>Well to the west of our caves was a great swamp, but to the south lay a stretch
of low, rocky hills. These were little frequented for two reasons. First of
all, there was no food there of the kind we ate; and next, those rocky hills
were filled with the lairs of carnivorous beasts.</p>
<p>But Lop-Ear and I strayed over to the hills one day. We would not have strayed
had we not been teasing a tiger. Please do not laugh. It was old Saber-Tooth
himself. We were perfectly safe. We chanced upon him in the forest, early in
the morning, and from the safety of the branches overhead we chattered down at
him our dislike and hatred. And from branch to branch, and from tree to tree,
we followed overhead, making an infernal row and warning all the
forest-dwellers that old Saber-Tooth was coming.</p>
<p>We spoiled his hunting for him, anyway. And we made him good and angry. He
snarled at us and lashed his tail, and sometimes he paused and stared up at us
quietly for a long time, as if debating in his mind some way by which he could
get hold of us. But we only laughed and pelted him with twigs and the ends of
branches.</p>
<p>This tiger-baiting was common sport among the folk. Sometimes half the horde
would follow from overhead a tiger or lion that had ventured out in the
daytime. It was our revenge; for more than one member of the horde, caught
unexpectedly, had gone the way of the tiger’s belly or the lion’s.
Also, by such ordeals of helplessness and shame, we taught the hunting animals
to some extent to keep out of our territory. And then it was funny. It was a
great game.</p>
<p>And so Lop-Ear and I had chased Saber-Tooth across three miles of forest.
Toward the last he put his tail between his legs and fled from our gibing like
a beaten cur. We did our best to keep up with him; but when we reached the edge
of the forest he was no more than a streak in the distance.</p>
<p>I don’t know what prompted us, unless it was curiosity; but after playing
around awhile, Lop-Ear and I ventured across the open ground to the edge of the
rocky hills. We did not go far. Possibly at no time were we more than a hundred
yards from the trees. Coming around a sharp corner of rock (we went very
carefully, because we did not know what we might encounter), we came upon three
puppies playing in the sun.</p>
<p>They did not see us, and we watched them for some time. They were wild dogs. In
the rock-wall was a horizontal fissure—evidently the lair where their
mother had left them, and where they should have remained had they been
obedient. But the growing life, that in Lop-Ear and me had impelled us to
venture away from the forest, had driven the puppies out of the cave to frolic.
I know how their mother would have punished them had she caught them.</p>
<p>But it was Lop-Ear and I who caught them. He looked at me, and then we made a
dash for it. The puppies knew no place to run except into the lair, and we
headed them off. One rushed between my legs. I squatted and grabbed him. He
sank his sharp little teeth into my arm, and I dropped him in the suddenness of
the hurt and surprise. The next moment he had scurried inside.</p>
<p>Lop-Ear, struggling with the second puppy, scowled at me and intimated by a
variety of sounds the different kinds of a fool and a bungler that I was. This
made me ashamed and spurred me to valor. I grabbed the remaining puppy by the
tail. He got his teeth into me once, and then I got him by the nape of the
neck. Lop-Ear and I sat down, and held the puppies up, and looked at them, and
laughed.</p>
<p>They were snarling and yelping and crying. Lop-Ear started suddenly. He thought
he had heard something. We looked at each other in fear, realizing the danger
of our position. The one thing that made animals raging demons was tampering
with their young. And these puppies that made such a racket belonged to the
wild dogs. Well we knew them, running in packs, the terror of the grass-eating
animals. We had watched them following the herds of cattle and bison and
dragging down the calves, the aged, and the sick. We had been chased by them
ourselves, more than once. I had seen one of the Folk, a woman, run down by
them and caught just as she reached the shelter of the woods. Had she not been
tired out by the run, she might have made it into a tree. She tried, and
slipped, and fell back. They made short work of her.</p>
<p>We did not stare at each other longer than a moment. Keeping tight hold of our
prizes, we ran for the woods. Once in the security of a tall tree, we held up
the puppies and laughed again. You see, we had to have our laugh out, no matter
what happened.</p>
<p>And then began one of the hardest tasks I ever attempted. We started to carry
the puppies to our cave. Instead of using our hands for climbing, most of the
time they were occupied with holding our squirming captives. Once we tried to
walk on the ground, but were treed by a miserable hyena, who followed along
underneath. He was a wise hyena.</p>
<p>Lop-Ear got an idea. He remembered how we tied up bundles of leaves to carry
home for beds. Breaking off some tough vines, he tied his puppy’s legs
together, and then, with another piece of vine passed around his neck, slung
the puppy on his back. This left him with hands and feet free to climb. He was
jubilant, and did not wait for me to finish tying my puppy’s legs, but
started on. There was one difficulty, however. The puppy wouldn’t stay
slung on Lop-Ear’s back. It swung around to the side and then on in
front. Its teeth were not tied, and the next thing it did was to sink its teeth
into Lop-Ear’s soft and unprotected stomach. He let out a scream, nearly
fell, and clutched a branch violently with both hands to save himself. The vine
around his neck broke, and the puppy, its four legs still tied, dropped to the
ground. The hyena proceeded to dine.</p>
<p>Lop-Ear was disgusted and angry. He abused the hyena, and then went off alone
through the trees. I had no reason that I knew for wanting to carry the puppy
to the cave, except that I <i>wanted</i> to; and I stayed by my task. I made
the work a great deal easier by elaborating on Lop-Ear’s idea. Not only
did I tie the puppy’s legs, but I thrust a stick through his jaws and
tied them together securely.</p>
<p>At last I got the puppy home. I imagine I had more pertinacity than the average
Folk, or else I should not have succeeded. They laughed at me when they saw me
lugging the puppy up to my high little cave, but I did not mind. Success
crowned my efforts, and there was the puppy. He was a plaything such as none of
the Folk possessed. He learned rapidly. When I played with him and he bit me, I
boxed his ears, and then he did not try again to bite for a long time.</p>
<p>I was quite taken up with him. He was something new, and it was a
characteristic of the Folk to like new things. When I saw that he refused
fruits and vegetables, I caught birds for him and squirrels and young rabbits.
(We Folk were meat-eaters, as well as vegetarians, and we were adept at
catching small game.) The puppy ate the meat and thrived. As well as I can
estimate, I must have had him over a week. And then, coming back to the cave
one day with a nestful of young-hatched pheasants, I found Lop-Ear had killed
the puppy and was just beginning to eat him. I sprang for Lop-Ear,—the
cave was small,—and we went at it tooth and nail.</p>
<p>And thus, in a fight, ended one of the earliest attempts to domesticate the
dog. We pulled hair out in handfuls, and scratched and bit and gouged. Then we
sulked and made up. After that we ate the puppy. Raw? Yes. We had not yet
discovered fire. Our evolution into cooking animals lay in the tight-rolled
scroll of the future.</p>
<h2><SPAN name="chap09"></SPAN>CHAPTER IX</h2>
<p>Red-Eye was an atavism. He was the great discordant element in our horde. He
was more primitive than any of us. He did not belong with us, yet we were still
so primitive ourselves that we were incapable of a cooperative effort strong
enough to kill him or cast him out. Rude as was our social organization, he
was, nevertheless, too rude to live in it. He tended always to destroy the
horde by his unsocial acts. He was really a reversion to an earlier type, and
his place was with the Tree People rather than with us who were in the process
of becoming men.</p>
<p>He was a monster of cruelty, which is saying a great deal in that day. He beat
his wives—not that he ever had more than one wife at a time, but that he
was married many times. It was impossible for any woman to live with him, and
yet they did live with him, out of compulsion. There was no gainsaying him.</p>
<p>No man was strong enough to stand against him.</p>
<p>Often do I have visions of the quiet hour before the twilight. From
drinking-place and carrot patch and berry swamp the Folk are trooping into the
open space before the caves. They dare linger no later than this, for the
dreadful darkness is approaching, in which the world is given over to the
carnage of the hunting animals, while the fore-runners of man hide tremblingly
in their holes.</p>
<p>There yet remain to us a few minutes before we climb to our caves. We are tired
from the play of the day, and the sounds we make are subdued. Even the cubs,
still greedy for fun and antics, play with restraint. The wind from the sea has
died down, and the shadows are lengthening with the last of the sun’s
descent. And then, suddenly, from Red-Eye’s cave, breaks a wild screaming
and the sound of blows. He is beating his wife.</p>
<p>At first an awed silence comes upon us. But as the blows and screams continue
we break out into an insane gibbering of helpless rage. It is plain that the
men resent Red-Eye’s actions, but they are too afraid of him. The blows
cease, and a low groaning dies away, while we chatter among ourselves and the
sad twilight creeps upon us.</p>
<p>We, to whom most happenings were jokes, never laughed during Red-Eye’s
wife-beatings. We knew too well the tragedy of them. On more than one morning,
at the base of the cliff, did we find the body of his latest wife. He had
tossed her there, after she had died, from his cave-mouth. He never buried his
dead. The task of carrying away the bodies, that else would have polluted our
abiding-place, he left to the horde. We usually flung them into the river below
the last drinking-place.</p>
<p>Not alone did Red-Eye murder his wives, but he also murdered for his wives, in
order to get them. When he wanted a new wife and selected the wife of another
man, he promptly killed that man. Two of these murders I saw myself. The whole
horde knew, but could do nothing. We had not yet developed any government, to
speak of, inside the horde. We had certain customs and visited our wrath upon
the unlucky ones who violated those customs. Thus, for example, the individual
who defiled a drinking-place would be attacked by every onlooker, while one who
deliberately gave a false alarm was the recipient of much rough usage at our
hands. But Red-Eye walked rough-shod over all our customs, and we so feared him
that we were incapable of the collective action necessary to punish him.</p>
<p>It was during the sixth winter in our cave that Lop-Ear and I discovered that
we were really growing up. From the first it had been a squeeze to get in
through the entrance-crevice. This had had its advantages, however. It had
prevented the larger Folk from taking our cave away from us. And it was a most
desirable cave, the highest on the bluff, the safest, and in winter the
smallest and warmest.</p>
<p>To show the stage of the mental development of the Folk, I may state that it
would have been a simple thing for some of them to have driven us out and
enlarged the crevice-opening. But they never thought of it. Lop-Ear and I did
not think of it either until our increasing size compelled us to make an
enlargement. This occurred when summer was well along and we were fat with
better forage. We worked at the crevice in spells, when the fancy struck us.</p>
<p>At first we dug the crumbling rocks away with our fingers, until our nails got
sore, when I accidentally stumbled upon the idea of using a piece of wood on
the rock. This worked well. Also it worked woe. One morning early, we had
scratched out of the wall quite a heap of fragments. I gave the heap a shove
over the lip of the entrance. The next moment there came up from below a howl
of rage. There was no need to look. We knew the voice only too well. The
rubbish had descended upon Red-Eye.</p>
<p>We crouched down in the cave in consternation. A minute later he was at the
entrance, peering in at us with his inflamed eyes and raging like a demon. But
he was too large. He could not get in to us. Suddenly he went away. This was
suspicious. By all we knew of Folk nature he should have remained and had out
his rage. I crept to the entrance and peeped down. I could see him just
beginning to mount the bluff again. In one hand he carried a long stick. Before
I could divine his plan, he was back at the entrance and savagely jabbing the
stick in at us.</p>
<p>His thrusts were prodigious. They could have disembowelled us. We shrank back
against the side-walls, where we were almost out of range. But by industrious
poking he got us now and again—cruel, scraping jabs with the end of the
stick that raked off the hide and hair. When we screamed with the hurt, he
roared his satisfaction and jabbed the harder.</p>
<p>I began to grow angry. I had a temper of my own in those days, and pretty
considerable courage, too, albeit it was largely the courage of the cornered
rat. I caught hold of the stick with my hands, but such was his strength that
he jerked me into the crevice. He reached for me with his long arm, and his
nails tore my flesh as I leaped back from the clutch and gained the comparative
safety of the side-wall.</p>
<p>He began poking again, and caught me a painful blow on the shoulder. Beyond
shivering with fright and yelling when he was hit, Lop-Ear did nothing. I
looked for a stick with which to jab back, but found only the end of a branch,
an inch through and a foot long. I threw this at Red-Eye. It did no damage,
though he howled with a sudden increase of rage at my daring to strike back. He
began jabbing furiously. I found a fragment of rock and threw it at him,
striking him on the chest.</p>
<p>This emboldened me, and, besides, I was now as angry as he, and had lost all
fear. I ripped a fragment of rock from the wall. The piece must have weighed
two or three pounds. With my strength I slammed it full into Red-Eye’s
face. It nearly finished him. He staggered backward, dropping his stick, and
almost fell off the cliff.</p>
<p>He was a ferocious sight. His face was covered with blood, and he was snarling
and gnashing his fangs like a wild boar. He wiped the blood from his eyes,
caught sight of me, and roared with fury. His stick was gone, so he began
ripping out chunks of crumbling rock and throwing them in at me. This supplied
me with ammunition. I gave him as good as he sent, and better; for he presented
a good target, while he caught only glimpses of me as I snuggled against the
side-wall.</p>
<p>Suddenly he disappeared again. From the lip of the cave I saw him descending.
