<h2> <SPAN name="link2" id="link2">STAVE TWO.</SPAN> </h2>
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<h4>
THE FIRST OF THE THREE SPIRITS.
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<p><span class="caps">When</span> Scrooge awoke, it was so dark, that
looking out of bed, he could scarcely distinguish the transparent window
from the opaque walls of his chamber. He was endeavouring to pierce the
darkness with his ferret eyes, when the chimes of a neighbouring church
struck the four quarters. So he listened for the hour.</p>
<p>To his great astonishment the heavy bell went on from six to seven, and
from seven to eight, and regularly up to twelve; then stopped. Twelve!
It was past two when he went to bed. The clock was wrong. An icicle must
have got into the works. Twelve!</p>
<p>He touched the spring of his repeater, to correct this most preposterous
clock. Its rapid little pulse beat twelve: and stopped.</p>
<p>“Why, it isn’t possible,” said Scrooge, “that I
can have slept through a whole day and far into another night. It isn’t
possible that anything has happened to the sun, and this is twelve at
noon!”</p>
<p>The idea being an alarming one, he scrambled out of bed, and groped his
way to the window. He was obliged to rub the frost off with the sleeve
of his dressing-gown before he could see anything; and could see very
little then. All he could make out was, that it was still very foggy and
extremely cold, and that there was no noise of people running to and
fro, and making a great stir, as there unquestionably would have been if
night had beaten off bright day, and taken possession of the world. This
was a great relief, because “three days after sight of this First
of Exchange pay to Mr. Ebenezer Scrooge or his order,” and so
forth, would have become a mere United States’ security if there
were no days to count by.</p>
<p>Scrooge went to bed again, and thought, and thought, and thought it over
and over and over, and could make nothing of it. The more he thought,
the more perplexed he was; and the more he endeavoured not to think, the
more he thought.</p>
<p>Marley’s Ghost bothered him exceedingly. Every time he resolved
within himself, after mature inquiry, that it was all a dream, his mind
flew back again, like a strong spring released, to its first position,
and presented the same problem to be worked all through, “Was it a
dream or not?”</p>
<p>Scrooge lay in this state until the chime had gone three quarters more,
when he remembered, on a sudden, that the Ghost had warned him of a
visitation when the bell tolled one. He resolved to lie awake until the
hour was passed; and, considering that he could no more go to sleep than
go to Heaven, this was perhaps the wisest resolution in his power.</p>
<p>The quarter was so long, that he was more than once convinced he must
have sunk into a doze unconsciously, and missed the clock. At length it
broke upon his listening ear.</p>
<p>“Ding, dong!”</p>
<p>“A quarter past,” said Scrooge, counting.</p>
<p>“Ding, dong!”</p>
<p>“Half-past!” said Scrooge.</p>
<p>“Ding, dong!”</p>
<p>“A quarter to it,” said Scrooge.</p>
<p>“Ding, dong!”</p>
<p>“The hour itself,” said Scrooge, triumphantly, “and
nothing else!”</p>
<p>He spoke before the hour bell sounded, which it now did with a deep,
dull, hollow, melancholy <span class="caps">One</span>. Light flashed up
in the room upon the instant, and the curtains of his bed were drawn.</p>
<p>The curtains of his bed were drawn aside, I tell you, by a hand. Not the
curtains at his feet, nor the curtains at his back, but those to which
his face was addressed. The curtains of his bed were drawn aside; and
Scrooge, starting up into a half-recumbent attitude, found himself face
to face with the unearthly visitor who drew them: as close to it as I am
now to you, and I am standing in the spirit at your elbow.</p>
<p>It was a strange figure—like a child: yet not so like a child as
like an old man, viewed through some supernatural medium, which gave him
the appearance of having receded from the view, and being diminished to
a child’s proportions. Its hair, which hung about its neck and
down its back, was white as if with age; and yet the face had not a
wrinkle in it, and the tenderest bloom was on the skin. The arms were
very long and muscular; the hands the same, as if its hold were of
uncommon strength. Its legs and feet, most delicately formed, were, like
those upper members, bare. It wore a tunic of the purest white; and
round its waist was bound a lustrous belt, the sheen of which was
beautiful. It held a branch of fresh green holly in its hand; and, in
singular contradiction of that wintry emblem, had its dress trimmed with
summer flowers. But the strangest thing about it was, that from the
crown of its head there sprung a bright clear jet of light, by which all
this was visible; and which was doubtless the occasion of its using, in
its duller moments, a great extinguisher for a cap, which it now held
under its arm.</p>
<p>Even this, though, when Scrooge looked at it with increasing steadiness,
was <i>not</i> its strangest quality. For as its belt sparkled and
glittered now in one part and now in another, and what was light one
instant, at another time was dark, so the figure itself fluctuated in
its distinctness: being now a thing with one arm, now with one leg, now
with twenty legs, now a pair of legs without a head, now a head without
a body: of which dissolving parts, no outline would be visible in the
dense gloom wherein they melted away. And in the very wonder of this, it
would be itself again; distinct and clear as ever.</p>
<p>“Are you the Spirit, sir, whose coming was foretold to me?”
