<h2>CHAPTER XV.</h2>
<p>When Ellinor awoke the clear light of dawn was fully in the room.
She could not remember where she was; for so many mornings she had wakened
up in strange places that it took her several minutes before she could
make out the geographical whereabouts of the heavy blue moreen curtains,
the print of the lord-lieutenant of the county on the wall, and all
the handsome ponderous mahogany furniture that stuffed up the room.
As soon as full memory came into her mind, she started up; nor did she
go to bed again, although she saw by her watch on the dressing-table
that it was not yet six o’clock. She dressed herself with
the dainty completeness so habitual to her that it had become an unconscious
habit, and then—the instinct was irrepressible—she put on
her bonnet and shawl, and went down, past the servant on her knees cleaning
the doorstep, out into the fresh open air; and so she found her way
down the High Street to Hellingford Castle, the building in which the
courts of assize were held—the prison in which Dixon lay condemned
to die. She almost knew she could not see him; yet it seemed like
some amends to her conscience for having slept through so many hours
of the night if she made the attempt. She went up to the porter’s
lodge, and asked the little girl sweeping out the place if she might
see Abraham Dixon. The child stared at her, and ran into the house,
bringing out her father, a great burly man, who had not yet donned either
coat or waistcoat, and who, consequently, felt the morning air as rather
nipping. To him Ellinor repeated her question.</p>
<p>“Him as is to be hung come Saturday se’nnight?
Why, ma’am, I’ve nought to do with it. You may go
to the governor’s house and try; but, if you’ll excuse me,
you’ll have your walk for your pains. Them in the condemned
cells is never seen by nobody without the sheriff’s order.
You may go up to the governor’s house and welcome; but they’ll
only tell you the same. Yon’s the governor’s house.”</p>
<p>Ellinor fully believed the man, and yet she went on to the house
indicated, as if she still hoped that in her case there might be some
exception to the rule, which she now remembered to have heard of before,
in days when such a possible desire as to see a condemned prisoner was
treated by her as a wish that some people might have, did have—people
as far removed from her circle of circumstances as the inhabitants of
the moon. Of course she met with the same reply, a little more
abruptly given, as if every man was from his birth bound to know such
an obvious regulation.</p>
<p>She went out past the porter, now fully clothed. He was sorry
for her disappointment, but could not help saying, with a slight tone
of exultation: “Well, you see I was right, ma’am!”</p>
<p>She walked as nearly round the castle as ever she could, looking
up at the few high-barred windows she could see, and wondering in what
part of the building Dixon was confined. Then she went into the
adjoining churchyard, and sitting down upon a tombstone, she gazed idly
at the view spread below her—a view which was considered as the
lion of the place, to be shown to all strangers by the inhabitants of
Hellingford. Ellinor did not see it, however; she only saw the
blackness of that fatal night, the hurried work—the lanterns glancing
to and fro. She only heard the hard breathing of those who are
engaged upon unwonted labour; the few hoarse muttered words; the swaying
of the branches to and fro. All at once the church clock above
her struck eight, and then pealed out for distant labourers to cease
their work for a time. Such was the old custom of the place.
Ellinor rose up, and made her way back to Mr. Johnson’s house
in High Street. The room felt close and confined in which she
awaited her interview with Mr. Johnson, who had sent down an apology
for having overslept himself, and at last made his appearance in a hurried
half-awakened state, in consequence of his late hospitality of the night
before.</p>
<p>“I am so sorry I gave you all so much trouble last night,”
said Ellinor, apologetically. “I was overtired, and much
shocked by the news I heard.”</p>
<p>“No trouble, no trouble, I am sure. Neither Mrs. Johnson
nor I felt it in the least a trouble. Many ladies I know feel
such things very trying, though there are others that can stand a judge’s
putting on the black cap better than most men. I’m sure
I saw some as composed as could be under Judge Corbet’s speech.”</p>
<p>“But about Dixon? He must not die, Mr. Johnson.”</p>
<p>“Well, I don’t know that he will,” said Mr. Johnson,
in something of the tone of voice he would have used in soothing a child.
“Judge Corbet said something about the possibility of a pardon.
The jury did not recommend him to mercy: you see, his looks went so
much against him, and all the evidence was so strong, and no defence,
so to speak, for he would not furnish any information on which we could
base defence. But the judge did give some hope, to my mind, though
there are others that think differently.”</p>
<p>“I tell you, Mr. Johnson, he must not die, and he shall not.