All the horde had gathered outside and in awed silence was looking on. As he
descended, the more timid ones scurried for their caves. I could see old
Marrow-Bone tottering along as fast as he could. Red-Eye sprang out from the
wall and finished the last twenty feet through the air. He landed alongside a
mother who was just beginning the ascent. She screamed with fear, and the
two-year-old child that was clinging to her released its grip and rolled at
Red-Eye’s feet. Both he and the mother reached for it, and he got it. The
next moment the frail little body had whirled through the air and shattered
against the wall. The mother ran to it, caught it up in her arms, and crouched
over it crying.</p>
<p>Red-Eye started over to pick up the stick. Old Marrow-Bone had tottered into
his way. Red-Eye’s great hand shot out and clutched the old man by the
back of the neck. I looked to see his neck broken. His body went limp as he
surrendered himself to his fate. Red-Eye hesitated a moment, and Marrow-Bone,
shivering terribly, bowed his head and covered his face with his crossed arms.
Then Red-Eye slammed him face-downward to the ground. Old Marrow-Bone did not
struggle. He lay there crying with the fear of death. I saw the Hairless One,
out in the open space, beating his chest and bristling, but afraid to come
forward. And then, in obedience to some whim of his erratic spirit, Red-Eye let
the old man alone and passed on and recovered the stick.</p>
<p>He returned to the wall and began to climb up. Lop-Ear, who was shivering and
peeping alongside of me, scrambled back into the cave. It was plain that
Red-Eye was bent upon murder. I was desperate and angry and fairly cool.
Running back and forth along the neighboring ledges, I gathered a heap of rocks
at the cave-entrance. Red-Eye was now several yards beneath me, concealed for
the moment by an out-jut of the cliff. As he climbed, his head came into view,
and I banged a rock down. It missed, striking the wall and shattering; but the
flying dust and grit filled his eyes and he drew back out of view.</p>
<p>A chuckling and chattering arose from the horde, that played the part of
audience. At last there was one of the Folk who dared to face Red-Eye. As their
approval and acclamation arose on the air, Red-Eye snarled down at them, and on
the instant they were subdued to silence. Encouraged by this evidence of his
power, he thrust his head into view, and by scowling and snarling and gnashing
his fangs tried to intimidate me. He scowled horribly, contracting the scalp
strongly over the brows and bringing the hair down from the top of the head
until each hair stood apart and pointed straight forward.</p>
<p>The sight chilled me, but I mastered my fear, and, with a stone poised in my
hand, threatened him back. He still tried to advance. I drove the stone down at
him and made a sheer miss. The next shot was a success. The stone struck him on
the neck. He slipped back out of sight, but as he disappeared I could see him
clutching for a grip on the wall with one hand, and with the other clutching at
his throat. The stick fell clattering to the ground.</p>
<p>I could not see him any more, though I could hear him choking and strangling
and coughing. The audience kept a death-like silence. I crouched on the lip of
the entrance and waited. The strangling and coughing died down, and I could
hear him now and again clearing his throat. A little later he began to climb
down. He went very quietly, pausing every moment or so to stretch his neck or
to feel it with his hand.</p>
<p>At the sight of him descending, the whole horde, with wild screams and yells,
stampeded for the woods. Old Marrow-Bone, hobbling and tottering, followed
behind. Red-Eye took no notice of the flight. When he reached the ground he
skirted the base of the bluff and climbed up and into his own cave. He did not
look around once.</p>
<p>I stared at Lop-Ear, and he stared back. We understood each other. Immediately,
and with great caution and quietness, we began climbing up the cliff. When we
reached the top we looked back. The abiding-place was deserted, Red-Eye
remained in his cave, and the horde had disappeared in the depths of the
forest.</p>
<p>We turned and ran. We dashed across the open spaces and down the slopes
unmindful of possible snakes in the grass, until we reached the woods. Up into
the trees we went, and on and on, swinging our arboreal flight until we had put
miles between us and the caves. And then, and not till then, in the security of
a great fork, we paused, looked at each other, and began to laugh. We held on
to each other, arms and legs, our eyes streaming tears, our sides aching, and
laughed and laughed and laughed.</p>
<h2><SPAN name="chap10"></SPAN>CHAPTER X</h2>
<p>After we had had out our laugh, Lop-Ear and I curved back in our flight and got
breakfast in the blueberry swamp. It was the same swamp to which I had made my
first journeys in the world, years before, accompanied by my mother. I had seen
little of her in the intervening time. Usually, when she visited the horde at
the caves, I was away in the forest. I had once or twice caught glimpses of the
Chatterer in the open space, and had had the pleasure of making faces at him
and angering him from the mouth of my cave. Beyond such amenities I had left my
family severely alone. I was not much interested in it, and anyway I was doing
very well by myself.</p>
<p>After eating our fill of berries, with two nestfuls of partly hatched
quail-eggs for dessert, Lop-Ear and I wandered circumspectly into the woods
toward the river. Here was where stood my old home-tree, out of which I had
been thrown by the Chatterer. It was still occupied. There had been increase in
the family. Clinging tight to my mother was a little baby. Also, there was a
girl, partly grown, who cautiously regarded us from one of the lower branches.
She was evidently my sister, or half-sister, rather.</p>
<p>My mother recognized me, but she warned me away when I started to climb into
the tree. Lop-Ear, who was more cautious by far than I, beat a retreat, nor
could I persuade him to return. Later in the day, however, my sister came down
to the ground, and there and in neighboring trees we romped and played all
afternoon. And then came trouble. She was my sister, but that did not prevent
her from treating me abominably, for she had inherited all the viciousness of
the Chatterer. She turned upon me suddenly, in a petty rage, and scratched me,
tore my hair, and sank her sharp little teeth deep into my forearm. I lost my
temper. I did not injure her, but it was undoubtedly the soundest spanking she
had received up to that time.</p>
<p>How she yelled and squalled. The Chatterer, who had been away all day and who
was only then returning, heard the noise and rushed for the spot. My mother
also rushed, but he got there first. Lop-Ear and I did not wait his coming. We
were off and away, and the Chatterer gave us the chase of our lives through the
trees.</p>
<p>After the chase was over, and Lop-Ear and I had had out our laugh, we
discovered that twilight was falling. Here was night with all its terrors upon
us, and to return to the caves was out of the question. Red-Eye made that
impossible. We took refuge in a tree that stood apart from other trees, and
high up in a fork we passed the night. It was a miserable night. For the first
few hours it rained heavily, then it turned cold and a chill wind blew upon us.
Soaked through, with shivering bodies and chattering teeth, we huddled in each
other’s arms. We missed the snug, dry cave that so quickly warmed with
the heat of our bodies.</p>
<p>Morning found us wretched and resolved. We would not spend another such night.
Remembering the tree-shelters of our elders, we set to work to make one for
ourselves. We built the framework of a rough nest, and on higher forks overhead
even got in several ridge-poles for the roof. Then the sun came out, and under
its benign influence we forgot the hardships of the night and went off in
search of breakfast. After that, to show the inconsequentiality of life in
those days, we fell to playing. It must have taken us all of a month, working
intermittently, to make our tree-house; and then, when it was completed, we
never used it again.</p>
<p>But I run ahead of my story. When we fell to playing, after breakfast, on the
second day away from the caves, Lop-Ear led me a chase through the trees and
down to the river. We came out upon it where a large slough entered from the
blueberry swamp. The mouth of this slough was wide, while the slough itself was
practically without a current. In the dead water, just inside its mouth, lay a
tangled mass of tree trunks. Some of these, what of the wear and tear of
freshets and of being stranded long summers on sand-bars, were seasoned and dry
and without branches. They floated high in the water, and bobbed up and down or
rolled over when we put our weight upon them.</p>
<p>Here and there between the trunks were water-cracks, and through them we could
see schools of small fish, like minnows, darting back and forth. Lop-Ear and I
became fishermen at once. Lying flat on the logs, keeping perfectly quiet,
waiting till the minnows came close, we would make swift passes with our hands.
Our prizes we ate on the spot, wriggling and moist. We did not notice the lack
of salt.</p>
<p>The mouth of the slough became our favorite playground. Here we spent many
hours each day, catching fish and playing on the logs, and here, one day, we
learned our first lessons in navigation. The log on which Lop-Ear was lying got
adrift. He was curled up on his side, asleep. A light fan of air slowly drifted
the log away from the shore, and when I noticed his predicament the distance
was already too great for him to leap.</p>
<p>At first the episode seemed merely funny to me. But when one of the vagrant
impulses of fear, common in that age of perpetual insecurity, moved within me,
I was struck with my own loneliness. I was made suddenly aware of
Lop-Ear’s remoteness out there on that alien element a few feet away. I
called loudly to him a warning cry. He awoke frightened, and shifted his weight
rashly on the log. It turned over, sousing him under. Three times again it
soused him under as he tried to climb out upon it. Then he succeeded, crouching
upon it and chattering with fear.</p>
<p>I could do nothing. Nor could he. Swimming was something of which we knew
nothing. We were already too far removed from the lower life-forms to have the
instinct for swimming, and we had not yet become sufficiently man-like to
undertake it as the working out of a problem. I roamed disconsolately up and
down the bank, keeping as close to him in his involuntary travels as I could,
while he wailed and cried till it was a wonder that he did not bring down upon
us every hunting animal within a mile.</p>
<p>The hours passed. The sun climbed overhead and began its descent to the west.
The light wind died down and left Lop-Ear on his log floating around a hundred
feet away. And then, somehow, I know not how, Lop-Ear made the great discovery.
He began paddling with his hands. At first his progress was slow and erratic.
Then he straightened out and began laboriously to paddle nearer and nearer. I
could not understand. I sat down and watched and waited until he gained the
shore.</p>
<p>But he had learned something, which was more than I had done. Later in the
afternoon, he deliberately launched out from shore on the log. Still later he
persuaded me to join him, and I, too, learned the trick of paddling. For the
next several days we could not tear ourselves away from the slough. So absorbed
were we in our new game that we almost neglected to eat. We even roosted in a
nearby tree at night. And we forgot that Red-Eye existed.</p>
<p>We were always trying new logs, and we learned that the smaller the log the
faster we could make it go. Also, we learned that the smaller the log the more
liable it was to roll over and give us a ducking. Still another thing about
small logs we learned. One day we paddled our individual logs alongside each
other. And then, quite by accident, in the course of play, we discovered that
when each, with one hand and foot, held on to the other’s log, the logs
were steadied and did not turn over. Lying side by side in this position, our
outside hands and feet were left free for paddling. Our final discovery was
that this arrangement enabled us to use still smaller logs and thereby gain
greater speed. And there our discoveries ended. We had invented the most
primitive catamaran, and we did not have sense enough to know it. It never
entered our heads to lash the logs together with tough vines or stringy roots.
