<h2>CHAPTER XVIII.</h2>
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<div class='unindent'><br/>AKE up, Joel! Wake up! I bring
you good tidings, my lad!" It was
Abigail's voice ringing cheerily
through the court-yard, as she bent
over the boy, fast asleep on the hard stones.</div>
<p>All the long Sabbath day after the burial, he
had sat listlessly in the shady court-yard, his
blank gaze fixed on the opposite wall. No one
seemed able to arouse him from his apathy. He
turned away from the food they brought him,
and refused to enter the house when night came.</p>
<p>Towards morning he had gone over to the
fountain for a long draught of its cool water;
then overcome by weakness from his continued
fast, and exhausted by grief, he fell asleep on
the pavement.</p>
<p>Abigail came in and found him there, with the
red morning sun beating full in his face. She
had to shake him several times before she could
make him open his eyes.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_230" id="Page_230">[230]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>He sat up dizzily, and tried to collect his
thoughts. Then he remembered, and laid his
head wearily down again, with a groan.</p>
<p>"Wake up! Wake up!" she insisted, with
such eager gladness in her voice that Joel
opened his eyes again, now fully aroused.</p>
<p>"What is it?" he asked indifferently.</p>
<p>"<i>He is risen!</i>" she exclaimed joyfully, clasping
her hands as she always did when much excited.
"I went to His tomb very early in the morning,
while it was yet dark, with Mary and
Salome and some other women. The stone had
been rolled aside; and while we wondered and
wept, fearing His enemies had stolen Him away,
He stood before us, with His old greeting on His
lips,—'All hail!'"</p>
<p>Joel rubbed his eyes and looked at her. "No,
no!" he said wearily, "I am dreaming again!"</p>
<p>He would have thrown himself on the ground
as before, his head pillowed on his arm, but she
would not let him. She shook his hands with a
persistence that could not be refused, talking to
him all the while in such a glad eager voice
that he slowly began to realize that something
had made her very happy.</p>
<p>"What is it, Mother Abigail?" he asked,
much puzzled.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_231" id="Page_231">[231]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>"I do not wonder you are bewildered," she
cried. "It is such blessed, such wonderful
news. Why He is <i>alive</i>, Joel, He whom Thou
lovest! Try to understand it, my boy! I have
just now come from the empty tomb. I saw
Him! I spoke with Him! I knelt at His feet
and worshipped!"</p>
<p>By this time all the family had come out.
Reuben looked at his daughter pityingly, as she
repeated her news; then he turned to Phineas.</p>
<p>"Poor thing!" he said, in a low tone. "She
has witnessed such terrible scenes lately, and
received such a severe shock, that her mind is
affected by it. She does not know what she is
saying. Did not you yourself help prepare the
body for burial, and put it in the tomb?"</p>
<p>"Yes," answered Phineas, "and helped close
it with a great stone, which no one man could
possibly move by himself. And I saw it sealed
with the seal of Cæsar; and when I left it was
guarded by Roman sentinels in armor. No man
could have opened it."</p>
<p>"But Abigail talks of angels who sat in the
empty tomb, and who told them He had risen,"
replied her father.</p>
<p>Joel, who had overheard this low-toned conversation,
got up and stood close beside them.<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_232" id="Page_232">[232]</SPAN></span>
He had begun to tremble from weakness and
excitement.</p>
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<p>"Father Phineas," he asked, "do you remember
the story we heard from the old shepherd,
Heber? The angels told of His birth;
maybe she <i>did</i> see them in His tomb."</p>
<p>"How can such things be?" queried Reuben,
stroking his beard in perplexity.</p>
<p>"That's just what you said when Rabbi
Lazarus was brought back to life," piped Jesse's
shrill voice, quite unexpectedly, at his grandfather's
elbow. He had not lost a word of the
conversation. "Why don't you go and see for
yourself if the tomb is empty?"</p>
<p>Abigail had gone into the house with her
mother, and now the summons to breakfast
greeted them. She saw she could not convince
them of the truth of her story, so she said no
more about it; but her happy face was more
eloquent than words.</p>
<p>All day snatches of song kept rising to her
lips,—old psalms of thanksgiving, and half whispered
hallelujahs. At last Joel and Phineas were
both so much affected by her continued cheerfulness,
that they began to believe there must be
some great cause for it.</p>
<p>Finally, in the waning afternoon, they took<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_233" id="Page_233">[233]</SPAN></span>
the road that led from Bethany to the garden