To whom must I go?”</p>
<p>“Whew! Have you got additional evidence?” with
a sudden sharp glance of professional inquiry.</p>
<p>“Never mind,” Ellinor answered. “I beg your
pardon . . . only tell me into whose hands the power of life and death
has passed.”</p>
<p>“Into the Home Secretary’s—Sir Phillip Homes; but
you cannot get access to him on such an errand. It is the judge
who tried the case that must urge a reprieve—Judge Corbet.”</p>
<p>“Judge Corbet?”</p>
<p>“Yes; and he was rather inclined to take a merciful view of
the whole case. I saw it in his charge. He’ll be the
person for you to see. I suppose you don’t like to give
me your confidence, or else I could arrange and draw up what will have
to be said?”</p>
<p>“No. What I have to say must be spoken to the arbiter—to
no one else. I am afraid I answered you impatiently just now.
You must forgive me; if you knew all, I am sure you would.”</p>
<p>“Say no more, my dear lady. We will suppose you have
some evidence not adduced at the trial. Well; you must go up and
see the judge, since you don’t choose to impart it to any one,
and lay it before him. He will doubtless compare it with his notes
of the trial, and see how far it agrees with them. Of course you
must be prepared with some kind of proof; for Judge Corbet will have
to test your evidence.”</p>
<p>“It seems strange to think of him as the judge,” said
Ellinor, almost to herself.</p>
<p>“Why, yes. He’s but a young judge. You knew
him at Hamley, I suppose? I remember his reading there with Mr.
Ness.”</p>
<p>“Yes, but do not let us talk more about that time. Tell
me when can I see Dixon? I have been to the castle already, but
they said I must have a sheriff’s order.”</p>
<p>“To be sure. I desired Mrs. Johnson to tell you so last
night. Old Ormerod was dining here; he is clerk to the magistrates,
and I told him of your wish. He said he would see Sir Henry Croper,
and have the order here before ten. But all this time Mrs. Johnson
is waiting breakfast for us. Let me take you into the dining-room.”</p>
<p>It was very hard work for Ellinor to do her duty as a guest, and
to allow herself to be interested and talked to on local affairs by
her host and hostess. But she felt as if she had spoken shortly
and abruptly to Mr. Johnson in their previous conversation, and that
she must try and make amends for it; so she attended to all the details
about the restoration of the church, and the difficulty of getting a
good music-master for the three little Miss Johnsons, with all her usual
gentle good breeding and patience, though no one can tell how her heart
and imagination were full of the coming interview with poor old Dixon.</p>
<p>By-and-by Mr. Johnson was called out of the room to see Mr. Ormerod,
and receive the order of admission from him. Ellinor clasped her
hands tight together as she listened with apparent composure to Mrs
Johnson’s never-ending praise of the Hullah system. But
when Mr. Johnson returned, she could not help interrupting her eulogy,
and saying—</p>
<p>“Then I may go now?”</p>
<p>Yes, the order was there—she might go, and Mr. Johnson would
accompany her, to see that she met with no difficulty or obstacle.</p>
<p>As they walked thither, he told her that some one—a turnkey,
or some one—would have to be present at the interview; that such
was always the rule in the case of condemned prisoners; but that if
this third person was “obliging,” he would keep out of earshot.
Mr. Johnson quietly took care to see that the turnkey who accompanied
Ellinor was “obliging.”</p>
<p>The man took her across high-walled courts, along stone corridors,
and through many locked doors, before they came to the condemned cells.</p>
<p>“I’ve had three at a time in here,” said he, unlocking
the final door, “after Judge Morton had been here. We always
called him the ‘Hanging Judge.’ But its five years
since he died, and now there’s never more than one in at a time;
though once it was a woman for poisoning her husband. Mary Jones
was her name.”</p>
<p>The stone passage out of which the cells opened was light, and bare,
and scrupulously clean. Over each door was a small barred window,
and an outer window of the same description was placed high up in the
cell, which the turnkey now opened.</p>
<p>Old Abraham Dixon was sitting on the side of his bed, doing nothing.
His head was bent, his frame sunk, and he did not seem to care to turn
round and see who it was that entered.</p>
<p>Ellinor tried to keep down her sobs while the man went up to him,
and laying his hand on his shoulder, and lightly shaking him, he said:</p>
<p>“Here’s a friend come to see you, Dixon.”
Then, turning to Ellinor, he added, “There’s some as takes
it in this kind o’ stunned way, while others are as restless as
a wild beast in a cage, after they’re sentenced.”
And then he withdrew into the passage, leaving the door open, so that
he could see all that passed if he chose to look, but ostentatiously
keeping his eyes averted, and whistling to himself, so that he could
not hear what they said to each other.</p>
<p>Dixon looked up at Ellinor, but then let his eyes fall on the ground
again; the increasing trembling of his shrunken frame was the only sign
he gave that he had recognised her.</p>
<p>She sat down by him, and took his large horny hand in hers.