We were content to hold the logs together with our hands and feet.</p>
<p>It was not until we got over our first enthusiasm for navigation and had begun
to return to our tree-shelter to sleep at night, that we found the Swift One. I
saw her first, gathering young acorns from the branches of a large oak near our
tree. She was very timid. At first, she kept very still; but when she saw that
she was discovered she dropped to the ground and dashed wildly away. We caught
occasional glimpses of her from day to day, and came to look for her when we
travelled back and forth between our tree and the mouth of the slough.</p>
<p>And then, one day, she did not run away. She waited our coming, and made soft
peace-sounds. We could not get very near, however. When we seemed to approach
too close, she darted suddenly away and from a safe distance uttered the soft
sounds again. This continued for some days. It took a long while to get
acquainted with her, but finally it was accomplished and she joined us
sometimes in our play.</p>
<p>I liked her from the first. She was of most pleasing appearance. She was very
mild. Her eyes were the mildest I had ever seen. In this she was quite unlike
the rest of the girls and women of the Folk, who were born viragos. She never
made harsh, angry cries, and it seemed to be her nature to flee away from
trouble rather than to remain and fight.</p>
<p>The mildness I have mentioned seemed to emanate from her whole being. Her
bodily as well as facial appearance was the cause of this. Her eyes were larger
than most of her kind, and they were not so deep-set, while the lashes were
longer and more regular. Nor was her nose so thick and squat. It had quite a
bridge, and the nostrils opened downward. Her incisors were not large, nor was
her upper lip long and down-hanging, nor her lower lip protruding. She was not
very hairy, except on the outsides of arms and legs and across the shoulders;
and while she was thin-hipped, her calves were not twisted and gnarly.</p>
<p>I have often wondered, looking back upon her from the twentieth century through
the medium of my dreams, and it has always occurred to me that possibly she may
have been related to the Fire People. Her father, or mother, might well have
come from that higher stock. While such things were not common, still they did
occur, and I have seen the proof of them with my own eyes, even to the extent
of members of the horde turning renegade and going to live with the Tree
People.</p>
<p>All of which is neither here nor there. The Swift One was radically different
from any of the females of the horde, and I had a liking for her from the
first. Her mildness and gentleness attracted me. She was never rough, and she
never fought. She always ran away, and right here may be noted the significance
of the naming of her. She was a better climber than Lop-Ear or I. When we
played tag we could never catch her except by accident, while she could catch
us at will. She was remarkably swift in all her movements, and she had a genius
for judging distances that was equalled only by her daring. Excessively timid
in all other matters, she was without fear when it came to climbing or running
through the trees, and Lop-Ear and I were awkward and lumbering and cowardly in
comparison.</p>
<p>She was an orphan. We never saw her with any one, and there was no telling how
long she had lived alone in the world. She must have learned early in her
helpless childhood that safety lay only in flight. She was very wise and very
discreet. It became a sort of game with Lop-Ear and me to try to find where she
lived. It was certain that she had a tree-shelter somewhere, and not very far
away; but trail her as we would, we could never find it. She was willing enough
to join with us at play in the day-time, but the secret of her abiding-place
she guarded jealously.</p>
<h2><SPAN name="chap11"></SPAN>CHAPTER XI</h2>
<p>It must be remembered that the description I have just given of the Swift One
is not the description that would have been given by Big-Tooth, my other self
of my dreams, my prehistoric ancestor. It is by the medium of my dreams that I,
the modern man, look through the eyes of Big-Tooth and see.</p>
<p>And so it is with much that I narrate of the events of that far-off time. There
is a duality about my impressions that is too confusing to inflict upon my
readers. I shall merely pause here in my narrative to indicate this duality,
this perplexing mixing of personality. It is I, the modern, who look back
across the centuries and weigh and analyze the emotions and motives of
Big-Tooth, my other self. He did not bother to weigh and analyze. He was
simplicity itself. He just lived events, without ever pondering why he lived
them in his particular and often erratic way.</p>
<p>As I, my real self, grew older, I entered more and more into the substance of
my dreams. One may dream, and even in the midst of the dream be aware that he
is dreaming, and if the dream be bad, comfort himself with the thought that it
is only a dream. This is a common experience with all of us. And so it was that
I, the modern, often entered into my dreaming, and in the consequent strange
dual personality was both actor and spectator. And right often have I, the
modern, been perturbed and vexed by the foolishness, illogic, obtuseness, and
general all-round stupendous stupidity of myself, the primitive.</p>
<p>And one thing more, before I end this digression. Have you ever dreamed that
you dreamed? Dogs dream, horses dream, all animals dream. In Big-Tooth’s
day the half-men dreamed, and when the dreams were bad they howled in their
sleep. Now I, the modern, have lain down with Big-Tooth and dreamed his dreams.</p>
<p>This is getting almost beyond the grip of the intellect, I know; but I do know
that I have done this thing. And let me tell you that the flying and crawling
dreams of Big-Tooth were as vivid to him as the falling-through-space dream is
to you.</p>
<p>For Big-Tooth also had an other-self, and when he slept that other-self dreamed
back into the past, back to the winged reptiles and the clash and the onset of
dragons, and beyond that to the scurrying, rodent-like life of the tiny
mammals, and far remoter still, to the shore-slime of the primeval sea. I
cannot, I dare not, say more. It is all too vague and complicated and awful. I
can only hint of those vast and terrific vistas through which I have peered
hazily at the progression of life, not upward from the ape to man, but upward
from the worm.</p>
<p>And now to return to my tale. I, Big-Tooth, knew not the Swift One as a
creature of finer facial and bodily symmetry, with long-lashed eyes and a
bridge to her nose and down-opening nostrils that made toward beauty. I knew
her only as the mild-eyed young female who made soft sounds and did not fight.
I liked to play with her, I knew not why, to seek food in her company, and to
go bird-nesting with her. And I must confess she taught me things about
tree-climbing. She was very wise, very strong, and no clinging skirts impeded
her movements.</p>
<p>It was about this time that a slight defection arose on the part of Lop-Ear. He
got into the habit of wandering off in the direction of the tree where my
mother lived. He had taken a liking to my vicious sister, and the Chatterer had
come to tolerate him. Also, there were several other young people, progeny of
the monogamic couples that lived in the neighborhood, and Lop-Ear played with
these young people.</p>
<p>I could never get the Swift One to join with them. Whenever I visited them she
dropped behind and disappeared. I remember once making a strong effort to
persuade her. But she cast backward, anxious glances, then retreated, calling
to me from a tree. So it was that I did not make a practice of accompanying
Lop-Ear when he went to visit his new friends. The Swift One and I were good
comrades, but, try as I would, I could never find her tree-shelter.
Undoubtedly, had nothing happened, we would have soon mated, for our liking was
mutual; but the something did happen.</p>
<p>One morning, the Swift One not having put in an appearance, Lop-Ear and I were
down at the mouth of the slough playing on the logs. We had scarcely got out on
the water, when we were startled by a roar of rage. It was Red-Eye. He was
crouching on the edge of the timber jam and glowering his hatred at us. We were
badly frightened, for here was no narrow-mouthed cave for refuge. But the
twenty feet of water that intervened gave us temporary safety, and we plucked
up courage.</p>
<p>Red-Eye stood up erect and began beating his hairy chest with his fist. Our two
logs were side by side, and we sat on them and laughed at him. At first our
laughter was half-hearted, tinged with fear, but as we became convinced of his
impotence we waxed uproarious. He raged and raged at us, and ground his teeth
in helpless fury. And in our fancied security we mocked and mocked him. We were
ever short-sighted, we Folk.</p>
<p>Red-Eye abruptly ceased his breast-beating and tooth-grinding, and ran across
the timber-jam to the shore. And just as abruptly our merriment gave way to
consternation. It was not Red-Eye’s way to forego revenge so easily. We
waited in fear and trembling for whatever was to happen. It never struck us to
paddle away. He came back with great leaps across the jam, one huge hand filled
with round, water-washed pebbles. I am glad that he was unable to find larger
missiles, say stones weighing two or three pounds, for we were no more than a
score of feet away, and he surely would have killed us.</p>
<p>As it was, we were in no small danger. Zip! A tiny pebble whirred past with the
force almost of a bullet. Lop-Ear and I began paddling frantically.
Whiz-zip-bang! Lop-Ear screamed with sudden anguish. The pebble had struck him
between the shoulders. Then I got one and yelled. The only thing that saved us
was the exhausting of Red-Eye’s ammunition. He dashed back to the
gravel-bed for more, while Lop-Ear and I paddled away.</p>
<p>Gradually we drew out of range, though Red-Eye continued making trips for more
ammunition and the pebbles continued to whiz about us. Out in the centre of the
slough there was a slight current, and in our excitement we failed to notice
that it was drifting us into the river. We paddled, and Red-Eye kept as close
as he could to us by following along the shore. Then he discovered larger
rocks. Such ammunition increased his range. One fragment, fully five pounds in
weight, crashed on the log alongside of me, and such was its impact that it
drove a score of splinters, like fiery needles, into my leg. Had it struck me
it would have killed me.</p>
<p>And then the river current caught us. So wildly were we paddling that Red-Eye
was the first to notice it, and our first warning was his yell of triumph.
Where the edge of the current struck the slough-water was a series of eddies or
small whirlpools. These caught our clumsy logs and whirled them end for end,
back and forth and around. We quit paddling and devoted our whole energy to
holding the logs together alongside each other. In the meanwhile Red-Eye
continued to bombard us, the rock fragments falling about us, splashing water
on us, and menacing our lives. At the same time he gloated over us, wildly and
vociferously.</p>
<p>It happened that there was a sharp turn in the river at the point where the
slough entered, and the whole main current of the river was deflected to the
other bank. And toward that bank, which was the north bank, we drifted rapidly,
at the same time going down-stream. This quickly took us out of range of
Red-Eye, and the last we saw of him was far out on a point of land, where he
was jumping up and down and chanting a paean of victory.</p>
<p>Beyond holding the two logs together, Lop-Ear and I did nothing. We were
resigned to our fate, and we remained resigned until we aroused to the fact
that we were drifting along the north shore not a hundred feet away. We began
to paddle for it. Here the main force of the current was flung back toward the
south shore, and the result of our paddling was that we crossed the current
where it was swiftest and narrowest. Before we were aware, we were out of it
and in a quiet eddy.</p>
<p>Our logs drifted slowly and at last grounded gently on the bank. Lop-Ear and I
crept ashore. The logs drifted on out of the eddy and swept away down the
stream. We looked at each other, but we did not laugh. We were in a strange
land, and it did not enter our minds that we could return to our own land in
the same manner that we had come.</p>
<p>We had learned how to cross a river, though we did not know it. And this was
something that no one else of the Folk had ever done. We were the first of the
Folk to set foot on the north bank of the river, and, for that matter, I
believe the last. That they would have done so in the time to come is
undoubted; but the migration of the Fire People, and the consequent migration
of the survivors of the Folk, set back our evolution for centuries.</p>
<p>Indeed, there is no telling how disastrous was to be the outcome of the Fire
People’s migration. Personally, I am prone to believe that it brought
about the destruction of the Folk; that we, a branch of lower life budding
toward the human, were nipped short off and perished down by the roaring surf
where the river entered the sea. Of course, in such an eventuality, I remain to
be accounted for; but I outrun my story, and such accounting will be made
before I am done.</p>
<h2><SPAN name="chap12"></SPAN>CHAPTER XII</h2>
<p>I have no idea how long Lop-Ear and I wandered in the land north of the river.
We were like mariners wrecked on a desert isle, so far as concerned the
likelihood of our getting home again. We turned our backs upon the river, and
for weeks and months adventured in that wilderness where there were no Folk. It
is very difficult for me to reconstruct our journeying, and impossible to do it
from day to day. Most of it is hazy and indistinct, though here and there I
have vivid recollections of things that happened.</p>
<p>Especially do I remember the hunger we endured on the mountains between Long
Lake and Far Lake, and the calf we caught sleeping in the thicket. Also, there
are the Tree People who dwelt in the forest between Long Lake and the
mountains. It was they who chased us into the mountains and compelled us to
travel on to Far Lake.</p>
<p>First, after we left the river, we worked toward the west till we came to a
small stream that flowed through marshlands. Here we turned away toward the
north, skirting the marshes and after several days arriving at what I have
called Long Lake. We spent some time around its upper end, where we found food
in plenty; and then, one day, in the forest, we ran foul of the Tree People.
These creatures were ferocious apes, nothing more. And yet they were not so
different from us. They were more hairy, it is true; their legs were a trifle
more twisted and gnarly, their eyes a bit smaller, their necks a bit thicker
and shorter, and their nostrils slightly more like orifices in a sunken
surface; but they had no hair on their faces and on the palms of their hands
and the soles of their feet, and they made sounds similar to ours with somewhat
similar meanings. After all, the Tree People and the Folk were not so unlike.</p>
<p>I found him first, a little withered, dried-up old fellow, wrinkled-faced and
bleary-eyed and tottery. He was legitimate prey. In our world there was no
sympathy between the kinds, and he was not our kind. He was a Tree-Man, and he
was very old. He was sitting at the foot of a tree—evidently his tree,
for we could see the tattered nest in the branches, in which he slept at night.</p>
<p>I pointed him out to Lop-Ear, and we made a rush for him. He started to climb,
but was too slow. I caught him by the leg and dragged him back. Then we had
fun. We pinched him, pulled his hair, tweaked his ears, and poked twigs into
him, and all the while we laughed with streaming eyes. His futile anger was
most absurd. He was a comical sight, striving to fan into flame the cold ashes
of his youth, to resurrect his strength dead and gone through the oozing of the
years—making woeful faces in place of the ferocious ones he intended,
grinding his worn teeth together, beating his meagre chest with feeble fists.</p>
<p>Also, he had a cough, and he gasped and hacked and spluttered prodigiously.
Every time he tried to climb the tree we pulled him back, until at last he
surrendered to his weakness and did no more than sit and weep. And Lop-Ear and
I sat with him, our arms around each other, and laughed at his wretchedness.</p>
<p>From weeping he went to whining, and from whining to wailing, until at last he
achieved a scream. This alarmed us, but the more we tried to make him cease,
the louder he screamed. And then, from not far away in the forest, came a
“Goëk! Goëk!” to our ears. To this there were answering cries,
several of them, and from very far off we could hear a big, bass “Goëk!
Goëk! Goëk!” Also, the “Whoo-whoo!” call was rising in the
forest all around us.</p>
<p>Then came the chase. It seemed it never would end. They raced us through the
trees, the whole tribe of them, and nearly caught us. We were forced to take to
the ground, and here we had the advantage, for they were truly the Tree People,
and while they out-climbed us we out-footed them on the ground. We broke away
toward the north, the tribe howling on our track. Across the open spaces we
gained, and in the brush they caught up with us, and more than once it was nip
and tuck. And as the chase continued, we realized that we were not their kind,
either, and that the bonds between us were anything but sympathetic.</p>
<p>They ran us for hours. The forest seemed interminable. We kept to the glades as
much as possible, but they always ended in more thick forest. Sometimes we
thought we had escaped, and sat down to rest; but always, before we could
recover our breath, we would hear the hateful “Whoo-whoo!” cries
and the terrible “Goëk! Goëk! Goëk!” This latter sometimes
terminated in a savage “Ha ha ha ha haaaaa!!!”</p>
<p>And in this fashion were we hunted through the forest by the exasperated Tree
People. At last, by mid-afternoon, the slopes began rising higher and higher
and the trees were becoming smaller. Then we came out on the grassy flanks of
the mountains. Here was where we could make time, and here the Tree People gave
up and returned to their forest.</p>
<p>The mountains were bleak and inhospitable, and three times that afternoon we
tried to regain the woods. But the Tree People were lying in wait, and they
drove us back. Lop-Ear and I slept that night in a dwarf tree, no larger than a
bush. Here was no security, and we would have been easy prey for any hunting
animal that chanced along.</p>
<p>In the morning, what of our new-gained respect for the Tree People, we faced
into the mountains. That we had no definite plan, or even idea, I am confident.