where they firmly believed that the Master still
lay buried.</p>
<p>As they came in sight of the tomb, Joel
clutched Phineas by the arm, and pointed, with
a shaking finger, to the dark opening ahead of
of them.</p>
<p>"See!" he said, pointing into its yawning
darkness. "She was right! The stone is gone!"</p>
<p>It was some time before they could muster
up courage to go nearer and look into the
sepulchre. When at last they did so, neither
spoke a word, but, after one startled look into
each other's eyes, turned and left the garden.</p>
<p>It was growing dark as they hurried along
the highway homeward. Two men came half
running towards the city, in great haste to reach
the gates before they should be closed for the
night. They were two disciples well known to
Phineas.</p>
<p>He stopped them with the question that was
uppermost in his mind.</p>
<p>"Yes, He is risen," answered one of the men,
breathlessly. "We have seen Him. Hosanna
to the Highest! He walked along this road
with us as we went to Emmaus."</p>
<p>"Ah, how our hearts burned as He talked<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_234" id="Page_234">[234]</SPAN></span>
with us by the way!" interrupted the other
man.</p>
<p>"Only this hour He sat at meat with us," cried
the first speaker. "He broke bread with us, and
blessed it as He always used to do. We are
running back to the city now to tell the other
disciples."</p>
<p>Phineas would have laid a detaining hand on
them, but they hurried on, and left him standing
in the road, looking wistfully after them.</p>
<p>"It must be true," said Joel, "or they could
not have been so nearly wild with joy."</p>
<p>Phineas sadly shook his head. "I wish I
could think so," he sighed.</p>
<p>"Let us go home," urged Abigail, the next day,
"the Master has bidden His brethren meet Him
in Galilee. Let us go. There is hope of seeing
Him again in our old home!"</p>
<p>Joel, now nearly convinced of the truth of
her belief, was also anxious to go. But Phineas
lingered; his plodding mind was slower to
grasp such thoughts than the sensitive woman's
or the imaginative boy's. One after another he
sought out Peter and James and John, and the
other disciples who had seen the risen Master,
and questioned them closely. Still he tarried
for another week.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_235" id="Page_235">[235]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>One morning he met Thomas, whose doubts
all along had strengthened his own. He ran
against him in the crowded street in Jerusalem.
Thomas seized his arm, and, turning, walked
beside him a few paces.</p>
<p>"<i>It is true!</i>" he said, in a low intense tone,
with his lips close to his ear. "I saw Him myself
last night; I held His hands in mine! I
touched the side the spear had pierced! He
called me by name; and I know now beyond all
doubt that the Master has risen from the dead,
and that He is the Son of God!"</p>
<p>After that, Phineas no longer objected when
it was proposed that they should go back to
Galilee. The story of the resurrection was too
great for him to grasp entirely, still he could not
put aside such a weight of evidence that came
to him from friends whose word he had always
implicitly trusted.</p>
<p>The roads were still full of pilgrims returning
from the Passover. As Phineas journeyed on
with his little family, he fell in with the sons of
Jonah and Zebedee, going back to their nets
and their fishing-boats.</p>
<p>The order of procession was constantly shifting,
and one morning Joel found himself walking
beside John, one of the chosen twelve, who<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_236" id="Page_236">[236]</SPAN></span>
seemed to have understood his Master better
than any of the others.</p>
<p>The man seemed wrapped in deep thought,
and took no notice of his companion, till Joel
timidly touched his sleeve.</p>
<p>"Do <i>you</i> believe it is true?" the boy asked.</p>
<p>There was no surprise in the man's face at the
abrupt question, he felt, without asking, what
Joel meant. A reassuring smile lighted up his
face as he laid his hand kindly on Joel's
shoulder.</p>
<p>"I know it, my lad; I have been with Him."
The quiet positiveness with which he spoke
seemed to destroy Joel's last doubt.</p>
<p>"Many things that He said to us come back
to me very clearly; and I see now He was trying
to prepare us for this."</p>
<p>"Tell me about them," begged Joel, "and about
those last hours He was with you. Oh, if I could
only have been with Him, too!"</p>
<p>John saw the tears gathering in the boy's eyes,
heard the tremble in his voice, and felt a thrill of
sympathy as he recognized a kindred love in the
little fellow's heart.</p>
<p>So he told Joel of the last supper they had
taken together, of the hymn they had sung, and
of the watch they had failed to keep, when He<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_237" id="Page_237">[237]</SPAN></span>
took them with Him into the garden of Gethsemane.