She wanted to overcome her inclination to sob hysterically before she
spoke. She stroked the bony shrivelled fingers, on which her hot
scalding tears kept dropping.</p>
<p>“Dunnot do that,” said he, at length, in a hollow voice.
“Dunnot take on about it; it’s best as it is, missy.”</p>
<p>“No, Dixon, it’s not best. It shall not be.
You know it shall not—cannot be.”</p>
<p>“I’m rather tired of living. It’s been a
great strain and labour for me. I think I’d as lief be with
God as with men. And you see, I were fond on him ever sin’
he were a little lad, and told me what hard times he had at school,
he did, just as if I were his brother! I loved him next to Molly
Greaves. Dear! and I shall see her again, I reckon, come next
Saturday week! They’ll think well on me, up there, I’ll
be bound; though I cannot say as I’ve done all as I should do
here below.”</p>
<p>“But, Dixon,” said Ellinor, “you know who did this—this—”</p>
<p>“Guilty o’ murder,” said he. “That’s
what they called it. Murder! And that it never were, choose
who did it.”</p>
<p>“My poor, poor father did it. I am going up to London
this afternoon; I am going to see the judge, and tell him all.”</p>
<p>“Don’t you demean yourself to that fellow, missy.
It’s him as left you in the lurch as soon as sorrow and shame
came nigh you.”</p>
<p>He looked up at her now, for the first time; but she went on as if
she had not noticed those wistful, weary eyes.</p>
<p>“Yes! I shall go to him. I know who it is; and
I am resolved. After all, he may be better than a stranger, for
real help; and I shall never remember any—anything else, when
I think of you, good faithful friend.”</p>
<p>“He looks but a wizened old fellow in his grey wig. I
should hardly ha’ known him. I gave him a look, as much
as to say, ‘I could tell tales o’ you, my lord judge, if
I chose.’ I don’t know if he heeded me, though.
I suppose it were for a sign of old acquaintance that he said he’d
recommend me to mercy. But I’d sooner have death nor mercy,
by long odds. Yon man out there says mercy means Botany Bay.
It ’ud be like killing me by inches, that would. It would.
I’d liefer go straight to Heaven, than live on among the black
folk.”</p>
<p>He began to shake again: this idea of transportation, from its very
mysteriousness, was more terrifying to him than death. He kept
on saying plaintively, “Missy, you’ll never let ’em
send me to Botany Bay; I couldn’t stand that.”</p>
<p>“No, no!” said she. “You shall come out of
this prison, and go home with me to East Chester; I promise you you
shall. I promise you. I don’t yet quite know how,
but trust in my promise. Don’t fret about Botany Bay.
If you go there, I go too. I am so sure you will not go.
And you know if you have done anything against the law in concealing
that fatal night’s work, I did too, and if you are to be punished,
I will be punished too. But I feel sure it will be right; I mean,
as right as anything can be, with the recollection of that time present
to us, as it must always be.” She almost spoke these last
words to herself. They sat on, hand in hand for a few minutes
more in silence.</p>
<p>“I thought you’d come to me. I knowed you were
far away in foreign parts. But I used to pray to God. ‘Dear
Lord God!’ I used to say, ‘let me see her again.’
I told the chaplain as I’d begin to pray for repentance, at after
I’d done praying that I might see you once again: for it just
seemed to take all my strength to say those words as I’ve named.
And I thought as how God knew what was in my heart better than I could
tell Him: how I was main and sorry for all as I’d ever done wrong;
I allays were, at after it was done; but I thought as no one could know
how bitter-keen I wanted to see you.”</p>
<p>Again they sank into silence. Ellinor felt as if she would
fain be away and active in procuring his release; but she also perceived
how precious her presence was to him; and she did not like to leave
him a moment before the time allowed her. His voice had changed
to a weak, piping old man’s quaver, and between the times of his
talking he seemed to relapse into a dreamy state; but through it all
he held her hand tight, as though afraid that she would leave him.</p>
<p>So the hour elapsed, with no more spoken words than those above.