We were merely driven on by the danger we had escaped. Of our wanderings
through the mountains I have only misty memories. We were in that bleak region
many days, and we suffered much, especially from fear, it was all so new and
strange. Also, we suffered from the cold, and later from hunger.</p>
<p>It was a desolate land of rocks and foaming streams and clattering cataracts.
We climbed and descended mighty canyons and gorges; and ever, from every view
point, there spread out before us, in all directions, range upon range, the
unceasing mountains. We slept at night in holes and crevices, and on one cold
night we perched on top a slender pinnacle of rock that was almost like a tree.</p>
<p>And then, at last, one hot midday, dizzy with hunger, we gained the divide.
From this high backbone of earth, to the north, across the diminishing,
down-falling ranges, we caught a glimpse of a far lake. The sun shone upon it,
and about it were open, level grass-lands, while to the eastward we saw the
dark line of a wide-stretching forest.</p>
<p>We were two days in gaining the lake, and we were weak with hunger; but on its
shore, sleeping snugly in a thicket, we found a part-grown calf. It gave us
much trouble, for we knew no other way to kill than with our hands. When we had
gorged our fill, we carried the remainder of the meat to the eastward forest
and hid it in a tree. We never returned to that tree, for the shore of the
stream that drained Far Lake was packed thick with salmon that had come up from
the sea to spawn.</p>
<p>Westward from the lake stretched the grass-lands, and here were multitudes of
bison and wild cattle. Also were there many packs of wild dogs, and as there
were no trees it was not a safe place for us. We followed north along the
stream for days. Then, and for what reason I do not know, we abruptly left the
stream and swung to the east, and then to the southeast, through a great
forest. I shall not bore you with our journey. I but indicate it to show how we
finally arrived at the Fire People’s country.</p>
<p>We came out upon the river, but we did not know it for our river. We had been
lost so long that we had come to accept the condition of being lost as
habitual. As I look back I see clearly how our lives and destinies are shaped
by the merest chance. We did not know it was our river—there was no way
of telling; and if we had never crossed it we would most probably have never
returned to the horde; and I, the modern, the thousand centuries yet to be
born, would never have been born.</p>
<p>And yet Lop-Ear and I wanted greatly to return. We had experienced homesickness
on our journey, the yearning for our own kind and land; and often had I had
recollections of the Swift One, the young female who made soft sounds, whom it
was good to be with, and who lived by herself nobody knew where. My
recollections of her were accompanied by sensations of hunger, and these I felt
when I was not hungry and when I had just eaten.</p>
<p>But to come back to the river. Food was plentiful, principally berries and
succulent roots, and on the river bank we played and lingered for days. And
then the idea came to Lop-Ear. It was a visible process, the coming of the
idea. I saw it. The expression in his eyes became plaintive and querulous, and
he was greatly perturbed. Then his eyes went muddy, as if he had lost his grip
on the inchoate thought. This was followed by the plaintive, querulous
expression as the idea persisted and he clutched it anew. He looked at me, and
at the river and the far shore. He tried to speak, but had no sounds with which
to express the idea. The result was a gibberish that made me laugh. This
angered him, and he grabbed me suddenly and threw me on my back. Of course we
fought, and in the end I chased him up a tree, where he secured a long branch
and poked me every time I tried to get at him.</p>
<p>And the idea had gone glimmering. I did not know, and he had forgotten. But the
next morning it awoke in him again. Perhaps it was the homing instinct in him
asserting itself that made the idea persist. At any rate it was there, and
clearer than before. He led me down to the water, where a log had grounded in
an eddy. I thought he was minded to play, as we had played in the mouth of the
slough. Nor did I change my mind as I watched him tow up a second log from
farther down the shore.</p>
<p>It was not until we were on the logs, side by side and holding them together,
and had paddled out into the current, that I learned his intention. He paused
to point at the far shore, and resumed his paddling, at the same time uttering
loud and encouraging cries. I understood, and we paddled energetically. The
swift current caught us, flung us toward the south shore, but before we could
make a landing flung us back toward the north shore.</p>
<p>Here arose dissension. Seeing the north shore so near, I began to paddle for
it. Lop-Ear tried to paddle for the south shore. The logs swung around in
circles, and we got nowhere, and all the time the forest was flashing past as
we drifted down the stream. We could not fight. We knew better than to let go
the grips of hands and feet that held the logs together. But we chattered and
abused each other with our tongues until the current flung us toward the south
bank again. That was now the nearest goal, and together and amicably we paddled
for it. We landed in an eddy, and climbed directly into the trees to
reconnoitre.</p>
<h2><SPAN name="chap13"></SPAN>CHAPTER XIII</h2>
<p>It was not until the night of our first day on the south bank of the river that
we discovered the Fire People. What must have been a band of wandering hunters
went into camp not far from the tree in which Lop-Ear and I had elected to
roost for the night. The voices of the Fire People at first alarmed us, but
later, when darkness had come, we were attracted by the fire. We crept
cautiously and silently from tree to tree till we got a good view of the scene.</p>
<p>In an open space among the trees, near to the river, the fire was burning.
About it were half a dozen Fire-Men. Lop-Ear clutched me suddenly, and I could
feel him tremble. I looked more closely, and saw the wizened little old hunter
who had shot Broken-Tooth out of the tree years before. When he got up and
walked about, throwing fresh wood upon the fire, I saw that he limped with his
crippled leg. Whatever it was, it was a permanent injury. He seemed more dried
up and wizened than ever, and the hair on his face was quite gray.</p>
<p>The other hunters were young men. I noted, lying near them on the ground, their
bows and arrows, and I knew the weapons for what they were. The Fire-Men wore
animal skins around their waists and across their shoulders. Their arms and
legs, however, were bare, and they wore no footgear. As I have said before,
they were not quite so hairy as we of the Folk. They did not have large heads,
and between them and the Folk there was very little difference in the degree of
the slant of the head back from the eyes.</p>
<p>They were less stooped than we, less springy in their movements. Their
backbones and hips and knee-joints seemed more rigid. Their arms were not so
long as ours either, and I did not notice that they ever balanced themselves
when they walked, by touching the ground on either side with their hands. Also,
their muscles were more rounded and symmetrical than ours, and their faces were
more pleasing. Their nose orifices opened downward; likewise the bridges of
their noses were more developed, did not look so squat nor crushed as ours.
Their lips were less flabby and pendent, and their eye-teeth did not look so
much like fangs. However, they were quite as thin-hipped as we, and did not
weigh much more. Take it all in all, they were less different from us than were
we from the Tree People. Certainly, all three kinds were related, and not so
remotely related at that.</p>
<p>The fire around which they sat was especially attractive. Lop-Ear and I sat for
hours, watching the flames and smoke. It was most fascinating when fresh fuel
was thrown on and showers of sparks went flying upward. I wanted to come closer
and look at the fire, but there was no way. We were crouching in the forks of a
tree on the edge of the open space, and we did not dare run the risk of being
discovered.</p>
<p>The Fire-Men squatted around the fire and slept with their heads bowed forward
on their knees. They did not sleep soundly. Their ears twitched in their sleep,
and they were restless. Every little while one or another got up and threw more
wood upon the fire. About the circle of light in the forest, in the darkness
beyond, roamed hunting animals. Lop-Ear and I could tell them by their sounds.
There were wild dogs and a hyena, and for a time there was a great yelping and
snarling that awakened on the instant the whole circle of sleeping Fire-Men.</p>
<p>Once a lion and a lioness stood beneath our tree and gazed out with bristling
hair and blinking eyes. The lion licked his chops and was nervous with
eagerness, as if he wanted to go forward and make a meal. But the lioness was
more cautious. It was she that discovered us, and the pair stood and looked up
at us, silently, with twitching, scenting nostrils. Then they growled, looked
once again at the fire, and turned away into the forest.</p>
<p>For a much longer time Lop-Ear and I remained and watched. Now and again we
could hear the crashing of heavy bodies in the thickets and underbrush, and
from the darkness of the other side, across the circle, we could see eyes
gleaming in the firelight. In the distance we heard a lion roar, and from far
off came the scream of some stricken animal, splashing and floundering in a
drinking-place. Also, from the river, came a great grunting of rhinoceroses.</p>
<p>In the morning, after having had our sleep, we crept back to the fire. It was
still smouldering, and the Fire-Men were gone. We made a circle through the
forest to make sure, and then we ran to the fire. I wanted to see what it was
like, and between thumb and finger I picked up a glowing coal. My cry of pain
and fear, as I dropped it, stampeded Lop-Ear into the trees, and his flight
frightened me after him.</p>
<p>The next time we came back more cautiously, and we avoided the glowing coals.
We fell to imitating the Fire-Men. We squatted down by the fire, and with heads
bent forward on our knees, made believe to sleep. Then we mimicked their
speech, talking to each other in their fashion and making a great gibberish. I
remembered seeing the wizened old hunter poke the fire with a stick. I poked
the fire with a stick, turning up masses of live coals and clouds of white
ashes. This was great sport, and soon we were coated white with the ashes.</p>
<p>It was inevitable that we should imitate the Fire-Men in replenishing the fire.
We tried it first with small pieces of wood. It was a success. The wood flamed
up and crackled, and we danced and gibbered with delight. Then we began to
throw on larger pieces of wood. We put on more and more, until we had a mighty
fire. We dashed excitedly back and forth, dragging dead limbs and branches from
out the forest. The flames soared higher and higher, and the smoke-column
out-towered the trees. There was a tremendous snapping and crackling and
roaring. It was the most monumental work we had ever effected with our hands,
and we were proud of it. We, too, were Fire-Men, we thought, as we danced
there, white gnomes in the conflagration.</p>
<p>The dried grass and underbrush caught fire, but we did not notice it. Suddenly
a great tree on the edge of the open space burst into flames.</p>
<p>We looked at it with startled eyes. The heat of it drove us back. Another tree
caught, and another, and then half a dozen. We were frightened. The monster had
broken loose. We crouched down in fear, while the fire ate around the circle
and hemmed us in. Into Lop-Ear’s eyes came the plaintive look that always
accompanied incomprehension, and I know that in my eyes must have been the same
look. We huddled, with our arms around each other, until the heat began to
reach us and the odor of burning hair was in our nostrils. Then we made a dash
of it, and fled away westward through the forest, looking back and laughing as
we ran.</p>
<p>By the middle of the day we came to a neck of land, made, as we afterward
discovered, by a great curve of the river that almost completed a circle. Right
across the neck lay bunched several low and partly wooded hills. Over these we
climbed, looking backward at the forest which had become a sea of flame that
swept eastward before a rising wind. We continued to the west, following the
river bank, and before we knew it we were in the midst of the abiding-place of
the Fire People.</p>
<p>This abiding-place was a splendid strategic selection. It was a peninsula,
protected on three sides by the curving river. On only one side was it
accessible by land. This was the narrow neck of the peninsula, and here the
several low hills were a natural obstacle. Practically isolated from the rest
of the world, the Fire People must have here lived and prospered for a long
time. In fact, I think it was their prosperity that was responsible for the
subsequent migration that worked such calamity upon the Folk. The Fire People
must have increased in numbers until they pressed uncomfortably against the
bounds of their habitat. They were expanding, and in the course of their
expanding they drove the Folk before them, and settled down themselves in the
caves and occupied the territory that we had occupied.</p>
<p>But Lop-Ear and I little dreamed of all this when we found ourselves in the
Fire People’s stronghold. We had but one idea, and that was to get away,
though we could not forbear humoring our curiosity by peeping out upon the
village. For the first time we saw the women and children of the Fire People.
The latter ran for the most part naked, though the former wore skins of wild
animals.</p>
<p>The Fire People, like ourselves, lived in caves. The open space in front of the
caves sloped down to the river, and in the open space burned many small fires.
But whether or not the Fire People cooked their food, I do not know. Lop-Ear
and I did not see them cook. Yet it is my opinion that they surely must have
performed some sort of rude cookery. Like us, they carried water in gourds from
the river. There was much coming and going, and loud cries made by the women
and children. The latter played about and cut up antics quite in the same way
as did the children of the Folk, and they more nearly resembled the children of
the Folk than did the grown Fire People resemble the grown Folk.</p>
<p>Lop-Ear and I did not linger long. We saw some of the part-grown boys shooting
with bow and arrow, and we sneaked back into the thicker forest and made our
way to the river. And there we found a catamaran, a real catamaran, one
evidently made by some Fire-Man. The two logs were small and straight, and were
lashed together by means of tough roots and crosspieces of wood.</p>
<p>This time the idea occurred simultaneously to us. We were trying to escape out
of the Fire People’s territory. What better way than by crossing the
river on these logs? We climbed on board and shoved off. A sudden something
gripped the catamaran and flung it downstream violently against the bank. The
abrupt stoppage almost whipped us off into the water. The catamaran was tied to
a tree by a rope of twisted roots. This we untied before shoving off again.</p>
<p>By the time we had paddled well out into the current, we had drifted so far
downstream that we were in full view of the Fire People’s abiding-place.