All the little incidents connected with
those last solemn hours, he repeated carefully to
the listening boy.</p>
<p>From time to time Joel brushed his hand
across his eyes; but a deep calm fell over him
as John's voice went on, slowly repeating the
words the Master had comforted them with.</p>
<p>"Let not your hearts be troubled: ye believe
in God, believe also in me. In my Father's house
are many mansions.... I go to prepare a place
for you. I will come again, and receive you
unto myself; that where I am, there ye may be
also.... If ye loved me, ye would rejoice, because
I said, I go unto the Father.... These
things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye
might have peace. In the world ye shall have
tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome
the world."</p>
<p>Joel made an exclamation as if about to speak,
and then stopped. "What is it?" asked John.</p>
<p>"How could He mean that He has overcome
the world? Cæsar still rules, and Jerusalem is
full of His enemies. I can't forget that they
killed Him, even if He has risen."</p>
<p>John stooped to tie his sandal before he answered.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_238" id="Page_238">[238]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>"I have been fitting together different things
He told us; and I begin to see how blind we were.
Once He called Himself the Good Shepherd who
would give his life for his sheep, and said, 'Therefore
doth my Father love me, because I lay down
my life that I might take it again. No man
taketh it from me, but I lay it down of myself.
I have power to lay it down, and I have power to
take it again.'"</p>
<p>They walked on in silence a few paces, then
John asked abruptly, "Do you remember about
the children of Israel being so badly bitten by
serpents in the wilderness, and how Moses was
commanded to set up a brazen serpent in their
midst?"</p>
<p>"Yes, indeed!" answered Joel. "All who
looked up at it were saved; but those who would
not died from the poisonous bites."</p>
<p>"One night," continued John, "a learned man
by the name of Nicodemus, one of the rulers,
came to the Master with many questions. And
I remember one of the answers He gave him.
'As Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness,
even so must the Son of Man be lifted up,
that whosoever believeth in Him should not
perish, but have everlasting life.' We did not
understand Him then at all. Not till I saw Him<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_239" id="Page_239">[239]</SPAN></span>
lifted up on the cruel cross, did I begin to dimly
see what He meant."</p>
<p>A light broke over Joel's face as he remembered
the vision he had had that day, kneeling at
the foot of the cross; then he stopped still in
the road, with his hands clasped in dismay. There
suddenly seemed to rise before him the scenes of
daily sacrifice in the Temple, when the blood of
innocent lambs flowed over the altar; then he
thought of the great Day of Atonement, when
the poor scape-goat was driven away to its death,
laden with the sins of the people.</p>
<p>"Oh, that must be what Isaiah meant!" he
cried in distress. "'He was brought as a lamb
to the slaughter!' Oh, can it be possible that
'the Lord hath laid on <i>Him</i> the iniquity of us all'?
What an awful sacrifice!"</p>
<p>The tears streamed down his face as the thought
came over him with overwhelming conviction,
that it was for <i>him</i> that the man he loved so had
endured all the horrible suffering of death by
crucifixion.</p>
<p>"Why did such a thing have to be?" he asked,
looking up appealingly at his companion.</p>
<p>John looked out and up, as if he saw far beyond
the narrow, hill-bound horizon, and quoted
softly: "<i>For God so loved the world, that He gave<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_240" id="Page_240">[240]</SPAN></span>
His only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in Him
should not perish, but have everlasting life.</i>"</p>
<p>Just as the feeling had come to him that
morning by the Galilee, and again as he gazed
and gazed into the white face on the cross, Joel
seemed to feel again the love of the Father, as it
took him close into its infinite keeping.</p>
<p>"'Greater love hath no man than this,'" quoted
John again, "'that a man lay down his life for
his friends.' He is the propitiation for our sins;
and not ours only, but also for the sins of the
whole world."</p>
<p>It was hard for the child to understand this at
first; but this gentle disciple who walked beside
him had walked long beside the Master, and in the
Master's own way and words taught Joel life's
greatest lesson.</p>
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