From time to time Ellinor’s tears dropped down upon her lap; she
could not restrain them, though she scarce knew why she cried just then.</p>
<p>At length the turnkey said that the time allowed for the interview
was ended. Ellinor spoke no word; but rose, and bent down and
kissed the old man’s forehead, saying—</p>
<p>“I shall come back to-morrow. God keep and comfort you!”</p>
<p>So almost without an articulate word from him in reply (he rose up,
and stood on his shaking legs, as she bade him farewell, putting his
hand to his head with the old habitual mark of respect), she went her
way, swiftly out of the prison, swiftly back with Mr. Johnson to his
house, scarcely patient or strong enough in her hurry to explain to
him fully all that she meant to do. She only asked him a few absolutely
requisite questions; and informed him of her intention to go straight
to London to see Judge Corbet.</p>
<p>Just before the railway carriage in which she was seated started
on the journey, she bent forward, and put out her hand once more to
Mr. Johnson. “To-morrow I will thank you for all,”
she said. “I cannot now.”</p>
<p>It was about the same time that she had reached Hellingford on the
previous night, that she arrived at the Great Western station on this
evening—past eight o’clock. On the way she had remembered
and arranged many things: one important question she had omitted to
ask Mr. Johnson; but that was easily remedied. She had not enquired
where she could find Judge Corbet; if she had, Mr. Johnson could probably
have given her his professional address. As it was, she asked
for a Post-Office Directory at the hotel, and looked out for his private
dwelling—128 Hyde Park Gardens.</p>
<p>She rang for a waiter.</p>
<p>“Can I send a messenger to Hyde Park Gardens?” she said,
hurrying on to her business, tired and worn out as she was. “It
is only to ask if Judge Corbet is at home this evening. If he
is, I must go and see him.”</p>
<p>The waiter was a little surprised, and would gladly have had her
name to authorise the enquiry but she could not bear to send it: it
would be bad enough that first meeting, without the feeling that he,
too, had had time to recall all the past days. Better to go in
upon him unprepared, and plunge into the subject.</p>
<p>The waiter returned with the answer while she yet was pacing up and
down the room restlessly, nerving herself for the interview.</p>
<p>“The messenger has been to Hyde Park Gardens, ma’am.
The Judge and Lady Corbet are gone out to dinner.”</p>
<p>Lady Corbet! Of course Ellinor knew that he was married.
Had she not been present at the wedding in East Chester Cathedral?
But, somehow, these recent events had so carried her back to old times,
that the intimate association of the names, “the Judge and Lady
Corbet,” seemed to awaken her out of some dream.</p>
<p>“Oh, very well,” she said, just as if these thoughts
were not passing rapidly through her mind. “Let me be called
at seven to-morrow morning, and let me have a cab at the door to Hyde
Park Gardens at eight.”</p>
<p>And so she went to bed; but scarcely to sleep. All night long
she had the scenes of those old times, the happy, happy days of her
youth, the one terrible night that cut all happiness short, present
before her. She could almost have fancied that she heard the long-silent
sounds of her father’s step, her father’s way of breathing,
the rustle of his newspaper as he hastily turned it over, coming through
the lapse of years; the silence of the night. She knew that she
had the little writing-case of her girlhood with her, in her box.
The treasures of the dead that it contained, the morsel of dainty sewing,
the little sister’s golden curl, the half-finished letter to Mr.
Corbet, were all there. She took them out, and looked at each
separately; looked at them long—long and wistfully. “Will
it be of any use to me?” she questioned of herself, as she was
about to put her father’s letter back into its receptacle.
She read the last words over again, once more:</p>
<p>“From my death-bed I adjure you to stand her friend; I will
beg pardon on my knees for anything.”</p>
<p>“I will take it,” thought she. “I need not
bring it out; most likely there will be no need for it, after what I
shall have to say. All is so altered, so changed between us, as
utterly as if it never had been, that I think I shall have no shame
in showing it him, for my own part of it. While, if he sees poor
papa’s, dear, dear papa’s suffering humility, it may make
him think more gently of one who loved him once though they parted in
wrath with each other, I’m afraid.”</p>
<p>So she took the letter with her when she drove to Hyde Park Gardens.</p>
<p>Every nerve in her body was in such a high state of tension that
she could have screamed out at the cabman’s boisterous knock at
the door. She got out hastily, before any one was ready or willing
to answer such an untimely summons; paid the man double what he ought
to have had; and stood there, sick, trembling, and humble.</p>
<h2>CHAPTER XVI AND LAST.</h2>
<p>“Is Judge Corbet at home? Can I see him?” she asked
of the footman, who at length answered the door.</p>
<p>He looked at her curiously, and a little familiarly, before he replied,</p>
<p>“Why, yes! He’s pretty sure to be at home at this
time of day; but whether he’ll see you is quite another thing.”</p>
<p>“Would you be so good as to ask him? It is on very particular
business.”</p>
<p>“Can you give me a card? your name, perhaps, will do, if you
have not a card. I say, Simmons” (to a lady’s-maid
crossing the hall), “is the judge up yet?”</p>
<p>“Oh, yes! he’s in his dressing-room this half-hour.