So occupied were we with our paddling, our eyes fixed upon the other bank, that
we knew nothing until aroused by a yell from the shore. We looked around. There
were the Fire People, many of them, looking at us and pointing at us, and more
were crawling out of the caves. We sat up to watch, and forgot all about
paddling. There was a great hullabaloo on the shore. Some of the Fire-Men
discharged their bows at us, and a few of the arrows fell near us, but the
range was too great.</p>
<p>It was a great day for Lop-Ear and me. To the east the conflagration we had
started was filling half the sky with smoke. And here we were, perfectly safe
in the middle of the river, encircling the Fire People’s stronghold. We
sat and laughed at them as we dashed by, swinging south, and southeast to east,
and even to northeast, and then east again, southeast and south and on around
to the west, a great double curve where the river nearly tied a knot in itself.</p>
<p>As we swept on to the west, the Fire People far behind, a familiar scene
flashed upon our eyes.</p>
<p>It was the great drinking-place, where we had wandered once or twice to watch
the circus of the animals when they came down to drink. Beyond it, we knew, was
the carrot patch, and beyond that the caves and the abiding-place of the horde.
We began to paddle for the bank that slid swiftly past, and before we knew it
we were down upon the drinking-places used by the horde. There were the women
and children, the water carriers, a number of them, filling their gourds. At
sight of us they stampeded madly up the run-ways, leaving behind them a trail
of gourds they had dropped.</p>
<p>We landed, and of course we neglected to tie up the catamaran, which floated
off down the river. Right cautiously we crept up a run-way. The Folk had all
disappeared into their holes, though here and there we could see a face peering
out at us. There was no sign of Red-Eye. We were home again. And that night we
slept in our own little cave high up on the cliff, though first we had to evict
a couple of pugnacious youngsters who had taken possession.</p>
<h2><SPAN name="chap14"></SPAN>CHAPTER XIV</h2>
<p>The months came and went. The drama and tragedy of the future were yet to come
upon the stage, and in the meantime we pounded nuts and lived. It was a good
year, I remember, for nuts. We used to fill gourds with nuts and carry them to
the pounding-places. We placed them in depressions in the rock, and, with a
piece of rock in our hands, we cracked them and ate them as we cracked.</p>
<p>It was the fall of the year when Lop-Ear and I returned from our long
adventure-journey, and the winter that followed was mild. I made frequent trips
to the neighborhood of my old home-tree, and frequently I searched the whole
territory that lay between the blueberry swamp and the mouth of the slough
where Lop-Ear and I had learned navigation, but no clew could I get of the
Swift One. She had disappeared. And I wanted her. I was impelled by that hunger
which I have mentioned, and which was akin to physical hunger, albeit it came
often upon me when my stomach was full. But all my search was vain.</p>
<p>Life was not monotonous at the caves, however. There was Red-Eye to be
considered. Lop-Ear and I never knew a moment’s peace except when we were
in our own little cave. In spite of the enlargement of the entrance we had
made, it was still a tight squeeze for us to get in. And though from time to
time we continued to enlarge, it was still too small for Red-Eye’s
monstrous body. But he never stormed our cave again. He had learned the lesson
well, and he carried on his neck a bulging lump to show where I had hit him
with the rock. This lump never went away, and it was prominent enough to be
seen at a distance. I often took great delight in watching that evidence of my
handiwork; and sometimes, when I was myself assuredly safe, the sight of it
caused me to laugh.</p>
<p>While the other Folk would not have come to our rescue had Red-Eye proceeded to
tear Lop-Ear and me to pieces before their eyes, nevertheless they sympathized
with us. Possibly it was not sympathy but the way they expressed their hatred
for Red-Eye; at any rate they always warned us of his approach. Whether in the
forest, at the drinking-places, or in the open space before the caves, they
were always quick to warn us. Thus we had the advantage of many eyes in our
feud with Red-Eye, the atavism.</p>
<p>Once he nearly got me. It was early in the morning, and the Folk were not yet
up. The surprise was complete. I was cut off from the way up the cliff to my
cave. Before I knew it I had dashed into the double-cave,—the cave where
Lop-Ear had first eluded me long years before, and where old Saber-Tooth had
come to discomfiture when he pursued the two Folk. By the time I had got
through the connecting passage between the two caves, I discovered that Red-Eye
was not following me. The next moment he charged into the cave from the
outside. I slipped back through the passage, and he charged out and around and
in upon me again. I merely repeated my performance of slipping through the
passage.</p>
<p>He kept me there half a day before he gave up. After that, when Lop-Ear and I
were reasonably sure of gaining the double-cave, we did not retreat up the
cliff to our own cave when Red-Eye came upon the scene. All we did was to keep
an eye on him and see that he did not cut across our line of retreat.</p>
<p>It was during this winter that Red-Eye killed his latest wife with abuse and
repeated beatings. I have called him an atavism, but in this he was worse than
an atavism, for the males of the lower animals do not maltreat and murder their
mates. In this I take it that Red-Eye, in spite of his tremendous atavistic
tendencies, foreshadowed the coming of man, for it is the males of the human
species only that murder their mates.</p>
<p>As was to be expected, with the doing away of one wife Red-Eye proceeded to get
another. He decided upon the Singing One. She was the granddaughter of old
Marrow-Bone, and the daughter of the Hairless One. She was a young thing,
greatly given to singing at the mouth of her cave in the twilight, and she had
but recently mated with Crooked-Leg. He was a quiet individual, molesting no
one and not given to bickering with his fellows. He was no fighter anyway. He
was small and lean, and not so active on his legs as the rest of us.</p>
<p>Red-Eye never committed a more outrageous deed. It was in the quiet at the end
of the day, when we began to congregate in the open space before climbing into
our caves. Suddenly the Singing One dashed up a run-way from a drinking-place,
pursued by Red-Eye. She ran to her husband. Poor little Crooked-Leg was
terribly scared. But he was a hero. He knew that death was upon him, yet he did
not run away. He stood up, and chattered, bristled, and showed his teeth.</p>
<p>Red-Eye roared with rage. It was an offence to him that any of the Folk should
dare to withstand him. His hand shot out and clutched Crooked-Leg by the neck.
The latter sank his teeth into Red-Eye’s arm; but the next moment, with a
broken neck, Crooked-Leg was floundering and squirming on the ground. The
Singing One screeched and gibbered. Red-Eye seized her by the hair of her head
and dragged her toward his cave. He handled her roughly when the climb began,
and he dragged and hauled her up into the cave.</p>
<p>We were very angry, insanely, vociferously angry. Beating our chests,
bristling, and gnashing our teeth, we gathered together in our rage. We felt
the prod of gregarious instinct, the drawing together as though for united
action, the impulse toward cooperation. In dim ways this need for united action
was impressed upon us. But there was no way to achieve it because there was no
way to express it. We did not turn to, all of us, and destroy Red-Eye, because
we lacked a vocabulary. We were vaguely thinking thoughts for which there were
no thought-symbols. These thought-symbols were yet to be slowly and painfully
invented.</p>
<p>We tried to freight sound with the vague thoughts that flitted like shadows
through our consciousness. The Hairless One began to chatter loudly. By his
noises he expressed anger against Red-Eye and desire to hurt Red-Eye. Thus far
he got, and thus far we understood. But when he tried to express the
cooperative impulse that stirred within him, his noises became gibberish. Then
Big-Face, with brow-bristling and chest-pounding, began to chatter. One after
another of us joined in the orgy of rage, until even old Marrow-Bone was
mumbling and spluttering with his cracked voice and withered lips. Some one
seized a stick and began pounding a log. In a moment he had struck a rhythm.
Unconsciously, our yells and exclamations yielded to this rhythm. It had a
soothing effect upon us; and before we knew it, our rage forgotten, we were in
the full swing of a hee-hee council.</p>
<p>These hee-hee councils splendidly illustrate the inconsecutiveness and
inconsequentiality of the Folk. Here were we, drawn together by mutual rage and
the impulse toward cooperation, led off into forgetfulness by the establishment
of a rude rhythm. We were sociable and gregarious, and these singing and
laughing councils satisfied us. In ways the hee-hee council was an adumbration
of the councils of primitive man, and of the great national assemblies and
international conventions of latter-day man. But we Folk of the Younger World
lacked speech, and whenever we were so drawn together we precipitated babel,
out of which arose a unanimity of rhythm that contained within itself the
essentials of art yet to come. It was art nascent.</p>
<p>There was nothing long-continued about these rhythms that we struck. A rhythm
was soon lost, and pandemonium reigned until we could find the rhythm again or
start a new one. Sometimes half a dozen rhythms would be swinging
simultaneously, each rhythm backed by a group that strove ardently to drown out
the other rhythms.</p>
<p>In the intervals of pandemonium, each chattered, cut up, hooted, screeched, and
danced, himself sufficient unto himself, filled with his own ideas and
volitions to the exclusion of all others, a veritable centre of the universe,
divorced for the time being from any unanimity with the other universe-centres
leaping and yelling around him. Then would come the rhythm—a clapping of
hands; the beating of a stick upon a log; the example of one that leaped with
repetitions; or the chanting of one that uttered, explosively and regularly,
with inflection that rose and fell, “A-bang, a-bang! A-bang,
a-bang!” One after another of the self-centred Folk would yield to it,
and soon all would be dancing or chanting in chorus. “Ha-ah, ha-ah,
ha-ah-ha!” was one of our favorite choruses, and another was,
“Eh-wah, eh-wah, eh-wah-hah!”</p>
<p>And so, with mad antics, leaping, reeling, and over-balancing, we danced and
sang in the sombre twilight of the primeval world, inducing forgetfulness,
achieving unanimity, and working ourselves up into sensuous frenzy. And so it
was that our rage against Red-Eye was soothed away by art, and we screamed the
wild choruses of the hee-hee council until the night warned us of its terrors,
and we crept away to our holes in the rocks, calling softly to one another,
while the stars came out and darkness settled down.</p>
<p>We were afraid only of the dark. We had no germs of religion, no conceptions of
an unseen world. We knew only the real world, and the things we feared were the
real things, the concrete dangers, the flesh-and-blood animals that preyed. It
was they that made us afraid of the dark, for darkness was the time of the
hunting animals. It was then that they came out of their lairs and pounced upon
one from the dark wherein they lurked invisible.</p>
<p>Possibly it was out of this fear of the real denizens of the dark that the fear
of the unreal denizens was later to develop and to culminate in a whole and
mighty unseen world. As imagination grew it is likely that the fear of death
increased until the Folk that were to come projected this fear into the dark
and peopled it with spirits. I think the Fire People had already begun to be
afraid of the dark in this fashion; but the reasons we Folk had for breaking up
our hee-hee councils and fleeing to our holes were old Saber-Tooth, the lions
and the jackals, the wild dogs and the wolves, and all the hungry, meat-eating
breeds.</p>
<h2><SPAN name="chap15"></SPAN>CHAPTER XV</h2>
<p>Lop-Ear got married. It was the second winter after our adventure-journey, and
it was most unexpected. He gave me no warning. The first I knew was one
twilight when I climbed the cliff to our cave. I squeezed into the entrance and
there I stopped. There was no room for me. Lop-Ear and his mate were in
possession, and she was none other than my sister, the daughter of my
step-father, the Chatterer.</p>
<p>I tried to force my way in. There was space only for two, and that space was
already occupied. Also, they had me at a disadvantage, and, what of the
scratching and hair-pulling I received, I was glad to retreat. I slept that
night, and for many nights, in the connecting passage of the double-cave. From
my experience it seemed reasonably safe. As the two Folk had dodged old
Saber-Tooth, and as I had dodged Red-Eye, so it seemed to me that I could dodge
the hunting animals by going back and forth between the two caves.</p>
<p>I had forgotten the wild dogs. They were small enough to go through any passage
that I could squeeze through. One night they nosed me out. Had they entered
both caves at the same time they would have got me. As it was, followed by some
of them through the passage, I dashed out the mouth of the other cave. Outside
were the rest of the wild dogs. They sprang for me as I sprang for the
cliff-wall and began to climb. One of them, a lean and hungry brute, caught me
in mid-leap. His teeth sank into my thigh-muscles, and he nearly dragged me
back. He held on, but I made no effort to dislodge him, devoting my whole
effort to climbing out of reach of the rest of the brutes.</p>
<p>Not until I was safe from them did I turn my attention to that live agony on my
thigh. And then, a dozen feet above the snapping pack that leaped and scrambled
against the wall and fell back, I got the dog by the throat and slowly
throttled him. I was a long time doing it. He clawed and ripped my hair and
hide with his hind-paws, and ever he jerked and lunged with his weight to drag
me from the wall.</p>
<p>At last his teeth opened and released my torn flesh. I carried his body up the
cliff with me, and perched out the night in the entrance of my old cave,
wherein were Lop-Ear and my sister. But first I had to endure a storm of abuse
from the aroused horde for being the cause of the disturbance. I had my
revenge. From time to time, as the noise of the pack below eased down, I
dropped a rock and started it up again. Whereupon, from all around, the abuse
of the exasperated Folk began afresh. In the morning I shared the dog with
Lop-Ear and his wife, and for several days the three of us were neither
vegetarians nor fruitarians.</p>
<p>Lop-Ear’s marriage was not a happy one, and the consolation about it is
that it did not last very long. Neither he nor I was happy during that period.