asked Scrooge.</p>
<p>“I am!”</p>
<p>The voice was soft and gentle. Singularly low, as if instead of being so
close beside him, it were at a distance.</p>
<p>“Who, and what are you?” Scrooge demanded.</p>
<p>“I am the Ghost of Christmas Past.”</p>
<p>“Long Past?” inquired Scrooge: observant of its dwarfish
stature.</p>
<p>“No. Your past.”</p>
<p>Perhaps, Scrooge could not have told anybody why, if anybody could have
asked him; but he had a special desire to see the Spirit in his cap; and
begged him to be covered.</p>
<p>“What!” exclaimed the Ghost, “would you so soon put
out, with worldly hands, the light I give? Is it not enough that you are
one of those whose passions made this cap, and force me through whole
trains of years to wear it low upon my brow!”</p>
<p>Scrooge reverently disclaimed all intention to offend or any knowledge
of having wilfully “bonneted” the Spirit at any period of
his life. He then made bold to inquire what business brought him there.</p>
<p>“Your welfare!” said the Ghost.</p>
<p>Scrooge expressed himself much obliged, but could not help thinking that
a night of unbroken rest would have been more conducive to that end. The
Spirit must have heard him thinking, for it said immediately:</p>
<p>“Your reclamation, then. Take heed!”</p>
<p>It put out its strong hand as it spoke, and clasped him gently by the
arm.</p>
<p>“Rise! and walk with me!”</p>
<p>It would have been in vain for Scrooge to plead that the weather and the
hour were not adapted to pedestrian purposes; that bed was warm, and the
thermometer a long way below freezing; that he was clad but lightly in
his slippers, dressing-gown, and nightcap; and that he had a cold upon
him at that time. The grasp, though gentle as a woman’s hand, was
not to be resisted. He rose: but finding that the Spirit made towards
the window, clasped his robe in supplication.</p>
<p>“I am a mortal,” Scrooge remonstrated, “and liable to
fall.”</p>
<p>“Bear but a touch of my hand <i>there</i>,” said the Spirit,
laying it upon his heart, “and you shall be upheld in more than
this!”</p>
<p>As the words were spoken, they passed through the wall, and stood upon
an open country road, with fields on either hand. The city had entirely
vanished. Not a vestige of it was to be seen. The darkness and the mist
had vanished with it, for it was a clear, cold, winter day, with snow
upon the ground.</p>
<p>“Good Heaven!” said Scrooge, clasping his hands together, as
he looked about him. “I was bred in this place. I was a boy here!”</p>
<p>The Spirit gazed upon him mildly. Its gentle touch, though it had been
light and instantaneous, appeared still present to the old man’s
sense of feeling. He was conscious of a thousand odours floating in the
air, each one connected with a thousand thoughts, and hopes, and joys,
and cares long, long, forgotten!</p>
<p>“Your lip is trembling,” said the Ghost. “And what is
that upon your cheek?”</p>
<p>Scrooge muttered, with an unusual catching in his voice, that it was a
pimple; and begged the Ghost to lead him where he would.</p>
<p>“You recollect the way?” inquired the Spirit.</p>
<p>“Remember it!” cried Scrooge with fervour; “I could
walk it blindfold.”</p>
<p>“Strange to have forgotten it for so many years!” observed
the Ghost. “Let us go on.”</p>
<p>They walked along the road, Scrooge recognising every gate, and post,
and tree; until a little market-town appeared in the distance, with its
bridge, its church, and winding river. Some shaggy ponies now were seen
trotting towards them with boys upon their backs, who called to other
boys in country gigs and carts, driven by farmers. All these boys were
in great spirits, and shouted to each other, until the broad fields were
so full of merry music, that the crisp air laughed to hear it!</p>
<p>“These are but shadows of the things that have been,” said
the Ghost. “They have no consciousness of us.”</p>
<p>The jocund travellers came on; and as they came, Scrooge knew and named
them every one. Why was he rejoiced beyond all bounds to see them! Why
did his cold eye glisten, and his heart leap up as they went past! Why
was he filled with gladness when he heard them give each other Merry
Christmas, as they parted at cross-roads and bye-ways, for their several
homes! What was merry Christmas to Scrooge? Out upon merry Christmas!