My lady is coming down directly. It is just breakfast-time.”</p>
<p>“Can’t you put it off and come again, a little later?”
said he, turning once more to Ellinor—white Ellinor! trembling
Ellinor!</p>
<p>“No! please let me come in. I will wait. I am sure
Judge Corbet will see me, if you will tell him I am here. Miss
Wilkins. He will know the name.”</p>
<p>“Well, then; will you wait here till I have got breakfast in?”
said the man, letting her into the hall, and pointing to the bench there,
he took her, from her dress, to be a lady’s-maid or governess,
or at most a tradesman’s daughter; and, besides, he was behindhand
with all his preparations. She came in and sat down.</p>
<p>“You will tell him I am here,” she said faintly.</p>
<p>“Oh, yes, never fear: I’ll send up word, though I don’t
believe he’ll come to you before breakfast.”</p>
<p>He told a page, who ran upstairs, and, knocking at the judge’s
door, said that a Miss Jenkins wanted to speak to him.</p>
<p>“Who?” asked the judge from the inside.</p>
<p>“Miss Jenkins. She said you would know the name, sir.”</p>
<p>“Not I. Tell her to wait.”</p>
<p>So Ellinor waited. Presently down the stairs, with slow deliberate
dignity, came the handsome Lady Corbet, in her rustling silks and ample
petticoats, carrying her fine boy, and followed by her majestic nurse.
She was ill-pleased that any one should come and take up her husband’s
time when he was at home, and supposed to be enjoying domestic leisure;
and her imperious, inconsiderate nature did not prompt her to any civility
towards the gentle creature sitting down, weary and heart-sick, in her
house. On the contrary, she looked her over as she slowly descended,
till Ellinor shrank abashed from the steady gaze of the large black
eyes. Then she, her baby and nurse, disappeared into the large
dining-room, into which all the preparations for breakfast had been
carried.</p>
<p>The next person to come down would be the judge. Ellinor instinctively
put down her veil. She heard his quick decided step; she had known
it well of old.</p>
<p>He gave one of his sharp, shrewd glances at the person sitting in
the hall and waiting to speak to him, and his practised eye recognised
the lady at once, in spite of her travel-worn dress.</p>
<p>“Will you just come into this room?” said he, opening
the door of his study, to the front of the house: the dining-room was
to the back; they communicated by folding-doors.</p>
<p>The astute lawyer placed himself with his back to the window; it
was the natural position of the master of the apartment; but it also
gave him the advantage of seeing his companion’s face in full
light. Ellinor lifted her veil; it had only been a dislike to
a recognition in the hall which had made her put it down.</p>
<p>Judge Corbet’s countenance changed more than hers; she had
been prepared for the interview; he was not. But he usually had
the full command of the expression on his face.</p>
<p>“Ellinor! Miss Wilkins! is it you?” And he
went forwards, holding out his hand with cordial greeting, under which
the embarrassment, if he felt any, was carefully concealed. She
could not speak all at once in the way she wished.</p>
<p>“That stupid Henry told me ‘Jenkins!’ I beg
your pardon. How could they put you down to sit in the hall?
You must come in and have some breakfast with us; Lady Corbet will be
delighted, I’m sure.” His sense of the awkwardness
of the meeting with the woman who was once to have been his wife, and
of the probable introduction which was to follow to the woman who was
his actual wife grew upon him, and made him speak a little hurriedly.
Ellinor’s next words were a wonderful relief; and her soft gentle
way of speaking was like the touch of a cooling balsam.</p>
<p>“Thank you, you must excuse me. I am come strictly on
business, otherwise I should never have thought of calling on you at
such an hour. It is about poor Dixon.”</p>
<p>“Ah! I thought as much!” said the judge, handing
her a chair, and sitting down himself. He tried to compose his
mind to business, but in spite of his strength of character, and his
present efforts, the remembrance of old times would come back at the
sound of her voice. He wondered if he was as much changed in appearance
as she struck him as being in that first look of recognition; after
that first glance he rather avoided meeting her eyes.</p>
<p>“I knew how much you would feel it. Some one at Hellingford
told me you were abroad, in Rome, I think. But you must not distress
yourself unnecessarily; the sentence is sure to be commuted to transportation,
or something equivalent. I was talking to the Home Secretary about
it only last night. Lapse of time and subsequent good character
quite preclude any idea of capital punishment.” All the
time that he said this he had other thoughts at the back of his mind—some
curiosity, a little regret, a touch of remorse, a wonder how the meeting
(which, of course, would have to be some time) between Lady Corbet and
Ellinor would go off; but he spoke clearly enough on the subject in
hand, and no outward mark of distraction from it appeared.</p>
<p>Ellinor answered:</p>
<p>“I came to tell you, what I suppose may be told to any judge,
in confidence and full reliance on his secrecy, that Abraham Dixon was
not the murderer.” She stopped short, and choked a little.</p>
<p>The judge looked sharply at her.</p>
<p>“Then you know who was?” said he.</p>
<p>“Yes,” she replied, with a low, steady voice, looking
him full in the face, with sad, solemn eyes.</p>
<p>The truth flashed into his mind. He shaded his face, and did
not speak for a minute or two. Then he said, not looking up, a
little hoarsely, “This, then, was the shame you told me of long
ago?”</p>
<p>“Yes,” said she.</p>
<p>Both sat quite still; quite silent for some time. Through the
silence a sharp, clear voice was heard speaking through the folding-doors.</p>
<p>“Take the kedgeree down, and tell the cook to keep it hot for
the judge. It is so tiresome people coming on business here, as
if the judge had not his proper hours for being at chambers.”</p>
<p>He got up hastily, and went into the dining-room; but he had audibly
some difficulty in curbing his wife’s irritation.</p>
<p>When he came back, Ellinor said:</p>
<p>“I am afraid I ought not to have come here now.”</p>
<p>“Oh! it’s all nonsense!” said he, in a tone of
annoyance. “You’ve done quite right.”