I was lonely. I suffered the inconvenience of being cast out of my safe little
cave, and somehow I did not make it up with any other of the young males. I
suppose my long-continued chumming with Lop-Ear had become a habit.</p>
<p>I might have married, it is true; and most likely I should have married had it
not been for the dearth of females in the horde. This dearth, it is fair to
assume, was caused by the exorbitance of Red-Eye, and it illustrates the menace
he was to the existence of the horde. Then there was the Swift One, whom I had
not forgotten.</p>
<p>At any rate, during the period of Lop-Ear’s marriage I knocked about from
pillar to post, in danger every night that I slept, and never comfortable. One
of the Folk died, and his widow was taken into the cave of another one of the
Folk. I took possession of the abandoned cave, but it was wide-mouthed, and
after Red-Eye nearly trapped me in it one day, I returned to sleeping in the
passage of the double-cave. During the summer, however, I used to stay away
from the caves for weeks, sleeping in a tree-shelter I made near the mouth of
the slough.</p>
<p>I have said that Lop-Ear was not happy. My sister was the daughter of the
Chatterer, and she made Lop-Ear’s life miserable for him. In no other
cave was there so much squabbling and bickering. If Red-Eye was a Bluebeard,
Lop-Ear was hen-pecked; and I imagine that Red-Eye was too shrewd ever to covet
Lop-Ear’s wife.</p>
<p>Fortunately for Lop-Ear, she died. An unusual thing happened that summer. Late,
almost at the end of it, a second crop of the stringy-rooted carrots sprang up.
These unexpected second-crop roots were young and juicy and tender, and for
some time the carrot-patch was the favorite feeding-place of the horde. One
morning, early, several score of us were there making our breakfast. On one
side of me was the Hairless One. Beyond him were his father and son, old
Marrow-Bone and Long-Lip. On the other side of me were my sister and Lop-Ear,
she being next to me.</p>
<p>There was no warning. On the sudden, both the Hairless One and my sister sprang
and screamed. At the same instant I heard the thud of the arrows that
transfixed them. The next instant they were down on the ground, floundering and
gasping, and the rest of us were stampeding for the trees. An arrow drove past
me and entered the ground, its feathered shaft vibrating and oscillating from
the impact of its arrested flight. I remember clearly how I swerved as I ran,
to go past it, and that I gave it a needlessly wide berth. I must have shied at
it as a horse shies at an object it fears.</p>
<p>Lop-Ear took a smashing fall as he ran beside me. An arrow had driven through
the calf of his leg and tripped him. He tried to run, but was tripped and
thrown by it a second time. He sat up, crouching, trembling with fear, and
called to me pleadingly. I dashed back. He showed me the arrow. I caught hold
of it to pull it out, but the consequent hurt made him seize my hand and stop
me. A flying arrow passed between us. Another struck a rock, splintered, and
fell to the ground. This was too much. I pulled, suddenly, with all my might.
Lop-Ear screamed as the arrow came out, and struck at me angrily. But the next
moment we were in full flight again.</p>
<p>I looked back. Old Marrow-Bone, deserted and far behind, was tottering silently
along in his handicapped race with death. Sometimes he almost fell, and once he
did fall; but no more arrows were coming. He scrambled weakly to his feet. Age
burdened him heavily, but he did not want to die. The three Fire-Men, who were
now running forward from their forest ambush, could easily have got him, but
they did not try. Perhaps he was too old and tough. But they did want the
Hairless One and my sister, for as I looked back from the trees I could see the
Fire-Men beating in their heads with rocks. One of the Fire-Men was the wizened
old hunter who limped.</p>
<p>We went on through the trees toward the caves—an excited and disorderly
mob that drove before it to their holes all the small life of the forest, and
that set the blue-jays screaming impudently. Now that there was no immediate
danger, Long-Lip waited for his grand-father, Marrow-Bone; and with the gap of
a generation between them, the old fellow and the youth brought up our rear.</p>
<p>And so it was that Lop-Ear became a bachelor once more. That night I slept with
him in the old cave, and our old life of chumming began again. The loss of his
mate seemed to cause him no grief. At least he showed no signs of it, nor of
need for her. It was the wound in his leg that seemed to bother him, and it was
all of a week before he got back again to his old spryness.</p>
<p>Marrow-Bone was the only old member in the horde. Sometimes, on looking back
upon him, when the vision of him is most clear, I note a striking resemblance
between him and the father of my father’s gardener. The gardener’s
father was very old, very wrinkled and withered; and for all the world, when he
peered through his tiny, bleary eyes and mumbled with his toothless gums, he
looked and acted like old Marrow-Bone. This resemblance, as a child, used to
frighten me. I always ran when I saw the old man tottering along on his two
canes. Old Marrow-Bone even had a bit of sparse and straggly white beard that
seemed identical with the whiskers of the old man.</p>
<p>As I have said, Marrow-Bone was the only old member of the horde. He was an
exception. The Folk never lived to old age. Middle age was fairly rare. Death
by violence was the common way of death. They died as my father had died, as
Broken-Tooth had died, as my sister and the Hairless One had just
died—abruptly and brutally, in the full possession of their faculties, in
the full swing and rush of life. Natural death? To die violently was the
natural way of dying in those days.</p>
<p>No one died of old age among the Folk. I never knew of a case. Even Marrow-Bone
did not die that way, and he was the only one in my generation who had the
chance. A bad crippling, any serious accidental or temporary impairment of the
faculties, meant swift death. As a rule, these deaths were not witnessed.</p>
<p>Members of the horde simply dropped out of sight. They left the caves in the
morning, and they never came back. They disappeared—into the ravenous
maws of the hunting creatures.</p>
<p>This inroad of the Fire People on the carrot-patch was the beginning of the
end, though we did not know it. The hunters of the Fire People began to appear
more frequently as the time went by. They came in twos and threes, creeping
silently through the forest, with their flying arrows able to annihilate
distance and bring down prey from the top of the loftiest tree without
themselves climbing into it. The bow and arrow was like an enormous extension
of their leaping and striking muscles, so that, virtually, they could leap and
kill at a hundred feet and more. This made them far more terrible than
Saber-Tooth himself. And then they were very wise. They had speech that enabled
them more effectively to reason, and in addition they understood cooperation.</p>
<p>We Folk came to be very circumspect when we were in the forest. We were more
alert and vigilant and timid. No longer were the trees a protection to be
relied upon. No longer could we perch on a branch and laugh down at our
carnivorous enemies on the ground. The Fire People were carnivorous, with claws
and fangs a hundred feet long, the most terrible of all the hunting animals
that ranged the primeval world.</p>
<p>One morning, before the Folk had dispersed to the forest, there was a panic
among the water-carriers and those who had gone down to the river to drink. The
whole horde fled to the caves. It was our habit, at such times, to flee first
and investigate afterward. We waited in the mouths of our caves and watched.
After some time a Fire-Man stepped cautiously into the open space. It was the
little wizened old hunter. He stood for a long time and watched us, looking our
caves and the cliff-wall up and down. He descended one of the run-ways to a
drinking-place, returning a few minutes later by another run-way. Again he
stood and watched us carefully, for a long time. Then he turned on his heel and
limped into the forest, leaving us calling querulously and plaintively to one
another from the cave-mouths.</p>
<h2><SPAN name="chap16"></SPAN>CHAPTER XVI</h2>
<p>I found her down in the old neighborhood near the blueberry swamp, where my
mother lived and where Lop-Ear and I had built our first tree-shelter. It was
unexpected. As I came under the tree I heard the familiar soft sound and looked
up. There she was, the Swift One, sitting on a limb and swinging her legs back
and forth as she looked at me.</p>
<p>I stood still for some time. The sight of her had made me very happy. And then
an unrest and a pain began to creep in on this happiness. I started to climb
the tree after her, and she retreated slowly out the limb. Just as I reached
for her, she sprang through the air and landed in the branches of the next
tree. From amid the rustling leaves she peeped out at me and made soft sounds.
I leaped straight for her, and after an exciting chase the situation was
duplicated, for there she was, making soft sounds and peeping out from the
leaves of a third tree.</p>
<p>It was borne in upon me that somehow it was different now from the old days
before Lop-Ear and I had gone on our adventure-journey. I wanted her, and I
knew that I wanted her. And she knew it, too. That was why she would not let me
come near her. I forgot that she was truly the Swift One, and that in the art
of climbing she had been my teacher. I pursued her from tree to tree, and ever
she eluded me, peeping back at me with kindly eyes, making soft sounds, and
dancing and leaping and teetering before me just out of reach. The more she
eluded me, the more I wanted to catch her, and the lengthening shadows of the
afternoon bore witness to the futility of my effort.</p>
<p>As I pursued her, or sometimes rested in an adjoining tree and watched her, I
noticed the change in her. She was larger, heavier, more grown-up. Her lines
were rounder, her muscles fuller, and there was about her that indefinite
something of maturity that was new to her and that incited me on. Three years
she had been gone—three years at the very least, and the change in her
was marked. I say three years; it is as near as I can measure the time. A
fourth year may have elapsed, which I have confused with the happenings of the
other three years. The more I think of it, the more confident I am that it must
be four years that she was away.</p>
<p>Where she went, why she went, and what happened to her during that time, I do
not know. There was no way for her to tell me, any more than there was a way
for Lop-Ear and me to tell the Folk what we had seen when we were away. Like
us, the chance is she had gone off on an adventure-journey, and by herself. On
the other hand, it is possible that Red-Eye may have been the cause of her
going. It is quite certain that he must have come upon her from time to time,
wandering in the woods; and if he had pursued her there is no question but that
it would have been sufficient to drive her away. From subsequent events, I am
led to believe that she must have travelled far to the south, across a range of
mountains and down to the banks of a strange river, away from any of her kind.
Many Tree People lived down there, and I think it must have been they who
finally drove her back to the horde and to me. My reasons for this I shall
explain later.</p>
<p>The shadows grew longer, and I pursued more ardently than ever, and still I
could not catch her. She made believe that she was trying desperately to escape
me, and all the time she managed to keep just beyond reach. I forgot
everything—time, the oncoming of night, and my meat-eating enemies. I was
insane with love of her, and with—anger, too, because she would not let
me come up with her. It was strange how this anger against her seemed to be
part of my desire for her.</p>
<p>As I have said, I forgot everything. In racing across an open space I ran full
tilt upon a colony of snakes. They did not deter me. I was mad. They struck at
me, but I ducked and dodged and ran on. Then there was a python that ordinarily
would have sent me screeching to a tree-top. He did run me into a tree; but the
Swift One was going out of sight, and I sprang back to the ground and went on.
It was a close shave. Then there was my old enemy, the hyena. From my conduct
he was sure something was going to happen, and he followed me for an hour. Once
we exasperated a band of wild pigs, and they took after us. The Swift One dared
a wide leap between trees that was too much for me. I had to take to the
ground. There were the pigs. I didn’t care. I struck the earth within a
yard of the nearest one. They flanked me as I ran, and chased me into two
different trees out of the line of my pursuit of the Swift One. I ventured the
ground again, doubled back, and crossed a wide open space, with the whole band
grunting, bristling, and tusk-gnashing at my heels.</p>
<p>If I had tripped or stumbled in that open space, there would have been no
chance for me. But I didn’t. And I didn’t care whether I did or
not. I was in such mood that I would have faced old Saber-Tooth himself, or a
score of arrow-shooting Fire People. Such was the madness of love...with me.
With the Swift One it was different. She was very wise. She did not take any
real risks, and I remember, on looking back across the centuries to that wild
love-chase, that when the pigs delayed me she did not run away very fast, but
waited, rather, for me to take up the pursuit again. Also, she directed her
retreat before me, going always in the direction she wanted to go.</p>
<p>At last came the dark. She led me around the mossy shoulder of a canyon wall
that out-jutted among the trees. After that we penetrated a dense mass of
underbrush that scraped and ripped me in passing. But she never ruffled a hair.
She knew the way. In the midst of the thicket was a large oak. I was very close
to her when she climbed it; and in the forks, in the nest-shelter I had sought
so long and vainly, I caught her.</p>
<p>The hyena had taken our trail again, and he now sat down on the ground and made
hungry noises. But we did not mind, and we laughed at him when he snarled and
went away through the thicket. It was the spring-time, and the night noises
were many and varied. As was the custom at that time of the year, there was
much fighting among the animals. From the nest we could hear the squealing and
neighing of wild horses, the trumpeting of elephants, and the roaring of lions.
But the moon came out, and the air was warm, and we laughed and were unafraid.</p>
<p>I remember, next morning, that we came upon two ruffled cock-birds that fought
so ardently that I went right up to them and caught them by their necks. Thus
did the Swift One and I get our wedding breakfast. They were delicious. It was
easy to catch birds in the spring of the year. There was one night that year
when two elk fought in the moonlight, while the Swift One and I watched from
the trees; and we saw a lion and lioness crawl up to them unheeded, and kill
them as they fought.</p>
<p>There is no telling how long we might have lived in the Swift One’s
tree-shelter. But one day, while we were away, the tree was struck by
lightning. Great limbs were riven, and the nest was demolished. I started to
rebuild, but the Swift One would have nothing to do with it. As I was to learn,
she was greatly afraid of lightning, and I could not persuade her back into the
tree. So it came about, our honeymoon over, that we went to the caves to live.