What good had it ever done to him?</p>
<p>“The school is not quite deserted,” said the Ghost. “A
solitary child, neglected by his friends, is left there still.”</p>
<p>Scrooge said he knew it. And he sobbed.</p>
<p>They left the high-road, by a well-remembered lane, and soon approached
a mansion of dull red brick, with a little weathercock-surmounted
cupola, on the roof, and a bell hanging in it. It was a large house, but
one of broken fortunes; for the spacious offices were little used, their
walls were damp and mossy, their windows broken, and their gates
decayed. Fowls clucked and strutted in the stables; and the coach-houses
and sheds were over-run with grass. Nor was it more retentive of its
ancient state, within; for entering the dreary hall, and glancing
through the open doors of many rooms, they found them poorly furnished,
cold, and vast. There was an earthy savour in the air, a chilly bareness
in the place, which associated itself somehow with too much getting up
by candle-light, and not too much to eat.</p>
<p>They went, the Ghost and Scrooge, across the hall, to a door at the back
of the house. It opened before them, and disclosed a long, bare,
melancholy room, made barer still by lines of plain deal forms and
desks. At one of these a lonely boy was reading near a feeble fire; and
Scrooge sat down upon a form, and wept to see his poor forgotten self as
he used to be.</p>
<p>Not a latent echo in the house, not a squeak and scuffle from the mice
behind the panelling, not a drip from the half-thawed water-spout in the
dull yard behind, not a sigh among the leafless boughs of one despondent
poplar, not the idle swinging of an empty store-house door, no, not a
clicking in the fire, but fell upon the heart of Scrooge with a
softening influence, and gave a freer passage to his tears.</p>
<p>The Spirit touched him on the arm, and pointed to his younger self,
intent upon his reading. Suddenly a man, in foreign garments:
wonderfully real and distinct to look at: stood outside the window, with
an axe stuck in his belt, and leading by the bridle an ass laden with
wood.</p>
<p>“Why, it’s Ali Baba!” Scrooge exclaimed in ecstasy.