He seated himself where he had been before; and again half covered his
face with his hand.</p>
<p>“And Dixon knew of this. I believe I must put the fact
plainly—to you—your father was the guilty person? he murdered
Dunster?”</p>
<p>“Yes. If you call it murder. It was done by a blow,
in the heat of passion. No one can ever tell how Dunster always
irritated papa,” said Ellinor, in a stupid, heavy way; and then
she sighed.</p>
<p>“How do you know this?” There was a kind of tender
reluctance in the judge’s voice, as he put all these questions.
Ellinor had made up her mind beforehand that something like them must
be asked, and must also be answered; but she spoke like a sleep-walker.</p>
<p>“I came into papa’s room just after he had struck Mr.
Dunster the blow. He was lying insensible, as we thought—dead,
as he really was.”</p>
<p>“What was Dixon’s part in it? He must have known
a good deal about it. And the horse-lancet that was found with
his name upon it?”</p>
<p>“Papa went to wake Dixon, and he brought his fleam—I
suppose to try and bleed him. I have said enough, have I not?
I seem so confused. But I will answer any question to make it
appear that Dixon is innocent.”</p>
<p>The judge had been noting all down. He sat still now without
replying to her. Then he wrote rapidly, referring to his previous
paper, from time to time. In five minutes or so he read the facts
which Ellinor had stated, as he now arranged them, in a legal and connected
form. He just asked her one or two trivial questions as he did
so. Then he read it over to her, and asked her to sign it.
She took up the pen, and held it, hesitating.</p>
<p>“This will never be made public?” said she.</p>
<p>“No; I shall take care that no one but the Home Secretary sees
it.”</p>
<p>“Thank you. I could not help it, now it has come to this.”</p>
<p>“There are not many men like Dixon,” said the judge,
almost to himself, as he sealed the paper in an envelope.</p>
<p>“No,” said Ellinor; “I never knew any one so faithful.”</p>
<p>And just at the same moment the reflection on a less faithful person
that these words might seem to imply struck both of them, and each instinctively
glanced at the other.</p>
<p>“Ellinor!” said the judge, after a moment’s pause,
“we are friends, I hope?”</p>
<p>“Yes; friends,” said she, quietly and sadly.</p>
<p>He felt a little chagrined at her answer. Why, he could hardly
tell. To cover any sign of his feeling he went on talking.</p>
<p>“Where are you living now?”</p>
<p>“At East Chester.”</p>
<p>“But you come sometimes to town, don’t you? Let
us know always—whenever you come; and Lady Corbet shall call on
you. Indeed, I wish you’d let me bring her to see you to-day.”</p>
<p>“Thank you. I am going straight back to Hellingford;
at least, as soon as you can get me the pardon for Dixon.”</p>
<p>He half smiled at her ignorance.</p>
<p>“The pardon must be sent to the sheriff, who holds the warrant
for his execution. But, of course, you may have every assurance
that it shall be sent as soon as possible. It is just the same
as if he had it now.”</p>
<p>“Thank you very much,” said Ellinor rising.</p>
<p>“Pray don’t go without breakfast. If you would
rather not see Lady Corbet just now, it shall be sent in to you in this
room, unless you have already breakfasted.”</p>
<p>“No, thank you; I would rather not. You are very kind,
and I am very glad to have seen you once again. There is just
one thing more,” said she, colouring a little and hesitating.