As Lop-Ear had evicted me from the cave when he got married, I now evicted him;
and the Swift One and I settled down in it, while he slept at night in the
connecting passage of the double cave.</p>
<p>And with our coming to live with the horde came trouble. Red-Eye had had I
don’t know how many wives since the Singing One. She had gone the way of
the rest. At present he had a little, soft, spiritless thing that whimpered and
wept all the time, whether he beat her or not; and her passing was a question
of very little time. Before she passed, even, Red-Eye set his eyes on the Swift
One; and when she passed, the persecution of the Swift One began.</p>
<p>Well for her that she was the Swift One, that she had that amazing aptitude for
swift flight through the trees. She needed all her wisdom and daring in order
to keep out of the clutches of Red-Eye. I could not help her. He was so
powerful a monster that he could have torn me limb from limb. As it was, to my
death I carried an injured shoulder that ached and went lame in rainy weather
and that was a mark of his handiwork.</p>
<p>The Swift One was sick at the time I received this injury. It must have been a
touch of the malaria from which we sometimes suffered; but whatever it was, it
made her dull and heavy. She did not have the accustomed spring to her muscles,
and was indeed in poor shape for flight when Red-Eye cornered her near the lair
of the wild dogs, several miles south from the caves. Usually, she would have
circled around him, beaten him in the straight-away, and gained the protection
of our small-mouthed cave. But she could not circle him. She was too dull and
slow. Each time he headed her off, until she gave over the attempt and devoted
her energies wholly to keeping out of his clutches.</p>
<p>Had she not been sick it would have been child’s play for her to elude
him; but as it was, it required all her caution and cunning. It was to her
advantage that she could travel on thinner branches than he, and make wider
leaps. Also, she was an unerring judge of distance, and she had an instinct for
knowing the strength of twigs, branches, and rotten limbs.</p>
<p>It was an interminable chase. Round and round and back and forth for long
stretches through the forest they dashed. There was great excitement among the
other Folk. They set up a wild chattering, that was loudest when Red-Eye was at
a distance, and that hushed when the chase led him near. They were impotent
onlookers. The females screeched and gibbered, and the males beat their chests
in helpless rage. Big Face was especially angry, and though he hushed his
racket when Red-Eye drew near, he did not hush it to the extent the others did.</p>
<p>As for me, I played no brave part. I know I was anything but a hero. Besides,
of what use would it have been for me to encounter Red-Eye? He was the mighty
monster, the abysmal brute, and there was no hope for me in a conflict of
strength. He would have killed me, and the situation would have remained
unchanged. He would have caught the Swift One before she could have gained the
cave. As it was, I could only look on in helpless fury, and dodge out of the
way and cease my raging when he came too near.</p>
<p>The hours passed. It was late afternoon. And still the chase went on. Red-Eye
was bent upon exhausting the Swift One. He deliberately ran her down. After a
long time she began to tire and could no longer maintain her headlong flight.
Then it was that she began going far out on the thinnest branches, where he
could not follow. Thus she might have got a breathing spell, but Red-Eye was
fiendish. Unable to follow her, he dislodged her by shaking her off. With all
his strength and weight, he would shake the branch back and forth until he
snapped her off as one would snap a fly from a whip-lash. The first time, she
saved herself by falling into branches lower down. Another time, though they
did not save her from the ground, they broke her fall. Still another time, so
fiercely did he snap her from the branch, she was flung clear across a gap into
another tree. It was remarkable, the way she gripped and saved herself. Only
when driven to it did she seek the temporary safety of the thin branches. But
she was so tired that she could not otherwise avoid him, and time after time
she was compelled to take to the thin branches.</p>
<p>Still the chase went on, and still the Folk screeched, beat their chests, and
gnashed their teeth. Then came the end. It was almost twilight. Trembling,
panting, struggling for breath, the Swift One clung pitiably to a high thin
branch. It was thirty feet to the ground, and nothing intervened. Red-Eye swung
back and forth on the branch farther down. It became a pendulum, swinging wider
and wider with every lunge of his weight. Then he reversed suddenly, just
before the downward swing was completed. Her grips were torn loose, and,
screaming, she was hurled toward the ground.</p>
<p>But she righted herself in mid-air and descended feet first. Ordinarily, from
such a height, the spring in her legs would have eased the shock of impact with
the ground. But she was exhausted. She could not exercise this spring. Her legs
gave under her, having only partly met the shock, and she crashed on over on
her side. This, as it turned out, did not injure her, but it did knock the
breath from her lungs. She lay helpless and struggling for air.</p>
<p>Red-Eye rushed upon her and seized her. With his gnarly fingers twisted into
the hair of her head, he stood up and roared in triumph and defiance at the
awed Folk that watched from the trees. Then it was that I went mad. Caution was
thrown to the winds; forgotten was the will to live of my flesh. Even as
Red-Eye roared, from behind I dashed upon him. So unexpected was my charge that
I knocked him off his feet. I twined my arms and legs around him and strove to
hold him down. This would have been impossible to accomplish had he not held
tightly with one hand to the Swift One’s hair.</p>
<p>Encouraged by my conduct, Big-Face became a sudden ally. He charged in, sank
his teeth in Red-Eye’s arm, and ripped and tore at his face. This was the
time for the rest of the Folk to have joined in. It was the chance to do for
Red-Eye for all time. But they remained afraid in the trees.</p>
<p>It was inevitable that Red-Eye should win in the struggle against the two of
us. The reason he did not finish us off immediately was that the Swift One
clogged his movements. She had regained her breath and was beginning to resist.
He would not release his clutch on her hair, and this handicapped him. He got a
grip on my arm. It was the beginning of the end for me. He began to draw me
toward him into a position where he could sink his teeth into my throat. His
mouth was open, and he was grinning. And yet, though he had just begun to exert
his strength, in that moment he wrenched my shoulder so that I suffered from it
for the remainder of my life.</p>
<p>And in that moment something happened. There was no warning. A great body
smashed down upon the four of us locked together. We were driven violently
apart and rolled over and over, and in the suddenness of surprise we released
our holds on one another. At the moment of the shock, Big-Face screamed
terribly. I did not know what had happened, though I smelled tiger and caught a
glimpse of striped fur as I sprang for a tree.</p>
<p>It was old Saber-Tooth. Aroused in his lair by the noise we had made, he had
crept upon us unnoticed. The Swift One gained the next tree to mine, and I
immediately joined her. I put my arms around her and held her close to me while
she whimpered and cried softly. From the ground came a snarling, and crunching
of bones. It was Saber-Tooth making his supper off of what had been Big-Face.
From beyond, with inflamed rims and eyes, Red-Eye peered down. Here was a
monster mightier than he. The Swift One and I turned and went away quietly
through the trees toward the cave, while the Folk gathered overhead and
showered down abuse and twigs and branches upon their ancient enemy. He lashed
his tail and snarled, but went on eating.</p>
<p>And in such fashion were we saved. It was a mere accident—the sheerest
accident. Else would I have died, there in Red-Eye’s clutch, and there
would have been no bridging of time to the tune of a thousand centuries down to
a progeny that reads newspapers and rides on electric cars—ay, and that
writes narratives of bygone happenings even as this is written.</p>
<h2><SPAN name="chap17"></SPAN>CHAPTER XVII</h2>
<p>It was in the early fall of the following year that it happened. After his
failure to get the Swift One, Red-Eye had taken another wife; and, strange to
relate, she was still alive. Stranger still, they had a baby several months
old—Red-Eye’s first child. His previous wives had never lived long
enough to bear him children. The year had gone well for all of us. The weather
had been exceptionally mild and food plentiful. I remember especially the
turnips of that year. The nut crop was also very heavy, and the wild plums were
larger and sweeter than usual.</p>
<p>In short, it was a golden year. And then it happened. It was in the early
morning, and we were surprised in our caves. In the chill gray light we awoke
from sleep, most of us, to encounter death. The Swift One and I were aroused by
a pandemonium of screeching and gibbering. Our cave was the highest of all on
the cliff, and we crept to the mouth and peered down. The open space was filled
with the Fire People. Their cries and yells were added to the clamor, but they
had order and plan, while we Folk had none. Each one of us fought and acted for
himself, and no one of us knew the extent of the calamity that was befalling
us.</p>
<p>By the time we got to stone-throwing, the Fire People had massed thick at the
base of the cliff. Our first volley must have mashed some heads, for when they
swerved back from the cliff three of their number were left upon the ground.
These were struggling and floundering, and one was trying to crawl away. But we
fixed them. By this time we males were roaring with rage, and we rained rocks
upon the three men that were down. Several of the Fire-Men returned to drag
them into safety, but our rocks drove the rescuers back.</p>
<p>The Fire People became enraged. Also, they became cautious. In spite of their
angry yells, they kept at a distance and sent flights of arrows against us.
This put an end to the rock-throwing. By the time half a dozen of us had been
killed and a score injured, the rest of us retreated inside our caves. I was
not out of range in my lofty cave, but the distance was great enough to spoil
effective shooting, and the Fire People did not waste many arrows on me.
Furthermore, I was curious. I wanted to see. While the Swift One remained well
inside the cave, trembling with fear and making low wailing sounds because I
would not come in, I crouched at the entrance and watched.</p>
<p>The fighting had now become intermittent. It was a sort of deadlock. We were in
the caves, and the question with the Fire People was how to get us out. They
did not dare come in after us, and in general we would not expose ourselves to
their arrows. Occasionally, when one of them drew in close to the base of the
cliff, one or another of the Folk would smash a rock down. In return, he would
be transfixed by half a dozen arrows. This ruse worked well for some time, but
finally the Folk no longer were inveigled into showing themselves. The deadlock
was complete.</p>
<p>Behind the Fire People I could see the little wizened old hunter directing it
all. They obeyed him, and went here and there at his commands. Some of them
went into the forest and returned with loads of dry wood, leaves, and grass.
All the Fire People drew in closer. While most of them stood by with bows and
arrows, ready to shoot any of the Folk that exposed themselves, several of the
Fire-Men heaped the dry grass and wood at the mouths of the lower tier of
caves. Out of these heaps they conjured the monster we
feared—<i>FIRE</i>. At first, wisps of smoke arose and curled up the
cliff. Then I could see the red-tongued flames darting in and out through the
wood like tiny snakes. The smoke grew thicker and thicker, at times shrouding
the whole face of the cliff. But I was high up and it did not bother me much,
though it stung my eyes and I rubbed them with my knuckles.</p>
<p>Old Marrow-Bone was the first to be smoked out. A light fan of air drifted the
smoke away at the time so that I saw clearly. He broke out through the smoke,
stepping on a burning coal and screaming with the sudden hurt of it, and
essayed to climb up the cliff. The arrows showered about him. He came to a
pause on a ledge, clutching a knob of rock for support, gasping and sneezing
and shaking his head. He swayed back and forth. The feathered ends of a dozen
arrows were sticking out of him. He was an old man, and he did not want to die.
He swayed wider and wider, his knees giving under him, and as he swayed he
wailed most plaintively. His hand released its grip and he lurched outward to
the fall. His old bones must have been sadly broken. He groaned and strove
feebly to rise, but a Fire-Man rushed in upon him and brained him with a club.</p>
<p>And as it happened with Marrow-Bone, so it happened with many of the Folk.
Unable to endure the smoke-suffocation, they rushed out to fall beneath the
arrows. Some of the women and children remained in the caves to strangle to
death, but the majority met death outside.</p>
<p>When the Fire-Men had in this fashion cleared the first tier of caves, they
began making arrangements to duplicate the operation on the second tier of
caves. It was while they were climbing up with their grass and wood, that
Red-Eye, followed by his wife, with the baby holding to her tightly, made a
successful flight up the cliff. The Fire-Men must have concluded that in the
interval between the smoking-out operations we would remain in our caves; so
that they were unprepared, and their arrows did not begin to fly till Red-Eye
and his wife were well up the wall. When he reached the top, he turned about
and glared down at them, roaring and beating his chest. They arched their
arrows at him, and though he was untouched he fled on.</p>
<p>I watched a third tier smoked out, and a fourth. A few of the Folk escaped up
the cliff, but most of them were shot off the face of it as they strove to
climb. I remember Long-Lip. He got as far as my ledge, crying piteously, an
arrow clear through his chest, the feathered shaft sticking out behind, the
bone head sticking out before, shot through the back as he climbed. He sank
down on my ledge bleeding profusely at the mouth.</p>
<p>It was about this time that the upper tiers seemed to empty themselves
spontaneously. Nearly all the Folk not yet smoked out stampeded up the cliff at
the same time. This was the saving of many. The Fire People could not shoot
arrows fast enough. They filled the air with arrows, and scores of the stricken
Folk came tumbling down; but still there were a few who reached the top and got
away.</p>
<p>The impulse of flight was now stronger in me than curiosity. The arrows had
ceased flying. The last of the Folk seemed gone, though there may have been a
few still hiding in the upper caves. The Swift One and I started to make a
scramble for the cliff-top. At sight of us a great cry went up from the Fire
People. This was not caused by me, but by the Swift One. They were chattering
excitedly and pointing her out to one another. They did not try to shoot her.