“It’s dear old honest Ali Baba! Yes, yes, I know! One
Christmas time, when yonder solitary child was left here all alone, he
<i>did</i> come, for the first time, just like that. Poor boy! And
Valentine,” said Scrooge, “and his wild brother, Orson;
there they go! And what’s his name, who was put down in his
drawers, asleep, at the Gate of Damascus; don’t you see him! And
the Sultan’s Groom turned upside down by the Genii; there he is
upon his head! Serve him right. I’m glad of it. What business had
<i>he</i> to be married to the Princess!”</p>
<p>To hear Scrooge expending all the earnestness of his nature on such
subjects, in a most extraordinary voice between laughing and crying; and
to see his heightened and excited face; would have been a surprise to
his business friends in the city, indeed.</p>
<p>“There’s the Parrot!” cried Scrooge. “Green body
and yellow tail, with a thing like a lettuce growing out of the top of
his head; there he is! Poor Robin Crusoe, he called him, when he came
home again after sailing round the island. ‘Poor Robin Crusoe,
where have you been, Robin Crusoe?’ The man thought he was
dreaming, but he wasn’t. It was the Parrot, you know. There goes
Friday, running for his life to the little creek! Halloa! Hoop! Halloo!”</p>
<p>Then, with a rapidity of transition very foreign to his usual character,
he said, in pity for his former self, “Poor boy!” and cried
again.</p>
<p>“I wish,” Scrooge muttered, putting his hand in his pocket,
and looking about him, after drying his eyes with his cuff: “but
it’s too late now.”</p>
<p>“What is the matter?” asked the Spirit.</p>
<p>“Nothing,” said Scrooge. “Nothing. There was a boy
singing a Christmas Carol at my door last night. I should like to have
given him something: that’s all.”</p>
<p>The Ghost smiled thoughtfully, and waved its hand: saying as it did so,
“Let us see another Christmas!”</p>
<p>Scrooge’s former self grew larger at the words, and the room
became a little darker and more dirty. The panels shrunk, the windows
cracked; fragments of plaster fell out of the ceiling, and the naked
laths were shown instead; but how all this was brought about, Scrooge
knew no more than you do. He only knew that it was quite correct; that
everything had happened so; that there he was, alone again, when all the
other boys had gone home for the jolly holidays.</p>
<p>He was not reading now, but walking up and down despairingly. Scrooge
looked at the Ghost, and with a mournful shaking of his head, glanced
anxiously towards the door.</p>
<p>It opened; and a little girl, much younger than the boy, came darting
in, and putting her arms about his neck, and often kissing him,
addressed him as her “Dear, dear brother.”</p>
<p>“I have come to bring you home, dear brother!” said the
child, clapping her tiny hands, and bending down to laugh. “To
bring you home, home, home!”</p>
<p>“Home, little Fan?” returned the boy.</p>
<p>“Yes!” said the child, brimful of glee. “Home, for
good and all. Home, for ever and ever. Father is so much kinder than he
used to be, that home’s like Heaven! He spoke so gently to me one
dear night when I was going to bed, that I was not afraid to ask him
once more if you might come home; and he said Yes, you should; and sent
me in a coach to bring you. And you’re to be a man!” said
the child, opening her eyes, “and are never to come back here; but
first, we’re to be together all the Christmas long, and have the
merriest time in all the world.”</p>
<p>“You are quite a woman, little Fan!” exclaimed the boy.</p>
<p>She clapped her hands and laughed, and tried to touch his head; but
being too little, laughed again, and stood on tiptoe to embrace him.
Then she began to drag him, in her childish eagerness, towards the door;
and he, nothing loth to go, accompanied her.</p>
<p>A terrible voice in the hall cried, “Bring down Master Scrooge’s
box, there!” and in the hall appeared the schoolmaster himself,
who glared on Master Scrooge with a ferocious condescension, and threw
him into a dreadful state of mind by shaking hands with him. He then
conveyed him and his sister into the veriest old well of a shivering
best-parlour that ever was seen, where the maps upon the wall, and the
celestial and terrestrial globes in the windows, were waxy with cold.