“This note to you was found under papa’s pillow after his
death; some of it refers to past things; but I should be glad if you
could think as kindly as you can of poor papa—and so—if
you will read it—”</p>
<p>He took it and read it, not without emotion. Then he laid it
down on his table, and said—</p>
<p>“Poor man! he must have suffered a great deal for that night’s
work. And you, Ellinor, you have suffered, too.”</p>
<p>Yes, she had suffered; and he who spoke had been one of the instruments
of her suffering, although he seemed forgetful of it. She shook
her head a little for reply. Then she looked up at him—they
were both standing at the time—and said:</p>
<p>“I think I shall be happier now. I always knew it must
be found out. Once more, good-by, and thank you. I may take
this letter, I suppose?” said she, casting envious loving eyes
at her father’s note, lying unregarded on the table.</p>
<p>“Oh! certainly, certainly,” said he; and then he took
her hand; he held it, while he looked into her face. He had thought
it changed when he had first seen her, but it was now almost the same
to him as of yore. The sweet shy eyes, the indicated dimple in
the cheek, and something of fever had brought a faint pink flush into
her usually colourless cheeks. Married judge though he was, he
was not sure if she had not more charms for him still in her sorrow
and her shabbiness than the handsome stately wife in the next room,
whose looks had not been of the pleasantest when he left her a few minutes
before. He sighed a little regretfully as Ellinor went away.
He had obtained the position he had struggled for, and sacrificed for;
but now he could not help wishing that the slaughtered creature laid
on the shrine of his ambition were alive again.</p>
<p>The kedgeree was brought up again, smoking hot, but it remained untasted
by him; and though he appeared to be reading the <i>Times</i>, he did
not see a word of the distinct type. His wife, meanwhile, continued
her complaints of the untimely visitor, whose name he did not give to
her in its corrected form, as he was not anxious that she should have
it in her power to identify the call of this morning with a possible
future acquaintance.</p>
<p>When Ellinor reached Mr. Johnson’s house in Hellingford that
afternoon, she found Miss Monro was there, and that she had been with
much difficulty restrained by Mr. Johnson from following her to London.</p>
<p>Miss Monro fondled and purred inarticulately through her tears over
her recovered darling, before she could speak intelligibly enough to
tell her that Canon Livingstone had come straight to see her immediately
on his return to East Chester, and had suggested her journey to Hellingford,
in order that she might be of all the comfort she could to Ellinor.
She did not at first let out that he had accompanied her to Hellingford;
she was a little afraid of Ellinor’s displeasure at his being
there; Ellinor had always objected so much to any advance towards intimacy
with him that Miss Monro had wished to make. But Ellinor was different
now.</p>
<p>“How white you are, Nelly!” said Miss Monro. “You
have been travelling too much and too fast, my child.”</p>
<p>“My head aches!” said Ellinor, wearily. “But
I must go to the castle, and tell my poor Dixon that he is reprieved—I
am so tired! Will you ask Mr. Johnson to get me leave to see him?
He will know all about it.”</p>
<p>She threw herself down on the bed in the spare room; the bed with
the heavy blue curtains. After an unheeded remonstrance, Miss
Monro went to do her bidding. But it was now late afternoon, and
Mr. Johnson said that it would be impossible for him to get permission
from the sheriff that night.</p>
<p>“Besides,” said he, courteously, “one scarcely
knows whether Miss Wilkins may not give the old man false hopes—whether
she has not been excited to have false hopes herself; it might be a
cruel kindness to let her see him, without more legal certainty as to
what his sentence, or reprieve, is to be. By to-morrow morning,
if I have properly understood her story, which was a little confused—”</p>
<p>“She is so dreadfully tired, poor creature,” put in Miss
Monro, who never could bear the shadow of a suspicion that Ellinor was
not wisest, best, in all relations and situations of life.</p>
<p>Mr. Johnson went on, with a deprecatory bow: “Well, then—it
really is the only course open to her besides—persuade her to
rest for this evening. By to-morrow morning I will have obtained
the sheriff’s leave, and he will most likely have heard from London.”</p>
<p>“Thank you! I believe that will be best.”</p>
<p>“It is the only course,” said he.</p>
<p>When Miss Monro returned to the bedroom, Ellinor was in a heavy feverish
slumber; so feverish and so uneasy did she appear, that, after the hesitation
of a moment or two, Miss Monro had no scruple in wakening her.</p>
<p>But she did not appear to understand the answer to her request; she
did not seem even to remember that she had made any request.</p>
<p>The journey to England, the misery, the surprises, had been too much
for her. The morrow morning came, bringing the formal free pardon