Not an arrow was discharged. They began calling softly and coaxingly. I stopped
and looked down. She was afraid, and whimpered and urged me on. So we went up
over the top and plunged into the trees.</p>
<p>This event has often caused me to wonder and speculate. If she were really of
their kind, she must have been lost from them at a time when she was too young
to remember, else would she not have been afraid of them. On the other hand, it
may well have been that while she was their kind she had never been lost from
them; that she had been born in the wild forest far from their haunts, her
father maybe a renegade Fire-Man, her mother maybe one of my own kind, one of
the Folk. But who shall say? These things are beyond me, and the Swift One knew
no more about them than did I.</p>
<p>We lived through a day of terror. Most of the survivors fled toward the
blueberry swamp and took refuge in the forest in that neighborhood. And all day
hunting parties of the Fire People ranged the forest, killing us wherever they
found us. It must have been a deliberately executed plan. Increasing beyond the
limits of their own territory, they had decided on making a conquest of ours.
Sorry the conquest! We had no chance against them. It was slaughter,
indiscriminate slaughter, for they spared none, killing old and young,
effectively ridding the land of our presence.</p>
<p>It was like the end of the world to us. We fled to the trees as a last refuge,
only to be surrounded and killed, family by family. We saw much of this during
that day, and besides, I wanted to see. The Swift One and I never remained long
in one tree, and so escaped being surrounded. But there seemed no place to go.
The Fire-Men were everywhere, bent on their task of extermination. Every way we
turned we encountered them, and because of this we saw much of their handiwork.</p>
<p>I did not see what became of my mother, but I did see the Chatterer shot down
out of the old home-tree. And I am afraid that at the sight I did a bit of
joyous teetering. Before I leave this portion of my narrative, I must tell of
Red-Eye. He was caught with his wife in a tree down by the blueberry swamp. The
Swift One and I stopped long enough in our flight to see. The Fire-Men were too
intent upon their work to notice us, and, furthermore, we were well screened by
the thicket in which we crouched.</p>
<p>Fully a score of the hunters were under the tree, discharging arrows into it.
They always picked up their arrows when they fell back to earth. I could not
see Red-Eye, but I could hear him howling from somewhere in the tree.</p>
<p>After a short interval his howling grew muffled. He must have crawled into a
hollow in the trunk. But his wife did not win this shelter. An arrow brought
her to the ground. She was severely hurt, for she made no effort to get away.
She crouched in a sheltering way over her baby (which clung tightly to her),
and made pleading signs and sounds to the Fire-Men. They gathered about her and
laughed at her—even as Lop-Ear and I had laughed at the old Tree-Man. And
even as we had poked him with twigs and sticks, so did the Fire-Men with
Red-Eye’s wife. They poked her with the ends of their bows, and prodded
her in the ribs. But she was poor fun. She would not fight. Nor, for that
matter, would she get angry. She continued to crouch over her baby and to
plead. One of the Fire-Men stepped close to her. In his hand was a club. She
saw and understood, but she made only the pleading sounds until the blow fell.</p>
<p>Red-Eye, in the hollow of the trunk, was safe from their arrows. They stood
together and debated for a while, then one of them climbed into the tree. What
happened up there I could not tell, but I heard him yell and saw the excitement
of those that remained beneath. After several minutes his body crashed down to
the ground. He did not move. They looked at him and raised his head, but it
fell back limply when they let go. Red-Eye had accounted for himself.</p>
<p>They were very angry. There was an opening into the trunk close to the ground.
They gathered wood and grass and built a fire. The Swift One and I, our arms
around each other, waited and watched in the thicket. Sometimes they threw upon
the fire green branches with many leaves, whereupon the smoke became very
thick.</p>
<p>We saw them suddenly swerve back from the tree. They were not quick enough.
Red-Eye’s flying body landed in the midst of them.</p>
<p>He was in a frightful rage, smashing about with his long arms right and left.
He pulled the face off one of them, literally pulled it off with those gnarly
fingers of his and those tremendous muscles. He bit another through the neck.
The Fire-Men fell back with wild fierce yells, then rushed upon him. He managed
to get hold of a club and began crushing heads like eggshells. He was too much
for them, and they were compelled to fall back again. This was his chance, and
he turned his back upon them and ran for it, still howling wrathfully. A few
arrows sped after him, but he plunged into a thicket and was gone.</p>
<p>The Swift One and I crept quietly away, only to run foul of another party of
Fire-Men. They chased us into the blueberry swamp, but we knew the tree-paths
across the farther morasses where they could not follow on the ground, and so
we escaped. We came out on the other side into a narrow strip of forest that
separated the blueberry swamp from the great swamp that extended westward. Here
we met Lop-Ear. How he had escaped I cannot imagine, unless he had not slept
the preceding night at the caves.</p>
<p>Here, in the strip of forest, we might have built tree-shelters and settled
down; but the Fire People were performing their work of extermination
thoroughly. In the afternoon, Hair-Face and his wife fled out from among the
trees to the east, passed us, and were gone. They fled silently and swiftly,
with alarm in their faces. In the direction from which they had come we heard
the cries and yells of the hunters, and the screeching of some one of the Folk.
The Fire People had found their way across the swamp.</p>
<p>The Swift One, Lop-Ear, and I followed on the heels of Hair-Face and his wife.
When we came to the edge of the great swamp, we stopped. We did not know its
paths. It was outside our territory, and it had been always avoided by the
Folk. None had ever gone into it—at least, to return. In our minds it
represented mystery and fear, the terrible unknown. As I say, we stopped at the
edge of it. We were afraid. The cries of the Fire-Men were drawing nearer. We
looked at one another. Hair-Face ran out on the quaking morass and gained the
firmer footing of a grass-hummock a dozen yards away. His wife did not follow.
She tried to, but shrank back from the treacherous surface and cowered down.</p>
<p>The Swift One did not wait for me, nor did she pause till she had passed beyond
Hair-Face a hundred yards and gained a much larger hummock. By the time Lop-Ear
and I had caught up with her, the Fire-Men appeared among the trees.
Hair-Face’s wife, driven by them into panic terror, dashed after us. But
she ran blindly, without caution, and broke through the crust. We turned and
watched, and saw them shoot her with arrows as she sank down in the mud. The
arrows began falling about us. Hair-Face had now joined us, and the four of us
plunged on, we knew not whither, deeper and deeper into the swamp.</p>
<h2><SPAN name="chap18"></SPAN>CHAPTER XVIII</h2>
<p>Of our wanderings in the great swamp I have no clear knowledge. When I strive
to remember, I have a riot of unrelated impressions and a loss of time-value. I
have no idea of how long we were in that vast everglade, but it must have been
for weeks. My memories of what occurred invariably take the form of nightmare.
For untold ages, oppressed by protean fear, I am aware of wandering, endlessly
wandering, through a dank and soggy wilderness, where poisonous snakes struck
at us, and animals roared around us, and the mud quaked under us and sucked at
our heels.</p>
<p>I know that we were turned from our course countless times by streams and lakes
and slimy seas. Then there were storms and risings of the water over great
areas of the low-lying lands; and there were periods of hunger and misery when
we were kept prisoners in the trees for days and days by these transient
floods.</p>
<p>Very strong upon me is one picture. Large trees are about us, and from their
branches hang gray filaments of moss, while great creepers, like monstrous
serpents, curl around the trunks and writhe in tangles through the air. And all
about is the mud, soft mud, that bubbles forth gases, and that heaves and sighs
with internal agitations. And in the midst of all this are a dozen of us. We
are lean and wretched, and our bones show through our tight-stretched skins. We
do not sing and chatter and laugh. We play no pranks. For once our volatile and
exuberant spirits are hopelessly subdued. We make plaintive, querulous noises,
look at one another, and cluster close together. It is like the meeting of the
handful of survivors after the day of the end of the world.</p>
<p>This event is without connection with the other events in the swamp. How we
ever managed to cross it, I do not know, but at last we came out where a low
range of hills ran down to the bank of the river. It was our river emerging
like ourselves from the great swamp. On the south bank, where the river had
broken its way through the hills, we found many sand-stone caves. Beyond,
toward the west, the ocean boomed on the bar that lay across the river’s
mouth. And here, in the caves, we settled down in our abiding-place by the sea.</p>
<p>There were not many of us. From time to time, as the days went by, more of the
Folk appeared. They dragged themselves from the swamp singly, and in twos and
threes, more dead than alive, mere perambulating skeletons, until at last there
were thirty of us. Then no more came from the swamp, and Red-Eye was not among
us. It was noticeable that no children had survived the frightful journey.</p>
<p>I shall not tell in detail of the years we lived by the sea. It was not a happy
abiding-place. The air was raw and chill, and we suffered continually from
coughing and colds. We could not survive in such an environment. True, we had
children; but they had little hold on life and died early, while we died faster
than new ones were born. Our number steadily diminished.</p>
<p>Then the radical change in our diet was not good for us. We got few vegetables
and fruits, and became fish-eaters. There were mussels and abalones and clams
and rock-oysters, and great ocean-crabs that were thrown upon the beaches in
stormy weather. Also, we found several kinds of seaweed that were good to eat.
But the change in diet caused us stomach troubles, and none of us ever waxed
fat. We were all lean and dyspeptic-looking. It was in getting the big abalones
that Lop-Ear was lost. One of them closed upon his fingers at low-tide, and
then the flood-tide came in and drowned him. We found his body the next day,
and it was a lesson to us. Not another one of us was ever caught in the closing
shell of an abalone.</p>
<p>The Swift One and I managed to bring up one child, a boy—at least we
managed to bring him along for several years. But I am quite confident he could
never have survived that terrible climate. And then, one day, the Fire People
appeared again. They had come down the river, not on a catamaran, but in a rude
dug-out. There were three of them that paddled in it, and one of them was the
little wizened old hunter. They landed on our beach, and he limped across the
sand and examined our caves.</p>
<p>They went away in a few minutes, but the Swift One was badly scared. We were
all frightened, but none of us to the extent that she was. She whimpered and
cried and was restless all that night. In the morning she took the child in her
arms, and by sharp cries, gestures, and example, started me on our second long
flight. There were eight of the Folk (all that was left of the horde) that
remained behind in the caves. There was no hope for them. Without doubt, even
if the Fire People did not return, they must soon have perished. It was a bad
climate down there by the sea. The Folk were not constituted for the
coast-dwelling life.</p>
<p>We travelled south, for days skirting the great swamp but never venturing into
it. Once we broke back to the westward, crossing a range of mountains and
coming down to the coast. But it was no place for us. There were no
trees—only bleak headlands, a thundering surf, and strong winds that
seemed never to cease from blowing. We turned back across the mountains,
travelling east and south, until we came in touch with the great swamp again.</p>
<p>Soon we gained the southern extremity of the swamp, and we continued our course
south and east. It was a pleasant land. The air was warm, and we were again in
the forest. Later on we crossed a low-lying range of hills and found ourselves
in an even better forest country. The farther we penetrated from the coast the
warmer we found it, and we went on and on until we came to a large river that
seemed familiar to the Swift One. It was where she must have come during the
four years’ absence from the horde. This river we crossed on logs,
landing on the other side at the base of a large bluff. High up on the bluff we
found our new home most difficult of access and quite hidden from any eye
beneath.</p>
<p>There is little more of my tale to tell. Here the Swift One and I lived and
reared our family. And here my memories end. We never made another migration. I
never dream beyond our high, inaccessible cave. And here must have been born
the child that inherited the stuff of my dreams, that had moulded into its
being all the impressions of my life—or of the life of Big-Tooth, rather,
who is my other-self, and not my real self, but who is so real to me that often
I am unable to tell what age I am living in.</p>
<p>I often wonder about this line of descent. I, the modern, am incontestably a
man; yet I, Big-Tooth, the primitive, am not a man. Somewhere, and by straight
line of descent, these two parties to my dual personality were connected. Were
the Folk, before their destruction, in the process of becoming men? And did I
and mine carry through this process? On the other hand, may not some descendant
of mine have gone in to the Fire People and become one of them? I do not know.
There is no way of learning. One thing only is certain, and that is that
Big-Tooth did stamp into the cerebral constitution of one of his progeny all
the impressions of his life, and stamped them in so indelibly that the hosts of
intervening generations have failed to obliterate them.</p>
<p>There is one other thing of which I must speak before I close. It is a dream
that I dream often, and in point of time the real event must have occurred
during the period of my living in the high, inaccessible cave. I remember that
I wandered far in the forest toward the east. There I came upon a tribe of Tree
People. I crouched in a thicket and watched them at play. They were holding a
laughing council, jumping up and down and screeching rude choruses.</p>
<p>Suddenly they hushed their noise and ceased their capering. They shrank down in
fear, and quested anxiously about with their eyes for a way of retreat. Then
Red-Eye walked in among them. They cowered away from him. All were frightened.
But he made no attempt to hurt them. He was one of them. At his heels, on
stringy bended legs, supporting herself with knuckles to the ground on either
side, walked an old female of the Tree People, his latest wife. He sat down in
the midst of the circle. I can see him now, as I write this, scowling, his eyes
inflamed, as he peers about him at the circle of the Tree People. And as he
peers he crooks one monstrous leg and with his gnarly toes scratches himself on
the stomach. He is Red-Eye, the atavism.</p>
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