Here he produced a decanter of curiously light wine, and a block of
curiously heavy cake, and administered instalments of those dainties to
the young people: at the same time, sending out a meagre servant to
offer a glass of “something” to the postboy, who answered
that he thanked the gentleman, but if it was the same tap as he had
tasted before, he had rather not. Master Scrooge’s trunk being by
this time tied on to the top of the chaise, the children bade the
schoolmaster good-bye right willingly; and getting into it, drove gaily
down the garden-sweep: the quick wheels dashing the hoar-frost and snow
from off the dark leaves of the evergreens like spray.</p>
<p>“Always a delicate creature, whom a breath might have withered,”
said the Ghost. “But she had a large heart!”</p>
<p>“So she had,” cried Scrooge. “You’re right. I
will not gainsay it, Spirit. God forbid!”</p>
<p>“She died a woman,” said the Ghost, “and had, as I
think, children.”</p>
<p>“One child,” Scrooge returned.</p>
<p>“True,” said the Ghost. “Your nephew!”</p>
<p>Scrooge seemed uneasy in his mind; and answered briefly, “Yes.”</p>
<p>Although they had but that moment left the school behind them, they were
now in the busy thoroughfares of a city, where shadowy passengers passed
and repassed; where shadowy carts and coaches battled for the way, and
all the strife and tumult of a real city were. It was made plain enough,
by the dressing of the shops, that here too it was Christmas time again;
but it was evening, and the streets were lighted up.</p>
<p>The Ghost stopped at a certain warehouse door, and asked Scrooge if he
knew it.</p>
<p>“Know it!” said Scrooge. “Was I apprenticed here!”</p>
<p>They went in. At sight of an old gentleman in a Welsh wig, sitting
behind such a high desk, that if he had been two inches taller he must
have knocked his head against the ceiling, Scrooge cried in great
excitement:</p>
<p>“Why, it’s old Fezziwig! Bless his heart; it’s
Fezziwig alive again!”</p>
<p>Old Fezziwig laid down his pen, and looked up at the clock, which
pointed to the hour of seven. He rubbed his hands; adjusted his
capacious waistcoat; laughed all over himself, from his shoes to his
organ of benevolence; and called out in a comfortable, oily, rich, fat,
jovial voice:</p>
<p>“Yo ho, there! Ebenezer! Dick!”</p>
<p>Scrooge’s former self, now grown a young man, came briskly in,
accompanied by his fellow-’prentice.</p>
<p>“Dick Wilkins, to be sure!” said Scrooge to the Ghost.
“Bless me, yes. There he is. He was very much attached to me, was
Dick. Poor Dick! Dear, dear!”</p>
<p>“Yo ho, my boys!” said Fezziwig. “No more work
to-night. Christmas Eve, Dick. Christmas, Ebenezer! Let’s have the
shutters up,” cried old Fezziwig, with a sharp clap of his hands,
“before a man can say Jack Robinson!”</p>
<p>You wouldn’t believe how those two fellows went at it! They
charged into the street with the shutters—one, two, three—had
’em up in their places—four, five, six—barred ’em
and pinned ’em—seven, eight, nine—and came back before
you could have got to twelve, panting like race-horses.</p>
<p>“Hilli-ho!” cried old Fezziwig, skipping down from the high
desk, with wonderful agility. “Clear away, my lads, and let’s
have lots of room here! Hilli-ho, Dick! Chirrup, Ebenezer!”</p>
<p>Clear away! There was nothing they wouldn’t have cleared away, or
couldn’t have cleared away, with old Fezziwig looking on. It was
done in a minute. Every movable was packed off, as if it were dismissed
from public life for evermore; the floor was swept and watered, the
lamps were trimmed, fuel was heaped upon the fire; and the warehouse was
as snug, and warm, and dry, and bright a ball-room, as you would desire
to see upon a winter’s night.</p>
<p>In came a fiddler with a music-book, and went up to the lofty desk, and
made an orchestra of it, and tuned like fifty stomach-aches. In came
Mrs. Fezziwig, one vast substantial smile. In came the three Miss
Fezziwigs, beaming and lovable. In came the six young followers whose
hearts they broke. In came all the young men and women employed in the
business. In came the housemaid, with her cousin, the baker. In came the
cook, with her brother’s particular friend, the milkman. In came
the boy from over the way, who was suspected of not having board enough
from his master; trying to hide himself behind the girl from next door
but one, who was proved to have had her ears pulled by her mistress. In
they all came, one after another; some shyly, some boldly, some
gracefully, some awkwardly, some pushing, some pulling; in they all
came, anyhow and everyhow. Away they all went, twenty couple at once;
hands half round and back again the other way; down the middle and up
again; round and round in various stages of affectionate grouping; old
top couple always turning up in the wrong place; new top couple starting
off again, as soon as they got there; all top couples at last, and not a
bottom one to help them! When this result was brought about, old
Fezziwig, clapping his hands to stop the dance, cried out, “Well
done!” and the fiddler plunged his hot face into a pot of porter,
especially provided for that purpose. But scorning rest, upon his
reappearance, he instantly began again, though there were no dancers
yet, as if the other fiddler had been carried home, exhausted, on a
shutter, and he were a bran-new man resolved to beat him out of sight,
or perish.</p>
<p>There were more dances, and there were forfeits, and more dances, and
there was cake, and there was negus, and there was a great piece of Cold
Roast, and there was a great piece of Cold Boiled, and there were
mince-pies, and plenty of beer. But the great effect of the evening came
after the Roast and Boiled, when the fiddler (an artful dog, mind! The
sort of man who knew his business better than you or I could have told
it him!) struck up “Sir Roger de Coverley.” Then old
Fezziwig stood out to dance with Mrs. Fezziwig. Top couple, too; with a
good stiff piece of work cut out for them; three or four and twenty pair
of partners; people who were not to be trifled with; people who <i>would</i>
dance, and had no notion of walking.</p>
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<i>Mr. Fezziwig’s Ball</i>
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<p>But if they had been twice as many—ah, four times—old
Fezziwig would have been a match for them, and so would Mrs. Fezziwig.
