<h2><SPAN name="Book3_V" id="Book3_V"></SPAN>V</h2>
<p>The days were very long to Dudley Thorpe. The invalid recovered slowly,
and demanded much of his time. Before an answer to his letter could be
expected, Harold was sufficiently mended to be removed to the house of a
friend on Long Island. He declared his intention of sailing for
California as soon as he could obtain the doctor’s permission to travel.
The lady to whom he was betrothed came over from England and married
him; and Thorpe had little to do but to think.</p>
<p>He bitterly reproached himself that he had asked Nina to come to New
York, instead of trusting to his brother’s recuperative powers, and
starting at once for California. He dared not go now, lest he pass her.
But he was beset by doubts, and some of them were nightmares. She would
come if her child had lived, and she had weathered her year. If she had
not! He knew what she had suffered during that year, would have guessed
<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_268" id="Page_268">[Pg 268]</SPAN></span>without the aid of the few letters she had written after letters from
him had ceased to reach California. Exposure and shame might have come
to her since. If he could have been sure that she believed in him, he
would have feared little; but it was not to be expected that she had
received a letter he had sent her from the West Indies. The telegraph
has averted many a tragedy, but there was none across the United States.
With all his will and health and wealth and love, he had been as
powerless to help her in the time of her great trouble, was as powerless
to help her now, as if he were in the bottom of a Haytian swamp. All
that was fine in him, and there was much, was thoroughly roused. He not
only longed for her and for his child, but he vowed to devote the rest
of his life to her happiness. It seemed to him incredible that he could
have committed such a series of mistakes; that no man who loved a woman
with the passion of his life had ever so consistently done the wrong
thing. But mistakes are not isolated acts, to be plucked out of life and
viewed as an art student views his first model, in which he finds only a
few <span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_269" id="Page_269">[Pg 269]</SPAN></span>bald lines; even when the pressure of many details is not
overwhelming it often clouds the mental vision. Years after, Thorpe
accepted the fact that the great links in that year’s chain of events
were connected by hundreds of tiny links as true of form; but not then.</p>
<p>One day a budget of mail got through the lines, and in it was a letter
for him. It was from Nina, and was dated shortly after the last he had
found awaiting him when he arrived from Cuba.</p>
<div class="blockquot"><p>I don’t know where you are, if you will ever get this; but I must
write to you. The baby is dead. It was a little girl. It is buried
in the forest.</p>
<p class="right"><span style="margin-right: 2em;"><span class="smcap">Nina.</span></span></p>
</div>
<p>The steamer by which he expected her arrived a few days later. It
brought him the following letter:</p>
<div class="blockquot"><p>I was married yesterday. My name is Mrs. Richard Clough. My husband
is the son of a Haworth cobbler. I received your letter.</p>
<p class="right"><span style="margin-right: 2em;"><span class="smcap">Nina Randolph Clough.</span></span></p>
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