<h2><SPAN name="Book3_VI" id="Book3_VI"></SPAN>VI</h2>
<p>Mr. and Mrs. Harold Thorpe sailed on the next steamer for California.
Dudley Thorpe worked his way South, offered his services to the
Confederacy, fought bitterly and brilliantly, when he was not in
hospital with a bullet in him, rose to the rank of colonel, and made a
name for himself which travelled to California and to England. At the
close of the war, he returned home and entered Parliament. He became
known as a hard worker, a member of almost bitter honesty, and a
forcible and magnetic speaker. Socially he was, first, a lion,
afterward, a steady favourite. Altogether he was regarded as a success
by his fellow-men.</p>
<p>It was some years before he heard from his brother. Harold was delighted
with the infinite variety of California; his health was remarkably good;
and he had settled for life. Only his first letter contained a reference
to Nina Randolph. She had lived in Napa for a time, then gone to
Redwoods. She never <span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_271" id="Page_271">[Pg 271]</SPAN></span>came to San Francisco; therefore he had been unable
to call, had never even seen her. All Thorpe’s other friends had been
very kind to himself and his wife.</p>
<p>Thorpe long before this had understood. The rage and disgust of the
first months had worn themselves out, given place to his intimate
knowledge of her. Had he returned to California it would have been too
late to do her any good, and would have destroyed the dear memory of her
he now possessed. He still loved her. For many months the pain of it had
been unbearable. It was unbearable no longer, but he doubted if he
should ever love another woman. The very soul of him had gone out to
her, and if it had returned he was not conscious of it. As the years
passed, there were long stretches when she did not enter his thought,
when memory folded itself thickly about her and slept. Time deals kindly
with the wounds of men. And he was a man of active life, keenly
interested in the welfare of his country. But he married no other woman.</p>
<p>It was something under ten years since he had left California, when he
received a letter <span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_272" id="Page_272">[Pg 272]</SPAN></span>from his sister-in-law stating that his brother was
dead, and begging him to come out and settle her affairs, and take her
home. She had neither father nor brother; and he went at once, although
he had no desire to see California again.</p>
<p>There were rails between New York and San Francisco by this time, and he
found the latter a large flourishing and hideous city. The changes were
so great, the few acquaintances he met during the first days of his
visit looked so much older, that his experience of ten years before
became suddenly blurred of outline. He was not quite forty; but he felt
like an old man groping in his memory for an episode of early youth. The
eidolon of Nina Randolph haunted him, but with ever-evading lineaments.
He did not know whether to feel thankful or disappointed.</p>
<p>He devoted himself to his sister-in-law’s affairs for a week, then,
finding a Sunday afternoon on his hands, started, almost reluctantly, to
call on Mrs. McLane.</p>
<p>South Park was unchanged.</p>
<p>He stood for a moment, catching his breath. The city had grown around
and away from <span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_273" id="Page_273">[Pg 273]</SPAN></span>it; streets had multiplied, bristling with the ugliest
varieties of modern architecture; but South Park, stately, dark, solemn,
had not changed by so much as a lighter coat of paint. His eyes moved
swiftly to the Randolph house. Its shutters were closed. The dust of
summer was thick upon them. He stood for fully five minutes staring at
it, regardless of curious eyes. Something awoke and hungered within him.</p>
<p>“My vanished youth, I suppose,” he thought sadly. “I certainly have no
wish to see her, poor thing! But she was very sweet.”</p>
<p>He walked slowly round the crescent on the left, and rang the bell at
Mrs. McLane’s door. As the butler admitted him he noted with relief that
the house had been refurnished. A buzz of voices came from the parlour.
The man lifted a portière, and Mrs. McLane, with an exclamation of
delight, came forward, with both hands outstretched. Her face was
unchanged, but she would powder her hair no more. It was white.</p>
<p>“Thorpe!” she exclaimed. “It is not possible? How long have you been
here? <span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_274" id="Page_274">[Pg 274]</SPAN></span>A week! Mon Dieu! And you come only now! But I suppose I am
fortunate to be remembered at all.”</p>
<p>Thorpe assured her that she had been in his thoughts since the hour of
his arrival, but that he wished to be free of the ugly worries of
business before venturing into her distracting presence.</p>
<p>“I don’t forgive you, although I give you a dinner on Thursday. Will
that suit you? Poor little Mrs. Harold! We have all been attention
itself to her for your sake. Come here and sit by me; but you may speak
to your other old friends.”</p>
<p>Two of the “Macs” were there; the other was dead, he was told later.
Both were married, and one was dressed with the splendours of Paris.