As to <i>her</i>, she was worthy to be his partner in every sense of the
term. If that’s not high praise, tell me higher, and I’ll
use it. A positive light appeared to issue from Fezziwig’s calves.
They shone in every part of the dance like moons. You couldn’t
have predicted, at any given time, what would have become of them next.
And when old Fezziwig and Mrs. Fezziwig had gone all through the dance;
advance and retire, both hands to your partner, bow and curtsey,
corkscrew, thread-the-needle, and back again to your place; Fezziwig
“cut”—cut so deftly, that he appeared to wink with his
legs, and came upon his feet again without a stagger.</p>
<p>When the clock struck eleven, this domestic ball broke up. Mr. and Mrs.
Fezziwig took their stations, one on either side of the door, and
shaking hands with every person individually as he or she went out,
wished him or her a Merry Christmas. When everybody had retired but the
two ’prentices, they did the same to them; and thus the cheerful
voices died away, and the lads were left to their beds; which were under
a counter in the back-shop.</p>
<p>During the whole of this time, Scrooge had acted like a man out of his
wits. His heart and soul were in the scene, and with his former self. He
corroborated everything, remembered everything, enjoyed everything, and
underwent the strangest agitation. It was not until now, when the bright
faces of his former self and Dick were turned from them, that he
remembered the Ghost, and became conscious that it was looking full upon
him, while the light upon its head burnt very clear.</p>
<p>“A small matter,” said the Ghost, “to make these silly
folks so full of gratitude.”</p>
<p>“Small!” echoed Scrooge.</p>
<p>The Spirit signed to him to listen to the two apprentices, who were
pouring out their hearts in praise of Fezziwig: and when he had done so,
said,</p>
<p>“Why! Is it not? He has spent but a few pounds of your mortal
money: three or four perhaps. Is that so much that he deserves this
praise?”</p>
<p>“It isn’t that,” said Scrooge, heated by the remark,
and speaking unconsciously like his former, not his latter, self.
“It isn’t that, Spirit. He has the power to render us happy
or unhappy; to make our service light or burdensome; a pleasure or a
toil. Say that his power lies in words and looks; in things so slight
and insignificant that it is impossible to add and count ’em up:
what then? The happiness he gives, is quite as great as if it cost a
fortune.”</p>
<p>He felt the Spirit’s glance, and stopped.</p>
<p>“What is the matter?” asked the Ghost.</p>
<p>“Nothing particular,” said Scrooge.</p>
<p>“Something, I think?” the Ghost insisted.</p>
<p>“No,” said Scrooge, “No. I should like to be able to
say a word or two to my clerk just now. That’s all.”</p>
<p>His former self turned down the lamps as he gave utterance to the wish;
and Scrooge and the Ghost again stood side by side in the open air.</p>
<p>“My time grows short,” observed the Spirit. “Quick!”</p>
<p>This was not addressed to Scrooge, or to any one whom he could see, but
it produced an immediate effect. For again Scrooge saw himself. He was
older now; a man in the prime of life. His face had not the harsh and
rigid lines of later years; but it had begun to wear the signs of care
and avarice. There was an eager, greedy, restless motion in the eye,
which showed the passion that had taken root, and where the shadow of
the growing tree would fall.</p>
<p>He was not alone, but sat by the side of a fair young girl in a
mourning-dress: in whose eyes there were tears, which sparkled in the
light that shone out of the Ghost of Christmas Past.</p>
<p>“It matters little,” she said, softly. “To you, very
little. Another idol has displaced me; and if it can cheer and comfort
you in time to come, as I would have tried to do, I have no just cause
to grieve.”</p>
<p>“What Idol has displaced you?” he rejoined.</p>
<p>“A golden one.”</p>
<p>“This is the even-handed dealing of the world!” he said.