for Abraham Dixon. The sheriff’s order for her admission
to see the old man lay awaiting her wish to use it; but she knew nothing
of all this.</p>
<p>For days, nay weeks, she hovered between life and death, tended,
as of old, by Miss Monro, while good Mrs. Johnson was ever willing to
assist.</p>
<p>One summer evening in early June she wakened into memory, Miss Monro
heard the faint piping voice, as she kept her watch by the bedside.</p>
<p>“Where is Dixon?” asked she.</p>
<p>“At the canon’s house at Bromham.” This was
the name of Dr. Livingstone’s county parish.</p>
<p>“Why?”</p>
<p>“We thought it better to get him into country air and fresh
scenes at once.”</p>
<p>“How is he?”</p>
<p>“Much better. Get strong, and he shall come to see you.”</p>
<p>“You are sure all is right?” said Ellinor.</p>
<p>“Sure, my dear. All is quite right.”</p>
<p>Then Ellinor went to sleep again out of very weakness and weariness.</p>
<p>From that time she recovered pretty steadily. Her great desire
was to return to East Chester as soon as possible. The associations
of grief, anxiety, and coming illness, connected with Hellingford, made
her wish to be once again in the solemn, quiet, sunny close of East
Chester.</p>
<p>Canon Livingstone came over to assist Miss Monro in managing the
journey with her invalid. But he did not intrude himself upon
Ellinor, any more than he had done in coming from home.</p>
<p>The morning after her return, Miss Monro said:</p>
<p>“Do you feel strong enough to see Dixon?”</p>
<p>“Is he here?”</p>
<p>“He is at the canon’s house. He sent for him from
Bromham, in order that he might be ready for you to see him when you
wished.”</p>
<p>“Please let him come directly,” said Ellinor, flushing
and trembling.</p>
<p>She went to the door to meet the tottering old man; she led him to
the easy-chair that had been placed and arranged for herself; she knelt
down before him, and put his hands on her head, he trembling and shaking
all the while.</p>
<p>“Forgive me all the shame and misery, Dixon. Say you
forgive me; and give me your blessing. And then let never a word
of the terrible past be spoken between us.”</p>
<p>“It’s not for me to forgive you, as never did harm to
no one—”</p>
<p>“But say you do—it will ease my heart.”</p>
<p>“I forgive thee!” said he. And then he raised himself
to his feet with effort, and, standing up above her, he blessed her
solemnly.</p>
<p>After that he sat down, she by him, gazing at him.</p>
<p>“Yon’s a good man, missy,” he said, at length,
lifting his slow eyes and looking at her. “Better nor t’other
ever was.”</p>
<p>“He is a good man,” said Ellinor.</p>
<p>But no more was spoken on the subject. The next day, Canon
Livingstone made his formal call. Ellinor would fain have kept
Miss Monro in the room, but that worthy lady knew better than to stop.</p>
<p>They went on, forcing talk on indifferent subjects. At last
he could speak no longer on everything but that which he had most at
heart. “Miss Wilkins!” (he had got up, and was standing
by the mantelpiece, apparently examining the ornaments upon it)—“Miss
Wilkins! is there any chance of your giving me a favourable answer now—you
know what I mean—what we spoke about at the Great Western Hotel,
that day?”</p>
<p>Ellinor hung her head.</p>
<p>“You know that I was once engaged before?”</p>
<p>“Yes! I know; to Mr. Corbet—he that is now the
judge; you cannot suppose that would make any difference, if that is
all. I have loved you, and you only, ever since we met, eighteen
years ago. Miss Wilkins—Ellinor—put me out of suspense.”</p>
<p>“I will!” said she, putting out her thin white hand for
him to take and kiss, almost with tears of gratitude, but she seemed
frightened at his impetuosity, and tried to check him. “Wait—you
have not heard all—my poor, poor father, in a fit of anger, irritated
beyond his bearing, struck the blow that killed Mr. Dunster—Dixon
and I knew of it, just after the blow was struck—we helped to
hide it—we kept the secret—my poor father died of sorrow
and remorse—you now know all—can you still love me?
It seems to me as if I had been an accomplice in such a terrible thing!”</p>
<p>“Poor, poor Ellinor!” said he, now taking her in his
arms as a shelter. “How I wish I had known of all this years
and years ago: I could have stood between you and so much!”</p>
<p>Those who pass through the village of Bromham, and pause to look
over the laurel-hedge that separates the rectory garden from the road,
may often see, on summer days, an old, old man, sitting in a wicker-chair,
out upon the lawn. He leans upon his stick, and seldom raises
his bent head; but for all that his eyes are on a level with the two
little fairy children who come to him in all their small joys and sorrows,
and who learnt to lisp his name almost as soon as they did that of their
father and mother.</p>
<p>Nor is Miss Monro often absent; and although she prefers to retain
the old house in the Close for winter quarters, she generally makes
her way across to Canon Livingstone’s residence every evening.</p>
<p>SO ENDS “A DARK NIGHT’S WORK.”</p>
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