Mrs. Earle was as little changed as Mrs. McLane, and her still flashing
eyes challenged him at once. Guadalupe Hathaway was unmarried and had
grown stout; but she was as handsome as of old.</p>
<p>They all received him with flattering warmth, “treated him much better
than he deserved,” Mrs. McLane remarked, “considering he had never
written one of them <span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_275" id="Page_275">[Pg 275]</SPAN></span>a line;” and he felt the past growing sharp of
outline. There were several very smart young ladies present, two of whom
he remembered as awkward little girls. The very names of the others were
unknown to him. They knew of him, however, and one of them affected to
disapprove of him sharply because he had “fought against the flag.” Mrs.
McLane took up the cudgels for her South, and party feeling ran high.</p>
<p>Nina Randolph’s name was not mentioned. He wondered if she were dead.
Not so much as a glance was directed toward the most momentous episode
of his life. Doubtless they had forgotten that he had once been somewhat
attentive to her. But his memory was breaking in the middle and
marshalling its forces at the farther end; the events of the intervening
ten years were now a confused mass of shadows. Mrs. Earle sang a Mexican
love-song, and he turned the leaves for her. When he told Guadalupe
Hathaway that he was glad to find her unchanged, she replied:—</p>
<p>“I am fat, and you know it. And as I don’t mind in the least, you need
not fib <span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_276" id="Page_276">[Pg 276]</SPAN></span>about it. You have a few grey hairs and lines; but you’ve worn
better than our men, who are burnt out with trade winds and money
grubbing.”</p>
<p>He remained an hour. When he left the house, he walked rapidly out of
the Park, casting but one hasty glance to the right, crossed the city
and went straight to the house of Molly Shropshire’s sister. It also was
unchanged, a square ugly brown house on a corner over-looking the blue
bay and the wild bright hills beyond. The houses that had sprung up
about it were cheap and fresh, and bulging with bow-windows.</p>
<p>“Yes,” the maid told him, “Miss Shropshire still lived there, and was at
home.” The room into which she showed him was dark, and had the musty
smell of the unpopular front parlour. A white marble slab on the centre
table gleamed with funereal significance. Thorpe drew up the blinds, and
let in the sun. He was unable to decide if the room had been refurnished
since the one occasion upon which he had entered it before; but it had
an old-fashioned and dingy appearance.</p>
<p><span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_277" id="Page_277">[Pg 277]</SPAN></span></p>
<p>He heard a woman’s gown rustle down the stair, and his nerves shook.
When Miss Shropshire entered, she did not detect his effort at
composure. She had accepted the flesh of time, and her hair was
beginning to turn; but she shook hands in her old hearty decided
fashion.</p>
<p>“I heard yesterday that you were here,” she said. “Take that armchair. I
rather hoped you’d come. We used to quarrel; but, after all, you are an
Englishman, and I can never forget that I was born over there, although
I don’t remember so much as the climate.”</p>
<p>“Will you tell me the whole story? I did not intend to come to see you,
to mention her name. But it has come back, and I must know all that
there is to know—from the very date of my leaving up to now. Of course,
she wrote me that you were in her confidence.”</p>
<p>She told the story of a year which had been as big with import for one
woman as for a nation. “Mr. Randolph died six months after the wedding,”
she concluded, wondering if some men were made of stone. “It killed
<span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_278" id="Page_278">[Pg 278]</SPAN></span>him. He did not see her again until he was on his death-bed. Then he
forgave her. Any one would, poor thing. He left his money in trust, so
that she has a large income, and is in no danger of losing it. She lives
with her mother at Redwoods. Clough died some years ago—of drink. It
was in his blood, I suppose, for almost from the day he set foot in
Redwoods he was a sot.”</p>
<p>“And Nina?”</p>
<p>“Don’t try to see her,” said Miss Shropshire, bluntly. “You would only
be horrified,—you wouldn’t recognise her if you met her on the street.
She is breaking, fortunately. I saw her the other day, for the first
time in two years, and she told me she was very ill.”</p>
<p>“Have you deserted her?”</p>
<p>“Don’t put it that way! I shall always love Nina Randolph, and I am
often sick with pity. But she never comes here, and one <i>cannot</i> go to
Redwoods. It is said that the orgies there beggar description. Even the
Hathaways, who are their nearest neighbours, never enter the gates. It
is terrible! And if <span class="pagenum"><SPAN name="Page_279" id="Page_279">[Pg 279]</SPAN></span>your letter had come six days earlier, it would all
have been different. But she was born to bad luck.”</p>
<p>Thorpe rose. “Thank you,” he said. “Are your sisters well? I shall be
here only a few days longer, but I shall try to call again.”</p>
<p>She laid her hand on his arm. She had a sudden access of vision. “Don’t
try to see Nina,” she said, impressively.</p>
<p>“God forbid!” he said.</p>
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