“There is nothing on which it is so hard as poverty; and there is
nothing it professes to condemn with such severity as the pursuit of
wealth!”</p>
<p>“You fear the world too much,” she answered, gently. “All
your other hopes have merged into the hope of being beyond the chance of
its sordid reproach. I have seen your nobler aspirations fall off one by
one, until the master-passion, Gain, engrosses you. Have I not?”</p>
<p>“What then?” he retorted. “Even if I have grown so
much wiser, what then? I am not changed towards you.”</p>
<p>She shook her head.</p>
<p>“Am I?”</p>
<p>“Our contract is an old one. It was made when we were both poor
and content to be so, until, in good season, we could improve our
worldly fortune by our patient industry. You <i>are</i> changed. When it
was made, you were another man.”</p>
<p>“I was a boy,” he said impatiently.</p>
<p>“Your own feeling tells you that you were not what you are,”
she returned. “I am. That which promised happiness when we were
one in heart, is fraught with misery now that we are two. How often and
how keenly I have thought of this, I will not say. It is enough that I
<i>have</i> thought of it, and can release you.”</p>
<p>“Have I ever sought release?”</p>
<p>“In words. No. Never.”</p>
<p>“In what, then?”</p>
<p>“In a changed nature; in an altered spirit; in another atmosphere
of life; another Hope as its great end. In everything that made my love
of any worth or value in your sight. If this had never been between us,”
said the girl, looking mildly, but with steadiness, upon him; “tell
me, would you seek me out and try to win me now? Ah, no!”</p>
<p>He seemed to yield to the justice of this supposition, in spite of
himself. But he said with a struggle, “You think not.”</p>
<p>“I would gladly think otherwise if I could,” she answered,
“Heaven knows! When <i>I</i> have learned a Truth like this, I
know how strong and irresistible it must be. But if you were free
to-day, to-morrow, yesterday, can even I believe that you would choose a
dowerless girl—you who, in your very confidence with her, weigh
everything by Gain: or, choosing her, if for a moment you were false
enough to your one guiding principle to do so, do I not know that your
repentance and regret would surely follow? I do; and I release you. With
a full heart, for the love of him you once were.”</p>
<p>He was about to speak; but with her head turned from him, she resumed.</p>
<p>“You may—the memory of what is past half makes me hope you
will—have pain in this. A very, very brief time, and you will
dismiss the recollection of it, gladly, as an unprofitable dream, from
which it happened well that you awoke. May you be happy in the life you
have chosen!”</p>
<p>She left him, and they parted.</p>
<p>“Spirit!” said Scrooge, “show me no more! Conduct me
home. Why do you delight to torture me?”</p>
<p>“One shadow more!” exclaimed the Ghost.</p>
<p>“No more!” cried Scrooge. “No more. I don’t wish
to see it. Show me no more!”</p>
<p>But the relentless Ghost pinioned him in both his arms, and forced him
to observe what happened next.</p>
<p>They were in another scene and place; a room, not very large or
handsome, but full of comfort. Near to the winter fire sat a beautiful
young girl, so like that last that Scrooge believed it was the same,
until he saw <i>her</i>, now a comely matron, sitting opposite her
daughter. The noise in this room was perfectly tumultuous, for there
were more children there, than Scrooge in his agitated state of mind
could count; and, unlike the celebrated herd in the poem, they were not
forty children conducting themselves like one, but every child was
conducting itself like forty. The consequences were uproarious beyond
belief; but no one seemed to care; on the contrary, the mother and
daughter laughed heartily, and enjoyed it very much; and the latter,
soon beginning to mingle in the sports, got pillaged by the young
brigands most ruthlessly. What would I not have given to be one of them!
Though I never could have been so rude, no, no! I wouldn’t for the
wealth of all the world have crushed that braided hair, and torn it
down; and for the precious little shoe, I wouldn’t have plucked it
off, God bless my soul! to save my life. As to measuring her waist in
sport, as they did, bold young brood, I couldn’t have done it; I
should have expected my arm to have grown round it for a punishment, and
never come straight again. And yet I should have dearly liked, I own, to
have touched her lips; to have questioned her, that she might have
opened them; to have looked upon the lashes of her downcast eyes, and
never raised a blush; to have let loose waves of hair, an inch of which
would be a keepsake beyond price: in short, I should have liked, I do
confess, to have had the lightest licence of a child, and yet to have
been man enough to know its value.</p>
<p>But now a knocking at the door was heard, and such a rush immediately
ensued that she with laughing face and plundered dress was borne towards
it the centre of a flushed and boisterous group, just in time to greet
the father, who came home attended by a man laden with Christmas toys
and presents. Then the shouting and the struggling, and the onslaught
that was made on the defenceless porter! The scaling him with chairs for
ladders to dive into his pockets, despoil him of brown-paper parcels,
hold on tight by his cravat, hug him round his neck, pommel his back,
and kick his legs in irrepressible affection! The shouts of wonder and
delight with which the development of every package was received! The
terrible announcement that the baby had been taken in the act of putting
a doll’s frying-pan into his mouth, and was more than suspected of
having swallowed a fictitious turkey, glued on a wooden platter! The
immense relief of finding this a false alarm! The joy, and gratitude,
and ecstasy! They are all indescribable alike. It is enough that by
degrees the children and their emotions got out of the parlour, and by
one stair at a time, up to the top of the house; where they went to bed,
and so subsided.</p>
<p>And now Scrooge looked on more attentively than ever, when the master of
the house, having his daughter leaning fondly on him, sat down with her
and her mother at his own fireside; and when he thought that such
another creature, quite as graceful and as full of promise, might have
called him father, and been a spring-time in the haggard winter of his
life, his sight grew very dim indeed.</p>
<p>“Belle,” said the husband, turning to his wife with a smile,
“I saw an old friend of yours this afternoon.”</p>
<p>“Who was it?”</p>
<p>“Guess!”</p>
<p>“How can I? Tut, don’t I know?” she added in the same
breath, laughing as he laughed. “Mr. Scrooge.”</p>
<p>“Mr. Scrooge it was. I passed his office window; and as it was not
shut up, and he had a candle inside, I could scarcely help seeing him.
His partner lies upon the point of death, I hear; and there he sat
alone. Quite alone in the world, I do believe.”</p>
<p>“Spirit!” said Scrooge in a broken voice, “remove me
from this place.”</p>
<p>“I told you these were shadows of the things that have been,”
said the Ghost. “That they are what they are, do not blame me!”</p>
<p>“Remove me!” Scrooge exclaimed, “I cannot bear it!”</p>
<p>He turned upon the Ghost, and seeing that it looked upon him with a
face, in which in some strange way there were fragments of all the faces
it had shown him, wrestled with it.</p>
<p>“Leave me! Take me back. Haunt me no longer!”</p>
<p>In the struggle, if that can be called a struggle in which the Ghost
with no visible resistance on its own part was undisturbed by any effort
of its adversary, Scrooge observed that its light was burning high and
bright; and dimly connecting that with its influence over him, he seized
the extinguisher-cap, and by a sudden action pressed it down upon its
head.</p>
<p>The Spirit dropped beneath it, so that the extinguisher covered its
whole form; but though Scrooge pressed it down with all his force, he
could not hide the light: which streamed from under it, in an unbroken
flood upon the ground.</p>
<p>He was conscious of being exhausted, and overcome by an irresistible
drowsiness; and, further, of being in his own bedroom. He gave the cap a
parting squeeze, in which his hand relaxed; and had barely time to reel
to bed, before he sank into a heavy sleep.</p>
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